#i'm glad i can share it and that you love it tooo

[zara-renata]

Gurl you have to stop. And when I say stop I mean continue until the universe exists because your writing is sooooooo good infold should hire you.

I feel so many emotions right now, after the last chapter... I can't describe it. I want you to direct my dreamsssss.

Patiently waiting for the next chapter, until then I'm reading again all of it!!

Aah thank you very much for this message, i read the first sentence and was like 'oh here we go my first angry anon' and then was like 'oh wait this is full of LOVE!!!' So thank you for the very brief roller coaster, in all seriousness💗

I'm so glad that the last chapter hit the spot, I was worried that it would come as a let-down to some since i've been trying to build up to it for awhile and the feeling could have been 'that's it that's the explanation? lame!!' so thank you for sharing that you enjoyed it! And for the kind words about my writing and wanting to re-read the whole thing again! I still have a lot of ideas and scenes that i'm hoping to be able to string together to keep a coherent story going, so hopefully i won't disappoint!! Messages like these are always such a pleasant surprise and so encouraging, thank you!!

[educatedsimps]

https://www.tumblr.com/educatedsimps/749553027554459648/can-you-do-kenma-fic-where-the-reader-is-getting?source=share

HIII UHH I LOVE THIS SMM ISTGG. IF YOU DONT MIND CAN YOU DO A PART TWO OF IT? like after that Kenma taking care of the reader since she's drunk/tipsy and all?? TYSMM. it's fine if you don't want to!!

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kozume kenma x f!reader

a/n: HI ANON we're so glad you liked it!! and OF COURSE! don't worry about it (i was thinking of writing a part two as well hehe) i tried to focus more on how kenma took care of the reader this time, HOPE YOU LIKE THIS ONE TOOO tysm for requesting :) content under the cut! also unedited lol i’ll check the wc later

Gently placing you in the passenger seat, Kenma pulled your seat belt down and across your chest, his hand searching for the buckle on the other side of the seat.

You stared at him, his tall frame hunched over you and his face slightly was scrunched as he struggled to insert the tongue piece into the buckle. In the low light, his features looked softer than usual and you couldn’t help but stare at your boyfriend. His hair was in his usual low bun with shorter locks of blonde hair falling around his face.

Your hand reached out to tuck a few loose strands behind his ear and you noticed a light blush dust his cheeks. He turned his head to you, his face now mere inches from yours. Staring at him with those doe eyes of yours, you giggled at how pretty he looked with pink on his cheeks.

“Well, you’re prettier, sunshine,” Kenma said, pressing a chaste kiss on your forehead as he finally buckled you in. Placing a hand on the door frame for support, Kenma backed out from the car and stood.

“And yes, you said that out loud.” He added before closing the passenger door.

The car ride home was mostly silent, Kenma focusing on the road while you slowly drifted in and out of sleep. You were exhausted from the night's activities.

"Are you hungry?" You heard your boyfriend ask, feeling his large palm rest on your knee. His hands were always big and warm and they were the most comfortable things to hold on to on cold nights. That were your favourite kind of nights, snuggled up to him under the covers, while his slow, deep breaths matched yours.

The light buzz in your head slowly faded along with your consciousness, and soon enough, you didn't even remember what your boyfriend had just said.

The first thing you heard was the distant sound of vehicles passing on the street far below your Tokyo apartment. The next thing you heard was the light snoring of your boyfriend behind you.

His warm breath tickled the shell of ear and you twisted your body to face him fully. Wrapping your arms around his torso, you felt the familiar throb of a headache weasling its way into existence and memories from earlier that night came rushing back to you.

You remembered the way those bastards had grabbed you, trapping you in that suffocating situation. You don't remember how long the entire exchange had lasted but you definitely remember how uncomfortable those guys' hands felt on you. Though they mostly just grabbed your arms and hadn't touched any private or sensitive areas, you couldn't shake the feeling of being tainted by them.

You shuddered at the thought of their disgustingness being rubbed off on you and you wanted nothing but to scrub it all off along with the memory of their unwanted touches.

"Y/n?"

Kenma's groggy voice snapped you out of your thoughts. You gasped quietly and tilted your head to look at his face. Concern pulled at his features and his strong arms wrapped around you, pulling you closer.

"Y/n, you're trembling," Kenma spoke into the crown of your head as your nose was milimeters from his neck. Inhaling his scent, you felt your body calm down a little, slowly registering that you were safe, in his arms and with him.

"I'm j-just... cold..." You whispered into his neck. You both knew that wasn't true but Kenma didn't push it.

"Shh, 's okay, sunshine. I'm here," Kenma cooed, his warm hands slowly rubbing the small of your back as he planted gentle kisses on your forehead.

"...m’head hrrts..." You mumbled incoherently. Kenma, of course, understood what you had said, and quickly reached behind you. Grabbing the bottle of painkillers from your nightstand, he slowly shifted you so that you were in a sitting position before he handed you the painkillers and a glass of water he had prepared for you.

Downing the painkillers with a few gulps of much needed water, you noticed the silky pyjamas you were wearing - your favourite set, to be exact. Confused, you saw a small pail of water and a wet towel on the floor nearby. There were used makeup wipes on your nightstand too, next to your bottle of miscellar water.

It took you a minute, but you eventually realised that Kenma had cleaned you up and removed your makeup before helping you into your favourite pyjamas. You had fallen asleep in the car and he had taken care of everything for you, making sure you went to bed comfortable.

Looking at your boyfriend, his gentle smile made your heart squeeze a little and you couldn’t help but tear up a little. When you reached out for a hug, he readily pulled you in and for the nth time that night, you were back in his arms. The two of you stayed like that for a while, just listening to each other’s breathing with your head on his chest.

“We can talk in the morning, okay, sunshine? You can talk to me about today’s incident whenever you’re ready. But now, you need to get some sleep. You’re lucky it’s Friday night so you can sleep in tomorrow morning,” Kenma chided lightly, gently running his fingers through your hair. “We can spend the day at home, alright? I’ll good take care of you.”

“Mhm, I know you will,” You yawned, falling asleep feeling safer and more loved than ever.

bonus headcanons i thought of but couldn’t fit into the fic (cuz of my rusty ass writing):

if you ever apologise for something that wasn't your fault (eg. in this scenario) he would lightly threaten you with “if you apologise one more time you're not getting any ps5 play time this week” “…dammit”

Kenma would give you foot massages after you go clubbing or partying cuz heels suck

a/n: I'M SO SORRY THIS TOOK WAY LONGER THAN EXPECTED TO WRITE i think i had writer's block for like over a week 😭 anyway hope this was okay and i hope you liked it anon! - lyssa

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[bendycxmet]

hello hello! My apologies if ever you're requests aren't open rn but if ever they are would it be alright to request a Vash x reader prompt <33?

I was thinking reader and Vash just having a happy and silly moment together like eating donuts or cuddling together but then when reader spares a glance to the side and sees Vash smiling all warm, happy and real they get all teary eyed and sentimental cause they're just happy to see Vash smiling and enjoying himself the way he deserves. I'm sorry if this prompt is too much but if ever you're willing to pick it up thank you so much!

Hope you have a lovely day/evening!

requests are always open! i should make that more obvious... but thank you for this sweet ask! i hope i didn't make it tooo angsty i tried to stay on the soft side but we gotta be real sometimes hehe sorry this took so long! life got hectic but i hope you enjoy my lovelies! muah muah

Love, Peace, and Donuts

Brown paper bag filled to the brim with the sweetest of delicious donuts, oily stains now slowly seeping through the material. Radio on the nearby table playing the recent hits from all around Gunsmoke, a poppy and bouncy song being transmitted from the speakers. Boots and shoes kicked off at the entranceway, two bodies leaning against each other on the plush and cushioned couch. All things on a checklist of Vash’s dream relaxing Sunday morning. 

You can practically see Vash mentally ticking the items off his list, the last item being marked off as he sags more in the cushions behind him, an arm being slung around your shoulders to bring you closer to him. 

“Satisfied?” you inquire, raising an eyebrow at his relaxed state. He was full of energy this morning, sitting up in bed as the first rays of sunlight hit the wall opposite your window, stretching his arms outward before collapsing on your sleeping form, attacking your face with wet kisses to rouse you from your slumber. His eagerness early in the morning was later explained by him mentioning that the baker in town was unveiling two new donut flavors this morning. 

“You know it. Sorry to wake you up so early. I just didn’t want the newest donuts to run out.”

“How could they? We were the first ones there. The baker hadn’t even opened the door yet.” 

“Oh, but they were so happy to see us! First customers of the day!”

“More like scared to see us,” you mumble, remembering how the baker had recoiled when she saw Vash jumping in excitement once he got a whiff of the fresh dough smell emanating from the mortar and brick shop. “But I bet they were glad that we bought two dozen donuts to make up for our…early arrival,” you quickly remarked, not wanting to sour his good mood. 

He reaches forward to grab another donut from the bag, popping it into his mouth and leaning his head back onto the back of the couch. He hums along to the tune floating in the air, fingers drumming along as well on your shoulder. You join him, your head flopping back on the cushions and turning to look at him closely now. 

He finishes his donut, swallowing the delicacy and humming, a soft smile splayed out on his face. He continues his humming, but feeling your gaze on him, opens his eyes, eyelashes fluttering against the sudden light, and turning to look at you.

Being woken up so early must have fried your brain. Slowed it even. You didn’t notice when he was nuzzling your face first thing in the morning, or when he chatted with the baker, hand holding yours gently to keep you close, or when he burst through the door of your shared space, boots thrown haphazardly in the hallway, turning to you with the bag of donuts held above his head, both of you dancing around each other while dodging the shoes thrown around the doorway. 

You hadn’t noticed that this was the happiest Vash had ever been since you had known him. 

The smile gave him dimples, the corners of his eyes crinkling. The unprotected softness and adoration he held in his eyes immediately broke something in you. 

“I love it when you smile,” you quietly say before sobs rack your body. You hunch forward, hands coming to cover your face as the tears stream from your eyes. You mentally scold yourself, hating that you perhaps just ruined his perfect Sunday morning. You cave in more, arms completely encircling your head in an attempt to hide your pain from him.

You had seen this man face horrors no human being–well, plant–should ever face. Years upon years turned into decades and then a century of Vash constantly facing hate, fear, dread, pain. The will and determination you always saw in him was beautiful and inspiring, but sad to see. Why did he ever have to be that way in the first place? He didn’t deserve it.

You hear him squeal behind you, straightening to hug your body closer to him. 

“Oh, Angel what happened? Did I wake you too early? We can go take a nap right now!”

You shake your head at his guesses, your sobbing starting again. You feel his hands grab yours, watching him with puffy eyes as he kisses your wet palms, licking the saltiness away. 

“What’s got you so worked up, my love?”

“You’re… happy. I can see it so plainly now.” You sniff, collecting your thoughts. “For years, I would hear you shout ‘Love and Peace!’ at everyone. But I wanted that for you-” a whimper cuts you off, but you grit your teeth against the onslaught of tears. “I wanted happiness for you, Vash. I wanted you to have so much of it inside you that it showed truthfully on the outside that you were happy, and I- I finally saw it today.” 

Vash traces your cheeks with his lips, kissing the corners of your eyes. He leans back, caressing your face to make sure you look at him. He’s nose-to-nose now with you.

“You are my happiness. You are my love and peace.” Tears begin to blur your vision, Vash quick to dispel them from your lids.

“Listen to me when I say that you are the reason for every good thing that has happened to me. I live this life now with so much happiness and love knowing you are by my side. Your very existence is enough reason for mine.” 

His affirmations lift a weight you hadn’t known you were carrying until this moment. You let out one final cry of relief, gratitude, love. You're not sure yourself, but Vash kisses them away again, embracing your emotions.

You breathe, breathe in the air and him, collapsing against his chest, the emotions and early morning catching up to you. He leans you two backward onto the arm of the couch, humming a sweet, slower tune as he pets your head, his other hand rubbing your back. Your breathing slows, face dry now from rubbing into his shirt. You glance up once more before closing your eyes, seeing the tenderness etched into his face as he leans down, and kisses your forehead before the both of you slump into a midday nap. 

A/N: i recommend the song "tenderness" by general public! it popped into my head while i was writing this

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[https-harlow]

Fight The Feeling Prologue - 6.5 Luckiest Girl (Insta AU)

A/N- This covers part of the time skip from the last chapter to the next one. Also Anyone on Jack or the readers finstas know they are dating, so only super close friends.

Liked by AlexaDemie, Sza, YourbestfriendMadison, and 1,321,019 Others

Yourusername I'm the luckiest girl

Y/Nfan238 WHAT!?!?!? WHO IS IT??

Y/Nfan41 Starting my investigation now

Y/Nfan482 📝 Beige sweat suit

Y/Nfan033 I need to know who this is, post his face

TMZ Do we spot a mystery man?? 👀

Y/Nfan3039 Ew leave her alone

Y/Nfan2 Get out of here

YourbestfriendMadison Posted him with out actually posting him 🤭

Yourusername Who says there's anyone to post 🤔

YourbestfriendMadison Girl, we both know the answer to that

Yourusername 🤷‍♀️

Y/Nfan402 Not even a single hint 😭

Y/Nfan372 Why do I feel like this relationship will break the internet

Liked by Cozane, Urbanwyatt, Selenosunni, Champangepapi, Yourfinsta, and 28 others

Jacksfinsta Brought my girl home for the holidays

Cozane I still find it hard to believe that YOU got yourfinsta to be your girlfriend

Claybornharlow Same, yourfinsta let me know if you ever get tired of Jack, I call next in line.

Selenosunni I'm third.

Urbanwyatt I'm forth.

Cozane I'm fifth.

Jacksfinsta You guys can't try to get with my girlfriend ON MY OWN POST.

Champangepapi I'm sixth.

Jackfinsta ... READ THE COMMENT

Urbanwyatt I actually don't want your girlfriend, no offense YNfinsta, I love you, just not like that. What I do love though is annoying Jacksfinsta.

YNfinsta Isn't bro code or some shit a thing?

Selenosunni Yes, but I'm willing to risk it

Jacksfinsta Are you trying to piss me off?

Selenosunni Maybe. But you didn't tell us you were together, we thought Urban was hooking up with her at SNL.

Jacksfinsta Now you know what I meant by "I think she has a boyfriend." I AM THE BOYFRIEND

Claybornharlow Hey, you guys knew before I did. I found out when he brought her home. Imagine how shocked I was to find Y/N in the living room when I walked inside our parents house.

Cozane She can be in my living room instead.

Urbanwyatt 😂😂😂😂

Jacksfinsta Y/N will not be in any of your living rooms.

Jacksfinsta Or maybe she will be, I don't know. I can't tell her what to do.

Yourfinsta I love you, I'm so glad we got to spend the last several weeks together.

Jacksfinsta I love you too, thank you for coming home with me.

Yourfinsta Anytime ❤️

Jacksfinsta Now come back to bed please I miss you.

Yourfinsta I got up 15 minutes ago. I'm still in the living room, I'm about to leave though.

Jacksfinsta Where are you going?

Yourfinsta To get my nails done, but I'll be back in a little bit.

Jacksfinsta Who schedules a nail appointment for 8am I just want to cuddle.

Cozane Either cuddle is something else or Jacks whipped.

Urbanwyatt He's whipped.

Selenosunni Whipped 100%

Jacksfinsta What about both?

Yourfinsta It's both

Champagnepapi: YNfinsta Be in my next video 👉👈

Jacksfinsta No mine 🥺

Yourfinsta How about both?

Champagnepapi I'll share you with Jack if I have to

Jacksfinsta As soon as people know about us, you will be the only girl in my videos I swear 😮‍💨

YourbestfriendMadison I still can't believe you stole my best friend from me for 2 months.

Yourfinsta I offered to fly you out, I miss youuuu.

YourbestfriendMadison I miss you tooo 😭 I didn't know you were going to be in Kentucky for 2 months or I would have.

Yourfinsta I'll be back soon, I don't want to leave but I'm excited to see you. Unlessss you want to fly out now 👀

YourbestfriendMadison I'll let you spend the next 2 weeks with Jack

Jacksfinsta You've had her for years, I get her sometimes

YourbestfriendMadison Fine 🙄 only because you make her happy.

Yourfinsta He does 🥰

Urbanwyatt I'll send her back, they've become to soft for each other, it was cute at first but after 2 months of it I'm over it.

Yourfinsta Oh shut up, you were just talking yesterday about how I should move to Kentucky.

Urbanwyatt I'm kidding, I do want you to move here. We all do.

YourbestfriendMadison I DON'T

Yourfinsta I'm not yet, but I might have looked at a couple places.

YourbestfriendMadison Without telling me?!

Yourfinsta I looked at like one place.

Jacksfinsta Two.

Yourfinsta Okay fine, two.

YourbestfriendMadison No. You stay here, Jack moves.

Yourfinsta We'll worry about that when it's time. Even if I do I'll move you with me, or at least fly you out all the time.

YourbestfriendMadison Fine, but I'm still not happy with the idea.

Jacksfinsta I am.

Jacksfinsta Let's go look at more places, you're here for 2 more weeks. Or you can just move in with me.

Yourfinsta I'll think about it.

Jacksfinsta Good enough for me.

Tag list @jackharloww @harlowcomehome @nattinatalia @hoodharlow @itsyagirljaz @heavyhitterheaux @harlowsbby @awhore4moree

[irotinmyroom]

Could u tell me more about Mason aka your creepypasta oc?? They seem interesting-

IM GLAD HE SEEMS INTERESTING!! i pretty much just made him (and i havent fully perfected his story yet) but ill just put some things about him here!! i'll probably make a big post later explaining his story, like i did with my other oc elias which you can find here (i dont rlly like the art on that post anymore so dont judge!!!!)

ANYWAYS starting off, he's practically a ghost, or some paranormal entity (haven't really decided yet and a ghost sounds too cliche to me) and he kinda just aimlessly wanders around the forest, not really able to accept that he's actually dead.

i'm not gonna get tooo in depth with the story cause i havent really figured out the full story yet, but the basic premise is that before his death, he was a pretty socially awkward kid, and didn't really fit in much at school, but he still enjoyed it either way!! he had (and mostly still does) a strong love for photography, human nature, wildlife and SCIENCE!! in his science class specifically, he met this guy named cole, and they bonded over their shared liking of science. cole was quite popular, and practically led him on (knowing that mason started developing feelings for him) leading to his eventual death. (will elaborate on that in the post i make later on when i figure stuff out!) after his death, he got revenge on bro!! leading to him wandering around in the forest which he died in and soon finding slenderman, and slenderman taking him in as a 'proxy'!!! (i have a type(?) (kinda) of a slendermansion au) though he still lives in the forest, not really.. remembering much of that specific encounter, causing him to get lost a LOT.

FUN FACTS ABOUT HIM CAUSE!!! needs to be included

favorite animal is foxes!! his favorite flower is sunflowers, and he LOVESSS statues!!! he also really enjoys writing and literature in general! (he has a very big vocabulary!!!)

he has a unilateral incomplete cleft lip, which im not very good at drawing, but its there! also freckles spread across his nose and cheeks, and he also has heterochromia. (green and brown!!) his nose pretty much constantly bleeds, he WOULD be that kid in class that has to go to the bathroom/nurse for a bloody nose daily.

in his post-death form, he has a huge messy hole/gash in the side of his stomach, as well as a similar one on his left calf that expands onto the front of his leg a bit. he's semi-transparent with his form taking on a green-ish tint!

he has a hard time seeing things up close, so he occasionally will wear glasses, although rarely.. another little small detail is that he found a tube of mascara in the woods once and curiously just kinda.. put it on and has been wearing it ever since, even though its so messy due to how he just goes for it and CANT CLEAN OFF HIS FACE!! the fact that he probably smells like burning leaves is another thing i put in my notes app 4 some reason but you get the vision

something i was thinking about and jotted down in my notes app about him is that if he was a type of painting (in his post-death form) he'd be a messy, soft watercolor with sharp and ragged lineart (if that makes sense?) and also with types of art, i feel like he'd be performance art. just a thought i had that i thought was rlly cool!!

tldr i love my oc!!!! thank you for the ask, anon!! sorry about this being super long and also kinda hard to understand, but i promise ill make it easier to read whenever i do make a big post about him!! thank u for reading

[celestie0]

Hello ellie! 😍 im just here to drop a ‘few’ words so don’t mind me 🤪 (i fear it may have turned into a yapsesh oopsies!)

Help omg idk if this is tmi but like im on my period and I was reading chap 3 of ihm right… and how could i prevent myself from laughing at my fav goofy ahh lighthearted romcom series on tumblr? 😔 put 2 and 2 together and boom i had my ketchup bottle moment when reading the dialogue bye 💀🤚 I LITERALLY HAD TO STOP FOR A MOMENT TO PROCESS WTH JUST HAPPENED LOL

Anyway, i rlly LOVEEEE your writing style for ihm,, the goofiness n domesticity is what I need as therapy for the heart wrenching angst fics ive read 😤 the way you write y/n + gojo’s dynamic and quarrels never fail to make me crack up like an egg and i love you for that 😔 THANK YOU FOR CREATING A COMFORT FIC FOR US ALL 🥺🫶

I hope I’m not stepping out of line here but your feelings abt the smut in ihm is totally valid and i understand you. That anon probs didn’t intend on bringing any harm but like there’s bountiful of smut in the jjk fandom that I’m sure they could have read instead of commenting smth so ignorant and disrespectful 🥲 Pls every time i search ‘jjk x reader’ in the search tab, i’m always greeted by endless posts of smut one-shots 😭 but fr this fandom actually needs to stop being a buncha horny brainrots bc im actually over repetitive and predictable smut,, everything just feels so shallow :,0 (everyone is entitled to their own opinion so dont atk me pls) and them invading your personal space by demanding smut is just not it… and we all know you don’t have to cater to them bc u don’t owe them anything! no need to listen to the smut hungry anons bc they don’t even care abt the blood, sweat and tears you pour into ur fics if they’re pushing you to write smut 😡‼️ they can go fulfil their dirty desires somewhere else ;-;

Words seriously cannot express how much I love your stories and just wanna applaud you for not immediately jumping into smut and actually having relationship buildup,, it makes the stories have sustenance and ik u want ur fics to be memorable in a unique way to your lovely readers 😇 but we seriously need a smut ban n touch grass movement in the jjk fandom for a bit bc this is getting out of hand 😭

I LOVE YOU ELLIE AND PLS DONT BE DISCOURAGED BY THESE SILLY ANONS BC AT THE END OF THE DAY THEY R NOTHING + YOUR SUPPORT SYSTEM (us ACTUAL readers and gojo) WILL ALWAYS HAVE UR BACK AND SHOWER U IN THE LOVE THAT U DESERVE!!! ❤️

hiii bb!! PLEASE the ketchup bottle moment sent me to the moon also so fucking relatable xD and omg i'm so glad you enjoy the lightheartedness of ihm so far!! it's been sm fun to write and it's become a comfort fic of my own as well <33

thanks so much for the support on the smut thing <3 i've been toggling back n forth between feeling awful for coming at that anon like that vs being glad i stood up for myself lol, but ultimately, i just needed to share my perspective. i don't think they were trying to be rude either, which is why i felt bad, but i spoke my truth lol

and i totally agree w you (pls no one attack me either) but i'm honestly kind of sick of just seeing straight smut on my feed. like it's fine when i'm in the mood but the tumblr algorithm for jjk feels like your partner constantly begging you for sex 24/7 lol. but yea power to whatever someone wants to read, but don't impose it on an author.

anywho i've been talking a lot ab this situation lolol i feel like there's nothing i haven't said anymore but i totally agree w everything you've said!

thanks sm for you lovely words of support bb :'') i love u tooo and i'm so blessed to have the community of support i have on here!! this situation has definitely made me realize i'm not alone. have a wonderful dayyy (also hope your period is treating you well) <3

[mamabearwonders]

Dear Little Lion Cub🦁,

I'm going to just happy cry thinking about you. You're such a sweetheart. I love you so much. And your hugs are the most precious thing ever.

We met a long, long, LONG time ago. Far, far away in a magical lion kingdom. June 25th, 2023! YA I know right? I met Little Fox🦊 on June 17th. So, you were just another blessing I didn't know we had! The best kind! Surprise! The system kind of surprise! More lovable people to love! I got a fox AND a lion cub (dw, I did not forget the other lovelies, I'm making posts about them tooo)!🥳

I need a pack of tissues or a Little Lion Cub🦁 hug. Happy tears! We originally didn't know your name - WHOA! Ikr? Because we say it all the time now, huh, little cub? Cub!! Cub!! Hi, cub! We missed you! Then you do your little happy dance and happy flappy hands. We love happy hands.

But we didn't know your name. Not even you! But🦊thought you deserved a name because he loves you and we all deserve a name! And I probably cried (happy cry). Then I asked both of you if you were comfy fronting. And I'm so so glad you did.🦁

You were SO scared when we first met. But look at you go now! You are not afraid to send me a whole solar system galaxy of messages🌌 and ASK for things now! It's nice to see you really relax and be more confident in how you talk because I know🦈 helps you out and he and me are both 3,000 years old (love you🦈) so we're not too hip with the newfangled youth words. I love how I also think of how as my own kid but he's older than ME lol. (promise I love you, I'll take you to an aquarium or calligraphy shop,🦈).

ANYWAY.

I love how you went from shy to still shy, but confident because shy isn't a bad thing. I love the colors game with you. And I can't wait to see what else your brilliant mind (which you did not get from mom LOL) comes up with. You're so smart and always teach me things every day.

You have so much patience. When I stepped back for a little bit because this is new to me- you still loved me and were patient as a saint. 📿 I have never raised little ones before- just once, but it's a long story which I'll share with you someday. But you've helped me heal so much. All of us. You may be little, but little ones change the world! You have a BIG impact. And you're big important too.

You've helped 🦊out so much. Whenever he's really depressed, you're a light that gets him through those dark scary storms⛈️. I appreciate you so much, but I'm happy you know you do a good job looking for others, but you know you matter too! And you let us love you up and take care of you!

You're a tough cookie, little cub🦁. But you shouldn't have to be! We got you. You and 🦊 and🦈 can just relax now. Mom's got you. Hey maybe we can get🦈 to color some pictures sometime huh? 🎨

One of my favoritest things about you (if I can narrow it down) is when you get excited about things. You'll find something and just go "Mom! Mom! MOM!!!" and you'll be like: I found this cool sticker! And that sticker! And this one too!! And you just get so into it. Tbh I could hear you talk about the paint on the wall for hours and I'd just be sitting there smiling and listening.😊

I love how you've jumped onto calls too! I know it's a little new for you🦁and you've been hesitant a bit calling me. You do what you feel most comfy with, but I love when🦊 is on the call then you pop in and you feel so happy. I like how you join into story time too. I WISH there was a way- and hey!

Where there's a will, there's a way (that was a phrase me and🦈 used back in our day). I wanna get all of you together at once for Blues Clues🐶🍿(movie popcorn) and for storytime. I know Shark is always kind of AROUND. And doesn't say hi to little old me. 🙄💁🏽‍♀️Okay now I see the sass that🦊 says I have. And 🦈. But I'm not sassy in your eyes, rightttt? 😇

So I'm going to have to learn because you have the best meals ideas. And I bet the super duper cool meals you have will inspire🦊 too. But he says I have- a lack of seasoning- but hey, I cook with LOVE so same thing right? We'll learn how to cook together. I'm sure pizza dough will end up on the ceiling and the fun shaped pasta will end up out the window in a shrub somewhere where 🦈 is probably chilling out.

You're my whole heart, sweetheart. How lucky am I to have a lion cub, a fox cub, a shark cub- ALL CUBS! And we'll have to see what one of our other little friend's, Lil Rolly's🛹favorite animal is. But I know everyone is taking good care of him until he has the energy to front.

You're the best thing since sliced bread. I remember when sliced bread first came out. Back when you could get a whole loaf, peanut butter AND jelly and a plate for a nickel.🍞I'm so just kidding, bread wasn't invented when mom was young.

You're so caring and thoughtful and nice. I can say that and those things are true. But beyond that - you are truly a very, very intelligent kid. I think kids are smarter than most adults! I never wanted to tame your spirit as some parents do - I want you to embrace your big little cub lion heart. 🦁

What a privilege it is to see that continue to grow. 🪴Never dim your big light, little one for those who say it's too bright. For those who love you like mom, we know that light is a light of hope, a light of refuge, a light of healing for all of us and for you. 🕯️

Despite all the traumatic things we've seen and been there, all the pain that some of us feel, you've been so soothing. And you know you're your own person and that you deserve the same amount of care, but you are a treasure. And I want you to know how much amazing things you do and to never forget that little ones can do big things too.

I love you so so much! Forever and ever, little one.🦁

Love💙,

Mom🐘

[mediawhorefics]

hiii marie i watched tsn last night and probably just spammed your notes with tsn rb's (sorry!) and i remembered you were writing the tsn fic! i'm super super excited to read it and i was wondering if there was a snippet you might be able to share with us? thank you <3

omg !! i just saw kjnvjkfds pls know you are welcome to spam my tsn tag whenever you want !!! i always feel like i'm annoying when i go on a tsn reblog spree or a tsn fic related reblog spree rip. (tho it's my blog i guess i can do whatever i want!) anyways i'm glad to know someone is enjoying that tag <333 (LOVED your 'i watch tsn like a queer drama' addition.... so true bestie)

and yes ofc i can share a snippet of the fic !!! no one has really asked before so thank you !! it's so nice to know some people are excited for it. idk how much you know about it? i've talked about it here and there, but basically, it's a you've got mail post canon au where mark gets signed up to a super exclusive mostly anonymous dating app for rich people against his will (dustin and his meddling, honestly!!) and he ends up falling head over heels in love with someone on there only to find out it was eduardo all along (she sings to the tune of agatha all along). anyways it's this very cheesy romcom trope-y story where mark basically has to realise that the only 2 times he's ever been in love were actually with the same person and if he wants to have peace of mind and true happiness he needs to earn eduardo's forgiveness and own up to his mistakes. it's gonna be so kitsch i can't wait to post it !!! it's this 100k monster rn and there's still a fair bit of plot to go on rip. i'm rambling now sorry, i've just been having soooo much fun with it and i don't get a lot of occasions to talk about it haha.

anyways here's a snippet that i thought wasn't tooo spoilery??? hope you'll like it !!! tw i gave them the world worst's usernames because i thought it would be funny af haha. apologies it's still unpolished and needs some edits but:

Mark never particularly liked the cold growing up, but there is always something eerie to him about December silently creeping in without much of a fuss in California. It always seems a little wrong to his New York State grown bones, his Harvard in winter thickened skin. Oh, the temperature drops, for sure, their equivalent of ‘cold’, but Mark recalls Massachusetts freezing winter days, him in his shorts in the snow and a disapproving Wardo staring after him, begging him to please put some clothes on, Mark’s skin prickling under the wind as he ignored him. Winter in Palo Alto is child’s play in comparison, which is the point of living there he supposes. It’s nice, but it’s strange. 

Feels off. 

It feels even more off when he knows he’s not gonna bother going back home for the break this year – like most years, let’s be honest – and get his fill of razor-sharp wind and bone-chilling cold. 

Winter always reminds him of the early days of Facebook; him glued to his laptop day and night in his freezing dorm room, pages and pages and pages of code that weren’t quite a website yet fighting to get out of his brain and onto the screen, and Dustin, Chris and Eduardo, a constant warm presence he was barely aware of hovering at his back. Especially Eduardo. 

And speaking of Eduardo, winter always reminds Mark of him too, despite his best efforts. 

Eduardo, who never liked the cold, not after spending his seminal years in Brazil, then Miami, who always struggled through the sunless, frozen, winter months he spent at Harvard, even though he never wanted to admit it. 

It reminds him of Eduardo’s shivering body that night he approached him with the idea for Facebook, cold cold cold cold, but listening to Mark about his idea outside in the January air all the same, the two of them alone on the cusp of something great. They could have been the only two people on Earth that night in the whipping wind. It’s what it felt like to Mark anyways, what it always felt like to Mark. Them against the world. Before The Phoenix, before Christy, before Sean… 

Wardo would have liked Palo Alto, Mark thinks that December morning as he makes his way to work and a slow melancholy takes hold of him, the way it always does what that kind of thoughts take root in his mind. 

He would have enjoyed the almost perpetual sunshine, the heat, the cool people he would have fit with so easily, the way Mark never could no matter how long he’s lived here… 

Mark sighs, taking a second in his assigned parking spot to compose himself. This stupid Gala he has to attend next week has been messing with his brain ever since Dustin discretely informed him that Eduardo Saverin has confirmed his presence to the event as well. 

And it’s fine. Eduardo can go wherever he likes. Especially when he’s invited. Mark isn’t his keeper or anything. And he’s proven many times in the past that they can be in the same room without yelling at each other. Well, most times anyways. 

But he’s always a little unsettled when he knows Wardo is stateside, the needle of his Eduardo inner compass all over the place, trying to reorient itself when it realizes that Far Far Away is no longer that far. Which is probably why he always feels like his heart is about to explode when they’re in the same room. 

It can’t be regrets, because Mark forbade himself from feeling those a long time ago. 

But it sure is something. 

He still feels a little itchy after a few minutes alone in his car so he gets his phone out, composing a quick text for eswag82. 

Winter always makes me melancholic, he types, something so incredibly soothing about the comfort of an ally, a friend, a confident, never further away than his pocket. Reflective. I start remembering things I never would normally think about. I don’t know if it’s seasonal depression or something, but… I’m always getting sad over nothing. Over stuff I should have been done with a long time ago. But I can’t help myself. It’s like December hits and suddenly… Do you know what I’m talking about? 

Mark sighs as he sends the text: time to face the music. 

The day passes quickly between meetings and coding and important phone calls… He doesn’t have the chance to check his personal texts until late in the afternoon but when he does, miraculously, warmth permeates through the cold of the approaching winter and spreads through him like a sip of burning hot coffee. 

I know exactly what you’re talking about, E writes. Everything slows down in winter, including us. We have the time to get reflective and melancholy. So many holidays in so many cultures too. A time of celebration, of togetherness. That can be challenging when you don’t feel particularly joyful. Or in my family’s case, together. Seeing what it should or could be highlights what it isn’t sometimes, yk? Or at least it’s like that for me.

I’m sorry, Mark writes back, feeling angry again on E’s behalf for that family that doesn’t make him feel welcome, doesn’t make him feel like he can be himself. 

It is what it is. I haven’t gone back home in a while now and this year won’t be any different. Sometimes taking care of yourself looks like neglecting others from an outsider’s perspective, but… I can’t worry about that. 

I’m not going home either this year. I’m busy, which is true, but it’s also… I don’t think I could stomach it. It’s been a while for me too and they’re great, but I still feel like I’m on the outside, yk? Like I’m looking at them through the windows and no matter how much I want to, I can’t go in. 

Mark swallows hard. He swallows back down more feelings of rejection and more fear that no matter what he does it’s never enough to belong. He swallows back down the fact that he created Facebook to be part of the club and he now fears he elevated himself so much higher that he can never fit in anymore. And he doesn’t even like people that much, he’s always said so, but the older he gets the more he feels they can be tedious and still part of his life anyway, that being alone at the top might not be the end goal he’s looking for anymore.

[castlebyersafterdark]

I have a lot of silly thoughts that 🤐 but honestly the real fantasy is to hit the thrift w this weirdo. Please.

well this is why i love the a cruel summer with you au fic that was mentioned here a while ago, you said you had a gander but it wasnt for you and fair enough OBV, but i loved it cos later on car guy mike (sky blue mustang convertible, i mean PLEASE) drives a VERY sassy will to thrift store shopping not-date-that-is-definitely-a-date. it was tooo juicy (but not spicy enough iygm haha)

so yeh, please do share those zipped up thoughts cos COME ON thats what were in this realm of the 'dom for haha and i also wanna know how on earth we can find finn attractive in this green plaid shirt car guy state (i mean, i totally would but i wanna hear your thoughts about those pasty hairy legs lmao)

As I'm finally getting around to this one we've seen my anons have gotten BOLDER and I am LOVING it - but I am still keeping a line between what I unleash on the world vs. what I nonchalantly write about the fictional characters! I don't know what the line is until I approach it, but it's been interesting finding it! I don't think it's a surprise or a secret that I'm very attracted to these men and I do feel ok talking about that now - but maybe not in excruciating details hahaha.

But I mean, talking about his pasty hairy legs is pretty neutral haha. He's just! He's interesting. Because a lot of people very much find him super attractive for his unconventional looks, others think he's unappealing completely. I've always been into more unconventional beauty, been attracted to odd stuff about people. Noah's pretty classically attractive, for example, at least in my opinion. He's really hot! But in a different way than Finn is hot to me. Funny personal anecdote with 💙 because if I go too long without mentioning him I'll probably have an aneurysm. Anyway, he always laughs and calls me a weirdo when I tell him that his sideburns turn me on hahahaha. But I mean it! It's not a joke! I find odd things hot about guys 🤣

I have heard that car guy Mike is a big part of that fic and I'm super glad for it!! And aww, thrift store shopping date? I love that in general and for them. I really do appreciate the fic existing because that's admirable to write that much and the writing that I did read was very good - I just think it's still a skip for now, because the word count is massive and with it not being quite what I'm after, I don't think I'd dedicate the time at this point. Maybe one day. And the lack of spice isn't entirely a deal breaker for fic with me, because I read all levels from G to E in this fandom and I've loves stuff from the full rating spectrum. It just depends. I just wish everyone was normal about the existence and other's enjoyment of all of those levels.

[hotgirlstiles]

do u wanna share any fic recs

YES I DO......!!!!!! and here they are!!!!!!! full of sterek goodness and maybe some stiles char study cause hes my baby (": (thank u for indulging my insanity!!!!!!!)

keep it together aka my fav fucking fic ever.. this is the only sterek fic that exists to me. its so so so good and i love everyone and everything

ok literally everyone has a fav isthatbloodonhisshirt fic but i have two because im insane. one is it's not pretend when it's real, the fake relationship one because it has so so many good lines and my fav line is "it started being a little less ‘just in case’ and a little more ‘please don’t leave.’" ! i'll probably include my fav lines cause those r the ones i bookmark with hehe. my second fav one is by any other name (i will always feel the same) aka the old guard au (': just so heartaching and beautiful and my fave lines are "but it wouldn’t be one moment. sese, one with him isn’t enough! i want all of it. / one moment, theodoros. you can have one moment. it’s enough. with him, it’s enough." WHICH IS JUST SO FUCKING CRAZY! once u reach these lines in the fic. dear god. i was actually crying at 2pm while waiting for my dough to rise when i was reading this. it was amazing

binomial coefficients aka the cutest fucking highschool au AND derek fell first which is literally (clenches fist) wow.. "it's always about you." is my fav lkine which is so corny. and derek said it cause hes so corny. nerd.

don't know what i'm supposed to do (haunted by the ghost of you) is so ): stiles sees dead people/ghosts and guess what! he sees talia! its so good! i love it dearly! i love rereading this cause i love stiles and the author wrote him so nicely

in case the daylight never comes is my fav s3a fix it (": it has AMAZING scott characterization AND the cutest stiles scott and derek relationship .. <3 i always giggle cause theres this line where scott goes "as the true alpha" and stiles and derek mock him for it like "there he go again" .. huhuhu its so fucking cute i love this fic dearly

carry on is such a good pick me up if u wanna read hale pack and shenanigans i read it when i wanna cry cause its so good and funny and the best What Couldve Been..........

seafoam and sunshine .. merman stiles (": what more can you want from me. hehe

love like ghosts OK> djifhihjesfjieka im gonna cry this is a fic where derek sees laura and talia yearly as ghosts and idk. he just spends time with them and i cried so hard reading this its so beautiful. im glad they thought of this i like to think its canon

growing. this is a stiles char study abt his hair and what it means that hes growing it out ): its really short but i love studies where its abt stiles and his relationship w his hair (there r more but i cant find themm!!! T__T)

all you have is your fire (and the place it needs to reach) this is one of my faves (": spark stiles and how he grows into it. its a fix it from the start where laura is alive and theyre all a happy family.. i really really love this and how they wrote stiles gwaaaah! my fav line from this is "these moments stick to his lips, like dry lips to a straw, tasting of sugar and sweat. (these moments rest between his ribs)" which is just. WOW!

that's no moon which is a stupid fic that i fucking love so much omfg,. nothing literally happens its just scott helpibng stiles with his Journey To Sexuality and its so funny and stupid and idk. dereks there. hes just there. i read and love this more for the sciles relationship (":

werewolf love songs, vol. 1 is a famous fic but im still including it.. nyehehe i love the stiles here hehehe i love the dialogue and the stupidness. my fav monster of thr week fic!

if i followed you home is so good tooo!!! they meet in new york pero stiles sees the death of laura )-: its still really good ! my bookmark says "well then. i love you. everywhere." and i am 80 percent sure derek is the one who says that omg

THIS IS THE ONLY TIME ILL INCLUDE A HUMAN AU BUT POELASRSJKBGKSHEDB THIS ONE. THIS IS THE ONE!! Is That a Gun In Your Pocket Or...That's a Gun In Your Pocket !!!!! hitman derek who is so in love with stiles!!! ITS SO CRAZY I JUST LOVE IN LOVE DEREK GEHEHEH this has derek reciting spanish poetry to stiles bro. what more can you want. as my bookmark says, "i made you a mix CD. you recite pablo neruda. we’re pretty much terminally gone on each other." GAAAHHHH

another merman stiles fic!!! no oceans left i think this is THE stiles merman fic! i love this so much! its more of a char study which i really really love. i love stiles and his relationship w his mother (-': my bookmark says, "it’s different when you’ve had something your whole life. / well, i’ll always look at you and see a three year old looking back. and a six year old. and a ten year old." and the second one is something the sheriff tells stiles and it makes me cry. i love that line so so much it makes my heart ache

bake to remember, eat to forget is SO FUCKING GOOD!!!!!!!!!! i havent seen this in any fic recs (me feeling special with a fic with 98k hits omfg) but its so. fucking good. everyone is alive except theres a TWIST!!!!!!!!!!! i love it so much i was confused at first but it. is. so. fucking. worth. it!!!!!!! my bookmark helpfully provides: "there’s no moving on. you’re it for me, stiles. you’re my endgame." (":

somewhere to start is an arranged marriage au wahuhu it has fae stiles!! i love the little story abt sheriff and mama stilinski at the start <3 (": its sosos good i love this i always reread this <3 my bookmark says "of course. i’ll keep you safe, from everything. / being lonely with derek wouldn’t be the worst thing at all." gweheheh

atonement is post-nogitsune stiles ): its really. heartaching. and more of a char study and its just. god. i love reading post-nogitsune stiles. my bookmark is "no one’s fault. not his, not yoshiko’s or the oni’s, not anyone but the nogitsune’s." which is really, gaaah.

GAAAAHHH THIS ISNT ANY ROMANTIC FIC its a sciles growing up thingy. dude, bro has ftm stiles and his journey with it and how scott helped him throughout the ugly parts of lifew.. i fucking love this so much it makes me cry when i think about it. my bookmark says "scott doesn’t settle for “most.”" which is (":

if i were you is a bodyswap fic with allison and stiles huhuhu............. its so funny and so cute i love it so much ):

wolf pack: beacon original is so good too.. it has hale pack ANDDD alive laura!! theyre in a motorcycle club! i love that cause my family used to be in one! ehehehe i love it sm its so nice

darling, dearest, dead PLEASE. this is the fucking,. the one. a fic. this fic. dear fucking god. stiles is so fucking weird and beautiful im so obsessed with him. this is the stiles in my mind i think. if theres a fic to describe all my interests in one. this is it. my bookmark literally says it all: "“i’d possess you,” stiles says, like this is a grand romantic gesture."

what's a secret identity? its just derek as superman. thats it,. im obsessed with it

thats all. bwahahahaha maybe ill make another list im on a hunt for good stiles character studies (": i love stiles! i hope you enjoy these fics i tried not to list the common ones but yes! stiles! scott! derek! wow!

[atherix]

I am on the edge of my seat. I am voicing my panic out loud in a series of stressed noises. There is live commentary to my sister about the fight and Mumbo barely missing the first attack and Tubbo showing up and the idiot finally acknowledging Godling and Mumbo drinking his blood and them not calling Scar and AAAAHHH you are such an incredible author!!!

I’ve said how much I love this story, but I have to say it again. It is so so amazing. It always makes my day even if it is angsty. Thank you so much for sharing your stories <3

Scar is definitely going to be upset with them but also so relieved they all made it out safe (for now?) How will they get Blondie out of the house? Why did Tubbo decide to show up?(These are rhetorical, I’m sure we will find out). Oh and the lil messenger crow! I hope it made it out safe even though it’s mission got derailed.

Also Cleo and needing to formally register their coven is both exciting and stressful. I am curious what kind of annoying regulations they will be subjected to. But then Grian calling Mumbo ‘my Lord’ and them wanting Scar to move in so they can get more cuddles and be safe. As much as I adored Midnights Past, I have been so ready some more fluffy moments with Grian and Mumbo as well and you sure delivered <3

This was a lot of rambles but this chapter left my brain scrambled in the best way and I will continue to ponder it all evening.

You are chirping like Grian when Mumbo lay dying in his arms hmhmm- HKJFSKLFSJK THE LIVE COMMENTARY I love it kjfsdkfgdkn THANK YOU SO MUCH I AM 🥺SO GLAD YOU THINK SO hjkfdsjklfgsdjk <3 <3 <3

Thank you so much I am so glad you enjoy it so much, writing it has been an absolute joy I love the world I've made so much <3 I am so so so happy to share <3 ThaNK YOUU <3

Hmhmhmmmmm knowing what I know about what happens I cannot say one way or another how Scar or anyone will react hahaha <3 (Oh yes, you will learn. Both of them >:3 Especially Tubbo. Tubbo bby where did you come from hm hmmmm the dooRS WERE LOCKED jjmhmhmmm) I can confirm the messenger crow is safe it gtfo'd as soon as trouble began <3

I am glad everyone has picked up that anything involving the Council will be Irritating and Stressful and Not Fun (for the characters) hahaha <3 I'm actually looking forward to diving into the Council and Coven System stuff, tho I don't intend to lean tooo too heavily into it bc who cares about politics when there's a (fantasy) war on <3 Them wanting to bring all members of the Coven into the manor and just <3 They want Cuddles and to know he is Safe and Happy and Never Far Away just like a Lord's Mate rightfully should be, safe and protected and pampered hfsdfkjds

Midnights Past was super nice with all the fluff and light angst and was necessary for some certain setups later down the road but I too am glad to be back on the main plot, I am so excited to bring y'all Grian Lore and even a little more Mumbo Lore. After all, we still don't know anything about that ten years between being Turned and killing his Sire... :) Let me tell you this fic needing to be the next one written was a blow to me because I am in DESPERATE need of some Redscape, there is so little of it and I am like a hiker lost in a DESERT and I could only REFERENCE Redscape in this one because Scar isn'T HERE and I am HUNGRY someone FEED ME- Ahem anyway off topic, I am delighted to be back to being able to write the Grian and Mumbo fluff too <3 I missed my boys I want to write them being so in love and protective of each other and fskdjfjk <3 I am so happy you enjoyed <3

I LOVE the rambles and I love rambling in return thank you for it <3 My ask box is always open for a good ramble <3

[witch-hazels-musings]

Hello Hazel! I've been browsing your blog for a bit and I wanted to show my appreciation. Unfortunately tumblr won't let me type much sadge. Because of this I'll be sending my message through multiple parts. (I deeply apologize if there's a more convenient way but I'm also new to tumblr as well! - Lisa anon (not my actual name but i need something as a placeholder to send all of this) part 1/??

... it's only right that I share my compliments and praise. First, the way you write every character (esp diluc and zhongli bcs i absolutely adore these two boys) feels so right. Each time I read your works I'm amazed at how I can clearly imagine the way dialogue flows and actions are taken??  And your style (is that the right word?) is great too. The word choice and formatting just feels appropriate for whatever you're writing, whether it be a short fluffy drabble or a few angsty headcannons. (Also small note but thanks for introducing me to quite a few words, my eng vocabullary is now slightly larger than before. - a non native eng speaker) 

Also! The way your fics make me feel. Truthfully my emotions have sort of dulled down since the pandemic started but you never fail to make me crack a small smile or feel comforted with just your works. I have to thank you for that. Your soft, fluffy fics and hurt/comfort fics in specific are some of my favs overall.  Lastly, you, as an author and a person, are as just as spectacular as the works you write. I haven't been in the blog for long but from your little authors notes and interactions with others, I feel as though you're a kind person, which, is the reason why I have the courage to send this in the first place.

hazels response below the cut --- 

i just -- I -- I am absolutely touched by this message anon. the work I put into every work takes a good portion of my time and I always want to represent the characters as they should be! because I love them tooo  

its so incredible to hear how much my works impact people and how happy they make you! I think, especially during the pandemic’s beginning, I had a lot of extra feelings so I dumped them in my stories and always felt so good afterwards. I would say I’m an empathetic writer at this point lol 

I just -- really anon, thank you so much for taking the time to write me such a rich and powerful message. It brightened my day so so much T>T (you are incredible! and I am so glad I could write in a place where you could find my works <3 <3) 

[mr-dickalambo]

Hi my fave human!

I just love how your account just became the 'dumping ground' of all our inner repressed ideas on rocket boys. I just love how all the contents just flows into my feed once in a while.

Anyway, I think Vikram is the one who is the confused gay in the beginning. While in Cambridge, he had seen boys sneaking into the dark and share kisses. He was surprised (not in a homophobic kinda way), he had questioned, sort of curious of how 'love' was like between two men. But for the time being, he had let it go.

Fast forward to Cosmic Ray Unit, IISc., holy cow who is this tall mad man with witty replies and motivational quotes jumping around to find rubber balloons?

Homi, as you said, KNOWS he's the bi in bitch. And he was instantly taken in by the new yet impracticable idea this young man with the adorable ears, cute mole and a sunny smile.

So, yes, over the projects they bonded; Vikram shied away when Homi complemented and gradually he also gains his own confidence and flirted back little to Homi's utter surprise.

Vikram could no longer deny that how much he was crushing over Homi, how much attracted he was to him, how much in love he was with the charming intelligent man.

Homi, was confident in his skin, and he knew Vikram was all new to this. So he gave Vikram the time to grow.

Thus he was extremely surprised when he found Vik in the after hours in the CRU saying how much he loved him......

I like to think, Vikram is the one who made his attraction towards the other clear (not a full flegded love proposal, 'I like you.. kinda confession)

However Homi felt, quite narcissistically, how much of a charm he exudes on other people. He realised Vikram was just a product of that. He would soon be off marrying someone else. But to reject this attraction between them would be a crime.

They had their courtship period, with not trying to push the other's limit, a dash of mutual pining. Vikram's love grew everyday. He had allowed it.

Unlike Homi, who tried to limit it at first, as he was sure Vikram would leave him one day.

But he had already fallen head-first in love (as one of your earlier post suggested).

And they both realised it when a break-point came to their relationship.

They had worked together like cogs amd wheels, they felt a love declaration was not needed.

But here, Homi will be the one to address how much he loved him, to make Vikram stay....

And it goes from here!

Friend to lovers, mutual pining, heartbreak, I'm here for it all.

And yes, please, dear writers, write more fics.

I feel @chaotic-moonlight have a lot in their pocket than they are willing to show😌🤭!

I am glad my account is upto some good fr fr i love it when y'all 'asks' notif comes to me i love it so much. Y'all my fav humans tooo <333

aND YES OMG FUK YES THIS THIS ENTIRE THING i love it , i can see them acting like this istg someone dm the rocket boys ka maker to make it fr ik the actors won't mind 😩✊

This entire thing u wrote???? Fuk yesssss

And even I think

@chaotic-moonlight has more ideas mmmmmm

@writers pls pls pls write more, i cant be the only one writing now,,,,,,

[justmywriting1313]

Hello sweet! (Hope you don’t mind the nickname lol, I tend to talk like that I apologize if it felt weird!!)

Hope you are having a lovely day, I just came across your fic with Suna (Throw words, I believe it’s name that way, if it doesn’t I apologize again ;-; my memory sucks) and I love it!! It was so pretty and it hit me in a really lovely way bcs a similar situation over here but that doesn’t matter! Thanks for writing and sharing with us…

Sooo i was wondering if you feel like on the mood… that maybe you could write a part two? Thanks so much 🥰🥰🥰

OMG CUTIEEEE!!! ❤️❤️ (i'm sending you a virtual hug hehehe I need one😭)

First of nope I do not mind the nickname at all I am exactly the same so yayyy thank you honey 🥺🥺

And yesss its kind of my first-ish Haikyuuu fic. I have one more for Samu since I am in love with that man tho that one isn't as popular hehehe but I AM SO SUPER GLAD YOU LIKE IT!!!!!!!! and no I completely get it. Its kind of my life and I am sure its something many people can relate to which is why I wrote it and so the fact that it helped you makes me feel so thrilled hehehe❤️

I would love to write a second part and I'll definitely work on it soon!! I do need a better app for the text thingie but will definitely work on it!! And I'm going to add Samu to it hehehehe

(Ps:- I stalked your account and i love your writing tooo)

[celestie0]

i love checking your blog, it is such a great vibe and you have a vibrant personality and i really enjoy seeing you set boundaries for yourself and your writing and interactions with readers, i feel like that’s so important to keep the passion for even sharing your work! anything you have to share with us i love (life, t swift [listening to the alchemy rn], rambles, writing progress, etc)

i’m happy you are excited for your projects so keep that spark alive however you need, tumblr will always be here 😉 can’t wait to read whatever you’re ready to share with us

side note what is your fav ttpd song rn, i totally fell in love with the prophecy today :p

- 🦕

aww thanks my lovveee this is tooo sweet :''') i'm so glad my blog has good vibes that's the vibe i'm vibin for yknow. and thank you! yea i suck ass at setting boundaries but it's always good to practice lol, and i totally agree. i think passion for hobbies can be fickle at times, and so it's really important to protect that space for yourself. and ty for enjoying the other stuffs i share too besides my writing that's very kind of youuu aaa 😭💕 n i'm happy you're looking forward to more of my stuffs!!!

oof, honestly? and this might be such an unpopular opinion but i think my fave song rn off ttpd is robin!! i looove the message, it's so darling n cute, and it makes me cry hahah honestly it's like a very soothing lullaby for me rn. i also enjoy the production on it, aaron never fails. OOF the prophecy grew on me like crazyyy, esp once i took a deep dive into the lyrics. omg "let it once be me" is so sad

thank u for your ask dino bb <33

- ellie 🦖

[milkiijustwrites]

SJHDJD KEITHAN YOU KSHDJDHD I was going to reblog the post but I wasn't sure if I could since I looked at the tags :0

and no !! you'll never ever annoy me in my asks, I really love talking with you and you can always share whatever you want with me there. like literally, did a minor inconvenience happen in your life? feel free to complain in my ask box !! or maybe something happened in a game/in general that you want to talk about, I'd be more than happy to hear it <3 although sorry for my late responses 😟 I SHOULD OPEN TUMBLR MORE

BUT sjhdjd your writing skills >>

HELP I REALLY DON'T DESERVE THIS BUT THANK YOU SJHDJ WHEN I OPENED TUMBLR I WENT :000 it really cheered me up and whenever I'm feeling down I'll read them again !! hmm yes letters from two of my comfort characters written by someone as lovely and kind as you?? YES I'll cherish them <33

and thank you so much for even caring like WOW YES ILY VERY MUCH HMM <33

wait I want to write something for you too :0 I'm not sure which characters though PLEASE

dkhajkwdhwaiaw IM REALLY SCARED THAT YOU WOULDNT TALK TO ME AFTERWARDS BECAUSE IM ANNOYING BUT hoashdhpsia of course what am i saying, you’re too sweet for that >:(( hfeshiue i will TAT i will talk to your about my problems more in the future kdfhiuwshahehp 

also nonono its fine TAT i dont mind about late responses, as long as you feel like visiting tumblr, i will always be there to talk to you<333

my writing skills reallly could be bad sometimes i swear like NO JSDNAS 

WDYM YOU DONT DESERVE THIS LKJIOE YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING YOU CINAMON ROLL 

Iim really glad the letter helped TAT you have no idea how worried i am about that, tbh i really dont know who should i write so i kinda just guessed it.... but i guess i guessed it right? idk kdnbajkigd 

aaaaaaaaa no i cant your compliments just made me go HIODHOSA <333 

adont thank me for this TAT Of course i care about you and you dont even need to thank me AND YES ILY SOOO MUCH TOOO <3333 

omg you dont have too lajhdiuwhud you really dont <3333333333 im already very happy just talking to you like FOR REAL