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kawiarenkii · 1 month ago

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i hate the whole idea of what a crush is that people have because what if i want to just be goofy and hold hands and FAKE FLIRT with my friends as a lesbian who isn’t interested in any sort of romantic relationship . does this make sense at all

#i do not have any crushes whatsoever and i’m constantly worried that i secretly DO have a crush on one of my friends #but there’s no romantic feelings. like if i actually think about dating this person i do not like the idea of being in a relationship.#i would love if i could attain the same level of ‘intimacy’ (a basic strong/close bond) without . you know. immediately having to worry #about ‘oh is this a secret crush’#AND LIKE there’s no one reinforcing this idea to me directly but it’s just like DOES WVERYR #shouts from below. DOES EVERYTHING HAVW TO BE ROMANTIC!!!#i get attached to my friends. i love them but not in the way you’re thinking.#i feel like im not articulating myself efficiently. whatev.#delete later :/#‘fake flirt’ being like. stupid pickup lines that are way too cheesy to actually work. god forbid a woman JOKE i guess.#ARTGGGGSGDGFHD i hate hate hate being aro so so much i wish people just. you know. understood it magically.#my romantic (or i guess lack of) identity is complex and i shouldn’t have to feel the need to explain myself.#anyway……. honestly i have more important things to be thinking about

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