holden-caulfield

[holden-caulfield]

HOLDEN!! i’m reading ‘the catcher in the rye’ and all i keep doing is thinking of you 🫶🏼 i miss you how are you?

MYNA!!!! no wayyyy, that is actually an honor, i'm not even kidding🥹🥹

you absolutely have to tell me what you thought of it once you finish it! i'd love to know your opinion about it :)

i'm doing alright, just a little bored at the moment since i have no uni for a few months... i miss you so much too, how's life going??

[holden-caulfield]

i actually get that but i'm always scared someone's gonna come up in front of me and see my embarrassing makeshift flashlight so i just use the actual one and cover it so it doesn't make any light and i don't see where i'm going, i actually think that's the best choice, a little challenge✨

i tried that cause i was curious and another device went off when i tried talking to my phone so now i'm traumatized and scared, thank you

remember how i said "gNuGnUgNuH yOu sHoUld chAngE yOuR tHeMe bItCh iT hUrtS mY eyEs" actually don't do that cause i was looking for a white background to use as a flashlight and couldn't find one on my chronically dark themed phone but then i remembered your sociopathic tumblr theme and it saved me so thank you actually! u're a real one bestie 🤍

first of all, i might sound absolutely insane for this but hear me out: i've been told (and this might be fake so i don't really know) that phones nowadays have this really cool feature (again, never tried it myself so i don't know) called a flashlight???? i have no idea but it's supposed to make a light so you can see things better in the dark and not use your screen... anyway, just a tip for you bestie!

and now, i'm gonna be serious again: i might change it just out of spite. i really just might. making it absolutely pitch black. my next theme is actually gonna absorb light, it's gonna be insane.

[holden-caulfield]

remember how i said "gNuGnUgNuH yOu sHoUld chAngE yOuR tHeMe bItCh iT hUrtS mY eyEs" actually don't do that cause i was looking for a white background to use as a flashlight and couldn't find one on my chronically dark themed phone but then i remembered your sociopathic tumblr theme and it saved me so thank you actually! u're a real one bestie 🤍

first of all, i might sound absolutely insane for this but hear me out: i've been told (and this might be fake so i don't really know) that phones nowadays have this really cool feature (again, never tried it myself so i don't know) called a flashlight???? i have no idea but it's supposed to make a light so you can see things better in the dark and not use your screen... anyway, just a tip for you bestie!

and now, i'm gonna be serious again: i might change it just out of spite. i really just might. making it absolutely pitch black. my next theme is actually gonna absorb light, it's gonna be insane.

[holden-caulfield]

ohhh i'm so happy for you!! if that's what you want to do, i'm happy you can pursue it :)) i just know i could never have enough patience to be around kids so immense props to you!!

oh my god... two years is insane and i'm so so glad we can look forward to many more!! i'm truly so glad to have met you on here and to call you my mutual, your words mean so much to me ahhhh

i've been meaning to catch up with your work because even though we don't write for the same characters anymore, i love the ones you write for so i really hope i can do that next year hehe

thank you again and i hope the celebration goes on well for you!

💌 °·˚ | love letters! [ moots only ] send me this and i'll write a letter about how much ily <333

heheh i just love this prompt and i missed you a lot so i thought this was the perfect way to tell you!!

i saw that you started uni and got through the first semester, i really hope you enjoyed it!! and (you don't have to answer it obviously so don't worry) but i was wondering what course you chose! i don't think you already said it but i'm getting way too old to remember stuff lolll

i miss you sm stopppp! and thank you so much! i do primary teaching <33 so i don't know what it would be where you are, in scotland it's just primary and secondary schools so i'm getting a degree for teaching primary children yayay (which range from 4/5-12 years old.)

holden,

one of the first people i interacted with on my starter tumblr days and one i never want to not talk to. you are literally my oldest tumblr friend on here and i'm so happy for it!

we don't write for the same characters as commonly anymore but i still strive to see your account and catch up because you are one of my favourite people on here and have always been so kind to me in such a welcoming way.

thank you for always being here for me, we've literally been mutuals on tumblr for basically over two years which is insane and i appreciate you more than you know. you're brilliant and the way you write is so soft and comforting, truly a talent on this platform that deserves recognition and appreciation.

i love you loads,

myna <33

[holden-caulfield]

omg i'm so happy for youuuu <333

i know how stressful uni can get so i'm really glad you ended your semester and can now enjoy some peace! how was it tho?? did you like it??

─ 𝐔𝐍𝐈 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.

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i have finally finished semester one of my first year uni life! while i love my learning, i'm so happy it's over and it means i get a break and can come back here for a temporary stay <33

this celebration will run from 19 december to 26 december! so send as many you like, no need to hold back and have fun just send the emoji the choice matches to <33

𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐁𝐄𝐑 𝐈'𝐌 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐋𝐘 𝐒𝐅𝐖 !!

📁 ₊˚⊹ | blurbs! use my prompt's via my boyfriend post or any other prompt you'd like and a character ( see my character list first ) and i'll write a blurb based on this!

💌 °·˚ | love letters! [ moots only ] send me this and i'll write a letter about how much ily &lt;333

🍎 ₊˚⊹ | ships! send me this with a description of yourself - include preference of fandom and gender preference as well as your personality and i'll match you up with any of my fandoms.

tagging some moots i love ; @venuslore @strvwcherie @thyme-in-a-bubble @spiderfunkz @rafesmuse @midniteluv @mystcldydrms @ghostlyfleur @leydileyla @holden-caulfield

[holden-caulfield]

rewatching just those two episodes for THAT THING is insane. and not in a good way. getting traumatized by jjk is actually better than that.👀

ayo bitch (affectionate) i somehow just remembered you're a steven grant girlie as well (i was redoing my whole theme for giniralkeregan and stalked ur account to see if you also had the issue with headers being resized by bitchass (derogatory) tumblr on desktop and that's how i found your old textposts about him) would you ever consider writing for him (i didn't find anything saying so in ur masterlist)??? (i don't have ideas yet but if i did could i send you some?? 👀)

ayo bitch (affectionate) when i tell you this is the last thing i expected to find in my inbox lmao

i love my man steven, i really really do but i was shocked to just find this when i woke up. anyway. i am kind of in an everything slump and that includes writing BUT if you do have some bomb ideas (as you always do) i'd love to hear those and maybe they could make me want to write again🥹

that would actually be just insane and absolutely amazing because i need to start doing something again??? instead of rotting in my room doing nothing???? yeah probably! so ideas are more than welcome!! and that includes anyone else who might have cool ideas👀

also, i have no idea what happened with headers. i haven't opened tumblr on a pc in a while and i couldn't find it in me to change my theme in forever so i'm afraid i can't be of any help... i hope you worked it out tho!!

(and just saying but a steven grant inspired theme? that would be kinda cool y'know?)

ok i'm done talking. grinch out.

[holden-caulfield]

the backstory to all of this LMAOOOO, IMMACULATE.

SO. i kinda wanna do a rewatch of moon knight too cause that show was soooo good but i have no energy to watch a movie, let alone a tv show... i'm really hoping christmas break makes me want to enjoy regular activities again cause dammmmn all the depressions are depressioning a bit too much lmaoooo

and i will 100% enjoy receiving moon knight ideas in my inbox, i really look forward to that :'))))

HAHAHHAHAHAH i am evil and titanium white is EVIL. i might change it soon cause you kinda made me want to change it but i have to think about it... this blinding white and scarlet red is giving something and i love that✨

my bitchy self would have gone for an even more blinding theme but i doubt i can do better lol

ayo bitch (affectionate) i somehow just remembered you're a steven grant girlie as well (i was redoing my whole theme for giniralkeregan and stalked ur account to see if you also had the issue with headers being resized by bitchass (derogatory) tumblr on desktop and that's how i found your old textposts about him) would you ever consider writing for him (i didn't find anything saying so in ur masterlist)??? (i don't have ideas yet but if i did could i send you some?? 👀)

ayo bitch (affectionate) when i tell you this is the last thing i expected to find in my inbox lmao

i love my man steven, i really really do but i was shocked to just find this when i woke up. anyway. i am kind of in an everything slump and that includes writing BUT if you do have some bomb ideas (as you always do) i'd love to hear those and maybe they could make me want to write again🥹

that would actually be just insane and absolutely amazing because i need to start doing something again??? instead of rotting in my room doing nothing???? yeah probably! so ideas are more than welcome!! and that includes anyone else who might have cool ideas👀

also, i have no idea what happened with headers. i haven't opened tumblr on a pc in a while and i couldn't find it in me to change my theme in forever so i'm afraid i can't be of any help... i hope you worked it out tho!!

(and just saying but a steven grant inspired theme? that would be kinda cool y'know?)

ok i'm done talking. grinch out.

[holden-caulfield]

ayo bitch (affectionate) i somehow just remembered you're a steven grant girlie as well (i was redoing my whole theme for giniralkeregan and stalked ur account to see if you also had the issue with headers being resized by bitchass (derogatory) tumblr on desktop and that's how i found your old textposts about him) would you ever consider writing for him (i didn't find anything saying so in ur masterlist)??? (i don't have ideas yet but if i did could i send you some?? 👀)

ayo bitch (affectionate) when i tell you this is the last thing i expected to find in my inbox lmao

i love my man steven, i really really do but i was shocked to just find this when i woke up. anyway. i am kind of in an everything slump and that includes writing BUT if you do have some bomb ideas (as you always do) i'd love to hear those and maybe they could make me want to write again🥹

that would actually be just insane and absolutely amazing because i need to start doing something again??? instead of rotting in my room doing nothing???? yeah probably! so ideas are more than welcome!! and that includes anyone else who might have cool ideas👀

also, i have no idea what happened with headers. i haven't opened tumblr on a pc in a while and i couldn't find it in me to change my theme in forever so i'm afraid i can't be of any help... i hope you worked it out tho!!

(and just saying but a steven grant inspired theme? that would be kinda cool y'know?)

ok i'm done talking. grinch out.

[holden-caulfield]

this was so wholesome omg thank you for tagging me!!

open tags for everyone who wants to join because this is beautiful :)

I need everyone to take this quiz right now and reblog what element they get

[holden-caulfield]

thank you for including me!! <3

Nikolai Lantsov Fic Recs

Darling by @enchantedfairys-world

A Dwindling, Mercurial High by @syllvane

Unnamed by @heliads

Yours No More by @theowritesstuff

Unnamed by @babesiamthemenace

Ridiculous, Right? by @holden-caulfield

Run Away With Me by @sumsebien

An Exhausted Smile by @writing-havoc

I Want You, Bless My Soul by @myhairpintrigger

It Will Be Enough by @amsgrey

Prince of Fools by @corpsebasil

The Art of Pretension by @fleurspun

Just Friends by @corpsebasil

Peace and Quiet by @bladeinthedark

Brother and Sister (not incest!) by @corpsebasil

Enchanted by @in-my-feels-probably

My Queen by @pregnant-piggy

One Bed by @wh0refornikolailantsov

In Emerald Hearts, Emerald Minds by @undiscovered-horizon

Come on Back to Me by @atlabeth

Bound By Blue Ribbon by @hyperfixatedonthisnow

[holden-caulfield]

maryyyyyy i can't wait to celebrate every single milestone of your new account!!! we'll be having a celebration every week and i'm here for it😎

𝟐𝟎𝟎 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍.

tyty for 200 followers i'm so proud of seeing this wee account grow everyday <33

choose which planet of the solar system you wish to recieve! you can send as many asks as you like :))

this is open from mon 19 june to fri 23 june.

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earth 🌍 ─ send me a prompt and i'll respond which character i write for it mostly resonates with. i may follow up with a small concept!

jupiter 🌕 ─ ships! they're back because i love them ; send me this with information about yourself [ you have to include your chosen fandom and gender preference ] and i'll ship you with someone.

saturn 🪐─ cyma <33 send me a concept and i'll cast my mutuals.

mars 🌖 ─ kmk ; send me three characters of any of my fandoms and i'll choose who to kiss, marry, kill.

mercury 🌘 ─ recommendations. tell me a bit about yourself and if you prefer video games, movies/tv, or books and i'll recommend you something of that choice!

venus 🌒 ─ opinions! ask me about anything whether it's a character, a celebrity, show etc and i'll try to give an in-depth opinion.

uranus 🌑 ─ send me this and i'll recommend you one of my favourite songs based on what i feel your aesthetic is [ mutuals only ]

neptune 🌔 ─ love letters. send me this and i'll write you a love letter [ mutuals only ]

tagging some mutuals <3 - @solarluvs @thyme-in-a-bubble @midniteluv @rafesmuse @reyhanahasanli @bpdtistic @holden-caulfield @imabee-oralizard @mystcldydrms @lavenderacademia @lazydreamer19 @songs4themoon @fxllfaiiry @ghostlyfleur

[holden-caulfield]

LOVE THAT EGG DISH SO MUCH OMG!!! and the name is yoakley😩😩😩😩

cinnamon roll ; cyma ─ send me any scenario to cast my mutuals as something.

cyma random things in your room! :)

this is cute! i'm adding pictures just cause <33

you as yoakley my egg dish!

@solarluvs as blueberry my social anxiety cow <3

@rafesmuse as miso my dumpling insence holder

@thyme-in-a-bubble as my homemade café stand

@fxllfaiiry as my bee wax burner

@songs4themoon as my crochet sunflower

[holden-caulfield]

i don't know how but you guess every. single. one.

cinnamon roll ; cyma ─ send me any scenario to cast my mutuals as something.

cym as: your favorite drinks.

i'm the most boring person when it comes to drinks, it's water or café drinks... that's it hehe

oat matcha latte [ with white mocha ] as you

oat chai tea latte [ with vanilla ] as @solarluvs

oat hot chocolate as @thyme-in-a-bubble

redbush tea with oat milk as @fxllfaiiry

oat mocha [ with peppermint ] as @holden-caulfield

[holden-caulfield]

this is the best compliment i've ever received, wow

cinnamon roll ; cyma ─ send me any scenario to cast my mutuals as something.

cym as: your favorite magical / supernatural beings.

in loveeeeeee !!

fairies as you <3

angels as @solarluvs

ghosts as @bpdtistic

mermaids as @midniteluv

sirens as @holden-caulfield

witches as @thyme-in-a-bubble

vampires as @rafesmuse

[holden-caulfield]

PRETTIEST COLOUR.🧡

cinnamon roll ; cyma ─ send me any scenario to cast my mutuals as something.

cyma colours! 

LOVE LOVE LOVE because i associate everyone with colours this is great!

warm beige/cream as you

sage green as @solarluvs

powder purple as @reyhanahasanli

sunset orange as @holden-caulfield

faded pink as @bpdtistic

sunshine yellow as @midniteluv

faded warm red as @rafesmuse

tanned brown as @songs4themoon

powder orange as @fxllfaiiry

[holden-caulfield]

heheh congrats!!! <333

𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝐅𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐑 𝐂𝐄𝐋𝐄𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍

hi! i was very sad having a pan eu chocolat and oat vanilla coffee in my room when i thought i'd celebrate my new account hitting 100 followers.

so fitting to the moment ; it's bakery themed.

thank you so much for making my wee account grow, i love you all and feel free to choose what you order!

you can request anything you'd like, as many requests as you want, and remember ; sfw asks only!

this is open from sun 28 may to fri 2 june.

pan eu chocolat ; blurbs ─ send me a concept of anything you'd like, a scenario, prompt, whatever you desire of any of the characters i write for and i'll write a short blurb <33

strawberry tart ; ships ─ send me some information about yourself ( personality, personality type, looks if you're comfortable, gender preference and anything else you'd like ) with your chosen fandom and i'll ship you with someone.

fandoms you can request from ; harry potter, marvel, stranger things!

cinnamon roll ; cyma ─ send me any scenario to cast my mutuals as something.

chocolate brownie ; moodboards ─ send me a character and any concept, colour etc and i'll create a mood board of it.

tagging my mutuals ; @solarluvs @thyme-in-a-bubble @bpdtistic @midniteluv @reyhanahasanli @holden-caulfield @rafesmuse @imabee-oralizard @mgcldydrms @lavenderacademia @lazydreamer19 @royalmaybank @songs4themoon @fxllfaiiry @fleurfairie @mellifluousart @dracoscene

[holden-caulfield]

thank you for including me!!! <333

nikolai lantsov rec masterlist

in passing | drabble, fluff | @ell0ra-br3kk3r-writes

my heart, truly yours | imagine, angst | @wheres-mylove

darling queen | one shot, fluff | @i-am-become-a-pen

healer's duties | one shot, fluff, a bit of angst | @fleurspun (one of my faves)

the art of pretension | one shot, fluff | @fleurspun

proud of you | imagine, fluff | @goldengoddess (thanks for this comfort fic!)

old sweatshirt | imagine, flangst | @clairecrive

quicksand and exhaustion | imagine, soft fluff | @i-am-become-a-pen

an ocean away | imagine, flangst | @thebadgerclan

yours no more | one shot, flangst | @theowritesstuff

can't sleep | drabble, fluff | @augustwithquills

ridiculous, right? | imagine, fluff | @holden-caulfield

nightmares and enemies | imagine, flangst | @corpsebasil

aftermath | two shot, flangst | @thebadgerclan (this is part 2)

wanting was enough | one shot, flangst | @genyakosstyk

salt in the wound | imagine, flangst | @in-my-feels-probably

i want you, bless my soul | imagine, fluff | @myhairpintrigger (nikolai is so taylor swift coded)

sobachka | drabble, fluff | @ell0ra-br3kk3r-writes

the princess that never was | imagine, flangst | @mr-mandalorian

it will be enough | one shot, flangst (mostly fluff) | @amsgrey

3 times, 3 words | imagine, fluff | @bey0nd-1he-stars

thunderstorms | imagine, fluff | @honeyfict

anchor | imagine, flangst | @bey0nd-1he-stars

young royals | one shot, flangst | @clairecrive

personal healer | imagine, flangst | @holden-caulfield

exes do it best | imagine, flangst | @corpsebasil

empty promises | imagine, angst | @igotanidea (warning: you might cry bc i almost did)