#i'll miss you all

[mythicalbex]

Goodbye, Sylus & Zayne... (I'll miss you, every day.)

Today marks the day that I will be retiring from the Love and Deepspace fandom. I just feel like this game is consuming me and it isn't healthy. At first, it started out as fun, but as a Non-paying player, it's just hard for me to get the limited cards I want. I just feel like I'd never achieve them in time. So from this point forward, I will not play anymore. And I know that people might not care and that's understandable, I just wanted to write out my reasons for ME to understand. I love Sylus and I also love Zayne, more than anybody will ever know.. I'm probably overreacting, but when you're someone like me - you'd take any affection & application you can get. (Even if they're not real) Again, this is just for me and no one else has to read this. I hope you all have fun, like I did but for me - this is the end. And hey, maybe I'll come back one day and Sylus & Zayne will greet me again. But that's gonna be a long time from now, because they know I can never stay away forever. Goodbye, Love and Deepspace Fandom. You will always be a core memory for me. - Venus Sullivan (My MC) Ps: I love Xavier & Rafayel too, it's just Xavier's my brother's name and Rafayel gets on my nerves so I don't have the same kind of love for them as I do Sylus & Zayne.

[inkwell-illustrations]

Goodbye everyone

I doubt anyone will care, but I'm going to be taking a hiatus for a while. I don't know for how long but I just need a brake. To all my Moots & Followers I hope you have a good time I love you all 💖

bye!

@paranormaltheatrekid @pangothepangolin @kairithemang0 @crescentrivers @the-river-rix @pavl-art

[breezydaysoflife]

Ok. So. I saw another GO creator who I love who's moved on to another fandom post something like this, which I think finally gave me the courage to do it myself.

I'll be taking a break from the GO fandom. You all are lovely people, and I really did feel appreciated and cared for and loved here, but the knowledge of what NG did, especially since my specialty is the exact thing he misused as a tool to abuse his victims, weighs extremely heavily on me and I don't know if I can bear that weight while there's so much more shit going on in my life that adds to it.

Good Omens meant so much to me. It was a story I loved and connected with, it was something I bonded with my boyfriend over, but I just can't. I tried to ignore it, to reassure myself that it would go away in time, but it didn't.

I have not quite personal, but close to it, history with people like him that misused what should be a beautiful and unique expression of love to be predatory and harmful. And I just can't bring myself to continue ignoring it.

I don't know how long I'll be gone. I don't even know if I'll come back. But I didn't want to just disappear and make you all worry about me.

I'll stay on this account for a day or so longer, just to respond to any questions anyone has, but after that I'll be moving over to the new account I just created @moonlightdoesgenshin, if I recognize your name I'll try and mutual you again

Thank you all for providing a safe space when I needed it, but this is where I have to say goodbye for now</3

[koussevitzky]

I'm going to kill myself I just accidentally walked into someone's room instead of the bathroom

[evil-gay-person-inactive]

im gonna make a new blog and stop using this one

i dont wanna delete it for sentimental reasons

srry guys <33

[tiger-gemii]

I'm getting my insides cut out in 2 days. I'm scared I won't wake up.

[whump-in-the-closet]

weak in the knees for situations where a stoic whumpee allows someone to help them. they don't say a word of acceptance but they don't protest either. Too injured to say no and too tired to deny they need it. Just grudgingly letting a gentle hand guide them to a bed or to wrap a wound. Then a quiet, "thank you." in between sharp breathing as they try not to break down in front of someone else. Love love love shielded vulnerability

[grimfantas]

10 years in the future for Nanako-chan

[sainz100]

2024 Brazilian GP | x

[vaguely-concerned]

purple hawke who, at malcolm's death, lost not only a father, a mentor, the single most stable and safe point in their world up until this moment. but also the only person in their life who would consistently, gleefully 'yes, and — ' them. the loss, in one fell swoop, of both a beloved parent and your sole willing — no, not only willing, enthusiastic — improv partner. truly, the most unkindest cut of all that the maker could have seen fit to deal. (there's always so much less laughter in the house, after malcolm's gone.)

and then after all the horrors of the blight and trying to make a new life in the shithole turned shithome of kirkwall....... they meet varric. and something that's been slumbering deep within their soul dries a tear of relief and joy and whispers 'oh we are so back'. and they are so right

[shalom-iamcominghome]

If even acknowledging antisemitism within your community spaces is going to "distract from the cause," maybe that's because the foundation of your beliefs comes down to antisemitism. What you're doing is telling on yourself.

[eriyu]

oops!!!!!!!! accidentally caught the script up to msq!!!!

i honestly did not think this was going to be possible with the amount of time left after i finished 6.0, but here we are!!!!!!!

the entire msq, at your fingertips!!!!!!!!!

please know that i will NOT be doing dawntrail's MSQ immediately after it drops though. i want to enjoy playing through for the first time without making it into a job. i hope to get to it before TOO too long, though 💖

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Thank you all for an incredible 500 days of love and support. I offer you: answers to questions that no one has asked.

(As always, more can be found in the tags <3)

[ministarfruit]

time to head backstage!

[dreamlifebunny]

Manifestation is ALWAYS guaranteed once you've made your wish omg. Like, always always always. A few months ago I said, "Goddddd, I am sick of feeling lonely, I need a boy who I can talk to about video game music for hours. We should be able to chat about anything and everything so easily. And have similar formative experiences so we can just get each other. And he should look exactly like this. And he should be super well put together and someone I don't need to take care of. And maybe we aren't even together because I'm not ready for that, but we can just be absolute besties who have crushes on each other. Yeahhh. Okay, anyway."

Moved on with my life, sometimes thought about it, quite often felt lack about it or heartache over not having friends like this, but always just daydreamed about this imaginal person.

GIRLLLLL, when I tell you that a few weeks ago I met this guy who I used to have a tiny crush on years ago that I totally had forgotten about?? He had a girlfriend at the time that I met him, but now he didn't. We bonded over video game music (especially my current hyperfixation) and made plans to hang out. Last night I hung out with him, and he made me frickin' SOUP in his fancy apartment and we talked about video game music for FOUR WHOLE HOURS. And he played piano soooo fucking well, and had the same experiences as me with music and video games growing up. And he looked EXACTLY like how I imagined him in my mind. God, and he's absolutely adorable, but I'd also be happy if we were just friends, since he's fulfilling my little crush quota. Like, what the fuck? Ask and it is GIVEN.

Whenever I "doubt" the law or I'm feeling lack or anything like that, stuff like this always brings me right back to the reality that I am god and there is nothing that I cannot be, do, or have. It always makes me feel so silly for forgetting my power; I'm team-working with an amazing creator (who in reality is just me, there is no separation) who brings about everything I want, in the exact perfect way, and all I had to do was make a silly little decision filled with hope and fun and love. It's not my responsibility to figure out the how or when, and that makes it fun. It's always guaranteed. It will not be late. It will always be perfect.

Make a wish and let it unfold. You'll be so happy that you did.

[prinsomnia]

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