#i'd literally cry if that scene happens with him IRL. legitimately run out of the house and hide. | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

beyondthetemples-ooc · 5 years ago

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(shit, in the hlif au, there’s an emvent wherein i randomly used a name, but it turns out that name belongs to someone in the or/g, someone who i see every month for training, and now i’m? i can’t???? no i don’t want His Name anywhere NEAR that because i don’t want to associate His Name with That Scene? but i’m shit at finding Alternate Information because my writing is so much like, “just watch and write whatever you see” so it’s.... not a lot of “make a Decision^tm”. and i wrote that scene maybe 8 years ago, so it feels Stuck. but... i don’t want his name on that;)

#the other way of looking at it is ''your mind conjured up that name because it was Precognitive!'' but god i hope that scene WASN'T.#i'd literally cry if that scene happens with him IRL. legitimately run out of the house and hide.#probably send my mentor like 14 messages about ''i can't go back in there i can't i'm sorry but i can't be there with That Happening''#i'm Extremely Sensitive about it today because My Stomach Hates Me. but like. god i feel like crumpling at imagining it alone;;;;;

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