#i would tag a 3rd person but i honestly dont know which of my mutuals are comfortable w being tagged and whatnot

[schizoleonkennedy]

I got tagged by the lovely @snailtownie so here's my lockscreen, the last song I listened to, and the last image I downloaded!!

Tagging @odibenobi , @garlondbfs , and anyone else interested!!

[tomorrowsdrama]

2020: A Year in Thirst

In 1985, Gabriel Garcia Marquez gave the world Love in the Time of Cholera.  In 2020 (er, I guess it’s now 2021), I give to you, Thirst in the Time of Covid-19 or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Embrace the Thirst, a brief recap of all the dramas I watched in 2020 and whether such dramas made yours truly parched..  

The list contains dramas that premiered in 2020, but also dramas from previous years.  If I watched it or attempted to watch it in 2020, it’s on the list.  

EDIT: Ok, I’m going to have to do this in multiple parts because apparently I watched more dramas in 2020 than I remembered and talking about them all in one post would just be too long.

This also serves as a sort of greeting to all the people who recently followed me.  I don’t know how or why, but thank you for being interested in my thirst, and also so sorry for everything you have/will witness here!  I started this side blog last December 2019 as a place to dump all my fangirl feels and thirst with unbridled abandon and let’s just say, the thirst REALLY ramped up in 2020 during quarantine and all the political chaos/uncertainty.  The state of the world may be uncertain, but my thirst will always be a comforting constant!  LOL. If you want to thirst or fangirl/boy together, I’m all ears.

Anyway, let’s start with the drama that was partially the inspiration for this list. 

1. The Wolf

Brief Summary: Sweet hot boy raised in the wilderness/by wolves meets sweet beautiful girl and they fall in love.  Shitty evil people do shitty evil things to them to cause a misunderstanding and they are separated for years.  Sweet hot boy is given the “Sexy Bloody Tormented Killer Makeover” TM and turns into a VERY VERY BAD HOT Wolf Man after being tortured/brainwashed by an evil asshole king who “adopted” him.  Bad Hot Wolf Man reunites with sweet beautiful girl but because of third party machinations in the past, he thinks that she betrayed him so he is suuuuuuch an ass to her (while still maintaining hotness).  But even beneath the asshattery (and sexy jerky smirks), he can’t help his love for her and it’s just *chefs kiss*. The angst, the pining, the mutual sacrifice for each other, the torment of wanting to be together but not being able to be together because of external forces/circustances, oh I am getting in a tizzy just thinking about it.  I won’t reveal anymore so as not to spoil the drama, but just know the ending may destroy you.

Is she thirsty? Am I thirsty? AM I THIRSTY?  Oh honey, if you don’t know the answer to that, then you must either be new here or you haven’t been paying attention to any of my posts in the past few weeks.  Look, from the first moment the camera panned to Darren Wang’s very well-defined and tan chest and windswept hair, all semblance of shame and dignity I ever tried to feign on this tumblr was immediately thrown out the window.  The feelings that he inspired within me were purely primal.  My cavewoman ancestor from millennia ago stopped gathering food in the harsh wilderness for a brief second to transmigrate into my body and go “me want big strong man!”

I mean, below is literally our introduction to Wolf Boy.  Am I supposed to just witness this and not feel anything?  The director knew what he/she was doing.  Anybody who worked on the drama who says they didn’t intend to exploit Darren Wang’s assets is a BOLD FACED LIAR. And this isn’t even Wolf boy in his hottest form.

That would be this:

Damn, your girl needs a moment here.  When Wolf Boy turns into Bad Hot Wolf Man, wheeeeewww.  The things that came out of my mouth and the thoughts that popped up into my head.

Examples of shameless fangirl drooling can be found here: https://tomorrowsdrama.tumblr.com/post/636986055498792960/dangermousie-this-should-be-illegal-i-mean Here: https://tomorrowsdrama.tumblr.com/post/637238885944033280/dangermousie-i-am-fucking-dead-the-end-this Here: https://tomorrowsdrama.tumblr.com/post/637793196830769152/dangermousie-wolfie-acquired-a-kid-omg Here: https://tomorrowsdrama.tumblr.com/post/635272988321775616/dangermousie-i-dont-know-about-you-guys-but and here: https://tomorrowsdrama.tumblr.com/post/637621638524977152/dangermousie-hnnnnnnnngh-i-am-beginning-to-forget

Honestly, just check out The Wolf tag on @dangermousie​ tumblr and you won’t be disappointed.  Prepare to become obsessed, horny, and heartbroken.

Would I watch it minus the thirst traps? Have you ever thirsted so much that you couldn’t separate what reaction was hormonal and what was objective?  Like the guy is so hot to you that when your friends ask you what do you like about him, the first 10 things you can think of are “he’s hot!” and then you try to remind yourself that you’re not a shallow person who actually cares about things other than looks but at the same time you can’t for the life of you think of a non-hot based trait that you like about the guy  Yeah, that’s what happened here so sorry, I can’t give you an objective opinion.  It’s not that there’s nothing objectively good about The Wolf, it’s just that my judgment is too clouded by Darren Wang’s abs and big hands.  But from what I can tell by other people’s posts, even if you didn’t thirst for Darren Wang (Are you made of stone?  But also, can you please teach me your magic so I can go back to being a semi-functional working woman?), The Wolf is still a very enjoyable drama with its own non-Darren Wang related merits.

2. My Beautiful Bride

Brief Summary: A drama about a strait-laced banker who wears a dorky backpack and rides a bicycle everywhere while wearing the dorkiest looking helmet ever and his beautiful bride-to-be whom he is hopelessly devoted to.  This being a kdrama, and an OCN drama at that, things aren’t all what they appear to be.  Yes, you read that right, an OCN. ROMANCE. DRAMA.  Turns out the beautiful bride-to-be has a dangerous past that soon comes back to haunt her and she mysteriously disappears one day from strait-laced banker’s life in the typical kdrama way to protect him.  Part of the reason she leaves him is also because she doesn’t want him to know about her past because she doesn’t think she’s good enough for him.  Little does she know, he knows everything about her past and accepts it all.  The only reason why he doesn’t bring it up is because he knows she doesn’t want him to know about that part of herself and he loves her so much he’s willing to do anything to make her happy.  But also, another thing she doesn’t know is that underneath that boring but perfectly ironed suit, is a finely chiseled, super efficient fighting machine who did his mandatory military service in the special forces.  He is like the terminator meets Liam Neeson’s character in Taken.  He has a very particular set of skills and will stop at nothing to get his bride back.

Is she thirsty?  Please just watch this video and you will have your answer: https://youtu.be/Ut9MhxWadHM

Prior to The Wolf, My Beautiful Bride was probably the most thirst-inducing drama I watched in 2020.

I mean, just look

at this

at all of this

I don’t’ know how Joo Young saw that body and never questioned whether he really was just a banker.  The writers of the drama must be super heterosexual men who are blind because so many of the characters in the drama question why someone as beautiful as Joo Young would ever want to be with someone like the banker. Um..Um...aside from the fact that he is financially well off, treats her well, is loving and respectful of her, and prioritizes her over everything else, JUST LOOK AT HIM.  I was so thirsty for Kim Mu Yeol in this role that I would accidentally tag this drama as My Beautiful Banker sometimes.  The banker was on a relentless one-man mission to take back his bride and turn me on in the process and ooooooh boy was he successful on both fronts.  He is seriously sex on legs every time he beats up a baddie in his quest to find answers about Joo Young’s whereabouts.

Would I watch it minus the thirst traps?  I binged the first six episodes of this drama in one afternoon partly because of my thirst, but also partly because it’s a very well made crime-action-gangster drama.  This is an OCN drama so you can expect a competently made production with well choreographed/bloody action scenes and a solid script.

3. Scarlet Heart Ryeo / Moon Lovers

Brief Summary: IU plays Hae Soo, a modern woman who is somehow transported back in time to the Goryeo period.  There, she gets entangled with a group of royal princes.  Her two main love interests are Wang So (played by Lee Jun Ki) and Wang Wook (played by Kang Ha Neul).  The princes vie for the throne and some of them for Hae Soo’s affection.  Lee Jun Ki does what he does best, which is play a sexy tortured deadly man who looks way too good with blood splattered on his face.  Kang Ha Neul is the seemingly kind prince/daddy long legs character who turns out to be not so kind or daddy long leggy.  Hae Soo is...well IU did the best she could with what she was given (which was a hot inconsistent mess).

Is she thirsty? Scarlet Heart Ryeo is like the honeypot of thirst traps.  It’s essentially a reverse harem set up with a prince for everyone.

Like them young and cute?  Then try the 10th prince, Wang Eun.

Want them big, tall, and kinda dumb?  Here’s the 14th prince Wang Jung for ya.

Want an evil bastard with an affinity for guyliner?  Try out 3rd prince Wang Yo.

Tall, slender, and scholarly? 13th prince Baek-ah will fill your needs.

Is a kind/gentle man who will ultimately disappoint you because he doesn’t show up when you need him most more your speed?  Well, let me introduce you to 8th prince, Wang Wook.

Kinda scary but oh so hot and with a ton of baggage?  We’re talking, I overpacked and brought 10 overstuffed large suitcases levels of baggage. 4th prince Wang So is the guy for you.

And if you prefer someone with no personality, presence, or memorable traits, I got a two-for-one deal for you in the crown prince Wang Mu and 9th prince Wang Won.

Would I watch it minus the thirst traps?  There is political intrigue, scheming, romance, fluffy hijinks (my least favorite parts of the drama), angst, beautiful costumes, and pretty decent fight scenes.  Scarlet Heart Ryeo is a pretty solid fusion/fantasy sageuk mostly thanks to Lee Jun Ki.  The only person who has ever carried a larger load on his back is Atlas.  I’m not saying all the other actors are horrendous. It’s just very clear that the one elevating the material beyond the inconsistencies/messiness/elementary politics of the script is Lee Jun Ki.  Your enjoyment level of the drama will likely increase if you are a fan of any of the main actors.  

[noassallclass]

Ok I'm gonna be a little petty on main about CR discourse stuff so if you dont wanna see that, understandable.

Honestly this is expect as I engaged in the discourse by posting something critical, but I just wanted to make my retorts the pushback I saw on Twitter. I'm posting it on tumblr and cropping out names, I really just want to air things out.

I want to state, I do not think Beaujester is dead, I think it will come back, I have hope in Marisha and Laura to address in whatever way they choose to. Marisha does not seem like one to change their mind on things based on fandom push back. But I still think there is room to be disappointed in this moment in time based on ones views on the matter.

Anyway these tweets are about my post about liking friends to lovers in wlw shipping, how the ships I like aren't usually canon, and how one inching into canon and then somewhat seemingly inching away was disappointing to me.

I want to say off the bat, that my statements were personal opinions and not meant to be a judgment on how anyone else ships or consumes media.

Did I say too much? Did I go too far? Maybe. Maybe I just want to see different love stories, love stories I connect with me in popular media.

I did not say anyone had to feel the same way as me. I never said "this is why I'm leaving critical role" I did not say it was queer baiting. Just that I was excited about a thing then disappointed, and I am comfortable with this disappointment rather than trying to shrug it off.

Here's the first tweet I wanted to retort

1) I never said I wanted to see a gay realization story over an out and proud one. Thats why I dont feel any shame about that, because I didnt say that. I said I want relationships with depth and growth, and that sometimes wlw fall into the pitfalls of leaning on mutual sexuality without as deep of a connection as could be. This also happens aaaallll the time with straight pairing, the girl and the guy get together purely because they are the girl and the boy. Sometimes love stories aren't engaging

2) my post wasn't tagged with anything so you had to go out of your way to find this looking through posts mentioning beaujester. If you dislike the ship or how ppl interact with it in their own space then dont go looking for it.

The second

1) again not looking for a gay awakening story, I never said that, i said i like an intense emotional relationship, which I generally find more so in gal pals than wlw ships. Again a personal preference.

2) those movies are usually exclusively about being a wlw, which have their place but wlw romances in shows and settings that aren't just about that are what I'm most interested in. As a personal preference. Consume media how you want to

3) B/Y is not an established relationship, but they are both lesbians yes.

4) the type of relationship I am talking about is rarely shown in media though? I can see how this might have been misinterpreted, but I think we are one the same page. I want to see a variety of wlw stories that we are not getting. I want to see how I feel love and relate to love stories as much as you want to, those just might be two different types of love stories. If we had more rep as a whole we wouldn't have to pit it together in the same show.

The 3rd photo

Ok this one I probs shouldn't have to add, but same as above, I'm not talking about a gay awakening story. I'm talking about a deep full well rounded friendship to lovers relationship.

Photo number 4

I dont know what to say here. That's not how sexuality works?? You are not attracted to everyone that has the same sexuality as you. That's the exact issue I was taking..."if they're both gay they're going to be attracted to each other" is the exact pitfall i was talking about, you can lean on the implication that ofcourse the two gay characters are getting together, because they're gay.

Also yes, if jester and beau had the same dynamic as beau and yasha I would also not be as interested in it as other ships. I like beau and jester's in canon dynamic." If you change the thing you're interested in to something you're not as interested in you wouldn't be interested in it." Is a true statement but I dont think it's the point you are trying to make.

Sorry for my rambling and venting you may now go back to your regularly programmed blogging

[fairy-made]

I dont think I ever said anything about this, but when I replayed the skyrim romance mod after it got an update a while back, it seemed like someone read my random comments about it and like....actually tweaked the mod?? which is really cool imo. putting this under a cut since I think the mod still generally has a bad rep, even though it seems like theyre working on that in some capacity. I didnt really even know what the drama was about in the first place.

literally everything I talked about that could be fixed within a reasonable amount of time was fixed. back then (~3-4 yrs ago) I was a little more tolerant of the “bad boy, borderline abusive” type and while the character himself seems to be intentionally pushy, it seems to be a bit better. if I remember correctly, I think they cut the rapey bits and just worked around it so that bishop was still a brat about your player not wanting to have sex, but not a scary horny nutcase. theres a big difference between “youre gonna have sex with me one of these days wench!!” and “ugh, fine, be like that!” its def not A+, but it is an improvement that still suits the character. I obviously wasnt too bothered with the earlier version back then (had some stuff I was going through), but now I can see the concern, and to me its less cringey. Id have to replay it again to see how I feel exactly, but Im sure its better at least.

they re-did the whole interaction with cael so instead of him talking about how he could give you orgasms like youve never seen, hes cautious of you yet still kind of flirty. a real sweetie. I mean, I like the new bit, but he could also let me know hes dtf a little bit. lmao thats just me though. 

the one thing I did not like too much was that they added animations for the sex scenes, and that you had no choice but to sit through them (unless you said no to sex altogether). since I literally set the camera so that I could not see the sex anims, I did get to hear bishops VA during the scenes and Imma just say.......... you should hear them. even if its just the once. lmao. I read that theyre gonna cut out the sex mod dependencies so that you can just have fade to black scenes, and I am for that 1000000%. 

now I just hope it gets ported it to the special edition, because it seems waaay too hard and time consuming to do it myself. I tried to start but the list of tasks was just too long to justify working on when I have homework and other stuff to do.

outside all that, I can see why there was such a bad vibe surrounding the mod at first. it all made sense when I read about the drama on reddit, but the harshness  was a bit... much?? from what I read, the creator made some bad choices and eventually acknowledged/fixed them. her reasoning and intentions for making them could be questionable, but people are human, idk what else to say. Im just... not grabbing a pitchfork over this and I fail to see any reason to continue that now lmao. she obviously still wants to hold everything together for the mod and do things better so... Im not gonna hold a grudge even if she made bad choices. she ultimately canceled the kickstarter, and this is all ultimately over a mod. a skyrim mod. you either wanna play and support it or you dont because of very valid reasons. its up to you. but either way it just will never be that serious.

I honestly got the impression that she might be a bad person from stuff I read until I got the chance to read about everything, and then I was like wow.. she fucked up, but the worst thing she did was undone the same day it happened so...like... yall couldve just went on about your lives and left this woman alone. 

anyway, long talk. it seems like the mods at a standstill, since it hasnt been ported to the SE yet and I dont think the creator herself has made any announcements about actual updates coming soon. but I actually hope things stay positive for the mod. 

(also psa, this is for my followers/mutuals if there interested in talking about it. Ive tagged this for the sole purpose of being able to be filtered by those who dont want to hear anything about it.)

Update: so I downloaded the beta for the SE. it wasnt working for me as the dialogue would seem to break anytime after I used racemenu. I literally cant play skyrim without changing my hair, and the person in charge of the beta said to try playing it on a no-rush new game so... I kind of gave up. I had started over twice after already sinking 4-8 hours into those 2 new games, specifically for the mod, and I just didnt feel like doing it again.

Replaying the bits that I could, I will say it is... kind of cheesy. Doesnt bother me much though. I used to write bad fanfiction, so its not the worst. Its just not impervious to being... cheesy at times. Idk how to put it lol. Maybe you could say its tropey? Like something youd read in a romance novel with those dramatic traditional cover illustrations. Not bad. Just, if you hate that kinda thing, you might not be into it. Im not very critical because the alternative is like. 1 other mod? So I just dont mind.

Outside of that I kind of have no idea what my complete opinion is on it now. I intended to find out, but gave up due to modding issues. I was a little younger when I first played it, so I may have different opinions on it now. As I mentioned before my opinion of sex and certain character traits used to be different, and its changed a lot since then. Its still kind of changing even now. I still go “yeah... that was the trauma” about stuff I used to think was not so bad.

To be honest I didnt even remember having an opinion of it as cheesy a few years ago, but now after replaying for the 3rd time Im like... from what little Ive seen so far, its some pretty sharp cheddar lol. So if it is a lot worse than you felt you were led to believe from reading this, Im sorry, and you can inbox me about it. Especially since I may not ever even play the newest version.

[narcasse-archive]

name – Light birthday – 3rd March gender – female orientation – to be frank, I have NO idea; but I bounce between the belief that I am asexual, straight, and bisexual  age – 20 favorite soda – I dont drink soda favorite candy – I dont eat sweets favorite pizza – I dont eat pizzas favorite salad dressing – I dont eat salad favorite meal – orkas, pumpkin, fish, curry gravy

best memory – *looks into the distance* probably the kind of life I had when I was 14 or younger... best friend – I have 4 best friends in RL: Megan whom I knew for 12 years, and by partner-in-crime girl’s gang, Stephanie, Julia, and Thanusha whom I’ve known for 8 years! these 4 dorks are my LIFE. best relative – my sister; she never looks down on my even if I’m not my mom’s favourite child. best pet – Tony the Bork; you can search for his page on Facebook. Because my sister&I memed our dog like no one’s business! best celebrity – I dont look at celebrities, but if you want a figure, I’d say JRR Tolkien. He’s my grandpa!

one random fact about you – I hate competition on friends; like, most people in my school seems to like befriending the ‘popular’ people but personally I hate popular figures??? because they usually get so much attention they have NO TIME to have a steady, honest, trustworthy on mutual aspect, kind of friendship with someone, which is usually what I seek from people I hope to befriend. it’s my very unpopular opinion since I was in primary school or so, so I usually go for the ‘loser group’ in my form instead of the ‘popular group’. I like it that way, because we may be secluded and alone, but we function best as a group and our friendship is strong and lasting. one random fact about your day – my assignment partner is in depression again and I dont know how to help him. We should be doing an assignment together today but he isn’t replying my messages somehow... probably because he scored badly in the previous semester, but I always tell him not to push himself too hard and he doesnt listen?? it makes me feel like it’s my fault because I know his parents are phD holders while mine are just high school graduates, he kind of idolizes me but at the same time whenever I am doing better than him in results he feels very attacked? idk smh.... but this needs to be resolved eventually, but I’m so frustrated rn. one random fact about your job/school – I worked as a multilingual guide as my first job and a promoter as my secoond job.... and experience tells me I function better in school & studying than working...... like honestly, would you like to see the side where I excel gloriously and where I fail miserably?? these are your go-to preferences. one random fact about your favorite tv show – I’m the kind of youngster with old people mentality. I watch a lot of documentaries about animals and aliens and I like all the BBC series: BBC Sherlock, BBC Merlin, BBC Robinhood, LOTR, and the list goes on... one random fact you wish was a fact but it isn’t – I wish I have better luck with friends OTL, I have lovely friends but they are usually old friends, and I would like to make some new friends but idk?? something about me seems to drive them away. In a sense, I wished I was likeable in some way. Orz

tagged by – @lioneapostle ( by the lovely el <3 <3 <3  )

[befuddledbun]

hey!! i got tagged by my cute and handsome bf @memegoma for a fun and self-indulgent questionnaire!

rules: answer all the questions, then add a question of your own.

tagging: @ anyone!! if you come across this and you wanna do it, go do it! (plus i’m too lazy to tag individual people by pulling out my mutuals from a separate window)

coke or pepsi? coke.

disney or dreamworks? huh. i always like dreamwork’s stories and out-of-place concepts more (at least for their good movies like Prince of Egypt). but recently disney has appealed to me with moana and dreamworks had spouted up some.. Strange Shit. I’m goin with Disney this time. (honestly neither of them is my favorite animation studio but... you gotta give some admiration for their work like Hot Damn)

coffee or tea? i’m more of a coffee person but i discovered the caffeine fuels my anxiety so i switched to tea.

books or movies? movies! i’m more of a visual person. honestly though, i’d read or watch anything with queer and trans rep in it.

windows or mac? i have a mac but... windows would probably be nice (bc i would be able to play more games).

dc or marvel? dc is starting to grow on me again. it’s a constant struggle..

xbox or playstation? xbox. i’m still not used to playstation controls.

dragon age or mass effect? i have not played either, but i like the idea of space aliens more? mass effect.

night owl or early riser? i’ve been more of an early riser lately. but i can sleep late.. but i feel so much better during the day if i wake up early. makes me feel. productive. powerful.

cards or chess? chess!!

chocolate or vanilla? chocolate

vans or converse? converse, because i don’t know what vans are..

lavellan, trevelyan, cadash, or adaar? i Dont Know What This Is Referring To

fluff or angst? ANGST

beach or forest? forests!!!! i live next to a beach, so i’d like to go adventuring in different environments.

dogs or cats? doggies

clear skies or rain? rain

cooking or eating out? cooking! (emil said something dirty in response to this and i’m just.. my guy)

spicy or mild food? spicy!! if i suffer, it’s on me, but i like a little bit of spiciness in my life.

halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas? halloween! i get to go to a con and hang out with friends :0!

would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot? hot

if you could have a superpower, what would it be? universe traversing. i’d love to meet my favorite fictional character or simply explore other worlds.

animation or live action? animation. i’m very biased.

paragon or renegade? don’t know what that is, my dude

baths or showers? baths

team captain america or team iron man? steve rogers, my guy

fantasy or sci-fi? fantasy!

do you have three or four fave quotes? i have a shit ton of The Adventure Zone quotes i’d like to share but uh. i’m too lazy to look it up word to word. which is probably a good thing.

harry potter or percy jackson? i was a percy jackson kid in 3rd grade.. as much as i like harry potter, i Always wanted to be a demigod...

when you feel accomplished? when i actually complete one of my daily responsibilities, which is never.

star wars or star trek? i have not watched either of them.

paperback or hardcover books? paperback! it’s easier to handle and take around.

handwriting or typing? typing

favorite film? howl’s moving castle...

favorite place in the world? lake tahoe

cds or vinyl? cds. more convenient.

song lyric that’s important to you? 

what’s your form of self-care? music, art, watching cartoons, and hanging out with friends/family.

what language would you like to learn? korean first. then japanese and german.

fave song currently? FIGHT! by Aests

favorite game? pokemon mystery dungeon: explorers of sky

fave streamer? i don’t know any of them :/

favorite artistic movement? fauvism?

if you wanted someone to understand you, what songs should they listen to/movies should they watch/books should they read/etc? they should listen to Zenji’s beattape “Ode To The Unsung”, Galimatias’s remix of Porter Robinson’s “Sea of Voices”, and The Adventure Zone pocast. they should also watch Over the Garden Wall, Wander Over Yonder, and Mob Psycho 100.

My question is: If you could trade one part of your life to someone else you love and care about, what would it be?

[erizee]

got tagged by @excessively-english-jd ! :D thanks

1. why did you choose your url

ok so dont make fun of me for this but i chose it years ago when i was much more into homestuck than i am now and i didnt know how ship names work so. its 13 year old me's 2 favourite homestuck characters lmao. id change it but now its just My Name so

2. any side-blogs? if so, name them & why you have them

i also have @onlyforl8r & @refstoremembermine but theyre both just collections of stuff to look at later so theyre not like. Actual side blogs. i also have a ~secret personal trans stuff~ side blog but im not saying what it is lol

3. how long have u been on tumblr

since november (?) 2013 but i only rly started using it sometime in 2014 bc i didnt get how it works before that lmao

4. do u have a queue tag

nope im wayy too lazy to actually make a queue i just post everything live

5. why did u start ur blog in the first place

my friend convinced me to get it (if u see this hi lol)

6. why did u choose ur icon/pfp

i was super into mcr when i was 15 & i kept seeing gerard called "gee", which rhymes with "bee", so i drew gerard way as a bee. havent changed it since, its been 6 years

7. why did u choose ur header

its cute! its from my 1st town in animal crossing having coffee with one of my fave villagers in a trans shirt so it just fits too well

8. whats your post with the most notes

i assume this means posts we made ourselves bc thats the only thing ill find. anyway i only have 2 posts w more than 300 notes & theyre 1) a 671 note post about how everyone in venom (including venom) is rly hot & 2) a 602 note screenshot from the 3rd gotham season finale w a tumblr post screenshot "selling my feelings on ebay" on it. if ur curious theyre tagged for fandoms & i only tag my own posts so u can easily find them on my blog i think

9. how many people do u follow

oh god i have no idea, i barely ever unfollow people i just turn notifications off so its probably above 1000

10. have u ever made a shitpost

i mean yea ive had this blog for 8 years i 100% made stupid jokes on here before lol

11. how often do u use tumblr

its Thee social media i use so. every day many times a day lol. probably too much but eh who cares

12. did u ever have a fight/argument with a blog? who won?

nothing specific as far as i can remember but i used to be rly into one fandom a few years ago and there was a Huge mess going down there at the end. i wasnt involved but i knew/was mutuals with most ppl that were so

13. how do u feel abt "u need to reblog this post"

rly depends on my mood/what its about, sometimes ill reblog it & sometimes i wont

14. do u like tag games

yea! tagging other ppl is always rly hard because i never know if its okay or if im annoying ppl so i usually just do the answers & dont tag anyone lol but i Do like tag games!

15. do u like ask games

if thats what i think it is ("say sth & sent this to people") then :/ idk im not a fan, its like a tag game except u need to ask other ppl Much more directly & its terrifying lol

16. which of ur mutuals do u think is tumblr famous

uh idk? honestly i dont even know who im mutuals with for some ppl i know but im not checking my follower list that much so idk

17. do u have a crush on a mutual

(movie voice) "uh i have a boyfriend" lmao. no but seriously i dont rly get crushes nearly ever the "regular" way & it definitely never happens over tumblr for me

im tagging uhhhh @idkjustbreath, @scumlow, @geislieb & @cricketchirps

no pressure to answer but it would be nice :)