#i’m still lowkey inactive sorry but

[yourstrulyrika]

hey guys did u miss me :3 i am most likely back !!! i feel like i owe everyone an actual explanation what happened that i disappeared for a moment;

first, i was really sick and couldn’t really do a thing, and if i had the energy, i had no motivation, then i got 100$ stollen from me so i basically had a really low episode. sorry for the inactivity, i was sick for almost three weeks & had to go to doctors multiple times. there was more, but i don’t want to dump it all here, since it’s literally a fic post and those things are private so um!! yk.

either way, here comes the actual post, and then i’ll actually get to my rqs so no worries, i’m not missing anyone out! i might be just a biiiiit rusty. just a bit. i lowkey hate this i think

leon x fem!reader, of course it’s a smut, soft soft soft, soft dom!leon, lovelovelovelove, leon letting you try to ride him basically

the last thing Leon likes is being vulnerable. well, one of the last things. he hates being seen as weak, emotional. he’s the strong person of the relationship, he can’t show his emotions right? he’s so deep into that headspace that it was almost impossible to pull him out. he always found an excuse to not let you take care of him.

you would try and suggest taking control in bed, and he always found a way to make you stop thinking about it. it’s not that Leon doesn’t trust you. he trusts his darling more than anyone else, even himself sometimes, but letting someone take control over him just.. sounds weird. to him. he’s also nervous about lying back down and letting you do the job. what if you won’t like it or something? he doesn’t want to mess up. it’s just that Leon doesn’t know what to do when he’s not taking care of someone or when he’s not being ordered around.

when he finally agreed though, he still kept his hands on your hips. not bruising, but it’s still there, large hands holding onto your hips, controlling the pace. he’s not ready to let go fully, he has to hold onto even the slightest bit of control. it brings him a peace of mind in its own way.

but you also bring a peace of mind to him, and he finds himself letting go, even if a little. the feeling of your walls surrounding his length is enough to make him go stupid. Leon has always been quick to grow pussydrunk on you. every time you squeeze around him, he thinks he might bust a nut right there at this moment. the fact you’re so beautiful doesn’t help either; he finds himself losing in the sight of you all the time, his eyes blown out, that stormy blue of his almost nonexistent with his pupils wide.

“Goddamn, your grip on me isn’t fair…” he half whines half grunts it out — it’s true, though. you don’t even have to do anything and he’s already on his knees if you need him to. only for you though — there’s no way anyone else would ever have this type of grip on him. you’re squeezing him so damn hard, he’s losing his mind. he can’t help himself — he agreed to you taking control but he finds himself thrusting his hips up, taking over the pace because your pussy just feels too good.

when you stop moving your hips, he whines. he was feeling so good, but you took it away! looking at you with blown out eyes, he pouts his lips, only for you to remind him he’s supposed to let go. he knows you want him to relax and let you take control— but he just can’t, not fully. still, he tries.

his hands hold onto the fat of your hips, lifting your hips up and down, making you bounce on him, his heavy balls slapping against your ass and making loud clapping noises echoing through the room.

“Fuckkk, your pussy’s so damn good.. can’t hold back when you’re gripping me so fucking hard, feels ‘s warm,” your slick leaks down onto his pelvis, both of your juices mixing into a mess, your sweat mingling with his. one of his hand trails up, pulling you down to wrap his lips around your breast, suckling on it as if you were about to start leaking milk. you tug on his hair, clenching around his fat cock which causes him to groan around your nipple, resulting in you arching your back. he pulls away just a bit to attach his lips to your neck, a faint grin forming on his lips every time you react to his touch. he got you too dumb on his cock for you to keep reminding him that it’s his turn to be lying down and just taking it, just as pussydrunk he is on you, and he’s planning to use it. he still keeps you on top of him but he’s thrusting in and out of you so fast you can’t quite catch up, his pillowy lips all over you making you feel dizzy. you can feel his cock starting to throb and him getting just a tiny bit bigger. he’s relentlessly hitting your sweet spot which has you mewling for him, just the way he loves. it doesn’t take long before you cream all over his thick length, your toes curling and walls pulsing with every heartbeat of yours. soon enough, Leon follows suit, thick cum bursting out into deep your guts.

when both of you cool off from the peak, you grumble about how it was supposed to be him being the submissive one for once, but he just laughs it off with a kiss on your nose before speaking with that grin of his,

“Maybe one day, sweetheart. Gotta work up for it.”

[eatingoutmen]

Life update

Hello my lovelies! I’m sorry if I haven’t been posting in this supposed “dead account” for a while now, I did say in my last post that I’m sick and I still currently am. And because of that, my mental health has been getting worse and I have just been trying to get better but unfortunately, my life is full of misfortunes and I am currently getting lowkey exhausted and staying at home in my room feeling more worse and worse than ever before.

And I would like to sincerely apologize to you all for leaving you guys and wonder what’s going on with me after my last post with a simple explanation but not much detail, I needed to get this out of my chest and don’t worry, I do have some friends in my personal life that I talk to about my problems, but there are some things I can’t tell them and it just sucks and I gotta carry it to myself only.

So again, I’m really so sorry, I’m really trying to get better both physically and mentally. But right now, I think I just want to take a break and sleep it off as always, but then again it doesn’t really work as usual. So yeah, I’m not “dead”, just unfortunately going to be “inactive”. I’m still on this app but only just liking whatever I see and just listening to music to make myself feel better as I to sleep this off again and again and again.

Thank you for reading and understanding, take care my lovelies!

[intoloopin-archive]

am i late to the npc game? PLEASE MAKE PROFILE FOR YOUR OTHER NPCS WITH THEIR HISTORY AND LORE AND EVERYTHING IN BETWEEN!!!! i am begging at this point 😭

GIO:

IT MAY NOT SEEN LIKE IT!!!!! But your ask rose me for my grave anon, I'm sorry for making you wait so long!!!!! Here's an extra treat...

YOU GOT … MIDNESTRA!

Midnestra was a fictional south korean girl group debuted in early 2016 and disbanded in mid 2017 under small startup company HOWL-L Entertainment. LINEUP (04): Myungji. Dahyung. Faye. Saki. SONGS INCLUDE: Wake Me Up (2016). Archangels of the Sephiroth (2017). CONCEPT: The Midnight Orchestra of Monstresses. NOTORIOUS MEMBERS: Myungji, Dahyung.

I technically wasn’t going to include any deep PASS(i)ONE related information (PASS(i)ONE being a name that I dropped a lot on the LOOPiN headlines recently, and if you follow me on the yapper sideblog, you might already be kinda familiar with as my ‘backburner project’), except for Genie because everything about Kendall and her bonkers lingering relationship with Genie is funny as shit.

For extra context: PASS(i)ONE has a whole three member unit of once debuted Idols, it’s an intricate part of their branding, and it’s made up of Caihong (centuries old SM Rookie), Kendall (once Genie’s Eunjoo) and of course, my favorite Pi1 mess, Dahyung (back in Midnestra days under the stage name ‘Pearl’).

Midnestra as a whole holds a very special place in my heart even though in universe this group is as dead and nugu as it gets, all because I did try to write for them and got into a nice 5K-ish ramble way before LOOPiN came up into the picture, they even had their own inactive sideblog and all! Their concept is also very neatly meta, something that looking back was a beta version of what I ended up doing with the loop dudes and their never ending repetition circles; the members assigned monsters within their group concept were very related to their personal struggles – Faye was ‘the midnight shifter / werewolf’, Saki was ‘the midnight shadow / ghost’ and most importantly, Myungji was ‘the midnight crawler / vampire’ and Dahyung was ‘the midnight singer / siren’. The siren symbolism with Dahyung is one of my favorite imageries for an OC I have and taps into a lot of her brain’s inner workings – her relationship with her influence over others, her femininity and her own queerness are some examples – and since I’m still hopeful of someday bringing Pi1 to the spotlight on their full OT9 glory, I won’t dive to deep into it, but just so you know: I ADORE her loser ass! She’s such a fucking asshole!!!!!

But oooooooh, miss Yang Myungji, this bloodsucker, fame fucker bitch! On her I must share some thoughts because wow, go fuck yourself girl, like actually! On paper, she’s one of my favorite unapologetic villains around – a washed up ex-Idol that happened to find one poor rookie girl that was a fan of hers despite all odds and it’s been using her and trying her hardest to manipulate her and live a second attempt at stardom through her, and won’t you believe it! That’s another PASS(i)ONE member! And on top of that, Myungji uses her past complicated bond with Dahyung as bandmates to suck up all of Dahyung’s possible alliance to herself only, completely fucking up her early bonding with the rest of Pi1 (mostly because she can, mind you!), weaponizing nostalgia and Dahyung’s suppressed attraction for her that she just knows is very, very real.

Myungji is a textbook manipulator and sadist controller, and also the way she can make herself seem like a victim all the damn time? Insanity. She is insane. I lowkey wish she would stab me at the neck with her stilettos–

[1d1195]

Don’t be sorry for being a bit inactive! You’ve mentored before how busy you would be this month and that’s okay! And teachers always have so much to do, it’s crazy and they most definitely NEED to be appreciated more!! Plus taking time to enjoy your break is a must, you deserve it!

And finals were lowkey HELL but I have been finally FREE which has made me a bit happier in life lol but thank you!

Always sending so much love towards you and I’m so happy you’re okay!!-💜

I know but I still feel bad! I was hoping I'd have a little more time to myself but alas.

I should have more time over the next few days. I would like to post TWO things this week but I'm trying not to put too much pressure on it.

Thank you so much 😭 most days are probably fine, but the bad ones are bad and it's those ones that color a lot my thoughts when I think about the longevity of this career. I do really like it, it's what I've always wanted to do. But students are different now. It's really hard.

I'm sorry finals were so rough! I'm sure you did GREAT! Glad you're feeling happier 💕

xoxo

[goober-37]

Sorry for being lowkey inactive, I’m currently in the process of moving out of my parents’ house (yippee‼️) and trying to speedrun the rest of my schooling before November 1st on top of still going to work 😭 I promise I’ll be more active and draw more weird shit to post once the business settles down more‼️

[sungbeam]

HEYYYYYYY

To start off, phew, that pintrest post had me going DELULUUUUUUUU like jeez miss Molly Burford you def had some INSANE ideas/pos cause I read that whole thing like it was a small Changmin fic in and of itself and it just goes to show how strong literature can really be and how much emotion you can convey with just the smallest bit of writing like- *sobs*

AND YEAH RIP YOU WERE RIGHT QUANTUMANIA SUCKED LOWKEY 😭

Onto watch Hawkeye tho 😼🤭

AND YASSSSS I GOT INTO TBZ PRETTY RECENTLY (roar era 💀) BUT THE CONCEPT FOR MAVERICK WAS EVERYTHING TO ME I SWEAR LIKE I WAS GENUINELY LIKE, JAWDROP, WHEN I SAW THE TRAILER LIKE THE MUSIC, THE CUTS, CHANGMIN’S ENDING SCENE PHEW LIKE OUR MEN CAN A C T

I still go back to just watch the teaser cause it’s genuinely so cool to me and I just wished they did more with the concept cause it was such an interesting storyline BUT THE BE AWAKE/BE AWARE STORYLINE WAS ALSO PRETTY INTERESTING AND I CAN DO A FULL DISSERTATION ON IT I SWEAR LIKE, IN THIS ESSAY I WILL- 🤓☝️

But yeah I basically just started with tbz yet I somehow managed to get almost all the maverick album photocards so lowkey proud of myself, thanks mercari 🤭

And yeah with GOTG3 Floor was actually a bunny rabbit 😭 the way she moved like a spider freaked me TF out tho 💀 but yesss they were so cute and it just felt bad seeing them cause being experimented on was basically all that they knew and they were so happy to escape but then… yeah 😭

And LORDDDDD right when they were escaping and Floor started freaking tf out and kept repeating the same sentence was when I started sobbing RFYUTFJBJ FELT A LIL GOOFY DOING IT IN THE THEATRE BUT OH WELL

AND YES (omfg take a shot every time I say ‘and’ 💀) YOU’RE SO RIGHT ABT YOUR WRITING STYLE like I thought it was only me that thought your writing is almost cinematic?? Not bc of the scene or act titles or anything tho like I can’t really pinpoint how it feels cinematic but it does and I’m SO obsessed with it cause I usually imagine fics to play out as if I’m watching a movie [it’s smth I do with books too like I’ve always just had an insane imagination that I’m v v proud of (like thank you brain for giving me smth useful for once 🙄☝️/j)]

But yeah (take a shot every time I say ‘yeah’ 💀) your writing style just makes it way more easier for me to digest bc of my overactive imagination HEBUHDBRH

YAS I DO LOVE TXT AND BEOMGYU IS MY BIAS HEHEHE 🤭 Tae and Kai have been wrecking me fr tho PHEW but AHHH a lot of superhero aus typically don’t have the reader as a superhero so that’ll be super refreshing to see! :o

KEEP THE SUPERHERO AUS COMING THO CAUSE I *DO* LIVE FOR THEM unfortunately I haven’t seen moon knight, ms marvel, OR shangchi BUT THEY WILL BE ADDED TO THE LIST TRUST and phew superhero Kev with his white hair ARGH MAIN CHARACTER FR 😵‍💫

OH NAURRR THE CHANGMIN FIC TOO GOSH SOMEONE TAKE CHANGMIN AWAY FROM YOU CAUSE YOU *WILL* END UP DESTROYING MY HEART(/jk jk) but I can see it right now not even gonna lie like I’m kind of envisioning the almost nostalgic vibe of a late 90s-early 00’s anime (idk if the link will work cause I’m on mobile but kind of like this scene from Mysterious Girlfriend X https://images.app.goo.gl/Huz8NDfpAajF7iC37) like I always get that warm nostalgic vibe WHENIGND SORRY IF THAT’S NOT WHAT YOU WERE TALKING ABT AT A L L 💀

Also, confession time, I was also a CHRONIC ghost reader that would just like (mostly cause I didn’t know that reblogs actually mattered as much as likes-) but I have seen so so many amazing blogs disappear or go inactive due to the lack of reblogs, likes, feedback, or basically ANY interaction :( I’ve changed my ways now even though I’m still not sure if I’m doing my reblogs properly but I guess I didn’t realize how much feedback or reblogs actually matter to people until I saw how my OWN motivation improved when I receive feedback or praise. Especially when I’m struggling with my mental health, someone telling me that I did something right makes me feel SOOOOO much happier than a singular like does. So now I prefer sending anon asks to authors just so I can communicate how much I appreciate their work cause honestly if I was a writer then I’d love to hear what people would have to say abt my fics, no matter if the feedback is negative (as long as it’s constructive and not mean-) or positive, it’s still better than nothing. So I completely get you bro and I genuinely hope that more people come to the same realization that I did 😭🫶 like I promise guys, a little feedback goes a long way and helps more than you think it can!

- Love you more than yesterday, but less than tomorrow, 🌷 anon

🌷 I LITERALLY SCREECHED AND GIGGLED ALOUD WHEN I SAW UR MESSAGE AKFNSJDJ HI BFFIE 🥰🥰🥰

plsss IKR kdnskdnkd ykw that's just what these men do to me 😔😌 make me so utterly irrevocably irredeemably delusional 🤩🤸‍♀️ i too JUST got into the boyz so ur not alone haha :')) i go into them just a couple months before roar era !! so like the standstill in btwn but yeah, the be awake concepts were SO FIRE 😩🤘🏻 i was so so so excited for it to come out and WE WERE NOT DISAPPOINTED IN THE SLIGHTEST !! (like we were w quantumania 😬) WAIT HELLO U HAVE ALL THE MAVERICK CARDS ALREADY???(@;@*@((@9@*#; WHAT SORCERY WKFJEKDM i didn't buy anything from maverick era but i did buy like a mystery pack of pcs someone was selling off instagram and got a couple pcs to start my section of them 😔😔 but i think after buying be awake im trying to not buy anymore of that stuff :'))))

NO CUZ THE WHOLE ROCKET BG STORYLINE WAS SO SAD SKXNSKDN I DIDNT EXPECT THAT I LITERALLY HATE THAT ITS SO SAD AND DARK LIKE??? im so glad my man rocket was SOLIDIFIED as an absolute genius now tho, that's so cool for him even tho it was bc of that wicked fkn high evolutionary trash 😭😭 floor's voice and actions and appearance combined were so scary PLS 💀 she's an absolute sweetheart but my goodness gracious, she will be someone's sleep paralysis demon—

OMG 🥺🥺🥺 BESTIE UR FEEDING INTO MY EGO SKCNKEMD i sometimes do write like im directing a scene instead of writing a fic/novel (´Д⊂ヽit's like a really bad habit cuz it doesn't allow me to flesh it out, but if u remember from the changmin fic otr, in the scene right after they confessed, changmin calls chanhee and it cuts right to yn's actions, and i was literally just imagining it as like a very abrupt scene break 2kfnskfjkdkd AND in that same fic and wavelength, in the cherry blossom quad scene at the end where changmin says "we never did get to finish that duet", i just imagine the scene ending with them looking at each other with the quad in the bg and the screen fades to black and he says the line OR it ends with like a close-up of how close their hands r to touching or smth— im telling u,,,, i literally think abt EVERYTHING as a movie sequence 😭😭😭 i could prob tell u what angle the proverbial camera is in for each scene 💀

STOP CUZ BEOMGYU IS MY BIAS TOO 😭😭😭😭 I LOVE THAT MAN W ALL MY HEART FRFR taehyun has been wrecking tho lately @_@ LIKE ,,, all of txt needs to chill w going to the gym, that's all im gonna say......... OMG I WILL WATCH THAT CLIP IN A MOMENT JSFNJDNDN BUT I STARTED WRITINF SOME OF THE SLOW DANCING FIC AND IDK WHAT THE VIBE IS COMPLETELY BUT I WILL LYK IF THE CLIP U SENT MATCHES IT ONCE I GET TO WRITING MORE TRUST o7

i too used to be a chronic ghost reader 😭😭😭 i had an old account where i tried writing, but i never really interacted with ANYONE and i thought that reblogs were just for people who went above and beyond 😭😔 but then when i started gaining more traction on this new acct, i realized how much reblogs really did matter and how tumblr apparently does run on them 🤧🤧 but yeah, i do appreciate u coming into my ask box all the time !!! this and/or reblogging,,, i appreciate both VERY DEEPLY :'))

TULIP, U HAVE A WAY W WORDS (´Д⊂ヽ if that's a quote from somewhere else, we can pretend u came up w it 🤩🤸‍♀️ love u lots 💖 more than 3000

[nameless-sovereign]

i really really am not fond of daddy kink, like it’s just not my thing, but i see any character cameron monaghan has played and think, yeah that boy has a daddy kink

[tsukkiboii]

𝚒𝚗 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎

𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕚𝕜𝕪𝕦𝕦 𝕓𝕠𝕪𝕤 𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕥 𝕥𝕠 "𝕚'𝕞 𝕤𝕠 𝕚𝕟 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕪𝕠𝕦"

pairings: tsukishima kei x reader | ushijima wakatoshi x reader | bokuto kotaro x reader

warnings: none? a bit of an ooc tsukki but i felt like writing a soft kei🥺

genre: fluff <3

a/n: i’m sorry for being so inactive in the past bit, summer school started and it’s nOt fun >:( i’ll try to write as much as i can!

𝘵𝘴𝘶𝘬𝘪𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘢 𝘬𝘦𝘪

❖ you were walking home together and you were skipping in front of him

❖ and you can’t see it because you’re looking ahead of you but he’s looking at you with the softest eyes possible thinking about how lucky he is to have you like no one would think it was possible for him to be so soft towards something

❖ but you didn’t really pay attention to what’s in front of you and you tripped on a stair :(

❖ he’s basically beside you like the moment you fell down you have no idea how he got there so quickly

❖ “are you hurt? why didn’t you watch where you were going? does it hurt? are you all right?”

❖ let’s be honest poor bby panicked okay

❖ but it was just a scrape on your knee it wasn’t super bad but he still worried about it

❖ “it’s fine kei, it’s just a scratch”

❖ bby boy literally takes out a mini first aid kit from his backpack that he just “happened to have”

❖ but shhh he definitely kept it in his backpack ever since you started dating because he knew you were a bit clumsy so he’s always had it for you

❖ does the usual, wipes your scratch, puts a band-aid on and stuff, but it’s vv out of character for him bc he’s always tsukishima-too-cool-for-anything-kei

❖ but you can see the amount of pride he pushes away all for you ;)

❖ “does it still hurt?” “it’ll only be better if you kiss it” “i hate you so much” “keiiiiii”

❖ you weren’t expecting him to actually lean down and kiss your knee, but he did anyways because he really just wanted you to feel better

❖ and you just look at him, a bit shocked, as he looks up and blushes a little bit when he catches you staring at him

❖ “what?” “nothing.” “what is it, y/n?”

❖ “it’s just... i’m so in love with you.”

❖ baby turns rED okay but he doesn’t want to admit it. he’s lowkey flustered

❖ “you’re so dumb. you know that?”

❖ you smile as he kisses your injured knee one more time and mumbles, barely audible but you still somehow catch it

❖ “i’m so in love with you too.”

𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘫𝘪𝘮𝘢 𝘸𝘢𝘬𝘢𝘵𝘰𝘴𝘩𝘪

 ❖ you’ve always known that dating ushijima wakatoshi would be like third wheeling him and volleyball, but you loved him regardless because he really does love you and you know that

❖ so you’ve always been there for him every second, been there to support him whenever he needs it

❖ to be honest; it gets a little exhausting because sometimes you feel like your boyfriend isn’t really there?? you understand that volleyball is his career and he needs to dedicate most of his time, but you still feel a little down regardless

❖ and lately, he’s been staying even later at practices because of a match coming up

❖ you don’t complain though, and often stay to help him practice his spikes

❖ one day you came back from work, expecting an empty house because he’s supposed to be staying late at practice

❖ instead, you come back to a fully cooked meal resting on the table and your boyfriend in front of you

❖ “y/n, i realized that i wasn’t focusing on you as much as i should be, and i’m really sorry. i’ve decided to take today off so i can spend time with you”

❖ and you’re literally shocked. like, you thought dating him was like dating a brick wall (even though you still love him) and definitely didn’t expect anything like this

❖ regardless, the biggest smile appears on your face as he pulls you into a warm hug

❖ and your thought just kind of slips out of your mouth

❖ “oh my god, toshi. i’m so in love with you.”

❖ the faintest smile appears on his usual expressionless face

❖ “i’m very in love with you too, y/n.”

𝘣𝘰𝘬𝘶𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘰𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘰

❖ it was your six-month anniversary!!

❖ and this boy? this babie went all out

❖ and by all out i mean ALL OUT

❖ like flowers, a stuffed owl, a frickin candlelight dinner, gifts he made by himself despite being clumsy as heck, and a pair of earrings you’ve been eyeing for AGES

❖ and the moment you come home he gives you the biggest hug ever and kisses all over your face

❖ and you had, no exaggeration, the best night of your life

❖ at the end of the night, you two just ended up on the couch and cuddled

❖  and you feel so so happy andno words can express how much you love the boy wrapping his arms around you and honestly, he couldn’t express how much he loved you either

❖ so you let out a content sigh, smile, look up at him, and say the closest thing you could to describing how much you love him

❖ “ko, i’m so in love with you.”

❖ bby is honestly kind of flustered ngl

❖ but like, at the same time, he’s sO happy and his heart flutters and suddenly he’s fallen back in love all over again even though he was in love in the first place and it doesn’t make sense because he doesn’t understand how he could love someone this much

❖ beaming, he squeezes you tight.

❖ “i’m even more in love with you, y/n!”

~tsukkiboii~

[oh-katsuki]

cal where have you been, you’ve been lowkey kind of inactive, everything okay sweet girl?

hello dearest beloved <333 thank you for checking in!

i know I’ve been inactive!! im not on hiatus or anything (I still check my blog regularly and write), im just dealing with a touch of writers block / creative block in general !! I’m also living back at uni and am back in classes so I have less time for things right now!!

I’m sorry!! I’m still here though!!!

[florianwirtz]

2020 is coming to an end and honestly I don’t really believe it. I still feel like I’m processing events happening in May. But I wanna say that I’m proud that you made it through that year and hope many good things will come to you in 2021. It was an awful situation for all of us and I hope you are not too harsh on yourself if you didn’t achieve want you wanted due to what is going on right now.

I want to take the time and say thank you for making the majority of my time a good one. Regardless of what is going on sometimes, I’m glad I got to meet so many cool people here, friends I wanna keep for life and started to treasure. I’ve been keeping myself lowkey the past month but I hope you know that I still appreciate and love you.

now my list of special people in my heart. I hope we will see us in 2021 again and thank you for everything. ❤️

@modricmio - we haven’t been in much contact lately but I hope you are well! I know I can always count on you and I love you. After all these years, I’m still grateful that I get to call you my friend. <3

@trentalexanders - milaa! Although we’ve been knowing us for quite a long time already, I feel like this year we grew particularly close! I feel like we have the perfect banter rivalry friendship where we can have a mix of banter and serious talk! It’s always so fun to talk with you and push my James Justin propaganda (I’m sorry for being quiet for a while but I hope you know it’s always gonna be him) 😘 #teamjj 

@dancefaeries - I’m still mad that your first association with me is probably that Harvey Barnes pic 🙃 because I associate you with Boilerman and I think that’s waaaay cooler (we probably should do a rate the mascot list one day) Also your awfully bland taste in men. Regardless, it’s always good to see you on my dash even if most posts consists of complaining about how you’re much older than all of us and we’re all babies 😂

@footballffbarbiex - Amy, I hope you are well and didn’t forget me! It’s been an awfully long time since the last time we talked to each other but I haven’t forgotten you! I’m still sorry for never turning in my piece for the writing challenge (maybe one day I can make it up to you 😬) but I hope you know that you are still one of the most talented writers out there! I also enjoy our talks about how salad should be eaten and tomatoes shouldn’t exist. Because having good food opinions automatically makes you the best!

@stydiaherondale - Meliiii my love! Oder sollte ich sagen Jadon’s love? 😂 ich erinnere mich immer noch gern an den Moment zurück als du mich einfach mal angeschrieben hast und ich finde immer noch, dass es einer der besten Momente war. Weil wir zusammen gerade versuchen Erwachsensein zu meistern und beide iwie keinen Plan davon haben. Auch wenn du gefühlt 80.000 Clubs supportest, für mich bleibst du der einzige Dortmundfan den ich akzeptiere. 💕

@neckarinselstrand - es ist immer wieder schön dich hier wiederzusehen! Lia,  ich hoffe du hast 2020 gut überstanden und wir werden wieder tolle Konversationen in Spanisch haben nächstes Jahr 😁 Theoretisch sollte meins ja besser sein, aber ich muss sagen, ich kann immer noch nicht viel mehr 😂

@theweatha - we haven’t been much in contact lately but I hope you know that I still appreciate you! I’m proud of you going through with that idea of the podcast as it’s always a pleasure listening to you and Liz. I hope 2020 wasn’t too messed up for you and I hope you are well xo. May we talk more in 2021 again!

@julianbrandtrelated  - Ich weiß du nutzt kein tumblr mehr (ohne dich ists nicht dasselbe) aber ich will trotzdem sagen, dass du einer der coolsten Menschen bist, die ich hier getroffen haben (man findet echt selten Leute, die 100% immer das Gleiche fühlen wie man selbst haha). Ich hoffe, dir gehts gut und wir reden mal wieder öfter demnächst ❤️

@ehrenbrandt - was soll ich noch zu dir sagen haha? Mein Tag wär nicht mehr derselbe ohne den content den du mir jeden Tag schickst oder unsere täglichen Zusammenbrüche und Jubel über Leverkusen. Auch wie du immer wieder mein liveblogging über United tolerierst, ist einfach das Beste und ohne dich Fußball zu gucken, ist seltsam! Dass du mich am Anfang des Jahres noch besuchen konntest, war eines der besten Dinge in diesem Jahr ❤️ allein die unzähligen Insider, die währenddessen passiert sind, werd ich nie wieder vergessen hahaha!  auf das wir uns hoffentlich bald wiedersehen <3

@tottenhamsstuff  - you’re a weirdo. In a good way because so am I. Will I ever tolerate your taste in men? no - but if we’d agree on everything, it wouldn’t be the same between us, so I’m fine with that. I hope you are doing well with the situation going on at your country right now and I am sorry for not reaching out sooner. I’m glad I got to know you 🤍

@danieljamesmufc  - my favourite welsh ❤️ the reason why I always have an eye on the Welsh nt and I am an honorary fan! I’m glad I got to know you and although you rep a shit footballer, I think that’s fine. Also us sharing the same bland taste in men and knowing it never gets old. Grateful for our endless chats this year and hopefully one day we do will see each other, regardless if it’s in Germany or Wales. I hope you are doing well X

@zalimaaa - so actually I have no words for you because I feel like I’ve already said everything I ever wanted to say to you. But I will never stop saying how much I actually love you, the way you always care about me and help me out of every life situation, it’s hard to imagine what I would do without you. The first time we facetimed or when we rant about life or literally everything else, it feels like we’ve known each other for an eternity. I’m always here for you and the day we meet each other will be one of the best in my life. You always know how to make me the happiest, thank you for everything in 2020 <3

@emwritesfootball  - you know what you’re annoying but in a good way. Annoying because you will never stop to take that name from the chipmunk out of your mouth. Regardless of that, you made time during lockdown bearable and I will never forget the fun chats we used to have but also the rather serious ones! I’m grateful that I got to know you and hope 2021 has something better for you in mind! Also you’re one hell of a writer and thank you for dedicating so many pieces to me (even those with the wrong person 😘), I always feel honored to be a source of inspo haha.

@shockintha - Alice!! With you, everything is fun and positive and I feel like everyone needs a person like you in life. I feel like I already said what I always wanted to say to you on your birthday but I will say once again how much I appreciate you. I know I can always turn to you about literally every topic because we either absolutely agree with each other or have a vastly different opinion about it. And I feel like these dynamics are what makes our friendship so wonderful. Thanks for always seeing the positive things in life when no one else does. I love you and hopefully we will see each other soon! <3

@idiotsfc - Alicia!! Nothing will beat your weird taste in men but since it’s so amusing and making my day, I’m fine with it 😂 thank you for always sending me lovely messages in my inbox, I love and appreciate you so much and hope you are doing well 💕

@magicmartinelli  - I know you don’t like sappy texts so I will try to keep myself short. I think it’s super cool that you like my taste in music and literally every song I send to you and how you started liking CHVRCHES because of me ☺️ the way we are secretly both sore losers and get mad about our clubs is what connects us. See ya in 2021 and congrats for avoiding relegation so far!

@donnyvandered - I feel like I’m repeating myself but it’s true that getting to know you was one of my highlights this year too. I have so much love to you and I feel like we are always on the same wave length when talking. Together with Radia we just vibe so well and I feel like if we’d ever do a triple meeting we’d get along so well. Facetiming with you both was so fun and hopefully we can repeat this much more often next year. I love you and I hope you are doing well. Thank you for everything and see you in 2021 ❤️

@duckysweater - seeing you in my inbox every time I’m here, makes me so happy and I hope you know that I have so much love for you although I don’t say it very often! You deserve the world and more, with you it’s never a bad day here, thank you for everything you do! <3

@kingkepaff - Lily you are a very sweet person and I hope you know that you are loved! You are always brightening my day when I see you on my dash and it makes me happy that you’re always in my notifications and thoughts. Love you lots!

Other blogs I like a lot (give them a follow too):

@fredtheredsarmy @tierneystescobag @jackiexxgroenen @lucystani4th @giirlinterrupted @footballerimaginess @felltoabove @yonceutd @dioogoo @inlovewithamess @barkleysbabe @turtlelightwood @songofachillespdf @leahwilliamson @joytayloranya @danieljamesthighs @skb7 @lea-schuller @ansu--fatsi @elleeceunknown @ivanafuso @farmers-league​

I also wanna say thank you to those mutuals who unfortunately deactivated or are inactive. You are always in my thoughts and I hope you are doing well.

Another special shoutout to my arsenal anon and german learning anon. I don’t know what you are up to but I hope you’re having a great time, it’s always good to have you in my inbox!

Also any other reoccurring anon who is always making my day or simply needs to rant, you make it worth leaving the anon feature turned on!

In the end, I love all of you very much. Thanks for making my tumblr experience the way it is

over and out, Liv XO

[danishmiilk]

hello everyone ! so i think i’ve owed this explanation to many of you for quite a while now - yeah, sorry, i know it’s not fair for me to just suddenly disappear

this is an inactivity notice. i’m not leaving or deactivating, just being (very) inactive (as you can see). i’m very busy with school and other commitments and when i do get time, i’m playing genshin impact. 

don’t worry, i’ll still be writing works and all and putting them up since yes i still do like nct a whole lot (and i’ll probably be more active once i post), and if you’re a follower or moot and just want to reach out come flood my dms (or inbox i suppose... but i don’t reply bc im lazy LOL)

anyway !! yeah i thought i needed to say this oops also lowkey on writing hiatus but i forgot all my networks so i just wont tag them <3 its not a real hiatus anyw im writing a war/historical!au for sicheng

also i DESERVE childe everyone SAY IT WITH ME

also even though i’ve temporarily stopped writing for nct i’m still writing in my free time and have achieved fame as an incorrect quotes account on tumblr... it started off as a writing acct L

[infamous-band-imagines]

For the Vinny Mauro fluff can it be that him and the reader are having a lazy day watching movies, playing video games (five nights at freddy's, outlast, etc) and cuddling and just being really cute

Omg okay, so I know ive been hella inactive for the past few years, but im gonna try and post every so often. I really really hope you like this🥺🖤

Y/F/D= your favorite drink

Y/F/R= your favorite restaurant

y/n pov:

As I woke up, I held my hand out and felt my boyfriend Vinny still laying next to me, sleeping peacefully. I smiled wide and scooted closer to him. Giving him soft kisses on his back, and his neck to wake him up. He groans groggily and turns over, As I rubbed his side he slowly opens his eyes, peaking at me and smiling. "Good morning princess" he says reaching his hand out to grab onto my side pulling me even closer to him, I laugh softly while saying "good morning my love, how'd you sleep?" He groans again, opening his eyes wider to look at me "I slept okay, still a little tired though" he pauses for a minute "which is why I wanted to know if yiu wanted to have a lazy day? We can order some take out, maybe watch some of our favorite novies, maybe play some games?" I perk up and smile widely, moving quickly to slide onto his lap and give him a kiss, which he reciprocates as he laughs. He grabs ahold of my waist as he jumps at of our bed, he speed walks out of the room as im screaming and laughing loudly, he plops me down on our coach and tells me to wait there, he jokingly skips into the kitchen, grabbing the essential items, I turn and see him holding handfuls of snacks and some Y/F/D'S and of course some of our favorite food places menus, he sits down putting it all on our coffee table, smiling widely, I look up at him and give him multiple kisses on his face as he grabs me and holds me to his body, I twist around and grab some menus, looking over them. I excitedly choose Y/F/R. Opening the menu and wrapping my arms around his neck, playing with his long hair. We talk it over for awhile and finally call in a delivery order for what we wanted. He looks over at me and excitedly turns on our TV, pulling up Netflix, and pulling up the movie "The autopsy of jane doe" we cuddle up under a blanket , my head resting softly on his shoulder as he rubs up and down my arm, giving soft pecks to the top of my head, I smile softly, thinking abiut how in live I am with him

Vinnys pov:

I peer down at Y/N smiling softly as my heart swells at her. I get interrupted by our door bell ringing, i watch as she perks up and runs to grab our food excitedly, I laugh to myself, thinking its cute how happy she gets over things like that. She thanks the man and rushes back to her spot, pulling our food out and handing my order to me, we eat in a comfortable silence, only speakimg occasionally. Soon the credits roll on the movie and our meals are finished, I look at her and kiss her softly , rubbing my hands on her cheeks. She looks up at me and smiles, she softly says "i love you so so much, I'm so grateful to have you with me" I smile at her, kissing her again, this time filled with love "I love you so so much more baby, I can't believe i get to be with someone like you" she blushes and looks down, grabbing a game controller and handing it to me "can we play mario kart?" (Its lowkey my fav game don't judge me) I laugh loudly, looking down at her "of course honey, don't get mad when i beat you though" Y/N gasps loudly, smacking my chest playfully " oh you're so on!!" She laughs, jumping up and placing her legs over mine,and starting up the game. I rub her leg, and look at her one last time before starting to play.

fin.

Honestly I'm kinda rusty with writing so I'm sure this is super bad, but i really hope you guys enjoyed a semi fluff imagine, im sorry if there's any typos since im doing this on a phone

[thethirteenthcrow]

The Shyan Shipping Society Writing Challenge ✍️💕

Hello dear shippers! 

My name’s Zhalia, a fanfic writer on archive of our own. you might know me from my stripper!Ryan au, or the cinderella au or from the many comments i leave on your amazing works.

Since October, i’ve been hosting very lowkey writing challenges on the Shyan Shipping Society Discord server. and i figured, i’d let good ol’ tumblr get a piece of it!

this is a fun lil' challenge to practice your writing with random prompts!

(shout out to @helloitsvehere​ for making the amazing header here and sorry to keep bugging you on it but it looks really amazing now darling <3)

✨RULES✨

✧ the challenge is held at monthly, we don't want to pressure anyone too much and we want to give you enough time to work! on top of that, the minimum amount of words for this challenge is 50, which is a very low bar, it's no school, this is for fun!! also don't worry if you miss a month.

✧ from the day we set the prompt, you have one month to meet the challenge. with this, we request a chapter or a start. if a prompt inspires u to write more than a oneshot or one chapter, feel free to expand as much as you can outside the challenge! everyone is requested to post their submissions on the same day (so say we start at october 1st, then you're only allowed to submit your submissions on october 31st, no sooner). We then hope to announce the new prompt on, for example, november 1st to continue the cycle, but it may differ at times.

✧ There are no specifications to your writing. you may write however you like, a story, a description, a poem, anything is allowed. you're free to write in any rating, be it G or E-rated. we prefer M/E of course, cause we're thirsty like that. if you’re an artist, you’re free to join too! more elaboration in the FAQ below :D.

✧ if you have ideas for prompts, please DM me on Discord or mail me on thethirteenthcrow@gmail.com ! i love to hear em <3 (keep reading for more information on the challenge)

i can’t wait to see all your lovely works! i’m really stoked to see and chat with you and learn all that’s going around in your wonderful minds.

much love, 

Zhalia💖

✨FAQ✨

o   What is the Shyan Shipping Society (Server)?

The shipping society is a discord server owned by @bradpistachio​ where a bunch of shippers gather to chat about anything: their lives; the boys; other fanworks like fanfics and fanart; annoying antis; we have a writing lab to talk about your own works, and much more! The server is filled with amazing artists like madamecrimson, @helloitsvehere​, @pizzacastella​, sonzaishinai and many more. The server is an active and welcoming community. In the server, I also roll out the updates for this challenge and answer all your questions. Will we see you there?

o   Do i need to join the server to post?

It's not required! The server is a lil' bonus, a place where you can talk with fellow shippers about anything, but also where i will be reminding you of the challenge. We have handful of channels dedicated to this writing challenge, so it might help you out. It's also easier for me to follow, and whenever you have questions i will reply faster there than anywhere else. But, again, it's not necessary.

o   If i join the challenge once, am i required to join every month?

Most definitely not! You're free to join and leave whenever you want. Sometimes a prompt doesn't inspire you, or life dragged you away from writing and that's completely valid! This challenge is supposed to be a fun way to motivate you to express yoursef through your art, but it's not school so don't ever feel pressured :).

o   What tags do i include, what are the ratings we work in?

There are no required ratings and/or tags for you to use. In general, the prompts are all focused on Shyan, but if you'd like to add Standrew as a background relationship, feel free!! If the prompt is Watcher-oriented, but you feel like you need a bit of that spice that Curly brings with him, i encourage you! On top of that, you're free to choose whichever ratings you feel fit best. Personally, i mostly live off of M- and E-rated fics, but if you're uncomfortable with graphic descriptions of anything, and would rather keep it a fluffy G-rated fic, then knock yourself out! I believe you know what's best for your work!

On the shipping server, the prompt will have a set of recommended tags, these are ideas i'd write the prompt in, but they aren't mandatory. If it says 'friends to lovers' but you'd rather write 'established relationship' then feel free! It's your work after all.

o   Is there a minimum and/or maximum word count?

There is a minimum word count of 50 words right now, to show that you're seriously participating (i mean, wouldn't want "he smiled, they kissed, they fucked, the end" as a fic, right?). Your work does not have to be finished in order to fulfill the prompt, you can write one chapter, or one paragraph and edit it later when you have more time. If a prompt inspires you enough to write a long fic about it, don't feel pressured to finish it within a month! Take your time!! All we ask is for you to have written a start, and post that to the collection.

o   i am no writer, but i’d love to make art for this in another way, is that possible?

Of course! originally the challenge was only made for writers, because the server was filled with a majority of writers. however, over the past few weeks we’ve had a handful of artists join our little community as well, people like sonza and @berakangkang​. Sonza has blessed us by filling the October prompt as well, so if you’re an artist and you’d like to participate, please join! we love love love your art. honestly. the server goes wild on fanart. 

o   When do i post my submission?

Everyone who joins the challenge, posts their submission on the same day. This is the last 48 hours of a month - CET timezone. The next prompt will have been rolled out a day before we open submissions, so you can get familiar with it for a day or two before starting on it.

o   I don't think i'll reach the deadline, now what?

You can contact me privately about this through our discord server - for fast replies - or via my email (thethirteenthcrow@gmail.com). I will open the collection for you so you can submit it later. Keep an eye on the deadline though, a challenge won't be reopened a month after the deadline.

o   I have an amazing idea for a prompt, where do i submit it?

On the discord server, we have a channel named 'prompts-and-ideas' where some of these prompts even came from, you can submit them there and @ me so i'd know it's for the writing challenge.

If you don't have discord or don't want to join the server, you're free to mail me your idea with Shyan Shipping Society Prompt Idea as subject! I look forward to your ideas!

here’s the link to the parent collection on Archive Of Our Own, where you can always find the new prompts for the next months, and where you can post your work once i open the collection.

i can’t wait to see your works! i’m very excited to see what you all can come up with <3

ps,

this is the first time i host a writing challenge like this. i’m still learning my way around ao3′s function to make prompt meme challenges, and there may always be little bugs in the system, because i have but a small brain. i rely on carl-bot to remind me to post and open submissions and everything, to keep it running smoothly. i am trying my very best to make this fun for everyone. also i crave feedback, so if you have any comments, complaints, ideas, critique, please hit me up!!

oh and yeah i am very inactive on the tumblrs because i don’t uh catch the vibe of this platform but i’m trying. i’m trying. 👉👈

[sanababes]

Bestfriend

Pairings: fem!reader x Park Chaeyoung / Rosé

Warnings: nothing but fluff ☁️

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Y/n had just woken up from the annoying alarm of her clock ringing throughout her room. Sitting up grumbly, the girl walked lazily towards the bathroom and got ready for school.

After a few minutes it was already 7am, pretty early for you though. Y/n grabbed her bag then went out of her room and strutted to the kitchen.

"Morning sweetie!" your mom greeted happily while putting foods on the dining table.

"Hey mom" you greeted her back then started munching on some toast.

Y/n ate breakfast with her mom peacefully while chatting about random things. Atfer she finished, you kissed your mom goodbye and rode your motorcycle to school.

You arrived after 10 mins and saw your bestie Rosé waiting at the entrance. You parked your vehicle then rushed yourself towards the blonde girl.

"Ughh finallyyy" Rosé whined.

Y/n chuckles lightly then pats the head of the latter.

"Sorry if kept you waiting Chae"

"Hmm apology accepted Y/n/n" your bestfriend said then clinged to your arm as you both walk towards the classroom.

You greeted friends that said hello to you and Rosie, the blonde did the same as people around you admired the girl beside you. I mean Y/n can't even deny her ethereal beauty and realized that she had feelings for Rosie for a long time.

"Y/n?" She called as you snapped out of your trance.

"Huh? Oh my bad, just thinking about the long test tomorrow hehe..." you utter an excuse.

"Uh okay then, you still have to tutor me later~" she reminds you playfully and pulled you inside the classroom.

Y/n and Rosie sat beside each other and waited for their homeroom teacher to come. You stared at the latter while thinking about how lucky you are to have her from the start. She just met you randomly at the park near your residence when you're still kids then you both clicked together and started to become close, that easy.

Rosie glanced at you that made you look away.

"Oh? Kang Y/n is staring at me lovingly, I'm grateful for that" she remarks dramatically while clutching her chest as you blushed at the nickname that she gave.

"No I'm not" you tried to hide your blush.

"I just caught you clearly Y/n/n don't try to lie about it" the latter chuckles then kissed your cheek.

Before you had the chance to respond, your teacher arrived making the students sit down and greeted the him politely.

"Goodmorning class today we'll discuss about blah blah blah..." Mr. Kim introduces the lesson as you glanced at Rosie and held her hand under the table.

She looks at you questionably but you just shrugged acted innocent. The latter chuckles and just let you be while lowkey liking your simple affection.( 😏 ehe)

Y/n slowly focused on the lesson and the day goes by normally.

~timeskip~

*RING RING RING*

The school bell ringed loudly as the clock strucks 4 and the last subject was finally finished. You sighed heavily then putted your things on your bag.

"Fuck, I just wanna go home Chaeyoung-ah..." you whined silently.

"Don't worry, we're going now" she chuckles at your sluggish movement and dragged you out the classroom.

Y/n felt stares around the two of them and she's sure that it's all towards Rosie. It ruined her mood a little bit and felt down because she thought about the people who likes her bestie that's more better and suitable than herself. You started to mutter incoherent thoughts on your mind and didn't noticed that you've arrived in front of your motorcycle already.

Rosie saw you frowning while looking dazed, she decided to cup your face and ask you what's wrong.

"Y/n, is there something wrong?" she asked worriedly.

You looked at her and shook your head slowly.

"It's nothing, let's go... I still have to tutor you"

Y/n grabbed her helmet and gave it to the latter. Rosie glanced at the protective gear warrily then looked back to you.

"How about you?" She asks.

"Don't worry about me, just put it on" you insisted while smiling lightly.

The blonde finally agreed and putted it on. Y/n got on the vehicle as she started the engine making it roar loudly, aaand maybe a few students looking at their direction too.

Rosie finally sat behind you and hugged your waist tightly.

"Yah! If we got into an accident, I'm going to kill you" the latter threatened playfully.

You just laughed and drove away. Of course since your beloved bestfriend is just behind you, you made sure to be slow and carefully than usual. (I mean, you wouldn't want your future wife to be harmed so-)

After a few minutes, you finally arrived in front of your house.

Y/n glanced at Rosie and saw her struggling with the helmet. She chuckles at her cuteness then helped the latter.

"Argh, why is this so hard to remove!" Rosie says frustratingly.

You just smiled and kiss her forehead.

"Atleast you're cute Chae"

The latter blushed furiously but pushes you playfully towards the door of your house.

You opened the door and saw your mother chilling in the living room.

"Sup' mom" you greeted her calmly.

"Hi mommy!" Rosie greeted excitingly and ran towards the older... exactly opposite to what you did.

Your mom hugged the latter and gave a kiss on her cheek.

"I missed you darling, I'm glad you came over today"

Rosie smiles brightly and chatted with your mom for a bit so you decided to go to your room already, not wanting to ruin their moment.

Y/n throws her bag down then flopped on the bed lazily.

"I think I really love her..." you mutter lowly and closed your eyes tiredly.

On the other hand, Rosie opened your door and saw lying on your stomach. She laughed quietly then laid on top of you which made you groan.

"Hey! You still have to tutor me Y/n, don't sleep on me please. I know you're a sleepy head" she whines while shaking your shoulder.

"Fine fine, now get off me so we can start"

With just a few seconds, you're now teaching Rosie some formula which will be used tomorrow in the long test.

"So you need to find the x of the triangle and know the specific sides or vertex which will be..." you explained it carefully while glancing at the blonde occasionally.

You smiled when you saw her frowning upon the example that was given.

"You're so cute Chae" you suddenly blurted out of nowhere.

Rosie looked at you confusingly.

"Eh? I already know that Y/n/n" she answers confidently.

You just chuckled half-heartedly, suddenly thinking about confessing to the gorgeous girl in front of you.

"Chaeyoung-ah..." you hold her hands nervously.

Rosie hums while anticipating what will you saying.

"I-I, uhm I like you, n-no I mean I love y-you more than j-just a friend"

You looked down then closed your eyes, waiting for the rejection that you imagined. The latter smiles at your cuteness then lifts your chin up.

"I love you too Y/n"

You looked up again, still couldn't register what she said.

"Y-you love me too?" Y/n asks.

The blonde nods repeatedly as she started to lean closer to you.

You kissed her passionately as you couldn't contain your excitement. Rosie smiles between the kiss whilst standing up to sit on your lap. You wrapped your arms around her waist as she wrapped hers around your neck.

The latter pulls away then rests her forehead into yours, both of you still catching your breaths.

"Can you be my girlfriend, Park Chaeyoung?" Y/n asks happily, her heart beating faster than before.

"I can be your future wife as well, Kang Y/n" Rosie replies then leans in again for another kiss.

~the end~

𝘽𝙍𝙐𝙃 𝙈𝙔 𝙂𝘼𝙔 𝘼𝙎𝙎 𝙄𝙎 𝙁𝙇𝙐𝙎𝙏𝙀𝙍𝙀𝘿 𝘽𝘾𝙐𝙕 𝙊𝙁 𝙏𝙃𝙀 𝙀𝙉𝘿𝙄𝙉𝙂 𝙇𝙊𝙇𝙊𝙇𝙊𝙇𝙊𝙇

《 I'm sorry for being inactive for the last few months, I'll try to update more from now on :> 》

[kebinwooo]

was tagged by @bookwan to do this tag game! so sorry it took me forever to get to this but hey, I LIVE!!

5 songs you’ve had on repeat according to Spotify:

Rotate - Monsta X (LMAOOOOO)

Heaven’s Cloud - Seventeen

Zitti e Buoni - Måneskin

Veronica - ONEWE

Secrets - Monsta X

(lowkey surprised there isn’t more ONEWE on here lol i’ve been listening to their album on repeat whenever i remember spotify exists)

Last movie I watched: i literally don’t even remember LMAO i’ve been mostly on a drama binge so i haven’t watched a movie in foreverrrrrrr

Currently watching: Racket Boys (COMFORT DRAMA), Hospital Playlist Season 2 (COMFORT DRAMA PT. 2), Eunjoo’s Room (COMFORT DRAMA PT. 3... this is clearly a trend), Imitation (kind of... i’ll binge the last few episodes when finale releases this week), and The Witch’s Diner (for my girls song jihyo and nam jihyun) 

Currently reading: just finished reading The Rise of Kyoshi (SO SO SO GOOD) and am finally getting to the pile of books i’ve stashed since 2016 LMAO currently reading Love & Gelato! 

not gonna tag anybody since i’m so inactive here that i don’t even know who’s still active LOL but feel free to do this if you want!

[milky-mochi]

late night texts | csb

genre: fluff, crush! soobin, close friend! soobin, friends to lovers, soobin is a fluffy baby okay he’s a cute blundering mess

pairing: choi soobin x reader

word count: 1.7k

summary: soobin is helplessly head over heels for the girl he cares so much for, but he keeps his feelings to himself, until things suddenly change for the better, over late night texts and blooming roses.

song: 🎶 blueming by iu 🎶

soobin's fingers hung over his messenger app in anticipation.

It was half past ten, and yet his phone delivered him no message from you. you had promised him that you would text him at quarter past, after your shift at your internship had ended, but fifteen minutes had passed and there was still no green dot beside your icon.

soobin just assumed you had fallen asleep after a tiring day, which he totally understood. he didn't blame you one bit, knowing how tired you must have been after non-stop activities for twenty hours. sighing in defeat, he placed his phone face down and cracked his knuckles.

he missed you so much his heart ached, but he could never text you first. he didn't know if he meant enough to you for it to not be annoying, and soobin was a big coward.

just as he got up to get a drink as a distraction, his phone chimed. soobin nosedived into his table so hard to grab his phone that he probably could've broken it.

at the top of his notifications, a light blue notification from you awaited him, labelled clearly with your contact name. soobin had been too afraid to put a heart beside your name (for fear of the boys finding out, or even worse, you). but you were too special to him for it to just be your name. so he copied a cute little flower emoticon from this layout site and placed it lovingly beside your first name, even though he knew that his contact in your phone was probably saved as every one else was.

clicking on the notification, soobin's furrowed eyebrows smoothened and his bunny smile revealed itself. the thought of you never failed to make his day a whole lot better.

y/n ❁: hey soobin! :D

y/n ❁: sorry im so late :(( i missed the bus and didn't get home until like 2 minutes ago

soobin sighed as he let out a knowing smile. you had busted your data watching videos of your favourite drama a week ago, so you couldn't text him on the bus.

binbread: omg it's okay y/n

binbread: don't you wanna take a shower first? i can wait!

y/n ❁: i'm alright, soobin. thank you tho 🥺

y/n ❁: and besides,

y/n ❁ is typing…

y/n ❁: i'd much rather talk to you

soobin felt his heart pounding in his chest, felt the blood circulating through his fingertips, his face, his entire body. he was flushed red and felt warmth consume him, leaving him with the jittery, skittery feeling that your sweet words always bestow him with.

binbread: y/n omg aaaaaaaa

binbread: 🥺🥺🥺

binbread: i love talking to you too

binbread: how was your day?

whenever soobin asked you this at the end of every day, it was never just a conversation starter, let alone a formality. he genuinely always wanted to know how your day went, worried at how much you exerted yourself to serve others. soobin knew how reckless you were when it came to your own needs, and he sealed a secret promise to always look after you, especially when you didn’t look after yourself.

y/n ❁: omg it was amazing

y/n ❁: there’s this guy named hangyul who just started interning with me

y/n ❁: he’s so funny omg i actually had to tell him to shut up so i could get work done

guiltily, soobin felt his heart drop. of course there was another guy, someone much better, someone of the quality you deserved-

y/n ❁: ok lowkey

y/n ❁: think im gonna set him up with seungyoun

binbread: seungyoun? the guy from your dance studio?

y/n ❁: yeah!!! they’d go so well together

y/n ❁: oh yeah

y/n ❁: hangyul is gay

y/n ❁: lmao

soobin felt embarrassed at how relieved he was. soobin was definitely the jealous type, and he hated it. he hated the way his mind would jump to conclusions, hated the way he always felt on the verge of being replaced, and he really hated the way his jealousy was always amplified when it came to you.

you didn’t have any mutual friends, so he’d rarely ever have to see you interact with any other guy. he was so grateful for that. who knows what his jealous heart would do if he saw you with someone else. at least, with this, he had that false sense of security that maybe, maybe, your feelings echoed his own.

binbread: omg do it y/n

binbread: don’t you need to sleep though

binbread: as much as i love talking to you

binbread: you literally pulled like 8 all nighters in a row

y/n ❁: it was only 3 :(

y/n ❁: and i missed you :(

y/n ❁: stay soobin :(

y/n ❁: soobinnie :(

you frowned at soobin’s inactivity. little did you know, soobin’s neighbour had knocked on his door, asking if he could borrow scissors because his kid needed it for a project and he couldn’t find a pair in his home. you could have waited, but you had missed him the entire day. and you were feeling really, really, annoying.

y/n ❁: soobiiiiiiiiiiin :(

y/n ❁: soobin come back :(

y/n ❁: i miss u :(

y/n ❁: love :(

y/n ❁: baby :(

y/n ❁: you’re my

y/n ❁: honey bunch

y/n ❁: sugar plum

y/n ❁: pumpy-umpy-umpkin

y/n ❁: you’re my sweetie pie

after soobin had kindly handed his neighbour his scissors with the baby blue handles, he immediately picked up his phone and read your messages. instantly, his face burned up and he dramatically put his hand to his heart (because he was alone, and you made him do things like that just by calling him two pet names and quoting a children’s song). but as the ‘seen’ appeared at the bottom of your messages, panic began to jolt your bones.

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binbread: y/n

binbread: i saw everything you sent lmao

binbread: dont do this to me :(

y/n ❁ is typing…

y/n ❁: do what binnie? :)

binbread: that

binbread: [insert crying cat meme]

binbread: [which i don't have on me now because i cleared my storage]

y/n ❁: ok i literally cant take this

your thumbs twiddled around your screen as you inhaled sharply.

y/n ❁ is typing…

oh no, thought soobin. this is the end. this is where she gets irritated with me because i can’t take a joke. she blocks me and we never talk or hang out again. she find another guy and she’s happy without me and i’m sad and lonely and miserable, shovelling bread into my mouth as a replacement for my soul-

ding!

y/n ❁: you’re too cute for this world soobin

y/n ❁: and u make it so much better for everyone

y/n ❁: especially for me

y/n ❁: and i know this seems weird, and may very well ruin our friendship

y/n ❁: but i really really like you

y/n ❁: and im tired of hiding it

damn, soobin thought. damn i was not expecting that.

soobin’s heart was beating wildly out of his chest for the third time that day, only because of you. his fingers were shaking as he typed his reply as fast as he could. the moment he had dreamed of for months had finally come tapping on his screen.

binbread: oh my god

binbread: i like you too

binbread: i’ve liked you for like

binbread: so long

binbread: is this real

y/n ❁: or is this the fantasy

binbread: those aren’t the lyrics y/n

y/n ❁: i tried okay

binbread: and im so proud of you for doing so

binbread: truly a pop culture queen

y/n ❁: :(

binbread: okay okay

binbread: jokes aside

binbread: i've liked you for like,, 10 months now

binbread: this is a dream come true

binbread: you're a dream come true

binbread: so y/n

binbread: will you go out with me?

y/n ❁: i literally just confessed to you like 3 minutes ago

y/n ❁: like yea of course choi soobin

binbread: you could’ve just said yes :(

binbread: but okay meet me at the 5th station tmr?

binbread: i wanna take you to my favourite bakery! :D

y/n ❁: totally :D

and so here, at fifth station, act ii of your relationship with soobin had revealed itself. soobin looked like a prince, stepping out of the subway in a creme button up and black jeans, approaching you with a red rose in one hand and his phone dialling your number in the other. he smiled brightly as he approached you, seeing your face and your screen, popping up with his contact name.

incoming call…

soobin ❁

and so to his favourite bakery he brought you. it was rose themed, from rose gold metal vases to wooden countertops, and rose infused drinks and pastries, you felt like a princess. his princess. especially when he brought you for a walk in the cafe’s rose garden and you ran your hands gingerly over their velvet petals, thinking about the rose in your hand, how lucky you were to have it, and how many more of them you would get to enjoy. soobin gazed at you with soft eyes and gently took your hand in his.

“we’ll be as beautiful as this, together. a hundred roses,” soobin said, as if he were reading your mind, “wanna make them bloom with me?” 

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a/n: ayo! hoped u liked my first soobin fic 🥺 i love choi soobin and he’s very cute,, anyway if u have any requests feel free to send em in!! i’d love to write em <3