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seriously have been thinking about this all night long. call me autistic but the fact that 90% of workplaces the point is not to get your work done and then be done doing it but to instead perform an elaborate social dance in which you find something to do even when you're done doing everything you need to do in order to show your fellow workers that you, too, are Working . because you are at Work . disgusting why cant we all agree that if there is no work immediately to be done. we just dont do anything
#i personally like to not be doing things constantly at all times. it stresses me out#i know there are ppl who thrive on cosntant activity#but me i like to chill out.#and the problem then becomes that i only ACTIVELY remember to do work and Find More Work To Do when im stressed#at the thought that others might want to see me working#if im ever relaxed i just dont look for stuff to do#catch 22 of modern work culture which permeates even ostensibly noncapitalist structures like public libraries#for instance: will it really kill anybody if the books get shelved by me now after a very busy day?#or shelved tomorrow morning by. well probably me since i'll be the one at the desk#not in the slightest#but it was work that wasnt being immediately done by me. therefore it was incorrect behavior#that i failed to identify because my instinct is to relax when not immediately presented with a Situation#this got me labeled as 'having no initiative' by my dad from a very early age#and even as an adult i still feel like im a child with no initiative
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ladies, I need to wander despondently across a foggy moor asap
#*this also applies to the not-ladies among us#y'all deserve a good pensive ramble across a moor in a really cool greatcoat#just be sure you don't turn it into anything vigorous#this is not the time to be Aragorn we are looking for Jonathan Harker pre-Dracula at best#in regards to the moor: a wind-swept cliffside would also be suffice#it would NOT do wonders for my health of course but hey#fortunately the bestie and I have plans to go hiking next weekend and if we don't have another option I'm gonna beg for the hemlock trail#I'd also take the cedar springs#I just need Nature that isn't the beach#in other news I am happy to report that the week is smoothing itself out somewhat#we're all still on edge but it's not as bad as it was and we've effectively kicked loose the pebble in the the shoe#my darling sister sent me a gift and told me to treat myself so I may get bubble tea after work#and I begged for tomorrow off so I can sleep and then spend the day coughing in peace#(this is such a bizarre cold. I didn't get any of the preliminaries outside of some sneezing)#(and then it was straight to my chest. not even a sore throat first! usually I get a lot of build up and can often get ahead of a bad cough#(thankfully my nose is not congested. I suppose that's the trade-off)#so I'll sleep in and then I may sort some of the filing I'm taking home from the office#by then I'll likely have completely lost my voice#AND I have ingredients for chili because for once I planned ahead. might even make some of my favorite rolls as well.#and then next week...I start a second job#(super simple and it's 2 hours max every evening. once I figure it out it could be an hour tops unless I decide to take it slow)#(the pay is great for the job and it'll give me something to do instead of just...I dunno...reading through the winter I suppose)#(sorry my head is in such a fog I don't know how I'm surviving work)#mine#greatest hits
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I may have bitten off more than i can chew
#fuck i need more time#school starts tomorrow#i was at work the whole day#meh#we dont do much first week in after the holidays#I'll just bring my tablet to school#I'll feed y'all don't worry#my rabid pack of hyenas#tim drake#conner kent#kon el luthor#art#artist on tumblr#my artwork#artists on tumblr#dcu comics
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horror is so BLESSED he's the only one out of the murder time trio that has actual good people trying to influence his story 💔💔 dust and killer were both driven to INSANITY because of the choices of their respective humans but horror??? every time without FAIL the polls for horrortale's plotline have always ended in a good place for aliza (either by bettering her relationships/reputation or for her to just. not DIE)
horrortale's potential alternate timelines my beLOVEd🙏🙏 they're SO lucky that we're being kind and benevolent hehe (≧ω≦) now where are the aus based off the possible different outcomes that could've happened in horrortale HUH???? (like how aliza couldve killed toriel or chosen horror's puzzle or gone with undyne to the core........)
#something something all three of them have their fates determined by an outside force#ermmmm but horror doesn't- yeah he does. what aliza does decides EVERYTHING for horror and horrortale#just because its not direct like dust or killer doesn't mean theyre all subject to the same community x3#PARALLELS MTT PARALLELS FOR THE 500TH TIME THEY HAVE SOOOO MANY PARALLELS OHHH MY GOOOOOODDDDDD#mtt going to visit horrortale would just be dust eying aliza (out of paranoia. he knows shes a good kid)#and then killer knowing in his head that the poor kid aliza that horror weirdly seems to like doesn't have control over her actions#she doesn't know horror doesn't know nobody knows except killer. is that a bit sad?#theyre all living in the dark unaware of the reality of their world. i mean thats how its meant to be after all thats what the players want#but....... it would be tempting to tell horror...... hehehehehe- and then he's interrupted by horror and dust#(theyre trying to get killer to eat papyrus's spaghetti in their place. he's the only one that can stomach it even though there's no human)#mtt i love thee SOOOOO much. theyre back in horrortale for the holidays ✨✨ coming back to visit the family ✨✨ WHAT horror's visiting.......#not dust or killer of course. this isnt their world noooope thats not papyrus. but that doesn't stop dust from having everyone like him#its just like the good old days :333 except now there's three sanses and triple the insanity :333 almost like nothing's changed!!!!!#oh killer??? yeah he's there. probably won't try taking up the sansish type of role horror and dust do but he'll find a way to get used 2 i#after all the point of this is whatever he wants it to be now ;33333 were these tags all just a reference to my mtt fic. yes. yes they were#LMAOOOO i forgot that aliza didn't fall into horrortale yet in my fic. still a fun thing to imagine tho!!!#i think it would be fun having aliza be the first of humans for horrortale to deal with that they won't instantly kill#itll be hard but really rewarding for all of them........ especially horror i believe!!! man he didnt even go through therapy but#just being away from horrortale and out doing new and FUN and NOT MURDEROUS things has done wonders for him :3#i need to get to writing smh..... winter break is the day after tomorrow (TECHNICALLY AT 2:32 PM SINCE THSYS WHEN SCHOOL ENDS SO HAHAHA)#so ill probably work on it more over break since i'll have nothing to do hehe.......#today was an amazing day for me ✨ TWO mtt angst death related hcs..... some work on my latest chapter i've yet to post..... SWAPINVERSE FAN#ARE YOU KIDDING ME MORR SWAPINVERSE ART THIS IS SOOOO AMAZING THABK YOU UNTITLED29876011111 I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY YOU DO THIS!!!!!#tricule rant#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#utmv#sans au
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Some downtime doodles in my weekend
#my art#fallout#arcade gannon#this is far lower effort on the colouring than the previous things I've posted to his tag#also you get to see what 90% of my doodles look like as an added bonus#just wanted to draw them casually hanging out#so here they are playing card games and doing some people watching#J will stack his deck and count cards so any card game played with him must involve extensive deck cutting#I had another thing I was working on but I gotta format and colour still so I'll do that tomorrow#I wish I was the kinda person that could sit down and whip something out after work in a couple hours#but alas I am not - I open csp at 10am and it remains open until 10pm with little to show#90% of the process is to stare at references#and find 3d models to rotate and get frustrated I can't put to the one specific angle I need#my ocs#oc: JS Antyllus
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so uh, remember back in 2019 when I was like I want to do a Dishonored cross-stitch, something harder than the Outsider’s Mark but also easier than actual people? And I wasn’t seeing a lot of existing patterns so I spent some time messing with C-Stitch and didn’t start stitching it until 2020? And I decided it would look cooler if I used the Diament metallic gold instead of just plain gold floss, aka I made it 10x more difficult. And also it would be 10in by 10in which is big for me. Like, I’ve never finished anything that big.
Well, until now.
#it's 111:30 pm i do Not trust myself to frame it#i'll do it tomorrow after work and make a real post#fun fact about the frame i bought it in 2020 which seemed ridiuculous but#it was good i did since i got it at bed bath beyond#it's gold and matches the metallic thread okay it's perfect#also this was 18 count aida#I should've just ordered some black 18 count online but I didn't#so...yeah. there's a reason it took 3 years
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That damned smile ✨
#Scarlet Hollow#Tabitha Scarlet#I like her! (Even if I give her an headache half of the time lol)#i played scarlet hollow for the 1st time yesterday#(i was actually thinking of waiting until the game was fully complete but in the end i couldn't resist orz)#i was planning to play about 1 hour and then get back to drawing#i ended up playing for 5 hours straight so i didn't draw at all that day lol#i still need to play the last chapter that's currently available#i have to do that before my work day the day after tomorrow or else i'll be thinking too much about playing it lol
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i suppose i should do a little check in... i managed to finish ch3 of blood choke for nanowrimo (yay) but i'm still not where i want to be with tnp (boo)
it's been slow going... in general after the blood choke update my motivation kinda dropped more than i was expecting, which was foolish given the time of year. holidays are always a pain since i work retail....
anyways all that to say that i'm currently working on tnp. blood choke has shifted to the backburner - i'm still working on that, too, but my main focus now is to finish the ch2 blackwater route for tnp. i've also relegated my other projects to backburner as well. i really want to finish this damn tnp chapter before anything else at this point lmfao
i'm also going to be hosting a jam (which i'll announce tomorrow) along with some of my pals that will be through jan-feb, and i have a short game planned for that which i don't think will take up too much of my time.
thanks everyone for your patience and for sticking around as always 💗 i know it's been a long time and i appreciate the support you all still show me for this story.
#wanted to post this now bc i'll probably be scarce after tomorrow bc of work thru the new year#i wish i could say update soon but im not gonna do that to u all LOL#tnp is beating my ass rn#but i AM making progress. very slow very painful progress#i don't want to force it too much because thats just not fair to the game or to you all or to myself#im taking her for walks and giving her treats. we are bonding again slowly but surely#OH also i'll post those other snippets w noel and clem later this month too for u all#personal
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after ages i've finally gone back to my big document of gifsets i want to make for mdzs/cql 🙏
#a second era is coming if i can just.... /do it/#to facilitate me ''just doing it'' i have highlighted some of the ideas#i think shouldn't take too much effort to make#tomorrow after work i'll choose one of those and try to make it#fra.txt
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So far today, I have:
-gone to the farmer's market
-gone grocery shopping
-fixed two pairs of pants
-have raid in an hour
-plans to make a batch of wassail after raid
Like is this what having executive function is like? Where you can just. Get things done?
#i feel like a whole adult rn#and i have plans to make french onion soup tomorrow#and do laundry at some point#and i still need to make little knit bags for friends before sending gifts out#although its looking more and more like they'll be new years gifts instead#depending on how much i get done after work this week since i'll be leaving to visit family on friday
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she's beauty she's grace she's Miss Eevee Cosplay 3.0
#personal#pls don't ask me why i'm up at 2am i don't wanna talk about it#anyway i think she's mostly done maybe#i did some more work on the bangs on the wig after i took these pictures so they look better#and i might try to find some flowery earrings when i go to the store for some other stuff tomorrow#but all the major things are done. i think.#honestly i'm all over the place rn so i could be forgetting something#i keep bouncing back and forth between the one million things i have to do (con and not con-related)#anyway i usually try to do a different cosplay every day of con but idk i think i'll just wear flower eevee both saturday and sunday#bc i've put so much work into it and tbh i don't think i can handle trying to get another cosplay ready rn#the only exception would be maybe doing eevee 1.0 or 2.0 bc have everything except the wigs for those ready bc of eevee 3.0#totoro is friday bc my friends and i are doing a ghibli group!!#i wish i had a different ghibli cosplay just bc i've done totoro so much but i do love totoro and she's easy and comfy so that'll be nice#sorry shutting up now i need to go to bed i have WORK TOMORROW#cries#i should start taking off the whole week of convention lol#(no i shouldn't i should just get back in the habit of getting my cosplays done early and not con crunching -.-)
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I don't hate my job or anything, but man, being a float educator is so fucking thankless
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woe,
#full disclosure it's nearly 2am where i am (UK) so i'm not doing anything atm except sleepies#HOWEVER. i do have it and aside from occasionally going toastie my laptop is playing nice i think#so @ mutuals maybe in the future i can join!!! i have two more days of work and then i'm off for a week (my birthday is next weds) so 👍✨#though it's coming up for xmas and we're going late hours retail mode soon at work after#spark talks about nothing of relevance#spark's webfishing adventures#i'll reblog this again when i get up tomorrow so *kickflips on a cool skateboard before rolling away*
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// I wish I had booked my flight home for today instead of tomorrow. A lot of my friends are at Veilguard end game and I wanna be right there with them. 😔 Alas, I have to wait until tomorrow to return to my Rook and her eventual boyfriend Emmrich.
#(( dodging spoilers is an Olympic sport y'all. Twitter and Tiktok are ruthless but we prevail. so far.#it's been a somewhat draining day. those who know what's going on behind the scenes in my life... lemme just tell ya#people do show their true colors after a while. I'm ready to be single and work on improving myself and my own life.#no more giving myself for others who won't give me the same consideration. 🙄 we just don't see eye to eye anymore and it's time to go#but this is how i know I'll be alright. I'm more upset I'm not home playing Dragon Age 🤣 the healing has already started#i hope y'all are doing well!! I'll be around ish for the rest of the night. my flight isn't until 2 pm tomorrow#so I'll be up late 🥰 ))#;; oh jeeze what now? ( ooc )#;; tbd
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i cannot stop my mind from working on this vi fic and tbh idk if i want to stop it
#₊˚ପ⊹ soliloquy .ᐟ#got an idea today and a part of my mind#has been quietly working at it ever since#lmaoo#maybe after my exam tomorrow#i'll get to writing it#because i need to do vi justice after all the shit that went down in that last arc
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i think i tapped on the explore page by accident some minutes ago, i've been scrolling for a good sec like 'why is this on my dash. i don't know any of these people. what's going on' lmfsvh
#just me hi#i was really scrolling like 'man i do i need to start unfollowing people' before i Realized something was Wrong hkdjvhgv#idek how i did that. for a moment i was in a poor (quality) alternate dimension hkfkshvj#//anywho 'm gonna be going to bed in a bit :)#12 is about the time i should go to sleep... but also i've been doing pretty well going to sleep late n waking up at pretty reasonable hour#turns out when i'm much better at managing my own sleep times than i thought! whodda thought after all this time hbfhsh#//mnmnm also i'm getting back into actually enjoying writing lol :33#took me a sec bc oooh has it been fooooreeeever bfsh !! but yea i'm figuring out how to like it again :>>#i had what i believe to be a reasonable amount of description for a scene(in hindsight anyway lmfsh) and was like 'ohh but is this annoying#and then the thought of 'oh wait. i'm writing for me and one other guy (also me)'#so it haaaas been pleasant :33#i'm trying to practice my pacing n stuff... my punctuation has gotten a bit rusty too so that as well :)#//oh i haven't worked on my background stuff...#year's almost done and i think i've done 1 full background i think. that's a bit crazy hkfshv#gotta make up for that !! it's gonna suck prolly but i'm gonna do it >:3#mmmmmmmmmmmmm yea i'll do that after the yellow piece tomorrow :>#i've already got some of the guidelines for that down so ~!!~#//ouh the tea Got Me#going to poof now.. tooodles .w./
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