#i'm just paralysed as i often am and i think it's the after-effects of the presale panic | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

copia · 2 months ago

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i think someone has to grab me by the shoulders and look me in the eye and tell me VERY firmly, on and on until i believe it, that i'm seeing ghost live. because right now i'm finding it hard to wrap my head around and am just crashing after the stress fest that has been raging since 1pm yesterday

#before 1pm tbh. and maybe since the day before that when i started seeing the arena posts #these people have been on my screens since i discovered them and i'm struggling to accept that i can soon stand there #and see them in the flesh #with my own eyeballs #crazy !!!!#hoped it would give me some new motivation to get on with work tbh but that hasn't happened today #i'm just paralysed as i often am and i think it's the after-effects of the presale panic #someone get it in my head that i'm seeing ghost and for that to work out i will have to crack on with my project #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #sorry for the rambling. i'm very happy but also feeling financial regret #and mild lingering stress #once again- why couldn't i have been a casual fan

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