#i'm never letting y'all forget what bev meant to him

[kingofdisrepute]

i'm drunk and in my feels which means it's SAD BEV AND ZEE HEADCANON TIME

he calls her every day following her death to hear her voice on the outgoing message and to leave messages he knows will never be heard by her... until her phone service is cut off a month later due to lack of payment and his heart is broken once more

he visits her grave weekly the first few months, then occasionally after that, then he always visits her for her birthday and death day, as well as hanukkah. he's fallen asleep beside her grave multiple times

he always takes two shots in any bar for the first round of them in salute to her

he gave the eulogy at her funeral. you can read that here (grab tissues)

he's never had another friend like her and he never will again, she is a permanent void in his life, and there's no hope of filling it. he just has to learn to live with it ok bye