#i’m. fine. my heart is just beating really fast fhfdhfjf | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ectoplasmer · 2 years ago

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gghhh god i love ryou so much it’s not funny anymore i need him to know just how much i love him so that he can never feel alone again and so that i can make him understand the sheer amount of happiness he brings me so that i can make him happy and we can love each other forever and ever andhdhdjcnffjfkvn

#CRY SOBBING INTO MY HANDS #i want to live every part of my life with him and i want to hold him at night and i want to be someone he can depend on and :(#i want to play board games with him and i want to watch movies with him and i want to go on dumb silly little dates with him #i want all the simple normal relationship things with him #but all the same i just #i want to be a shoulder for him to lean on and i want to protect him and i want him to know i support him so much #that i’m there for him and that he never has to be excluded or left alone again #that he can be whoever he wants around me and that i’ll love him all the same and i want him to know that i absolutely treasure him and #aghhshdhd i’m literally on the verge of tears #i literally just. need to kiss him oh my god #i used to feel so weird getting lovesick over him because i was worried i was like. as bad as his fangirls or whatever #(as in the canon fan club)#but i don’t think people usually cry over this sort of stuff unless they actually love the person that much dgdjfhdm #i’m. fine. my heart is just beating really fast fhfdhfjf #it’s been a long week :( i just wanna hold my boyfriend and kiss him all over and tell him how much i adore him and #rolls around on the floor #i’ll go back to being normal in a second i promise #need to cry over him for a little longer though i think/hj #i saw. a post. and got reminded of how little screen time he actually gets #and of course i needed to keysmash about how much i love and appreciate him because i think he deserves it #anyway. um. ryou <3 #spooky ghosts

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