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Nihitober Day 24: Buried
#nihitober#inktober#ink art#mushrooms#surreal art#make good art#make ink art#traditional media#pen#nihitober day 24: buried#didn't really work out as I planned#i'm also starting to get real tired#the lack of response on all platforms is bumming me the fuck out#though I'm also not surprised#bc I feel most of my arts this year really aren't anything special#i'll stop whining#just a few more days
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Getting Ao3 comments really make a difference.
First because the comment count encourages more people to read the fic. But also because I can go back and re-read them to keep me motivated. To see that people care about my fic.
I love getting feedback in DM or a server, but it's not the same as getting that ao3 email. Chat moves on, comments stay visible.
Just a few words, a keyboard smash or even an emote will do the job.
#it is a big reason why i struggle to continue dhl2 tbh#my brain managed to convince me nobody cares when the comments stopped#please don't hate me#I'll not whine about comments all the time#i just felt the need to voice it once
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me trying to hype myself up to posting online again despite The Horror
#so turned out taking a break was both needed and the worst thing I could have done#having Anything to do day to day was the one thing keeping my brain from engaging nuclear meltdown lol#was trying to tell myself if the election went well maybe there'd be a chance for someone like me and it'd be worth trying again#but uhh no need to explain the flaws in that logic lmao#still stuck in the same place with no where else to go#and like#the more I learn about the scale of history the more I understand that relief won't really come until long after I've died#not at a scale needing to overcome the sheer ocean of grief and blood my country is built on and continues to feed year by year#have to live with it now somehow#its not liberating to acknowledge#but there's no such thing as miracles so I guess I'll stop hoping for better#that kind of thing has to be built by hand#really feelin that pingu rn#anyway time to stop whining I gotta start planning to post art or something#might need a second blog for my other non-nature-y artwork#trying to figure out how to make things manageable#maybe will make something silly just to break the ice#rompopolo calls
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Fuck having proper citations, I'm tagging this academic paper as canon divergent
#going back to our roots writing this paper greek philosophy style#why does everything have to be So Much#I'm only good at the 'building new stuff from what I already know' stage of the process#not the 'loading new data to hard drive' part#writing to storage speeds are so slooooow compared to accessing data#...fine I'll stop whining and get back to typing#maddie debrief#academia#academic writing#research paper#uni
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so lewis where we at with the purple helmet
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why do people keep telling me I'm hot if no one actually wants to make out with me I don't get iiittttt
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sorry for another "i wont be as active for a bit" post (and then i'll probably come crawling back rly soon like all the other times bc i learn to cope w worsening conditions and return my usual haunts again fdsjkl) but uhmm i cannot draw and i can barely think straight. so we're going the "less active" route it seems! not that it matters much but. just in case it does last longer than a few days that's the update o7
#almost got hit by a truck today so things are rly just not going great (he came flying out of nowhere and didnt stop for the X-ing lights)#came home to a bunch of dishes that my brother created and. just. didnt do i guess. really cool of him /sarc#also got maybe two hours of sleep total last night! was so stressed i was having physical symptoms and also brother was crashing around#and thats like. only half of everything going badly. but anyways. i should not whine and wail about it. i'll deal w it fksfkl#i do feel bad that kitchen lady found me crying outside the centre and i think she thinks its her fault bc she didnt need my help today#and she's asked me to help tomorrow which is unusual. so. augh. i'll have to... explain tomorrow maybe so she doesnt feel bad anymore#i just keep thinking ''i want to go home'' but girl! u are already home! 😭😭 its just not. safe. or a place of resting anymore. alas!!!#dandy.cmd#vent //
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i just wanted to draw gays without feeling like im dying, but no, the ac said no and fuck you as it stops working for the last few days.
im hydrating and trying to chill, but it's soooo uncomfortable 😓
#we're getting to repair person tomorrow but it's so hard to focus on anything like this#i don't like whining but ugh i hate this#water tastes extra good like this at least#ok i'll stop bitchin now
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You can get emotionally invested in media... but watch out, it can really bum you out if it ends up being disappointing.
#i'll stop whining now aksfhjksdg i'm just gonna watch some saiki and i'll be fine#this is nothing compared to when voltron failed me lmao i'm just being dramatic
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i get soo mad every time a new hydro character gets announced or leaked and it's not a hydro claymore lmao. idk what part of my neurotype i can blame this on but it drives me up the fucking walls that it's been this long and it's now the ONLY weapon/element combo unaccounted for
#like im not going about my day seething or anything but it is most certainly my gut reaction#would a hydro claymore suck ass to play well yes probably. not the fucking point#we're really leaving the nation of hydro without one huh#i like freminet as a character but i cant think abt him too long or i get mad. HE SHOULDVE BEEN HYDRO!!!!!!#genshin impact#aphelion.txt#hydro claymore#plsplsplsplspls just let me make things symmetrical ok. pls#once i get done building sayu and yaoyao in a minute here i'll have a fully built character of#Every single combo that exists. even tho some of them are kinda useless. cuz it pleases me#i highly doubt anyone at mhy is putting that much thought into it but i almost feel atp they are withholding hydro claymore out of spite#'Lee the whitewashing. the whitewashing.' yeah no im mad abt that too#i know they will never fix that thouhg#what is stopping them from releasing hydro claymore? nothing. fucking nothing#i have got to stop making posts that im definitely gonna delete 2hrs later#Every time i mald and whine on this blog is a limited edition special. eat it up while you can
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pssssst
still following the Ayan Seduction 101 posts
still love them
and you
carry on 🖤
I'm going to cry on u omg. Thank you 😭 idk who you are but I will fight anyone for you forever asfhdjs
#ask post#anonymous#for rainy days#i feel like all i've done is lurk and whine recently so#this appearing in my inbox in the depths of my pity spiral is just#so much#i'm not gonna get into it here but i've been very in my own head about my gifs and stuff recently#both for internal and external reasons#stupid pointless external stuff and my own inability to be okay with anything i've ever done#so this and my monstera i thought was dying given me a new leaf have made my morning#the peace lily has given up on me but i saw that coming they hate me#i'll stop talking about my plants now#but i could go all day#anyway this isn't about that#thank u thank you thank u
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ok the ask thing was ugh but the worst thing about being shadowbanned is not being able to be a silly little guy in people's post replies. how can I be expected to be annoying under these conditions LET ME OUT
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me earlier: grinning because of nice comments on my writing, excited to progress on creechur fic and other projects when I can
me now: my writing is not even that good and it would get so much more attention if I included smut and why do I always need to mention ace headcanons when it's not even that relevant and the tag is gonna make me lose readers and why is it so hard for me to stay focused and make progress even when I have literally nothing else to do and
#its true what they say about not listening to your brain past 9pm#beelio rants#WOOHOO TIME FOR BED#tomorrow i'll stop whining and get some of that chapter written or so help me
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I hope my three day trip with my friends will finally put my mind at peace. I just feel so lonely...
#pen rambles#not the kind of lonely i'm missing out on ppl#more like the kind of lonely i enjoy this one thing by myself#it's probably my fault for keeping my hopes up for a bit#and yes i'm being v dramatic for still getting hung up on it#i don't really have another place to vent on this (and i really hope this is the last from here)#a part of me wants to blame something#i think it's lame and tiring going back to 'gl chp 11 must be that bad' and dragging myself down bc of the lack of reception#but i wouldn't feel this way if i didn't care a lot abt it#i still love that chapter#i still love gl a lot#it got me through rough times. i almost lost my job bc of my health issues#and i couldn't stop writing for it even when commuting got so bad or i couldn't sleep or eat properly for days#so if you love it so much why can't you just suck it up and be content with that?#i'm trying really haha#it just gets lonely loving it sometimes#esp when you decide to share it#i always feel like i'm talking to myself (which isn't very far off tbh)#i'm still going to write but i just hope this feeling wears off soon#okay! i'm done whining and i'll be disappearing again
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is that your cat? what's it's name? so cute 💓
her name is ziti 🇮🇹 we just got her yesterday so she's adjusting and so is our dog. i was worried abt the dog even though he's lived with a cat his entire life bc he likes to hunt chipmunks and birds (and ziti is significantly smaller than our other cat meowgi was lol), but when they see each other through the glass doors of the sunroom she'll flop over and he'll scratch and whine like he does when he wants to see his dog friends in the yards next to ours. but she's having fun 🐱
#he really wants to smell her he keeps jamming his nose in between the screen door and the sliding glass door#so i think tonight i'll give him her food bowl and the pad out of her carrier#and tomorrow i'll let him into the sunroom she's sleeping in while she's in the house#when he scratches and whines he'll stop scratching for a bit if i tell him to#and his hair isn't raised up or anything and he's easily distracted from looking at her. all good things#before they meet with him on a leash i think i want them to meet w him in his crate esp bc that's a safe space for him#idk it's going to be a Process bc he just seems way too excited right now and i don't think he'll appreciate it if she hisses at him rn#bc she's new and he is quite territorial. he has scared pest control before#dumping out all my thoughts this has been so exhausting lol#ask
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i feel like those detective guys who are forced to crossdress to seduce a perp
#ooc#get me out of here#i'll stop whining after this but. not being out to your family and transmasc is the worst thing ever#top 10 things that make you want to sell your soul#can we leave the woman-ing to the actual people who want to be women. not me#little latin boy in drag why are you crying
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