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so I got locked out of my discord (and a half dozen other things thanks to losing my access to my email) a while ago and i don't remember any of my friends' discords, so here's my new one if anyone wants to add me: vforvyris

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so I got locked out of my discord (and a half dozen other things thanks to losing my access to my email) a while ago and i don't remember any of my friends' discords, so here's my new one if anyone wants to add me: vforvyris

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im really sorry that i ran 4 red , lghts and im really really extra super super sorry that i pulled my gun on you. i know this doesnt change what i did but i want everyone involved to know that my behavior and actions is because i was listening to stressful music

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Will Wood // The Mountain Goats // Hozier // Apistat Commander // Fall Out Boy // The Taxpayers // Just Nick

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au where zeller goes to therapy

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2X04 "Takiawase" ~ Gag reel (2014)

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They r so real its insane omg 😭 (hannigram was to hard for me to draw TT)

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“I have a meanness inside me, real as an organ. Slit me at my belly and it might slide out, meaty and dark, drop on the floor so you could stomp on it.”

— Dark Places by Gillian Flynn

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Brian Zeller from Hannibal has kenergy

Brian Zeller from Hannibal has Kenergy!

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concept: zeller singing going under by evan.escence in car karaoke

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concept: brian zeller in space

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on the bright side, at least my debilitating fear of abandonment will never leave me

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sorry for having a huge cock and correct opinions on everything. as if it’s my fault.

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The masculine urge to wrap an arm around her waist and pull her into my lap in front of our friends

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late night xmas lurkers get a starter if they press the big red button

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          I guess I’ll see you there

nbc hannibal’s brian zeller & beverly katz

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i'm drunk and in my feels which means it's SAD BEV AND ZEE HEADCANON TIME

he calls her every day following her death to hear her voice on the outgoing message and to leave messages he knows will never be heard by her... until her phone service is cut off a month later due to lack of payment and his heart is broken once more

he visits her grave weekly the first few months, then occasionally after that, then he always visits her for her birthday and death day, as well as hanukkah. he's fallen asleep beside her grave multiple times

he always takes two shots in any bar for the first round of them in salute to her

he gave the eulogy at her funeral. you can read that here (grab tissues)

he's never had another friend like her and he never will again, she is a permanent void in his life, and there's no hope of filling it. he just has to learn to live with it ok bye