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noxtivagus · 2 years ago
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HMMMMMM i wna read more books again soon ehe
#🌙.rambles#sm books to read but i wna prepare for the future by reading in general stuff on like#idk sorry abt rambling this here i promise i'll fix that spam account soon#thinking abt what i wna pursue in the future n hmmm#i'm not rlly sure if i'd like to be a doctor in like. IDK rn i'm not rlly interested in medicine#but. if i learn more abt it i may#enjoy it more or wtvr#astronomy.. i rlly love astronomy i'd love to be an astronomer but. then again i'm not rlly sure#bcs i'd also be good w molecular biology n biotechnology. i'm fond of biology after all#n then cries i also v much love psychology!!!! n i think i'd be good at related careers too#apollo says hi 'listen to linkin park' oh my god help me they're singing that one line of 'in the end' again n again#wait back to earlier though there's also. i'm fond of writing v fond of creative writing.. but being an author is v likely a side thing ofc#n then hdfklasjfd i'm v fond of programming too n compsci in general n Eventually i wna delve into some uhhh game dev yh#but ngl ever since i was young seeing myself as a doctor. i cld always see myself as a doctor#i think neurology is interesting.#BUT THE THING IS ARGHHH EVERYTHING I LIKE IS DIFFICULT TO PURSUE?#i'm g with data science too but it's not as interesting to me as the aforementioned#generally though i guess most of these stuff r for 'smart people' n oh my god no way in fucking hell will i stay in this goddamn country#you See i am very ambitious n maybe i overestimate myself but 😭😭 i really really want to succeed big#work is definitely an incredibly important aspect of my life. yk fuck i'm not as strict w acads anymore bcs that fucked me up but#fuck hs it's just burnout for me 🥹 esp w my school w this shitton of assignments. it should be balanced w exams but we don't have nymore#i need. balance. too much of one thing n the complete lack of another is bad for me.#hs bcs of the pandemic has been just assignments n assignments. no lab stuff bcs onsite just resumed n no exams n i hate it honestly#i really really hate how they've handled academics n all for the past few years. it fucked me up too so much#:c i'm so angry at the school system here there's rlly just so much problems. it also fucked some more things in my childhood too#IM RANTING NOW I'M SO SORRY so much is just. weighing me down rn n hdfaksdfjsdlkfj ://#there's more important things than acads. a bit funny for me to say growing up as. yeah.. but more than that i'm an emotional person.#anyways back to books though i genuinely just want to learn so much! learning seeking knowledge gaining wisdom. my curiosity is insatiable
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sakusaur · 2 years ago
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making out with nagi or reo without touching to see who gives in first
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two characters to make up for my absence :')
tags: SUGGESTIVE
headcanons!
nagi
one might think he’s just lazy to touch you but honestly it’s because he’s afraid of getting too into it and losing immediately
BUT!! at the same time, he thinks its really cute to see you get so flustered and worked up with just his lips sucking gently on yours
heavy breaths in between kisses, imagining how your skin would feel like underneath his fingers
oh how much he wants to just squeeze your thighs and to just lift you up on his lap effortlessly but his hands are placed on his thighs, trying to ease the ache
but no. nagi is not going to lose this game, especially when you’re clawing on the sofa, trying your hardest to not grab his shoulders and bring him closer to your body
nagi wishes you were clawing at his body instead :(
“y/n…” nagi will actually moan your name in between kisses and pant loudly which drives you mad, contemplating to give in to him.
he loses though! cause you started panting into his mouth when he nips lazily at your lips, begging you to open up for his tongue to slip in and nagi just loses it
he does what he wants to do all along; lifting you up and seating you nicely on his lap as you gasp aloud at his touch and nagi takes the moment to slip his tongue into your mouth
“enough games y/n…i want to feel you now.”
reo
definitely in his limousine…(yeah he actually does have a limousine)
“no cheating reo,” you say as he tries to brush his hair away from his cheeks, accidentally brushing against your cheek as well
“i wasn’t cheating, and what kind of game is this?” he almost pouts. “ ‘wna touch you so bad.”
reo has his hands just beside your head, on the tinted windows, trapping you in and leaving you nowhere else to go unless you touch him
which isn’t fair because he’s slowly trailing down your jaw, onto your neck and collarbones. nipping slowly and you can feel his little puffs on your skin
it’s driving you mad cause you want to touch him as well, your hands gripping and leaving sweat on the leather seats.
“ready to give up, princess?” reo says as he looks up at you, his tongue sticking out to lick a stripe across your chest, his breath ghosting at your neck
this was so not making out anymore.
you grab his hair and pull him up to your face, and reo smirks before he leans in to kiss you.
a/n: anon im so sorry this took so long…but i’ll be writing more frequently now since my first year of university is over! so PLEASE!!! send in your requests 🫶🏻 i love reading what you guys think! i’ll get to them as soon as i clear my request box xoxo hope you liked this!
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b1mbodoll · 1 year ago
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omg!!!!! the seeun + yunjin dranble ^○^ mind is so empty they were so perfect <3 thank you for writing them u literally r so insanely talented (and so so cool i am such a big fan! read: kiss me on the mouth) 😵‍💫 also omg the ghostface thoughts????? so insane i actually started loosing my mind ^^
just imagine ghostface!siblings jakehoon who have been watching you, their adorable little neighbor from their window when you dress yourself and strip at night ( ̄^ ̄)ゞ n when they get the idea to get in your pants finally, they cant stop calling you and telling you to touch yourself over the phone with your room lights on so they can see and hear you :( and later when they decide to sneak in your house (while your parents are there!!!!!!!) and fuck u silly in your childhood bed saying it would be such a shame not to make you a mommy 🎀🎀🎀 n telling you how cute u would look with cum all over u! and all u can do is take it while you beg them to stop (but your body is saying something different!!!)
love 🎀 anonie!
pairings: jake sim + park sunghoon x f! reader
warnings: noncon + stalking + voyeurism + ghostface! stepbrothers! jakehoon + neighbor! reader + exhibitionism + pregnancy + virgin! reader + manipulation + gaslighting + oral + mention of hymen breaking + dacryphilia + lactation + objectification
💌: im soso glad u liked them <3 i literally Have to smooch u bc u r just the sweetest ever n ur lil msgs make me smile sm bc i nvr thought my silly lil writing was good enough to deserve ur kind words??? we r bffs now i hope u know this
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stepbros! jakehoon being so sick n depraved they get off on scaring you into putting on a lil show for them. tell you to keep ur blinds open n lamp on while you touch yourself for them <3 tell u that if you dont put ur phone up to ur cunt so they can hear, that theyre gonna break in n touch your pussy themselves. ghostface! jake is the sweeter of the two, calls you pretty while ur knuckles deep in your cunt n tells you that ur bein’ such a good girl, promises to reward you when they get the courage to break in. ghostface! hoon is a fucking sadist. his dick hardens at the mere thought of pushing past your hymen n breaking it, wonders if you’ll cry from the pain or not even bother wasting ur tears bc you know worse things r coming.
they follow you around while ur running errands and then later that night, call you up n explain in great detail how you looked n what you did today ^^ hoon can’t help it n starts calling you all sorts of mean names bc how could you not realize they were following you? “you’re nothing but a dumb fucking bimbo made for us to toy with, understand? can’t believe you’re so clueless you didn’t see us,” he taunts, “or did you? maybe you saw us ‘nd didnt say a word cus you want us just as bad as we want you, yeah?” you shake your head at his words, phone almost slipping from your grasp while he continues to mock you. “no! i didn’t see you ‘nd i don’t want this please jus’ leave me alone!” you’re so frustrated. for weeks they’ve been insisting you’re a freak that wants to get dicked down by ur stalkers and you’re starting to believe it.
jake and sunghoon break into your house sometimes when ur in the shower. they lay in your bed and jerk their cocks together, cum making a mess of your pillows. steal some dirty panties too bc they r so desperate for your pussy n when they get back to their house the boys sniff ur panties like dogs ^^
they stop calling for a couple of weeks n let you think ur finally free from their torment, but when you find yourself impaled on sunghoon’s cock as jake slaps his dick on ur cheeks before sliding down your throat, you start sobbing bc how could you be so stupid as to think they’d seriously leave you alone? you belong to them whether you know it or not and they show you. make you suck them off at the same time n the brothers do their best to cover ur entire face with cum <3 wna make you completely unrecognizable by painting ur face with it n it makes you clench ur thighs bc the fact that they wna keep u for themselves must mean they’re in love with you.
the first time sunghoon fucks your pussy he instantly becomes obsessed. shoots his load deep inside when your hymen breaks bc the feeling made you cum first, pussy leaving a ring of cum n blood around his thick cock. the two of them are infatuated with your pussy ‘nd fill you up with load after load of cum even if your parents are home. jake’s fixation on your innocence is so sick, makes you cuddle one of ur childhood plushies as his dick rearranges your insides <3 likes when you bite them to keep quiet too
ghostface! jakehoon r also into the idea of getting u pregnant. tell you theyre gonna ruin your “mommycunt” n milk your tits like a cow bc ur nothing more than a breeding bitch to them
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honeekyuu · 4 months ago
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OMGGG KUROOTSUKKIYN ANON HERE!! i’m so down bad for themmmmm it’s unreal and I’M SO HAPPY TO SEE OTHER PPL RELATING AAAAAAA YES YESSSS <3333
i’m thinking more fanfic/nsfw 🫣🫣 if u’d write that!!! THANK U FOR UR ATTENTION HAVE A GREAT DAY WEEK MONTH YEAR LIFEEEEE
also i created an ao3 acc just to read all ur amazing works!!! no worries i’ll wait 3 lifetimes for kurootsukkiyn bc i also wna read the genius akaashi fic SOOO BADDD HEHE
side note but i think it’s so amazing that u’re doing experiments(??) n a phd(???) n juggling writing with everyth gg on!!! URE DOING GODS WORKKKKK 😭 but yes pls i hope u don’t feel pressured or weighed down like if writing suddenly feels like a chore pls take enough breaks n take care of urself too!!!!!
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ILL MAKE YOU A DEAL--
you let me make this into a full smau (third on the list after osamuyn and tsukkikageyn) and i will vow to make all my smaus blended with written parts so that i can make the kurootsukkiyn smut vile and obscenely detailed
also awefaf thank you omg yeah being a phd student is not for the weak thats for fucking sure LMAOOO but writing is my down-time so i have fun with it!
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ofsunjae · 1 year ago
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heyoo it's m (eileen's mun) back w a brand new muse that i'm rly excited to write & develop! u can find a summary abt him under the cut & hit the heart or msg me if you'd like to plot! i have some ideas at the end but am always down to brainstorm something together
₊˙ ���⁎˚ ﹒﹙kim dongyoung ‘doyoung’. cis male. he/him.﹚guess who was almost late for their shift at lapis roasters again?? that’s right, it was lee sunjae! it’s a wonder their job as an owner isn’t in jeopardy. the 27 year old has been working at sunset galleria for two and a half years, and is well known for their empathetic nature. on bad days, they can be rather reserved, though. when the mall is dead at night, they can usually be found smoking on the rooftop, but don’t tell their boss!
EARLY LIFE (mentions of low self worth tw)
his STATS page has a lot more basic tidbits about him so feel free to skim thru that for more details
born in seoul on jan 9th, 1996 (cap sun, leo moon & virgo rising <;3)
sunjae's family own a group of hospitals so they're Rich rich lmao but more on that later. he also has an older sister!
he's lived sort of a rich life and not just by financial standards- from the ages of 8 - 17 he was a junior tennis player! and he pursued it pretty seriously, he trained in poland for two years and spain for 10 months, winning several big tournaments. this meant he was mainly out of classes/privately tutored & didn't rly have a lot of friends aside from his core besties. he travelled w his mom so they've always been close, and she was his biggest supporter
tennis was p much consuming his life and although he enjoyed it for the most part, the pressure from his coaches and himself rly got him into a weird spiral. his negative self talk & feelings of worthlessness ultimately cost him a couple of games and he kinda had a breakdown & lost passion for the sport he once loved.
anywys mom was kinda sad abt his withdrawal but she still supported him, dad less so bc of how much money they put towards his career & all the clubs/training but whatever. we ball.
POST TENNIS LIFE & CAREER
ok he's dropped tennis.. naow what... realizing he doesn't rly know what to do w his life & his grades? aren't great so he ends up travelling w his sister for a bit bc she wants to help him get out of his funk.
ultimately decides to enlist to 1) buy himself some time to think 2) rumours abt draft envasion were running around the rich family circles & he didn't want his family to deal w that
sunjae gets caught up on reading lots during his service & returns with a new goal! enroll in uni and get a bachelors in international relations. he has to work hard to study but uni years were much needed to just.. round him out as a person n be around so many new people n jst be some college kid !!
fast forward he's 25 with a degree & still kinda lost lmao! his sister who opened and ran a coffee shop (hint: sunset's very own lapis roasters) has a newborn baby and wants to rly focus on being a mom so she's like hey.. wna run this business for me while i'm gone? :) and it's been two & half years of sunjae as the owner. (it's sweet tho bc on their travels together they always bonded over good coffee and sunjae could tell she's rly passionate abt it so he gives it his all)
now he's 27 and still running lapis, it's good for him but unless you know him closely you wouldn't know he's the owner. acts like he's just another coffee roaster or barista
recently he's pursuing the idea of becoming a human rights lawyer & in his first year at a law school in daegu after a long trial of applying. sunjae's decided that even tho he's unsure exactly what his path will be, he wants to help people whether that's by fighting for them in court or just serving them the best cup of coffee they've ever had :)
PERSONALILTY & DETAILS
loosely inspired by ren from f4 thailand.. v observent of other people's feelings & can be so selfless that it's a flaw at times. putting everyone first & always quietly taking care of people in his own ways, covering the bill for dinner or just lending an ear. the type to rmbr the little details in a conversation w stranger and bring them up if they ever saw each other again
wld Die for his friends.. his homies.. the leo loyalty will be the death of him bc even if his friends get in a stupid brawl u know he's jumping in to defend them. loves to go out w them but doesn't drink much so he's always the dd & 'yes we'll get mcdonalds drive thru on the way home jst get in the car'
there's still a goofy side to him,, kinda like his inner child bc his youth was spent being consumed in sport so he loves teasing friends, using a shorter person's head as an arm rest, pulling harmless pranks etc etc
even tho sunjae grew up rich he never rly showed off his money n u prob wouldn't know abt his wealth until u see that he drives an audi r8 but again he doesn't make a big deal out of it tht's simply his car of choice LOL
knows how to play piano! prob sneaks a couples songs in at lunar flare when there's no one around
developed a smoking habit somewhere down the line that's been hard to kick but he tries to keep it more of a secret (sneaking up late on the rooftop)
PLOTS
rich kid squad: also loosely inspired by the squad from f4 thailand.. the people he grew up with bc their families were friends/attended the same rich people events lol. his found home rly, the kind of friends he would die for and they've been thru thick & thin together over the years - lots of dynamic possibilities here !!
designated driver: the guy u call when u need a way home, could be friends or could be that he happened to be driving one night and sees u walking drunk?? offers to give u a ride
sports/fitness pal: either someone he can hit with bc he still has the tennis skills (esp his killer serve) or someone to go bouldering/hiking with. alternatively someone he's teaching tennis to !
fellow weeb: the new shinkai movie is out... he's calling u up to join him. or simply chill anime watch parties at his place. snacks included
landlord: unbeknowst to u sunjae owns the small apartment building u live in.. maybe u openly complain abt the water pressure & magically it gets fixed the next day (he bought the building bc he got a load of inheritance & his dad said real estate is the best investment but truly he jst wants his tenants happy)
fake boyfriend: either for a day or an event or to make someone jealous he pretends to be ur boyfriend & he's p good at it.. humbles whoever u were trying to trick
confidant: someone who was screaming their sorrows off the rooftop when he went up for a smoke & then they ended up having a conversation and have been bumping into each other there ever since
almost lovers: the timing was just never right.. maybe he loved them too soon and they loved him too late or something else was stopping them from becoming what they wanted to be :/
something based off this :( maybe someone who was there when he was spiralling & cared a lot for him or just ends up being super upset on his behalf
random thoughts: someone taking advantage of his kindness or money / someone he's teaching to drive / someone he knows from church / friends from uni / little sibling figure!! / bad influence on him / mutual dislike or hateship / exes or past flings / childhood friend who always slept over at his + anything else we think of!
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softhairedhotch · 1 year ago
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HAHAHAHA NO WORRIES PLS TAKE UR TIME TO ANSWER MY ASKS!!!! hope u are had a good sleep n are taking care of urself 🫶🫶 and AWWW THANK U pleaseeeee i wish i really did actually Write Write 😪 i just have a very active imagination n too many thoughts...
BUTTT i have to admit.. i did come up with a male oc last time.. may have dumped many thoughts about him n aaron... the premise is that oc joined the BAU and somewhere along the line, aaron and him became FWBs 🤭🤭 n they text A LOT which forms the basis of their friendship n closeness.
i think some of these scenarios r SOOO FUNNY EMBARRASSING bc there's so many ways where i picture them getting close calls and ALMOST getting caught. like they're both super intelligent n responsible men but the moment they're insanely horny... their brains fly out the window 😭😭... but i'd say it'll be AGES before i ever publish something concrete bc i need to brush up my Descriptive writing skills first LMFAOOO (bc i'm more of an academic writer which just focuses on getting to the point so my vocabulary is like. Horrible.) but lmk if u ever wna hear any of them bc i'll be more than happy to share HEHEHE .
maybe one day i'd just come off anon n create an account to actually talk Talk to u but I'm Shy 😪👉👈 LMFAOOOOOO SORRY this is SOOOO funny thinking abt how i literally said the most god awful filthiest things abt aaron n im yapping abt being embarrassed
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I WANNA ANSWER YOUR ASKS IMMEDIATELY OUGH THEY'RE JUST SO GOOOOOD!! curse stupid silly tumblr app formatting asks so that i can't read it when i'm tryna answer </3 and GOD I GETCHA, that's how i used to be and sometimes get with some characters/fandoms but with aaron i just gotta WRITE !! i have way too many ideas though so i only get the short one-shots out and not the stuff i really wanna write, like the multi-chapter fics n angst and stuff with my ocs </3 i'm praying i can sometime soon
YESYESYEYESYESYESYSEY I LOOOOOOOOVE MALE OC'S HOLY FUCK PLEAE PLEASE PLESAEEEE LEMME KNOW ANYTJHING AND EVERYTHING ABOUT YOUR OCS!! like i live off of oc's, ESPECIALLY MALE OC'S oh my god i have SO MANY and so many plans for aaron x male oc fics. i have some mostly written but ending them is HARD.
i looove the idea of FWBs hehe that's sooo good. like they get stressed on a case and end up fuckin somehow (even better if it's the classic one bed trope) and oop it just becomes a habit hehe :') LMAOOO I LOVE THAT THO, THEM CONSTANTLY ALMOST GETTING CAUGHT BC THE MOMENT THEY'RE HORNY THEY BECOME DUMB NEEDY MEN LMFAOOO. i can imagine them just being silly n super casually walking to each others rooms at the hotel and like dave sees aaron walking toward's oc's room one night and is just like "you sure that's your room, aaron? 🤨" and aaron is just like "oh... right... yeah... wrong room" and walks back to his own room in embarrassment LMFAOOOO. dave cockblocked him fr BUT YES PLEASE TELL ME ALL OF YOUR THOUGHTS I WANNA HEAR THEM FOREVER AHHH ANYTHING ABOUT AARON N OC'S WOULD MAKE ME SO HAPPY
omgomgomg if you did that i would DIE i'd be SOOOOO EXCITED SDKHFKSDFJ but don't feel pressured to !!!! like i understand that you're shy hehe (me too!!!) but just know i would LOVE LOVE LOVEEEE to talk to you!! but i do love talking to you over anon too, so do whatever you feel comfortable with <3 feel free to carry on sending the filthiest asks, it makes my day lol (and feel free to talk about literally anything you want as well, i'd love to get to know you!!)
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sweetlilbambi · 2 years ago
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omg the last post was totally a joke but im so inactive here its kinda real trololololol but honestly i thought it was rly tumblr thats the problem (still kinda is) but i think its j the fandom in general :/ i love chris will always love him but idk!!! i find that theres more ppl im more interested on and its like easy for me to engage w ppl who shares the same love :3 n part of me feels stupid cos i kinda based my acc off of cevans only and i got burnt out n i dont think anyone will wna interact w things that arent cevans :c nd also i just wanna write/read more fluff idk i kinda got tired reading smuts all the time but theyre sooo great theres just time n place for them when it comes to me yk???? but ya
here’s my other stan list if anyone wna talk ab them: marauders, anthony/benedict bridgerton, pedro pascal, oscar isaac, triple frontier boys, rick flag, bloodsport, aaron taylor johnson, stranger things (hopper/eddie/steve), joseph quinn, andrew garfield/tasm!peter, criminal minds (hotch/spencer/emily), the boys, abbott elementary, fleabag n prob more LOLZ ok ily
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sasubaeuchithot · 2 years ago
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hey! i’ve been following u for a really long time on tumblr but oddly enough, have only gotten around to reading kizuna hikari recently. but i js wna say that that u did an awesome job, n drschwartz too with their definite vetting! i left kudos and a comment, but i wanted to make sure my praise rly got through, n since i follow u and m mutuals with drschwartz, i decided to drop it here. thank u so much for writing - not everyone can do it like u do:) i hope u decide to write more soon!
AAHHH thank you so much!!!!! drschwartz is the best publicist/editor I could ask for lmaooooo. I'm glad you liked it!!!
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noxtivagus · 2 years ago
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i get distracted so easily but i promise i'll get more done ! eventually aaaa 🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#i find it so amusing how wnvr i have a new interest i always get into it so deeply#a week ago i listened to sm architects songs n searched up sm lyrics n read articles too n now this week it's#switched to the 1975 n i'm listening to sm of their songs too n reading even more articles n watching stuff n YEAH N#oh dear. i shld be doing my assignments due like 24 hours from now n they're easy n i'm nearly done#that's the thing i'm srs nearly done but i keep on getting distracted 😭 n then other stuff too i wna do but forget hflkasdjfd#can't blame me though bcs isn't there just so much to life? n other than all these responsibilities n. survival i suppose. in this society#i just want to live n. learn everything. understand as much as i can and be understood.#be at peace w all the contradictions in life.. 'always' is never possible but i do know i'll endlessly keep on going on until my end#sorry. that doesn't really make sense i just contradicted myself 💀 theres rlly just sm n. it's weird bcs.. i've rlly known extremes so well#like w apollo i have a twin i know how it is to have. such a deep and close relationship with another person. we're like#familial soulmates fr so ik how to direct my energy so.. yk yeah so IDK HOW TO EXPLAIN BUT#maybe a better comparison is. yk when i love something i'm super passionate about it. obvious i have phases here n then but#i have. a wide range of interests but. arghhh no not quite that as well. so.. the range n that intensity? coexisting?#n it's overwhelming often bcs it's too much. n in the past trying to do more than i could rlly drained me like. sm at the same time#but then yk that time for me where i mostly just played ffxiv. uh. help i don't know how to say it n then i forgot what i was gna write#ah. it's just a lot. i really can't write it enough. such is one of the limits of being human#but.. the strong thought i have of how these stuff make more important things more meaningful is just#at the same time there's. another thought that battles it w a similar intensity. n i feel too deeply i think too much of it#but if you were to ask me how i was doing right now i'd say. perhaps stressed yes but i'm doing alright right now. actually maybe not#HELP NO I'M NOT DOING THIS ANYMORE I'M CONFUSING MYSELF W MY OWN WORDS 😭 dw tho i am fine just rather frustrated with time#i want to do so much but yk i have these priorities that i need to do.. i mean. not really 'need'. but.#ah i just love thinking of how life is in relation to society n its people n then w. i forgot how to say it.. but yk. just the universe#it's so heavy thinking about these heavy things so often. the intense desire to understand n be understood..#to learn and to be learned. or maybe these songs r making me think of how. there's just so much. in life n death n everything#there's so much i don't know n again n again i keep on saying that while there's so much i don't know in every single aspect#there's.. people that r specifically one of my greatest weaknesses w just how unpredictable we are. i love it though but at the same time#it's uh. yeah. thinking of time n the past n present n future n how it's filled with so much is something that i want to#i want to take all of it in but it's also so overwhelming n i'm just at odds with my own self rn but i'm fine#words aren't enough honestly. but i want to convey it somehow. so i'll do what is right for me. in time.
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seventeenytiny · 1 year ago
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hiii im litterally so obsessed with the elevator troubles with jisung. ur writing was so perfect its like my type 🙏😭😭, no but litterally im in loveeee 🙈 i dont see alot of han x reader fics with your type of writing and i just wanted to compliment u on ur way of writing 🩵🩵, ive also read the 1am fic, n lowkey i gotta say.., ur work is lowkey making me wna start writing again 😭😭❤️❤️. keep going and i wish u the best mwahhh 🙈❤️
- anonnie 💕
Hi!! I'm so glad you liked the story, it totally makes my day when i get messages like this. You should totally start writing again!! just take it slow and only do stuff you wanna do. If you do start writing feel free to tag me in your posts, I'd love to read them. Hope you have an amazing day 💕
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b1mbodoll · 8 months ago
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ok my loves, unfortunately my app keeps crashing when i try to reply :( idk whats happening!!! ill try agwin later i promise!!! n ps i wont be replyin to asks regarding more kinks / concepts / idols you’d like to see bc i dont wna spam plus it was for me to see what my followers want! but i promise im lookin thru them n takin notes!!!!!
tryinf to reply to asks n my tumblr keeps crashing !!! who is praying on my downfall . ill find u .
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nerice · 3 years ago
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there is (1) rly good creative writing masters that is actually project focused in my country. but bro im not moving to sachsen they main-vote afd there
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bkghq · 2 years ago
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hi hi i saw your requests were open? i was wondering if i could request a scenario where reader remembers how bad she used to be treated in high school by her friends, and she comes across a report she made a long time ago to her teachers about her being bullied online for her looks and being called really vulgar names by boys, but now it’s made her indifferent to expressing emotion and she starts crying when she sees the report, so bakugou comforts her? maybe takes her out to eat? i’m so sorry if this is too much, i’m in my last year of highschool kinda sitting around the sidelines and I remembered how bad it used to be which ruined my whole day😭 have a good day/night :)
ᝰ INCLUDES ⋮ bakugo katsuki x fem! reader
— CONTENT WARNING ⋮ angst w fluff ending, bullying, past trauma, best boyfriend katsuki, use of the endearment 'pretty girl' twice (other than that its pretty much gn)
— BONUS ARYA ⋮ hello luv ! ! m so sry it took me superr long to get to ur request,,,, first n foremost i wna say that i love u so much n im always here for u,,, im so sry u had to go thru something like this, i hope this piece can make ur day a bit better ! ! also my inbox is always open if u wna talk <3
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ever since you were three you’ve felt as if you were a fighter, a fighter fighting through the rough reality of being quirkless. it was not only hard mentally but also affected your school life gravelly. from being being bullied to being called vulgar words. you were from the very start a prey for this world full of predators.
however, life seemed to get better when you met your boyfriend pro hero dynamight. even though you were a quirkless nobody as per you, bakugo knew you were special. and at times he didn’t understand how someone as sweet, loving and caring as you could feel as if they were a nobody.
you’re everything and more he could’ve asked in a partner, and listening to things you went through, through-out your school life made him sick. because he knows he made someone else make the same way as people made you feel.
thinking about how he was once the predator preying on someone who he thought was a quirkless nobody.
he has changed though, bakugo katsuki is a changed man and he proves it to you on every occasion he can that he is no more a predator, he is now an alibi to protect people like you, who are bullied for something they can’t control.
and he succeeded in it. you had no longer thoughts about people who bullied you, it was a chapter in life that you had shut closed and you were finally happy in life, so so happy.
however, everyday is an up and down.
one evening while you’re boyfriend was showering you stupidly enough decided to go through some old stuff of yours. and thats when you found it, a hardcopy of the report you’d once written to your homeroom teacher in 11th grade when things had gotten really really bad for you.
your curiosity got the best of you, and even though the small voice in the back of your head begged you— it begged you to not read it, not read through the trauma you’ve faced, something you always wanted to shut down and never open again, you did it anyways.
you skimmed over the format diving straight to the main matter of the report.
i’m writing this letter to you to bring a very important issue to your attention and i’m hoping you can help me. i’m a student in your grade, along with 20 other students. as you may already know i’m quirkless and that has taken a toll on my mental health ever since i was big enough to realise what being quirkless meant. however, i’ve been continuously bullied and harassed by my fellow students. being called stuff like ‘useless’, ’stupid’, quirkless idiot’ and many other words which are extremely harsh. on many occasions my fellow classmates have told me to take my own life because im so ‘useless’.
recently my house address has been leaked by someone and i have experienced my fellow batchmates throwing stones at my window. i feel highly unsafe. it was bearable when it was just verbal abuse but now it’s getting out of hands and i’m quite literally scared for my life—
you clutched the piece of paper tightly, not wanted to read anymore. it was so painful reliving those times. it felt as if you were stuck again, stuck in the constant loop of being bullied and tortured. continuously being told to end your life. 
thinking about it all restricted your breathe, it coming out in pants as tears flowed through your eyes freely.
it hurted so bad, your heart felt so fucking heavy, all these things all this trauma that you, as a 16 year old faced has affected you even when you're a grown up.
opening upto people, talking about your feeling, all of this has made it so hard for you. how indifferent you are just because you didn't have a quirk.
“babe have you seen-“ bakugo said as he came out of the shower with only his sweatpants on, though he stopped mid- sentence when he found you on the edge of bed clutching a paper in your hand and crying.
without wasting another second bakugo rushed to your side, sitting infront of you on the floor on his knees, taking the piece of paper from your hand and placing your small hands in his huge calloused ones.
“wha’s wrong pretty girl?” he asked rubbing his thumb on your palms as worry laced his feature.
sniffling you said, “’s nothin’ Important ‘suki, ’s jus’ my old report i wrote to my homeroom teacher.” bakugo’s hand moved to your face wiping away your tears
“what report sweet girl?” he asked, while his one hand stroked your cheek and the other held your hand.
you looked down, a fresh set of tears forming in your eyes, your lower lip wobbled as you sighed,”’s from back when the bullying….” you looked up at the ceiling still not meeting your boyfriend’s worried gaze,”……’s from back when the bullying got really bad, ’n i know ’s stupid cryin’ over it now but—“
bakugo stood up in a heartbeat and engulfed you in a hug, “’s not stupid baby, don’ beat yourself up, your feelin’s are valid.” he pulled back holding your face in his hands, his thumb stroking your cheek bones, “gosh i hate those fuckers, wish i coulda beat the shit outta each ’n every one of them.” he angrily said, though a softer tone still visible in his voice.
a choked chuckle left your mouth at his words, soon followed by another sniffle,”’s alright i’ve got you now.” you smiled at him hugging his waist and snuggling your neck in his broad chest.
“you w’na go out pretty girl? jus’ you ’n me out on a date? we can go wherever you want?” he whispered in your ear as he hugged you tightly letting you embrace him. bakugo placed a chaste kiss on the top of your head waiting for your answer.
“……even to the cafe you don’t like because there are so many cheesy couples?” you asked face still buried in his chest as you enjoyed the warmth that his body radiated.
“yeah, even that shitty cafe you like so much.” he grumbled, but he knew— he knew that he was more than to take you to that shit ass cafe with the cheesiest couples if it meant that you’d be happy and smiling again.
“yeah, yeah i’d love to go with you ‘suki.” you replied pulling away the slightest so you can look into his beautiful crimson eyes that brought you so much warmth.
bakugo nodded his head and gave you the softest smile, a smile only and only for you. 
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holden-caulfield · 3 years ago
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Definitely Soft
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REQUESTED: "HI LOVE if requests are open, could I get a kaz and reader where he's a softy for her and jesper and nina is constantly teasing him about it but he can't do anything bcs it's true and once maybe he's yelling at the rest bcs a heist went wrong or sumn but the moment she enters the room he shuts up and everyones all smirky???? its totally fine if you don't wna write it but thanks darling!!!💞"
SUMMARY: kaz is the only one that can't see how the reader can change him.
WARNINGS: alcohol mentions
WORD COUNT: 1297
A/N: the moment i read this request that scene of modern family came to my mind, so i HAD to use it in here. the lines from the iconic scene, even if slightly changed, are like this. thanks again for the request because it was lovely <3
also, i've been on a kind of writer's block recently so if this sucks, i'm very sorry but i'm trying of coming out of it :')
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"Tonight, you all proved to me what i had know for a long time," boomed Kaz's somber tone all over the four walls of the Slat.
The heist had gone wrong. Unusual. Kaz's plans never completely failed: he was always at least 2 steps ahead. But that night, they had failed.
Luckily, no one had gotten hurt, but Kaz didn't care much for who got hurt during their heists; or at least he hid it well. He was never the sentimental type, and yet every time you stumbled in the room, every time he caught your eyes, every time he heard your voice, he would completely change.
He wasn't Dirtyhands anymore, no; he was Kaz Rietveld. A young and foolish boy that never went through what Kaz Brekker went through, a boy that could still hope in a better future and in the goodness of people.
Kaz Brekker wasn't like that anymore, but you had a way of making him hope. You made his eyes soften, just the slightest. They weren't cold and analytical whenever they set on you. The corners of his lips curled just the tiniest bit, the hint of a smile that he would only show you in private, not in front of his entire crew. He still had a reputation, after all.
"You proved to me that you work poorly if you do not follow my orders. I hope this will serve as a reminder that there's a reason why we follow a plan." he finished.
Everyone's eyes were on him, everyone's but yours. You were sat on the stairs of the Slat, hidden from view, eavesdropping on his every word.
You hadn't been part of that night's job, so it was only fair you weren't present, but curiosity had had the best on you.
You loved Kaz in his entirety: you loved the Kaz you only could see, the one that seemed to actually have a heart, and you loved the Kaz that effortlessly led the dregs, the one with the sharpest mind you had ever encountered.
You had to admit that he could get a little too much sometimes: you had been sat on those steps for half an hour already, hearing him "encourage" his men to do better. You decided to stop their calvary and join the group.
"We lost a great opportunity tonight but-" he went silent and as he did so, everyone turned their faces to look where he was looking; you.
"Don't you think they've had enough for tonight, Kaz?"
His eyes immediately softened just by hearing your voice and it looked as if he had suddenly forgotten about all the kruge they had lost that night.
"Probably." he uttered. You saw Jesper smirking from the corners of your eyes, sat on a bar stool, mindlessly playing with the pearly handles of his revolvers. "Everyone get back to work."
You lightly shook your head as you made your way to the bar, finding yourself a seat next to Jesper and Nina. Kaz joined you.
"Maybe we should have brought her with us on the job, huh?" began Jesper, ordering a drink with a gesture to the barman.
"Then we wouldn't have heard a lecture but a love letter and i'm not sure i can bear Brekker talking about love a minute longer!" sighed Nina, flicking her hands in the air, motioning for the barman to bring her the usual.
"I never talk about love." stated almost defensively Kaz from behind them. "The lovestruck ones are you and your fjerdan if i'm not mistaken."
"He rarely is." you whispered to Nina with a smile, she just rolled her eyes.
"Exactly because i'm in love, Brekker, i recognize it when i see it." she raised her eyebrows in challenge but Kaz didn't look impressed.
He took a seat next to you and you smiled up at him. He visibly melted under your gaze and Jesper snorted lightly.
"Anything funny, Jesper?"
"Nothing, boss. It's just-"
"What?"
He gestured with his hands in the air, narrowing his eyes as if trying to find the right words.
"Maybe tonight didn't go as well because you didn't plan it as good."
Kaz's cold eyes came back and burned holes into Jesper's eyes.
"And what exactly do you mean by that?" his tone was hard and demanding; nothing like Jesper's.
"There is a time for planning heists and there is a time for hopelessly thinking about Y/n. Even you can't do both at once!"
You lightly shoved Jesper with your shoulder, but he just shrugged his shoulders.
Kaz was about to retort when the orders arrived: a drink for Jesper, a plate full of pastries for Nina. You deemed it best to have alcohol in your system - and Kaz's - so you stopped the bartender to ask two more drinks.
"Would you like to plan the next heist?" asked Kaz, mindlessly fidgeting with the handle of his cane. "I'd love to see in which gambler's cove you take us, but i'd like to remind you that our goal is to make money, not lose it."
If Jesper had been hurt by Kaz's words, he did not show it. You glared at the raven-haired boy, which suddenly did not look so proud of his comeback as he looked away from you.
"All it took was a look from her and he regretted that immediately. If that's not love, it's magic." chirped Nina from her own stool.
Kaz went back to glaring, now to both Nina and Jesper.
"Maybe she's a grisha, a new order, we should get her to Ravka!"
They kept on talking as if you and Kaz weren't seated right next to them. You found it quite funny but you knew Kaz wasn't. You only hoped Jesper and Nina would have stopped soon or you would have had to drag Kaz away.
Ever since you and Kaz had gotten closer, teasing him had become their favorite pastime. Sometimes he joined in, playing it off as a joke, but sometimes he simply walked away, a scowl painted on his beautiful sharp features.
As the two crows kept on talking, Inej came up from behind them, unseen as always.
She took a place next to Kaz and began, "A job. West stave. We could probably go tonight if we're quick enough."
Kaz's eyes lit up at the prospect of a new heist, he was probably very glad the night wouldn't have been completely wasted.
Kaz got up from the chair and walked to the middle of the club again, the sound of his cane hitting the floor reverberating through the whole place.
You got up to go after him, Jesper and Nina hot on your tail: apparently they weren't finished with their teasing. You sighed but you didn't want to argue with them now.
He got to the center, surrounded by you and the other crows. He hit his cane on the floor, catching the attention of the other dregs.
"Listen up, you idiots!" he crowed, his voice making everyone's eyes turn towards him.
You looked up at him, one eyebrow raised at the word 'idiots'.
He seemed to realize and immediately changed his tone. "Not you Y/n, you're an angel and we're thrilled you're here."
Jesper couldn't hold back his laughter this time and said under his breath, "Soft."
"I'm not soft." retorted back Kaz, glaring at him like only Kaz Brekker could do.
"Sure, boss. Not at all."
Kaz went back to explaining the new plan for the night, giving orders about what needed to be done during his absence.
Jesper turned around to face you. "Definitely soft."
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judeswhore · 3 years ago
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dude, ever since that tiktok and your smut, all I can think about is Mason absolutely railing you from behind on that couch 🥵🥵🥵
lord u all need to stop doing this to me bc i say i’m finished with smut then BAM u make me wna write more,,, this is pure smut and nothing else
warnings: 18+, smut, swearing, spitting, hair pulling, spanking, unprotected sex (be safe besties)
tease - mason mount
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Teasing Mason from behind his phone while he’d been filming his first Tiktok was probably one of the best ideas you’d had in a while and it had gotten you exactly what you wanted. Your boyfriend so riled up that he forgot all about being gentle and had his way with you in that rough demanding way you hadn’t experienced in so long. You’d tortured him while he’d tried to film, slowly slipping your clothes off until you were standing in just your lacy underwear and Mason’s eyes had gone almost black at the sight.
So now you were on your knees on his sofa, chest against the soft velvet, fingers gripped so tight on the edge while Mason fucked you from behind, one hand gripping your hip, the other wrapped tight in your hair for some sort of stability. You were settled on the L part of the sofa and every harsh thrust of Mason’s hips had your nipples brushing over the soft velvet cushions.
“You’re such a brat, Y/N.” He grunted with a particularly hard thrust, his fingers on your hip definitely leaving semi permanent bruises that you wouldn’t be able to look at without blushing. Your whimpered reply didn’t satisfy Mason and he tugged a little harder on your hair.
"I'm sorry," Your words were almost a whine, the noises you were making pathetic to your own ears and they made Mason tut softly, his hand pushing slightly at your back to make you push your arse higher. It made him push in deeper and your head flopped, a cry pulling from the back of your throat. "Mase, please."
You were on the edge, his hard thrusts pushing you closer and closer but he'd paid absolutely no attention to you clit and that was where you needed him most. You knew one swirl of the tip of his finger would have you cumming in seconds but he was punishing you. You'd teased him so he'd do the same, you'd be lucky if he actually let you cum at all. As if he could read your mind, he confirmed your thoughts paired with a harsh slap to one arse cheek, and you clenched around him.
"I don't think you're sorry at all, sweetheart. In fact, I think you'd do it again and I don't think girls like you should be allowed to cum." Mason pulled out of you, dick settled on one arse cheek and traced his finger down your spine. "I think I should fuck that pretty little mouth of yours and leave you for the night."
You shuddered at his words and the soft trail of his finger, head shaking as you pushed up on to your elbows, ignoring the way they shook beneath your weight. The sight you were met with when you turned your head to look over your shoulder had wetness pooling at the apex of your thighs, turning you into an even bigger mess than you already were. Mason’s hair was stuck to his forehead with sweat, cheeks and chest flushed pink and his eyes were darker than you’d ever seen them. He looked so good you let out a whimper and wiggled your arse in his direction.
“Mason, please let me cum.” He dropped his gaze from yours and instead focused his attention between your legs and you subtly spread them wider to give him a better view, his lips tilting into a smirk when he clocked the action. His throat worked slightly, both hands pressing against each of your arse cheeks, spreading you just that little bit more and then you watched him spit, a soft gasp puffing from you when you felt it drip through your folds, Mason’s fingers darting down to use it to rub your clit, your thighs clenching, hips bucking slightly.
You whined when Mason pulled his fingers away again, a satisfied smirk still on his lips. He met your eyes over your shoulder and sent you a warning look that made you tingle.
“You don’t cum until I say you can, okay?”
“Mason-“
“You cum when I tell you to or you don’t cum at all, princess.” Your eyebrows drew together but you managed a nod, knowing full well if you argued you’d end up spending the rest of the night sexually frustrated. You knew he was going to draw out your orgasm as long possible until you were a quivering mess and you didn’t know which was worse. “There’s a good girl.” He hummed, fingers massaging your arse cheek before landing yet another slap, the skin probably marked with his print.
Mason was slow in pushing back into you, burying himself completely inside of you with a groan that outmatched your moan of his name.
“Fuck, always feel so fucking good for me, baby.” He leant his knees further on the sofa and crowded over your back, hand sliding around to cup your throat, fingers splayed across your neck to tip your head back for him. You arched slightly to make the position easier, Mason’s face hovering above yours and you opened your mouth before he even asked you to.
He spat directly into your mouth, fingers tightening around your throat so he could feel you swallow before he pressed his mouth over yours in a messy kiss. You whimpered against his lips when he shifted his hips a little and then he was straightening up again, hands taking their original positions. The one in your hair kept your head tilted backward and your back arched so he could repeatedly thrust his cock as deep as possible, the sounds of him pushing into you making your head spin.
You could feel him everywhere despite the fact he was hardly touching you, the phantom whisper of his breaths fanning against your neck. He kept changing his pace, fucking you with fast shallow strokes one second and then changing to deep hard ones the next, the constant change bringing your orgasm and then letting it fizzle out before you reached your high. You deliberately clenched around Mason’s length, choking on a moan when he gave to sharp slaps to your already sore skin.
“Can feel how close you are, pretty girl, am I that good?” The cocky edge to his voice shouldn’t have made your inner walls flutter the way they did but Mason noticed, the action causing his hips to stutter and a half broken grunt to echo into the air. “Fuckin’ hell.”
You threw one of your hands back to grip Mason’s forearm, nails biting into his skin until he was hissing and pulling tighter at your hair in its make shift ponytail. He pulled out of you again but gave a few soft thrusts so the tip of his cock bumped your clit, lubricating it with your wetness before pushing straight back into you. His fingers now circling your clit as your orgasm hurtled towards you.
You knew you were about to cum, you could feel your legs shaking, your moans more like cries as you repeatedly begged for Mason to just let you come undone. You felt a little light headed and you knew tears were gathering in your eyes at the force of holding back but Mason didn’t falter just thrusted that little bit harder.
“Know you can hold it a little longer, baby.”
“Can’t, Mase, please, I-“ You covered your mouth with one hand, Mason’s grip on your hair the only thing keeping you upright and let the clenching of your pussy draw Mason to his own orgasm. His hips became sloppy and he’d barely gotten his words out to tell you to cum before you were crying out and slumping forward, your orgasm so intense white spots danced behind your eyelids.
You felt Mason still behind you as he came, his moans soft, your name sounding sinful coming from his mouth in such a manner. He’d let go of your hair, both hands gripping your hips for leverage as he fucked you through your orgasm, your cheek pressed into the velvet of his sofa as you tried to catch your breath. Your eyes refused to open and you jolted slightly when Mason brushed his fingers over the side of your face. You heard the smirk in his voice even as it shook slightly from the force of his own orgasm and his words made goosebumps rise over your arms.
“Gonna have to strip like that more often if I get to fuck you like this every time.”
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ihatebnha · 2 years ago
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imo i dnt mind when writers give yn specific physical n personality characteristics. esp bc i think it’s impossible to create a yn tht everybody can relate to 100%. n sometimes it’s fun to read ab a yn that’s different than i am personality wise bc it’s like playing a role or smth💀. some writers like to be self indulgent w their fics n that’s okay all i ask is tht they put it in the content warnings beforehand of the characteristic they give reader which so many ppl fail to do😭 like if it’s so important to u tht yn has pink nipples n can blush a fiery, beet red then go ahead n write it idc just put a warning abeg so ppl know n aren’t caught off guard 🙏🏾 if u want yn to be 5’0 n hve to crane their head up to look at the character that’s fine just put a warning !! 😭 but it’s obvious when ppl write a fic that’s clearly meant to be short!reader but for some reason they dnt wna tag it as one so they just throw in that “doesn’t matter how tall u are the character is taller than u” just so they dnt get chewed out or smth. but then they’ll describe the character as being a foot n a half taller than yn💀 n it’s a regular modern au fic too not some fantasy au where they hve superpowers n shit where it’d be plausible for the character to be enormous. like u said it only works if u dnt think ab it too much bc im 5’10 so i’d hve to size up the character in my head to like 7’3 n that’s just...idk😭
YES to both sides of this!!!
Like certain things can be soooo enjoyable if you're expecting them, and like... no one deserves to be hated on for just writing what suits their fancy, but at the same time... TELL US! So we don't go in expecting one thing and come out feeling like we got spanked on the ass after a lot of good buildup. I don't mind details at all but I wanna know so I can block them out when I get to them💀💀💀
BUT THE WHOLE THING ABT FORCING SOMEONE TO IMAGINE A CHARA AS 7'3 IS STILL LAZY!!! In a way and a little bit, at least... cuz like, I don't care if I'm eyeball-to-eyeball with someone, you know? Even three-four inches taller is okay. EVEN SHORTER IS FINE LIKE... it happens.
(And maybe I just don't get it because size kink is relatively... meh to me, but) we're human!!! You'll be okay trying to find something else descriptive to say!
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