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bo0zey · 2 years ago

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currently sitting in horror n hardcore cringing at myself for thinking it was a good idea to email the ED unit clinical educator panicking abt how i don’t want to show up on my 1st day looking clownish & making my preceptor(s) draw straws for who has to show Bozo around the unit.

#i LITERALLY referred to myself as BOZO the FUCKING CLOWN IN WHATS SUPOSDD TO BE A PROFESSIONAL EMAIL????#WHY WHY WHY WHYSHEHSHEHEHYWHWYHWY #MY BRAIN WASNT BUILT TO FUNCTION NORMALLY IN SOCIETY SHES GONNA THINK IM SUCH A FKCING FOOL AND I AM ITS MY FAUKT #i am so afraid to look at my email in case she responded like #why can’t i just talk and act like a normal professional adult with other professional people #i’m actually neurotic borderline psychotic n need to be sent to the Ward immediately #i need a fuckjng lobotomy right now immediately it’s the only way #shut up cianna

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