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This is so dumb, but I'm proud of myself. I saw that the achievement list for VG is out and apparently there are some massive spoilers in it
I thought about clicking it, but decided that we're so freaking close that it's not worth it. So I unsubbed from the DA subreddit. I've added back my filter tags here. And am gonna see how long I last
I mean, in approximately 405 hours (yes I'm counting) I will be playing the game. I can be strong. I can hold out!
#hippo's dragon age tag#watch#knowing me#I'll look at them tomorrow#but I'm gonna try darnit!#I'm gonna try
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I'm gonna be so normal about the new NATI. release. I'm gonna be so so normal.
#cause I was so normal last time and listened to it over 300 times in 3 days#also place your bets on whether or not I'll actually be able to stay awake til midnight for it tonight#I'm gonna try#I'm also 100% gonna cry#I cried at golden (which I wasn't expecting) and that's a happy song#this one isn't so I'm already prepared to sob when I hear it#but also can she just release the whole ep pleaseeee for me#I need it#nati.
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Still a major WIP but I've actually updated my pinned post with links to a page with some basic info about all of my Warriors of Light (other characters will have to wait) and another about Ahru's harem ships. Which I'll put here, too, because why not?
-Warriors of Light
-Ahru Ships
#i'm going to Try to get some of my shit organized here better#i'm gonna Try#like yeah it's mostly for me but i like doing this sort of stuff!#so idk why i keep putting it off X'D
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do we think i can finish a pair of earrings tonight be honest
#i'm gonna try#it's for a bday present#i hope my hand doesn't start cramping up#sigh i love beading but my joints don't
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I wanna go to the pride party tonight at the bar downtown so I can meet new people but my social anxiety is flaring up again >_<
Idk what to wear, how to order drinks, where to stand/sit, what to say, etc...
Last time I went to this place alone it was fine, though I didn't stay very long and didn't have any opportunities to talk to anyone. I hate feeling like an awkward lurker at events, I hate it so much.
but I know the only way to get over that is to keep showing up and putting myself out there until it doesn't feel weird and unfamiliar anymore... Ugh
#I'm gonna try#the music should be fun so at least I know I'll have that guaranteed positive#just so fucking awkward man it's painful#maybe I'll hype myself up enough to wear a crop top for once. that could be fun#or maybe I'll chicken out entirely and spend my entire weekend alone again. we'll see#simi speaks
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The Artistic Agony(tm) when you are on a creative roll and suddenly have a fully-fledged image in your mind and know exactly what you want to do for an ambitious project but also know very well from experience that you have neither the skill set nor staying power to actually complete it when the inevitable Difficulties arise.
#like#I'm gonna try#and I know trying anyway is the only way to start to develop those skills#but I hate how many Ideas I have sitting around half finished already#especially when I can SEE IT RIGHT THERE#*sighs*#art woes#art#artists#artblr
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When you're derailed by one (1) interest and everything else is impossible to focus on
#S&D deadlines#trsb deadlines#i'm gonna try#WIP fics crying in a corner#i'll make it up i swear#haven't forgotten about any of them#ruin babbles
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if this doesn't mean he's touring here next year then what was it all for
#ALSO THE COVER IS CLEARLY ON THE BG OF THE LETTERS#i still wanna go see it for myself#i'm gonna try#🎤: conan gray#conan gray#cg3#found heaven#cee speaks into the void
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mad at my own writing skills rn
#i am really mad at myself#because while i am very good at writing angst i cannot write happiness for the life of me#part of what makes angst so painful is the contrast between the characters in their normal happy charming state#i cannot make characters charming i can only make them sad af#the only way to get better at it is to practice#but practice is hard when you don't have a pebble of turmoil inside of you longing to get out & onto the page#i have so many ideas for long-form stories but i never try to write them because i cannot write the happy sections in an engaging way#i feel like i have doomed myself to a fate of only writing very sad short stories#and continue to doom myself forever#it's hard to practice when the contrast in quality is so huge#& makes me feel like i should just give up & stick to what i'm 'naturally' good at#(and i say naturally in quotations because it isn't that i'm actually naturally good at it.#i just have more experience in it bc in writing fanfiction i can rely on the original media for the happy bits#and fill in the cracks with sadness)#💀#OK you know what#i'm gonna try#i will write try to write a happy scene from my mfu highschool au idea#it will probably be bad & i probably won't end up posting it but i will try#ughghghghgh practice is painful#like pulling teeth but i will do it#personal post#may delete later
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Okay, I want to do something if I have the time (probably this weekend since I have essays due this week). So:
Give me an NSR character (main, npc, or my OC) and a number ranging 1-3.
or
Give me two NSR characters (main, npc, or my OC) and either with a 1 or a 2
#nsr#ertialks#noart#i probably won't get to any today#i'm gonna try#but i have essays and reading responses to do#but i really want to do this#make sure to follow the rules#or i am not going to do it#and if i start getting a lot#i am closing this#and making a post to not send anymore#any asks sent after that will be deleted#but i'll keep the ones that got in on time
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((I know the best choice of action would be to use the queue... But I don't WANNA use the queue....
#Ti speaks#it's less my stress with so many drafts#Cuz then I wouldn't have so many to reply to#but I just UUUUUUUGH#the queue I just can't do it#I'm gonna try#but how much you wanna bet I'm just gonna queue shit up#And then end up publishing it all#my problem is is that I love all my threads#And I just don't want people to wait any longer
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I'm gonna really try and finish the last chapter of daisy today
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👏 drafts.
#ooc#I'M GONNA TRY#but also the mix i'm listening to on youtube is banger#harpy hare then i'll work on drafts
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I've just completed my first couch to 5k run and I'm proud that I've started something
#alex talks#alex runs?#I'm gonna try#I'm so very out of shape despite working outside cause the second I'm off work i stop moving#a couple years ago i thought it'd be fun to run a marathon by the time I'm 30#I'm 29 on Saturday and i never made an attempt to start that goal
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chicana miku 🤎
#you have no idea how fast I was drawing tryna finish it before the trend dies#thats why the backround is like half collage#I was not gonna try to draw a 64 impala from memory in <3 hours lol#it looks rushed because it is haha#anyways#miku#international miku#yes I'm aware chicana miku is american but at least theres a mexican cultural aspect happening#I didnt see anyone else doing this one so if peole can draw 'boston' miku I'm doing what I want#hatsune miku#digital art
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give yourself a chance to just chill whenever you can 👍
#art#twisted wonderland#i try to avoid talking about Real Shit here#because i want it to be a place where people can take a break from Real Shit and just enjoy some stupid fanart doodles#so that's all i'm gonna say#but whenever you need a break to just enjoy some stupid fanart doodles i'll be here
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