#i wrote diantha way stronger i think wow...........good for her!!!!!! )

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❝ you’re always in your head, where does your mind go? ❞ // omg i send this from lyria @rozxaes

@rozxaes | MISC. ANGST & HURT/COMFORT STARTERS: VOLUME I

The wind whipping in both of their long locks, sky blue slightly tangling auburn. The hush of the deck at midnight envelopes her, the sparkling stars above captivate her, yet her hands gripping the railing ground her. Positive pulls that take her away from anxieties that pop up if she thought too long; uneasy fears that appear before she can try and fall asleep; memories making her cringe and sigh, gripping her tensing heart for a bit of reprieve - And she walks out here. Nowadays she doesn't mind company when she's needed fresh air - there were times when on needed to be alone, of course, but she wasn't that easily frightened girl that holed up her whole heart until it burst open. Even ever so slightly, she has shone more of her true colors, and has let people in to see them.

"It doesn't go anywhere, and yet it goes everywhere at the same time." She says it softly, kissing gusts of wind with each delicate word. "What I should be doing, what I could be doing, what I need to be doing, what I can't do - I throw it all around but also shove it all in there. Trap it in those thoughts...But then you guys get me out, and my mind can finally have it's room back." She smiles at her own analogy, looking over at Lyria. Small red rings around her eyes from crying earlier, voice still a little hoarse from lack of hydration, still slightly shaky from invasive voices that could shatter anyone to pieces. And yet she wipes at her face and smiles all the same. "I'm sorry; I'm such a mess right now." She laughs. She'd scold Lyria for being up so late too, but now wasn't the time for that. "I don't think I'll ever stop being in my own head though, however terrible that may sound. But thank you for...For always being her for me regardless."