#i'm always here if you want to talk about anything at all ilysm 💖💖

[kpophubb]

Hi lovely ☀ I'm so happy to hear from you, this week I was literally checking your Tumblr five times per day with my tags. I miss you so much and this week I also needed you so much, but it's okay💛 I'm so sad that you are sick😿😿 I thought you recovered but you mentioned that you don't feel good and I'm just so sad about this(((

Honestly this week I have my period, and I have to take 💊 every single day because it's just so painful 😔so I think we could have some sick party together😹

I had an exam last week which I failed, but I was so confident but I failed and my manager was so stressful and is pressuring me so much😮‍💨🤕🥴

How were your weekends? Today is Sunday and I just don't feel anything ...tomorrow I have to start work again and it's not tomorrow even it's like in 6 hours(((

Today I talked to my grandma and the second time during this 10 months and she's not doing good and mental health is bad she's pretty messed up 😣😭I'm watching this one movie now and it just reminds me of some Horrors that have been through and how lucky I am to actually Escape. ironically the movie is called No Escape. The movie is so well done tho 😭😭💔😢🥺

I Never thought these things would ever happen to me.. or would ever happen in my reality 😔😔I am just so shocked that this happened and they're still consequences and I just don't want to be a part of this you know❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹💔 I wish all of this was just a nightmare and I wake up tomorrow and everything is like before

I actually wanted to send you a short message just wish you could have happy Monday and better week 😭😢🥺🥺🥺💛💛

Stay strong baby I am just so thankful that you exist thank you for all the love you give me💛

Thank you for hyunnies gifs and quotes 🤗💗 I miss you so badly

You probably have no idea and will never understand the way you helped me during this sickness period of my life���❤️‍🩹💗 thank you so much for saving your hyunnie lixie. Please get well soon

🐁

Hi hi hi my love 🥺🤍 tumblr has been mean to me with my other asks since they crash when I make em too long (?) and can’t be edited later so here we go!😭 keeping it short but ilysm 💗 and value every little bit u say ~

First of all don’t worry about me, I’m doing better now altho I skipped my medication yesterday bc I thought I got better but apparently it made my sickness worse and took away my good night’s sleep 💔 but anyway I’m mentally active now..how are you feeling baby?:( is your period pain GONE?? I’m so sorry for being ia I’m here now promise ☀️💛🫂

The movie seems so strong..and really pain invoking and lesson learning is it on Netflix? If so, I’d love to watch while trying to understand you..

Aah it’s getting hectic for you I can say :( no sleep and so much work 😭 but I really hope smh u get a break soon and can rest as much as you need anonie. <3

I can understand about the whole nightmare part. Altho I have not been in such an intense situation like you (that’s why I give it to u always that you’re super strong bc you are my love) but I have had super dark times too and I can relate to that part where I’d be terrified and cry myself to sleep everyday and beg whatever deity was listening to make it better tomorrow and make it all vanish..but everyday I woke up and nothing changed and that made me feel devastated and made me feel like I was better off gone 💔

but I sincerely hope like me a time comes in your life where everyday would feel as good as a dream where you keep wishing you never wake up from the happiness..💖 the things of the past will never really leave u and even tho the shackles are gone someday and you’re free to walk forward, the scary marks will still be there to your feet. But look baby, slowly you’re healing even if it’s at a micro pace, getting a job, connecting w your family member (grandma) and slowly getting up even tho the suffocating feeling still haunts u, it’s slowly leading to a betterment. Like this, I’m sure you will walk towards light, love and happiness soon. Just faith it till u make it okay??

exams Are shitty..and it’s so disappointing to fail after giving your best it’s like realising your best never amounted to anything but hey love remember what I told u? “Human beings are filled w crazy potential even if you feel like u gave your best today you could still wake up tomorrow and try harder.” So keep your chin high, take a deep breath and try hard again. 💘 every success comes with ten failures, remember that.

and lastly I’ll always be here to save u and pull you up just like lixie does for hyunjin. It’s a promise, not a fancy statement. And I keep my words always. I love you sm and I couldn’t add the last quote bc that post isn’t working anymore but it was..

“The world doesn’t matter. YOU matter. 💛☀️..”♡♡

[lanasblood]

okay I know this one will hurt me because I read the themes and.... mentions of previous fluff made me sadder than the angst that's awaiting me :(

What you and Neteyam had was wrong - that’s what you had been told, without actually being told. 

wHo SAYS THAT!!! COME ON OUT!! FIGHT ME

The prince of the Omatikaya was technically promised to another

oh…. well…. oh…. :(

Even in your eyes, you could see they were made for one another. 

noooooo babyyy :(((

the way he stood, proud and tall, and exuding confidence despite knowing he was nervous on the inside; the subtle curves against the corner of his lips every time he’d look in your direction, eager to please and put a smile on your own face; the way his muscles grew taut when he was training or reaching for something, on full display to the point where you struggled to take your eyes away from his figure

I'm blushing giggling twirling my hair kicking my legs and indeed struggling to take my eyes away from him

He’d teasingly asked you whether you enjoyed looking at him, 

if he asked me that I’d die, no but's, no hesitations, goodbye

but, you’d never actually managed to come up with an excuse, because that was when he’d first kissed you. 

oh he is a smooth one, he sees the chance and takes it (j'aime beaucoup)

Not long after that, the Olo’eyktan had announced that his eldest son was to be mated with Tai’la

don't want to stir some drama but that name in real life, similar sound, different writing, is my personal vendetta..... so innocent or not, wrong choice sir olo'eyktan, I don't like her. ALSO JAke, my man, why the fuck don’t you ask your son first?!

You’d never be able to get those pieces back, to forge them back to the puzzle that was your heart until it was whole again.

oh no :(( but the imagery is vivid, written beautifully!!

Not when you knew you’d have to watch Neteyam court someone who wasn’t you, mate with someone who wasn’t you - start a family with someone that wasn’t you. 

so that makes us the other woman, huh??

For so long now, he had considered you the one, and in just seconds, you had been ripped away from him.

again JAKESULLY WHY DON’T YOU TALK TO YOUR CHILD BEFORE ANNOUNCING THE NEWS TO THE WHOLE CLAN?!

Your attention briefly looked over to Tai’la, who was being congratulated by several others, her family looking proud of her.

homegirl just won the jackpot fr 😒

“Did you know?” You repeat, voice a little firmer. “Did you know your parents had decided someone for you?”  Neteyam paused, and that was already enough of an answer for you. 

he KNEW?? oh the betrayallllll noooooo 💔

“I’d told my parents about you, that I wanted to start properly courting you soon… they didn’t really approve, but they didn’t say anything about this, about her.”

what’s so wrong about us?!?! jake?? neytiri??? i thought you liked us??

“I - I promised to stay away from you… but I can’t - I couldn’t. Not my Tahni (star)…” 

the tahni nickname is so cute and leaves a bitter taste in this scenario.... oh back to the betrayal. i’m so disappointed in him. he should've communicated with us (we could run away together, start anew 😛)

“You’ll always be mine, tahni (star), in the back of my mind.”

IT'S NOT ENOUGH

“I’ll look for you first in my next life.” 

wait, WHAT!!! so we're not even the other woman, he just accepts his fate (it's not even fate) FIGHT FOR US YOU DUMBASS

And, in each one of them, he’d make sure you were always his. 

:(((((((((

okay my love I will just pretend that this is some kind of fanfic in a fanfic because I refuse to accept bittersweet endings (that's my coping mechanism); this was :( but also *-* because writing is 💖🤌🏼 (that's all I gotta say 😂), remember y'all, don't trust any tai'la's and their variations (even if this one here didn't do anything), and neteyam I will see you in the next drabble (a happy one I hope), ilysm fleur <33

❛  you’ll always be mine, in the back of my mind ... i’ll look for you first in my next life.  ❜

❛  i promised to stay away from you ... but i can’t.  ❜

forbidden love prompts plsssss x

i’ve noticed that i like to give at least a little background to these, so that’s what we’re having :)) also, wrote this whilst listening to drivers license & i miss u im sorry in the middle of the night, meaning if things don't make since, im sorry, so take that with what you will… 2k drabbles!

pairing ; neteyam x fem!reader

synopsis ; you thought you and neteyam had longer together, but ewya wouldn’t even grant you that.

themes ; mentions of previous fluff, angst

What you and Neteyam had was wrong - that’s what you had been told, without actually being told.

The prince of the Omatikaya was technically promised to another, his parents having secretly already set up the pair and believing it to be a perfect match. And, in the eyes of his parents, it was perfect. Here you had Neteyam on one side, a mighty warrior who was protective and family-oriented at the same time, and on the other side, you had Tai’la, a woman coming into her own who’s hands were perfectly crafted by Ewya herself to ensure the health and safety of those around her.

Even in your eyes, you could see they were made for one another. Still, you'd never get him out of your head.

The first time anything had happened had been back before he was told about his estrangement with Tai’la. The two of you had sort of grown up together - not quite best friends, but two Na’vi who could happily say they enjoyed a good conversation from the other.

And, those conversations gradually grew in numbers, until you were actively seeking one another out. You’d find a somewhat secluded part of your home, the two of you finding comfort in one another’s presence and talking about any and everything - whether that be how your day’s had went, what you were hoping to eat, your hobbies… So much was said between the two of you during these times, it came to a point where you knew him almost as much as you knew yourself.

As these times flew by, you and Neteyam had obviously grown a lot closer, to the point where you couldn’t deny the sudden feelings you’d grown for him. Out of nowhere, it seemed as though you were noticing everything about him in a different light - the way he stood, proud and tall, and exuding confidence despite knowing he was nervous on the inside; the subtle curves against the corner of his lips every time he’d look in your direction, eager to please and put a smile on your own face; the way his muscles grew taut when he was training or reaching for something, on full display to the point where you struggled to take your eyes away from his figure.

Perhaps you had been too obvious in your gawking when admiring Neteyam, or maybe he’d been just as smitten as you were, but not too long after that, he’d confronted you about it. He’d teasingly asked you whether you enjoyed looking at him, watching him do his tasks throughout the day, because he couldn’t help but spot you every now and again with your eyes trained on him. Instantly, you were flustered at being caught, cheeks darkening and heart beating rapidly, but, you’d never actually managed to come up with an excuse, because that was when he’d first kissed you.

It had been everything you’d dreamed of, sharing such a beautiful experience with Neteyam. And, everything had been beautiful for a while after that - the two of you continuously sneaking away to some far off place so you could show your true affections for one another without any repercussions.

Still, that hadn’t stopped what had come next.

Not long after that, the Olo’eyktan had announced that his eldest son was to be mated with Tai’la, a young woman who everyone could see had a bright future ahead of her. And, what better way to spend it than by being with the future Olo’eyktan himself?

The moment those words had left his mouth, your heart had shattered into a million different pieces, scattered across the expanse of Pandora. You’d never be able to get those pieces back, to forge them back to the puzzle that was your heart until it was whole again. Not when you knew you’d have to watch Neteyam court someone who wasn’t you, mate with someone who wasn’t you - start a family with someone that wasn’t you.

You knew it might’ve been a little difficult to convince both of your family’s that what you had was real, and that you would want to go further with it when the time came, but, it was something worth fighting for. Clearly, Ewya hadn’t thought the same.

In the near distance, your gaze had met Neteyam’s figure, his brows pinched in confusion and mouth open in shock. So many emotions were coursing through him, he didn’t know what to think - he didn’t know what to do next. For so long now, he had considered you the one, and in just seconds, you had been ripped away from him.

When your eyes finally connected, all he could see was the sadness clear as day, lingering behind your gaze until he was sure you were just moments away from sobbing. Your attention briefly looked over to Tai’la, who was being congratulated by several others, her family looking proud of her. Suddenly, you felt sick - suddenly, everything was too much.

In an instant, you’re leaving, weaving in and out of people as they cheer for their future leaders, all happy smiles and waving hands. Your thundering feet take you out further into the forest, needing the quiet of the earth to contemplate everything life has just thrown at you, and what this had meant.

Neteyam was no longer yours.

Everything the two had been through all that time had meant nothing in the end, not when he would eventually be doing all of that with her, with his mate.

“Tahni (star),” a voice called, one instantly being recognisable as Neteyam’s. Your heart sank in your throat when you understood it.

Turning your head further away from his approaching figure, you were desperate to hide the tears leaking down your cheeks. It wouldn’t be the best thing in the world for him to see how much this affected you - not if it was only going to make your situation worse. Neteyam belonged to someone else, now, meaning you weren’t his to comfort.

“Tahni (star), please,” he called quietly, gentle hands reaching out to turn you around to face him. When you did, everything had felt wrong to him. Seeing you cry in front of him, because of something that involved him, made him feel the worst he’s ever felt in his entire life. “Oh, my beautiful girl. I’m so sorry.”

“Did you know?” You question quickly, wanting to get the worst of it all out the way.

His brows furrow. “What?”

“Did you know?” You repeat, voice a little firmer. “Did you know your parents had decided someone for you?”

Neteyam paused, and that was already enough of an answer for you. Your emotions increased more in their torture, more tears spilling from your crinkled eyes as sobs escaped your lips in despair. Moving to put some distance between you, that space only felt larger than it ever would be, more so now than ever.

“I’d had… an idea…” he sighed, shoulders slacking and posture dejected as he admitted the truth. “I’d told my parents about you, that I wanted to start properly courting you soon… they didn’t really approve, but they didn’t say anything about this, about her.” You had wanted an explanation, but hearing this had only worsened it all. “Tahni (star), please, I promise-”

You shook your head, your throat racked with sobs, so much so, you had struggled to get any words out at first. In the end, you weren’t sure what was best to say anyway.

“They made me promise,” he continued, like he didn’t care that all you wanted was for him to leave, just to make things a little easier for the two of you. He needed you to know, he needed you to know every little thing he’d thought about you, about how much he truly felt for you. “I - I promised to stay away from you… but I can’t - I couldn’t. Not my Tahni (star)…”

A broken sigh fell from your lips at his words, squeezing your eyes impossibly tighter like closing them would close him off, too.

You needed to leave - this was only making everything worse.

“You’ll always be mine, tahni (star), in the back of my mind.” Neteyam’s voice was barely audible now, just a quiet whisper that was slightly shaky. Maybe he’d started to understand that this was coming to an end, too, but not without his last, final words. “I’ll look for you first in my next life.”

That was a promise he’d always keep, for the rest of his life on Pandora, until he was back in the arms of Ewya. He knew the two of you were meant to be together - and, you’d find one another in every life after this one. And, in each one of them, he’d make sure you were always his.

[evelxtus]

Hi hi, Zhona-san! Its been a while since I last requested something so I hope you dont mind me dropping one again to you hehehe! But first of all, tho, I love your new theme waahhhh its so cuteeee and fluffy😫💕💕 but anyway, lmao, can I request fluff with best boy (it can be scenario or anything u prefer!) Albedo accidentally traveling to the future where he found that he already married reader (which he was hopelessly pining in the present lmao) and he talked to his older self like "bro, better move that slow arse of urs before u regret it" or smth like an encouragement lol.

But my request of request to you, Zhona-san, please take care!! And happy early winter holiday to you!! ilysm 💖💖💖

- birb 🐦 anonie

Tʀᴀᴠᴇʟɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴜᴛᴜʀᴇ. ☁️

pairing. . . albedo x gn! reader.

warnings. . . you two are married in the future, i refer to the albedo of the past as pastbedo a couple of times hshds, and fluff fluuuff.

a/n. . . BELOVED BIRB ANON I'm always so happy to see you around!!! I couldn't help but write for this as soon as I saw your request, it's precious!! Hope you're good as well, I'm always here for you and happy early winter holidays to you too 💕💕

His feelings towards you were confusing, yet strong. Why did his heart beat so fast when you were around? Why can't he prevent his gaze from wandering off your figure as he watches everything you do, no matter how irrelevant it may be? He had already figured it was love, but he didn't want to risk anything for it. What if he makes a mistake and it's fatal for your relationship? In this field, it'll be the one in which you see the poor alchemist the most insecure about. He's so lost about this kind of love.

When Albedo accidentally travels to the future, he feels really stunned... it seems all the same in his camp. A voice behind him startles him. “I see you managed to do it, I congratulate you.” It was his own voice, with a tone of amusement from the confusion of the Albedo from the past.

“How... how did I do it?” he walks slowly, running his hands over the table, the books, the shelves as he passes. Everything looks exactly the same, but what he's really paying special attention to is himself from the future, who from time to time looks out the entrance making sure no one passes by.

“That doesn't matter, you'll see once you come back.” he responds with a small smile, crossing his arms, glancing at the other Albedo. “It's curious, right? You are from the past, I am from your future, but we are both in the present at this very moment. We certainly crossed our limits with this discovery, huh?”

The one from the past frowned at him, remembering something important. “And y/n? Everything is fine?”

“Look behind you. You have missed a few... important details.” he answers, and Pastbedo obeys. On the cold wall, there hangs a picture of the two of you together. And on the shelves there are some objects that you usually take everywhere. Pastbedo opens his mouth as if to say something, but he's too busy putting all the pieces of the puzzle together in his mind. He turns, and the last piece makes sense of it all. The Albedo from the future has a sparkling ring on his finger, showing it to him proudly after removing the glove, with a small smile showing 0 regrets on his face.

“Have I... married...?” he can hardly formulate the words correctly. His cheeks turn pale pink as his lips tremble slightly with excitement. He doesn't know what to do, he just stares at the photo behind his back again, looking at you, and only you. You are still just as precious as you're in the past.

“Why do you hesitate so much? Why did I hesitate so much?” Albedo from the future speaks again, causing the other to return to reality. “Look to you. You are in love. And look at me. Is there still something to be questioned about it? Come on, Albedo, move. Move at once and don't waste any more time. You'll make y/n so happy.” His voice grew a little higher and higher, the Albedo of the past staring at him desperately as his vision began to blur.

His hand reached out in a futile attempt to grab the clothes of the other Albedo, who was looking at him with a smile from his position. “Wait! There are more things that--”

And blackness.

Returning to the present, Albedo gasped loud, and he was welcomed into the timeline that corresponded to him with your hand gently pushing him towards your chest. To your surprise, he clung to your arm, snuggling closer to you as the thoughts of him reordered inside his mind. And although he was calming down again, he was still clinging to you.

And he was not willing to let you let go, not until he told you his true feelings, which now made sense thanks to that accidental travel to the future.

“y/n...” he whispers. He closes his eyes as he brushes his cheek slightly against your chest, grasping your arm more firmly. His voice's a bit breathy, his heart beating fast in anticipation of what he was going to say. The excitement of revelation running through his veins, the excitement of knowing exactly what love feels like, and it was like ecstasy to him.

“I love you.”