#i'm failing all my classes rn anyway i just can't do it. i'm going to go back home in 2 days. i just hope she's still there by then

[scarletcomet]

i feel like I'm gonna cry. not for any particular reason other than *gestures vaguely*

[quinloki]

Not me coming up with a whole AU brain rot over this song

BUT

I did.

I’m thinking high profile ceo/rich Marco who regularly gets voted most eligible bachelor who just hasn’t found someone to connect with being so busy

And maybe you’re the daughter of someone a bit high profile, business type. A couple high profile failed relationships. You get introduced to him at an event and while you both think the other is attractive, nothing happens.

But then stumbling into him in a bookshop, literally. He helps you pick up your books, and yall talk and he asks you out.

Maybe he had glanced at the back of one of the books that was spicy and was interested based off that or something >.>

And of course after seeing eachother for awhile and it going great, getting invited as his date to a company function where all the peeps are trying to shoot their shot and getting dirty looks bc how did YOU land the most eligible bachelor???

And you know some petty drama here and there but marco is a solid guy and takes care of it

Ahhhhhhhggh

Imma think about this more later I just need to get it off my brain rn bc I have things to do 🫠🫠

Oooooh I love this! I love this a lot.

There's just a few things I'd probably change, personally, but the vibes are the same. Man, I love the whole Both in the High Life vibe (usually someone is and someone isn't, y'know? Or they're both just kind of middle/middle high class, and - anyway.)

I love the idea of this, but they meet at the bookstore first.

Both dressed casual, both just there to get away for a bit. Maybe both in the same section (shared interest in romance books, or mysteries, or whatever). Maybe you're muttering about how there's nothing new that is grabbing you attention.

"Read, read, read... this one?" pulling out the book you look at the back. "Ah, now I remember."

"Oh? Pardon me, I was thinking about reading that one." The voice is relaxed and even and you look up, and up, to see a tall man with blonde hair and hooded eyes giving you an easy smile.

His height would be intimidating alone, but he looks and sounds so genuinely interested in the book.

Looking back at the book you straighten up, giving the back a closer read to jog your memory. If you're going to give a recommendation, you want it to be accurate, even for a stranger.

"It was good. I'm a big fan of the genre, but not this author." You admit, handing it over. "I don't think it's a waste of time, but depending on what you enjoy, there might be a better pick in here."

And so he tells you what he likes in a book, and you offer up a couple suggestions, hitting on a few books he's already read. In the end he buys one or two, and offers to either get you a coffee or buy a book for you as thanks.

It's not until later that you're lamenting not asking him for his name at least.

And maybe that lament follows you to the charity event a couple days later, sighing into the city high-rise air, cooling off on a wide balcony to get away from the stuffy people inside.

"I almost didn't recognize you," says the smooth voice that's been flitting at the edges of your mind. Turning around you see the #1 most eligible bachelor in the city - how you didn't make the connection in the book store was almost laughable seeing him now.

And yeah, you might be an heiress, maybe even fully capable of taking over your family's business. But you're like fortune 500 and he's like fortune 10. So there's still this perceived disparity within the rich bitch community that doesn't understand how YOU got HIS attention, of all people.

XD Maybe the reader is closer to fortune 100 or something, maybe they are on the same-ish level, but reader has a reputation as the Shrew - like from Taming of the Shrew.

"There's the pretty bird." He says softly. You snort softly.

"Don't you mean the Shrew?"

"Both are better untamed, don't you think?"

idk that's off the top of my head. My brain is screaming "I'd let him tame me" and I can't think of anything else rn XD

[witchinatree]

magnus protocol episode 30 ramble

WE'RE SO FUCKING BACK WE'RE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING BACK

i was relistening today to get in the spirit but i only got through episode 15 :( it's ok though 16-29 were more recent

anyway i'm like hardcore tweaking because i need this so bad but i'm also so not ready for this HIATUS?? it's both over and we're so back

i'm like kind of nervous.... LMAOOO????? anyway um here's hoping my blog @is-teddy-vaughn-still-alive doesn't immediately have to start saying he's dead for the rest of time i've had it for like 3 days

this is going to alter me as a person.

TWEAKINGGG here we go :]!!

the magnus protocol intro goes really hard i think i've said this before though

he said job but i heard jon. dead end JON like the season 2 finale of the magnus archives

OH IMMEDIATE SAM POV LET'S GO I GUESS. sam stop ignoring her.

WHY DID MY EX JUST TEXT ME. WHY DID MY EX GIRLFRIEND JUST TEXT ME. I THOUGHT I BLOCKED HER NUMBER?? HANG ON I HAVE TO PAUSE AND TELL MY FRIENDS ABOUT THIS AND THEN GO BLOCK HER NUMBER WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. dude.

oh my god i have to respond to this because i have class with her tomorrow are you fucking serious chat are you fucking serious

i don't even.. i can't even.. what the hell. during my magnus time? really? on THE magnus day? fuck oh my god. i.. i..... I'M SCARED??????

we're not touching that. anyway ummmmmm what the HELL ??? LMAO SORRY WE'RE GOING BACK TO THE PROTOCOL RAMBLE NOW???? we literally haven't spoken since like march when she sent me the "breakup closure playlist" and i thought i BLOCKED HER. tweaking OUTTTTTTTT.

having to restart the episode after this one i'm.. i need a reset..

sam she's not upset she's telling you you're in TROUBLE stop GHOSTING HER you are in DANGER babe. SAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE IS RIGHT SHE IS RIGHT SHE IS RIGHT BABE YESSSSSS!!!! connect those dots honey it is your fault

SAM? SAM? SAM? WHAT'S? WHY IS HE COUGHING? I'M REALLY. WORRIED. I'M REALLY SCARED.

if sam dies here i'm gonna have to delete those sam hating posts i swear to god i'm gonna have to delete them i love him now

"there's a plan?" (disregards) woah. celia. what. i'm really really really scared help

i feel like we're listening to his final moments and i'm no................ "we're safe here" CELIA??????

ALICE PLEASE DO NOT FOLLOW THEM PLEASE BABE IT'S OVER FOR SAM BUT IT'S NOT ENTIRELY OVER FOR YOU

COLIN? COLIN???????? COOLLOLININNK??????????? I'M CRYING COLIN HONEY PLEASE DI NOT DIE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE WHAT DID HE DO WHAT DID HE DO WHAT DID HE DO WHAT DID HE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

GO TO THE OFFICE ALICE. HE'S DEAD TEDDY'S DEAD ALICE YOU NEED TO STOP IGNORING THEM FOR SAM'S SAKE THEY'RE BOTH DEAD AS HELLLLLLLL

gwen come through and be okay pls. gwen pls. TREVOR HERBERT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME CACKLE I'M SORRY.

lena do you still have your job? babygirl? oh god. something bad is gonna happen to her. is there a lena death count lmao

"but i think you will be" LENA???? shaking actually hello. goodbye lena???? YOU'RE ALL GOING TO NEED IT WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT???????????????????? gwenny are you laughing or crying or nope you're laughing. you are laughing.

they're at hilltop center oh my fuckign god they're here nervously petting my desk??? what am i doing.

"checking for tape recorders" LORD.

"call it a hunch" loooooooooooooooord.

hey why's sam humming he's being so fucking weird rn???? he's being so weird????????? so is celia actually i really hate this

"we want your teeth" these are all weird places huh. interestinggggg.

celia you gotta stop pushing sam please pleeasasee

i'm so freake WHO IS THAT WHOOO????? LMAO??????? poor dude

"i better go lock it back up before it's..." ooh supernatural worker

LMAOO IT'S SO HAUNTED PLS GET OUTTTTTTT PLSSSSS GET OUTTTTTTT

you SHOULD go sam and celia you SHOULD

she's being super weird is she like actually a shitty person bc i was kinda defending her with my whole being

"if you're stupid enough to go poking around, that's on you" this guy would love alice

oh speak of the devil hi babe!!!!

NO HESTITATION AFTER THE BRIBE LMAOO

I ACTUALLY HEARD THE TAPE RECORDER THIS TIME I'M SO PROUD.

oh the custodian is gonna die that sucks so much because i actually really like him he's coughing like sam was i'm really worried

oooh that was the clearest thing we've heard the archivist say

THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES MUSIC I'M GOING TO START CRYING SO LOUD I CAN'T EVEN ANYMORE

OH WHY WOULD YOU BRING UP THE FINGERNAIL THING I LOST A FINGERNAIL FROM THE ROOT YESTERDAY.

dogs.. like lady mowbray...

NIKOLA ORSINOV????????????????????????? NIKOLA??????????????????? BABE?????????????????????????????

no it was a person unfortunately

DEAD IN HIS OFFICE???? oh what the actual fuck

okay they're really not subtle about the magnus archives theme anymore LMFAO

oh my god he's dying :( i really liked him he seemed so chill

WHAT??????????????????? DID HE JUST BECOME THE BUILDING????????????????????????????????????????????? DUDE COME ON CAN ONE MINOR SIDE CHARACTER JUST BE OKAY AND HAPPY. rip i guess? rest in piece (singular)

"she can wait" you're pissing me off.

celia knows this too damn well she knows it TOO well. did she ever have to dig herself out of this

IS THIS THE RIP??????

celia? celia is this where you came from. "almost" HUH?

WHAT'S HAPPENING WHAT'S HAPPENING??? SAM YOU'RE KINDA REAL FOR THIS ACTUALLY PLEASE EXPLAIN TO HIM PLEASE

if he dies. i'm gonna be so upset.

WOAH. WOAHHHHHHHH. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. THE INSTITUTE ALCHEMY IT'S ALL ABOUT BALANCE IT WANTS HER BACK IT. WHAHTUAHAHDHAHGAGDGASYFGAFYGTASGTGFGJS

the equation doesn't balance so you have to go back? oh that's why she wakes up randomly because it's pulling her!! "there's nothing to go back to" sad face. lynne hammond did have a................................ celia. ceeeeeeelia.

celia don't fucking do it don't fucking do it don't fucking do it.

"I REALLY DID LIKE YOU" I'M HYPERVENTILATING. SHE'S CARRYING A KNIFE. I'M HYPERVENTILATING.

I'M CRYING. WHAT JUST FUCKING HAPPENED. WHAT IS FUCKING HAPPENING. WHAT IS FUCKING HAPPENING. IS THIS CELIA'S STATEMENT???

THE FEARLESS ONE I'M ACTUALLY WEEPING??????

WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT SAM ARE YOU OKAY. ALCIUEJ NAOLIKJDHFJVDFHIJBHABHIFBJGHF

I'M SO UNOKAY I'M SOOOOO ALICE NO PLEASE BABYDOLL PLEASE YOU'RE SO FUCKED YOU'RE SO FUCKED

NOT THE FUCKING HILLTOP DUDE GOD DAMMIT

shaking trembling violently rocking back and forth i'm scared i'm scared i'm scared

gwenny.... hhhhhh

oh hey it's trevor! can we pls go find out what just happened to sam i need him to be alright.

what is that fuckass no HELLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOO OH MY GOD ALICE IS THERE AND CELIA AND SAM OHHHHHHHHHH MY GOD. OOOOOOOOOOOOH MY GOD. WHERE'S SAM.

he's not.. is he? oh no.

THEY BOOOOOOOOOOTH FELL THROUGH???????? AND YOU'RE ENDING THE FUCKING EPISODE THERE DON'T FUCKING TALK TO ME ANYMORE YOOUUUUUUUUUUU. YOU. OH MY FUCK.

i need to go take a moment to reflect or something holy fucking shit.

[knightcoree]

Incoming vent: cuz I'm a ball of stress rn

I'm trying for a job at the movies and the apps so confusing by the time I figure this shit out i do believe they will stop hiring RIP COME ONNN...

I need a job . But also something better than retail fuck retail I been working retail for years it sucksss and also, I been awake cuz idk? Adhd maybe? And just cleaning my room like a crazy person lol maybe I'm a nervous wreck I definitely am. I haven't been replying to stuff as quickly as usual cuz I been so stressed... I haven't had a job in a while cuz I been feeling... idk like I suck at everything so why try? I keep quitting or getting fired when will the cycle end.. ugh.. it's just very discouraging yah.. so I'm nervous I'll screw up this job too like the others..yah. part of the reason I haven't been even looking for a job in a while is that. Im glad my mom is being patient w me. Cuz my anxiety and depression gets the best of me at times. Those close to me know that too well... yahhh.. I get depressed and yah. Anxious too. It's bad sometimes. Real bad. I'm glad you guys are patient w my stupid ass too. Thank you. <3 I'm trying so hard to adult lol and to keep it together for you guys...I don't even drive yet I'm too scared.. im.. yah in trying to push myself more. I used to go to college too. Need to go back and get a REAL career one day. I do hope. That's a whole nother story..college.. I can't go til I get a grant.. cuz I lost my scholarship for quitting too many classes and 1 bitchy professor failing me cuz I'm too shy in class. Fuck them. Yah. Anyway. Yah. That's discouraging too so much to get nervous about. That asshole professor even threw away my paperwork stating I'm autistic and need help and I'm shy esc. All about my autism. I got the paper from my school counselor who told me to give the papers to my professors. But that 1 bitch prof. one threw it away right in front of me. Fuck em. Hate em so much. Theatre class was a waste of my time.yet I passed mythology class the professor for that LOVED me . So yah. Theatre guy was biased af. I also passed art. And that was HARD AF i had to take extra trips to get extra credit but i did it and prof loved me. Theatre guy was the only bitch who hated me. Like i even did extra credit trips for Theatre for them yet. Yah. Im unfavored apparently idk. should have reported them to the dean like everyone told me to. But i didn't like a dumbass lol. Now it's too late so rip. I'm going back eventually for zookeeping or voice acting cuz tbh choosing is hard. But ya I'll get a grant. I'm trying next year. I'm gonna try driving next year too. I'm pushing myself to adult.

-jax

[fluffytriceratops]

𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐭 - 𝐚. 𝐦𝐢𝐲𝐚 [chapter one]

chapter one: "𝚖𝚛𝚜 𝚔𝚠𝚊𝚗 𝚒𝚜 𝚖𝚢 𝚜𝚞𝚐𝚊𝚛 𝚍𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚢."

notes: i'm not in uni so i don't know what i'm talking about most of the time huehue

chapter two: "bootymeat."

««•◦ ✪ ◦•»»

Friday, 2:28 pm.

y/n

guess who failed her mid terms??

*le cry*  

bokubro

wtf tell me you're joking-

tsukitsuki

i can't say i'm surprised

kendoll

we knew it was going to happen eventually

no one should be surprised at this point

tetsu

wth?! even after all my tutoring??

y/n

well fuck you guys too-

thanks for the support, dickheads

bokubro

hey!! what about me?? 😭😭

y/n

not you bo, you're such a bean i luv you 🥰  

bokubro

AHH I LUVE YOU TOOO SDJdfj 🥰🥰🥰

kendoll

you guys disgust me

tsukitsuki

i dont have the patience for this

y/n

eat shit

queen keiji

aren't we forgetting something? are we just going to let her off the hook that easily?

tetsu

HOW DID YOU FAIL YOUR MIDTERMS

tsukitsuki

cuz she's an idiot

y/n

shut up string bean!

and technically i only failed one class-

but i just barley passed in most of the other's so..

👁👄👁👌✨

queen keiji

but i thought kuroo was helping you study?

bokubro

yeah! and you sounded so sure of yourself earlier

tetsu

don't blame this on me, she did this to herself

you guys sit with her for hours on end trying to get her to focus. it aint an easy task.

y/n

he was- i'm not even going to try to lie, he's right 🥲

kendoll

like i said, stupid

y/n

kenma i swear--- i will destroy your village in minecraft dont test me

👺👺👺

kendoll

not my fault you have half a brain cell

tsukitsuki

didn't you help build that village?

y/n

fuck you guys

i'm going out to eat sushi & boba and i'm not bringing any of you 🖕

bokubro

heyy!!!

WHAT ABOUT ME

queen keiji

excuse me??

tetsu

RUDEEEE

y/n

BESIDES YOU THREE ofc 💕

tetsu aren't you in class rn? and bo do you not have practice soon??

tetsu

yeah but we're just reviewing stuff from monday

plus it'll be over soon

bokubro

shit i nearly forgot

wait for ME???

pPLEASE?

kendoll

i want boba

tsukitsuki

i want sushi

y/n

well too fucking bad you guys can eat shit

soggy anus's

tsukitsuki

do you not have class in half an hour?

kendoll

soggy anus's? the fuck y/n

y/n

i can eat fast

bokubro

NOOO WAIT FOR ME

PLESSEAE

testu

WAIT FOR ME TOOO

queen keiji

i would also like you to wait for me

y/n

UGHHGHGH

FINEEE

but no kenma or tsukishima, they can suck my toes

tsukitsuki

that's fucking disgusting

is that some weird kink of yours?

kendoll

i change my mind

i don't want to go out with you anyway

bokubro

wait actually?

y/n are you into that stuff?

kendoll

i wouldn't put it past her, she's probably into all kinds of weird shit

y/n

EWW NO

SHUT UP YOU KNOW WHAT I MEANT

tsukitsuki

how am i supposed to know what you meant?

i think what you want is pretty clear, nasty hoe

queen keiji

if you guys don't stop pissing her off none of us are going to be able to go

tsukitsuki

idc i'll go out with kozume

kendoll

i'd be up for that

bokubro

WAIT I WANNA COME TOO

y/n

THATs IT I"M GOING TO GET FOOD NOW PISS OFF FUCKERS

BO YOU FKCING TRAITOR

queen keiji

what did i say

tsukitsuki

idc either way

kendoll

i hope you choke

bokubro

NO WAIT Y/N IM SORRYRY

tetsu

wait y/n my class is over in like 2 minutes

let me come with!!  

y/n

KISS MY ASS

except for kaashi and tetsu💕

and ye- i'll wait for you i'm outside of my english classroom

kendoll

ew no

i knew you were into some nasty shit

bokubro

Y/N NOO

I"M SOWWRY

I DIDNT MEAN ITTTT

tetsu

alright, i'm leaving now!

y/n

thats your punishment for betraying me

now you know how it feels

keiji are you able to come now too?

kendoll

don't worry bo, you can come with us

tsukitsuki

exactly you don't want to hang out with her anyway

we're better

y/n

fuck you!

bo don't go! if you don't go i'll come pick you up after practice with food! anything you want, my treat!

queen keiji

i can't rn, i am also in class but if you're going to bring bokuto food, can you bring me some too please?

bokubro

does this mean you're not mad at me anymore ?

kendoll

dont fall for it bokuto!

tsukitsuki

yeah, come with us

y/n

bo i could never be mad at you!!! i love you so much~! 🥰🥰🥰

and sure, i'll get you something too keiji ^^  

queen keiji

alright, thank you 🙂

bokubro

I LOVE YOU TOOO DFSJDF 🥰🥰🥰 get me something with LOTS of meat please!!

y/n

okie! keiji do you have a preference on what you want?

tetsu

okay im back im with y/n now

kendoll

you don't have to tell us that

tetsu

i wanted to 😎

tsukitsuki

that emoji doesn't even make sense

tetsu

yes it does!

queen keiji

not really. you know what i like i trust you.

bokubro

ahh i gotta go now! ill see you later y/n!!

y/n

alrighty! see you soonish bo!!

tetsu

bye bo!

queen keiji

have fun at practise

bokubro

byeee! and thanks akaashi, I will 😊

y/n aight losers we're off i shall see you at home

tsukitsuki

or you could move out

y/n

shut up prick you're gonna see my hobo ass whether you want to or not

kendoll

we'd rather not

Friday, 3:56 pm.

y/n

mrs kwan is my sugar daddy

tsukitsuki

what the fuck

kendoll

as in the babysitter from cat in the hat?

tetsu

i just cackled so loudly- everyone is starring as me

y/n

yeah that's her 🥰

queen keiji

i don't know how to feel about this

kendoll

idk if i should be concerned or not

tsukitsuki

there is something mentally wrong with you

tetsu

im all for it, id smash

tsukitsuki

any sliver of respect i had for you is gone

y/n

ikr? she's such a hottie 😏🥵 tsuki doesn't know what he's missing

tetsu

clearly 🥵

tsukitsuki

that's it im changing the locks when i get home

kendoll

I'll help you

queen keiji

y/n aren't you in class rn? pay attention

y/n

okay okay!

...

would you smash kaashi?

tetsu

we need a tie breaker

queen keiji

...

yeah, sure

tsukitsuki

ive never been more disappointed

kendoll

agreed

gru is better

tsukitsuki

i hate you all

Friday, 6:18 pm.

bokubro

what'd i miss? 😂 dunno who she is imma look her up—

ohhh! yeah id smash 👁👄👁🤌✨

[jihyocentric]

lumi!! hi i hope ur doing well with ur classes starting up again, and that ur taking care <33

so many ppl talking abt pup!hyo omg i get so so happy when i see that!! its ur genius idea that u so graciously allowed me to put my 2 cents into in the beginning, i really do love the au so much though

but the last fill abt 2yeon fucking jihyo with nayeon being rough and jeongyeon soft was sooooo good ur too good at this im so serious. and jihyo just shouting "again!" when she got came in 😭😭 she's so precious i cant

and nayeon better be proud jihyo can last that long cause SHE DID THAT!!! she trained her to cum so many times, we talked abt that once a while ago...how time flies when ur talking abt pup!hyo

i love anxious little hyo that needs nayeon (and jeongyeon) around to feel comfortable, she would totally beg nayeon to wear one of her hoodies to the vet cause smelling like her makes her feel better, like she's safe and protected :((

jihyo biting them is actually the most realistic thing abt this bc the amount of videos we have of her biting jeongyeon is crazy but thats just how she shows love!!

and for belly rubs i think her leg would kick out bc it feels so good and maybe she's kicked 2yeon a few times but its ok bc she is so cute. and i can see nayeon taking advantage of her being so like. blissed out from the belly rubs that she cups her face and talks in that baby voice ppl do to dogs like: "who's the best girl? you are! yes you are! you're my best girl" while jihyo just grins and purrs cause shes!! so!! happy!! and oh my god that's the cutest idea i've ever had wow

jihyo: im not getting the ball thats just stupid

2yeon: *throws it*

jihyo, already getting up: well SOMEONE has to get it

PLEASE i imagine jihyo, short ass jihyo, trying (and failing) to peek over jeongyeons shoulder and being like an annoying sibling with the "whatre you doing? what is that thing? why does it look like that?" she is jeongyeon's pain in the butt (affectionate)

jihyo who falls asleep on the couch and wakes up in nayeon's bed and doesn't question it cause it smells like nayeon and nayeon is love and safety im gonna make myself get emotional hold up

pup!hyo is my favorite, ty for always writing abt her and just doing it so well. u are so talented lumi, its just incredible

-🐶

oh don't worry about sending asks! i love them. i won't answer the jichaeng ones atm because i'm not sure if i want to talk abt chaeyoung rn, but i saw them and i'm glad you liked my last non rq drabble, i wrote it thinking you'd like it! :)

and pup hyo learned so well �� like she's so obedient to nayeon. she might be a brat at times but she's like 95% the best behaving pup ever and it's all on nayeon!! girlie took so much time and effort to deal with jihyo's eager ass

when she goes to the vet and jeongyeon drives, even if nayeon tries to make her sit safely and put on the seat belt, hyo will still go to her lap anyway with her tail between her legs bc she's afraid and anxious and she just wants nayeon 😭

now YES jihyo loves to bite jeongyeon for some reason. like is she tasty? i wanna know too! share with us!!

and for belly rubs i think her leg would kick out bc it feels so good and maybe she's kicked 2yeon a few times

YES. just yes. she can't control when she kicks them, they need to understand!! and abt the voice jihyo wouldn't even understand nayeon at first,, like i see jihyo getting really confused the first time nayeon does that, she'd be like "is it me?" "am i the best girl?" bc she isn't used to receiving affection at all and it just shocks her that someone loves her like nayeon does :(

jihyo: im not getting the ball thats just stupid 2yeon: *throws it* jihyo, already getting up: well SOMEONE has to get it

PLEASE you say i'm funny but this made me giggle HARD 😭 aww and jihyo is totally a pain in the butt but jeongyeon wouldn't change it for a thing 🥺 you're right, nayeon is love and safety, and so is jeongyeon!

(i didn't answer the other asks before everything went downhill bc there was /there is actually/ a lot in my inbox and i was going to answer them soon, but rn it's like i said in the first paragraph. thank you for passing by nonetheless anon, your asks always entertain me!)

[aeide-thea]

another small triumph: i briefly thought i'd damaged my laptop screen by letting it fall maybe 12-18" onto a hard surface this afternoon when i was in a hurry, but it turns out the dark spots were actually part of the thing i was printing and not the display at all, yay

[neochan]

do you have time to do requests rn? if so, can i request for a short nonidol! jeno comfort fic/drabble? just him helping reader through a tough time bc of school, essentially reader can't get out of a "procrastination doom loop" as they call it, and it's messing with their mental well-being. sorry if this is too specific, ᶦ'ᵐ ᵏᶦⁿᵈ ᵒᶠ ᶦⁿ ᵗʰᵉ ˢᵃᵐᵉ ˢᶦᵗᵘᵃᵗᶦᵒⁿ ᵃⁿᵈ ᶦ ʲᵘˢᵗ ⁿᵉᵉᵈ ˢᵒᵐᵉᵗʰᶦⁿᵍ ᵃˢ ᵃ ᶜᵒᵐᶠᵒʳᵗ ᵃˢ ᶦ ᵗʳʸ ᵗᵒ ᵍᵉᵗ ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᶦᵗ ˡᵐᵃᵒ thank you so much!

the plates of half-eaten food litter the floor of your bedroom, accompanying the empty water bottles. stacks and stacks of textbooks, notepads, pens and paper balance precariously on every empty surface. it's stifling, so much so that you choose to ignore it, instead focusing all your attention on the tiny screen of your phone.

"y/n."

the low timbre of jenos voice reaches deep in the pit of your stomach, but you don't turn. you couldn't face him. not when your room looked like this. not when you couldn't think straight because you were drowning in projects and homework. it was better all to ignore it anyways, right?

you had skipped class one time, just once, and now here you were sleeping through lectures, procrastinating assignments, drowning in your own education, plain for jeno to see. your own mental health decline has led you into a vise of self pitying, and you just didn't know how to break free.

"baby, what's wrong?" he walks towards you, stepping over the filth covering your bedroom floor, and sits on the edge of your bed. your back is towards him, so he lifts a hand and starts rubbing your side, "you can talk to me."

"i don't know!" you snap, slamming your phone down on the mattress beside your body.

his face falls, but he doesn't say anything, just keeps rubbing your side. you feel bad for yelling, for taking your frustration out on him when he doesn't deserve it.

"i don't know jeno." you shrug him off and sit up, taking his hand in yours, "there's just so much i need to do and so little time to do it. i feel like... i don't know, that i'm.. failing you and my parents."

"you're not failing anybody." he wraps his arms around you and pulls you into a tight hug. it felt nice, being pressed against your boyfriends chest, smelling the familiar scent. he makes you feel like everything is going to be okay, and maybe it will be.

"i love you, okay? and i'm going to help you through this. i finished all my assignments for the week so i'll help." he looks around the room, "we'll start by cleaning up and then we'll make a list of everything you need to do."

you start to squirm out of his grasp, the thought of facing everything at once pushing you into fight or flight mode, and you definitely favored flight, but he holds you tighter, "hey, it's okay. we'll take it one step at a time, and i'll be here. i'll hold you accountable but we'll do it together okay?"

you nod, tears filling your eyes and making your face feel hot.

"we gotta be the power couple our parents always talk about." he chuckles against you and kisses the top of your head.

"i love you baby, you got this."

[dabisqueen]

Hey babe!! I have a few things to say, so first and foremost: how are you?? Ik you said you had encountered a bit of writers block for the 7th chapter of your Dabi Rockstar series, and I'm just wondering if you're over it yet. Ik how awful writers block can be 😭

Secondly, the 7th chapter of your Dabi Rockstar Series was soooo gooood!! Sorry I didn't get around to really telling you sooner, I've been super busy lately (😓). Anyway, I loved it so much!! And I can't wait for chapter 8!!

Thirdly, I was trying to go to sleep the other day, and as I was laying there, failing to sleep, I had an idea for a Dabi x Reader story. Idk if you're taking requests rn, but if you are, or you simply want to store ideas away for later, I thought that a fanfic where the reader is a nurse at an asylum, and Dabi is one of the patients. The staff at the asylum could be the heroes and/or class 1-A, and the villains (mainly the members of the lov), would be the patients. Anyway, I thought I might share that with you, whether you'll use it or not 😄

Ok, all this to say, I love your writing and I hope you're doing well, good luck with chapter 8 <33

You're too sweet!

Thank you so much. This makes me so so happy! You have no clue...

I'm not having a writer's block anymore but I'm kinda unmotivated to finish Chapter 8?

So maybe motivate me?

As for the requests, I'm not really taking any but I will always write down cool ideas to eventually write them... so thank you! You're idea is just awesome!

And I love u too and am glad that you all are here on my blog with me!

💙💙💙

[pretentious-librarian]

the art teacher is so cool

the art teacher just turned on a video of Taylor Swift performing How You Get the Girl which has got to be one of my favorite Taylor songs.

now that most of my classes are over, i have a ton of free time now. what have i been doing with this free time? making a powerpoint explaining the entirety of the fnaf lore. my mom and i have been trying to heal our relationship. since she doesn't understand me (cliche ik, but true), i didn't share myself. she hates horror, i love it. but she said she was sad that she didn't even know what my interests are so that's why i'm making the powerpoint explaining the fnaf lore, so she can know me better even though i know she's going to hate all every part of fnaf. i was sick yesterday and my sister forgot to pick up one of our friends on the way to school because i wasn't there to remind her and now he has detention for being late to class lmao. Taylor Swift released her version of This Love last night and I'm in love with it it's SO GOOD.

today a friend texted me and asked me about people who have made impacts on me, real or fictional,. friends or strangers. some people have simply impacted me by making me feel less alone, making me feel seen. I didn't really include those people and my friend said i wasn't allowed to say Michael Afton smh. but i can't seem to stfu about him ever so i understand why she said that lmao. I'm totally not working on my third--wait maybe fourth--fanfic about him rn.... anyways here's a copy of what i told her about people who have impacted me:

tyler joseph and his band (twenty one pilots) convinced me not to 💀myself and gave me hope and showed me the importance of art, two of my teachers are like father figures to me so that's a huge impact on my personal growth, my middle school english teacher was the sweetest woman with the best roasts ever who i credit as making me into the writer i am today, lily sigh (iisuperwomanii) is a youtuber i grew up watching who made me laugh, feel safe, taught me important life lessons-through the years i watched her she basically raised me, when i was a little kid i loved ariel the little mermaid and she's the reason i'm a competitive swimmer today, gerard way is the lead singer of a band i used to be obsessed with and he encouraged me to be myself and showed me that i can survive hard times just like him, my favorite asmr creator, Gibi, comforted me and gave me rest when i was anxious and showed me it's okay to be into nerdy geek stuff no matter how old you are (she's like late 20s rn i think and her bedroom looks like a teen girl gamer room) my favorite twitch streamer nick smithyman never fails to make me laugh and interacts with his fans and makes a ton of your mom jokes. taylor swift taught me how to recover from breakups when i thought i never could and helped me express my feelings in a healthy way that no one else could and taught me that i can find happiness in myself, without needing anyone else.

i don't know if you can tell but i am most impacted through art more than anything else. i believe art is what makes us human. i could talk about the beauty of art and stories and storytelling forever. maybe i've already talked about here but idc. all of those things are what make us human. and when i say art i don't just mean visual art. music, poetry, filmmaking, video games, writing, architecture, speaking, dancing, anything that humans create is art and it tells a story. maybe it literally tells a story but even a story tells a story of the artist. whether the artist intended there to be a story or not, art tells a little story about who we are. art tells the story of an individual and tells a piece of a story of humanity. storytelling through art connects us all and that is why art of all kinds impacts people so strongly. this is why i want to work in a library, surrounded by my favorite kind of art that i can indulge in and best of all, share it with others.

maybe i just repeat myself over and over again but i'm okay with that.

[crunchity-munchity]

Update on my life rn. Its a rlly long vent sorry haha:

Tuesday (the 5th) is when I'm taking the ACTs and it's also (technically) the last day of drivers ed where we're going to be taking our final exams and I litterally don't know what I'm gonna do with myself

Not like the drivers ed part matters anyways cuz im not passing lol (also I have to nake up for the one class I missed on Thursday)

Oh and also I signed up to drive for the first time with the instructor on Sunday (the 3rd) and I'm not ready for it at all so now I'm supposed to be studying for ACTs but all I can worry about rn is driving

And the thing is that I'm supposedly good at driving?? And I know I can drive but I just can't get myself to do it

My anxiety about driving got so bad a couple weeks ago that for a few days I couldn't sit in a moving car and think about driving without getting incredibly anxious. And another problem with this is that I never told anyone about it and I really should have. But it's too late cuz now im signed up to drive for an hour with the instructor (Mind you its required 4 hours of driving and I so far have done 0, wich is why it's a guaranteed fail for me)

I need to be worrying about the ACT and my missing assignments but they're being taken over drivers ed. And the biggest problem is that litterally no one else I talk to understands!!! Like I told one of my best friends that I'm too anxious to drive with the instructor and be litterally just said "lol just don't hit anything its not that hard" like????? How the hell is that supposed to help

Anyways I'm sorry for this being so long I just felt I needed to post some sort of update lol

[melto]

oh isaac i am not a stage manager i could never do anything you have to do but i directed a show this summer (amongst other things) during a Nightmare Internship and was pulling 14 hour days every day and Suffering and that thing you said about how people minimize the work because you love it and you're lucky to be working at all is so real and ALSO the whole thing about how they can keep piling on work because they know you won't let it fail????? because you care too much and love what you do???????? that's so real that was so infuriating and upsetting because it's like. there's nothing for you to do but take the work. because that's just what it's like and you can't let it fail. anyway all this to say i sympathize i'm sorry you're going through that but for what it's worth i'm sure you're a great sm and i hope that not all of your productions are like this

i love you sm thank you<3 luckily im technically still an intern for this show so the work load it divided in a really specifc way bcuz i have class and my job and hw still it just makes me so fustrated to think about .  like isnt it just crazy. how they can like do that to people. its like awww u love this? well then, im sure u would love even more rn<3 what do u mean ur miserable i thot u loved this...do u not love it? if ur not gonna make sure its best it can be did u ever really love it? and then its like oh gee i guess ur right! i love it i better make sure this goes well so everyone can see how much i love it and i shouldnt complain bcuz i love it! like. HELLO??? its so shitty and its like u cant do shit abt it or Else. im shaking ur hand in my head rn so much i hope any of ur future work u dont have to deal with it again bcuz its literally the worst part</3

[im-a-goddamn-cat]

i'm so sorry this is really stupid but i just need to talk/vent a little. so. my classes start in a couple weeks and i'm so nervous/anxious about it already. like, my social anxiety is acting up bc i'm going in-person, and not only that, but my experience with classes that i had in my first/only semester is also making me dread it bc that was genuinely one of the most stressful and depressing time periods of my life. (tho those classes were all online bc of covid, idk if that makes any difference)

i'm really afraid that i'm gonna fail these classes. also i'm afraid i'm just too stupid for college/the program i want to do in general. i feel like i won't be able to keep up and/or won't be able to fully understand all the material.

tbh i'm rethinking what i want to do again. idk if i trust myself/my brain enough to go into the field i want to. (btw the program/major i want[ed?] to do is veterinary technology) i feel like i wouldn't be good at it and would just fuck things up. but this is like, the only thing in college i seem fully interested in. also, if i don't/can't do this then idk what to do bc if i'm too stupid for this, then i'm too stupid for anything else in college that looks vaguely interesting to me too.

i've never been an academic type of person, at least afaik, and i feel so stupid bc of it. i hate studying, writing papers, doing research, etc. even if the topic is something i'm interested in; idk why. it's just very hard for me.

idk if i even want to go to college... like, i want to but at the same time idk if it's right for me. but idk what to do if i don't go to college bc how am i gonna get a good job or whatever without it. also, if i don't go, then i'll just feel even more stupid and like more of a failure than i already do bc it seems like most ppl do go to college (and succeed at it). but i've also never really been in a proper school setting so idk for sure. idk.

also, i was thinking of applying for/transferring to another college but i think i might just stay at my current one, for now at least. it's only two year programs/majors here but whatever. it's a community college, so it's way cheaper than regular colleges, so if i do end up flunking/dropping out then we won't have wasted too much money. plus moving away might just make stress worse; i probably wouldn't even have that much more freedom anyways... (tbh i feel bad about that too; going to a community college instead of a regular one...)

fuck. idk. i wish i had started all this "planning" or whatever sooner tho. i'm almost 22 and have made like no progress towards anything. i've fucked myself over majorly. honestly all i want rn is to move out but i don't think i'll be able to for a while bc of how "behind" i am. (tbh i actually have a lot of money saved up but idk how long it would last or if it would even be enough) idk if i'll ever be able to move out. (i feel like my goal of moving out is stupid tho, at least that's how my parents make me feel about it. they also claim that i hate the family bc of it even tho i don't)

ugh, idk. idk what i'm trying to say here. just very stressed about everything i guess. sorry

[cheolbooluvr]

wait hold on so your follower count has increased by a hundred since I got here? 🥺 this is awesome, Chris, congrats! 🥳 and I think everything can be a milestone if it's one for you 🤗 and if u want to do something special to celebrate, go for it! :D as long as you do it for yourself and not because you feel like you have to, do you hear me? <.< about "Something Special"...it's just 🥺 really something special lmao funfact, when DK started singing "ice cream, you scream" and so on, I was immediately reminded on "Ice Cream" by TXT as the lyrics go "i scream, you scream, we all scream for ice cream". Idk if you know them but they had their comeback on monday and this is one of the b-side tracks. I actually had to check if the lyrics are the same but I think you published the fic on the same day they released the album so that would be almost impossible anyway 😅 now, the banner for "the zest of life" is sooooooooo cute 🥺 and everything you post about it just makes me more and more excited skajdjlkwjeadswa literally can't wait until you post it <3 also HAPPY JUNE TO YOU TOO <333 I'm also highkey excited for your other wips, especially your series and the sequels :D the gif of the dog looking out the window is soooooo relatable why are you so cute 🥺 you're right, I discovered your blog through class president and I couldn't be happier about it 🥰 ngl, enemies to lovers (+ fake dating) is one of my favourite genres and then there's friends to lovers and I'm all soft and cuddly 🥺 nooooo, don't make yourself cry D; tho I definitely get your pain 💔 being a perfectionist doesn't make your life easy but it leads to great results when it comes to your fics :D and I'm very happy to hear that you're slowly getting over it and feel better about your writing <3 definitely gonna note that website down since I'm currently trying to write myself lmao failing greatly at it because I never manage to actually finish a wip. which brings me to the fanfic writer ask game :D 🍄 how do you get yourself in the mood to write? I'm really curious about this because sometimes I just can't get myself to write though I actually would love to 🙁 ahhh the good old times in middle school everyone regrets when they get older :'D when I'm on a holiday with my family or literally just anywhere outside I'm taking photos with my phone of everything that crosses my way and looks in the slightest way worth capturing my storage space is hysterically laughing in the distance :') would love to see some photos taken by you some day ngl well, I haven't continued watching Vincenzo yet, I keep watching Friends atm though thanks for the heads up <3 and I love Chayoung, she's iconic but after I learned who she works for I was lowkey disappointed :( trying not to spoiler anything rn for anyone else akjdnwaölkejd srsly, I don't think any of my friends has a healthy sleep schedule though we all have to get up early but I hope you slept well last night and have a great day <3 wait, I wanted to ask you in which time zone you live? Because it was 7pm here when you said it's 11am for you, so I was wondering 😅 sending love and good vibes ❤️✨

yes omg you’ve been here basically since the beginning 😭 i know i say this a lot, but your support means the world to me and i’m thankful you’re here with me on this journey💕 i might just wait until i hit 200 to do a celebration! i want to try to get through these reqs from the first milestone and then we shall see how i’m feeling. but eternally grateful for all the support and growth anyways :’)

hehe ‘something special’ is part of a whole long series i’ve been writing for my friend and i (for our eyes only) but it’s one of my favorite scenes and him dropping the ice cream just felt very on brand 😭 he’s so silly and i love him and his bright energy. also funny story abt txt, i literally decided to stan them for reals w this comeback! so i know exactly what you’re talking abt!!! and actually i just did a smol uke cover of anti-romantic heh it’s been on repeat for the last few days and i love the whole album. every song is so good, esp 0X1=lovesong and dear sputnik, in addition to anti-romantic and ice cream ofc! well actually they’re all good sjdfkjadlf but yeah i think i’m officially a moa now :D

ahhhh thank you i love the banner!! i was soooo excited for it bc i finally figured out how to edit gifs on photoshop which is a GAME CHANGER (had to stop myself from making gifs for all my fics bc my computer actually can’t handle the processing so now i need to update the hardware skdjaldks but that’s another story) anyways ahhh i’m happy to hear that you’re excited for it! i hope it meets your expectations <3

man, my wips, i wish i could i just crank them all out bc i wanna know what happens askdlal i’ve been saying this a lot lately, but i’m like, WHAT HAPPENS and i have to respond to myself like IDK U TELL ME and my internal monologue is just that back and forth 💀 but i think that’s a great lead in to your ask game question:

🍄how do you get yourself in the mood to write? honestly, it usually just kind of hits me at random times. some days, i have so many ideas and so i’ll plot everything out but i won’t actually write, so i’ll leave it for a while and then maybe come back to it when i get too impatient with myself. other days, if i feel stuck, what i’ll do is just kind of word vomit my thoughts and go back and edit everything later, or feel out the vibes. but i feel you, writing is honestly very hard, especially if the motivation just isn’t there :’( but i think my best advice is to just get ideas out of your head and onto theoretical paper!! then just start typing even if it’s just your thoughts like “uh idk what to write but maybe if kdjflsfjlkas”

omg no i feel that, before i upgraded my phone, my camera roll was just full of photos (and also pics of sf9 and svt LOL). but i just made a thread on my twt abt my fave photos and i’d be happy to share them :)) (see below)

mmm i won’t say anything abt vincenzo until you start it back up again ;) but friends!! that reminds me, i need to watch the reunion ep!!??! not ready to cry tho :’)

i hAD a sleep schedule at some point in my life, but now... it’s messed up again LOL but i’m in the mountain time zone in the states ! so 1 hour ahead of PST if that’s any help kdljasf but i hope you’re getting rest and sleep!! i’m a big advocate for sleep and rest so !!!!!!!!!!

anyways, sending my love as always <3

EDIT: JUST REALIZED I NEVER POSTED THE PHOTOS HOLD ON DKJLASKLADS

EDIT 2: okay here we go

[tytroik]

Things I've heard people at my school say as BNHA characters

Quotes taken out of context 2.0:

Sero: Y'know if I spent as much time on duolingo as i spend on Minecraft I'd probably be actually decent at english. **Original terms here where a03 and french**

Kaminari: I don’t know what I put in my mouth but it's good.

Midnight: Do you know how much money I make off of Pornhub.

Kaminari: Ohh that’s smells good that’s bad.

(**During a fire.**

All Might: Move away from the school!

Kaminari: What no I’m getting further away from the WiFi!)

Koda: I taste good to bugs, it’s not fun.

Kirishima: Bakugou, you left your guns at my house. **Original term is Ale,**

Deku: Oh I’m fixed.

Present Mic: Boom, 84, you failed, your beans are in the ceiling.

(Kaminari: Aizawa are you proud of me? For once I didn’t lose a note taking assignment.

Aizawa: It’s a very proud day for me...)

Aizawa to Mineta: Where they losers or why were they friends with you?

Aizawa: This is not grab ass class.

Mina: Why would I eat your ass?

Shinsou: If I’m high off of my depression?

Shinsou: You just need a tiny bit of a big depression.

Sero: I’m the master at putting horses in holes.

(Mina: A singular brain cell between four people.

Midnight: Stop talking about boys like that.)

Uraraka: It makes a chuck chuck noise.

Mineta: Them tata’s bounce.

Jirou: Do you see that yellow bitch stuff.

Mina: I’m keeping my thighs away.

Jirou, to Kaminari: Are you really going to waste your money on pizza roles.

Momo: I’m sorry I just get really distracted by bras.

Uraraka: So he can't do fancy hand magic.

Uraraka: You have the magic fingers.

Jirou: Goths can pose on my grave as long as they tag me.

Shinsou: This is too much existing.

Kaminari: Maybe I have a huge boner for doctors because I need someone to balance out my stupidity.

All Might: I’m not going to hurt you!

Tokoyami: The continuation continues.

Kaminari: I'm going into maximeme OVERDRIVE.

Mina: Kami lets go rob a bank. **Original term here Ty**

Tsu: I’m not a furry but-.

Tokoyami: I'm roasting like I am rotisserie chicken.

Kirishima: Sex would definitely be experimental.

Sero: Finally something is getting in.

Deku: You know they’re your friends when they try to sabotage you.

Kaminari: Can you blame a guy for wearing lipstick.

Tsu: Just keep jumping your way into the fish.

(Uraraka: Do you like ur cheese with or without the peel??

Deku: Do you like ur peel with or without the cheese??)

Kaminari: Ogres are like layers they have onions.

Aizawa: Chip slave come hither.

Bakugou: They are big but empty.

Aizawa: Another way to fuck me.

Todoroki: I think I’m good on life rn.

Todoroki: I do everyone dirty.

Present Mic: Does anybody have a dongle?

Mina: Anyway yeah, wives are like last years joke, having human Pokémon is in.

Monoma: Hello person I will torture one day.

Jirou: Oh my god just shoot each other.

Kaminari: My hole!

Mineta: I have normal wet.

Mineta: You’ll appreciate my D.

[your-sovereign-ruler]

mental health dump

I have severe anxiety, but I've never really... processed that fact. I've gotten the official diagnosis, and I tell people that I have it. But I don't think I ever had a chance to sit down and think about how it affects me.

I lead a very stressful life. I have a LOT of obligations, all the time, and I have since I was very small. For the first time in my life, the only thing I have going on is a short pass/fail class this week. I'm not seeing my mom until tomorrow, and my dad's out of state for a few weeks. I think this is the lowest stress environment I've been in since kindergarten.

But I'm still??? So stressed??? I had an anxiety attack (not a panic attack) during my lab time because I was thinking about a test I finished three days ago. I just had another anxiety attack for no reason at all. I still can't sleep, but not because I'm studying or trying to carve out some "me time" before the next day begins. I'm just sitting in bed, staring at the door, completely convinced that as soon as I put my sleep mask on somebody's going to somehow break the lock and get in without me hearing them do it.

I actually hate this. I can never catch a break. I also think it's depressingly hilarious that I'm only figuring this out NOW, almost three years after I was diagnosed. My brain is hell. I don't know what I'm supposed to do about this, and I don't have a therapist at the moment. School's out, so my regular one there isn't taking me anymore and my sister transferred to my old one back home.

Anyway, having a questionable time rn. That is all.