#i’m still unemployed despite my best efforts and it’s giving me brain worms
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So basically I’ve had one of those mornings that makes you want to scream into a pillow. And this afternoon I have a meeting lol
#it’s just with the head of safeguarding/guidance counsellor person at the place i’m doing my web dev course#and it’s to discuss my progress on the course and if i need any extra help#but it’s like… if she asks how my life is going the answer is ‘fucking horribly’#i’m still unemployed despite my best efforts and it’s giving me brain worms#my dog is going so senile that i’m going to have to have her put down soon out of sheer like… wish for her to die with some type of dignity#she’s riddled with arthritis; she has a heart murmur and she’s had so many strokes that i think part of her brain is legitimately dead#my sister just died. my best friend is being stalked and harassed by her abusive ex and i can’t DO anything to help her#well nothing that wouldn’t land me in prison for 20 to life anyway#my other friend (yes i have exactly two friend; shut up) i Thought was ghosting me but she’s actually having a depressive episode#and i can’t help from 5000 miles away#i have no money. no prospects. a busted knee. i’ve lost interest in all my hobbies apart from the one that causes me to lose a bunch of#hours without realising (video games). and i’m disgusting. i didn’t shower this morning and i’ve been running around the neighbourhood#after my idiot terrier who has fully lost her mind but there is NOTHING wrong with her legs or lungs i can tell you that#i don’t know how we didn’t both have a heart attack in those people’s backyard#anyway. if you need me i’m going to let mabel out and see if she’ll produce something#and then i’m going to wash my terrible body#personal
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