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yamag00ps · 4 years ago

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the in-between

pairing: akaashi x reader x bokuto

genre: friends to lovers, love triangle

contains: angst, fluff

word count: 3.3k

summary: What is the difference between the process of falling in love versus actually being in love?

note: this is longer than the others but it’s definitely my favorite part of all four :’) thank you for your patience! I had a lot of fun writing this and ngl I gave myself some butterflies.. Kjgfhbk ANYWAY! the flashback is a week before kuroo’s birthday party! after the flashback, the story resumes to akaashi and bokuto outside of kuroo’s apartment where the last chapter left off. I highly recommend listening to the songs mentioned while reading because it’ll really help you visualize the tone and mood of the story <3 enjoy!

part 1, part 2, part 3

songs: can’t help falling in love (cover) - kina grannis crazy for you - madonna

flashback - a week ago

Kina Grannis’s cover of Can’t Help Falling In Love played from Bokuto’s speakers as your eyes were glued to the screen. You’ve watched the wedding scene in the movie Crazy Rich Asians a million times, but it never failed to put stars in your eyes. Nick and Rachel gazed at each other, despite an entire wedding unfolding in front of them as if they were falling in love for the first time all over again. You were in awe of how the film captured the feeling of falling in love so flawlessly, without a single word being spoken.

Your eyes watered as Bokuto silently chuckled to himself. You came over for a movie night, but it seemed that Bokuto was watching you watch the movie instead. Akaashi was out of town to see family for a couple of days, so it was just the two of you for the night.

Bokuto found his own eyes watering as well, but not because of the movie. You looked over at him from the other end of the couch and he quickly turned back to the TV.

“Wait are you also crying?” You sniffled. Bokuto threw a pillow at you and scoffed, “..No.”

“What?! I’m just asking! I’m not judging,” your giggle turned into a sigh. “It’s magical.”

He smiled at the small pout on your face.

“Yeah,” he agreed. Magical.

Eventually, the end credits rolled and you both scrolled on your phones for a bit, your head laying on one arm of the couch and his head on the other.

“Have you ever been in love?” You lay your phone on your chest and stared at the ceiling.

“Hm.. I actually don’t know,” Bokuto scrunched his eyebrows slightly, “I think I’ve been close to it though.” He peeked over his phone at you. The television screen was now black, the moonlight being the only source of light in the room. You seemed to be deep in thought, hair disheveled from laying down for two hours, and lips slightly swollen from crying because of the movie. Beautiful was an understatement. Bokuto put his phone down to fully look at you, pure adoration and a hint of sadness in his eyes.

“Do you think there’s a difference between falling in love and being in love?” You asked.

“I guess falling in love is when you believe you could eventually be in love with someone.”

“That’s a pretty way to put it,” you hummed in agreement.

“I wonder how long that ‘in-between’ time is, then,” you added, “like, if you think of it as a spectrum--beginning to fall in love on one side and then actually being in love on the opposite end. There’s that ‘in-between’ kind of grey area.” Bokuto watched in amusement as you talked with your hands.

Little did you know that that was where Bokuto currently was--the in-between of falling in love and being in love. With you. Bokuto smiled sadly upon realizing this. He was struggling not to cross that grey area, knowing it would only hurt him if he did. He couldn’t reach that far end of the spectrum, as it was currently reserved for his best friend.

At this point, Bokuto was well aware of his closest friends’ budding feelings for one another. It was in the way Akaashi looked at you when you weren’t paying attention. It was in your doe eyes every time you used Akaashi’s first name.

Bokuto had refused to confront his best friend for weeks now, convincing himself that if he ignored it long enough, it would go away and his premonitions wouldn’t be true. He also wasn’t ready to let go of his feelings for you, wanting to relish in them, without reserve, just a little longer. He was being selfish, not wanting something that felt so beautiful and pure to end just yet--even if it was unrequited.

However, despite everything, he found comfort in his feelings for you whether you reciprocated them or not. The feelings he had for you were so special, and most importantly, they were his alone. No one could take them away from him--not you, not Akaashi.

Until he met you, he had never known what it was like to feel so strongly for anyone. He had never experienced caring for someone so unconditionally and so purely. It felt like magic.

Magic. That was the only word that did you justice.

Bokuto was never going to forget these feelings and this was both a blessing and a curse.

“Bo?” you pulled him out of his thoughts.

“Hm?”

“I think I’m in that in-between right now.”

You didn’t elaborate, but you didn’t have to. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. This was it. At the end of this conversation, it was time for him to let you go.

Thank you, he thought. Thank you for the magic.

“I think he might be too.”

end flashback

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“I know.”

Akasshi opened his mouth to speak, but nothing came out. How long has Bokuto known? Was it that obvious? Has Bokuto been silently resenting him all this time? If Bokuto knew, did you know too?

The two of them were now sitting on the steps of the building’s stairway with murmurs of the party on the other side of the door filling the silence. Bokuto’s head hung low as he contemplated what to say next.

“I’m sorry. I.. I won’t do anything about it if you don’t want me to,” Akaashi broke the silence.

Bokuto only shook his head at this, not saying a word. For the first time, Akaashi couldn’t read his best friend’s expression. Why did he look so defeated?

“I’d be a pretty shitty friend if I got in your way,” Bokuto finally spoke up.

“What? No, you knew her first. You have every righ--”

“I know I do,” Bokuto slightly smirked and nudged his best friend, “but she doesn’t look at me the way she looks at you.” Bokuto wasn’t angry. He almost seemed relieved, but Akaashi couldn’t pinpoint why.

Akaashi’s lips parted but was rendered speechless again. Was that true? He wanted to hope it was, but the guilt was eating him alive at this point. Truly nothing could have prepared him for this conversation.

“I’m not gonna lie, dude,” Bokuto let out a shaky sigh, “I want to be mad at you.”

Akaashi sighed and apologized again. He didn’t know what else to say.

“But that wouldn’t be fair. You can’t help how you feel and neither can she,” he shrugged.

“But I don’t even know if she likes me.”

Bokuto scoffed at this.

“Akaashi, I know I can be dense and a bit of an airhead sometimes, but even I can see it.” He snorted at his best friend’s obliviousness.

“You know, she asked me if you were single after you first met,” he quietly added with hesitancy in his voice.

“She did?”

“Yeah. At the time.. I convinced myself that I didn’t have to tell you because I assumed you didn’t care, but I was just being selfish,” Bokuto admitted.

“I don’t blame you. That’s fair,” Akaashi shrugged. The air around them seemed to feel less suffocating.

“I know you don’t want to hear it, but I’m really sorry. I mean it,” Akaashi added.

“Don’t be. You would have done the same for me,” Bokuto said sincerely. Akaashi didn’t have to say anything more, they both knew this was true.

Both of their phones chimed at once, receiving texts from you.

Y/N: where did you both go? I need a partner for pong :p

Y/N: wait who is even DD tonight

“Speak of the devil,” Bokuto joked. Akaashi stared at the screen a second longer.

“..Are you sure?” Akaashi asked for confirmation once more.

“Yeah man, I’ll get over it,” Bokuto forced a smile, “Now go find her before I change my mind.” He playfully punched his friend’s arm, though there was an edge to his voice.

“My only request is that you don’t do anything in front of me,” Bokuto added, scratching the back of his neck and avoiding eye contact.

“Of course not, I’m not a dick,” Akaashi scoffed, a bit offended at the request. Bokuto snorted at this.

“Debatable.”

The rest of the night was enjoyable, though Akaashi ended up not making a move, not wanting to take advantage of you while intoxicated. However, he’d be lying if he said he didn’t secretly enjoy how extra touchy you were, especially when you would discreetly yet casually reach for his hand every ten minutes.

But there was a specific moment of that night the two of you would ingrain into your minds.

A random girl stood at the front of the room, microphone in hand, as the opening lyrics to Madonna’s Crazy For You ran across the screen. This was your favorite karaoke song as a child, Akaashi knew this. He watched you from across the room and chuckled at the way your eyes widened and your tired figure suddenly sat up on the couch as you recognized the song. You caught his stare and rolled your eyes at his teasing, a slight blush on your face forming as you realized he was watching you.

I love this song, you mouthed. He smiled.

I know, he mouthed back. You smiled.

As the 80's hit played, you and a handful of other people sang along. Akaashi watched in amusement as you soulfully sang the lyrics with the girl next to you. Every now and then you would lock eyes with him and playfully point, singing the words as if they were directed at him.

I see you through the smokey air

Can’t you feel the weight of my stare?

You’re so close but still a world away

What I’m dying to say,

Akaashi was thankful for the dim lighting masking the blush growing on his cheeks. He shook his head with a smirk as you pointed at him, ignoring the growing ache in his heart. You have no idea what you do to me, he thought.

Is that I’m crazy for you

Touch me once and you’ll know it’s true

I never wanted anyone like this

It’s all brand new

He watched as you swayed your body to the music, singing with your eyes squeezed shut. At one point you put a hand over your mouth in embarrassment as you jumbled the lyrics. He shook his head again, laughing to himself. You laughed with him as your gaze softened before you sang the next line.

Eye to eye, we need no words at all

Akaashi smiled back at you, wondering how someone who had been drinking all night managed to look so lovely.

Soon we two are standing still in time

If you read my mind, you’ll see

I’m crazy for you

The two of you seemed to be in your own little world, despite being on opposite sides of the room. Your face was starting to hurt from smiling, drunk on both alcohol and emotion. Anyone paying attention would have seen the hearts in both of your eyes.

Everything seemed to fade away from your periphery and all you saw was him. His gaze refused to leave yours as he was convinced that if he looked away for a split second, he would somehow lose you. In a room full of jumbled voices, the silent adoration you shared was deafening.

You felt like you were floating while simultaneously feeling the adrenaline of going downhill on a rollercoaster. Your heart felt like it was going to burst at any given moment, but you have also never felt so at peace. You struggled to comprehend the duality of the serenity and chaos coursing through your veins--and then it hit you.

This was the grey area. This was the in-between.

You were falling in love with Akaashi Keiji.

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A week had passed since the party and Akaashi still had yet to confess--the adrenaline from that night slowly vanished, replaced with an irrational anxiety of running out of time.

Ever since he got home that night, Akaashi had been wracking his brain trying to figure out how to properly confess. Being the over thinker he is, he went through every scenario possible in his head, rewording his sentences over and over. The longer he waited, the more discouraged he became.

Strangely enough, the one who brought him back down to earth whenever he would get too in his head about his feelings was the source of his restlessness itself--you. Somehow you were both his chaos and his calm.

As the days passed, you noticed that he had become distracted more often than usual.

You two had been studying in the library for hours when you noticed that Akaashi’s mind seemed elsewhere. By now, you had memorized his tells like your favorite book. His knee bobbed up and down under the table, his hair was disheveled from repeatedly running his hands through it, and his eyes glazed over the textbook in front of him, not having turned a single page in the past twenty minutes. You knew he hadn’t gotten anything done since you sat down.

You closed your laptop and waited for him to match your gaze. It wasn’t until you rested your hand on his bobbing knee that he looked up at you and became aware of the amount of tension in his body. You gave him a small but sincere smile, wordlessly asking if he was okay. You rubbed his knee and he immediately relaxed at your touch, relief rushing through him.

Your timing was always perfect--constantly pulling him out of his overwhelming thoughts as if you could read his mind.

“Let’s take a break,” you whispered. He placed his hand on top of yours and gave it a squeeze, nodding.

It was funny--the concept of you distracting him from his thoughts about you.

The two of you ended up at the mall, people watching from a bench. This had become a favorite pastime for the both of you--picking out random passersby and creating extensive backstories about their lives. It was a way to destress and put your own lives on hold for a bit.

You spotted a couple sitting on a bench far enough away for you to talk about them.

“Those two are secretly pining for each other,” you nodded your head in their direction.

“Hm. Are they in love?”

“Oh no, not yet at least,” you speculated.

“And how do you know?” Akaashi mused.

“They’re sitting too far away from each other,” you stated matter-of-factly. Akaashi silently noted the distance between the two of you and compared.

“Huh. Okay,” He scooted closer, not being discreet at all. You held back a smile and refused to meet his gaze.

“How else can you tell?” He watched you intently, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

“He’s giving her too much eye contact. He’s not nervous enough.” Akaashi scrunched his eyebrows in thought. Noted, he thought. Just as you looked up at him, he swiftly turned his head the opposite way with a small smirk on his face.

Doing your best to ignore him, you asked a question this time.

“Who do you think will make the first move?”

“Oh, definitely the guy,” Akaashi stated confidently.

“Oh?”

“It’s in his body language. His body is fully facing her,” Akaashi mimicked his position, now fully facing you with his right arm resting on the top of the bench behind you. You leaned back with your arms crossed, still facing forward to avoid looking at him. You felt his arm fall from the bench to your shoulders, his hand now tracing circles into your shoulder.

“And what does that mean?” you rolled your eyes, still refusing to face him. Your heart warmed as he mindlessly took one of your hands and started playing with your fingers.

“It means..” Akaashi took a deep breath as if he had prepared a full-blown explanation. You raised your eyebrows waiting for him to finish, eyes still on the couple. When he took too long to continue, you turned to face him and silently gasped upon realizing how close his face was to yours.

You felt yourself stop breathing as he hesitated before speaking. He kept his voice low as if he was sharing top-secret information.

“He really wants to kiss her.” It wasn’t until now that you realized the proximity of your faces in this position. His eyes bore into yours, flickering to your lips as if to ask for permission.

“Do you think she’d kiss him back?” you held your breath, your gaze also lowering to his lips.

“I don’t know, you tell me,” he whispered, his lips just barely grazing yours.

You closed your eyes as you slightly tilted your head up, your lips lightly pressing against his, lingering a bit before pulling away. It was short and sweet. You looked down shyly, biting back a smile.

Akaashi watched you, his eyes low. He didn’t wait all this time for short and sweet. His left hand lifted your chin up as he attached his lips to yours again, kissing you with more passion this time. You held onto his wrist and kissed him back, matching his fervor.

“Keiji..” you barely managed to let out, as he wouldn’t stop kissing you (not that you were complaining).

If he initially thought your first name in his mouth was sweet.. The taste of his first name coming from your lips while they were melting into his? Jesus. His brain was short-circuiting.

You groaned upon realizing you were in a public space, but you couldn’t find the willpower to pull away either. All of Akaashi’s inhibitions were out the window. The only thing that mattered right now was you, as you wiped away every lingering trace of doubt, fear, and worry from his mind with every kiss.

“Keiji!” You laughed, attempting to pull away only for him to grab your chin and pull you back in.

One more, he thought.

“We’re the,” one more, “stereotypical,” another, “couple,” another one, “making out in the,” another, “middle,” one more, “of a,” last one, “mall,” for now. You giggled in between kisses. Akaashi chuckled and got a hold of himself, finally pulling away and resting his forehead on yours.

“Sorry,” he smiled shyly. “I knew I wouldn’t be able to stop.”

You closed your eyes and blushed furiously at this. He pulled back further to get a better look at you with an eyebrow cocked.

“Couple, huh?” You already began shaking your head. “Wow at least ask me on a date first, you can’t skip important steps like that, F/N.”

“You kissed me first!” you laughed as you pushed him away.

“Did I, though?”

It took you a second to realize he was right. You were the one to lean into the first kiss. Ugh.

“Oh my god I’m leaving,” you walked off as you fought the smile on your face, not being able to handle his teasing any longer. He threw his head back laughing and quickly caught up to you. He tugged your hand and pulled you into him as his arm hooked around your shoulders again. You peeked up to catch him grinning ear to ear. He looked down at you, and pressed a kiss on your forehead. Not saying another word, you leaned into his hold and sighed.

You thought about all of the wordless moments the two of you shared. Akaashi Keiji wasn’t a very talkative person, but he didn’t have to be. All it took was one look, without a single word spoken, and you knew.

This was what falling in love felt like.

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a/n: it’s finally done! thank you all for waiting!!! also, your feedback means so much and inspires me to keep writing so thank you all so much <3 (p.s. I love bokuto so so much I felt so bad hurting him but I’ll write something else to make it up to him lmao) also can I just say I love the way the chapter begins with her in awe of the love she saw on tv and then it ends with her finding that exact feeling with akaashi :p full circle hehe

part 1, part 2, part 3

#akaashi keiji x reader #akaashi x reader #Bokuto Koutarou #bokuto #akaashi #haikyuu!!#haikyū!!#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu angst #angst to fluff #friends to lovers #love triangle #akaashi x y/n #hq akaashi #haikyuu imagines #hq scenarios #hq!! scenarios

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kateis-cakeis · 3 years ago

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(Behold, me rambling about tntduo because you're my go-to person when it comes to sending tntduo asks)

Do you think Tntduo will ever be explicitly romantic? Like do you think they might kiss and date for a bit? Because I can see it happening but then my question is will their relationship be explored if they do date??? Or will it be more of a background thing. Because I can see it going both ways. The thing with most dsmp canon romantic relationships (with the exception of maybe awesamponk) is that most of the time, they're usually very under-explored and just left in the background(not that that's a bad thing, I actually quite like this approach to it, feels domestic and realistic yknow?), this is probably because most CCs dont want to and/or aren't comfortable with fully committing to roleplaying dating their friend's character(which is completely valid and understandable btw). That being said, the thing that could potenially make Tntduo have a different execution than most dsmp romantic relationships is the fact that the two main characters involved in the relationship are played by two CCs who are extremely removed from their characters(also two CCs who happen to be some of best actors on the dsmp). Idk man, I feel like Tntduo has potential to be a fully explored type of thing yknow(I know I'm getting my hopes up when it's probably not going to happen but in my humble defense, their characters relationship is so fascinating and intriguing, it'd be a shame if they did nothing with it).

Oh also I should mention, the other thing that's giving me hope that Tntduo could get more explored is the fact that Tntduo rn is already kind of breaking the usual dsmp romantic relationship mold? By having like actual build up? And like an actual scene of a character admitting or in this case, implying that they might be romantically attracted to the other character(ngl, I'm still trying to process the fact that c! Tommy asking c! Wilbur if he has a crush on C! Quackity and C! Wilbur basically responding with "its complicated lol but I don't think I have a crush on him yet" is something that happened canonically. Idk it has the vibes of that trope scene in fanfiction where the younger sibling/best friend/side kick of the main character asks them if they have a crush on the main love interest and the main character gets flustered or something and denies it) Okay that's it for now. Hope you're fine with receiving rambles regularly

Hey again, Anon! Do you wanna name yourself so I know who you are for definite each time? :D

As for explicit romance, I think with what we've seen so far, there's no reason to rule it out if this was say.... a slow burn, with a lot of development to it. I feel like date is not the word I would use for this dynamic, however, I imagine it heading more in a.... 'I love you but we'll always be rivals' sorta direction.

They're not really... the dating types, I'd say, not after all that has happened to them. So a kiss, maybe, if that's something the CCs are still comfortable portraying, but dating? I'm not so sure, especially in their current states.

Though a relationship is different - at least for how I see it :P - if they got together, now that's something I could see more than anything like dating (which implies going on dates, which I just cannot see them doing, you know? sfdjghhfd)

But if this is a subplot, and not something wholly important to the main plot, then I could see it as a background thing that matters sometimes.

I do agree, I can see it going both ways. I can see this going a lot of ways, because this is only at the beginning, with longing sighs and Alivebur saying he doesn't have a crush yet (which still wtf does that mean).

I do feel you're right, Anon, that this has the potential to be explored, especially because we know cc!Wilbur and cc!Quackity have been writing lore together, this could be something that's got a long plan and will be fully explored. I mean, already it's so different to anything else we've seen, with full on pining peppered throughout an entire hour. I refuse to believe that's a mistake, it's feels too calculated, too perfectly set up.

So yeah, while I am just as concerned about getting my hopes up as you, Anon, I honestly do think this has the potential to go somewhere, whether its down an unrequited crush/love route, or an eventual relationship after a slow burn.

Yeah! You're so right that it's breaking the usual mould when it comes to romantic relationships. Having Alivebur sigh with his whole chest, saying he loves Quackity being petty, calling the look in Quackity's eyes hot after he challenged him, calling Quackity his yang, the whole yet thing, not wanting to talk shit about him behind his back....

It's too deliberate for this not to be building up to something between them, whether unrequited or requited.

Yeah, and you're right, Alivebur saying 'yet' to the crush question is such a weird answer but definitely insinuates a possible romantic attraction to Quackity, which is very, very interesting.

Also, Anon, I am very very fine with receiving rambles regularly, and I will always try to answer them to the best of my ability!

#dream smp #alivebur #tntduo #c!quackity #yeahhhh this whole thing just has a feel to it #build up to it #it's far too deliberate to not be heading somewhere at least

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herotheshiro · 5 years ago

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whew ok i like stayed up until like 5am last night re-reading and then catching up on behind the desks ... a pretty cute story w the typical BL amt of smut (aka a lot more than what the situation(s) calls for lmao) although there are 3 things i didn’t quite agree with

taesung’s best friend actually having unrequited feelings for him. literally i did not like that at all even though technically in the context of the scene it made sense bc it drove the scene. i honestly always only saw them as friends and i was like nice this is refreshing to just have two queer guys (ppl of the same gender) just be friends and nothing more but no they had to go that route. i mean it could’ve been worse as they could’ve gone the route of the best friend actually actively going for taesung and so we have a 2nd love triangle but thankfully they didn’t push it that hard and just had the best friend be a good friend who just wants the best for his bro. which is literally all it could’ve been !! sometimes platonic friends just want the best for each other, they don’t need to have ulterior romantic motives !! although i mean technically the best friend didn’t have an ulterior motive bc he was like “taesung would never look at me like that but thanks a lot for bringing up old shit i wanted to forget ASSHOLE”. then this kind of leads up to the next point

them potentially pairing up the best friend w asshole sunny’s ex ?? i mean this one is prob an incorrect assumption bc i was reading the korean raws for this scene so idk what they were saying but i swear to motherfucking god ... ik they’re the 2 leftovers but if you GOTTA pair up the asshole ex which you don’t have to just pair him up w that dude who was interested in him fr !! like i mean that’s bad bc the ex is toxic and also doesn’t like the dude supposedly so that’d be mean for the dude but at least throw the dude a bone i guess, the dude is also kind of a jerk. let taesung’s best friend have a healthy relationship

this one is more of a smaller issue but the ex just letting sunny go that easy? i mean i’m not saying i WANT more angst and pain for sunny but like for a dude who we know is very obsessed and possessive of sunny to just let sunny leave without any further complaint after sunny finally stands up to him ... maybe it was the shock of him seeing his “property” finally up and out after having enough of him but i was surprised nothing really happened and the ex seemed pretty chill w sunny leaving. i’m not asking for violence obvi but like idk, i just thought there would be more to it even though yeah at that point in time sunny had been going through a FUCKTON and he deserved this easy conclusion. i mean all the korean raws haven’t been posted yet and i know the ex shows up again so maybe he’s just like ‘well i’ll let him wander around but ik he’ll come back one day’ in delusion idk

OH WAIT NO I DON’T THINK THE LAST POINT WAS MY REAL THIRD POINT as i just remembered the shit w jooyeon and sunny !! aka the bomb sunny dropped during his final breakup w his ex that jooyeon actually physically looked like taesung ??? which like how the fuck would we have known that bc the entire time jooyeon’s face is never revealed ?? i feel like it would’ve had more impact if we the readers were able to make that connection ourselves (revelation of jooyeon’s face at least ONCE, we realize it looks extremely familiar ...) and then the later overt statement from sunny.

anyway other than that it’s a nice read ! it’s a pretty typical BL story i feel of two guys who fall for each other but a shitty ex and miscommunication gets in the way of their easy happiness. and also i like stories of ppl falling in love w each other again (sort of in this story i guess? you know what i mean). smut is p typical i feel, the scenes aren’t too drawn out but also sometimes longer than it needs to be prob (idk why i’m adding this statement on the smut when i usually don’t, just for kicks and future me i guess. making this review as complete as possible lol. but also that one panel of them in the supply closet was hot ngl ROFL IN EMBARRASSMENT AT HAVING WRITTEN THAT). i had read a large chunk of the eng translation before but for whatever reason i decided to catch up on it again last night. it made me kind of sad at points bc sometimes taesung would say stuff that was (or could be) very similar to what the ex would tell sunny and i’m like yeah the sentiment behind the statement is different but like for sunny who prob can’t tell the difference ... now that i think abt it i think they def glossed over a lot re: sunny and the ex’s history like their childhood and early relationship and stuff but i guess it’s not really important other than the ex weirdly is obsessed w sunny and was trying to do whatever to make sunny his. usually these kind of stories really dive into the ex-relationship through flashbacks and stuff but this one didn’t which made me feel like something was lacking even though they already told you everything you really needed to know. i’m the kind of person who always feels like every behavior needs a reason but sometimes i just have to accept that ppl are jerks just because. anyway sunny’s self-deprecation reminded me a lot of recent stuff i’ve read from tsumugi from a3 w his low self-confidence and i’m always like *clutches chest* at ppl who shit on themselves like that.

i also finally found the game it’s based off of this time around and i think it’s hilarious ... since i knew abt it originally being a game before i thought the game’s protag was taesung or sunny and they had the option to romance either the other teacher or any of the student council students (bc you know those BL games and their student-teacher relationship options) but nah i think the game is just student-student romance options w a side story of the teachers. i’m still not sure if the student protag has the option to romance sunny but i didn’t see any videos on it on the channel of the one youtuber i could find who posted a playthrough of it so i’ll assume you can kind like sort of flirt w him but you can’t get together. anyway i love how they kind of shove the students in there to reference the original game but the students are like not relevant at all to the entire manhwa story as a whole

anyway supposedly the entire story is finished w some side stories which is like good bc what else is there to talk abt now that the shit w the ex is finished (there are def manhwas out there i feel that just keep adding drama just to keep the story going). toonkor still doesn’t have all the raws up yet and idt they’ve updated it recently either so i’ll have to keep checking back from time to time or wait until the eng translations forge ahead and finish the story. anyway looking forward to the ending !

#reading

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jaxcns · 6 years ago

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y’all know this mans? yuh.. really gets ya thinkin that men might deserve rights after all huh? i mean they dont but it makes ya think! anyway.. i’m urayai ( uri for short ), eighteen, she/her, and from bumfuck nowhere usa over in the est timezone. we livin in a winter wonderland over here rn issa nightmare :) if ya feelin the vibe now then check out my statistics page yuh maybe i went the extra mile MXDDDN! anyway if ya poppin ya p*ssi to nct, love wastin time playin the sims, or are prayin for both taes scalps then smash that heart! we need validation in order to live in this economy laid ease!

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( wong yukhei, cismale, he/him ) — meet jaxon wu, the nineteen year old sophomore at washington state university. i heard that the hedonist is a literature major who spends most of their time either practicing on the soccer field or interning at dorrance publishing two days a week. if you ask around, you’ll find out that the scorpio was born on october 28th, that the last song they listened to was uncomfortable by chase atlantic, and that they currently live in the kappa zeta nu fraternity house. ever since the death of carter hayes though, the only thing anyone can seem to recall when it comes to them is that they used to share a room with him at the frat house.

+ smoke-filled lungs, constellations in his eyes, denim jackets, disappearing acts that rival houdini, heart-shaped boxes, thumb rings, lazy grins, broken promises, and rainy mornings.

full sleeve on his right arm plus a chest piece in progress

ears and nose pierced but he doesnt always rock the nose

emotionally stable? no. financially stable? also no.

on an athletic scholarship for soccer but he loves hockey more so its #emohours

plays soccer, hockey, and baseball

loves the finer things in life but can barely afford the free breadsticks at olive garden ja feel

hes a snake who loves that 5 finger discount

selfish but also too invested in people he cares for

impatient as hell like.. chile

middle child ya he was dealt only the best cards in life

loves space and conspiracy theories #wow so original amirite

gets super obsessive over projects hes def a perfectionist

bisexual / bitter / bilingual

mom is a bank tell and dad is a professor at boston u

not very close to his older brother since hes off gettin his doctorates degree

very close to his little sister tho they’ve always been best friends

enjoys goin on hikes to clear his head

other than writing he also enjoys all other things creative like painting, drawing, sculpting, photography, etc

he attends a weekly art class in the city

he def dabbles in drugs so if ya lookin he can probs hook ya up

he was carters roommate

ADAMANT — stubborn as shitttttt like fr. once he sets his mind on sumn and believes hes completely right cant be wrong then theres no changin his mind! at all! even if he realizes later that he was wrong he’d rather lower himself into the grave than admit it. he’ll also argue with you til the ends of the earth until the bitch literally dont have vocal chords anymore!

CONFIDENT — if i could’ve picked an alternate label for him then it woulda been the bellwether. he always carries himself with confidence which he gets from wearin nice clothes and accessories plus always bein well groomed ig? like his hair is always done, you’ll never find a speck of dirt on his shoes, that type of shit. even when his hair is messy it was done that way he would never go outside lookin like a wreck so jot that down!

IMPETUOUS — this bitch reckless af! he does things to benefit himself and only himself most of the time without taking into consideration other peoples feelings or how it might impact them. thats not to say that he doesnt regret it after the fact but lbr he normally? doesnt? see: selfish. hes just tryna get ahead tryna get dat coin tryna get him sum gucci slides!

PETULANT — sulky, bad-tempered, etc is jax thru and thru! and he aint afraid to take everyone down with him either. hes def the type to stir up drama ngl but he’ll back it up too and he aint afraid to throw hands! hes been in his fair share of fights and with his shiny new fake id y’all been knew hes been in more than one bar fight with more to come i’m sure!

plot ideas

MUSE — pretty self explanatory i think? this person just ignites fuckin inspiration for him whether it be thru takin pictures of them, writing about them, filmin them, drawin them, etc etc. jax always knows that when hes in a slump he can find them and that shit will come back as quick as flippin on a light switch!

RIDE OR DIE(S) — y’all already know wtf it is! we love those friends who just talk shit with each other, those that’ll go to bat for one another, but also arent afraid to be like “yo step back ur gettin a lil outta line” ja feel? literally gimme all that!

ANGST — i live for anything angsty tbh like im one of those bitches that gets bored when things are goin too well for my chara so i need someone to fuck that shit up fam!

RELATIONSHIPS — im here for it all! im talkin enemies, friends, rommates, party buddies, smokin buddies, fwb, exes, partners in crime, etc etc! im here and ready to snatch em all up!

TEAMMATES — jax plays hockey, soccer, and baseball so if ur chara does too then? uhhhh we def gotta plot cause we could go any way with the teammates thing like imagine teammates who hate each other and purposely try to hurt one another durin practices.. ugh we love pettiness!

ADVENTURE BUDDIES — hiking, goin to abandoned / haunted places, spontaneous road trips, etc! need someone or multiple people who’re down to just drop everything and go. doesnt even matter where tbh they’re just always up for a lil adventure.

SEESAW — lemme be basic for a sec ok just hol on! i rlly want a plot based off of yoongis song seesaw where maybe the two of them were together and at first it was great but then they just fell out for wtvr reason and obvs didnt wanna be together anymore. neither of them wanted to let go tho maybe it was like a comfort thing? so they just kept repeatin their same old shit and actin like everything was cool until one of them finally took the step and ended it just.. ik there’d be angst ik it and i need it!

PARADISE — the new song by chase atlantic! bitch! i felt it in my soul maybe i cried? jax dabbles in literally everything hes truly a mess so havin someone who just checks on him would rip my soul in half? someone who gives him a call randomly in the middle of a sunday night and is just like “hey ya been ok? not fallin back on bad habits are u?” shit like that. it would def be a thing where he falls a lil bit in love with them because its smth hes not used to tho that def doesnt mean at all that they feel that way about him! it can unrequited i dont rlly care tbh.

ik i forgot sum shit and ik this is a damn m e s s but if ya wanna plot then just lms and i’ll hit ya up! we can brainstorm or pick from one of our wcs idc just give this h*e sum plots i’ll literally die without em? im def the type whos down to prettymuch™ fill anything so if ya got a plot that ur rlly wantin but no one seems to be takin then give it to me i’ll 100% take it lmao! ya im desperate what about it?

#ehqs:intro #yuh ik this aint showin in the tags #but im taggin it anyway #╰ ღ —— ┊ filed under : out of character. ❞

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ofwindsor · 6 years ago

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- ̗̀✰ •【 MAGGIE LINDEMANN / CISFEMALE / 21 】announcing the arrival of his/her/their royal highness, ( ALICE WINDSOR ), the ( PRINCESS ) of ( ENGLAND ). I’ve heard that she is ( QUIXOTIC ) & ( SENSUAL ) but can also be ( ALTRUISTIC ) & ( CHARISMATIC ). ( ALICE ) is arranged to marry ( TYLER POSEY ). Rumor has it ( SHE’S A POPULAR CAMGIRL BUT SHE NEVER SHOWS HER FACE ). We hope you enjoy your stay at London!

hi back at it again w/ another one. here’s her pinterest board bc Trash!! also fair warning this intro/her pinterest board obv has nsfw themes bc her secret.... so just be mindful of that ig????

♔ — alice margaret windsor, the second child of the king and queen of england, and albie’s twin sister. although she’s technically next in the line of succession ( until diana has children of course ), she never really felt like it. everyone always says the spare to the heir gets to have more fun, and while yes it was true, the english monarchs still placed little alice in plenty of classes and courses dealing with how to act and all sorts of proper education. nothing but the best.

♔ — though alice definitely found ways to skip a lesson or two, hiding out within more closed off rooms of the palace until it was time to leave. or she’d drag her brother somewhere, just the two of them, and be kids for like, 5 minutes without any guards or teachers breathing down their necks.

♔ — she’s thankful she’s albie’s twin and not diana’s because wow if she was already placed in diana’s shadow lowkey as children?? imagine how much worse it’d been. like don’t get her wrong, she loves/adores all her siblings but... it’s a lot.

♔ — very charismatic and altruistic, spends a lot of time doing charities and fundraisers, etc stuff like that. not only is it good publicity, which makes everyone happy, but she genuinely does enjoy making somewhat of a difference. like her nice isn’t fake nice, she’s rly out here trying to spread good vibes and all that. a people pleasure to the core tbh? the kid in classes who would’ve given everyone a party invite or valentine bc it was the nice thing to do, and she wouldn’t want anyone to feel left out!! jvncxjk.

♔ — she might be sweet and nice but damn does she have the classic windsor stubbornness.

♔ — also falls in love a lot more than she wants to but she likes the idea of love bc #hopelessromantic. never actually acts on crushes or anything though really because most of them literally go away within like 2 weeks anyway kdfjbgfhjdfnh.

♔ — as a child, she always preferred darker colors ( it was an ironic contrast to her personality, tbh ) and when she was old enough to start choosing her own styles etc, she just went for it and became a gothic beauty queen xoxo we stan happy/perky goths in this house!

♔ — the epitome of “i don’t care” actually really cares a lot.

♔ — a vegetarian!! ovo-lacto vegetarian to be exact ( consumes some animal products, such as eggs and dairy. unlike pescatarians, they do not consume fish or other seafood ).

♔ — because i’m uncreative ,,, we gonna say she has some of maggie’s tattoos: dagger on her knuckle, anti-bullying quote on her bicep, “fear” on her wrist, bat on her ankle, vampire fangs on her forearm, oogie boogie man on her upper arm.

♔ — now her secret oooo boy okay! started as a camgirl when she was 18 as a way to claim something for herself? it’s an outlet, so to speak. at first it took awhile because c’mon she’s not the only one obv and she was just starting. but, the more she persisted and continued it, the better and easier it got. part of her feels bad that she’s taking tips ( sometimes very, very generous ones too no less ) when she’s literally a fucking princess of england, but it also makes her?? feel normal, too?? like they don’t know she’s a princess, they just think she’s another girl trying to make some cash and is pretty to look at, lbr. alice actually really loves the attention lol fuck.

♔ — since she doesn’t show her face and changes the pitch/tone of her voice if she talks ( because speaking to viewers tends to go a long way with establishing a liable connection ), she does wear a long red wig ( like... the super expensive kind that looks Real bc it probably is real jfhbndjsk you know the type ) and goes by the moniker cherry??? because she was 18 and lame and she still is p lame ngl..... but she’s Good at this now and is very meticulous when it comes to keeping cherry / alice separate lives ( or so she thinks bc ahhaa fuckin redqueen ).

♔ — like, i’m talking girl has her own private studio apartment out in london somewhere under her fake name and pays directly in cash for rent, etc so no paper trails. turns off the locations on her electronics too, all that jazz. has a separate bank account and phone for ‘cherry’ as well ( as predicted, cherry’s phone case is red while her normal phone’s case is black ). all hidden securely. also covers up her visible tattoos with makeup before streaming.

♔ — there’s literally like, rule no.1 of becoming a camgirl ..... make sure you’re fine/okay if the secret is outed and ofc she’s like.... pssshhh even if i’m a princess idc i’m an adult, it’s my body!!!! but like again.... she really cares a lot. :)) so we also stan a mess.

♔ — being a camgirl is too fun tho for her bc she’s already naturally??? sensual??? and it’s like, ya girl hasn’t been an actual virgin since she was 16??? getting off in front of strangers was really weird at first and having them control the orgasm was even MORE odd but once she got used to it/comfortable bitch was,,,, unstoppable.

♔ — SWEET IN THE STREETS, FREAK IN THE SHEETS....,,, hmm that’s all i have to say.

♔ — okay in all honesty she doesn’t mind the summit and whatever but the aspect of being married is v daunting, especially with her secret, and with the redqueen outing royals and she’s just lowkey having a Panic Attack nbd conceal, don’t feel!!!!

♔ — she’s also a dog person and has a cutie pie husky puppy named storm and she loves him sm like he’s her baby t b h

♔ — uhhhh some possible connections??? exes ( bf/gf, fwb, fling whatever ) or current fwb / fings etc, best friends, childhood friends, maybe another royal who goes under a fake name too and watches cherry but has no idea it’s rly alice???? idk fam....... people she does charity events with too!!?? maybe some unrequited pining??? either way???

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v-irgogh · 7 years ago

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Answer all of them 😇 1 to 85

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thank u for aiding me in my procrastination endeavors

1. Are looks ever important in a relationship?

To an extent, yeah.

2. Are relationships ever worth it?

what a dumb question . duh .

3. Are you a virgin?

sure would be awkward if i said yes, wouldn’t it? ;))

4. Are you in a relationship?

yeeeee

5. Are you in love?

Very much so

6. Are you single this year?

No !! I still can’t quite believe it

7. Can you commit to one person?

yeh

8.Describe your crush.

A ginger nerd :////////

9. Describe your perfect mate.

10. Done

11. Do you ever want to get married?

Yes pls

12. Do you forgive betrayal?

To an extent ??

13. Do you get jealous easily?

not to psychotic levels (i hope) but occasionally yeah

14. Do you have a crush on anyone?

yeah sorry u had to find out like this ://

15. Do you have any piercings?

just my earlobes :((

16. Do you have any tattoos?

no :((((((((

17. Done

I’d never noticed it jumps from 17 right to 20 but yeah that’s done

21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

Well fuck I hope so

22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

When are you not tbh xoxo

23. Do you think you can last 6 months in a relationship and not cheat?

Obviously

24. Do you think you’ll be married in five years?

I doubt it

25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?

yes pls don’t leave me

26. Has anyone ever told you they don’t want to lose you?

ye :^)

27. Has anyone ever written a song or poem for you?

28. Done

29. Done

30. Done

31. Have you ever cried over a boy/girl?

Yeah lmao

32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?

I mean .. I’ve had unreciprocated crushes but it was hardly that dramatic

33. Have you ever had sex with a man?

Yes

34. Done

35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

Yeah

36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

Haha hello xo (but yeah I’ve made a terrible habit out of that over the years lmao ,,, glad this time it worked out)

37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

Yeah lol that was a bad time

38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?

Probably

39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?

I guess??

40. Done

41. Have you had sex so far this year?

Yeee

42. How long can you kiss before your hands start to wander?

Probably not very long lmao

43. Done

44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

2 boyfriends

45. How many people did you kiss in 2012/13?

None lmao

46. How many times did you have sex last year?

Zero . unbelievable .

47. How old are you?

48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

I’m not sure tbh…. like I want you to be happy so if you decided you wanted to be with someone else I could be like “okay cool i wish you all the best then sorry i wasted your time” . or I could get super petty and indirect you on social media for the rest of ur life . either way I’d be pretty devastated ngl

49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favourite thing about him/her?

It’s really hard to choose a favourite thing about a person when you love everything about them. Maybe your voice. It’s really comforting.

50. Done

51. Is there a boy/girl you would do anything for?

Within reason I mean ://

52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?

I’ve given up on most of humanity lmao we’re one fucked up species

53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?

I don’t wanna say yes but . they make it hard to think otherwise sometimes lmao

54. Is there someone you’ll never forget?

I tend not to forget people in general but yeah there’s definitely some specific people

55. Done

56. Done

57. Things you want to say to an ex?

Thanks for being cool sometimes

Thinking about the fact that we dated makes me feel a bit weird now

See u never xo

58. What are five ways to win your heart?

1. Literally just be nice to me

2. Don’t judge me for my love of pineapple on pizza xo

3. ?????

59. What do you look like? (post a picture)

i could post a more flattering photo ,,, but that’s not what i truly look like ,,,, i can’t keep lying to u all,, my ugly snaps are far more true-to-life xo

60. Done

61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?

Their eyebrows tbqh

62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?

Never abandon me xo

63. What is your definition of having sex?

Being physically intimate with someone in some way ? With sexual intentions ?

64. Done

65. Done

66. What is your favourite roleplay routine?

I don’t have one but I know how important this information is to all the strangers who follow me so I’ll keep u guys updated xo

67. What is your idea of the perfect date?

Hmm. We leave our respective homes together and never return.

For real tho, I like adventurous dates where we go exploring ! Like the times we’ve gone to pet farms and befriended every animal we come across or gone for long walks in forests or explored castles ! Those ones have always been super fun and I have really fond memories of them :’)

68. What is your sexual orientation?

Bisexual

69. What turns you off?

old men who think it’s funny to catcall or make advances towards much younger women who literally could not be less interested or afraid like honestly go die xo

70. Done

71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?

i’ve never had a wet dream

72. What words do you like hearing during sex?

i rly like hearing my name and also anything mildly validating . if i hear the words “good girl” i will Melt

73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?

love me, feed me, nvr leave me xoxo

74. Done

75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?

I genuinely haven’t a clue Dónal outdoes himself all the time like ?? Chasing buses? Making me go to his place once bc he claimed to have a “surprise” for me, telling me that said surprise was a mug of tea anD THEN telling me he’d bought us both tickets to Ed Sheeran ? Telling me he was bringing his ukulele to my house when he came up for my birthday so I wouldn’t suspect he’d bought e a ukulele of my own ?? Letting me basically live with him for weeks at a time occasionally and taking care of me and making sure I’ve eaten every day? The time I was sick and he made me tea and toast and tucked me into bed and I cried because he was so nice to me ?? All the times he’s comforted me when things are really bad and I don’t rly feel like being alive ?? Not getting sick of me ????? The possibilities are ENDLESS

76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?

I’m not sure tbh I’m a worthless trash person I doubt I’ve ever done anything particularly special for anyone

77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?

Past a certain point it’s okay. But it’s really dodgy where teenagers are concerned.

78. What’s your dirtiest secret?

I was once too depressed to wash my hair for two weeks :///

79. When was the last time you felt jealous?

I’ve already answered this but just for the sake of actually being petty like the question intended

This morning I woke up to a message from my lovely boyfriend with a screenshot of a picture a girl he used to go to school with put on tumblr

And this picture contained said girl, his ex girlfriend, and two other girls he’s made out with at some point or another

And they’re all rly pretty well his ex is a generally awful person and physically not my type at all but the other three made me :(((( bc P R E T T Y and i’m an E G G

80. Done

81. Done

82. Who is the last person you hugged?

My baby brother probably

83. Who was your first kiss with?

My ex

84. Done

85. Would you ever date someone off the internet?

Probably not ! Wouldn’t be able to put that much trust in it I don’t think . Would absolutely become friends with someone and meet them and hang out with them a few times and then maybe if there was a connection I’d date them since we technically knew each other irl . But I’d never like . talk to someone exclusively online and declare it a relationship without having met them

#THIS TOOK SO LONG MY GOODNESS #most of my answers aren't v serious #i'll answer them properly if i'm asked to #but there were a lot of questions here and i could ramble on forever in certain ones and yeah i just couldn't be arsed right now xo #answered #officialdevolutionlater

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lairep · 8 years ago

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ABC of me c:

tagged by @minimeenii the sweet sweet sweet

A - Age: 2X

B - Biggest Fear: Flying. Fckn. Roaches.

C - Current time: 6:00PM

D - Drink you last had: Four Seasons Juice? Thing

E - Everyday starts off with: I don’t normally remember how my day starts off since I’m not a morning person. It gets pretty bad the earlier I rise and the less I slept. I’d be on the bus and I won’t remember if I brought my bag with me even though I’m holding it, or I’d forget if I locked the door and I’d be like anxious all day----- >w>

F - Favorite song: I don’t think I have an ultimate one but currently I can’t stop singing this (yes i am a weeb)

G - Ghosts, are they real?: I counter you with “Are aliens real?” THE ANSWER IS YES WE ARE NOT ALONE also bc it’s boring if neither of these are real ngl

H - Hometown: Manila :B

I - In love with: Happiness. Unfortunately, it’s unrequited. :’c

J - Jealous of: People who have like an iota of confidence in them. Because I don’t. c’: Please give me some, I promise I’ll use it for good things.

K - Killed someone: WOULDNT YOU LIKE TO KNOW?? YOU WONT TAKE ME ALIV E------- ε= ε= ε= ε= ε=┌( >_<)┘

L - Last time you cried: Pretty recent.

M - Middle name: Mae?

N - Number of siblings: 1 full bro, 2 half bros

O - One wish: To achieve my goals and maybe not be broke anymore so I can buy gifts for my friends c:

P - Person you last called/texted: My niece who was asking what snack I would like from the store. :B

Q - Question you’re always asked: “Are you sure about this?”

R - Reason to smile: Right now I am being cheered up a lot by my new friends and Miraculous Ladybug and the fandom. c: I don’t have a lot of things going right for me irl rn, and some of my old friends aren’t actually being good friends so... yeah. But I still have a reason to smile so that’s nice.

S - Song you last sang: REFER TO F ^^^^^

T - Time you woke up: 7 AM

U - Underwear colour: Orange c:

V - Vacation destination: I said it in a previous post but my dream vacay places are other planets and outer space. :B But realistically, we’re going to Japan this 22nd, so ayyy----

W - Worst habitat: I DONT KNOW WHAT U MEAN

X - X rays you’ve had: Dental :B

Y - Your favorite foods: Ice cream! French fries! But not together ok that’s gross

Z - Zodiac sign: Year of the Snake, Aries/Taurus cusp c:

TAG YOU’RE IT! @zuloo451 @lukkistarr @vaderrojo @idislikeyoufuckers @crazycherry14 @cateringisalie and umm umm whoever wants to do this, i am shy to tag >w>

#tagged #personal #tag meme #aaaaaaaaaa #thanks for tag #it was fun c:

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jameshcricket-blog · 7 years ago

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MUN QUESTIONNAIRE!

Personal Details:

Nicknames? Andy is already my nickname, sooo my namename is Andressa so! Andy it is.

Where do you live? Living that Louisiana life.

What’s your age? Uuuuhhh what is my age, good question. 20. I am 20.

Hair color? Dark Brown

Eye color? I don’t even know, that weird ass shade that’s like grey, but people say it’s blue but they’re grey.

Height? Five foot and seven inches.

Date of Birth? December 31st

What’s your star sign? The Goat

Element? Idk what this means, but I’m going to say water because Katara is my kin.

How many siblings? One younger brother, separated by like a year and a few months so like not THAT much younger, but I am still superior.

How many pets? One doberman baby. Look at her:

Obsessions? Soft blankets, candles, Cereal at the moment, and then Catfish for whatever reason. Probably because Nev and Max. Idk I hate myself for liking that show.

Bad habits? The whole, walk around the kitchen. Open the fridge: nothing there. Open the pantry: Nothing there…….opENS THE FRIDGE-

Phobias? None? Idk. Who knows. Talking to people, how’s that.

About You:

What makes you happy? My family. Wholesome memes. Getting in the car with a new song and singing like no one is watching or listening even though I know I am trash. And my dog! I love her! Look at her:

What really irritates you? Smacking and people! Texting! In movies! Like! The door is right there, please use it.

What makes you sad? The world. Unrequited love.

What makes you angry? THE WORLD

What makes you scared? Th E WoRl d

Who is your best friend? This punk ass hoe names John White. Literally the whitest boy you will ever meet. Idk, but we got stuck together during that shitty bridge project in like Sophomore year of high school. And we like, bonded over sleepless nights of hell trying to get that pos done. Little did I know that this fuck boy was actually not as big of an asshole as he made himself out to be. I don’t think we actually solidified until we went to college though, since we are going to the same one and didn’t know anyone and bonded. Also Lisa. Love you Lisa, never change, but I know you love Brooke more, so it’s fine.

Ever broken a bone? THANK GOD NO.

What was the last CD you bought? I have never boughten a hard copy CD lmao. But online I got Michael Buble’s Christmas album to get prepared. :

What was the last book you read? Ugly ass textbook that I wanted to toss into the garbage disposal.

Who was the last person you spoke to? My mother, I’m doing this instead of talking with my family on Thanksgiving, whoops.

What was the last thing you ate? Thanksgiving meal. But like if you want specifics, the cookies I baked.

What was the last thing you drank? Wattah

What’s the best thing you’ve ever bought? This shampoo that makes me hair not frizzy when it dried, blessed.

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever bought? This sunblock that made me break out in hives and freaked out my mom when we were in Florida because she thought something in the ocean was killing me.

What’s the best thing you’ve ever been given? This is going to turn into a story time because I’m extra and am looking for a distraction alright okay. If we’re talking sentimental; Stupid John White, who I mentioned above, gave me this big ass jar. I was like, wow thanks John, I get you concert tickets, suffered at it with you, and you give me a damn jar, what is this full of diRT? And he’s like, no you fucker, just take it home and open it. So I go back to my apartment and am like half scared it’s something gross because he would pull that shit on me, so I open it over my trashcan. And when nothing gross wafs into the air I look inside and am not really sure? What I’m looking at? So I take it back to my bed and dump it out, and basically it’s just a bunch of bullshit that he kept over the years. Like movie tickets and notes we passed in class, and pictures and other stuff. And then a little letter being like, “Happy Birthday!” And I cried!

If we’re talking material: My laptop. Thanks mom, you’re the best, love you.

What’s the worst thing you’ve ever been given? Is there such a thing as a bad gift. I don’t know. Probably some gift card to a place I don’t like, but even then I probably went and used it on deserts. So I don’t really know, you got me there.

What are your future goals? Get a job. Don’t be a bum.

Describe your bedroom? Uhh...So I guess I’ll describe my one at home because my apartment one is as bare as is was when I moved in.

It’s like a square, but one of the walls is slanted, so it’s got a weird angle. A full length window on the right wall with some soft floral curtains. My bed is in the middle of the room, up against the opposite wall so when I walk in I can just hop up and fall face first onto it. The bed has four drawers under it, so that’s where all my regular clothing is for the most part. My closet it on the left wall, and that’s where I keep my hanging clothes, old sentimental clothes, and blankets for when I get cold or when someone stays over.

Who do you consider the most beautiful woman in the world? Honestly I really love Alicia Key??? Or Reese Witherspoon. OR WAIT TARAJI P. HENSON.

Who do you consider the most handsome man in the world? ….Can I say Taika or is this biased. Probably. Maybe Chris Pine. Idk. Roger Federer.

Favorite thing to do on a hot summers day? Swim in the damn pool or drink a glass of lemonade.

Favorite thing to do on a snowy winters day? What’re those. Joking. Uhm, probably the usual. Get snuggly. Get something warm to drink. Throw on Elf or some other feel good snowy movie.

If you were granted 3 wishes, what would they be?

Be granted the power of healing.

Please, Mr. Genie, fix the environment.

Probably ask for money I’m ngl.

If you could go back in time to see or change something, when would it be and what would you do?

Wow so many options. Tell my parents to wait for a hot second on having a baby, then maybe one of the other sperms could have gotten to the egg that wouldn’t have made me.

Too morbid? Lmao, okay, uhm, probably keep my brother from wrecking the car.

What’s the first thing you think about when you wake up? “Why am I awake, god damnit.”

Do you believe in the after-life? Sure.

Where do you see yourself in 10 years time? Same place, just with a job and not in school.

What’s the funniest joke you’ve ever been told? Gosh, I don’t even know???

Describe yourself in 3 words: Empathetic,Tired, YIKES.

Favorites:

Favorite color? Blue

Favorite number? 4

Favorite animal? Whales

Favorite sport (to play)? Soft Ball

Favorite sport (to watch)? I don’t really watch sports unless it’s the Olympics because I’m a shit.

Favorite Show(s)? Catfish, The X-Files, anything on Food Network, Mr. Robot, Recently watched the Punisher and damn, Lucifer, and The Office.

Favorite movies? The Iron Giant and Legally Blonde.

Favorite band? Panic! At the Disco, love you beebo.

Favorite song? I have not a clue. I’ll tell you what I’m listening to right now: The Calender by Panic! At the Disco

Favorite room in the house? My room, or my mom’s office because she’s abandoned it and I am slowly moving in mwahaha.

Favorite food? My grandpa’s chicken sandwich he makes us when me and my brother come over. Idk what he does but it’s so good.

Favorite drink? Lemonade.

Favorite place? Hoooome.

Favorite cartoon character? This shouldn’t be allOWED. But fine. NOT DISNEY would probably be...Charlie Brown, my og love.

Favorite day of the week? Saturday.

Favorite day of the year? APRIL 25TH BECAUSE IT’S NOT TOO HOT AND IT’S NOT TOO COLD. ALL YOU NEED IS A LIGHT JACKET.

Favorite season? Winter!

Favorite Holiday? New Years Eve, bitch, that’s my birthday.

Favorite girls name? Grace

Favorite boys name? Chandler

Favorite country? I don’t know..

Favorite smell? Sandalwood.

Favorite sound? My phone going off because I’m lonely and need validation.

Favorite accent? I’m really into the New Zealand accent now that I watch Taika’s interviews to make gifs and just listen to him talk ngl.

Favorite Ships (in or our of BDRP)? I’m that how out here still shipping Charles Xavier and Erik Lensherr from the X-Men. Or FUCKING Mulder and Scully! God!

In this RP: Y’all have screwed me out of both Sophink, CinderPrince, and Simber, so can I even trust you with anything else. WHAT ARE THE OTHER SHIPS: Barrell and Peri are adorable, as are Minnie and Dodger. Hmmmm...I wish there was a page out there for ships hahaha, because I don’t even know. Everyone and happiness??? PLEASE?

Favorite Fandoms? I don’t even go on my main anymore hahaha. But, probably the bandom.

Preferences:

Coke or Pepsi? Coca Cola

Pen or Pencil? Mechanical Pencil

Day or Night? Night

Cat or Dog? Rude?

Summer or Winter? Winter

T.V. or Radio? T.V.

Brains or Beauty? Brains

Cup or Mug? Mug all the way, who’s out here trying to wrap their whole hand around a cup when you can have a handle for free.

Tea or Coffee? Tea.

Gold or Silver? Gold.

Brush or Comb? Brush? WHO has hair thin enough for a comb? My hair is too thick and too wild to be tamed by a mere comb.

City or Country? Country. I rEALLY would love to just go get some lad, build my own house, live off renewable energy, grow my own food, and just live my life in peace.

Early or Late riser? Late af.

Blond or Brunette? Blonde, because I love what I don’t have. Lowkey redheads, though.

Scary or Romantic movies? Romantic. I like sleeping without having all the lights on??

Board or Computer games? Board with friends, computer on my own.

Half full or Half empty? Empty

Happy and poor or Sad and rich? Happy and POOR

Glasses or Contacts? Glasses, contacts and die.

Flowers or Chocolates? Chocolate. No offense to flowers, but like stay in the ground, I want something I can eat.

Love or Money? Love. I am that asshole who is desperate for love. Ugh.

Hugs or Kisses? Wow, both.

#bdrptask

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