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#i’ve never felt more alive
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Dude idk if this is related or not but I cry SO MUCH MORE OFTEN and so much more EASILY than I did before good omens finale came out.
Like I’ll cry at fucking anything. I describe the plot of mirrormask to my stepmom? Tears. (It’s not even a sad movie???)
I read a happy fic? Tears
I read a post comparing the fandom to Job and Neil to god? Tears
A commercial? Tears
A song on the radio? Tears
Tears tears tears. I mean I’ve been laughing more too, so at least there’s that.
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mrs-elijah-wood · 11 months
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I’ve been putting together this little miniature study/library book nook puzzle box and I haven’t focused like this in literal years
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bossybigeyes · 2 years
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what do you mean i have a marvel sideblog i could post all of this daredevil she hulk stuff to and spare the dashboard. you don’t want to see daredevil????
(sorry)
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fluffylesbianponies · 9 months
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aturnoftheearth · 8 months
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“hey we need you to run as fast as you can for the next 5 minutes” say no more
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sarcastic-clapping · 3 months
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another convert here your posts about amc iwtv and the books and the movie always intrigued me i was like i gotta get into this crazy shit so i read iwtv then watched s1 then continued reading and now i'm all the way up to the prince lestat era and deeply unwell. but also i've never felt more alive i love being a sicko i owe it all to you
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wallflowerswit · 4 months
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if you’re wondering how I’m doing the answer is not well (in a good way)
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website-com · 10 months
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#photos of my guitar my dad posted to his blog years back when he bought it#it’s the most beautiful guitar in the world. it feels warm and alive to play#as you can see in the first two pics it used to have a newer pickup installed on the bottom. luckily he found an era appropriate online#it’s from 82 if you were curious#it says squire on the headstock but it was made on the fender line. they bought squire out and swapped in the name soon after this#but he got it a little cheaper than it was worth at the time because people aren’t as autistic as him and don’t know about production lines#basically it wasn’t brand name#basswood body and dark rosewood on the neck 😋✌️#it’s actually a replication of a ‘62 model! which was 20 years old at the time. mines now twice that. isn’t that incredible#i actually saw a modern fender replication of this exact model in an op shop yesterday#for more or less exactly how much this was bought for#dad finished his blog post by saying he thinks this is better made than the original. and despite not knowing the og i’m inclined to agree#people in the comments of his post are saying that this era was supposed to be something special. hehe. they’re right#i’ve played many guitars. i own this one because my dad collects them and he let me try them all out#and i have a lot of friends who play guitar and ive hung out with them to do so#and i’ve never felt one like mine before or since. it’s so obviously beautiful#when i picked it out i hadn’t played much but i knew right away how good it was. i prefer strat bodies because i can hug my torso around#them without getting poked like a tele and the necks are thinner than acoustics (small hands. bad)#unless we’re talking parlour#love a wee parlour. pa has a little one he got for 30 bucks that’s one of my favourites of his#he’s insanely good at finding deals#he fixes them all up#anyway. the body feels#how would you even describe it#heavy. and alive. warm and wet and still full of sap#i feel like it’s breathing#it’s sort of the only thing that motivates me to be better. i could cry just thinking about it. i want to be good enough to play it
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“I want to get off Mr. Bones’s wild ride”
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meitantei-lavi · 1 year
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fuck it, watercolor attempt on main
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Spoke to someone I don’t know over the phone, 11 dead, 32 injured
#I’m all flowery on here but in real life conversation I am the driest most uncomfortably pragmatic person alive#I’ve been scolded for being so task-focused that I forgot to say hello to the secretaries in high school when I went to do a task#or for having an “attitude” with my parents (often when I was purposefully trying to appear humble with an “idk” voice)#so I’ve amended that by fake laughing at everything and keeping my customer service voice on All The Time#0/10 it works flawlessly but I’ve also made myself into a socially anxious doormat#I’ve been the one to break it to people that their friend died on more than one occasion and I always feel bad about how I do it#I usually just blurt it out because I don’t know how to lead up to it other than saying “maybe you should sit down for this”#it would be wrong if I knew and didn’t tell them#so it has to be me… you know?#I’m so disconnected from any feelings of grief (I’ve never felt bereavement in my life) that it feels wrong for it to be me#because I’m physically incapable of sharing in their pain and emotions; I literally don’t understand it#but sometimes I’ll cry reflexively if I see someone else crying even if I don’t have any actual feelings for them or their situation#I’m more disturbed by knowing of people who are alive going through pain than I am by knowing someone died#because death is natural; suffering isn’t#unless the person is a child or otherwise very young#but if they’re old and lived a fulfilling life I recognize they’ve had a fulfilling life and hope that my life#is as fulfilling as theirs was when I go#I’m not afraid of death; I’d just like to not go before I’m good and ready#When I go away I hope that I WANT to go away; you know?
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callixton · 2 years
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watching company as an aro person is like. watch someone definitely on the aro spectrum be told that he’s not complete by his friends and face his worst fears personified abt being unloveable bc of his inability to form a romantic connection for 2 hours until he breaks down
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acesammy · 1 year
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I know I get so blinded by Sams plot when watching spn that I often overlook deans, but do you ever think about deans s2 arc? Bc it’s batshit good.
John sells his soul for dean and dean spends the entire season suffering for it - to the point that he /explicitly/ makes the point that selling your soul for a loved one is a selfish and cruel act - only to do that to Sam. Bc Dean just cannot fathom living while Sam is dead. and thinking about all this makes me want to start chewing drywall bc Dean KNOWS how selfish he is being here, but the idea of sacrificing yourself for someone else’s life - regardless of how much that person WOULD NOT WANT THAT - comes across as the most selfless caring thing you can do.
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hauntedbestie · 1 year
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My dog just carefully pat my back with his paw before choosing to rest his head on my back to go to sleep 🥹
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souvlakicocaine · 1 year
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me on my coke/alc bender in barcelona late april aka last time I truly felt alive
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notmytraumablog · 2 years
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