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seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything
#i personally like to not be doing things constantly at all times. it stresses me out#i know there are ppl who thrive on cosntant activity#but me i like to chill out.#and the problem then becomes that i only ACTIVELY remember to do work and Find More Work To Do when im stressed#at the thought that others might want to see me working#if im ever relaxed i just dont look for stuff to do#catch 22 of modern work culture which permeates even ostensibly noncapitalist structures like public libraries#for instance: will it really kill anybody if the books get shelved by me now after a very busy day?#or shelved tomorrow morning by. well probably me since i'll be the one at the desk#not in the slightest#but it was work that wasnt being immediately done by me. therefore it was incorrect behavior#that i failed to identify because my instinct is to relax when not immediately presented with a Situation#this got me labeled as 'having no initiative' by my dad from a very early age#and even as an adult i still feel like im a child with no initiative
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rough day...
#i might come back and color this. Eventually....#scribbled this after a busy day of lots of moving things into storage and hauling boxes around#i felt a bit like a workhorse!#at some point i sat down on the uhaul w/ my water and thought. Wow. How Does Eddie Manage#poor guy deserves a break...#he needs a day off smh#i mean the neighborhood would fall apart w/o him probably but still. he needs a vacation!#he works too hard! someone tell him to prioritize himself for once!#scribble garnish#welcome home#welcome home puppet show#welcome home fanart#eddie dear#alrighty well its 12 am i need to get up in less than 6 hours and i still have Several Things To Do before i can sleep!#so! queuing this and getting those last chores done#wait fuck. what where they#well! i'll remember when i get up to do them! probably!#yknow 7 hours into tomorrow's drive im gonna be like OH FUCK I FORGOT THE [insert task here]#oh. shit did i eat dinner? hm... im not gonna be ready for breakfast when i wake up#so i might as well add 'quick cup of noodles' onto tonight's Before-Sleep list....#im rambling! sorry!#anyway i have Much affection for eddie! somebody get him a spa day and some shiny new stamps!!!
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Some downtime doodles in my weekend
#my art#fallout#arcade gannon#this is far lower effort on the colouring than the previous things I've posted to his tag#also you get to see what 90% of my doodles look like as an added bonus#just wanted to draw them casually hanging out#so here they are playing card games and doing some people watching#J will stack his deck and count cards so any card game played with him must involve extensive deck cutting#I had another thing I was working on but I gotta format and colour still so I'll do that tomorrow#I wish I was the kinda person that could sit down and whip something out after work in a couple hours#but alas I am not - I open csp at 10am and it remains open until 10pm with little to show#90% of the process is to stare at references#and find 3d models to rotate and get frustrated I can't put to the one specific angle I need#my ocs#oc: JS Antyllus
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so uh, remember back in 2019 when I was like I want to do a Dishonored cross-stitch, something harder than the Outsider’s Mark but also easier than actual people? And I wasn’t seeing a lot of existing patterns so I spent some time messing with C-Stitch and didn’t start stitching it until 2020? And I decided it would look cooler if I used the Diament metallic gold instead of just plain gold floss, aka I made it 10x more difficult. And also it would be 10in by 10in which is big for me. Like, I’ve never finished anything that big.
Well, until now.
#it's 111:30 pm i do Not trust myself to frame it#i'll do it tomorrow after work and make a real post#fun fact about the frame i bought it in 2020 which seemed ridiuculous but#it was good i did since i got it at bed bath beyond#it's gold and matches the metallic thread okay it's perfect#also this was 18 count aida#I should've just ordered some black 18 count online but I didn't#so...yeah. there's a reason it took 3 years
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That damned smile ✨
#Scarlet Hollow#Tabitha Scarlet#I like her! (Even if I give her an headache half of the time lol)#i played scarlet hollow for the 1st time yesterday#(i was actually thinking of waiting until the game was fully complete but in the end i couldn't resist orz)#i was planning to play about 1 hour and then get back to drawing#i ended up playing for 5 hours straight so i didn't draw at all that day lol#i still need to play the last chapter that's currently available#i have to do that before my work day the day after tomorrow or else i'll be thinking too much about playing it lol
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i suppose i should do a little check in... i managed to finish ch3 of blood choke for nanowrimo (yay) but i'm still not where i want to be with tnp (boo)
it's been slow going... in general after the blood choke update my motivation kinda dropped more than i was expecting, which was foolish given the time of year. holidays are always a pain since i work retail....
anyways all that to say that i'm currently working on tnp. blood choke has shifted to the backburner - i'm still working on that, too, but my main focus now is to finish the ch2 blackwater route for tnp. i've also relegated my other projects to backburner as well. i really want to finish this damn tnp chapter before anything else at this point lmfao
i'm also going to be hosting a jam (which i'll announce tomorrow) along with some of my pals that will be through jan-feb, and i have a short game planned for that which i don't think will take up too much of my time.
thanks everyone for your patience and for sticking around as always 💗 i know it's been a long time and i appreciate the support you all still show me for this story.
#wanted to post this now bc i'll probably be scarce after tomorrow bc of work thru the new year#i wish i could say update soon but im not gonna do that to u all LOL#tnp is beating my ass rn#but i AM making progress. very slow very painful progress#i don't want to force it too much because thats just not fair to the game or to you all or to myself#im taking her for walks and giving her treats. we are bonding again slowly but surely#OH also i'll post those other snippets w noel and clem later this month too for u all#personal
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after ages i've finally gone back to my big document of gifsets i want to make for mdzs/cql 🙏
#a second era is coming if i can just.... /do it/#to facilitate me ''just doing it'' i have highlighted some of the ideas#i think shouldn't take too much effort to make#tomorrow after work i'll choose one of those and try to make it#fra.txt
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she's beauty she's grace she's Miss Eevee Cosplay 3.0
#personal#pls don't ask me why i'm up at 2am i don't wanna talk about it#anyway i think she's mostly done maybe#i did some more work on the bangs on the wig after i took these pictures so they look better#and i might try to find some flowery earrings when i go to the store for some other stuff tomorrow#but all the major things are done. i think.#honestly i'm all over the place rn so i could be forgetting something#i keep bouncing back and forth between the one million things i have to do (con and not con-related)#anyway i usually try to do a different cosplay every day of con but idk i think i'll just wear flower eevee both saturday and sunday#bc i've put so much work into it and tbh i don't think i can handle trying to get another cosplay ready rn#the only exception would be maybe doing eevee 1.0 or 2.0 bc have everything except the wigs for those ready bc of eevee 3.0#totoro is friday bc my friends and i are doing a ghibli group!!#i wish i had a different ghibli cosplay just bc i've done totoro so much but i do love totoro and she's easy and comfy so that'll be nice#sorry shutting up now i need to go to bed i have WORK TOMORROW#cries#i should start taking off the whole week of convention lol#(no i shouldn't i should just get back in the habit of getting my cosplays done early and not con crunching -.-)
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// I wish I had booked my flight home for today instead of tomorrow. A lot of my friends are at Veilguard end game and I wanna be right there with them. 😔 Alas, I have to wait until tomorrow to return to my Rook and her eventual boyfriend Emmrich.
#(( dodging spoilers is an Olympic sport y'all. Twitter and Tiktok are ruthless but we prevail. so far.#it's been a somewhat draining day. those who know what's going on behind the scenes in my life... lemme just tell ya#people do show their true colors after a while. I'm ready to be single and work on improving myself and my own life.#no more giving myself for others who won't give me the same consideration. 🙄 we just don't see eye to eye anymore and it's time to go#but this is how i know I'll be alright. I'm more upset I'm not home playing Dragon Age 🤣 the healing has already started#i hope y'all are doing well!! I'll be around ish for the rest of the night. my flight isn't until 2 pm tomorrow#so I'll be up late 🥰 ))#;; oh jeeze what now? ( ooc )#;; tbd
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i think i tapped on the explore page by accident some minutes ago, i've been scrolling for a good sec like 'why is this on my dash. i don't know any of these people. what's going on' lmfsvh
#just me hi#i was really scrolling like 'man i do i need to start unfollowing people' before i Realized something was Wrong hkdjvhgv#idek how i did that. for a moment i was in a poor (quality) alternate dimension hkfkshvj#//anywho 'm gonna be going to bed in a bit :)#12 is about the time i should go to sleep... but also i've been doing pretty well going to sleep late n waking up at pretty reasonable hour#turns out when i'm much better at managing my own sleep times than i thought! whodda thought after all this time hbfhsh#//mnmnm also i'm getting back into actually enjoying writing lol :33#took me a sec bc oooh has it been fooooreeeever bfsh !! but yea i'm figuring out how to like it again :>>#i had what i believe to be a reasonable amount of description for a scene(in hindsight anyway lmfsh) and was like 'ohh but is this annoying#and then the thought of 'oh wait. i'm writing for me and one other guy (also me)'#so it haaaas been pleasant :33#i'm trying to practice my pacing n stuff... my punctuation has gotten a bit rusty too so that as well :)#//oh i haven't worked on my background stuff...#year's almost done and i think i've done 1 full background i think. that's a bit crazy hkfshv#gotta make up for that !! it's gonna suck prolly but i'm gonna do it >:3#mmmmmmmmmmmmm yea i'll do that after the yellow piece tomorrow :>#i've already got some of the guidelines for that down so ~!!~#//ouh the tea Got Me#going to poof now.. tooodles .w./
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matthias's face card is so insane here i almost didn't notice that his hair got chewed up by gshade
#river dipping#matthias evanoff#echthroi#ts4#ts4 screenshots#there are three shaders in my preset that're causing this but when i turn them off the preset just isn't sexy anymore </3 sad#if anyone ever figures out a way to stop alpha hair from going transparent when using gshade i will be on my knees#this is my pose btw that's why matthias looks so pretty#TRUST! that i was in blender wiping sweat from my brow after a hard day's work making sure he was looking at theo like he's an angel#anyway i was just cleaning out my screenshots folder so this was taken a couple of days ago not today#but what i WAS doing today was working on this set of oc/couple templates i got off twitter yesterday which i'll post tomorrow probably#i'll definitely link the og post back when i do bc i think a lot of you might like to do them for your ocs too#i had to take enneagram tests for theo and matthias to fill it along w/ this 'type' test that i'd never even heard of before 😪#matthias wound up as an 8w7 and theo was a 6w5 and then matthias was a type c while theo was type d... whatever that means lmfao#okay. logging out for the night... bc it's nearly one in the morning and i'm reblogging posts on tumblr........ MMMMMMMWAH
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i can't believe im the kind of person who has to "get my steps in" now jfjdjdf
#Didn't run today - probably a GOOD thing ngl - also didn't do much walking at work - now I'm like well if I wanna KEEP MY STREAK#I'm at 56 of 60 days to get my 60 day step goal badge!!!#I tbh don't think it's unhealthy but tomorrow decent chance I'll be again in a horrid mood#Because I'm not running til after work :) Track workout dayyyyyyyyyy#But I think the train is not stopping at that stop (?)#I'll figure it out LOL#Tetrapod runs
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My grandma is coming over to do a bit of my hair. I'm sooo tempted to bring my tablet with me so I can work on my kyosaya drafts while she does it, but if she happens to look over my shoulder like the NOSY MF SHE IS she's def gonna notice the homoromanticism goin on there if she looks at the wrong time. am I willing to risk that.........
#I HONESTLY KINDA WANT TO#bcz I was only able to work on like. one draft yesterday#WHICH TBF WAS MY HIGHEST PRIORITY BUT I STILL GOTTA REWRITE SOME OF IT ANYWAY BCZ MY IDEAS FOR IT CHANGED#and I wanna get it done before today and idk how long it'll take my grandma to do my hair#(my mom SAYS it won't take long but she says that abt a lot of things that usually end up taking forever)#and she might be too busy chatting with my mom to care abt what I'm writing#BUT I'M STILL SCARED BCZ IF I'M UNLUCKY AND SHE LOOKS IT'S GONNA BE TOUGH EXPLAINING THAT#I probably won't after all.sigh......#I'll just bring my vita with me so I can play project diva while she does it !!!#I'll just hope it's done quickly and then start working on the draft as soon as I'm done#even if I can't finish it before tomorrow I still wanna get some of it done#kokarambles
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Somewhere in here I gotta fit a speech bubble BUT. Sillies...
#I KNOW I SHOULDN'T SPOIL THIS ONE. I KNOW I SHOULDN'T. BUT AT THE SAME TIME.#i feel like it WILL hit different w the context/dialogue. so. i'm not spoiling anything at all actually.#i'll probably have to move around the sparkle effects anyway. but. it's so funny to me. the way it is rn#I'M MAKING PROGRESS!!!!!!!!! almosd ALL THREE PAGES have basic pencil work done now!!!!!!#LIKE. THAT'S SO CLOSE TO BEING INKED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE TO BEING COLORED. WHICH IS SO CLOSE. SO CLOSE ......#i'm. really not all that close i shouldn't set myself up for unrealistic expectations LMFAOOOOO#BUT... BUT...... I'M MAKING PROGRESS.............#i am gonna be a little busy though! so. unfortunately won't be able to keep chipping at it lmfao#but maybe that'll help too. i do almost feel i was stuck in a rut about it.#ALSO. CRAZIEST THING. WAS DRAWING ALFONSE'S HAIR LIKE. CONSISTENTLY. FROM PANEL TO PANEL.#like yes i draw him all the fucking time. but i am developing A Method for it. after like. don't make me count the years again .#i gotta rest up though i got an early day tomorrow! helping out the neighbor 🫡🫡🫡 yard sard....#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#wip#my art
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I'm so looking forwards to the weekend. First weekend in over 5 weeks free and all the time for myself 🥹
#-ˋˏ ༻sunlit serenade#I'll game so much my eyes turn into squares#that's what my grampa would have said lol#no but i seriously have nothing to do at work atm#so I'm writing some hcs for next week#and tomorrow after I'm home I go straight to my game and stop existing for a few days
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Oh shoot.
Apparently it's the 4th anniversary of THSC tomorrow.
I've got nothing planned for it.
Now I gotta plan something for it.
Shoot.
#thsc#the henry stickmin collection#me talking#it's going to have to be a piece of art or a comic#something simple#I think I have an idea but I'll have to be quick about it#I've got an appointment after work tomorrow but I should be able to get it done in one day#I'll probably do a quick sketch so I don't have to do as much
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