#i'm going to beat this writers block dammit

[shevee-the-word-wielder]

I have officially been writing fanfiction for a year! I'm am now just going to talk about it.

First of all, the fanfiction community is incredible, y'all are amazing and a lot of fun. Of course there's the worse if the bunch but every community has them

I love writing so much; these worlds, people, relations, everything that I'm creating, it all just works in my head and lives together.

Now I write first person, present tense; roast me, hate me, whatever, I don't care, I love being in my main characters head and the words being their thoughts and it really helps some scenes just pop.

There's something special about having a character living rent free in your head at all times, I would've never understood this feeling of I had never bought katfl. And may I mention the Kirby community is incredible (as long as we're not talking about lore), I've made so many friends and I feel so happy.

In my time here I have written 39 thousand words, I suspect that as I improve and continue, these numbers will skyrocket... as soon as I can clear my writer's block (see next paragraph). My stories will continue, my writing will improve, and everything will become cooler, cuter, sadder, scarier, and I will drive your your emotions in ways you can't even imagine.

And, writers block sucks bro, seriously, I hate it so much, I have the ideas, I want to write, and then I can't fucking right!!! Dammit brain, just do it, it's not like my writing style is hard.

My writing style has become something more of, I plan the major scenes, I start to write, and then my brain just goes and goes and goes and goes, words just come to me and I just write them and then it somehow turns into a coherent story with emotional beats and a lot of cool and interesting shit,linking all those planned scenes together! Somehow.

Anyways, that's enough of that, I'll continue writing without shame and continue to meet new people, I hope to have fun in the process! Keep pushing forward, it's worth it. -Shevee

[flaringfoxsoul03]

Oh, hey! Matchups!

Anyway, hi, I'd like a matchup for Twisted Wonderland if you have the time and energy.

Appearance: I am a 165 cm tall, average build, South Asian woman. I have wavy black hair that reaches my shoulders and I usually dress in South Asian attire, usually salwar-kameez. I also wear glasses. I don't really feel comfortable going out without them 😅

My MBTI and enneagram: INTJ 5w4

Star sign: Sagittarius sun, Virgo moon and rising

Sexuality: demiromantic asexual

Personality: I'm pretty calm, collected and hard-working for the most part. People say I'm intelligent, quiet, and polite. I can be sarcastic at times, although people often say it's hard to tell when I'm being sarcastic. I'm probably the most emotional unemotional person I know. I don't really show a whole lot of facial expressions, but I do feel things more deeply than people give me credit for. I also tend to get overwhelmed easily, especially when I'm in really noisy places for prolonged periods of time (RIP ADHD and Autism). When people get to know me, they say that I'm a good listener and that they feel safe to speak their mind to me. I also have a tendency to overestimate my own capacity to do work, so I often bite off more than I can chew and end up burnt out. Regardless, I still finish what I set out to do.

My favourite hobbies include reading, playing video games, listening to classical and lofi hip-hop, and making art. I especially like to draw and paint things that radiate a sense of comfort, nostalgia and serenity. Someone also told me that my artworks also hold a sort of innocence in the composition of the shapes, colours and the overall vibe of what I draw/paint.

I hope this is enough information for a matchup. Thanks for taking the time to read this

I am so sorry about the delay! Just a really bad bought of writer’s block I’m afraid. I’m better now, so allow me to get the show on the road!

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I match you with…

Jamil Viper!

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So this feels like a pretty good match to me. Not because this man is a sly genius, he’s the fool who’s fallen for you. Like I don’t mean this as like a one way street, you both are making decisions effectively together because you can see and hear him for who he is and not judge and he knows the struggles of some of your own flaws and accepts you as well. It’s just like this trauma bonding moment begging to happen and dammit am I making that happen? Hell yes I am!

Jamil has seen you around before and heard a plethora of rumors surrounding you, but initially meeting you in person is as bland as he expected it. Almost too bland, like you were purposefully trying to make yourself smaller and you just looked so done with the world while your other half student was off making trouble with Kalim, so he managed to get his master back on track and you distracting Grim elsewhere. He mentions dinner time for the dorm house of Scarabia in hopes you understand his hidden message. Thank your intellect for picking up on it, because your relationship with Jamil has opened up many new possibilities

He’s fabulous at handling your autism and ADHD due to the fact that I personally headcanon that Kalim is very much so on the autism spectrum and with how he is in general with many things, I would not surprised if he did officially get diagnosed with ADHD. Plus Jamil likes the silence and quiet more than he does with loud parties and frantic conversations that somehow make it over the blaring music. He appreciates the change of pace on what you need, mostly because he needs it too. Kalim just never seems to give up whatsoever on this party business. On top of that, Jamil is intellectually smart emotionally too, mostly thanks to idiots who would wish harm sneakily to Kalim in front of him. He never has a hard time telling when you’re being sarcastic after knowing you a bit, but he does occasionally struggle and will out right tell you about it instead of beating around the bush. He doesn’t see the point of just not having a productive conversation for both partners. The man will not hold any criticism back, he wants you to become your best self possible.

Dude’s been a servant all his life, he’s gonna help you whether you like it or not. It maybe subtle or he’ll just do it right in front of you, he doesn’t care. He just changes his tactics if you ask him to not interfere, usually listens if the problem isn’t hurting you to a point. But he really does love that go-getter attitude, never faltering even though you’re just incredibly burnt out. He is going to make you take breaks with his signature spell if it’s getting to a point where he’s uncomfortable with how you’re treating yourself. But it’s a nice change of pace of just getting things done like he does compared to Kalim and his extreme experience with procrastination.

Loves your unique fashion choices. Not many people wear such clothing related to their ethnic origins in favor of wearing more modern clothes when on campus. He can appreciate the commitment and comfort that it brings you as he wears similar clothing regardless.

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And the follow ups are:

Trey Clover

And

Rook Hunt

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And that’s all folks!

~Fox

[zoominlumen]

I'm trying this new thing to beat my writer's block where I transfer my complete disinterest in the story to my main character (but things are going to happen to him anyway, dammit) I think it's going to work.