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Fun fact(s) of the day:
The effect rat poison (at least in poland) has on people is like an anti-coagulation medicine but uncontrolled, so you basically just start bleeding and die from internal bleeding. Joy!
After adding cyanide to anything you can bake it bc it still have it's poisonous property after high thermal processing. You can bake a murder cake that will work!
#look i don't know#i won't be explaining myslef#but i think it's an interesting piece of information! sue me!#tw: poisoning#potassium cyanide#poisonous cakes#the reason is that I ate a really great almond-orange chocolate pie and was like 'it would make me not feel cyanide wonder if it had cyanid#would it kill me#so yeah#i explained myself after all#fuck#fun facts#rat poison#writing#the more you know#how do i even tag that shit#morbid fun facts#er stories#having medics as friends is fun#murder mystery#???#i guess???
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Traitor C.L.16
Pairing : Singer!reader (female) x Charles Leclerc
Summary : Broken promisses, broken trust, broken heart
Warning : angst, again with the terrible english, Charles being a bitch. Happy begginning, not so happy ending.
NO HATE TOWARDS ALEX ! THIS IS JUST FICTION !
Face claim : sabrina carpenter
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scuderiaferrari our favorite couple
ynusername can i be a certified F1 driver too
scuderiaferrari no.
ynusername i've always like McLaren better
mclaren it means a lot to us, but we won't let you drive
ynusername now that's just rude
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scuderiaferrari red looks devine on you
ynusername you know what would look even better on me ? an F1 car
scuderiaferrari still a no
landonorris i think you’d look better in papaya
mclaren agreed
charlesleclerc no.
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f1updates Charles Leclerc seeing in Monaco with mistery girl. It doesn't seem to be Y/N. What is going on? Trouble in paradise ?
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landonorris great album ! proud of you 🧡
ynusername thank you lando 🧡
scuderiaferrari we'll be listening to it in the paddock
mclaren no we'll be listening to it. She's ours now ynusername now now children, don't fight over me
carlossainz you did an incredible job hermosa, as always
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THE END (for now)
let me know if i should make a part 2 xx
max's ending
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Yeah, I guess they're worth the risk. They do help when I'm alone quite a lot. 🤭
If you're gonna keep me, where do I start then? What are the rules? I take you as the kind of person who has rules for the ones she decides to keep 😉
Oh! 😳 That is quite something. I don't think I trust anyone enough for CNC or somno. Maybe one day 😊
Shibari sounds like fun and it sure looks apealing! So many intricate knots 👀 and the colors of those ropes!!! 🥰😍
Lactation sounds fun as well, but it's so odd at the sametime😖 I feel like I shouldn't like this 😫 why is it so hard?!
Primal sounds really exciting. Like a chase! I'd love to try that at least once to see how it feels 😊😂
As for voyeurism... I always loved to watch 🤭 especially if I'm not allowed to touch (myslef included).
Thank you for the explanations, sir 😊
(No worries! Life happens to all of us 😊 I'm just so excited whenever you reply. I've never done anything like this before so all this is quite the novelty for me😋 I've been blushing and giggling the whole time I was writing this🤭)
Oh I am definitely the type to have rules. Luckily, my rules (At first at least, until the sub and I get to know each other within the dynamic better) are rather simple. Since we still don't know each other too well, the rules won't be implementing them. I can however offer you a peek at a few of mine
Self care is very important. As such, I expect you to do your very best to stay hydrated and at the very least one proper meal
Safety first, a safe word needs established
If something makes you uncomfortable or nervous, speak up. Your comfort and boundaries are most important.
punishment will always fit the "crime" and if something I say will be a punishment is too much for any boundaries, then of course we can negotiate something that's fair
Yeah CNC/somno definitely require lots of trust.
And I too love the colors of the Shibari ropes haha
I was that way with lactation at first too, but I think after pursuing the kink a bit I started to accept it more and now it doesn't really bother me that I like it. 😋
Yes exactly, primal is basically a chase with a super fun reward coupled with a bit of animalistic behaviors. I also really want to try it!
Ah a fellow voyeur hm, how very fun 😏
Happy to explain! And answer any questions too.
(thank you for understanding, and I'm very glad to hear how much fun you have doing this haha. It's very cute)
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First of all, your gifs are one of the prettiest things on any social media. Second thing, please don't think your gif making has no purpose. Yeah it might be not that deep, but those pretty gifs and beautiful colouring is so meaningful. Not to mention the people you gif, they are the most beautiful people to exist (beside you). And last thing, I won't say "OmG StAy Uwu pLeAsE" because it's not only about gif making, it's about your mental health too. Please take care of yourself. You enjoy making those mesmerising gifs? Do it. Do it because you like doing it. You wanna catch a break? Ok then! Just look after yourself. ♡
thank you so much for this really... it's honestly so complicated that i won't be even explaining it publicly but it's just one huge paradox going on inside my head tbh aksnjdxjsksk and it's hard to deal with. because i'm losing interest in literally everything. but I'll see how it goes ❤️ i try to tell myslef it's not that deep but in reality i know how deep it actually is for me. thank you so much for words of support and for taking your time to send me this, I appreciate it a lot ❤️ i'm sending you lots of love
#I'm sorry for late reply and also if i sound wierd or smth.. i don't feel okay yet but i just didn't want to wait any longer with replying#anonymous#answered
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# Goodbye My Friend
We met a person whom we thought would make this duo a trio.
Fun-loving and beautiful. She matched with you in every way I couldn't.
You both likes dresses. I like jeans. You both wear high heels. I wear sneakers. You both like shopping. I like gaming.
Yet, I thought to myslef: “We are a wonderful as we are”
And as time grew a distance was made. I didn't think much of it as you still gave me that smile I know so much.
You spent more time with the other girl than with me, your best friend.
Soon, words were spread.
Words that slandered you.
Words that hurt you.
Words you thought I said.
Lies were spread and you believed them.
I wanted to explain myself. I wanted to tell you that it wasn't me.
But you didn't even give me a chance.
Without a glance my way, you shoved me off and left with her.
Leaving me to fend for myself.
It hurts.
It hurts that you hated me. It hurts that you wished for me to never exist.
And it hurts that you kept in touch with the person who truly slandered you. The person who backstabs you.
I wish I could protect you from her, but my heart is too broken to see straight.
I wish I could help you. But I feel so numb from the pain you made.
Now, there is nothing more for me to wish than to see you leave and never come back.
After endless night of tears and heartbreak. I want nothing to do with you.
Even if one day, you realized what you did. I won't be there to wait for you.
I gave my whole heart to you. And you threw it away without a glance.
Never again will I trust you.
Never again will I give myself so easily.
Its time for us to end.
Its time for me to say...
Goodbye, My friend.
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I feel guilty for not being over Linh I feel like ing holding her back from being happy cuz shes blaming herself for my mental state but she doesn't realize I've had these issues my whole life. no normal person is this fucked up after a break up. no normal person has daily suicidal thoughts even on their best days. I am not okay, I have never been okay. I am hopeless and helpless. I was codependent on linh because I thought she was saving my life. I met I her and I felt so happy I fell into a deep dark hole because I didn't think I was worthy of feeling happy. I tried to kill myslef and she was there when I got out. that was the only time the hospital ever helped me because I had someone waiting for me when I got out but the only thing that made me happy was making her happy. I don't know how to make myself happy. when I make mistakes I hate myself more than any normal person would. when I disappoint someone I want to end my life. I am not good enough. I will never be good enough. I relive my trauma every time something bad happens to me I don't know how to make it stop. im binging these drugs every night in hopes that ill pass in my sleep and feeling disappointed and sad every morning when I wake up and. cant even hurt myself cuz linh will blame herself. I regret ever involving her in my life. if anything ever happens to me shell blame herself for life, I feel like ill never be free. I have all these issues im dealing with all alone now and theyre eating me up alive. im desperate to escape them but by doing so im hurting everyone in my life and making their lives harder only leading to more guilt. I regret involving anyone in my business. I wish I could cut them all off without worrying anyone, I wish I could explain that my life is hard and me trying to leave this life has nothing to do with anyone but myself. I hate myself. I am pathetic and useless, I disappoint my parents I burden all the people I care about and I bring nothing to the table minus drama and excuses for why im not healing when I should be but I don't know why either. I want to escape I want to be no more, I wish my gun had bullets so I could shoot myself and get it over with without having all that time to overthink. my biggest concern is linh, I don't want her to blame herself or let random strangers blame her cuz I know shell believe them. I know Cristy won't have an outlet and I know kin will fall into my same habits. I know Prabh will blame herself for not doing more and pagan will fall low, my family will blame each other and become a bigger mess. I know all of that and thats not something I want but I am suffering. I am hurting. I want to escape im hurting im hurting im hurting. nothing will change, nothing will get better. im stuck here. i wish they all hated me enough to want my to die that would make this so much easier, i know the only reason i’m even living is for them cuz if it were up to me i’d be dead a long time ago, my purpose was to make ppl happy and without that i am nothing. i have no reason to be here. i wish i could stop them from caring and just kill myself already. i know i sound ungrateful for crying over having people who love me but it’s hard to feel worthy of that. i feel like all i do is burden everyone who walks into my life until they’re so unhappy they have to leave. i hate my dad for leaving me with these abandonment issues i wish i comfortable with people leaving me. i am not deserving of anything good ):
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