#i'm not fuckimg doing okay with this

[sga-owns-my-soul]

I saw your post and I just want to express how sorry I am for you that your best friend hurt you like that. I want to tell you that you're not alone, and your feelings of hurt are a natural response to that kind of situation.

I'm sorry if I seem odd, especially since I'm saying all of this on anon. I'm just a little shy. Feel free to ignore this.

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 oh my god i'm crying again now 😭😭😭 i really really needed this right now, thank you so much anon

[cnnamonrolls]

maaaan

[br-uwu-cewayne]

Okay you know what no more holding back I'm gonna say it straight and I'm gonna mean it -

Bruce Wayne Can Not Pump His Own Gas.

And i don't just mean it in a "Brucie Wayne persona choice since Gotham's in Jersey so it's what everyone expects" kinda way I mean the man has literally never pumped his own gas into a car a day in his life.

It's just. Never been relevant. You don't pump your own gas in Jersey, so he doesn't do it in his day to day.

"Partying" or on business trips out of state/country is in his Brucie mask so of COURSE he's not gonna do it himself are you KIDDING he's from JERSEY we don't do that there and also RICH that's what the CHAFFEUR is for.

Training or superheroing in other countries was/is mostly survival based in wilderness/rural areas, trekking and climbing on foot through various biomes, while grappling/parkouring/taking more inconspicuous public transportation across cities.

The Batmobile gets refueled nightly, by Alfred, once parked back in the cave.

The man can refuel a jet screaming along at Fuckimg Hell miles an hour, but he can not

physically can not

pump his own gas.

[propertyofkylar]

okay but imagine messing with Kylar's breeding kink: MC: I'm ovulating next week, so no sex this week so we save up our strength ok? Kylar: ................ MC: .... You came in your pants the moment I said I'm ovulating next week didn't you? Kylar: *nods ashamed*

like kylar knows in his head that if he wants to breed you the best time to do it is during ovulation. but he’s also so fuckimg horny that the loser can’t help himself

[an-theduckin]

How r u

Okay so, good news first! I manged 2 finish an essay and a monologue, and finished up another essay but writing the conclusion, so now I don't have any homework left (except for those geo flashcards that we have 2 revise but that doesnt count)!! :D

Now the bad news. There's a maths test tomorrow which will determine if we'll move sets or not. I'm dead scared for it cuz I don't wanna move sets I'm already in set 1 (top set) I don't wanna move down or anything, but lately my brain had been so foggy and I can't fuckimg concentrate and if it's still like that in the test I have no hope of staying in that set. There's also a business test on Wednesday, business is pretty easy but like I still haven't revise for it so yeah that's annoying. I'm gonna have 2 miss school on Thursday for an appointment so I'll have 2 go tell the reception lady for that and I donr wanna do that bro she's such an ass I hate her sm

[faenemy]

Hii don't mind me, just wanted to ramble abt Mark and friends series in ur ask box cuz why not :3 (you've drawn fanart of them b4 btw!)

SO LETS START OFF WITH SOME CONTEXT. Mark and friends is a completed series on YouTube made by this guy ashur gharavi, it follows the story of Mark blah blah i can't talk in this format snymore I need to go silly mode holf on. SO MARK IS GHIS 'LITTLE MONSTER' KID RIGHT, AND ANOTHER CHARACTER IS BILLY WHO IS AN ADUKT HUMAN. SO THE SERIES IS KINDA LIKE A KIDS CARTOON BUT WITH BLOOD AND MURDER. BILLY KIDNAPPED MARK AND FORCED HIM TO DO STUFF FOR CAMERA. AS THE SERIES GO ON, THERE WILL BE LITTLE HINTS IN THE FORM OF NEWSPAPER OF LIKE WHATS ACTUALLY GOING ON AND WHY HES FOING THIS. READ EVERY SINGLE BACKGROUND NEWSPAPER EVEN IF IT DOESNT FEEL IMPORTANT, THE LITTLE DETAILS ARE SOOOO GOOD. MARK IS LIKE 10 YEARS OLD AND HES LITERALLY SO CUTE, HE DONT DESERVE EVERYTHING THAT HAPPENWD TO HIM. IM NOT GONNA SPOIL THE ENDING FOR U, CUZ ITS LITERALLY SO GOOD I REMEMBWR WHEN I FIRST WATCHED IT AND THE ENDINV IS JUST SO PULLING MY HEAET STRINGS AND LIKE SUCH A TENSE SCENE YK. ITS LITERALLY SO GOOD, THERE ARE 3 COMPILATIONS OF IT (PART 1,2 AND 3) I THINK ITS LIKE 2 HOURS LONG PLEASE PLEASE WATCH IT (ONLY IF U WANNA OFC NO PRESSURE) I LOVE THE CHARACTERS SO MUCH THEYRE SO WELL WRITTEN, I HATE BILLY BUT I LOVE HOW WELL HIS CHARACTER AND MANIPULATION IS WRITTEN HES SO FUCKING CRUEL. I LOVE HOW ASHUR ISNT AFRAID TO JUST FUCKIMG MAKE HIM DO TERRIBLE AWFUL SHIT. I LOVE IT SO MJCH ITS SO CREATIVE I LOVE MARK TOO, HWS SO CUTE I LOVE DRAWING HIM. OH AND ALSO, ITS CANON THAT TWOMP TAKES PLACE AFTERRR THAT SERIES AND MARK IS FRIENDS WITH ARGOS AND MR PLANT. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEYRE SO UGHHHHH. THE ACTOR IS EYE CANDY TOO HES SO COOL. PLEASE WATCH IT ILL GIVE U A COOKIE IF U DO (AGAIN, ONLY IF U WANNA THO NO PRESSURE) :3

SOME PICTURES ^^

(This ask wasn't proofread btw)

HI HI HI Thank you for the ask box rambles I love them <3

Definitely did not go and binge the whole series, nope, not me

ANYWAY MY RAMBLINGS AS I WATCHED AND THOUGHTS UNDER CUT

I love this little green guy!

Marks parents seem to be murdered (go figure)

I'm assuming he was kidnapped in an ice cream truck/van??

Mark is kept in a cage without an actual bed it seems, at least when he isn't on camera

Are the puppets the actual children, or do they just represent them?

Mark keeps rubbing his side/stomach, maybe where his kidney was removed??

Child star shows an actual person so kidnapper might have started as a child star?

Grandma knows her kiddo is still alive (GET HIS ASS)

Is the plant guy who killed Big Monster Mr plant?

Donovan escapes???

Cupcake monster gets killed (very sadge)

WHY THE FUCK DID THEY PUT TOMATOES IN A FRUIT SALAD??? JAIL!!!!

apparently monsters are edible, might be some cannibali going on?

Also humans are considered monsters in this world

In "cooking" the newspaper is obscured, but it seems to read (missing childs body found, but not his head) Cupcake Monster???

UPDATE DEFO CUPCAKE MONSTER NOOOOOO

No Illinois, Minnesota or Indiana

Maybe the other kids were from Minnesota and Indiana, since Mark is from Illinois?

Aight my man was defo the child star, I'm assuming he is repeatimg the crimes of big monster???

Oop so search led to Indiana, snap my prior theory lol

Big monsters cousin changes last name

Frame lasted long on that, so I assume it's important

I keep forgetting Billy's name LMAO

Big monster and sewer? Seems like an It reference

So they're near Michigan now, noted

WHY MUST YOU TORMENT ME :(((( I luv paper bag dog NOOOOOO

Mark seems more vocal and challeging billy more now

Billy straight up gave the kids psychedelics my god

Someone save the child pls

Donovan my beloved is traumatized:((((

Oooooh the photos in the background are crying now, I think those are Marks parents?

Mr plant defo killed Big Monster, king shit

OOOOOH

okay so kid star (johnny) met with big monster in the sewer, got murdered

But Billy was the one who encouraged him to, Billy was going to star in the movie before Big Monster was convicted. So he was the kid who was crying in the article because his role was dropped

NOOOOOO MARK IS ADDICTED TO DRUGS

Get HIS ASS GRANDMA

I can't read the teleprompter, get this dude some glasses.

Just remembered how Mark cannonicly has his photos taken???? And sold I think??? Wtf???

Donovan had started a charity:((( he thinks his friends are gone

The date on the newspaper in the back keeps changing

Can I fight Billy??? I think I could take him easy

Mark straight up ate a razor blade get this kid a doctor

OH MY GOSH THEY'RE GOING TO THE DOCTOR

APOLLO HAS BLESSED ME

the eye test in the back reads "Mark has one more week before I kill him" if my new son dies I riot

Can I adopt Mark

Goal list; dispose, replace, repeat

I wonder if there are other shows featuring Donovan and Cupcake Monster?

Why were they kidnapped?

Befriend that strange man??? NOOOO

Did my son just kill Billy???? HELL YEAH

RUN BOY RUN

MY SON IS SAFE!!!!

In conclusion, I would like to adopt Cupcake Monster, they are now my child. I would also like to punch Billy repeatedly :D

[lesbianlotties]

how would you rank the first 10 episodes of season 1 and why?

OH I LOVE RANKING THINGS THANK YOU...

ACTUALLY I TAKE IT BACK THIS IS IMPOSSIBLE

okay. i will attempt the impossible. but i Will be very biased and this is mostly about which episodes have my fav scenes ghsjdfhghfg from best to least favorite episode. let's go!! (spoilers: this is fucking long and i did both seasons!!!)

episode 1: pilot. because ??? it's literally perfect?? what do you want me to say. flawlessly introducing all the girls' pre-crash personalities. the shaunajackie homoerotic tension. "you are beautiful in the eyes of our lord". natalie wearing purple. pit girl!!!! she's been iconic since day 1!!!!

episode 10: Sic Transit Gloria Mundi. what can i say. i like beginnings and ends. i like high school reunions. i like death scenes that will haunt me forever and ever. and i still think that "who the fuck is lottie matthews?!" is one of the best lines ever

episode 5: blood hive. listen... nothing gets to me like a possession. to this day that's still one of my favorite scenes of the whole show

episode 9: doomcoming. absolutely iconic. pure chaos. also just the name doomcoming? instantly made history. "there's no bookclub?!?!?" also the aftermath of laura lee's death! how cute they all were getting ready together! jackie and misty. shaunajackie arriving together. lottie wearing laura lee's dress :) (smiling through the pain). TAIVAN!!

episode 2: f sharp. *whispers* cunt. ← literally all i need to say. but seriously. it's nice to see them already there. but not insane yet. and of course, "hello misty... you crazy fucking bitch <3"

episode 6: saints. HOMOEROTIC BAPTISM!!!! but also shaunatai!!!! miss sophie nelisse really has been acting her heart out since day one huh

episode 7: no compass. i really thought van was so dead here 😭 but that was insane. and i liked to see the adults still chasing ppl <3

episode 3: the dollhouse. LAKE SCENE!!!!!!!!!!! and the beginning of lottie's beef with the cabin <3

episode 8: flight of the bumblebee. this episode ruined my life <3

episode 4: bear down. i mean, one episode had to be last even if love them all!!!! i do!!!!! and as much as the competition was fun to watch, i think they should've killed travis the second that he pointed that gun at nat <3

and you know what???? i want to share my ranking of season 2 too 😭 gshjdfhgjfhg so

episode 1: Friends, Romans, Countrymen. lend me your ears!!!!! another perfect episode!!! i'm still getting chills every time i listen to seventeen and cornflake girl (which is several times every day). i think nothing compares to the feeling of watching shauna eat jackie's ear. also the day i fell in love with simone kessell as lottie matthews. i literally haven't been the same since then. also the teen lottie yell!!!!

episode 4: old wounds. listen.... i don't know what they put in this episode (laura lee's ghost and lottienat bath scene and adult van) but it literally changed me as a person

episode 2: Edible Complex. ella purnell acting as ghost jackie is seriously one of the best things i've ever seen. and the jackie feast!!!!! history was made!!!!!!!

episode 8: it chooses. when i tell you that i've never, never been so stressed as i was from the moment that they start drawing cards to the moment the credits started rolling in.... i'm so serious okay? worst night of my life. i wish i could live it again (bonus points for lottie losing it at her friends confessing their many crimes)

episode 7: burial. therapy time!!! bruce the goat!!!! 🥰 nothing compares to the feeling of seeing the adults just happily hanging out (plus florence and the machine songs!). and then shaunalottie sex scene shauna beating lottie up while the adults dance around a bonfire??? 1000% rewired my brain. i collapse on the ground every time i listen to lighting crashes (again. several times every day)

episode 6: qui. i fully support sophie nelisse emmy campaign <3 unnecessarily cruel <3 they fuckimg ate that baby <3 jackie's voice <3 high school reunion!! <3 that last scene will fucking haunt me forever and ever amen

episode 10: storytelling. this episode ruined my life <3 i will defend it forever though!!!!! i swear i will!!!! i'm yellowjackets episode 2.10 number one defender!!!!! the natalie coronation scene is my favorite thing in the world. and i loved to watch the cabin burn, idk if i was the only one but i did NOT expect it!!! can't wait to see them huddling for warmth on a pile like puppies on season 3

episode 3: digestif. baby shower 🥰!!!! and i'm a simple lesbian, i just want melanie lynskey to point me with a gun

episode 5: two truths and a lie. teen nat comforted by adult lottie like adult nat will be comforted by teen lottie in a few episodes will haunt be forever. but, "i'm so sorry bestie", literally no one wanted to see that much of randy walsh

[chaoticbritishqueen]

Things I've overheard in my 3rd year if uni:

"You got confused by the concept of a bus ticket...Londoners are weird."

"wait?! you boil your fucking chicken?!"

"I'm going to casually hate crime everyone this evening. It's okay when a gay guy does it right? It's almost charming" "it is as long as you're not being racist."

"are we saying the same thing?" "Don't worry, we're both as deaf as eachother." "Wait no, I'm actually deaf." "Holyshit i'm so sorry."

"You look energised!" "I'm not energised. It's just the nervous energy coursing through my veins."

"Wait you want to fucking hang me?!"

"no more bones for you!" "I am not a womennn" "NO MORE BONES FOR YOU!!"

"Mr blue?! why not Mrs blue?! Why not Mx blue?! WHY ARE WE GENDERING THE VAPES?!"

"what took you so long?" "I fell on my arse" "What?" "An old guy told me to go home" "Ew gross"

"Most heat escapes through our heads, that's why we have hair." "What about me? I have no hair." "Sucks to be you I guess?"

"shein Paul Mitchell tried to get me to give him a lift home and called me georgouus.... what the actual fuck."

"Freshers flu left me feeling sad with a sore throat." "Me after Saturday night's." "MATE! NO!"

"Is anyone an female woman?"

"Disabilities preventing you from being a simp."

"The problem with being a trans women, is that I love thigh high socks, so everytime I wear them I give myself an errection." "That's one way to turn yourself on tbf."

"Google maps says its 12 minutes, but I'm gay, so it will take me 8 right?" "Add headphones and it will take 5."

"I didn't have a minor panic attack when writing my review."

"The doctors took my asthma inhaler from me because I kept using it to placebo myself out of panic attacks!" "Wait, like that one scene in teen wolf?!" "Not so bullshit I found out..."

"The review is due in 11 hours and here I am playing god of war... I definitely am doing good right now everyone!"

"Mens existence ruining my outfit decisions"

"Discriminating against those with confused immune systems. Don't sit on the peanut table motherfuckers."

"I'm Mexican, I know how to survive in the wild!"

"the bottle is on your side tonight!"

"That's kinda gay, not gonna lie." "I am gay?"

"I don't love my sister enough to buy her paper chase wrapping paper. A kidney? Sure! Spending more than 1 quid on wrapping paper? Hell fucking NO!"

"You're 26?! You said you were 18?!" "I wanted to see if you'd belive me." "WHY WOULD I QUESTION YOUR AGE?! THATS FUCKIMG CREEPY" "i thought'd it be funny" "HOW IS IT FUNNY?!"

"I'll bring in a knife... and toilet roll?"

"I HAVE WATER IN MY BRAIN THANKS TO YOU!!!"

"This new year we will be preying for her nipples."

"I wanted an orgy!" "What?" "NOT WITH YOU GUYS. Obviously." "I was about to say..." "Yeah you know he's gay right?"

"STOP BURNING THE MARSHMELLOW! ITS BLACK THAT'S WRONG!" "HEY! what's wrong with black?!" "YEAH! Black is beautiful!" "NOT ON A MARSHMELLOW!!"

"I am the most British person here! Obviously." "Babe, not even your white half is British."

"My Unlce is half Jamaican." "Wait what?!" "It's quite obvious I'm not the Jamaican side of the family..."

"I had to explain to my sister she's not a quater Asian... Somehow noone told her about our biological grandma despite the fact she's named after her..."

"DOCTORS STOLE MY EAR BONES!!!"

"I have to stop eating gherkins when my heart starts beating really fast!" "Are you okay?"

"okay but why does that face give me 'moisurise me' vibes?!" "Thats what apartheid-era inbreeding does to a mf"

"Imagine actually talking to a bus driver, I pretend they don't exist and walk off." "What the actual FUCK is wrong with you you cunt. YOU SAY THANK YOU TO THE BUS DRIVERS, YOU WALNUT!"

"You've got like a bubblegum rock aesthetic going on." "Is that an insult?" "NO! it's cool!"

"No offense to either of you, but you both just gave me the gay gudgement face."

"I think gravity is acting on you and your boobs separately" "I mean issac Newton was a virgin when he discovered gravity."

"HOW WAS I MEANT TO KNOW MY TIT WOULD CAUSE A BREAKUP"

"I have been resting my head on your lap for quite some time now, you don't have any boobs." "My dude, that's called a binder."

"allow me to tube my feet on the tesco floor."

"You felt my ribcage!" "It was certainly a bonding experience"

"My hand smells like it would taste so good." "Please don't eat your hand."

"FUCK THE WHITES! They have no rights." "Xbox or people?"

"I am real straight women""Yes of course you love that man sausage." "Okay, but why did that sentance physically pain me."

"Congrats, you got a new highscore in the ace test."

"I have the eyebrows in the relationship."

"I got flash banged by a whipped cream can on the weekend!" "What the fuck?!"

"FUCK APPLEJACK!" "WHY WOULD YOU FUCK APPLEJACK?!?!?!" "NOT LIKE THAT!!"

"DON'T CAPRI SUN THE BABY!"

"Mc pickle pasta"

"I’m getting silly freaky weird tonight"

"YOU CENSORED YOUR TOES?!"Those are private." "Got to pay for those, do i?" "Yes, £5 per toe. " "Im good, respect the hussle. " "You'd get friends and family discount, Pinkie toes free with the whole set."

"Everyone is naked and dancing in your kitchen... this qualifies as a good party."

"Get back to your lesbian sex party."

"THAT LOOKS IILEGAL! THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!"

"does an earthquake mean the world is jerking off with no pay off?"

"today is the rise of the tampon king. everyone rejoice."

"All my ex gave me was an STI scare and commitment issues."

"Lesbians all know eachother!" "Hello. I am a lesbian and you do not know me. Nice to meet you!"

"I will send you a titty pic when you finish your exam." "now I'm motivated mommy."

"I will be slayed and not in the gay way."

"Day one of guessing what time you come out of the shower." "Fail. I'm fully clothed."

[sga-owns-my-soul]

haha ignore this i need to vent

i'm so fucking done i'm so fucking mad at everyone i'm pissed at my cousin for fucking me over i'm pissed at my clients for being fucking idiots i'm pissed at my city for NEVER HAVING WORKING FUCKING TRANSIT i'm not okay i'm so not fucking okay and i don't even have my fucking headphones bc they fell out of my jacket in my cousins STUPID FUCKING CAR THAT I BASICALLY PAY FOR BUT GOD FORBID SHE DRIVE ME HOME so now i get to spend over 2 hours (after i've spent 3 hours on transit/waiting for her this morning) on public transit to get home WITHOUT my music and my clothes are ruined with cat hair from my clients today so that's fucking great and OF COURSE everything in the fucking city is delayed bc WHY WOULD WE MAKE ANYTHING EASY FOR ME NO ITS FINE ILL JUST FUCKING SUFFER TO MAKE THINGA EASY FOR EVERYONE ELSE BECAUSE GODFORBID I GET TO CATCH A FUCKING BREAK

[thelasttime]

BESTIE I FINISHED THE ALBUM AND AHHHHH

okay final thoughts: i am absolutely in love with this album and it makes me sooo emotional!!! i love the storytelling and that last song pucnched me on the gif like damnnn!! i think i would need more time to digest all the references and stuff to every single song and how it plays into the storytelling but other than that like holy shit i will absolutely be listening to more of ethel’s stuff cuz i’m in fuckimg love

yes!! the last song is one of my favorites, i'm so happy to discuss the album with you too if you wanna do a deep dive :) there's a lot of tiktoks about this album too because it's so well-done

[rxsahgrce]

Help 😭

Okay, so I'm a dancer, I go to preforming arts school and we have a show in July. I've gotten my script, I've learned the songs it's all good, but my fuckimg Jesus Christ the dance

ITS SK HARD 😭

It's like so fast I'm losing track and I've been doing this since I was 3. I have to leave when I'm 18, which isn't a long time away so if I can't do this dance I'm actually gonna cry why is it so hard

[priestofberath]

Oh no! THE weased are geezed! ! They fuckimg the The weast . Yje weast yeast of the . .

Im not fuckng playing with you right mow.you gau son of a batch. IM SORRY I know that was so meanarw tou mad at me.AHH WHY ATE THE LETTERS INVADING MG MESSAGES waitnthatsbyhe Thats in the back ground thatsnjot here. That's a different post in the background. Ok it doesn't know im here. Do you hear that clicking. You do you hear it. You hear clicking. I dontcare that that isn't normal okay I'm fine I don't care listen to me ok? Listen to me I'm saying that I heaf clicking. You hear clicking. Where's that coming from huh. Where's that sound coming from. Remember that time you heard a clown horn and then there was another clown horn that was fucking nuts man that was crazy what even was that u dknt mjow i never found out what that dpwas I dunno it was crazy though like it was gamzee Makaka from league of legends. I said this purposefully. I know you did that. Why are you typing in second person. Homophobic slur. This is tumblr.hi tumblrrr hiiii okay goodbye now.

[beastie-anon]

All of the empji thing asks for Mark, Ceasar, Chriz and Sonikchu?

I'm adding the two new boys too bc fuck you that's why (/lh/nm)

Also its under the cut it's looong

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👁: What is a secret your muse is hiding/hasn't told

Mark: He doesn't really have any hidden secrets except for his past. He hasn't told anyone, But his father killed him.

Chriz: Chriz grew up with... Horrible things happening to him

Ceasar: He thinks every day about the baby he could've had

Sonikchu: It doesn't like Cereal

Oswald: [redacted]

Gilbert: He saw everything.

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💬: Muse says direct confession

Mark: I.. Miss Ceasar. A lot..

Chriz: I never met my parents..

Ceasar: I know I shouldn't have said what I did to Cesar.. But I just.. Don't. Care.

Sonikchu: I ate all the chocolate.. hehehe

Oswald: I wish I could've killed all of them myself.

Gilbert: [redacted]

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⚪️: Small things that mean a lot

Mark: A kiss on his forehead

Chriz: Hand holding

Ceasar: A small smile

Sonikchu: Head pats

Oswald: Telling Oswald that your proud of him will literally make him break down into sobs

Gilbert: Hugs

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🔴: Big gestures that mean a lot

Mark: Mark feels like when you defend him it means a lot

Chriz: Giving him something that means a lot to you

Ceasar: Giving up something that meant a lot to you (not an object but family, Social life, Your literal life ect ect)

Sonikchu: Taking a hit for it

Oswald: Watching his back

Gilbert: [redacted]

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👌: Quirks

Mark: Mark licks his teeth a lot and gets embarrassed when someone points it out

Chriz: He makes shows with his fire when bored

Ceasar: His tail thumps on the ground when he's focused

Sonikchu: Sonikchu fidgets with its paws a lot

Oswald: Oswald can't hold still and can't really stay in one place long

Gilbert: He doesn't like to move much

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💦: Manerisms when shy/nervous

Mark: He hovers slightly above the ground and looks down

Chriz: He tends to stay quiet

Ceasar: She hovers around people but doesn't say much and won't ask for things

Sonikchu: 🚫

Oswald: He will simply try to leave

Gilbert: He will hold onto whoever he knows and won't leave them

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💢: Manerisms when angy/sad

Mark: Mark will refuse to look at anyone and his nose will twitch

Chriz: He'll just leave and stay locked in his room

Ceasar: She'll go to the person they love for comfort

Sonikchu: It just cries

Oswald: Oswald will hide it and pretend he's okay if sad, If mad Oswald will let it be known

Gilbert: He just pretends he's okay

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🙌: Manerisms when extremely happy

Mark: He gets twitchy and bashful

Chriz: His flames get brighter

Ceasar: He smiles and tries to calm himself

Sonikchu: Sonikchu will stim a lot by having its knees pressed to its chest and arms close to its chest, Squeezing itself in excitement

Oswald: He will have a small smile. That is it thats all you get from him

Gilbert: Gilbert jumps in excitement and squeals a bit

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🤞: What impulsive thing would they do

Mark: Jump off a mountain for thrills and forget how to fuckimg fly

Chriz: [redacted]

Ceasar: Eat his fucking tail

Sonikchu: Eat everything

Oswald: [redacted]

Gilbert: [redacted]

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☠️: Do they fear death

Mark: Mark welcomes it

Chriz: Not anymore.

Ceasar: No

Sonikchu: No

Oswald: Yes

Gilbert: Yes

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👻: Recall one (or more) time(s) they have been the most scared/fearful

Mark:

"...Dad? Hey what are you doing I-I'm in the bath you shouldn't be in here!"

"..."

His father had a toaster in his hands, Plugging it into the wall and looking down at Mark. Mark's eyes widened and he struggled as he tried standing up. He wasn't fast enough as his dad threw it into the bath. Mark felt his heart beating faster as he electrocuted and almost fried completely. He was having a heart attack as he tried to grasp onto anything, In intense pain and unable to see anything but red and black.

"D..da....d.... P......le.a......se......h........e.......lp....."

He felt two hands wrap around his neck, Slowly tightening until he couldn't breathe. He could feel himself being moved under the water. No.. Nono- Please!- He tried to beg but as he opened his mouth water flooded in, Reaching his lungs. He tried to thrash out of the grip but.. Most of him was immobile. His nerves, Veins, Muscles... Fried. Destroyed. He had no choice but to...

Let go

Mark Heathcliff found dead in his home. It has been put to rest as a suicide.

Chriz:

He was cuddling with his parents, In between them in pajamas. He couldn't of been more than 3 or 4. He was woken up from the sunlight and got excited, Sneaking away from them and falling off the bed with a light thump. He snuck away from the room and crawled down the stairs quickly- He wanted to play outside with the bugs and animals he could find! The door was locked so he squeezed through the doggy door. He stood himself up, Wobbling as he looked for any worms that came up to breathe. Of course, He didn't know that worms came up after rain to breathe, He just knew that the water outside meant worms were somewhere! Looking around, He finally found one. He liked to tear them into little pieces to make many many worms! His papa showed him before! Being a toddler, He didn't notice a van slowly creeping up to him.. The men came out and he was alerted by the large shadow over him. He sat down and looked up, His mouth open a bit with surprise. The men grabbed him and he shrieked, Starting to cry. He didn't like being picked up. He started to sob real loud and scream as they put him in the van and drew off.. He didn't know who they were. He never saw them before.

He would.. Never see his parents again

AMBER ALERT: Be on the lookout for a [redacted] car and 4 [redacted] men. The child has orange hair, Freckles, White eyes and was last in dinosaur pajamas.

Ceasar:

..That couldn't.. Of been right. It.. Wasn't him was it? He didn't kill them. He didn't.. HE DIDNT FUCKING KILL THEM- It wasn't him- He didn't..

The truth repeated in his head over and over. He couldn't feel himself in control anymore, At all. He couldn't see a thing.. Then he was back. Back when he was a teenager. He wanted the humans to pay.. They were his food, Not his friends. He fucking hated humans.. But... He didn't know. He didn't know his family was inside.. Why were they in there? They should have left by then.. The screams, The... Bloodshed. He went inside with a smirk, An evil smile. He wanted to see their suffering, Maybe even eat some of the roasted flesh... But when he walked info the door...

"...S...Sarah?"

His sister. No.. Her tail was blown off of her body, Her organs spilling out. He dropped the detonator, He felt sick.. He couldn't breathe, Tears already spilling out as his throat knotted up. Her intestines were being dragged as her eyes searched for him and their parents.. She couldn't see them, But he could. They were right behind her, All over the wall..

"C....eas...aw...? Hel....p.... whe...wes.....mommy an....d....dad...dy...?"

He broke into sobs and fell to his knees, Holding what remained of his barely breathing sister.. He hadn't even started school yet... This couldn't be fucking happening...

"Was...dis....you..?... w...why.... why would...you huwt me....big bwo....?"

"No- No I'm sorry I didnt- I didn't know! I didn't.. fucking know.. I'm so sorry.."

Her breathing was slow, And.. Getting slower. He could hear her fucking heartbeats slowing down..

"No- Please I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! I'll fix it dont die- P-Please!"

"..d...do you... weawwy hate me.... so much dat.... you had to..."

She couldn't finish her sentence, Her eyes closing.

Bu-dump....

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Bu-dump...

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Silence.

And that silence... Is all he could ever hear again.

...Only 3 fatalities found. 32 hospitalized and on their way to a full recovery

Sonikchu:

He felt his dad's arm around him, Reading him a fairy tale quietly as he started to drift off to sleep. He jolted awake when he heard a women open the door, Beginning to speak in a booming loud voice.

"Mr [redacted], The chamber is ready."

Sonikchus father stood and put the book to the side.

"Well squirt,, I'll see you after work.."

He frowned, Knowing that wouldn't be for a few hours. He couldn't sleep without his dad there...

"..Unless"

He perked up, Already excited and happy that there was another option.

"You'd want to come with me? You can even help with this exciting experiment!"

"O-Okay papa!!"

Sonikchu was more of a proper, Quiet child. He was only 6 years old afterall. His father picked him up and began to walk. He had never seen outside of the room before.. The walls, Tiles, Ceiling, Lights.. All white. It was hard on him since he had been in a dark room his whole life. When his eyes adjusted enough he could finally see the things he never could. Cells lined up on the walls, And from the sounds, People were inside. Everyone looked.. Weird. They had things wrong with them.. Sonikchu cowered a little, Shivering in fear and from the freezing temperatures in the halls. In his room he always felt safe, But out here had a different.. Feeling. He was kind of scared.. His father gently patted his back, Waiting for the woman to open a door with some kind of pass code and card. It opened with a loud noise that made Sonikchu hold onto his father tighter, Shaking slightly. Inside the room, There were a few teenagers. Some were barely breathing, Equipment hooked to them. Some were disformed, And some looked mostly fine despite scars and stitches along their bodies. All of them standing tall in a single file lineup. This just scared him more.. Who were they? He was lead closer to a box looking room.. He looked up at his dad, Who was nudging him closer. He went inside just to see that it was.. Huge. What he didn't know was his father and a scientist were going inside too, With a few tools..

He felt someone grab his wrists and push him onto the ground. He felt the stabbing horrible pain as they started to use a dull knife to carve open his back.. He screamed in agony, Begging them to stop. He wore out his voice to where even when he screamed, Nothing came out. Tears stained his fluffy cheeks..

Years went by inside the box, While only a couple days passed outside of it.

Oswald: [Redacted]

Gilbert: [Redacted)

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😠: Something they hated/hates

Mark: Ceasar

Chriz: Scientists

Ceasar: Being alone

Sonikchu: Knives of any type

Oswald: Company, Demons, Alternates

Gilbert: Ghosts

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🏹: Would your muse kill/why would they kill

Mark: The only way he'd kill is if he or his friends were in danger

Chriz: [redacted]

Ceasar: They'd kill if 8 or anyone else he relies on to stay 'sane' told him to.

Sonikchu: They'd die before they killed anyone or caused anyone to die

Oswald: In a heartbeat if he was suspicious at all

Gilbert: If he had to to protect himself or his friends

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💢: What would make them annoyed

Mark: Taking advantage of his no free will

Chriz: A wrench being thrown into his plans

Ceasar: Being without the person who tells him what to do

Sonikchu: No ice cream for dessert

Oswald: Basically everything

Gilbert: Basically everything

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👍: Good traits

Mark: Good hearted

Chriz: Incredibly caring for his family

Ceasar: Obedient

Sonikchu: Wouldn't even harm a fly

Oswald: Incredibly caring for people close to him

Gilbert: Incredible memory

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Introspection

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👀: How jealous are they?

Mark: Not very

Chriz: Incredibly. Possessive, Too

Ceasar: Incredibly

Sonikchu: Very

Oswald: Most jealous and possessive person to exist

Gilbert: Somewhat

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🖤: How selfish/Selfless are they?

Mark: Incredibly Selfless

Chriz: Pretty Selfish

Ceasar: Mid

Sonikchu: Selfless

Oswald: Selfish

Gilbert: Mid

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❓️: How indisicive are they?

0=Decisive

10=Indecisive

Mark: 2/10

Chriz: 1/10

Ceasar: 9/10

Sonikchu: 7/10

Oswald: 2/10

Gilbert: 5/10

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🙈: Can they be blindly loyal?

Mark: Yes

Chriz: No

Ceasar: Yes

Sonikchu: Yes

Oswald: No

Gilbert: Yes

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❌️: What would make them be petty/say smth hurtful

Mark: If your brought him to his breaking point

Chriz: Hurting people he cares about

Ceasar: Either if you said something to him or the person he relies on

Sonikchu: By hurting or saying something to or about his friends

Oswald: Existing

Gilbert: If you killed everyone he has left, But by then it'd be too late for you anyways.

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🙊: Has your muse ever stopped themself from saying something? What was it?

Mark: "You know what Ceasar? You haven't fucking changed. Your still the same kid who killed your parents and sister in cold blood. Your a pathetic piece of shit and you don't deserve love.. You don't deserve anything. I feel sorry for you."

Chriz: "I'm so tired of you. I'm tired of taking care of you. I'm tired of having to take care of your messes when every day when I have to go back to that fucking lab and SUFFER! FUCK YOU [redacted]! I HOPE YOU SUFFER THE SAME FUCKING FATE.."

Ceasar: "It really hurts.. I don't think I can do this anymore. I can't.. Be with you if you don't love me. I can't be with someone who doesn't care.."

Sonikchu: "I'm sorry for being a bad kid dad.. You deserve a better son.."

Oswald: He has never held a single thing back ever

Gilbert: "Osweld I still.. Remember everything.."

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💥: How reckless/paranoid are they?

Mark: Slighty Paranoid and reckless

Chriz: not recklace at all, Not really paranoid

Ceasar: Mid for both

Sonikchu: Super reckless, Not really paranoid

Oswald: Not reckless, Really paranoid

Gilbert: Super paranoid, Super reckless

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🔷️: How good at lying are they?

Mark: Horrible

Chriz: Amazing

Ceasar: Amazing

Sonikchu: Horrible

Oswald: Mid

Gilbert: Amazing

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🤔: Are they cynical, Realistic, Optomistic or just naive?

Mark: Optomistic

Chriz: Cynical

Ceasar: Naive

Sonikchu: Naive

Oswald: Cynical

Gilbert: Realistic

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🤚: How rude/friendly are they?

Mark: Incredibly friendly

Chriz: Super friendly

Ceasar: Mid

Sonikchu: Super friendly

Oswald: Incredibly rude

Gilbert: Mid

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🤝: Are they a people pleaser?

Mark: Yes

Chriz: Yes

Ceasar: Yes

Sonikchu: Yes

Oswald: Absolutely not

Gilbert: No

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😔: How insecure/self assured are they?

0=insecure

10=self assured

Mark: 6/10

Chriz: 2/10

Ceasar: 0/10

Sonikchu: 9/10

Oswald: 1/10

Gilbert: 4/10

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🎭: Do they try to compensate for something?

Mark: No

Chriz: Yes

Ceasar: Yes

Sonikchu: No

Oswald: No

Gilbert:No

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🤜: How protective are they?

Mark: Very

Chriz: Incredibly

Ceasar: Incredibly

Sonikchu: Mid

Oswald: Incredibly

Gilbert: Kinda

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⬛️: What are some flaws/bad traits they have?

Mark: Naive sometimes, Easily trusting, Dumb

Chriz: [redacted]

Ceasar: Dependant, Depends on others for his self worth, Hates himself

Sonikchu: Over confident, Dumb, Childish, Repressed memories

Oswald: Angry, Rude, Aggressive, Self conscious

Gilbert: Scared, Freezes up, Hates violence.

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[fandomchaosposts]

i don't want to sound ungrateful because it could have definitely been worse but! she didn't react at all?? and I hate it because bitch is this your way of showing you'll love me no matter what or your way of showing you're gonna pretend I never told you???¿ like say something?¿ you can insult me and never talk to me again if you want just,,,,, let me know where we stand,,,

[nadineselfships-archived]

Got it

Pairing/s: Pepper Potts/Nadine Sinclaire

A/n: The tiniest of drabbles as i was hit with soft feels for my wife this morning 💕💕

"So you got it?" Pepper asks, straightening the stack of paper on her desk before leaning back and looking at Nadine expectantly. Nadine nodded absently, watching in awe as the light from the floor to ceiling windows fluttered around Pepper and illuminated her baby blue eyes magically.

"Uh, paperwork, Tony, signature, fax. Got it?" Nadine repeats back to Pepper with a sheepish smile.

Pepper grins and Nadine feels their heart flutter right out of their chest, butterflies rampaging in their stomach as the full impact of Peppers endearing gaze hits them hard. Nadine isn't even a small bit prepared when Pepper steps forward after stapling the paper together and puts the paperwork in their hands, leaning forward and gifting their cheek with a soft peck.

Nadine's mind goes blank and they can't stop the grin that spreads across their face, their heart slamming back down into their chest mercilessly. Pepper steps back and smiles gleefully at them, brushing hair behind her ear as she nods.

"Got it." She hums, her blue eyes flickering from Nadine's eyes to their dazed smile for only a moment.

With a knowing giggle Pepper turns and walks around to her desk chair, as she does Nadine weightlessly swings their leg around in a one eighty and stumbles giddily towards the elevators. Their heart is still going crazy even as the elevator doors start to slide closed. The last thing Nadine sees is Pepper waving at them from her desk, leaving delightful tingles along their spine as they wave back less elegantly.

Pepper was going to be the death of them at this rate and they didn't mind one bit. So was Tony. God they were living the good life.

[softshouyous-archive]

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