#i’m so so glad my art was able to inspire u all

[nevarroes]

Hello! Not really a question related to your characters but moreso to you art in general: sometime ago someone asked you how you keep the faces of your characters so consistent and you advised them to use a 3D modeling program. I happened to read that post and tried your suggestion and it's been so incredibly useful and life changing!! What I admire about you is that you're so insanely talented but also so honest and humble, many artists out there brag about not using references because "it's for the weak" (bullshit lol), but instead you are so kind to share your tips with other people 😭😭😭 I have a question for your in terms of poses: I think you mentioned you have a library of pictures as references, but do you also happen to use a posing tool? If so, which one would you recommend?

Thank you for being an amazing artist and an inspiration 🙏🙏🙏

gosh thank u so much, I’m so very glad to hear it helped you!! also MORE than happy to talk about using references nd tracing references and photobashing at every opportunity I get. It took me a long time to “accept” that I’m just not an artist that can draw well without references nd even a clear vision of what I want as it kinda gives me security in the process and I do think that this applies to a good amount of artists btw! Like aiming towards being able to draw fully without references may be fun and worthwhile for some but definitely isn’t the standard imo, and there’s not much to be gained from it besides personal fulfillment (or maybe being able to flex to non-artists if you like that) considering that this is so far from away professional expectations too. Not minimizing the effort or joy one might get from freehanding at all btw, but to me its similar to looking at another art style that I adore but will never work out for me personally if that makes sense

anyways yes I do use a posing tool at times, currently I mostly use MagicPoser since it’s convenient! I have mentioned this before but I don’t think relying on posing programs too much is useful, meaning the 3d model made for programs like that will never be able to replicate the bend of muscles/fat etc well enough to fully rely on it and you do very much need to be aware of this. I tend to very, very roughly make the pose I want in the app, mostly to understand angle and perspective, and then I will photobash nd liquify it afterwards (good to mention here that often times you want to stylize proportions too) to get the actual reference I need. I take pictures of my hands, cut together reference photos nd pictures of the head 3D models I made and just kinda…. collage everything until it looks vaguely like what I had in mind🙏

I do have a few of the original poses saved still in case someone is curious how far i tend to go with them/how much effort I actually put in

[persephoneprice]

aaa lily this ask game is so cool and amazing!!

i have soo many people id love to compliment so here goes

lily - im gonna start off with complimenting u bc u were my first friend on here! i feel like u connected the fandom together and ur kindness and friendliness is the reason we're so tight-knit now. ur literally the heart of our fandom and i wouldn't have it any other way. you're creative, hilarious and a wonderful human being, pls know that ❤️

@satisaranea - lynn u r literally the best ilysm /p. ur literally just like me for real, a fellow brit teenager, kmfdm enjoyer and ex danganronpa nerd. ur also incredibly talented and ur takes are SO refreshing to see in this fandom 💗

@keeperofsecretsunderthehill - i love our chats together so so much, u get me fr. im so glad we started talking and became friends, ur so awesome and ur ocs are so incredibly fascinating and i love every single one of them (nikole i would protect u with my life)

@felixravinstills i admire u so so much. ur felixposting has not only intrigued me but inspired me to create and find happiness (and every other emotion lmao) in others art and my own ♥️ i think i've said this before but you're the reason i began posting my writing here and im forever grateful for that.

@fairyhagmother - nell omg. first of all im so glad ur here in this fandom bc most of the corso lore would be lost without you (vigiles, juvenes, vast majority of the Glore). you bring so many amazing ideas and concepts to the table and i aspire to be like that one day ❤️ ur also genuinely so sweet and im glad we're friends!!

@coryo - first off im forever greatful you and lily created the server bc tbh idk where id be without it. ur an Og Tbosaser TM and ur ideas about it are so interesting and cool!!! i appreciate ur always open to talk on the server and are so welcoming. ur art is also very very cool.

i do have More but these were the ones i wanted to get off my chest ❤️ (will perhaps send the rest later if it isn't too annoying 🤧)

ask game! ah thank you this is wonderful bel!!

it’s so sweet of you to say i connected the fandom 🥺 you’re my og tbosas friend and i cherish you <3

@satisaranea is such a delight! i’m so glad we managed to trap the haymitch stan into our corse creatures craziness!

@keeperofsecretsunderthehill is such a sweetie and is so creative!! i always love hearing her lore <3

@felixravinstills my beloved <3 truly a pioneer 😌 always inspiring me and making me feel more comfortable to share me own silly thoughts and ideas!

@fairyhagmother we are all so lucky to have nell <3 she’s so smart and adds such fun insight and ideas for all of our most insane senior citizens

@coryo i’ll never be able to express enough how grateful i am for him!! creating the corso creatures server really brought us all so much closer <3

[punch-love]

It’s actually crazy to think how something like putting a self indulgent fic out there can actually impact people’s lives to a greater extent than just liking it.

The way you write power dynamics gave me so much gender euphoria that I got back into writing/art, started strength training at the gym consistently, and found a gym bro to spot me and belt kinky homoerotic 80s music with. I’m picking him up in like an hour and just realized while getting dressed that I probably wouldn’t be doing all that stuff to the same extent if you didn’t have passion for stuff that you decided to share? thank u?? idk maybe this is tmi but I would want to know how something I wrote impacted someone

I hope you have a good day man

It's wild that you sent this message when you did because I was just talking with a friend about the impact of being yourself + inspiring people to be more authentic and bold because of it. I am so happy that my writing was able to inspire you like that.

The reason I started writing in the first place was because the way people wrote about transness in fic was triggering/disempowering to me and I wanted to combat that. My work is a very honest, very raw expression of myself and my desires, and I try to be as unflinching and unashamed about it as possible.

I love that it was able to spark euphoria in you and that euphoria transferred into physical areas in your life that kept that passion burning. I'm glad you decided to share this with me. If my writing does anything for people, I'd want it to be this.

[tennessoui]

Hey Kit!! This past year when the Acolyte came out, my heart broke and I decided to step away from Star Wars. It’s fine that others liked it but personally I didn’t; actually to be frank, I REALLY didn’t like it. Star Wars and Anakin got me through a lot, so watching Disney take an actual shit on his origin and then his redemption ark by half-assing the lore, felt like a punch to the gut, and I had to step away. (This is my personal opinion, if you or others liked it that’s great! I just didn’t). However, when I saw that u published the body politics au, I decided to sit down and catch up on all your fics (btw I love the Hanahaki one!), and it got me back into the fandom. I’m glad one shitty (imo) show didn’t push me away permanently and I have you to thank for that. I’ve met so many great people thru Star Wars and made a lot friends so it had really been kind of hard to turn away from it. I just really wanted to say thank you. your writing is, as always, too beautiful and inspiring to ignore. Star Wars means so much, and I’m so thankful that your work was able to help me look past all the stuff that made me unhappy with it. I hope you have a wonderful day!!

this is very kind to send to me and a very nice morning read! i admit, i actually have not watched the acolyte, though not for any particular reason. i've definitely heard mixed reviews about the show and its take on the jedi order and the sith, which have been sorta sad to read cause i do like the jedi (though i guess i never label myself as pro-jedi cause like? they're the good guys? you're not like. pro-percy jackson or something right? pro-katniss everdeen? you just sorta read the book and you're like oh yeah these are the good guys. might find aspects of a character annoying but i'm definitely not supposed to be rooting for the Capitol or smething right)

but i've also heard from other people that as a pew-pew show, it delivers on that front! lightsaber fights are cool and everyone has a funky haircut that they pull off somehow which does feel quintessentially star wars

my general view of the disney plus star wars shows is that i'll watch the ones that strike my fancy, and if one of them doesn't then i won't. the star wars disney execs produce a lot of content (and i truly mean content, i.e. material to be consumed - not necessarily art) and a lot of it i'm probably never going to watch. it wasn't made for me, and i definitely get the lurch and disappointment you may feel if you look forward to something for ages and then it's not what you wanted in a thousand small ways or a handful of big ways. i think that's especially hard to guard against nowadays when trailers for tv shows rely more on aesthetic and punchy one-liners and brief second cameos than they do explaining the actual story of the show

but you can be a fan without loving the direction some shows go in or the choices directors make!! if that looks like only watching shows that have been peer-reviewed, or if that looks like ignoring everything but a small corner/subset of a massive fandom, or if that looks like turning from the media itself and diving further into fanart and fanfiction and interacting with people online then that's what it looks like! especially now that the world of canon star wars media isn't just 6-9 movies + 2(?) non trilogy movies, you should absolutely go about watching star wars content with a you-first mindset 100%

you know how many people were disappointed in the obi-wan kenobi series?? soooo many because he was a sad little pathetic and broken man with greasy hair. but that's exactly how i like my obi-wan kenobis, so i was thrilled every episode lol but i'm sure other people hated it and boycotted and whatever. but i found my corner of the fandom who also enjoyed that and it's been wonderful <3

so anyway thankyou so much for your very kind words i hope none of that sounded too preachy i was mostly trying to agree with you that it's really great that one (shitty) show did not keep you away from the fandom forever and that you're back!!

welcome back :)

[aquaquadrant]

I don't know if this should be an ask or a message I'm so nervous. 🥺👉👈

Anyway I just blasted through HTP and I'm in love, I can not get over it and it's been days lol. I'm not a writer by any stretch of the imagination but this work has inspired me to create a character for DND with an actual legit, fleshed out background. And boy is he going to be put through ✨trauma✨ because I need to work through some things constructively.

I also LOVE Tango's design and I may be wrong but I think Luna does the art? They might be getting an "ask" next but I wanted to let you know because I read plenty of fanfiction but this is the first one that's kicked my ass into gear from a creative standpoint and I'm in awe of you for it. From the bottom of my heart thank you for writing this. 💕

dw either ask or message is just fine! i’m so glad my writing was able to inspire you, we love to see it. DND is a wonderful way to explore character creation and can def be super cathartic. i wish u all the adventure and fun in ur future endeavors.

and yeah all the art for the au is done by my partner in angst crime @lunarcrown 👯‍♀️ her designs ALWAYS slap and she deserves ALL the compliments 🤩

[lesbianfakir]

this may be none helpful i fear but i would like to say thank you for getting me out of my art block tongiht, albeit thru yours(;-;)!! your post about perfectionism made me go "oh i do that... i should stop" and put out a piece i may or may not hate tmrw about the beloved ballerina show... so basically thank u for existing and posting, you made a tangible difference in my life tonight and im better for it :^)

Hi thank you!! This is such a sweet ask and it really did make me feel better!!

Perfectionism is a bitch. It’s easy to recognize but hard to reel in. I’m so glad that hearing about someone else’s experiences with it was enough to inspire you to fight back. I always think about how it’s extra hard to make things when you have perfectionism because you have to do all the regular work of making the thing and then you have to fight off your brain telling you it’s not good enough and you should just quit the entire time. And that takes real energy to get through!! All of that to say I’m super proud of you, even if you’re not happy with the finished product, even if you only were able to work on it for a little bit. I’m proud of you because you said you know what? This voice in my head IS bullshit and I’m gonna fight it. And that takes real courage.

Anyways I was super curious and I went through your art tag and oh my god!!!!! The roleswap au with raven duck and fakir is gorgeous!!!!!!! The way you render the raven feathers + light catching on the dark fabric is absolutely beautiful. Anyways please fight off that mean voice in your head because I want to see what you made. If you do end up posting pls send it to me!!

[marsoid]

bulk answering asks

bc i let them pile up OOPS

@booblampoo asked:

You, your comics, your characters and story, have helped me accept a lot of who I am which wasn’t able to do before. Thx for doin what you do and for as long you it enriches you please keep doin it.

💞💞💞💞💞💞💞 thank YOU for the support!!

@lethesbeastie asked:

Just wanted to say that your art and comic work is a huge inspiration for me, and that I always love seeing your work!! I hope you have a wonderful day!!

wah thank you, you too!!

@gribochekzhenka asked:

Hi. I really love your comic "long exposure"! I love Mitch, we are very similar in character and behavior. And I love Jonathan, he's very cute! You are the best artist I know! My girlfriend and I really like to read your work. I'm sorry, I don't speak English well... But I really want to say that you and your comics are fucking awesome!💗

hehe jonathan THANK YOU i appreciate it!

@kingdom-falls asked:

I just received my package for the Long Exposure hardcover+goodies, and I just wanted to say how awesome they all are!!! I especially love the pin since it rotates perfectly! The hardcover is DEFINITELY getting the spot of honor on my bookshelf!

aw YAY i’m so glad they got to you safely!!!!

@sharkface-daydreams asked:

i just got my copy of Long Exposure in the mail and I'm so excited!!! I love having a copy of this lovely comic to hold in my hands it means a lot to me 🥺💜

NICE I’M GLAD!!! 💕💕

@nightsistcrs asked:

hey there! i just binge-read all of long exposure and i really love it! in one of the chapters i saw an ad for a nsfw zine, but i can’t actually find the link anywhere. is it still on sale? thanks!

the NSFW LE zine Dong Exposure was a kickstarter add-on and no longer available, sorry abt that!! if it does come back i’ll say somethin tho

@spooky-stockmarkets asked:

Will your gay wrath and the choke shirts ever go back on sale? I was looking to buy some merch off your store, but they mostly seem to be out of stock. :(((

(Love ur work btw)

agh yea i have a lot of stuff that’s out of stock rn. working to get more things added soon tho! sorry for the inconvenience!!

@lea-fy asked:

your bowser is so (animal noises) and im just wondering if u would ever draw him again. not to save humanity or anything but yeah somethign like that

HA maybe i will........ if my will to draw ever comes back from the war.........

@spookylostboy asked:

I know the physical copies of Long Exposure were from your kickstarter, and I wanted to ask if they’d be available to buy? Or were they solely a kickstarter bonus? No pressure to answer! Twas just curious :]

they’ll be up in my shop hopefully this summer!!

@fou-and-foue asked:

how does it feel to have your comic out and about as a physical product that people read and buy and own and love <333

pretty dang coollllll

@algernonsbouqet asked:

HI I JUST WANTED TO SAY I LOVE YOUR COMICS AND STYLE THEYVE GOT SO MUCH LIFE AND PERSONALITY IN THEM 💞💞💞 YOURE AWESOME HAVE A GOOD DAY

HEY THANK YOU!!!! 💞💞

[mymunefanartaccount]

OMG HI! ( I saw that everyone who texts you starts like this so I'll start like that too lol sorry- )

I'm so excited and I don't feel like sending this to you jkajska

Mune was also part of my childhood and I got completely addicted to it again about 2 years ago XD

I'm so happy to see that someone else is completely crazy about this beautiful masterpiece like me 💖💖 haha

It's good.... your arts are ABSURDLY PERFECT MAN!!! THE BEAUTIFUL AND CUTE GEITO HOW YOU DRAW THE CHARACTERS IS SO PERFECT

I can't stop watching the 3 animations you've already made of them!! With one of them I laughed so hard the first time I saw it my cousin said I was crying laughing lol 💀

Sorry if I'm being more of an idiot and I really loved watching what you do I hope you don't stop because you're really good at it! I really love seeing your perfect drawings they are the most beautiful things I've ever seen in my life!!

by the way... YOUR NEW AU YOU GUYS ARE DOING IS JUST PERFECT AND I WOULD LOVE TO SEE MORE IF YOU CAN DO MORE 💖💖

i think i could praise you forever but i will control myself and stop kakansiamdiakdbtw I have like a hundred ideas to suggest to you for u drawing lol , but I don't want to bother you too much AND I'M TRYING TO ENSURE I DON'T SAY THEM ALL HERE IN THE SAME TIME KASNDIEMDJ

(Sorry, you can see that I'm pretty ridiculous right? XD)

well... i promise it's the last thing i'll say hahaha

its the AU you are making and... SIMPLY THE BEST AU I HAVE EVER SEEN

MAN... THINKING WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE IF NOTHING HAD WORKED OUT IN THE MOVIE WAS JUST GENIUS!!! YOU ARE AWESOME MAN!!! SORRY AGAIN IF I'M HUMBLE YOU AGAIN BUT I CAN'T STOP PRAISE YOU HAHAUAJSMJAKJDK

(sorry if I was too anxious or said stupid things, and that I really can't control myself sometimes X"D UUU and sory the i wrote text is soooo big- )

This made my day! Everything you said is part of why I made this account in the first place! I joined the fandom wishing there was more art and stories surrounding the characters and world. Then I finally got the idea to just start my own blog! I was a little nervous at first but then I saw how many people also wanted more art and stories in the fandom.

The animation is the most ironic part of it all because Mune is what inspired me to learn animation in the first place! As well as the use of color and saturation I like to use in my own art. Being able to use these skills to make the vines or animations feels like it’s all coming back full circle for me! Also I based the vines I’ve made so far off of @muneheadquarter compilations they made awhile back. They’re hilarious and I recommend giving them a watch.

I’m especially happy that you like my au because believe me when I say there is definitely more to come! I have made some changes since my first post and I’ve been trying to figure out what to post without spoiling too much of the story. What I can say is that I’ve decided to name it ‘Candlelight’.

I’m really glad you like my art and I’m glad you like my ideas and contributions. I hope I can inspire more people to share their ideas in the fandom!

Thank you for the lovely words!💖

[nacaharachuya]

Okay so i realised im a fucking idiot and that i’ve been sending you shit through “?” And i have no idea where those messages go through so whoopdy doo ig but in my defence i wasnt able to send anything any other way bc.. uhh.. yeah my email wasn’t confirmed n all that. Im telling u man i’m a whole ass boomer rn🤦‍♀️ can’t even remember how to send an ask smh.

Anyways i only now finished reading svs because i’ve been putting it off in favour of reading different fics (works from other fandoms and… ooc soukoku fics. Listen i hate mischaracterisation as much as the next guy but i find them very entertaining okay) and AAAUURGGHH WHAT A BANGER. The way you write is immaculate if svs was a food it’d have a savoury taste like i’d be liking my fingers n shit. I found out about it when you posted on twitter you updated it (it was the smut chapter, by the way) and i was like “huh” and decided to read it and my god am i glad I didn’t skip over that tweet.

Idk if this was on purpose or not but verlaine is kinda cringefail in your fic and i love it. I am a firm believer that as badass as verlaine is he is undeniably embarrassing and i need MORE of that.

My one criticism for svs is that we needed more adam scenes. He should have been added like really, unnecessarily early on in the fic and act as a third wheel in the fic. But like a third wheel soukoku did not want or ask for but he’s just kinda there they can’t really get rid of him. Chuuya and dazai in their divorce arc arguing and adam is in the background thinking “i could crack a really funny joke from this” (on that note i added the lines “Adam’s blabbering makes more sense now, so they act as if nothing has happened. “When I lift this veil, you will seal the deal with a kiss.” He can’t stop himself from laughing, “I hope you enjoyed that joke too.” “We didn’t,” Verlaine says from across the shrine. “Paul be quiet.”” In my “collection of fanfic lines I chuckled at” in my notes. He’s so silly i love him. I love how he laughs at his own jokes he just like me fr.)

Anyways here are like two extra svs doodles. I keep thinking about how you said that chuu can fluctuate between genders (literally) and its so… zamn.

And reading the scene where verlaine is brushing chuuya’s hair inspired me to draw this

I have no idea how long chuuya’s hair is supposed to be like idk if it’s “yeah his hair is a little longer than it is in canon haha” or “yeah mf got some LONG ass hair looking like rapunzel”. Also I don’t remember if his lil ribbon was red or blue but.. i jus went with blue and i didn’t know if the pearls were supposed to be like on his head or woven into his braid so i just went with the latter. And again ALSO i know he was barefoot but i’m not drawing his fucking dogs okay.

This ask is long as hell never let me talk again LMAO

Currently looking at a detail i forgot in the drawing… not pointing it out in hopes you don’t notice it either smh but GOD DAMMIT 🤬🤬🤬

DAWG I OPENED THIS YESTERDAY IN SHOCK IA M ALWAYS BLOWN AWAY BY YOUR ASKS AND ART IT MAKES ME FEEL SO LOVED AND SO CRAZY LIKE!?!?! I'M SO GLAD YOU LOVED IT ENOUGH TO MAKE ART I SAVE IT AND LOOK AT IT CONSTANTLY ;_; IM LIKE.....

AND ALSO THANK YOU. I need svs criticism and ur right I should have introduced more characters earlier I just got carried away with skk because...IDK BUT ADAM WAS MY SAVING GRACEE. He was so silly I wanted to add him sooner but I was like wait....no... BUT HE IS IN THE SEQUEL!!! DW!!! His silly ass is there and he's cracking them jokes and Verlaine is like o_o. THE ADAM LINES WERE SO FUN TOO CAUSE HE'S NOT CRINGE HE'S JUST....HIM.

Verlaine is cringe-fail on purpose tho and I'm glad you saw that because I see him as an incredibly pathetic person who can't do normal human things. He would like bite open a metal can or rip it open with his hands because he doesn't know what a can opener is. He is that type of guy.

The art is just immaculate bro like straight-up BEAUTIFUL. Chuuya's literal genderfluidity is something I'm glad people like cause when I imagine divinity I think of someone not bound by sex or gender and whatnot plus I just don't think he'd give a fart. so like....world's most wonderful tits...but he's shorter.

THE WEDDING OUTFIT IS SENDING ME TO THE GRAVE THO LIKE. IT"S PERFECT AND IDK WHAT DETAIL YOU MISSED CAUSE I FORGET EVERYTHING BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT I"M. THE HAIR LENGTH I DIDN"T SPECIFIY !!! He looks so *crying emoji cause I don't have my phone* you don't have to draw his toes I just think barefoot chuu running up the stairs to meet dazai is very him. perseverance.

BOYCACA WHAT IS YOUR TWT LET ME FOLLOW YOU AND BOTHER YOU THERE AND SPREAD THE BOYCACA AGENDA

[grippingbeskar]

goodbye 2022– a love letter

okay, so i am not one for long, sappy posts. in fact i think i can count on one hand the amount of times i’ve written about personal stuff on this blog, because i wanted it to be a space for me to just escape life and write for the first time.

i just wanted to make this post to say thank-you. i think i have written that word out about 1,000 times since making this account, but it will truely never be enough to express how greatful i am to have this space, and that all of you have been so fucking welcoming and kind to me.

when i started this account nine months ago, i genuinely had no idea what it would turn into. i’d been reading fanfic for most of my life, and the last few years i’ve been obsessed with the punisher and the mandalorian (not much has changed). i’ve always been the type of person to make stories in my head, especially with how much i read, it’s almost like i can’t help it. i also have taken a very big interest in writing recently, so i thought why not have a bit of fun with it and write a few chapters of a story and see where it goes.

my first official post on this account was the first chapter of the element of surprise series, and i remember getting my first few notes, and even a comment, and i nearly jumped out of my skin. every single one since then has been so special, and i still get all giddy and excited when i see someone interacting with my stories. after that i posted my first frank castle story, looking to tomorrow. i was so insecure about it, but at that point i think i had literally 0 followers, so i had NOTHING to lose.

after a few more chapters and frank one shots i started to get a little more inspired, and that is all thanks to the lovely people who cared enough to encourage me. i would have 100% stopped writing if you all hadn’t been so welcoming and amazing, and my life trajectory has seriously changed for the better. not even exaggerating.

now i’m here nine months later. i’ve finished my first series and nearly completed my second, both of which are over 85,000 words in length, which is fucking WILD. i have also written 30ish (im counting my drafts in this lmao) stand alone fics, and did my first ever celebration, writing out a bunch of requests (which i still actually have three or four in my drafts. trust me they are coming i’m just slow pls).

i am just so so greatful to have this space where i have so many encouraging, kind people that share the same interests, and find genuine enjoyment in the shit that i write. i’ll never be able to type out in words how much it means. every time someone reads my fics, i just want them to know how much it means to me. even if you don’t interact (i’d love to reply personally if you do!) i just love that people are reading my writing. so thank you. THANK YOU.

now. i have a few ppl i wanna mention who have made this experience all the more incredible.

@everybirdfellsilent for being my first tumblr friend and my longest. you are so, so incredible, and i genuinely don’t know where i would be if i hadn’t found you on here. thank you for your constant support, editing help, beta reading, screaming about sexy fan art, obi-wan thirsting and everything in between. i appreciate you more than you know and i love u for it.

@buckymcbuckbarnes BITCH you know i love you. do i even have to SAY!!!! thank you for everything— you are such a special person to me, and i literally can’t tell u how glad i am to have found you. watch out 2023 bc we have big things COMING. and they will be cumming if you know what i mean. thank you for your incredible playlists and every single fic and tik tok you send me. i love every single one. i love you. we say it all the time and i mean it.

@tea-and-wine for all our chats, even though sometimes they are few and far between, i always appreciate your messages and kind words. i hope you make 2023 your bitch!!

@marvelswh0re for your thirsty frank and matt thoughts and all your kind words. i still think about that convo we had about how frank is receiving a bj. it’s just always in my mind. i need him to **** ** ***. sorry got off track. THANKYOU!!!

@lemon-world1 for being SO lovely, and for all the amazing words you’ve left on my frank series and everything in between. it means so so much to me. i can’t explain it. also congrats for sharing your frank fic, it was incredible and i can’t wait to see what else you have in store!

@castlesnchurches i will never be able to express how much i love reading your comments on my fics. probably one of my fave things ever. you motivate me so much just by being so lovely. thank you thank you. xx

@dinahmadanimybeloved for your amazing messages and supportive words, i hope 2023 is a good one for you xx

@hellskitchenswhore FOR GENERAL KINDNESS!!! thankyou so so much. it means the world ❤️

and to every single person who has interacted, liked or read a fic of mine/ followed along for the journey— and reading this right now!!! i’ll never be able to tell you how happy you have made me. thank you for making a pretty shitty year that much better ❤️

get ready for more fics, more series, and more SEX in 2023. YEHAW.

[fanfic-gremlin-ft-trauma]

I know I've bugged you a bunch already, feel free to not respond, but i really really just wanted to say that you make me want to draw again. I've gushed about it before, but I'm completely serious when I say your art is a gift. Seeing you just being able to draw very much inspires me as well. Thank you for being you ❤️❤️❤️

Omahjsjakajshjaka 😭😭 u keep spoiling me with all your compliments. I promise you’re not bugging me at all!! This so damn sweet and thank you so so so much. I’m so glad that I can inspire you to draw because it’s what I love to do the most and the fact that others can take from that and make their own stuff?? Makes my day. Thank YOU for being you ❤️❤️ im pretty sure you’re a gift to me

[scribbleseas]

Hi!! Hope ur having a nice day/night so far! <3

I honestly just wanted to say how I absolutely love ur work- I CANT EVEN FIND WORDS TO EXPRESS IMY LOVE FOR IT PROPERLY- BUT I'LL TRY MY BESTT-😭😭

At first I was just going thru the black butler fandom tags to find a good fanfic, when I stumbled upon ur work. At first glance it was intimidating to jump into a whole new famfic with multiple chapters, but honestly I'm *SOO* glad I did!

I haven't been caught up with any new chapters since I've last read it but, nonetheless all I can say is that ur work/writing is a whole *experience*🤌✨. And I mean it in every sense. Even tho it's been well over a month or so since I've read it I can still remember the scenes that play out; coupled with your beautiful writing that genuinely makes it seem like I'm transported into ur story ur telling. All the feels, the scenarios are still stuck in my mind when I think back to your work and honestly I don't think I'll ever find anything else which could even come close to replicating what I felt when I read ur work.

I cannot ever find the exact words or thank you enough for how you've been able to help me find an escapism in ur heavenly writing that should really be called an art form. (Srsly I'm not even joking-). And I definitelyy plan to re-read all ur chapters from start to finish during my holidays.

I honestly really reallyyy admire how ur able to articulate things so well with ur words. Once I started reading, I was sucked in and I couldn't stop reading, to the point that I think I just binge read ur chapters in one day. Honestly I might have gotten up the next day just to read what happens next.

So sorry for the long letter of sorts, I guess I just had a lot to say once I started writing and I hope you've been taking care of urself, mental and physical health as well! Sending u all the love and support in whatever u do and wherever u are <33

(P.S. it's my first time ever writing anything to the author and I honestly hope it didn't come off as weird or creepy or anything-)

- .⁺‧₊✧

Hi, .⁺‧₊✧ Anon!!

Let me just say, oh my god!!

I literally almost cried the first time I read this. I can’t believe you would take the time to sit down and write me such a kind message. I’m so touched that I’m struggling to convey how grateful I am, like I can’t believe you like it so much and I’m absolutely over the moon that you do. I really can’t thank you enough for this ask. All of it. Every syllable, letter, and emoji, lol.

I’m also going to be real: you sent this at the perfect time because I’ve been really struggling with motivation to work on the next chapter. I’ve felt both uninspired and overwhelmed as a first-year in college atm. (Especially because it’s midterm season, gross.) This kind of message was exactly what I needed to help me feel like my work is really there for people, and it’s the quality that I work so hard to make it. I feel much more inspired to pick up my fic outline and my chapter 17 Google Doc and actually get to work. I’ve been putting it off because I hate forcing myself to write— it never comes out good.

But this was exactly what I needed to feel refreshed and ready to start tackling the problems/roadblocks that I’ve run into while I (more intricately) plan out the last 2 chapters in this fic. Who knew, it’s actually pretty tough to wrap up a story!

It means so much that this storyline and its characters are resonating with you, too! I love that TIP is a story that youn can think about when you need a little bit of escapism. That’s literally me, like all the time— that’s where a lot of the ideas for this story came from!!

I’m really so choked up over your whole message, before I sat down to write this message, I came back to re-read it easily five times before I thought I could properly write about the happy tap-dance my heart does when I read it. You didn’t come off as weird or creepy at all, just extremely kind and just amazingly supportive. I’m really grateful that my writing has garnered such sweet and amazing people like you to read it and give me such lovely and well thought out feedback. It’s not something I expected, at all, being a novice fic writer with a brand-new Tumblr, and a slowburn Black Butler fic. And it’s certainly nothing I expected when I first thought of this plot like…six years ago! In middle school!

Anyways, I write for all of you, and feedback like this just warms my heart.

Thank you so much for your love, support, and faith in me. I’m so honored <3

- Dan

[joshuadiazzz]

'figuring it out' thank you's

First and foremost, I want to say that I am extremely excited to get to write these “thank you’s” down. I remember as a kid, looking through the CD booklets of my favorite albums and being fascinated by all the people that contributed to the record or just helping the artist along the way. So let’s get these credits going.

Special thanks to

Gerald Bailey, Max Davis, Martina Cohran, Rosy Aguilar, Amy (The Social Worker at the Lutz Building), Ms. Coller (for being one of the most encouraging vocal teacher ever), Ms. Lattimore, Paige Kizer, Megan Esther (Paige and Megan being the two best music tutors that genuinely helped me and were rooting for me during every tutoring session), Mr. David Grant, Mr. Harvey, Mr. Crawford.

To the people who helped me bring this little EP to life and have put in their “granito de arena”:

Nikki Pacheco, thank you so much for being the best manager I could ever ask for. I absolutely appreciate every single thing you have done to help me over the past couple of months. I have never worked with a manager before so for you to be the first, I was absolutely ecstatic!!! Thank you for believing in me. Here’s to our future growth and achievements!!!

Edson Marca, for literally opening your doors to your house the entire month of July 2022 and giving me a space to just create.

Jordan Siwek, for the lovely chord progression I stumbled upon in the fall of 2021 that later contributed to the base for “a love that never was”. 

Val Morales, for being the best human and person who accompanied me during the first two (very formative) years of college. Your friendship and your wisdom is something I continue to carry with me to this day. Thank you!

Khalif, for stepping inside that one studio session I had with Val for “good enough for u” during its early stages of conception. Despite not having met you prior to that encounter, I was extremely fascinated by your ear when it came to harmonies, and for you have added some “ooh’s’  (alongside Val) underneath my song’s chorus?!? mind-blowing in the best way possible. 

Ivy-Jolie Camacho, IVY!!!! Prior to “outta the blue”, the number of times we would talk about songwriting together was insane. I’m so glad that we got to create something that one very special Friday and how working with you, took me out of my comfort zone as a songwriter (in the best way possible). 

Abdiel Diaz, for being the missing puzzle piece to “good enough for u”. Having the song fully written and produced back in the winter of 2022, I was in search of a guitarist for the LONGEST TIME but was too afraid to ask anyone since they were all busy or unavailable. So for you to add your guitar-playing skills and add that missing element (because I do in fact sing, “How do you manage to strum each string on my heart, like when you play your guitar”), made it feel complete. So thank you.  

Ambercita, for shooting the amazing cover art and the headshots that form what is the “figuring it out” aesthetic. Being able to work with a photographer for the first time was such a great experience but also being able to step into your world and see the behind-the-scenes process and see you in your element, is truly inspiring. 

Additionally…

To my band, Sumar Suliman, Daniel Rovinsky, Nate Freedman & Stephen Ryan. Thank you for bringing my songs to life on stage, especially ‘good enough for u’. I sound like a broken record whenever I say this but I am truly grateful for each and every one of you that was willing to help me, rehearse with me, and as I said previously, bring my songs to life. You truly don’t understand how meaningful it is for you guys to be the first instrumentalists I got to form a band with. 

To Nicole Nicolalde, for showing me what a true performer looks like on stage. I knew I had it in me but seeing you perform gave me reassurance that I too can display my performer self on stage (no longer a bedroom-my-hairbrush-as-a-mic performer). Also for sharing so much wisdom with me about what it takes to do so. Te quiero. 

To both Kacie and Maggie for giving me so much advice regarding forming my own band. It was something that I wanted for a really long time and wanted to be a part of one so so badly. But receiving so much insight from you both absolutely helped me when the day came that I had my people, my band, with me. 

and to Avi Nathan, for performing with Abdiel and me at the open mic back in February on such short notice. The way I gave you the rhythm chart just HOURS before the open mic happened… insanity. Thank you for helping me out and taking the time to do that with me.

To you, the listener. Thank you for giving my music a chance to be heard by you. I hope that you continue to follow me along on this journey of mine and get to witness my continuous growth. I promise it’ll be worth it.

and to Britney Spears, Ariana Grande, Mariah Carey, Beyoncé, Brandy, Whitney Houston, Kehlani, Selena Quintanilla-Pérez, Lady Gaga, Janet Jackson, and Omar Apollo for all inspiring me as a songwriting, vocalist, producer, and performer <3 (because why not)

and to all my friends that I’ve made along the way and have supported and believed in me. To all the friends that were willing to collaborate on songs with me and step into each other's worlds, I value you and I am grateful for you.

[tomomoni]

[sweetmotherof]

Haikyuu Fics: The Classics™️

EDIT: pt 2!!

I wanted to make a post to archive what I would call “The Classics” as far as Haikyuu fanfic on ao3 goes. For anyone new to the daunting world of Haikyuu fanfiction, these works are probably the most popular, talked-about works throughout the fandom, so they are a good place to start! I haven’t read some of these, but the reason I included them is that I’ve seen so much hype around them. Comment the ones I missed, and I’m definitely going to be doing a part 2. Enjoy <3 :D

*contains nsfw fics* READ TAGS BEFORE U READ

⭑=my faves

BOKUAKA

Rules by ConesOfDunshire⭑

E, 120 k words

Accountant Akaashi. Pianist Bokuto. WHAT MORE COULD YOU WANT??? This fic is seriously novel-worthy, and Bokuto having Asperger’s is a beautiful component to the story. I found that the characterization and the attention to detail the author put into the story is what made it a truly distinguishable and unique fic that allowed it to rise to the top. It is worth every kudos, comment, bookmark, and more. Highly recommend.

Behind Bricks by DeathBelle⭑

E, 60 k words, cw: prostitution, choking, and heavy content so READ THE TAGS

This darker fic follows Akaashi as he deals with his life as a prostitute, and how Bokuto comes in and is able to change it for the better. I feel sometimes that heavy topics such as the trauma from sex work are really misrepresenting in fanfiction, but the author does a great job of portraying it in a real way and not romanticizing it at all. I loved to watch love bloom for Akaashi in the cracks of his tumultuous life, because he deserves everything <333

In Another Life by LittleLuxray⭑

T, 22 k words, cw: terminal illness, hospitals, major character death

As the highest-rated Haikyuu fanfic on ao3, this work is a monument and will go down in Haikyuu history. That being said, it honestly did such a number on me that I think it deserves the hype. This hospital au revolving around Akaashi and Bokuto’s budding relationship is truly heartbreaking, to say the least. Read it at your own risk, and oh, you can find references to it under almost any Bokuaka related post.

IWAOI

Conquering the Great King by SuggestiveScribe

105 k words, E

This rollercoaster of a fic, set in a universe where Oikawa and Iwaizumi meet in a bar, is funny, profound, and awe-inspiring all in one. The relationship dynamic between the two is very cute and well-done. I highly recommend this one if you are a sucker for some good, old Iwaoi, and I also love the side pairings. Just, overall, a really nice and satisfying read.

the courtship ritual of the hercules beetle by kittebasu(chanyeol)

T, 66.3k words, cw: injury, homophobia

This fic is a favorite on tik tok, from what I’ve observed. I haven’t read it yet, but when people discuss it, they always commend the writing and the non-linear narrative. I have personally not read this one yet, but I have seen people rave about this one because of the emotional impact it had on them. It seems to me that the writing and emotions on this one are its claims to fame, so definitely check it out.

Desperado by Verbrennung

M, 82k words

Talk about raved about fics, I have seen this one mentioned countless times on various platforms. This Iwaoi fic is set in a Vegas/Japan fusion setting, which immediately caught my eye. The premise of a heist fic also is probably what caught people's attention the most, because what is better than an Iwaoi heist fic (nothing. nothing is better.) I recommend this if you want a bit of a longer fic that had a tumultuous plot and a wild romance.

SAKUATSU

Burden of Blame by DeathBelle⭑

E, 91k words, cw: graphic violence, guns, ptsd, panic attacks, murder, death, injury and more so READ TAGS

Burden of Blame is THE mafia au fic of the Haikyuu ao3 universe. I love this fic soooo much. From it’s wild plot to the flawless writing, I was constantly on my feet. I definitely recommend if you want something that will keep you on the edge of your seat. Also, the enemies to lovers is CHEFS FUCKING KISS.

A Liar’s Truth by internetpistol⭑

E, 49.6k words, cw: HOMOPHOBIA!! read tags pls

Oh. My. God. I simply cannot with this fic. It turned me inside out, upside down, and threw me into the void. Please, if you have one singular brain cell, you will read this fic. This narrative about Sakusa’s life and his relationship with his sexuality is a masterpiece. I cannot recommend this one enough. You do not want to miss out on this genuine piece of art. 

Stick With You by lettersinpetals

E, 99k words

This fic follows Sakusa and Atsumu as they get stuck in the Philippines over quarantine. Honestly, if you want an enemies to lovers that really goes in depth into the trope, this is the one for you. One of my favorite things about this fic is the inclusion of the Filipino language, and I found myself reading all of the translations at the end. I would recommend this if you want a longer, feel good Sakuatsu fic. Also, lettersinpetals is a Sakuatsu classic author.

the Terminal Curiosity series by favspacetwink and moonlumie

E, total 112k words, not finished, 8 works, READ TAGS

This fic is probably the notorious BDSM fic, which I’m glad because it portrays it in a very consensual and safe way. I’m personally not into that stuff, but I still was able to enjoy it for the plot and the amazing writing. I definitely recommend it if you are looking for something with BDSM components with some focus on their relationship dynamics too. I actually did really enjoy this fic, and I think the way their relationship kind of progressed backward was really, really good. Even if BDSM isn’t your cup of tea, I still recommend checking this one out and reading the tags to see if it is something you’re willing to give a chance too, because, for me, it paid off.  

KUROKEN

the galaxy is endless (i thought we were, too) by cosmogony

T, 30.9k words, cw: illness, DEATH

I have yet to read this fic. I am genuinely too afraid. Similarly to In Another Life, I constantly see people discussing to the degree in which this fic destroyed them, and honestly after In Another Life, I don’t think I could handle another one. This soulmates au has crushed so many people throughout the fandom that if you want someone to give you more detail on why it’s the saddest thing ever, you probably wouldn’t have to look very far.

Of Monsters and Men by shions_heart

M, 220k words, cw: violence, temporary character death

This longer fic follows Kuroo, Kenma, and many others through a demon hunter/buffy the vampire-style universe, with magic, drama, and much more. If you are looking for a fantasy, action-packed, beautifully written fic, this is definitely one you should check out. The romance and action combination will always be chefs kiss, superb. 

[marvelouslycaptivating]

A Swarm of Butterflies

Masterlist

Part Six: The Sleepover

Pairing: Steve Rogers X Reader

Summary: After your first party at the compound Steve drives you home and you ask him to stay.

Warnings: Implied smut

Authors Note: To everyone who has been patiently waiting for a continuation of this story, thank you!! It was the first piece of writing I’ve ever shared. Lately I have struggled to write, my OCD getting the better of me. I almost just deleted all my existing work because I was so frustrated. I couldn’t find even a sliver of inspiration to continue this story or write others…but I pushed through it. I’m so glad I was finally able to finish this part, even if I wasn’t completely satisfied with it. I hope to wrap this story up in a few more parts so that I can begin something new. Please leave your feedback in the comments and don’t forget to reblog! Xxx

You sat quietly next to Steve as he drove you home. One of his large hands was wrapped around the steering wheel of the sleek, black mustang and the other was gently grasping your own. His thumb traced small circles on the back of your hand as he hummed softly to himself. His vibrant cerulean eyes were trained on the glistening pavement in front of him, but you couldn’t tear yours away from his face.

The moonlight bounced off of his smooth skin beautifully. It surrounded him like a halo, making him appear even more angelic than he already was. A lazy smile graced his pouty, pink lips. His lashes fluttered across his cheeks, every bit as delicate as a bee floating from flower to flower on a warm summer afternoon. He was the most stunning work of art you’d ever laid your eyes on, and you couldn’t help but admire him.

You squeezed his hand and leaned to rest your head against his shoulder. You closed your eyes allowing the sound of his breathing to lull you to sleep.

Visions of the evening danced behind your closed eyelids. You could see Steve standing with his teammates, head thrown back laughing at something Thor had said. The veins in his neck bulging and his eyes crinkling at the corners, one hand thrown over his chest. He looked so at ease, so carefree…and that was how you always wanted him to be. Happy. Loved. Safe.

Twenty short minutes later Steve’s large palm was on your shoulder gently shaking you awake.

“Baby? Hey, Y/N. Baby, you’re home.” He cooed, coaxing you from your temporary slumber.

You raised your head from his shoulder and rubbed your droopy eyes. You turned to glance out the window, and you could see your apartment building just across the street illuminated by the street lights. A thick fog had accumulated in the air, and raindrops fell from the midnight sky.

“Home? Already?” You questioned, turning back to him to shoot him a sleepy grin.

His heart squeezed in his chest as he gazed at you. Your hair was falling over your eyes, your cheeks rosy from resting on his shoulder.

“Yeah, you don’t live that far from the compound.” He chuckled, brushing a stray lock of hair from your face.

You nodded in agreement and returned your gaze back out the window. The wind had picked up and leaves were swirling through the air, a few sticking to the windshield of Steve’s car.

“Stay right there, I’ll come around and get you.” He stated, pulling your attention back to him.

“Okay.” You smiled as he reached for the handle of his door.

Steve exited the car quickly and jogged around to your side. The rain dotted the shoulders of his Henley and clung like dewdrops to his golden strands of hair. He opened your door and extended his hand to help you out, like the true gentleman he was.

“Thank you.” You whispered, suddenly shy. You’d never had a man treat you with so much respect. You didn’t know if you’d ever get used to it.

He smiled and laced his fingers through yours as the two of you began to jog over to the entrance of your building. The wind whipping your hair in all different directions.

You quickly made your way inside and up to your floor. Not a word was uttered between you as he walked you to your door, but his hand remained tangled in your own.

You reached into your bag for your keys, but turned to face Steve before shoving them into the lock.

“Steve..” you whispered, fidgeting with the keys in your fingertips. Your tongue suddenly felt like lead in your mouth, and you could feel your heart pounding against your chest.

He gazed at you expectantly, hands shoved into the pocket of his tight jeans. Raindrops clung to his cheeks and his shirt was damp, sticking to his chest.

“Yes?” He asked, arching one perfectly shaped eyebrow.

“Would you..” you started, your heart in your throat. You had never been this nervous to ask someone to spend the night. You had no idea why this moment was proving to be so difficult. Steve spent a lot of time at your apartment, but you’d never asked him to stay.

“Would I what?” He teased, clearly knowing where this was going. He crossed his arms over his muscular chest as he awaited your reply. He seemed to be enjoying toying with you.

You sucked in a deep breath to try and ease your nerves. Your stomach flipped and your hands began to sweat.

“Would you stay with me tonight?” You asked, glancing up at him through your lashes. Your cheeks were flushed a bright pink.

He shifted on his feet and was silent for a moment. He gazed deep into your eyes and heaved out a sigh before answering.

“I’d stay with you every night for the rest of eternity if you asked, doll.” He smirked, placing a palm on each side of your head and backing you against the door. “I don’t know why it took you so long to ask.” He laughed.

He leaned down and pressed a few featherlight kisses along your jawline and beneath your ear. His breath sending shivers down your spine.

You giggled and brought a hand up to shove him away.

“Alright, lover boy…inside.” You scolded, unable to remove the smile from your face. It felt as though a weight had been lifted from your chest.

You turned away from him and shoved the keys into the lock. You quickly opened the door and stepped inside, Steve hot on your heels. He shut the door behind you and quickly kicked off his shoes.

“Tea, sweetheart?” He asked, looking over his shoulder as he sauntered toward the kitchen.

“Yes, please.” You smiled as you pulled off your boots.

Steve shot you a thumbs up and disappeared around the corner. You could hear him clinking teacups together as he got everything ready. It made you smile to yourself. It was something so trivial. It was so domestic, so normal, and it felt so right…him making himself at home in your apartment.

You released a content sigh and made your way over to the sofa. You collapsed onto the plush cushions and snatched the remote from the coffee table. You turned on a movie and curled up with a blanket just as Steve rounded the corner. He carried two delicate teacups in his large hands, a dopey smile on his face.

“Here you go, angel.” He kissed your forehead as he handed you the cup before plopping down on the opposite end of the sofa.

“Thank you.” You murmured as you took a sip of the warm liquid. You gazed at your boyfriend over the rim of the teacup, a smile threatening to pull at your lips.

He was resting back on the throw pillows, tiny cup cradled in his massive palms. His sock clad feet rested on the coffee table. His face was relaxed, eyes heavy as he watched the movie. He looked like he belonged here, with you. You realized how much you longed for him to be a permanent part of your life.

“Steve..” you spoke, voice soft as you sat your teacup down. Your hands trembling ever so slightly as nervousness once again crept down your spine.

His head whipped around to look at you, his eyes glittering in the dim lamplight.

“Thank you.” You smiled. He smiled right back, eyebrows furrowing slightly.

“For what?” He laughed, placing his cup aside. He pursed his pink lips in question, head tilting to the side as he ran his hand through his hair.

You couldn’t contain your grin as you crawled over beside him. You nestled yourself against his side, relishing in the warmth of his body. Your hands clasped his bicep. The smell of his cologne filled your nostrils. It was woodsy, musky, and so effortlessly Steve.

“For taking me to meet your friends. For allowing me to be a part of your life.” You explained timidly, looking up at him through hooded eyes.

He chuckled, the vibration in his chest tickling your cheek. The sound was deep and rich, music to your ears. A sound that you longed to hear each and every day until you took your very last breath.

“Baby, I think I should be the one thanking you.” He brushed a stray strand of hair from your eyes. “You have brought a warmth into my life I never thought I’d get to experience again. You’ve made me so happy, and I will never be able to thank you enough for that.” He smiled, fingertips brushing over your cheek. His words dripped with sincerity, his sea blue eyes filled with adoration for you.

“You make me happiest I’ve ever been.” You admitted, leaning into his touch. It was nothing but the truth. You knew it was early to be admitting this, but this was the most content you’d ever felt in your life.

“I hope I’ll get to continue making you happy for many, many years to come.” He whispered, leaning in to brush his nose against yours.

Your heart squeezed in your chest. You hoped for nothing more.

“Me too.” You cooed, leaning in to press your lips to his.

The kiss was needy, and filled with unbridled passion. Steve’s hands immediately threading into your hair, pulling you closer. You moaned as his tongue slipped into your mouth. You fisted his Henley in your hands and melted into his touch.

You fumbled onto his lap, one leg on either side of his hips. Your hands grasped at his broad shoulders, holding him impossibly close. His large hands slipped from your hair and down your back, the warmth of his palms radiating through the fabric of your shirt.

He broke the kiss to trail his lips along your jaw and then down your neck. You were sure he could feel your pulse quicken beneath his pillow soft lips.

“Take me to bed, Steve.” You whispered as he sucked on the spot right below your ear.

He pulled away and gazed into your hazy, lust filled eyes.

“You sure?” He asked, eyebrows furrowing. His eyes flitted across your face looking for any sign of hesitation.

“Yes. Please.” You assured, running your fingers along his jawline. “I want to be with you.” You whispered.

He tossed you a smirk and hauled you both off of the couch in one swift movement. You shrieked in surprise and clung to his neck. His hands cradled your thighs and he brought his lips back your neck as he walked down the hallway to your room.

“The lights Steve!” You giggled, realizing you’d left all three lamps in your living room on.

“I’ll get them later, baby.” He mumbled into your neck as he smoothly moved one hand to open your bedroom door.

He walked inside and effortlessly kicked the door closed with his foot. The room was dark, illuminated only by the moonlight that spilled through the sheer curtains that clung to your window.

He moved over to your queen sized bed and gently lowered you onto the mattress. He crawled above you, holding his body weight up on his elbows. He peppered feather light kisses across your cheeks and nose.

He gazed deeply into your eyes and rested his forehead against your own. His eyelids fluttered closed.

“We don’t have to do this.” He whispered.

You smiled up at him. He was always so cautious. He always made sure you never felt pressured. He wanted you to be completely comfortable. Little did he know that you’d never felt safer.

“I want to.” You assured him, running your hands across his broad chest. Your fingertips trembled and you played with the collar of his Henley.

He hummed his approval and dipped his head. His plump lips brushed delicately against your own. He held your head between his large palms, thumbs drawing circles into your scalp. Your body immediately relaxing into his affectionate embrace, your hands moving to his back to press him closer.

His tongue danced with your own, and you moaned into the kiss. Your hands fumbled with the hem of his shirt, slowly bringing it up his back and shoulders. He broke the kiss for a moment to rip the fabric over his head and toss it to the carpeted floor.

Your eyes clouded with lust and you took in the man before you. His chest was broad and firm. His skin smooth and supple. His abdominal muscles rippled beneath the dim lighting, and his face resembled that of an angel. He took your breath away.

His fingers reached for the hem of your shirt hesitantly. His eyes flicking up to your own.

“Can I?” He asked, nodding toward the material.

You smiled and gave him an eager nod. He gently peeled the fabric from your body and tossed it next to his on the floor before moving to unbutton your jeans. He slid them down your legs carefully, your skin erupting with goosebumps at the sudden change in temperature.

He sat back for a moment and took you in as you laid beneath him. You were so thankful you’d opted to wear some nicer lingerie beneath your clothes tonight. The unlined black lace bra hugged your breasts beautifully, and the matching panties made your legs look unnaturally long.

Steve’s jaw clenched and his eyes appeared to have darkened a shade or two as his eyes trailed down your body. He ran his large hands up your legs and torso, leaning over to kiss your exposed cleavage.

“You are so beautiful.” He praised, looking up at you through thick lashes. “I can’t believe you’re mine.”

You blushed at the compliment and hid your face beneath your palms.

“Don’t be silly.” You giggled, “I can’t believe I’m lucky enough to be yours. You’re practically a God.”

“I’m not a God, sweetheart. I’m just a man.” He cooed, prying your hands away from your face. “A man who wants nothing more than to be worthy of your love. A man who wants to spend his every moment he has left on this earth..with you.” He whispered, nose brushing yours.

His words caused tears to spring to your eyes. You could hear the sincerity in his tone, you could feel the adoration in his touch. Elation bubbled through your veins and you couldn’t stop the wide smile that spread across your face.

“Make love to me, Steve.” You whispered, trembling hands tracing his jaw.

He smiled wide and swiped a single tear from your cheek. He leaned down slowly and pressed his lips to yours once more.

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