#i’ve read it before but now i have this new profound knowledge of neurosomatics and it’s…dee pinging my understanding of EVERYTHING

[shortcakecherry]

i am reading about birth

the natural kind, the kind without cold machines & dead eyes monitoring you

i am participating in neurosomatics

wherein i let someone into my subconscious and they light fires under all i am ready to release

they both connect in the middle

where women can be helped/stopped by their own core beliefs about birth

& about themselves

where stalled labors have picked up flow again after deep admittance & acceptance of the fear of death

where a husband’s loving mantra of “You are Marvelous” gave his wife a birth full of ecstasy

where a woman telling her body it was safe, she can stop bleeding now, brought an end to her hemorrhaging

i wonder what truth i can speak into my cells, what love i can pour into myself

surrounding the topics of conception & carrying & birth

that would prepare me for an experience so otherworldly, so ethereal,

it propels me into a higher frequency forever

i wonder what steps i can take to ensure my next baby is born into the light of Pure Warmth & Love

i dream of deepening the connection between the man i Love & my own True Self

bathing us in ecstasy, laughing deeply & truly

to coat our sacred egg in bliss & harmony

i choose to see the world for all its divine beauty & within that i choose to fear Nothing

every dream in my heart is mine to have

& i will make everything gorgeous.