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inkykeiji · 2 years ago
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hi clari!!! i don’t know if you have any advice but you’re the sex and love expert so i thought i would ask; i’ve been with my boyfriend for almost 4 years and for the past year or so i haven’t been sexually attracted to him. i’m not sure why or how since it wasn’t always like that but since then i haven’t really wanted to have sex with him specifically and have found myself wanting to have sex with someone more like masculine i guess and more rough (like the bad boy type i suppose) but i would never cheat or cross any lines. i just feel very confused on what i should do and sometimes i wonder if i’m still in love with him or just going through a super confusing time since i’ve never experimented with any other guy since he’s been my boyfriend since i was 17 :(
hello sweetpea!! <3
aaaah that’s a tough situation for sure!!! i’m not sure how useful my advice will be since i’ve never experienced this situation BUT i can give you my thoughts n then you can decide whether or not they’re useful/applicable to your specific situation! <3 keep in mind that these are purely my opinions and if something doesn’t jive with you, you should disregard it! you know you best!!
OKAY. so, to me, the fact that your eyes are wandering and you’re starting to question things and you’re beginning to feel unsure if this is what you want or why you’re even feeling this way is definitely an issue that needs to be thoroughly addressed and dug down to the root of what’s spawning these feelings and questions. you owe it to both yourself and your partner to figure this out, you know? if you aren’t happy or content anymore, you owe it to yourself to leave this relationship and start pursuing something that does make you feel happy and interested, and you owe it to your partner to let them go so they can also go out and find someone who is right for them.
i think the big question here, aside from *why* you’re feeling this way, is what’s holding you back? if you’re feeling unsatisfied, and you’ve been feeling this way for over a year, what is it that’s keeping you or holding you to this relationship? is it because he’s safe? is it because he’s comforting, since you’ve been together for so long and he was your first? is it fear that if you leave you may never find someone else? etc etc. we tend to stay with things that are familiar and comfortable for us so i think that potential feeling of fear is definitely something to investigate!
also!! i think it would be beneficial to ask why you’re not feeling attracted to him anymore, and if it truly is just sexual or if it bleeds into other areas as well. you say it’s because you’re feeling like you want someone more masculine and rough; is there any way he might be able to meet these requirements/satisfy these needs? is there any way that open and honest communication about how you feel your needs aren’t being met might improve the situation? are there any compromises you could come to that would make the both of you happy? if you think there’s a chance it might help, then i think it’s definitely worth exploring that avenue before ending the relationship. furthermore, are there any qualities that do attract you to him? physical or otherwise? what do you like/love about him? what makes him special to you? etc etc.
my boyfriend’s youngest brother’s ex girlfriend was basically having the same issue you are currently having. they had been together for five years, and she wanted to go out and explore the dating world more. she wasn’t 100% sure that he was what she wanted, and she was feeling curious and restless. (now, she pretty much told him that if she didn’t find anything better than him that she’d be back—please don’t do this lmao. it’s so rude and really insensitive and unfair; don’t expect someone to just wait for you while you’re off ‘trying new things’ and ‘seeing if there’s anything better’.) aside from that one line, though, i think she did the right thing and did what was best for both of them by ending the relationship. the way i saw it was, if you truly love someone, you don’t/won’t feel the need to go out there and see if there’s something better for you; you know you’ve got exactly what you want and you’re more than happy + thoroughly satisfied with that. does that make sense??? like, for example, i’ve been with my boyfriend for a long, LONG time (all throughout high school and uni!) and neither of us have ever felt like we needed to go out and see if there’s anything better because we both feel that we’ve got the best we could ever want.
waaaah i feel like this answer is kind of all over the place but hopefully there’s something you can glean from it that will be of use to you, sweetpea!!! it’s definitely a tricky and complex situation, and i feel like these thoughts and emotions can be so difficult to sort through, but at the end of the day it’s something only you can do and only you know the real truth about. i really, really hope this helps you at least a lil <3 i am rooting for you!!!
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odetolovers · 2 years ago
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how do i deal with learning to love my body? im not skinny, i have a bulge on my stomach that makes me look at myself with anger and hate. i have curves but if i try to flatter them with clothes, that bulge takes it away. ive been genuinely trying to eat less but i end up binging by night time because of being hungry all day. i cant exercise because of being sick. i just want to feel pretty. how did you get to a point where you loved your body? apologies.
for me before i loved my body i had to reach a point of just accepting it. my body doesn't always need to be what i or anyone else would consider beautiful - it's enough that it keeps me alive. you're not here to appeal to everyone or to meet beauty standards. you're here to experience life. you're never going to be able to punish yourself into loving yourself - sometimes you just need to take a step back and see that your body doesn't deserve to be hated. you don't deserve to feel like crap about yourself or live in a permanently hungry state. you deserve to experience life and all of its joys to the best of your ability! something else that was really healing for me too was realising how much i loved everybody else's features. for example, the person i love most in life has very severe body dysmorphia. she hates how she looks, but every time i see her i light up. every single feature she possesses that she hates so much, i adore. there will always be someone out there who admires you and thinks you are so, so beautiful. you don't need to perform or meet insane societal standards that half the time aren't even achieved without seriously unhealthy habits or plastic surgery. i know it's easier said than done, but you do deserve to feel happy in yourself. i think the road to that starts with accepting that that's true.
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mygnolia · 3 months ago
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i dont know what to say but i have had this exact same idea ( https://www.tumblr.com/mygnolia/758898006292627456/thoughts-on-making-yet-another-sunghoon-smau?source=share ) for the past 3 years 😭 but i wish to write it but i have zero confidence, i wish you do your best ^^
OMGGG WAIT WAIT NO. cuz if u have thought abt it and u want to do it YOU SHOULD DO IT PLEEK i have so many different smau ideas PLEASEEEEE I WOULD LOVE TO READ IT FROM SOMEONE ELSE !!!!!!!!!!!!! we were literally cooking up the same ideas BUT NO NONNIE PLEASEEE U SHOULD WRITE IT!!!!! if u ever want me to beta read I AM 100% DOWNNNN
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gay-dorito-dust · 3 days ago
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Hiii Author :D this is actually my first request, but could I ask for homocipher (especially my bb MR Crawling 🥺) when you kiss them for the first time pls and thank u 🙏
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Mr Crawling
Sweet boy is giggling, blushing and kicking his long ass legs after staying unsettlingly silent for five minutes.
He’s on cloud nine the moment you pressed your warm lips against his as sweetly as you did. He didn’t know what that thing you were doing exactly, kissing was a foreign concept to him but all he knows is that he wants you to do it again and again for eternity.
Kissing this cutie is a little sloppy when he’s trying to imitate you, but you can’t get mad at him when he’s smiling and giggling in happiness that he got to reciprocate the happiness you give him.
Seriously this man has become ten times more clingy as he’s smothering you in hugs while chirping and purring in your ear, nuzzling his face against your own.
Mr crawling will double, no triple you in affection and you’re legally not allowed to move until he’s done kissing every inch of your face and neck. He just wants to make you happy and if kissing is one way to do it then Mr Crawling will do it continuously and it’ll never get old.
He will honour the kiss forever and ever and ever.
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Mr Scarletella
Captain of the S.S Delusional over here.
You’re not helping his obsession with you. Not one bit after kissing him lightly as now he fully thinks this is you accepting his love and affection, letting him inside your heart as your one and only.
So have fun trying to get him off your back when he’s muttering shit like ‘mine. Love. Mine. Love. Mine. Love’ under his breath as he towers over you as you realised that this man was near inescapable.
And I mean he’s inescapable the moment you gave him that innocent little kiss on his lips. He’s smiling to himself as he runs his fingertips over his lips, still feeling your own there as his mind creates scenarios where your sat in his lap, kissing him to your hearts content and confessing your love for him.
So if you thought he was bad before, he’s fucking worse now and there’s little chance of escaping him. So good luck with all that, you will need it.
He won’t do anything to his lips in fear he’d wipe your kiss away, he’s savouring it and has the memory framed in his head as his most precious moment.
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Mr Silvair
Kissing is a concept he’s not privy to and so he’s seeing this as a potential experiment he could delve into deeper.
All for science is the motto for this dude I’m afraid. Mr Silvair doesn’t feel much outside of that and an occasional warmth that he pushes aside frequently.
He’ll probably ask you to do it again, not because he wanted you to but because he’s curious as to how each and every kiss feels, believing that each one has a different meaning behind them. He’d might even indulge in what sort of stimuli could trigger you to made such a bold move on your own accord.
So to him it wouldn’t mean as much as it would for you unfortunately but that’s not going to stop him from asking for more kisses, and or creating scenarios where kissing him was the ultimate goal, and all for science experimentation.
Totally not to satiate the need to feel the warmth those kisses gave him if only briefly. 👀👀
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Mr Gap
This dude doesn’t want a kiss, he wants your heart and not in the romantic sense.
You kissing him felt weird and he didn’t know whether to like it or hate it. So he mostly stays indifferent.
Seriously he’ll experience the kiss, scrunch his face up and still ask for your heart. Affection doesn’t exist within this dude at the slightest, and if it did it’s not by very much at all.
So kissing him wouldn’t exactly do much and he wouldn’t bother to reciprocate either, he’s still as fuck too so you might as well be kissing a stone statue.
Seriously. I’m not joking. I wish I was but I’m not.
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sukunasbow · 7 months ago
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you remind me of the colour blue.
pairings: charles leclerc x fem!verstappen!reader.
warnings: slightly inspired by ‘congratulations - mac miller.’
in which you’re finally ready to go public with your relationship to your brother’s friend.
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yourusername we’re headed to miami, baby 🌴
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charles_leclerc see you there ☺️
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user22 yoo?? max is fuming rn
user8 bro stop it’s just a normal comment they’re friends 😭
user12 charles??!
maxverstappen1 let’s goooo! ✈️✈️
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kellypiquet gorgeous as always y/n!
user11 ermmm…
francisca.cgomes so excited to see you bb 🤭
yourusername 😝 me too
pierregasly stay away from my girl, y/n😟
yourusername you mean..MY girl?
lorenzo_zurzolo y/n! you should come visit me next, mi manchi 😌
yourusername anche io! dovresti venire a trovarmi invece 🙂‍↕️
user12 y/n is friends with him?! HOW DID YOU GUYS MEET?!
user9 i think he went to a race a few years back and they met there since she was watching max, he mentioned it in a interview a while back
user39 lorenzo and y/n?? waitttt
charles_leclerc i think not
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yourusername getting ready for the sprint race!!
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maxverstappen1 wish me luck little sis
yourusername always 😊🤞
user1 think she’s gonna be wishing a certain ferrari boy luck…
redbullracing see you soon!
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user12 Y/N TELL US ARE YOU DATING CHARLES?
user9 sooo are you gonna address the rumours 🫢
user62 ARE YOU WITH CHARLES
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yourusername you remind me of the colour blue. 🩵
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charles_leclerc i love you so much.
yourusername luv u luv u luv u🫶🏻
user92 SOBBING 😭 so cute
user12 omg 🥹💗
maxverstappen1 treat her well, i know where you live
yourusername cus we live together…
user4 WAIT WHAT??
user11 OH SO ITS SERIOUS OMG MY FAV COUPLE
maxverstappen1 🙄🙄
yourusername 🖕🏻
user45 sassy max lmfaooo
user9 he’s just the protective older brother rn 😭
user97 ICONIC. she really went silent for the rest of the gp then dropped this insane post
user3 why’s no one mentioning how cute the caption is 🤭 i love that song
user23 huh wdym? what song is it??
user3 congratulations by mac miller! the caption is a lyric from the song <3
charles_leclerc 📍 miami
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charles_leclerc girl, i’m so in love with you.
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yourusername 🥹💗
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maxverstappen1 🤮 eww
yourusername i hate you.
maxverstappen1 love you too little sis!
user12 the matching captions 😭 so cute
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user67 wait how do they match?!
user12 “you remind me of the colour blue. girl, i’m so in love with you.” MAC MILLER MY FAV!
user74 the lyrics in the captions 🥲 perfect hard launch
user92 NEW FAVOURITE COUPLE!!
user3 such a perfect couple 🫶🏻
user29 she’s so pretty 😍
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thefrontofmymind · 1 year ago
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ex!reader x matty healy ig blurb
FC: Heather Baron-Gracie
a/n: added on blurb
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rass1975 via instagram stories:
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yninstagram via instagram stories:
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yninstagram we look kewl
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ynfan1 OMG YN AND MATTYYYYY
ynfriend sexy beasts xxx
>trumanblack thanks xxx
ynfan2 the goth council has come together to decide all our fates
bedforddanes pale bitches x
>yninstagram ill fuck u up
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trumanblack im cool. yn did my makeup, its cool.
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1975fan1 i am frothing at the mouth rn
yninstagram fit
1975fan2 i so wish i was at this party it looks so cool
rass1975 Yeah yeah. You look cool get over it
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yninstagram shut up i'm busy
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ynfan1 so prettyyyyy
ynfan2 I LOVE THIS
trumanblack fit
>yninstagram didn’t i just fucking tell you to shut up?
1975ynfan1 ok loving this tension,,,,
1975ynfan2 wait is that matty’s guitar???
>1975fan1 OMG I THINK YOURE RIGHT
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nme Extra! Extra! Read all about it! Dirty Hit Records ushers in a new era, with the addition of YN on their roster. This news comes after apparent months of negotiation (and close friend of Matty Healy on her side!) New interview in our next issue!
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1975ynfan1 this has totally convinced me that theyre together why tf would they do a whole photoshoot together if they weren’t
ynfan1 am i the only one who doesn’t like the way they worded this? Like she’s such a good artist, the fact that she’s friends with Matty doesn’t mean anything! She got that record deal on her own merit
1975ynfan2 omg they both look so hot in this
1975fan1 goth parents
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yninstagram throwback to when we were allowed outside
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ynfan1 where are you quarantining queen???
>yninstagram with a close friend babyyyy
ynfan2 so sad you had to postpone the tour :((( i was going to toronto
ynfan3 will the new album be postponed too??
>yninstagram hopefully not. Still set for later on in the year ❤️❤️
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ynundates yn today performing at Reading Festival!!!
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ynfan1 ok so we haven’t seen her in TWO YEARS and she’s back and a platinum blonde????
ynfan2 newalbumsoonnewalbumsoonnewalbumsoon
>ynfan3 ikr SO PUMPED
ynfan4 did anyone catch a video of when she said something like ‘im in a different place now than when i wrote all these love songs’ and then i didnt hear the end of what she said???
>ynupdates its on our page! The full quote is “I’m in a very different place than when I wrote all of those love songs. Me and him aren’t together now so…Expect a breakup album soon!”
>ynfan5 omg poor yn :(( (though i wonder who she’s talking aboutttt)
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yninstagram officially here to tell you that blondes don’t always have more fun. and i’m on tour in North America in three months get ready.
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ynfan1 AAHHH SEEING YOU IN NEW YORK
>yninstagram SEE U THERE BB
ynfan2 PLEASE come to asia!!
ynfan3 when is the album???
>yninstagram beginning of next year!!
ynfan4 yn looks so pretty with black OR blonde hair!!
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yninstagram first show lets go
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ynfan1 the COOLEST fit
bedforddanes good luck mate.
>yninstagram thanks mate.
ynfan2 cant wait to see you in Milwaukee!!
1975ynfan1 does anyone else think its weird that yn and the 1975’s tours match up cities like 4 times???
>1975ynfan2 probably just a coincidence, there’s only so many cities in america
>1975ynfan1 idk its just yn and matty havent interacted in so long and it seems like theyve both gone through private breakups recently,,,,got me thinking
>ynfan3 maybe not the best to speculate on people’s private lives?? Lets just leave them to it?
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yninstagram new single out now. Not Another Rockstar. its cool.
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ynfan1 omg wait the caption??? Is that a matty reference???
>ynfan2 idkkkk IM HERE FOR THE DRAMAAA
ynfan3 yn is straight up ethereal
charli_xcx so proud of youuuuu
>yninstagram Xxx
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yninstagram london r u ready??
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ynfan1 so jealous im not there!!!
ynfan2 obsessed with this makeup!!
pollymoney looking lush!!
ynfan3 come to nz!
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rollingstone “Growing into different people can hurt, but it’s always the way of life, we just have to move on” - YN talks touring post-covid and new album! Link in bio!
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yninstagram thank you for having me.
ynfan1 need to punch whoever she was talking about with the quote in the article ‘I was badly hurt by my ex, he’s said some horrid things about me when I thought our breakup was pretty amicable.’
ynfan2 i remember when yn was just starting out and now look at her!!
ynfan3 mother was mothering in this shoot
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yninstagram what happens on tour, stays on tour. this includes going to bed at a reasonable hour and being on vocal rest for 20 hours of the day.
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ynfan1 saw you in Lisbon!! Best concert ive ever been to!!
ynfan2 omg obsessed with that top…
1975adam the joys of tour life hey?
>yninstagram dont i know it?
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yninstagram new album, Nothing Matters, is out tomorrow. this is such a personal album for me, showing the deepest parts of myself. 
To you (you know)
Even though we spent months tearing each other apart, and we’ve both said some questionable things in retaliation, you know I’ll always hold you in my heart. I was at my best with you and I hope one day we can reach a point when we can be friends. I miss you and all the funny things you tell me when you stoned off your nut and barely knew how to speak anymore. 
Thank you, darling. For everything.
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charli_xcx beautiful album baby. top of 2023!
ynfriend love it!!
rass1975 well done mate. Its a good’un
trumanblack love it.
>yninstagram x
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onthewaytosomewhere · 3 months ago
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okay kiddies shall we do this ... thanks for the tags @tailsbeth-writes & @suseagull04
so let's rundown the rules quick ... so we all remember
The Rules: Copy the following prompts or make your own, post what fandoms you write for & your followers can request one of the prompts with a ship, character or fandom for a ficlet. Have fun! 
This week's prompts are dialogue:
'Shut the front door, they said what?'
'You sweet little turnip.'
'Would you still love me if I was a blob fish?'
'Me? Apologise? I think you have me confused for someone else...'
'I think this calls for copious amounts of alcohol.'
'Do be a dear, and shut up.'
'If you loved me, you'd let me have the last one.' 
'Watching me sleep is not cute, it's creepy you weirdo.'
WILD CARD: A QUOTE OF YOUR CHOOSING
FANDOMS: RWRB (any pairing or character) & 911 (why not) ((any pairing or character (i think))
so send me a prompt and pairing via ask plz and i'll write ya something
my goal is to keep these bbs under wraps this week so under 500 words (wish me luck lolz) and AS ALWAY IF U PREFER IT NO SMUT LET ME KNOW (not sure what will happen this week lolz)
tag ur it! @typicalopposite @taste-thewaste @adreamareads @priincebutt @hgejfmw-hgejhsf
@thinkof-england @piratefalls @caterpills @thighzp @tinyarmedtrex
@blueeyedgrlwrites @porcelainmortal @stellarmeadow @sophie1973 @emmalostinwonderland
and OPEN TAG TO ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO PLAY
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sttoru · 7 months ago
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😶 anon hereeeee‼️‼️ Bro help 😭😭😭 (I’m ranting and trying to get this out but ignore if you like srry rina)
So I was at the grocery store today , I’m a big baker and it’s gonna be my birthday soon (may 1) so I’ve been lookin for recipes and finally found it.
So I’m paying out my groceries in self checkout cause a lot of people don’t know sign language and it saves me a hassle when I see this guy who looks like fucking toji fushiguro. And he was wearing a black compression shirt and loose sweatpants too—-
And so I may or may not have been staring for a bit. And he walks up to me and I get real tense cause this GOD of a guy is coming up to me (AGGHGGGGHHHHFHFFJFBDJEHRH) and then I realize omg he probably doesn’t understand ASL.
And he’s like ‘hey you look real cute. Could I get your number?’ AND HIS VOICE OMFG IT WAS SO DEEP AHHHHHHHHH
So for a couple seconds I was standing there in shock but then I pulled out my phone and took out my notes app (my bb) and sshowed him my little pre-written dilemma I show everyone.
But then he turned the phone away from his face and said ‘you didn’t answer my question. And before you ask, yes, I can speak asl’ and he was genuine asf and I got no bad vibes so I thought what’s the worst? I’d just block him if anything happened.
RAHHHHHHHHHHH so I gave him my number and apparently his friends were in the background but when they pointed me out he genuinely thought I was really cute. And he has a deaf sister so he can sign real well. And we’ve planned a date to a cafe we’ve both been looking at 🤭🤭🤭🤭
Karina I’ve never kicked my feet for a guy like this before. He looks exactly like toji and sounds like him too but he’s such a sweetie (and also not a toxic dad). GRABHHHHHHH WISH ME LUCK FOR TMR
-😶 anon ‼️‼️‼️
WOAHWOAHWOAHHHH 😟😟 HELLO!!!!! u won the lottery girl what— THE FACT THAT U MANAGED TO GET HIS NUMBER EEEEKKKKK HOW ADORABLEEEE
not him being sassy with the ‘you didnt answer my question’ UGHHHH but tbhhh he seems like quite a nice guy if he approached u like that ! go for itttttttt x
i wish u the best on the little date omg 😙 . let me know how it went ! also happy early BDAYYYY XX
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matthewsturnioloo · 2 days ago
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matty bb im trying out heatless curls with my new silk hair scarf wish me luck :>
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p.s. I love u
Oo tell me how it goes pretty!!🩶
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kyxworld · 9 months ago
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Hii bb
So ik whatever we "imagine" is just as real as what we seemingly call reality but it's how do you collapse the duality 😭 ok I'll give an example
So tomorrow is my exam that I haven't studied for but I just seemingly imagine me giving that exam and getting good grades rn but I still have to wake up tomorrow and give that exam?? 😭😭 Idk if I'm just being dumb or I don't get it I'll give another example so I'm aware of looking like Sydney Sweeney (I've no idea why I mentioned her specifically) and ik I'm literally her like period but when I try to take a picture and show it to my gang then I look like a pig 😔 should I just imagine taking pics and sending it to them but again their is no continuity of that specific thing
Also another thing I don't understand is what's the difference between being aware of the senses seeing something and just "imagining"
hi hi, how do you collapse the duality? you just do. like how do you pick up a book? you just do. when you know “imagination” = “reality” = illusory = “ ”
as i said, you’ll always end up with “ ”
you might not like what i say, go study 🧍🏻. bc see if you know, you’ll go good, then no worries. it’s your wish honestly, but you’re panicking i assume? which brings me to the point, would you be afraid if there’s no concept of failure? you’re aware of it all. you see, limitations, are placed by you only.
and the next part, baby you’re still misidentifying 🥹. you’re completely reliant on a pic you took? 🧍🏻‍♀️. what happened to you being god? and all that jazz? the moment you said you’re aware of looking like sydney sweeney? you are period
and the last part, ?? is my comprehension in english bad again or am i sleepy idk, but i’ll try to answer w the best of abilities.
seeing smth w the senses? illusory
imagination? illusory
everything is just “ ”
you create duality by making one real than the other, and put one on the pedestal.
lastly, it’s a method :/ like if you knew yourself really? you’d know, this really isn’t a method to have/ get what u want.
good luck to you!
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inkykeiji · 6 months ago
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hiiii clari 😚 not to be too sad and messy on main but i feel really weird rn 😭😭 i have feelings for a professor and i just failed to turn in a final for him on time because of crazy last minute personal stuff that really made it impossible for me to finish my work and i feel so pathetic about it 😭😭 like i just wanna crawl into a hole bc it’s not a big deal but i hate feeling like im disappointing someone or myself and i cringe at the idea of me being a bad student :// like ive been debating continuing school for a masters but im also someone who runs away when i feel uncomfy and i kinda just never wanna talk to him again bc i don’t like feeling vulnerable. it just sucks bc id rather burn a bridge than confront the fact that i messed up ☹️☹️
hi hi!! <3 aw sweetpea i’m so sorry!!! i actually ended up in a similar situation during my undergrad—there was this PhD graduate student that was teaching one of my courses and i really, really admired him. we had a lot of the same tastes when it came to film + a lot of the same views in general, and he always left such marvellous and thoughtful comments on my papers. fast forward to the very end of the semester, our massive final paper is due and, exactly like you, i end up being unable to finish it on time because of personal reasons. i emailed him to explain—i wasn’t concerned about the late penalties to my grade, but i was so goddamn upset because i valued his opinion of me so much and i didn’t want this incident to soil it. i admitted this to him in my email, and he messaged me back SO SWEETLY, said something like this could never impact his view of me and that he still thought i was a wonderful student, and decided to waive the late penalties for me.
if you haven’t already, i’d definitely suggest sending your prof an email to explain—and be authentic in it. it’s not an excuse, it’s merely an explanation of what happened. i know it’s scary, and i get not wanting to feel vulnerable or look incompetent, but if you can muster up the courage to do so it is often worth it!! you can still keep your issues private (i did), but it definitely doesn’t hurt to explain yourself! and, honestly, i think there’s a good chance your prof might respect you even more if you’re able to open up and admit to your mistake. it demonstrates that you can acknowledge the fact that you messed up and feel remorseful for it, and it also shows how important your work is to you.
i completely understand how you’re feeling and it’s such an awful thing to experience—school was incredibly important to me and to this day still is, so i 100% understand where you’re coming from. but!! also!!! shit happens! you’re only human, and you can’t be perfect all the time. this can be a hard thing for us perfectionists to accept, but the sooner we can swallow that pill and grant ourselves some grace, the better we will feel and the easier it’ll be to do these things.
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screampied · 2 months ago
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QUEEN MOTHER VEGASUS👹👹👹 THE THEME IS VERY CUTESY VERY BRAT VERY GIVING!!!!
also, bf and i have just finished reading the cum right on me hc and we relate with (all of them) sukuna and choso the most!!! tho ya girl lacks the facilities (i have itty bitties) i make up for in assets(˵ ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°˵)
i remember you saying that this is a safe space for freakiness and we're gonna say a lil sumthin👀
we're gonna go find out which place is the best to cum on me— I MEAN CAMARADERIE!!!! jeez.
okok, bf is getting excited while he watches me type out this ask, wish me luck!
loving and adoring and rooting for you bbヾ(^-^)ノ
—reading sesh anon ♡ (and feral bf :p)
IMSO GLADDDD ITS GIVING CUTESY BRAT !!!! THANKYOUUUU BAE. i’m delusional to think id be a final girl tho id probably run up the killer 🤭
u guys r so cute i can’t believe u both read my fics together it’s gen adorable 😭 it’s okay me too </3
LMAO good for you guys ☺️💓💓. bed chem is so good, so many yummy lyrics aughhh. that line’s probably my fav by far.
i adore you guys SO sm !!!! <3 hope you both take care ‘n have a lovely thursday mwah 💋
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celestie0 · 3 months ago
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Ellie I’m gonna cry I was never into any of this stuff until kickoff like the trajectory of my brain chemicals has just been manipulated by ur writing I’m so hyper fixated and ofc the reason I was reading fanfictions in the first place was bc I was victim to the gojo girl labotomising pandemic that came with jjk season 2 like after growing up and being out of anime and all for a good year and a half and then that happened so suddenly when I was literally reluctant and cynical in watching the season on a whim and next thing I knew I was deranged in my gojo/geto/satosugu obsession but girl if I had one wish and I’m being so fr rn like if it had a time limit and I couldn’t have a family discussion to deeply contemplate what would be the most worthwhile wish that they dictate to me, if an angel came down to me and I had like 10 minutes and I had something in my system so I don’t freak tf out and I’m feeling chill and don’t think about being selfish then you’d think I’d wish for gojo to come to life and fuck me into the earth but the logistics of that are fucked so I’m pretty decided that I’d either wish for kickoff gojo to be my bf irl or to be y/n in kickoff and be written by you <3
moral of the story now I love ur fic and version of the characters more than the actual series
I’ve used my sign off too often I hope this isn’t annoying or creepy im just going into college/uni next year and I have a lot of dreams and aspirations so ig kickoff rlly resonated with me in that way
this isn’t the fat ask that’s pending hehe I just wrote this sitting on the doorstep of my house with my shoes still on cause I just got home
imma need a good relaxed night to get that down but I’m sorry I didn’t offer my support earlier I’m glad sm people did bc even though my possessive nature makes me think I’m ur biggest fan the truth is a lot of people are as taken by you and ur work as I am, I just should of typed up something on the matter as soon as I saw ur post but I rlly wanted to put thought into it and any kind of writing is a real chore for me so I’m waiting until I have that down time
ik it’s not much to anticipate but it’s important to me lol I wanna be here for u along with the many other anons
also that TikTok was random but this Olympic lovey doveyness is making me sick while im in such a state
this was never suppose to be this long I belong in yap jail
-spinster anon or wtv
AW SPINSTER ANON!! THAT'S SO SWEET PLEASE!! OF ALL THE WISHES YOU COULD HAVE!!! (yes def look out for your family first though xd...although i can't lie and say i wouldn't at least THINK about wishing for gojo to come to life and put me in a mating press)
TO SAY YOU LOVE THEM MORE THAN THE ACTUAL SERIES CHARACTERS i'll sob stop. and aww i'm so glad kickoff is resonating w you as you start your journey to college!! that's really why i started writing it. there was so many things i wish i had done differently and also so many things i think i took for granted in college, but also so much to celebrate and find joy in! it's hard especially when you don't quite know who you are or what you want and yea i think that's kind of a theme in kickoff, and will be through to the end, but anywho i'm like being very preachy rn haha i wish you best of luck in starting college <3
and aw that's sweet bb thank you, i appreciate you. honeslty the thought enough and to know you love my works is so much support enough!! :'') i appreciate you. and yes that olympic couple was sooo cute i love the way he just picked her up how cute.
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lostfracturess · 5 months ago
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Hello bb!💝
I am new here - I just read your gojo smut, 'In the backseat? Or on the stairs' and it got me drooling so bad.
I found that fic from Sab @gojonanami's reblog - seriously, its one of the best things on her blog.
Lord bless my stars because she reblogged it and I came across your work because I am already obsessed. Actually, there's no word to describe how hooked I am to your writing.
I am so excited to read your other work - you have posted so much, I really appreciate the work you put behind your writing 🤩
Can't wait to read it - I will binge-read EVERYTHING after my exams
hiii !! welcome to this side of tumblr, we're very much in love with an insane, lovesick, stupid and addicted gojo in some silly little medical au ahahah.
so so happy to read you enjoyed my last writing !! <33 it was really spontaneous, like i had the idea, wrote it and just posted it right away lol. and fml for all the error i found after posting of course.
wish you good good luck on your exam !! i'm sure you'll ace them !! <33 and happy reading !! happy to have u in my little corner of tumblr :))
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crappymixtape · 6 months ago
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happy birthday katie!!!! may you have many more and i hope you have lots of fun today and more fun tomorrow and all the days after that!! wishing u lots of luck on ur book!
gahhhh you are the sweetest, bb holy ffs thank youuuu <333 i had the BEST day and spent all my birthday money on magic the gathering LOL great success 🤣 you're just so lovely, thank you thank you thank you xoxo
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yandereshingeki · 1 year ago
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FORESTTTTT
i missed you bb!! how have you been? 💗
HELLO SOFIIIIIIII ive missed you too!!! :( Ive been doing decent, got job & have been nearing burnout & holiday prep stress but other than that ive been pretty ok!! how have u been?
currently watching the wind rises with my best friend btw!!! Please wish her luck this film makes me so sad and we watched grave of fireflies just a few nights ago
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