#i’m very quiet in public even when i’m with ppl (in this case two of my family members) esp in stores

[stillwaterinc]

in denmark rn for vacation reasons and every time i get spoken to in danish i just give em the good old confused puppy looks until they say it in english or leave me alone

it’s wonderful

[destinyc1020]

I’m gonna start this off by saying that I’m not an anti, promise, I love these two 🙏🏼 but here is the thing... this fandom has me really confused lately... like t talking about z so much.. if we look at their past behavior this doesn’t indicate a relationship, quite opposite actually... they are private people and know that everything gets blown up about them. If they still have the same values and would currently date again/fix their problems, they would keep it as low as possible, especially since they have the opportunity at the moment (spending time and noone exposing them on/from set)... in the interview he references zs help like he did in 2016/2017... what he said about her is nothing new and the fact that they talk about each other so openly just tells me that it isn’t romantic at the moment... none of them have ever talked about romantic partners publicly before and they keep stressing that they have no intentions of changing that... (btw esquire reached out to people around tom not just z, that says absolutely nothing about their relationship status) ... like why is this fandom so excited about this??? If ghey wouldn’t talk about each other would be waaay bigger tea....???

Keeping in mind that whatever the problem of their relationship was, they couldn’t fix it by spending time together... they chose to break up even though they spend the next two months traveling and doing press together....if being more public would have solved the problem they could have fixed it back then but clearly that wasn’t their issue...

It just confuses me lately...like i said earlier... if they would be tight lipped about each other... that would be tea...

(Wow this turned into a rant sorry, I just had to say this 😅)

Your opening disclaimer is interesting.... 😏

"I'm not an anti, BUT..."

It sounds so much like:

"I'm not a racist, BUT..." (then the person goes on to insert all kinds of racist comments to follow) 🥴

Anyway, whew chille... your ask was all over the place lol, but I'll try to tackle it.

Firstly, idk why you're so confused Anon. Tom & Z have always talked about each other.... even back in 2017 and beyond. They can't AVOID talking about each other forever lol. 😆 Even when they were dating and hiding it they were still talking about each other. So I'm not sure I'm seeing your point? 🤷🏾‍♀️

Are you saying you think they were dating when they WEREN'T talking about each other lol? 😄 So...I guess back in Nov/Dec 2020 you must have REALLY thought Tom and Z were dating huh? 😆 THAT was what had you convinced? Not talking about each other? Hmm... interesting.

Anyway, I'm not sure what you're trying to say, but they HAVE been VERY private about (even their "friendship" with) each other. They have been filming in Atlanta for like 3+ months, and we STILL have yet to see them post a selfie or a group photo of the cast back on set, or even just hanging out in their down time! And we KNOW they hang out, coz Tom already spilled those beans, and so did Jacob lol. 😄 Oh, and so did that Thanksgiving chef.

Maybe we'll get smthg later on, but for right now, everyone has been extremely quiet about SM3 filming.

Tom will post IG stories of him with Harry, him goofing off with Rachel in the hair and makeup chair, working out with Jack in his basement gym, etc..... But yet, NOTHING with his two "besties" Jacob and Zendaya. Kind of odd behavior for "just friends" don't you think? 🤪

Re: Your Last Statement About Relationships...

Idk how much experience you've had with adult relationships, but sometimes a breakup can actually be a GOOD thing. And in some cases, is absolutely necessary in order to maintain some semblance of a future relationship, or peace.

A breakup isn't necessarily a sign that two ppl DON'T love and care for each other. Sometimes two ppl actually need time APART (NOT TOGETHER) in order to "fix" whatever issues they may be having, or in order to have a different perspective, mature somewhat, work on themselves, etc.

Zayn and Gigi broke up like at least 3 or 4 times (from what I can remember lol), but they've gotten back together and started a family. Ross Lynch and Jaz Sinclair also broke up, and are now back together and are stronger than ever. ❤

So I'm sorry Anon, but I really don't see your points. 🤷🏾‍♀️

[neokollection]

NSFW A - Z ㅡ Kun

Taeil  -  Johnny  -  Taeyong  -  Yuta  -  Kun  -  Doyoung  -  Jungwoo  -  Lucas

A/N: Mark is next on the list so stop bugging me about him-

A - Aftercare

You already knowwwwwwwwwwwww Mr. Qian Kun comes in first place when it comes to aftercare! He really takes care of his babe because it’s just his sense of duty in and out of the bedroom. He cleans up any mess he may have made on you or goes to the bathroom to discard his condom [bc safe sex] and uses a wet wipe or something to wipe himself down- Plus he puts back on his boxers or sweats as so he can climb back into bed with you and make sure he doesn’t get anything anywhere. He’ll have one knee back on the bed before he asks if you want anything- He also is a lil bit of a nagger for you to take care of yourself after, like coaxing you to go to the bathroom instead of falling asleep. Ready to start a shower for you or pamper you with snuggles. The rest of the day/night he’s abnormally clingy and naggy and touchy.

B - Body Part [ their favorite body part on their s/o and/or on them ]

On his S/O..... He seems like a thigh kind of guy. REALLY INTO things like garter belts, thigh highs, fishnet, etc... He can appreciate them with and without clothes on- He enjoys just casually running his hands up the backs of them when you walk around in just a hoodie and shorts, letting his fingertips slip beneath the hem of your shorts a lil bit before giving your thighs a squeeze. On himself... He has a lot of good traits, but he knows his smile kills and blinds. It’s not sexual, but I’m sure on a sexual aspect he like his teeth and the effect they have on you when used the right way.

C - Cum

He seems artistic to me and one to take special pride in his paintings. Okay, he’s not doing it for aesthetics obviously, but I think cum has a very significant symbolism to him. When it’s on you it’s a symbol of his, you’re his and he’s e only one who gets to do this to you- When it’s on the sheets on his hands it’s a symbol of what you do to him, because he definitely was thinking about your mouth around him when he was wanking off- He’s a good caretaker tho in that he’ll always clean up pretty quickly after and won’t ever ask to do something he deems too messy like on your face or hair-

D - Dirty Secret

He’s so kind and caring, but there’s a part of him that’s a tad sadistic... He may not even be aware of it himself and it may just come out occasionally in small things he does when he becomes a little rougher- Pulling your hair harder than he should, shoving you to the bed unceremoniously with his playful little smile, purposefully overstimulating you sometimes while he grits his teeth. You’d just kind of wait for the day when he lets it out and is rougher- It’s exciting, but also a little scary to be honest. Maybe he knows he has the small sadistic desire in him and keeps it on a leash, but has the most unholy thoughts to himself in the shower...

E - Experience [ how experienced they are ]

He’s really hard to read.... He’s got experience I feel, but he can always learn more-

F - Favorite Position

Um I don’t know what it’s called? Maybe lotus position??? When the two of you are sitting upright and your facing him in his lap. Sometimes he’ll be leaning against the headboard or back of the sofa and sometimes hunched forward just hugging you. It’s a very intimate position since the two of you can face each other and have skin contact literally everywhere/

G - Goofy

In the beginning defo is flirty and a little silly by teasing, but as time progresses through the night he def becomes a lot more passionate and focused.

H - Hair [ how well they manscape ]

I have no clue. Not that much? Unless it’s rlllllly unruly.

I - Intimacy [ romance-wise ]

Super romantic. Nothing is too good for you in his eyes~ If you want it, he’ll go the full 9 yards and bring wine, roses, and dim the lights. Physical intimacy is something

J - Jack Off

I feel like not that often? Like I think he usually has soft thoughts about his S/O [unless you’re being naughty...]. In his case I think it’s more like he gets boners kinda randomly, from exercising or something that has his cardio up.. And when he takes care of it because it just won’t let him ignore it, he thinks of the last time you two were intimate. 

K - Kink

Lingerie doesn’t count as a kink, right?? He’s into some common-place roleplays like police or teacher, but always ends up laughing anyway... A lil bit of sadism so if you invite him to choke you or be rough he’s thanking the heavens bc he couldn’t suggest it himself. Marking and being marked- He acts like it’s a pain to cover them up, but he enjoys it immensely.

L - Location [ their favorite place to have sex ]

Bed But in the back of a car is hot too

M - Motivation [ turn-ons ]

Anything sexual lmao, When he hasn’t seen you in a while, Revealing clothes/ short skirts, yoga pants, v-cut shirts, shoulder-less, etc... When you let your hands linger on him .05 seconds longer than necessary, even on his shoulders- he starts craving more skinship

N - NO [ turn-offs ]

No one else can join or watch And nothing too odd like weird roleplays or costumes, he couldn’t stop himself from laughing/

O - Oral

Feels a little bad asking for it from you because he doesn’t want to burden you and/or feels like females don’t actually enjoy it and just put on an act--- Plus he’s more of a giver anyway- But when he does receive he’s such a mess. He can’t keep down his voice or his little moans that slip out- It’s just otherworldly. He’s pretty good about not bucking his hips or grabbing your hair tho and instead grabs whatever else is around him. When giving oh man- He’s a tease at first, asking you if you like it and wanting you to spell out what you like because you’re cute when flustered with vulgar words. Definitely adds in fingers too and overstimulates you in the end accidentally just trying to prolong your orgasm. I mean when he eats out he eats out yo

P - Pace

Two modes; He can be sensual and slow when he first gets in you- But I think eventually he ends up picking up a pretty steady pace. Stroke game A+ Skin slaps before he starts to slow it down again and prolly kiss and murmur things before he picks up again.

Q - Quickies

Not really his thing. The idea of them is hot and imagining lifting up your dress and fucking in the back of Lucas’ closet is hot, but when it comes to practicality he’s not into it. It can stay as a fantasy for him. He doesn’t want to feel rushed. He wants to convey all of his feelings and take his time feeling you up and the sensations you give him. Plus he’d be a bussy about getting caught tbh.... He doesn’t want anyone other than himself to see you like that and doesn’t want to feel embarrassed either. So, even if your tugging on his belt loop with needy eyes, he’ll transfer your hand into his own with a soft smile and whisper ‘later’.

R - Risk [ comfort zone ]

I mean I kinda just detailed some of it. He’s not very risky when it comes to doing it in public- Nor does he like introducing other ppl to it- He like it to be in an environment he knows with just you so he can focus and not worry about someone walking in.

S - Stamina [ another round? ]

Nahh?? But maybe some days

T - Toy [ their favorite toys ]

I don’t see him as a toy kinda guy But maybe something like a vibrator he’d have fun with.

U - Unfair [ how they enjoy teasing & being teased ]

So teasing in his words... He tries to make you flustered or admit to something so it gives him the upper hand and he can chuckle at you. Doesn’t seem like one to tease much physically and rather would give you exactly what you want so much so you’d want him to chill- I don’t think he’d stand for being teased much, so good luck with that

V - Volume

Dude Kinda noisy--- He makes all kinds of sounds on the spectrum and can’t seem to keep himself quiet in most cases when he should be. Heavy breathing too that’s right in your ear or against your shoulder. The quiet thing about him is his voice, he keeps it low and quiet, as if he’d ruin the atmosphere by talking any louder. Usually, when it’s just the two of you he doesn’t mind being more vocal and stops trying to quiet himself.

W - Wild Card [ authors choice ]

He has no qualms with experimenting.. But, I think he’d be more open to letting you experiment with/on him than suggesting his own ideas. He’s down for mostly anything as long as it’s with you and him and physical contact- So if you wanna climb on top, be his guest- If you want him to call you a slut will do. He likes seeing where your imagination can go and with it usually brings a new sensation he enjoys. No kink shame here, as long as you’re not in the oddity realm of like furries and stuff

X - X-Ray [ what kind of package ]

Thicc

Y - Yearning [ sex drive ]

Not that crazy high- He keeps it under wraps a lot of times, but he is still a pervert,,, making suggestive remarks and getting a hit on the shoulder in return, but usually it doesn’t lead to anything happening. But like... he’s easy in that if you’re ever in the mood he becomes too.

Z - Zzz [ after ]

Whale, like we said earlier, he takes care of you after the fact, so he’s usually up after a minute of recuperating. I feel like he’d be active after still, he seems like a busy-body... Unless it’s like 3am.. then he climbs back into bed and just holds you and share murmurs. If you’re talkative he is too, but if you’re tired, he’ll let you rest and thus rest himself.

[wanna-17]

lee daehwi first meeting! AU

summary: in which you are somi’s best friend and you find out that she has a hidden twin brother who you are a fan of 

length: 1.3k

a/n: HIHI so i decided to start a new series which is gonna be a sweet and short one called first meeting! AU with the wanna one members. since it’s really only going to cover your first meeting with the particular member, it’s up to you whether you want to interpret it as romantically or platonic friendship, maybe if the context suits and i get enough requests i could do a part 2 for some in the future? we’ll see but i will be prioritising getting each member done first. but anyways i hope you guys enjoy this first one of my precious baby lee daehwi and look forward to the rest of the members :) 

so you’re in high school 

and ever since high school started you became best friends with a girl called somi 

you guys had different personalities, you were more on the shy side and she was more outgoing 

but somehow you guys clicked and found that you guys had a lot of things to talk about and common interests 

also during this time produce 101 is airing and you’re absolutely addicted to the show 

and lee daehwi, the first centre literally swooped you off your feet 

he was no doubt your bias and you’d been voting for him like crazy everyday 

and ofc since somi was your best friend you’d always rant about how cute and talented lee daehwi was and somi would just sigh and roll her eyes sometimes 

well one day at school your class is given a project to be completed in pairs and obviously you and somi are a pair 

usually you two would complete your work at the library but since the weather was really horrible 

you guys decided to head to your place over the weekend 

and you guys do that except you dont get the work done 

so you guys decide to go to somi’s place sometime after school next week to finish it 

and tbh you’ve been very curious about where somi lives

even though you guys are best friends you guys always met either in public or at your place

you were just super curious as to what her house was like and why she was lowkey secretive about where she lived

hMMMMMM

so the day before going to somi’s place

you guys are having lunch at school and somi is suddenly like: “oh y/n when you come tomorrow, my twin brother will most likely be home visiting” 

and u r like

“WAIT HANG ON A SECNOD U HAVE A TWIN BROTHER?? SINCE WHEN???” you semi yell when you stand up from your seat 

you are surprised and shocked bc ur friend has a twin brother and she never told you 

“ssHHHHH be quiet” says somi gesturing you to sit back down 

and so you do and say

“how come you didnt tell me somi?” while pouting 

“well…i guess you never asked whether i had siblings or not” replies somi nervously 

“hmm yeah fair enough, well what its like having a twin brother? what’s he like” you ask excitedly

you’d  never met anyone that had a twin before and u suddenly find out that your best friend in fact has a twin brother which makes you feel kinda weird and excited 

“it’s alright, we’re just like any other sibling pair, he can be slightly annoying sometimes but he’s a good brother overall. i miss him” replies somi looking down 

“ohhhhh where is he? does he go to high school here?” you asked wondering if somi’s twin was actually at your school and completely hidden from u 

“no he doesn’t”

“where does he go then? and what’s his name? what does he look like?” you asked bombarding somi with questions as you were super curious now

since somi was one of the prettiest girls in the school you were lowkey thinking maybe somi’s twin is really hot HAHA

“i actually can’t say his name but he’s really ugly” says somi laughing

“why not????” you ask somi, “is he a spy or something?? with a hidden identity???” 

somi shook her head laughing at you as you continued to pester her about her twin 

“you’ll see tomorrow when you come over” says somi “i think things might change when you see who it is” as she sighs

now you were C U R I O U S as to why somi kept it so secret 

and for some odd reason, who somi’s twin brother was was all you thought about for the rest of the day 

your thoughts went wild as you thought, what if he’s actually a spy? or illegal? a criminal? someone dangerous? what if he’s the youngest ceo in our country?

and for some seriously odd reason you were excited to meet somi’s twin brother 

the next day you head to somi’s house with the address typed in google maps 

you rang the doorbell and somi opened the door

as you stepped in you saw how the house wasn’t too big nor was it too small it was quite spacious and clean and very cozy 

you saw some baby pictures placed up on a shelf of somi and her twin; you recognised somi easily and the twin brother was really cute too 

you guys take a seat on the big couch and start working on the project when suddenly you hear footsteps come down the stairs 

you were super focused on your work tbh so you didn’t look up 

until a voice says 

“hey sis is this your friend that always talks about me?” 

and the voice is SO FAMILIAR 

and you’re suddenly afraid to look up 

you do recognise that voice but no way it just couldn’t be 

silence 

“yep it is” says somi, “look at the state she is in now” 

your entire body was frozen and wouldn’t react and you were looking at the ground

“she’s so cute like that” says the voice

you feel your cheeks go bright red and your heart suddenly beating extraordinarily fast 

you close your eyes and tell yourself you are dreaming 

you take a deep breath and look up 

and you are met with a pair of the most gorgeous eyes you have ever seen; one eye was monolid and the other was double lidded but honestly that was what was attractive about him 

it was truly lee daehwi lmao sorry i made it so so dramatic haha

he was smiling down at your with the sweetest and cutest smile 

“hello y/n! it’s nice to finally meet you!” says daehwi cheerfully 

“u-h-h hello– daehwi-ssi” you stutter nervously as you die internally 

daehwi laughed and his laughter was like a beautiful melody

“no need to be formal y/n, we’re the same age! you don’t look great right now, i’ll grab a glass of water for you” says daehwi as he heads to the kitchen 

when he’s gone you turn to somi straight away 

“DUDE WHY DIDNT U TELL ME DAEHWI WAS UR BROTHER?? i wouldn’t have fangirled over him to you and its sooooo embarrassing” 

“chill y/n it was actually pretty funny, you totally have a crush on my twin, look at ur face” says somi laughing 

“sTOP omg this is all ur fault im so embarrassed, i embarrassed myself in front of my bias” you say as your bury your face in your hands

“seriously y/n this is your chance to talk to him and i don’t usually say this about that idiot but he’s actually a very nice guy, so don’t be nervous anymore” 

you take deep breaths and try to collect yourself before daehwi comes back 

when he does you’re much calmer even though you still feel like you are living in a dream 

“here’s your water” says daehwi as he hands over the glass of water

both your finger trips lightly made contact and you felt your heart racing again 

“thanks daehwi” you say giving him a shy smile 

he asks what the project is about and starts helping you guys and in no time you guys are done 

and daehwi is super friendly and outgoing so in no time you get really comfortable around him

and realise that HES JUST A REALLY NICE AND KIND HUMAN like any human and not some “far unreachable star that’s like a god” 

you find out he has cute habits and loves cleaning and fashion and wants to make people happier through his music

you guys talk for the next two hours getting to know each other and you tell him that you’ll continue to support him on produce 101 and he’s super thankful 

at this rate somi had literally fallen asleep and is taking a nap on the sofa 

he opens up about how it’s hard to meet people’s expectations and that he doesn’t want to disappoint others and you guys have really deep conversations 

and in no time it’s already dark outside 

and daehwi even offers to walk you to the bus stop 

and he puts on a black hoodie with the hood up just in case ppl recognise him anyone watching school 2017 bc i love x’s outfit hehe

you guys reach the bus stop

“y/n it was nice meeting you and i was able to get my mind off things thanks to you” 

“no worries daehwi, i’m so glad to have met you and you’re just as wonderful and kind as i’d imagined you to be” you reply cringing at your own cheesiness

daehwi laughs again as he ruffles your hair “you’re so kind too” 

“anyways y/n will you do me a favour and not tell anyone that i am somi’s twin? i dont want things to get hard for her if people know about our sibling relationship” 

you swoon, he was even so nice to his sister 

you nod “of course”

the bus comes and you guys wave goodbye 

you couldn’t believe that you met daehwi and got so close to him 

he was so nice and down to earth 

you lowkey wondered if you’d ever be able to see him again since he was already famous and busy with filming 

you convinced yourself that he was probably this nice to everyone and you were really lucky because you were his sister’s best friend 

suddenly your phone buzzed and you received a message from an unknown number 

“hello y/n, it’s daehwi - i got your number from somi. that’s okay right? next week i’ll be back in town again, so do you wanna hang out? just the two of us this time ;)”

efgqkejfhfjhjf i hope you guys liked this?? i have no idea what the response is gonna be like and lmao i made somi and daehwi twins bc they could totally be siblings :) i realised i probably rant too much lmaooo so let me know what you guys think as i’m always open to feedback and thoughts about my work :) please also look forward to my next one in this series! 

[scumbagmordremoth]

(Assassinating ppl doesn’t help with ur court justice case)

Temanii shrugged a shoulder, sinking back into her seat.

"I'm nineteen, I don't exactly command respect yet, and a lot of them don't think I should be a court justice at all, due to my age. Which..." Temanii sighed a little, focusing on the water glass. "In some way, I'm almost inclined to agree. But the Lainite house's status is riding on the eldest child maintaining some title with the government, and since my father held the seat... well. Rock... meet hard place."

Markus nodded, "I suppose your age would present a problem. You haven't been a lawyer for very long either I'm assuming?" 

Evelyn leaned back, relaxing slightly, though her eyes did furtively glance towards her mother from time to time. However, Markus' control over the situation meant she no longer needed to stress quite so much. Kitty put her elbows on the table and her chin in her hands looking about as pleased as can be. As if everything she'd wanted had fallen neatly into place. 

 "It may, perhaps, not be the most ideal, but you might want to try practicing as a lawyer for some time. You're young so if your opponent is much older than you you might have another chance later." 

Kitty winked at Temanii while Markus leaned over and poured the two latecomers cups of tea, "Or you could have him murdered~"

 Without skipping a beat or changing tone Markus merely commented in a conversational manner, "You should not have him murdered. That would be illegal"

Temanii snorted out a little laugh. 

"If I wanted him murdered, I'd just handle it myself." She said with a wry little grin. The idea was entertaining, but non-feasible. "Honestly, I don't know if I even want to deal with law, it was thrust upon me. At this rate I've got a background as a Priory scholar, a soldier, a medical assistant, a pit fighter, short lived as that was, a bartender... terrible at that, one hell of a mesmer, and now law. If I'm not careful, someone will nominate me to take up Logan Thackery's position when he retires." 

She glanced between Markus and Evelyn, trying to study the dynamic that played between the two, as if trying to solve a puzzle that she didn't have all the pieces to.

Markus and Evelyn seemed quite comfortable together for two people who didn't actually want to get married. Markus himself didn't really seem like such a terrible dude. Probably the nicest person at the table even. Soft spoken and quiet were not the most compatible traits with Evelyn but they seemed to work together in a way that made what was an obviously uncomfortable situation easier for Evelyn to handle. Since Kitty, on her other side, was all about escalating everything irregardless of who the target was Markus' attempts to keep de-escalating were greatly appreciated. 

"Well, Miss Lainite, it sounds like you're a woman of many talents. Even without the position I'm sure you could lead your house effectively." He smiled, giving Evelyn a meaningful look as he addressed Temanii, "Though if you'd like some help anyways, I am sure we might be able to drum up a bit of support for you. It does help to have a House or two behind you."

 Temanii smiled softly, considering the statement, and his body language. She instinctively didn't like Markus for obvious reasons, but she couldn't deny he was at least calm, if not a little bit sweet. And compliments had always gone a long way with the girl, because even if she didn't like a person, she really, really liked herself, and was all too happy to be given reminders she should. 

"Thanks, I'll uh... I'll have to give that some serious consideration. Things were easier before. I mean... ya know. Nothing about taking down an ancient elder dragon is easy... but somehow preferable to getting my ass handed to me in and public debate on law. It's like being quizzed by old Baelgiss again, but with angry townsfolk."

 "Being able to punch your problems away certainly is preferable!" Kitty chimed in as she dug into a piece of cake. 

[hollowedskin]

hollow, my OT wants me to go into private hospital inpatient for PTSD. i've previously suffered psychiatric abuse in the public system and hospitals really scare me. i think i remember you go through private, so can you tell me any encouraging things about private hospital? or warnings i guess if there aren't encouraging things to say. can you take your phone with you and still have the internet? being isolated was terrible. sorry if this is an invasive question i'm just scared.

hey no, its fine psych hospital review website here if you wanted to check out patient feedback for where you’re looking to go. just keep in mind that it’s new so i dont think it has a very comprehensive list yet.

ive (thankfully) never been in a public mental health hospital but a lot of the ppl in my ward have been and from what they say there is an enormous difference between the two, at least in Australia.

it also makes a difference if you’re involuntary or not. if you go into a private hospital voluntarily, you’re not being kept there against ur will and you have access to a lot more freedoms like day leave. They have to put procedures in place to take those away and make you involuntary and thats in the event of a crisis. But if you’re a voluntary patient you can choose the duration of your stay (they will have reccomendations but thats different) and they cant keep you if you dont want to be there any more.

I can only tell you about my experiences with the hospital I go to, since im fortunate enough to not have to had moved around a lot. My psychiatrist at the time referred me to a really good one first off. 

Wifi depends on hospital to hospital. The first few times I was in there was no ward wifi, but they didn’t take your phone or your laptop or any internet dongle things you brought in. You could use data and the rooms had landline phones and you could make free local calls whenever you wanted. The hospital I am in has wifi now and I’ve noticed most of the private hospitals I’ve been to for surgery in the last two years now have patient wifi where they didn’t before.they may take your charging cables since they’re a hanging risk, (mine bases it on your case) but some places i’ve visited friends in also let you coil them up and zip tie them so they’re no longer a big string. 

Being isolated is going to be bad for your mental health so they tend to encourage visitors, day leave on the weekends and for you to interact with other patients, where I go there are art groups, music groups, gym, walking and some other stuff as well as the mental health workshops we do as part of group therapy.

As for advice, first i would reccomend trying to get a single room if you have PTSD. You don’t want to share with a stranger. Where I go they don’t make our ward share bc its a disaster, but they do have double rooms so i think its an option or was an option in the general wards.

Second would be bring everything and anything you think of as a comfort. soft things, pillows, plush toys, terrariums, fairy lights if you’re allowed cords or LED candles if u aren’t, colourful bedspreads, art supplies, books, a variety of nice soaps and body washes to make showering a bit more bearable.Call them up before u go with a list of things ur planning on bringing and ask if ur allowed, or get a visitor to drop things like plants and decorations off after u have arrived.It’s really distressing for me to return to my room after a heavy session with my psychiatrist and it doesn’t look like home. I can’t feel safe or wind down when its a stark white hospital room.  And i’ve found that decorating my space helps claim it as mine and kind of carve out a little area of calm when u might not have too much privacy. 

You might want to get noise cancelling headphones so u can sleep, or check out this white noise app because the nurses will have to check on you anywhere from every 15 mins to every 2 hours, and hearing them come in can stress a lot of people out even tho they try to be quiet in the night. 

the other thing i would do is bring a journal and record everything that happens. Most of my experiences have been good, but sometimes u get fuckery just like in every other place. I’m particularly succeptible to gaslighting, and my dissociation makes it hard to keep track of memories, so every time something goes wrong or I have an altercation with anyone I record it in case it turns into a pattern and I need my notes.

I also write daily diary entries because i’ve found i tend to forget what has happened in hospital when i’m out, and what happens from visit to visit, since we do a lot of trauma work and it freaks my brain out. It’s important to be able to remember what we have worked on and what revelations i’ve made and what advice i’ve been given so I write it all down in a book every time i go.

good luck