#i’m a gifted kid burnout and all i read is fanfic

[leftmysoulbythesideoftheroad]

guys i’m… reading books?? very occasionally over the last decade, i’ve found something interesting enough to read, but this isn’t like that. i just want to read the way i used to when i was young, so i’m just grabbing books off my shelves and reading them. i read the hunger games last night, then today i read a small book of short stories by kris straub and part of a book of hp lovecraft’s short stories that i’ve never even opened. i’m 29 and i’m reading like i’m 16 again. it’s fully crazy

[hcguesstheauthormessageboard]

I wish I was able to guess people’s fics but being in crunch time for one Big Bang and having another Big Bang piece you haven’t even started and I’m just like … I can’t.

Plus the former gifted kid ADHD burnout also affects the ability to read fanfic and I hate is here in my head

I’ll try my best to give all 80+ fics love after author reveals but only as a procrastination tactic. ❤️ Love every author and anon here.

-🌌

hnggggg i feel you, man.

[sleepzee]

🔮hello everyone and welcome to my blog! i mostly reblog art, asthetics, and anything that makes me feel warm inside.

before we proceed, know that while i’d love to make friends, i’m not very active. with that in mind, feel free to follow me, dm and interact.

🔮however, please leave me alone if you’re:

nsfw (unless i followed you first),

a th!.!nspo or ed blog and post ed related stuff

a homophobe, transphobe, sexist, racist, etc... just no

i will sometimes block accounts that even seem sketchy, sorry but i want to be comfortable here.

🔮also, watch out, because i don’t have a large following and don’t tag properly. on my blog you’ll find food, medcore, creepy aesthetics (derealisation!!), and in older posts some potentially triggering content (nothing too bad, but still).

🔮about me:

basic:

call me sleepzee, sleepy, sophie, or whatever you want i’m not your mom

comfort movies are: “words bubble up like soda pop”, “the wind rises”, and “when marnie was there”

i don’t have anything figured out, including pronouns, so all are free to use

english is my second language

favorite food: spaghetti, tea with honey, quesadilla, gingerbread cookies, soup, eggs... there’s more i’ll make a post later

entp

european

teenager

neurotypical i think

i dream of owning a café but i think this is out of my reach

gifted kid burnout 😎

slowly getting my life in order and working on being happy

actually, despite having existential crisises every other week, i’ve been happy recently

i wanted to be a doctor for a million years until i stopped wanting it and now i have no idea what to do with life

i’m a mom friend

friend therapist (forced) (derogatory)

i get crushes easily

cat lover

girl lover

don’t tell mom i just wrote that

interests:

books books books, i’ll make some posts about it later

reading fanfic. i stand by it

making art - i paint, draw, and sculpt for fun!! have tried digital but i suck at it lol

music (i just listen to it and mouth the words until someone looks at me weird, or sing realllly badly. or dance. really badly, again, but i used to take classes oop)

psychology!!!!!!! it gets me super excited. also medicine in general

i write sometimes but it’s super personal and rarely finished

drying flowers (i don’t know anything about it tbh)

making drinks!!

i like cooking but rarely do it

art restoration

anime & manga  ← favs in order:

toilet-bound hanako-kun - manga

the promised neverland - anime & manga

fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood - anime

anime & manga  ← i also highly enjoy(ed)

neon genesis evangelion (only the og series, for now)

bna (brand new animal) (anime)

ghibli  - ‘when marnie was there’ is my fav, also love ‘the wind rises’ and ‘porco rosso’. aaand kiki.

saiki k (didn’t finish it yet)

violet evergarden (anime & movie)

words bubble up like soda pop 

bnha (anime)

death note  (didn’t finish it yet)

oof this got so long. i plan on cleaning this up soon, but i just wanted to put it out there already. if you’re still reading, thank you and have a great day!!

[realcube]

YOU GOT: KENMA KUZOME 

matchup for @suchagoodgirlxoxo​

‘My hobbies include watching anime(mainly action) , playing on my switch I play a some games but mainly supersmash bros(not often), listening to music(more slower sad music and lo-fi), I like to draw (mainly anime but I do do realistic and conceptual also more traditional than digital ), I love to read like crime fiction, I write poetry and also fanfic but it isn’t great, I like to try cooking new things and I like to sing as well.’

♡ kenma likes to watch whatever animes you recommend to him lol- like seriously, he’s not picky, as long as it’s interesting 🤷‍♂️ he had a phase where he watched a bunch of animes but since then,  he’s kinda fell out of it and the only ones he watches now are the ones you speak highly of or the ones that are paired with games (danganronpa, naruto, etc) 

♡ sometimes when you are raving to him about an anime you adore atm, he’ll pretend like he’s not listening but in reality, he’s all-ears and plans on binging the anime as soon as you leave just so he can talk to you about it 🥺

♡ just bc you are his lover doesn’t mean he is gonna go easy on you in smash ✋ he brings his a-game every single time so if you aren’t ready to get your ass beat, don’t ask him to smash

♡ also he lowkey kinda likes it if you get pouty when you lose- like he thinks it’s so cute and he’ll sit there with the smuggest smirk on his face

♡ if you beat him, on the outside he’ll be like ‘gg 😐’ but on the inside, he’s either really proud of you and celebrating, or he’s bawling his eyes out  – one or the other. 

♡ we’ve already established that kenma listens lo-fi and vaporwave (occasionally hyperpop) so whenever y’all hang out and just chill together in his room, not really talking but just relishing in each other’s presence, he’ll put on lo-fi music on his speakers as background noise 

♡ kenma also went through a phase of trying to draw but it seriously didn’t work out for him so whenever you draw literally anything, he’ll hype you up as if you just made a masterpiece 

♡ ‘woah! that’s awesome, (y/n). you’re so talented.’ he hummed, peering over your shoulder to admire the art sat in front of you that you were working on, leaning down to press a kiss to your temple.

♡ ‘kenma..’ you muttered, twisting your neck around to shoot him a perplexed look, ‘this is just the sketch..and i’ve not even finished it yet.’

♡ anyway, kenma pretends to be disinterested in the fact you write fanfiction but secretly, he stalks your account and consumes your content like it’s his lifeblood 

♡ he has never really been one to cook anything besides instant noodles – like if it was up to him, he’d just order pizza every night – but if you cook, that’ll give him the motivation to join you and try learn a few new things as well

♡ he’s very competitive though so let’s say you’re making pasta and you’re complaining about how you’ve put in all the spices that the recipe listed but it still didn’t taste nice; kenma would push you aside like ‘let the pro handle this’ and start pouring in random-ass spices as if he knew what he was going

♡ and that was the story of how kenma accidentally dropped a whole tub of red pepper flakes into the pasta 🤠

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‘My love language is physical touch and acts of service. I love a good cuddle sesh and like just making people happy. I also love quality time sucker for a home movie date with food and cuddles. Or cooking together. For fun fact lets just say I have a pretty sharp tongue and good a comeback. I’m pretty blunt at times but will also feel super bad if I hurt your feelings.’

♡ kenma’s love languages are gift-giving and physical touch ^^ he loves having you cuddled up under his arms while he plays on his switch, or when you sit on his laps as he games on his PC. he’s convinced himself that he just plays better when you are around 🥰

♡ once a week, it’s become a custom for you both to snuggle up on the couch together and watch random nostalgic movies while eating either take-out or the food y’all just cooked 

♡ omg if you have a sharp tongue then lev, yamamoto and kuroo would all be shaking when you walk into the gym by kenma’s side bc they know one of them is going to be ridiculed

♡ kenma is shown to be quite blunt too but he has developed somewhat of a soft-spot for you. also, there is not much you can do to hurt his feelings- but like since you are his s/o he trusts you and cares about what you think of him so if you were to turn to him and utter in a genuine tone of voice, ‘i’m disappointed in you’ on the outside he’ll deadpan but on the inside he is bawling (ಥ _ ಥ)

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‘Some random things that may be too personal but imma just add it is I’m apparently a gifted kid burnout, I’m bi, also genderfluid, I can go long periods doing nothing because it’s honestly kinda hard to get stuff done for me I might not be able to like socialize a lot either also I’m majoring in Information Technology and have a really random dirty sense of humor [...] i do karate.’

♡ kenma isn’t really the best at getting things done either but i’d like to think that y’all encourage each other to complete task bc you just want the best for one another 🥺 so you’ll both just be laying on the bed, so tired with no motivation to do anything until kenma utters, ‘you said you have a report due.’ and you’re quick to reply, ‘and you said you have emails to send.’

♡ then it becomes a battle of ‘who’s thing is less important?’ until one of you finally suggests, ‘how about we both just do our work so we can cuddle in peace afterwards?’ then you both reluctantly crawl out of bed

♡ he isn’t really a social-butterfly either but ever since he’s started streaming, you’ve noticed he’s became less introverted so that means whenever y’all go to restaurants, he talks to the waiter so you to don’t have to 😩🙏 (also he pays for the meal bc he’s a king-)

♡ you and kenma are so powerful together bc he has somewhat of a dirty mind too KJXIDGH like kuroo will just be talking to y’all (even though neither of you are paying attention) then he’ll snap his kitkat in half and offer you a finger-- then get confused as to why you and kenma are caCKLING 💀

♡ he is highkey so proud that you know a martial art and you can defend yourself like he thinks it’s so badass- also when you were watching ‘karate kid’ with him, he’d pause the movie every few seconds to be like ‘so do you know that move? show me.’

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for @suchagoodgirlxoxo​: ooft it was lowkey hard to choose but i hope you like kenma 🥺🙏 also you said ur ideal guy is taller than you but erm kenma is the same height as you ‘:) but that way, y’all can share clothes!!