#i'm in a Mood:tm:
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#tw for self injury later in tags -- after tag mentioning Mood:tm:#special interest rejuvenated because things:tm:#if i start lotr posting. forgive me.#there are two things in my brain right now. lotr and vampires.#linguistics time. stole my tolkien language book back. going to reread the hobbit tomorrow.#this is my oldest special interest i think? definitely the longest one. it started when i was five#i engage in it less now because the hobbit films are. Interesting to me and then the show i have not watched will not touch#ANYWAY i want to reread the hobbit and i might reread the rest#i'm in a Mood:tm:#(aka ocd spiral about a splinter so much i dug a hole in my finger and it hurts a lot now and i want something nice)#yeah. ouch. got a splinter from our local cat neighbour and her hair dug its way into my index finger and it hurt because i'm allergic#my finger felt like it was swelling and i was getting hives on my hand#so i started trying to get it out and hmm. not good for my brain at all#but it is out and it is clean and i have put on an antiseptic ointment i am not allergic to on it and it has a plaster now#i am trying to leave it alone#hence. special interest interaction
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hello i'm putting together a hauntological movie list on my letterboxd so i have a handy list for when The Mood:tm: strikes. got any recommendations? i've already got the new and the original candyman, the haunting, lake mungo, the original pulse, and ringu. i know mark fisher thinks the shining is hauntological but i don't like that one enough to add it :T
I've kept this in my inbox for ages trying to think of other ones but you've honestly already got all the ones I'd recommend. Arguably the wicker man fits in the same vein as candyman but I don't like it as much so idk if I'd count it
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Give me Obey me Headcanons and I'll rate them 1 to 7
I Would Fight God Itself About This Headcanon
This Headcanon seems kinda shitty at first but I've gotten to know it and now I will kill to protect it
This Headcanon is an uncomfortable parallel to something I've encountered in Real Life
This Headcanon makes me want to go feral and start clawing at random passersby
This Headcanon Fucks
This Headcanon's appearance is deceptive for multiple reasons & I'm kind of into it
This Headcanon lives in my head rent free and is waiting for its chance to kill me
#obey me headcanons#canonlucidia#notice how none of these are bad or good ratings I just want to categorize them in a silly way#anyway go hog wild I'm bored and am in a Mood:tm:
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#adventure forward 2#adventure forward#anshine#stratosfear#stratoshine#i'm in a Mood:tm: tonight lads#cc
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Do you guys ever have songs you listen on a specific mood and nothing else?
I don't like listening to Hamilton, not bc it's not good they are really good songs ppl are just mean. It's just when I'm listening to it, it means I'm either on a Depressive Mood:tm: or am spiralling to one
Same with AJR songs even tho i love that band to death i only listen to them once in awhile trying not to spiral
#kc rambles#its a weird thing but it kept happening orz#....along with reading long fics for some reason#manhwa n mangas as well#if i can retain long focus on one of those#that means im avoiding sth else jdbbdbbdk#sometimes i am just chillin but sometimes its avoidance n i cant tell anymore at this point
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I just wanna say that the first thing I saw on tumblr today was your "I know what you want" flesh post and for a solid moment I thought I was still dreaming because the moment I read it I was like "HUH?? I HAVE FELT SIMILARILY BUT WHY IS THERE A VERY SPECIFIC CALL OUT POST"
Anyways even if it isn't intended as such that's a bit of a chronic pain mood:tm:. It gives my brain the same "oh dang" jolt as the statement "I know what you are".
Also I hope you feel better soon, you don't deserve pain
aahhh sorry for spooking ya haha. uhhmm that post is a bit confusing to explain. though i don't have chronic pain, the idea of long term constant/random pain is definitely a main point(? theme?) of that post. (constant emotional pain, random physical pain, that's how they're separated for me for the most part. though the worst of the emotional pain leads to a painful ache in my chest and hands and that's what was happening last night haha)
i kind of accidentally triggered myself and then self harmed by looking at more triggering stuff and. yeah. I'm good now though.
anywho. I'm glad something i said resonated with you, I love when that happens
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