#i wish you luck with it lsdkfjas

[not-poignant]

would you ever write Crielle and Llud to be like… actually good people? I’m imagining them as loving parents that care about their son Gwyn, and will gladly raise their nephew Efnisien. Ngl just thinking about that is making me feel weird lmao.

Oh god no.

I don't even want to think about it, let alone write it.

It's like completely unmaking a person? To me it's like 'would you ever just write two completely different people and give them the same names?' and it's like no, I'd just write two completely different people in different names in a different story.

There is no universe in my mind where Lludd and Crielle are good people, and tbh if they were, they would unmake Gwyn and Efnisien too. It is the trauma that shapes Efnisien and Gwyn into the people they are today, so much so, that when Gwyn is removed from Crielle's care in The Nascent Diplomat, he still needs trauma to make him into a version of himself that we recognise.

I just don't want to unmake any of my characters and introduce pod people under the same name, anon. I'd rather just make new characters.

[transannabeth]

how're you doin, téa? i, for one, am currently trying to convince my cat not to eat trash

;laksjdflkasdjfklds i wish you the BEST of luck with that, convincing my dog to do anything is a nightmare, but maybe cats are easier? 

i’m Hecking Stressed a;lsdkfjs if you don���t mind me venting on this ask, but i have about 65 pages of psych reading to do today, 145 pages of regular reading to do for a review i have to post Tonight to netgalley, AND i’m currently rewriting the entire first five chapters of my manuscript for the poptart theory that i have to finish within a week and a few days so i can edit and get as many eyes as possible on it 

and i just remembered i have zine check ins coming up 

i need to manage my stuff better a;lsdkfja;sdlkfjsdlkfj i hope your cat stops trying to eat trash!! and i hope youre doing good!