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Who would win in a fight? Mirai or Tiara?
Is this even a question?
My OP glorious blue-eyes princess most powerful character in the series would wipe the floor with Mirai
#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#jshk#jibaku shounen hanako kun#ask#ask me anything#tiara minamoto#i wish i got the chance to talk abt her more often she is my daughter#mirai tbhk
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Hello! I was amaze by your sabastian x reader fic especially "it's you!" in the flash back part where sebastian where still alive and talking with reader abt going on an aquarium date soooo I want to request the part where they actually having a date at the aquarium they were talking about? That would would be so cute if you ask me!thank u! c:
(You know what they say. All toasters toast toast!)
(AQUARIUM DATE AQUARIUM DATE AQUARIUM DATE AQUARIUM- sorry. ANYWAY TOTALLYYYY I have been thinking about it lately tbh and I guess this request is kinda a push and my brain is like âOKAY LETS GO IT!â Iâm glad youâre liking the fics Iâve been making! I hope you all know I giggle like a maniac whenever you guys say you like them, makes me so happy :)))
Notes: Sebastian Solace x GN!Reader / AQUARIUM DATEEEEE iâll stop / takes place before the events of Pressure / FLUFFFFFFF / Connected to both Itâs You! and Drown in the Deep, can be read as a standalone / Reader and Sebastian are both still in college / Angst because I couldnât resist / Fairly short, sorry :(
âYou are so lucky my sister let us borrow her car,â
You lightly batted his arm with a laugh, âYou say that like itâs a bad thing,â
âBecause sheâll kill me if this thing even gets a small scratch!â
âMmhmm, and who was the one who offered to drive us there?â
Sebastian gives you a quick glance, but you still noticed the look he gave, âShe wouldnât even be mad at you if you were driving. She adores you for some reason,â
Your eyes widened, ââŚwait, really?â
âYeah, last time we spoke, she would not stop asking me about you and when you two can meet up to talk more,â
Well, you made one hell of a first impression. Youâre glad she does at least like you and is looking forward to meeting with you again. You feel kind of flattered and relieved.
âSo,â you turn to him, âWhy canât I drive?â
âBecause I donât trust you behind the wheel,â
You stifled a laugh as you turned your attention towards the window. You decided to change the subject.
âYou know, Iâd love to meet your family again. Classes are a pain though. Maybe when we head back, I could stay for dinner? I donât have that much work piled up on me right now,â
Though faint, you can see him smiling, âI know my sister will be overjoyed to see you. I think my mom likes you too, she never gave me a clear answer on it though,â
Your face drops slightly. Now the pressureâs on. You didnât exactly talk to his mom last time you were there besides the introduction part of it. As for his brother, you didnât get a chance to talk to him which made you assume he was shy. You do remember spotting him and his sister eavesdropping on you and Sebastian. He also caught them and wasnât very happy about it.
When you two finally arrived and were allowed to go in, Sebastian practically had to hold you so you wouldnât run off due to being so excited. Sometimes heâd keep you in place, other times heâd let you drag him. When looking at the brochure, you were especially excited about the fish that often liked the dark. He still doesnât see why, but youâre having fun and heâs been enjoying the time here.
âOh! Sebastian, look!â You exclaimed, âA mantis shrimp!â
The mantis shrimp was just hiding in its little cave.
âItâs a freaky looking thing,â he laughed.
âIt is. I heard that theyâre capable of tuning the sensitivity of their vision to adapt to their environment. Isnât that so cool?â
âWhat I would give to have something like thatâŚâ
âI know!â You smiled, âI kinda wish they had anglerfish though. I heard theyâre just generally hard to manage, so you never see them in aquariums,â
Sebastian stands up straight and looks at you, âArenât those the fish with the light on their head?â
âYeah. Only the females have it, and itâs used to attract both prey and a mate. Theyâve got a freaky way to reproduce, if you want to hear,â
You see him think about it for a minute.
âIâll bite. How do they reproduce?â
Itâs safe to say Sebastian will never ask a question like that again if the sentence prior was âTheyâve got a freaky way to reproduce.â What he heard was not what he expected at all. It was parasitic and the image in his head definitely wasnât pretty.
You continued to tell him fun little facts of a few of the fish you saw. He mostly only responded with a hum or an âoh yeahâ but you still continued. He never stopped you as it looked like you were having a lot of fun.
When you got to the long tunnel with the fish swimming around, you both decided to rest there for a bit. Itâs been a few hours anyway, plus itâll be nice to just watch the fish swim by. There were turtles, stingrays, and many others some you could name while others were unfamiliar. There was even a few sea urchin sitting in one of the corners.
You were about to say something until you turned to Sebastian and took a good look at his expression. You smiled and said nothing as you leaned your back against the glass, following where his gaze was. You wonder if this is what he saw in his dream on the night you two discussed on coming here. Drifting in the water as the fish swam around you, you wonder if he felt cold. He said he didnât feel like he was drowning, so maybe he actually felt warm.
But when you asked if it was a nightmare, he alluded to it. You wonder what he saw⌠Or maybe he didnât see anything. Maybe thatâs why it was a nightmare, or at least close to it. The dark abyss is a terrifying place as not a lot is known due to the water pressure and the lack of light. Fear of the unknown, so to say.
Your smile faded slightly. You turn to him and lightly give him a shoulder bump.
âHey, you having fun?â
He continued to stare up at the fish for a moment before turning to you, âIf I wasnât, youâd know. Why? Are you not having fun?â He teased.
âNo, I was just making sure,â you laughed.
âTo be honest, it gets a bit interesting when you start to nerd out about some of the fish here,â he then smiles, âBut I didnât think you were THAT much of a nerd,â
âAha-! Yeah, I may or may have not been watching a lot of videos about fishâŚâ
âYou were that excited about this, huh? Were you also trying to impress me?â
âNo! Not at all!â You paused, âM-Maybe a little..â
Sebastian laughed when you admitted it, then stands up, âWe should keep moving. Arenât the sharks just up ahead?â
âOh yeah,â you take out the brochure, âIt looks like weâre almost done too. We havenât had lunch yet either. You hungry?â
âA little. Didnât we pass the food court already?â
âWe did⌠How about we go back and grab something then?â
âAs long as youâre paying,â
âUgh! Fine,â
Sebastian grabbed your hand and pulled you up to your feet. He didnât let go as you two walked down the hall. You perked up and decided to throw another factoid at him.
âHey, did you know you can really just redirect a shark by just setting your hand on their nose and gently pushing them the other way?â
He looks at you, not exactly believing you, âIt canât be THAT easy,â
âIâm serious! It is that easy! Maybe itâll be harder when itâs a great white shark though,â
âObviously, those things are massive,â
You continued to talk about sharks with him until you two made it back to the food court. Sebastian ended up paying for your food as long as you paid for his.
Sebastian stares out into the dark abyss beyond the glass. It was usually empty, but sometimes the many-eyed shark was there. And sometimes sheâd notice him. He wondered if she recognized him as the one who freed her. He wondered why she stayed when freedom was right there for her. Revenge, perhaps? That he can understand. What he was doing was for the same reason.
Just then, he sees a familiar green glow of the shark passing by. She was close enough to notice him, and for a second, she did look at him. She never really stayed around, nor has he ever heard her speak in his head. He remembers how you spoke of sharks all those years ago. He wondered if youâd think she was a beautiful shark despite what theyâve done to her.
Unexpectedly, she lingers around for a while. He doesnât pay her any mind as she swims back and forth, occasionally looking at him. He continues to just stare out the window, looking at nothing in particular.
How would you react to him? Would you even recognize him? Remember his voice? Ten years is a long time, after all. Though, he doubts there is even the smallest chance you two could meet, let alone in this facility. He hoped not.
Itâs quiet.
He never thought heâd hate silence. It was almost never quiet when you were with him. You always had something to tell him, no matter how small it may have been, and heâd always listen. Even when you donât think heâs listening, he was. No matter how long you went on and on about something, he was always listening.
Even if he were to be freed from this place, what then? What home does he have to return to?
#đ // a gift bestowed upon you#sebastian solace x reader#pressure sebastian#sebastian solace#roblox pressure#pressure
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dropping my lore bc iâm bored and want a recap
i will like always wonder why me and my parents never had a healthy relationship w eachother. idk if it was bc my parents js decided to split up when i was only 4 or what but i kinda never had a good relationship w either of themâŚđ¤
when i was younger (like i said, 4), my parents split up and i wanted to be w my mom more bc i love my mom and when i was around 7 she got a bf and had my brother, wtv. but a year or 2 after having my brother they started having issues and argued literally almost every chance they got and it was bc of smth dumb i swear. and then my mom js disappeared to oklahoma from 2017-2021 and i quite literally didnât know what was happening. at the time i was living with my dad so yeahhh
and i didnât like living with my dad bc i was always scared of him and i was always intimidated by what would happen if i got a bad grade and to this day im lowk still scared to ask for help w anything. whether its grades or anything bc when i was in 1st grade my dad wanted me to be an overachiever. so everyday after school i obvi had hw and i sat in the living room w him and heâd help me. i think u can assume what would happen everytime he got mad but if its not obvious, heâd yell, sometimes smack me, and lowk be messing up my hw paper. so like id obviously be scared of him
when my mom came back from oklahoma or wtv i went back w her but the apartment i was living w my step dad, brother, and mom, was literally empty, like they ditched it when my mom came back. and my mom literally went crazy for awhile. and to sum up her crazy was basically going to court often, filing kidnapping papers(cs my step dad took my brother too when they ditched the apartment), and not being able to provide a good childhood since she had no money. so i was an basically an akward 10 year old at the time both scared of my parents. when i was 10 or 11 i was in the car w my mom and she was kinda js talking on the phone and i donât remember what it was abt but i told her like âi got saâd by grandpaâ and when i told her she was obviously surprised and im time skipping a little but she asked her dad which is the grandpa and overall, nothing was charged bc i had no proof and bc it happend a long time ago when i was 4.
my dad was an overall good guy w a bad temper so yeah when heâd get mad he would be really really mad. but iâm glad heâs a changed guy and i could talk to him sometimes.
my mom is doing okay now too. in 2022 she got a truck driving job so good for her. but i hate that i canât even have the mother daughter relationship like other girls my age. like yeah i wanna tell her all the drama at school, yes i wannna trust her with my relationship status and who i like, but i canât without her telling my dad. so BOOM trust a little broken. but itâs so uncomfortable at her house when i go over on weekends because i just feel like a roommate bc she makes me pay for my own stuff. like when we go out i pay for my own food and clothes and wtv, and restaurants too. so i kinda js get sad when i think abt it bc i kinda js wanna be treated like her kid instead of a grown up. and it honestly doesnt make it better that my brother gets her undivided attention and all i get was a good job. not trying to sound ungrateful but yeah. at first when i was able to see her, she tried to bribe me with gifts as if to be won over by it but i js wish i had a childhood.
me and my dads relationship is okay. we arnt close but we talk, but he doesnât get me like that. like i wish my mom could js listen and give me advice as if we been bsf for years.
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hie I've just been sitting here thinking about harutaka fighting I know the whole "I knew i was gonna die and didn't tell you" is prime material for them to fight But I like to think about like Long term how they deal with little inevitable conflicts Bc those are gonna happen when you wanna spend your life by someone's side I feel like Haruka's reaction is most often just To immediately apologize He wants to fix things He doesn't want anyone to be upset So he slaps a bandaid over it! Takane however Needs to experience her feelings even if they suck She needs to get mad She needs to get sad (and try to cover up that sadness with angry outburts) I think there's times Haruka apologizes to try and soothe a conflict and she gets upset because it's really not his fault and she wishes he'd get mad instead! I think eventually they kinda learn Takane needs her moment to run through her feelings and just because she's crying screaming punching a pillow doesn't mean it's personal And Haruka needs to learn that sometimes it's okay if things feel bad for a bit, it's better to talk things through than to bury them under panicked pacification. A tense afternoon isn't going to undo their pile of happy memories. Honestly I wanna see Haruka try to get mad about something. Restaurant got his order wrong or something. And Takane's just there like yeah!! Tell them!!! And he immediately deflates when he has their attention (also if this characterization is a little off I apologize!! I hadn't touched kagepro in a while and have just recently gotten sucked back into the hyperfixation but haven't freshly gone through all the material yet. I'm slowly making my way through it again I just really enjoy your blog asjshffj)
YEAH EXACTLY U GET IT SO WELL especially with takane wishing haruka would get mad. they run through emotions differently, takane gets mad/explodes because she cares about something so much, so haruka not matching her energy when she gets like that makes her feel like he doesn't care.
i think that could be a good way for them to learn how things work, like if takane told him its like you dont even care and haruka had the chance to say OF COURSE he cares. how could he not???!!!
so when she's blowing up about something admittedly silly and haruka isnt telling her Hey that's silly and instead he's like okâ¤ď¸sorryâ¤ď¸dont be madâ¤ď¸ that makes her madder. but haruka is also capable of getting angry yknow (NOVEL 6 KANO MOMENT) (Still so funny kano is the 1 character that managed to make haruka angry) but i have a hard time seeing him angry At takane. maybe he could call her immature or something lol....
i think he could ask her to stop being such a tease??? haruka's too spineless to ask her to stop teasing him (over the dimension lost days I moment) but by post str i dont think this would be a problem. maybe he could manage to ask and takane would be like AWWWW IM JUST GOOFING cuz from his pov in lost days it REALLY seemed like haruka didnt realise takane was fucking with him. personally i didnt notice in my first read. once i read it again i noticed takane is described to have a mischievous smile and stuff and that just changed the whole context. it was haruka moaning and crying abt having an art block and takane being like girl ur being pathetic and she was rightđ
i mostly have a hard time imagining What theyd fight about. i think they could have arguments but it'd have to be something punctual for that to take place. i dont think couples just Have to argue to work out at all. that bit u said abt "thats gonna happen when u wanna spend ur life with someone" LIKE yeah there are disagreements and all but nothing that could cause An Argument of that nature yknow.
that's why haruka not telling takane abt his condition is like the best potential for it, otherwise more domestic stuff is like. haruka wanting the lights on while playing a horror game and takane wanting them off. thats like the most heated dispute they can have bc theyre both very serious about their stancesđ(haruka is scared. takane wants the full horror game experienceđ)
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out of my league - knj | 01
you were out of my league. got my heartbeat racing. if i die, don't wake me, cause you are more than just a dream - out of my league, fitz and the tantrums
âš summary- Kim Namjoon was never supposed to find out about your years-long hopeless crush on him. And he most definitely was not supposed to find out about it in front of all your coworkers in a company-wide meeting.
âš rating- explicit/18+/nsfw
âš pairing- kim namjoon x reader
âš word count- 6.6k
âš genre- angst, smut, comedy
âš chapter warnings- swearing, descriptions of sex, sexual content, namjoon being a sexy flirt, jungkook being a himbo, awkward conversations, jimin being a protective bff
âš a/n- hello and welcome to this fic thats lived in my google docs for almost a year now. without @ladyartemesia @xjoonchildx @untaemedqueen and @chimoona, i would never have posted it. i truly owe so much of my brainstorming and creativity to their incredible brains and thoughts and ideas. i love them very much! i hope you enjoy this first chapter! please feel free to message me, talk to me abt anything!! im always here to chat. ILY!
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Kim Namjoon was never supposed to find out this way.
You planned to confess your undying, unerring love for your coworker at a better time, a classier place. You would wear a dress that highlighted your features, hair cascading down your back, makeup done to perfection and spritzed with expensive perfume. Youâd confess, heâd confess right back, and youâd live happily ever after.
Youâd also dreamt that Kim Namjoon would have the slightest inkling of who you are before he finds out about your year long crush. He might know you as the mousy girl in the office who doesnât talk and doesnât contribute much other than some crunched numbers and apparently the best coffee brewer in the office. But youâd prefer he knows you wellâyour favorite colors and movies and foods, what makes you happy and sad; things future husbands should know.
You very much did not think it would happen in a company wide conference, full of over five hundred suit-wearing executives. You did not think it would be done by the office bully, Chungha, who carefully takes over the mic and speaks the words clearly as she presents awards of recognition.
âCongratulations to Kim Namjoon for 5 years with the company, over $4 million in revenue, and the object of ____âs lust and affection. Iâm sure you two will have the happy life sheâs written in her journal about. Make sure you celebrate with her today!â
The room is silent, so silent you could have heard a pin drop from a mile away. Your face is cherry red and you wish the earth would open up and swallow you whole. Your heart feels like someone has ripped it in half and you stare in horror at the girl smirking at the front. Is this what it feels like to be backstabbed? Namjoon looks perplexedâconfusion written on his face as he gestures around to no one in particular like heâs saying âwhat the fuck was that?â
Awkward coughing and clapping begins and Namjoon stands to receive his award, a fine wooden fountain pen, and chances a glance around the room. He easily spots you, with your wide, frightened face. His look remains passive, not hinting what heâs thinking behind those stormy eyes, before he turns and sits back down at the table with his buddies from his department.
You seriously contemplate quitting your job. You could find a new one easily, right? Just stand up and tell your boss you quit and youâre out of there before Namjoon ever sees you again and youâll never have to face the mean girl whoâs ratting you out.
As much as the idea rolls through your head, you know you wonât do it. You love your job, love the security and finances it provides you, and you love to look at Kim Namjoon, all day every day.
You donât understand where things went wrong.
( one month ago )
Itâs 9:03 am. You finish brewing the coffee in the small staff kitchen and sigh at the aroma of the freshly ground beans. Coffee is your favorite meal, favorite time of day, favorite snack, and preferred beverage. You drink it constantly. Youâre known as âcoffee girlâ at work, mostly because no one really bothers to get to know you beyond that. You drink coffee like itâs a devoted religion. You could drink a cup right before bed and still sleep like a baby. It was, put simply, your drink.
The office workers deem you to be the one to make the pots of coffee every morning, claiming you were the âbestâ. You didnât mindâyou preferred to make your own coffee regardlessâbut you believe your coworkers are trying to pass off the twenty-minute job to someone lower in the office hierarchy. And you were one step above the interns.
The coffee machine chimes to let you know itâs hot, and itâs ready for you. You eagerly pour a mug, a large one, and smile as the waft of freshly ground beans (by you, of course) fills your senses.
You nearly knock the cup out of your hand as Kim Namjoon strolls into the office, eyes set on the coffee.
You feel your throat swell up, like heâs an allergen and youâre caught without an epi-pen. Butterflies swirl in your stomach and you canât stop staring at him. He pays you no mind, tired yet determined to pour a cup of coffee and get back to his office.
You stand in the small kitchen, clutching your coffee like a lifeline, and pray to god you donât do something stupid.
Namjoon pours his mug, and you watch his muscular hands grip the coffee pot. He pours a hefty amount of cream and sugar into his cupâit appears even perfect male specimens have their faults.Â
Your eyes dance on his face before they tango down his body. You wonder what he looks like in the morning, crawling out of bed with mussed hair and a sleepy smile painted on his face. Heâd look at you and tell you youâre the most beautiful girl and kiss you deeply despite morning breath. Maybe heâd take you to the shower to press you against the tile as he fuc-
âOh!â it startles Namjoon to see you, and the coffee in his hand swishes violently. âDidnât see you there. Sorry!â
Your heart melts. Heâs the picture of kindness and politeness. You recognize itâs been a few seconds and you still havenât replied.
âItâs fine!â
âGreat coffee, by the way,â he smiles. His teeth nearly knock you out cold with their brilliance. âHave a good day.â
He turns and exits the room without so much as a glance back at you. Your knees feel weak.
Kim Namjoon talked to you. He complimented you. He told you to have a good day. Itâs the best and most significant conversation youâve had with your secret crush.
You definitely file that away for another day when you need to reminisce on his compliment, and you scurry out of the kitchen towards your desk.
Park Jimin is waiting dutifully at your desk when you arrive, a smug smile still slapped over your features as you sip at your coffee. Namjoon spoke to you todayâhow lovely.
Jimin quirks an eyebrow.Â
âWhatâs got you so perky this morning?âÂ
Youâre normally quiet and passive, avoiding eye contact or any semblance of emotion on your face.
You look up at the blonde bespectacled boy. Park Jimin is the closest thing to a best friend in the company. Heâs who you spend time with at lunch, see on weekends, and text often. You suppose heâs the closest thing to a best friend you have in your entire life.
You send him a smirk and lean in close to whisper. âNamjoon said hi to me today!â
Jimin sends you a pitiful look and pats your shoulder. Your best friend is well aware of your secret crush and while he thinks Namjoon is a nice guy, he thinks your crush is a little hopeless. Heâs the most popular guy in the office, often has dates lined up every weekend. Jimin hears the way he and his friends talk in the break room. The man is definitely not hurting for female attention.
âOh, honey,â he sighs, unenthusiastically. âThatâs great.â He canât help but feel a twinge of sadness over how excited youâre getting from a simple âhelloâ from a coworker.
���I know, right? Anyway, lunch today?â You ask as you settle down into your cubicle.
Jimin pushes his glasses up his face and nods. âOf course! Thatâs why I came by this morning. I wanted to let you know that Jungkook from marketing will join us.â
You make a face, disgust etched in the lines creasing your forehead.Â
âWhy?â
Jungkook is well known in the company. Heâs a loudmouth, a player, a clown, and everyoneâs favorite comedian. Heâs just not your favorite.
âDonât be rude,â Jimin admonishes at your grimace. âHe asked to join and wellâheâs cute. I canât say no to him.â
âOh Christ, Jimin,â you groan. âNot you too! Donât tell me you have the hots for the serial fuckboy?â
He blushes lightly and shrugs. âMaybe I do! Be nice to him today or Iâll eat all your chocolate ice cream I know you have at home.â
You stick your tongue out, petulantly. âFine, now let me get to work or else Seokjin will be up my ass.â
Jimin smiles and kisses your cheek before he scurries away, back to human resources.
It feels as if barely any time has passed. Youâre working hard, running calculations and updating spreadsheets. You have an eye for numbers, and losing yourself in an equation is just another day for you. Youâre shaken from your cheerful place by a vibration from your phone, and a text alert popping on the lit screen.
jimin 12:01 pm- itâs lunchtime!! you better get your butt out here!
You smile and text back an affirmative reply, then move to grab your lunch from the company fridge. Gliding down the steps leading to the fresh outdoors, you meet Jimin at the lunch tables in the grass.
Jimin is sitting with Jungkook. You can recognize your best friend by his hair and glasses, and Jungkook by his obnoxious laughter.
âHi,â you murmur as you sit down and open up the brown bag lunch youâve brought.
âHi!â Jimin is excited to see you, and just a pinch over eager to be sitting next to Jungkook.
âYou know Jungkook, right?â Jimin asks, a harsh look in his eyes that reminds you to be on your best behavior.
You nod as you pull out a bag of grapes. âOh, yeah, hey,â you smile. âIâve seen you around.â
Jungkook delivers you a signature smirk and you feel yourself roll your eyes internally. âYeah, youâre Coffee Girl, right?â
You pout and glare down at your brown bag lunch. Will you ever become more than just Coffee Girl?
âYeah, I suppose thatâs me.â
Jimin clears his throat to dismiss any awkwardness.Â
âSo, Jungkook, I hear you like working out? ___ likes to work out too. She drags me to the gym sometimes. Maybe we could all meet up sometime?â You donât miss the hopeful lilt in his voice. Jungkook does.
âOh, yeah?â He narrows a sexy look at you, ratherâa look he thinks is sexy that you find off-putting. âWhat do you do at the gym? Little cardio sets with 5 pound weights?â
What an asshole.
âSometimes,â you state as you take a bite of the homemade salad you handcrafted last night. âMost of the time Iâm lifting heavy. I can bench 275 and deadlift 300.â
Jungkook looks taken back. âWhat, really?â He sounds breathless. âYou lift more than Namjoon-hyung.â
At the sound of the love of your lifeâs name, you pause. Your face heats quickly and Jungkook smirks. Of course, he recognizes this and not Jiminâs obvious flirting.
âWhy are you blushing?â He asks. âDid I say something?â
Youâre quick to dismiss things. âUm--no. I just um,â youâre grasping at straws. âIâm hot.â
Jimin is trying not to laugh, hiding his mouth behind a petite hand.
Jungkook tilts his head. âItâs not even sunny today.â
You gulp. âYeah, I must be hot. With a fever. M-malaria⌠probably.â
Jungkook snorts.Â
âYou have malaria? Bummer.â He picks at his nails. âI thought for a moment you had a thing for Namjoon.â
âNo!â The retort is quick, too quick for normal conversation, and it gives you away.
âAha!â Jungkook points an accusing finger at you. âYou have the hots for him, donât you?â
Your features melt, and Jimin tries to assuage the situation. âJungkook, please donât tell anyone,â he pleads.
Jungkook smiles at you. âThatâs so cute. Itâs like a little nerdy freshman crushing on the senior class president.â
You bury your head in your hands, suddenly unable to stomach any food.
âJungkook,â Jiminâs tone becomes more firm, authoritative. âIâm asking you this as a friend. Please, donât say anything.â
Jungkook holds his hands up to prove his innocence and waves his proverbial white flag.Â
âSecret is safe with me,â he promises. âBut itâs cute. I know him really well, you know. I could try to hook you two up.â
You blanch, unsure if you want Jungkook saying anything about you to the man of your dreams.Â
âIâm good, but thanks,â you offer meekly. âIâm not feeling well. Iâm going to head back to work, okay?â
Jimin frowns, knowing youâre feeling like a cornered animal, and nods. âFeel better, babe,â he sighs.
Jungkook watches as you leave and turns to Jimin. âMan, heâs way out of her league.â
Jimin slaps the boy in the chest. âBe nice, asshole, thatâs my best friend.â
Jungkook promises to be nice, and Jimin is blissfully unaware that others are listening and that the man beside him is easy to persuade.
( present day )
The company-wide meeting adjourns soon after what is likely to be the most embarrassing moment youâve ever lived through.
Youâre grabbing at your things and trying to run out of the room, desperate to get out before anyone sees you or talks to you or laughs at you.
A hand grabs at the coattails of your suit jacket and youâre pulled backwards with a yelp. You turn to seek your captor and find the concerned face of your best friend, Jimin.
âAre you okay? What the fuck just happened?â
Jiminâs concern makes it all real. Until now you could pretend you were in a fugue state, totally dissociated from reality. Now, you realize that everyone in the entire company is aware of your crush on Kim Namjoon.
You can feel your bottom lip wobble, tears threatening to spill. Jimin murmurs an âoh shitâ and drags you out of the large room and into the nearest bathroom. He pushes you to sit against the sink and passes you toilet paper to dab at your eyes.
âI donât know how she found out!â you cry. âGod, I feel so stupid and embarrassed.â
It incenses Jimin. Heâs holding it back to ensure youâre okay, but in reality, itâs an HR nightmare waiting to happen. Heâll find who did it and punish them accordingly.
They will suffer.Â
âItâs okay, babe,â he pulls you into a hug. âEveryone will forget about it soon. Theyâll think itâs just a lame office joke, okay?â
You nod, feeling the slightest bit comforted by his words.Â
âHow could she find out, Jiminie?â You ask with a sniffle. âYouâre the only person who knows.â
Jimin sighs and shakes his head.
âI donât know, but theyâre dead. I havenât told any-... oh, my god,â Jimin stops suddenly. You look up at him to catch what heâs thinking.
He growls and balls his fists.Â
âJungkook knew.â
You let out a sob and bawl your eyes out into the tissue youâre holding. Jimin holds you tighter while he conjures up a hundred different ways to hurt someone and make it look like an accident.
âDonât worry,â Jimin sighs, trying to comfort both you and himself. âIâm HR. I have to handle this. Iâll make sure they get what they deserve.â
You feel a sting of pain for Jimin. Heâs been hopelessly doting on the man who spilled the beans for a few months now, even got to take him on a few dates. It was still nothing serious, but Jimin was clearly smitten.
âIâm sorry you have to do that, Chim,â you whisper. âI know how you feel about him.â
âYeah, well,â he swallows thickly. âYouâre more important than any asshole.â
Jimin holds you tight for a few minutes longer, before you clean yourself up and steel yourself. Ignore everyone, Jimin encourages. Just get to work, he says. Then you can go home and weâll drink wine and forget about it all, he promises.
You replay his words in his head like a prayer as you walk down the corridors and towards your office. Everyone in the hallways stops to stare at you. They lean towards their friends and whisper. You hear snippets of their gossip, like âNamjoonâ and âout of her leagueâ. It drives the sharp blade lodged in your chest even further. It threatens to collapse your lungs and break your ribs.
You make it to your desk safe and sound and bury yourself in work and forcibly ignore the gawking and the stares.Â
Just make it home. Just get through the day. Youâre almost there.
You could do this.
You nearly make it the entire day before running into the one person you didnât want to see, Kim Namjoon.
At the end of the day, youâre taking the stairs down to the parking garage instead of the elevator. The elevator is too busy, too many people, and youâre trying to avoid the stares and giggles at your expense. The stairs are always deserted and you figure itâs your safest bet.
You can nearly hear the wine calling your name at home. A delicate glass of Sauvignon Blanc and some chocolate ice cream and a good cryâit sounds like the best and only way to unwind after the worst day youâve ever had in your life.
The chanting of your name gets louder and you wonder if youâve finally lost your mindâif youâre actually hearing your wine bottles all the way at home talking to you.
No, wait. The voice is real, and coming from behind you. You turn around to face whoâs calling you and nearly faint at the sight.
Kim Namjoon stands on the landing above you, one strip of stairs between you.
âHey!â He seems glad heâs caught you. âIâve been calling your name for a minute.â
You swallow and search for an answer.Â
âSorry, Iâm-.. I guess Iâm just a little out of it today.â
Namjoon grimaces.Â
âYeah, about thatâŚâ he begins as he takes the steps down to be on equal ground as you. Your heart is spinning wildly. Heâs so close to you. Heâs talking to you. On any other day youâd be erupting towards the sky like a firework. But today isnât any other day.
âI feel like I should apologize,â he states. âI donât know what happened. I didnât plan it or anything.â
Damn him and his kindness. Damn him and his cute, awkward smile.
âNo, no,â you assure. âI know you didnât. You donât have to apologize.â
Itâs hard to make eye contact with the man. You want to, know itâs important in intense conversations like this, but the thought of him seeing youâreally seeing you makes you ache inside.
âIt was a really shitty prank,â he begins. âIâm sure you donât even know who I am, let alone have a crush on me.â
For the millionth time that day, your face heats to a near boil. You stammer and youâre sure youâve blown any chance at even thinking about a date with Namjoon.
âOh, uh, right,â you seek an answer, beg your brain to pick something to say that doesnât make you sound stupid. âI do.â
âYou do what?â Heâs confused and you widen your eyes at what just left your mouth.
âI do know you! I mean, I do have a crush on you! Oh, fuck,â you shove your face into your hands. âPlease, ignore that. I need to go. Sorry!â You donât give him a chance to reply, you book it out of the stairway as fast as your heels will take you.
Today was the worst day youâve suffered through in your life.
The next few days arenât much better.
Not only are you âcoffee girlâ, youâre now also sarcastically called âNamjoonâs girlâ. As much as you hate your initial title, youâd prefer it to the new one they throw at you as you walk by.
Jimin rats out Jungkook and Chungha to the bosses. They get two weeks probation and they have to write you apology letters if they wish to keep their permanent files clean of any reprimands. Itâs a slap on the wrist, and everyone involved knows it. Jimin is furious and wants the boss to reconsider. You tell him not to push it. Youâd rather this be over and everyone to forget it even happened. Jimin unwillingly agrees.
Youâre working at your desk, earphones shoved in your ears to diffuse the gossip in the room, when you feel a tap on your shoulder. You turn and are greeted with the face of Judas Iscariot himself, Jeon Jungkook.
âHi,â he sounds sheepish, cheeks reddening.
You narrow your eyes at him, sharper than steel. âWhat the fuck do you want?â
He winces, knowing he deserved that. âWell, I just wanted to apologize. I know they told me to write you a letter, but it seems too impersonalâŚâ.Â
You canât believe Jungkook is sucking his ego up and actually coming to you to apologize. You thought heâd for sure be the one to cop out and send a shitty letter.
He continues.Â
âI just wanted to let you know that Iâm sorry that all went down. I didnât mean to tell her. She got me drunk and said she saw me eating lunch with you and Jimin. I think she was jealous or something and it slipped out. I know thatâs not an excuse. I fucked up your trust and Jiminâs trust. But I just wanted you to know I didnât do it to be an asshole. She sort of duped me.â
You pause as you take in the manâs apology. He didnât have to come to you in person. He could have easily taken the shitty route and half-assed a letter to you. But he didn't, and he owned up to his mistake. God dammit.
âI appreciate your apology, Jungkook,â you sigh and you see his body visibly relax. âIâm still mad, but I guess the anger is at her for doing it in the first place. Iâm sorry she tricked you.â
He breathes a sigh of relief and kneels down beside you. âIâm really happy you believe me. I was worried you were going to kick me in the nuts.
âI wonât lie, I thought about it.â
He smiles with you, and you feel like this is the restart of a friendship. âI definitely deserved it.â
You shrug and smile. âJimin would kill me for hurting you. He might even kill me for thinking about hurting you.â
Jungkookâs smile drops at the name of your best friend. Yikes. Looks like thereâs still trouble in paradise.
âI think youâd be in similar company with Jimin right now. Heâs not speaking to me.â
You let out a breath through your nose. âYeah, heâs a little protective of me.â
âFor good reason,â he admits. âYouâre like a cute little flower. A cute nerdy flower.â
âJungkook,â you warn. âI just forgave you after I was humiliated in front of the entire company. Iâd be careful with calling me nerdy right now.â
âFuck, Iâm sorry. I didnât mean it in a bad way.â
Itâs hard to stay mad at the boy, no matter how much you dislike his reputation around the office. The fact that he humbled himself enough to seek you out and apologize is proof enough to you of his character.
âItâs okay, Jungkook. I forgive you,â you smile. âThank you for apologizing.â
He rubs the back of his neck anxiously as his cheeks flare red.
âYeah, it felt pretty shitty to just⌠do anything else. Plus, you seem really cool.â
âYou seem great, too, Jungkook.â
He smiles and pulls you in for a hug, catching you off guard. For the fuckboy type, heâs surprisingly sensitive and soft. You like that about him.
âIâll see you around, okay?â He says as he pulls away from you.
âMaybe you should apologize to Jimin, too?âÂ
His smile drops, but he nods anyway. âYeah, maybe Iâll go find him now.â
âGood luck,â you offer with a pat on his shoulder.
With a sad smile, he turns and heads down the hallway towards the HR department. You pray Jimin shows mercy to the handsome boy.
A few weeks go by, and youâre sure that everyone has forgotten about you and your most embarrassing moment to date. You make the coffee, you calculate the numbers, everyone ignores you. Things return to relative normalcy.
Until it doesn't. The moment you think you're safe is the moment your guard comes down and everything falls apart around you.
It's when you're in the staff kitchen, grinding fresh beans to brew a second pot of coffee, that it happens.
The kitchen is fuller than usual. You normally try to wait until the lunchtime crowd dwindles and leaves to make your second pot, but you're so desperate for the caffeine that you can't find it in you to care.
You trudge into the kitchen with your handy coffee mug clutched in your tired hands and head towards the cupboards to grind up the beans.
There's a few groups of coworkers lingering in the room, and as your grinder whirs the beans around into a powder, you chance a look around to see who's among the crowd.
Your eyes flick immediately to where a hearty laugh erupts. It makes your heart still in your throat. Namjoon sits with his usual crowd of friends, hand gripping a homemade sandwich while the other assists him in telling his story to his friends. He pays you no mindâwhy would he?âand you can't help but stare at the way his dark brown hair lays perfectly against his forehead, and his eyes crinkle so cutely at the edges when he smiles.
You nearly forget about the coffee groundsâyou're snapped out of your Namjoon-induced trance when suddenly a woman's laugh echoes around the room.
"Look at her," the voice states.
You peer up and see a girl you vaguely recognize. Is she from Marketing? Or perhaps Sales? Youâre not sure, but sheâs staring at you with a sneer.
âSheâs so weirdly obsessed with Namjoon. Itâs so creepy.â
Your face turns cherry red and youâre sure your lungs stop functioning. The air your body needs to breathe freezes and your chest aches.Â
Namjoon turns to look at the girl before he looks and sees you grasping your coffee grounds tightly.
âChungha was rightâitâs so weird. Namjoon, you should talk to HR about this!â
Namjoon turns back to the gossiping coworker and frowns. âCan you leave it alone? She wasnât even doing anything.â
The girl huffs and crosses her arms over her chest and looks back at Namjoon.
âHow can you stand to be in the same room as her? She clearly thinks she has a chance with you.â
Her words come out like a bite. She punctuates her point with a harsh laugh and the group around her mumbles and chuckles in agreement.
Youâre desperately grabbing at anything you can, wanting to leave as quickly as possible before youâre embarrassed further.
âWell, she does!â Namjoon replies loudly, annoyance written in his features. âI was actually going to ask her to dinner this weekend in private, but since everyone is so fucking interested in my love life, I have to do it publicly.â
The room falls silent, and your favorite mug falls out from your hands and shatters on the floor. All sets of eyes stare at you while yours widen with disbeliefâyou don't even care that youâre standing in a pool of old coffee and shattered ceramic.Â
Namjoon stands and heads over to you, bending down to pick up the shards of your coffee mug. You take a few stunted breaths to kneel and help.Â
His eyes peer into yours. Theyâre warmâa chocolate brown color that makes you feel safe. Â
âWhat do you say?â He asks with a smile so gentle it nearly breaks your heart. âWill you let me take you out this weekend?âÂ
Youâre gaping like a fish and the surrounding room is silentâbated breath waiting for your reply.Â
âYes, I would l-love that.âÂ
His smile turns even brighter, and he stands to throw the broken mug away.Â
âIâll email you the details, okay?â
Your head nods dumbly without thinking. His eyes sparkle as he smiles at you, and he extends his hand down to you to assist you off the floor. As your hand slips into his, you canât help but feel how soft and strong he feels. You wonder what his hand would feel like caressing your face, smoothing down the expanse of your bare back, running down the length of your body.
The thoughts shake out of you as he winks and kisses your hand gently, causing the gossiping coworker to grunt her disapproval and for murmurs of shock to echo around the room.
âIâll talk to you later, doll.â Namjoon winks at you before he grabs his sandwich and leaves the room, gesturing to his crew to follow along.
The place on your hand felt warm where his lips once lingered. You no longer cared about the angry glares from the rest of your coworkers. Your heart beats wildly in your chest, and you leave the kitchen nearly floating on cloud nine.
Email from: Kim Namjoon
Sent: 3:06 pm
Subject: Hey good lookin ;)
Hey!Â
Just wanted to see how you are! Iâm sorry about what happened at lunchtime. That was super petty and uncalled for. I really wanted to ask you out, and I hope I didnât embarrass you too much by doing it in front of everyone.
I was wondering if youâd like to go out this Friday night after work? Say around 7? If you send me your address, Iâll pick you up.
Let me know!
Xoxo, Joon
Youâre sure if you werenât sitting in your tiny cubicle, youâd be screaming your lungs out.
The second the notification of the email came through, direct from the man of your desires himself, your body froze.
You re-read the message, over and over and over. Â
The winky emoji, the xoxo, the nickname âjoonâ. Itâs all so much and makes the grin on your face threaten to split your lips in half.
Your fingers press the âFWDâ button and you quickly send the message to Jimin, before you stand demurely, attempting to give off an air of professional confidence. You need to talk to Jimin, now.
As soon as youâre out of the eyesight of suspicious coworkers, you bolt down the hallway towards Human Resources. Your high heels click loudly on the tiled floor, but the sound doesnât even register in your mind. All you can think about is Namjoon, the email, the press of his lips on your hand, the way his smile made you feel as if you could fly. Â
The door to HR swings open with your tight grip around the doorknob, and you open your mouth to call to Jimin, the lone employee, when youâre startled by the sight ahead of you.
Jimin sits on the edge of his expansive desk with his arms thrown around Jungkookâs neck and is clearly engaged in a deep, sensual kiss. At the sound of the door opening, they quickly break apart, with matching cherry red blushes on their cheeks and mused hair.
âOh, shit,â you gasp.Â
The men are silent and you canât help but giggle after a moment passes. âIâll take it you two made up?â
Jungkook flashes you a dopey grin, one that gives you an answer, while Jimin smirks haughtily.
âJungkook and I were just discussing, umm⌠his 401k.â
Jungkook looks at the blonde boy for a moment, confused, before he gets it. âYeah! Totally. Retirement. Love to t-talk about it?â
You laugh out loud and walk towards the couple.
âIâm sure it was a titillating discussion,â you tease. âI have good news though, if itâs okay to interrupt this retirement planning session.â
Jimin nods and Jungkook rubs at the back of his neck awkwardly. âI guess I should leave?â
âItâs okay,â you smile. âI trust you.â
Jungkook smiles as if heâs just won the lottery. He looks between you and Jimin, face pure and excited like a puppy.
âWhatâs up?â Jimin asks as he moves to sit down at his desk.
âI forwarded you an email. Read it.â
Jimin nods and logs on to his posh computer, scrolling and clicking before narrowing his eyes and reading.
âOh, my god.â Jiminâs face is shockedâit's written all over his features. âNamjoon asked you out?!â
Jungkookâs child-like grin turns into one of shock himself. He runs around to stand behind Jimin, eyes seeking over the words of the email.
âWell, hot damn,â Jungkook whistles. âHe asked her out.â
Jimin exchanges a look with Jungkook, one that youâre not sure you can read. It quickly slips your mind, however, as youâre more focused on the task at hand.
âCan you come over tonight after work and help me pick out something to wear?â You ask excitedly.
Jimin smiles at you, a touch of sadness in his eyes, before he nods.
âOf course, babe,â he assures. âWeâll make sure you look nice and hot for the date with Mr. Kim.â
âThank you!â You squeal as you wrap your arms around your best friend. He hugs you back before you scurry out of the office and back to your cubicle, itching to reply to the message.
Jimin sighs as the door to his office closes behind you.
âKook, please donât tell me heâs going to break her heart. Heâs asking her out to make himself feel better about this, isnât he?âÂ
Jungkook slips his hand into Jiminâs and squeezes.Â
âIâll find out, baby.â
Jimin smiles and nods appreciatively at the boy, before leaning up and kissing him.
Jungkook smiles against his lips, and is determined to ensure the young HR specialist never hates him again, even if he has to go behind his hyungâs back to ensure his new boyfriendâs happiness.
Jungkook has one mission now, and thatâs ensuring Namjoon takes you on the greatest date known to man.
He grills Jimin with questions about what you like over dinner one night. Jimin finds it endearing that Jungkook is so eager to rectify his mistakes, but he still canât help but worry that Namjoon is doing this to save faceânot because he actually likes you.
âSo, what does she like doing?â Jungkook asks as he spins his pasta around his chopsticks idly.
Jimin smiles as he takes a bite of the ramen Jungkook has thoughtfully prepared for their stay-at-home date. Â
âIâve told you already! Sheâs easy to figure out.â Jimin pats Jungkookâs hand gently. âShe loves cooking and baking, working out, daydreaming about Namjoon.âÂ
âCooking, hm,â Jungkook looks thoughtful as he takes a bite. âI think Namjoon can work with that. Iâll let him know!â
Jimin tries to hide the anxiety brewing in his stomach. Heâs had to plaster on a fake smile for you while you tried on different outfits, wondering which will be the one to finally convince Namjoon he is the one for you. Itâs hard to fake it around his boyfriend, tooâbut something tugs in his stomach that flares the cynical side of him.
Namjoon went from not knowing of your existence, to watching you get publicly embarrassed in a matter of minutes. While Namjoon isnât a terrible guy, Jimin knows he doesnât like anything to tarnish the gentleman reputation heâs built in the office. And as much as Jimin likes him, and surely likes his friend Jungkook, he canât help but feel skeptical.
Jungkook hurriedly pulls out his phone and types away, letting his elder friend know of what heâs found out. Jimin swallows his food, and his pride, and hopes to god his growing cynicism is wrong.
Friday comes slower than youâd like. You wake up every day during the week, one day closer, and your eagerness hits peak levels. Namjoon sees you in the hallways during the week and winks at you, hands shoved in his tight slacks that make you salivate. Â
He emails you again Thursday afternoon, confirming things and getting your address. You reply in nanoseconds, uncaring how overeager you come off.Â
By the time your alarm clock rings on Friday morning, youâve already been awake for 4 hours.
All you can do is daydream about the date, the way his hand fits into yours, the warmth of his eyes when he smiles at you.
Itâs what fuels you through work.
You hope to god the numbers youâre attempting to work during the day come out right, because your mind is elsewhere for more than most of the day. There isnât enough coffee in the world, but also your body feels as if youâve overdosed on caffeine already.
The clock eeks towards 5:00 pm and youâre bolting out the door at 4:56 to head home and get ready for your date.
Jimin attempts to meet you before you leave, but your desk is cold and empty by the time he gets there. Â
He sighs and heads back towards his office to gather his things, waving bye to various coworkers as they file out of the corporate building.
He turns the corner towards his office but stops in his tracks as he sees Namjoonâs back to him, phone pressed to his ear.
âBaby, Iâll come over later tonight, okay?â Namjoon speaks into the phone.
Jimin feels his heart fall into the pit of his stomach. He retreats and hides behind a wall, ear carefully peeled to listen to the tall manâs conversation.
âIâm going on this date with that chick from work,â he sighs. âIt wonât last more than a few hours. Poor girl has a crush on me and you know the usual assholes wonât leave her alone.â
Jimin bites his lip and clenches his fist. Namjoon thinks he means well, but he knows his suspicions have been confirmed, and heâs torn inside. He wants to tell you, to warn you not to get too invested in the man, but he also has no interest in popping the bubble youâve been in since the day he asked you out.
Jimin lets it simmer for now. He decides heâll monitor Namjoon and cut things off if it appears the man strings you along for fun.
Namjoon finishes his phone call with a promise to see whoever is on the other end of the phone later that night, and Jimin quickly pulls out his phone and fakes a conversation with no one when he hears the man approach.
âOh, Kookie,â Jimin giggles, leaning against the wall casually. âI canât wait to see you tonight, either, babe.â
Namjoon walks towards Jimin and makes eye contact with the HR specialist.
âBye, Kook! See you tonight, baby.â Jimin finishes up the fake phone call as Namjoon arrives next to him, and he plasters on his best fake smile.
âCongrats on you and Jungkook,â he speaks sincerely.
Jimin hates how nice he is, hates that heâs a nice guy who gets too wrapped up in his own good looks and reputation.
âThanks, Namjoon,â Jimin smiles uneasily. âYou too! Have fun on your date tonight.â
Namjoonâs face lights up and Jimin desperately wishes he could go back in time to 30 seconds ago, before he heard the conversation, and believe that Namjoon truly wanted to date you.
âThanks, should be fun, huh?â He winks and nudges Jimin, before he waves a goodbye and continues out the door.
Jimin pulls his phone out of his pocket and dials the number of his boyfriend.
âHey, baby. Weâve got a problem.â
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Hi can I request like a vinnie x reader like the reader wrote deja vu by olivia rodrigo (letâs pretend the reader wrote it and released it) and when the music video got posted on yt yall watch it together with the hype house members and when it finish your crying (tears of joy) and vinnie is proud of her and the other hype house congratulated the reader and thomas and alex filming everyoneâs reactions and later thats night the reader and the other hypehouse member are hanging out in the living room and vinnie is all cuddled up to the reader and mia ask whoâs the song abt and the reader said its abt vinnie and she explained it that she wrote the song when they broke up and vinnie got with another girl and everyone is shock.. you ucan continue it and do whatever you want in the end thank youu<33
DĂŠjĂ Vu - Vinnie Hacker
Sooooo, I feel like this wasn't my best piece but I hope you still like it. I love Olivia Rodrigo đ I just canât imagine Vinnie breaking someoneâs hearts tbh, he looks way to sweetÂ
Warning : None
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Today was an important day for you and your career. Your debut single DĂŠjĂ vu was coming out and you couldnât stop yourself from being excited but nervous at the same time. Having been doing covers of your favorite songs on social media for the last 2 years, fans wouldnât stop asking you when your own music would come out. Today was the day they would hear your ideas for the first time in what seems like forever. You had posted little bits of some compositions you had made but never did you post a clip over 15 seconds long, let alone a full song.
You had been recording a lot in the past few weeks and when you presented the lyrics to DĂŠjĂ vu to the producers, they fell in love with it. In all honesty you didnât think it would be one of their favorites since it was sad and angry. You had written these lyrics a while back when you and your now boyfriend were apart. You and Vinnie had been good friends since the moment you had met. Being two growing TikToker, you found yourself hanging in the same places with the same group of friends.
Your relationship was complicated to say the least, you both knew you had feelings for each other, but he wasnât ready to be in a relationship at the time and you were afraid to get into one as well. It didnât stop the both of you of doing everything together, you were inseparable. From sharing one spoon to eat your favorite strawberry ice cream, to sharing clothes, you did everything a couple would do. All went crashing down the day you went on a trip with your best friends, a bunch of pictures of Vinnie and a blonde girl holding hand and sharing ice cream, laughing, came flooding the internet. You couldnât believe what you were seeing, the guy you liked, the guy you thought liked you too was with another women having the time of his life not even giving the time of day.
A few days after you came back from your trip, Vinnie had texted you, but you had decided to ignore him, staying in your room writing down into your notebook. Thatâs how the lyrics for your new song were created.
After that, things got awkward between the two of you, both of you having the same friend group, hanging out wasnât easy. He would often bring his new friend with him and the situation made you uncomfortable and sad. They would share moments together, moment you first had with Vinnie, moments you thought belong to the two of you. The girl even posted pictures of places Vinnie would bring her to, places you showed him first.
A few months past and the two of them broke up, leaving the majority of your friends and yourself happy. Soon enough, Thomas invited you to move into the Hype House and you did. You and Vinnie got back to talking frequently and he one day asked you to lunch which you agreed to. You decided to give him a second chance and soon enough he asked you to be his girlfriend. Everyone had been talking about your relationship, approving of your love. The fans were mostly happy, some of them were mad that Vinnie found a new girlfriend, but for the most part, everyone was supportive.
Four weeks later, here you were, all sitting in the backyard waiting for the show to start. Your roommates had decided to surprise you with a nice diner, and they had set up an outdoor projection screen for the release of your debut single. Vinnie had his arms wrapped around you as the both of you sat down on a huge bean bag next to the others. You were all laughing and talking when the voice of the presenter got your attention.
âSheâs been getting more and more popular over the past two years and fans had been waiting for her to drop her own music. From singing covers of her favorite songs on the internet to now coming out with her own song, this artist is destinate to a great career. We had the pleasure of getting the exclusivity of her debut single and videoclip, here is DĂŠjĂ vu by (Y/F/N)â
The screen changed quickly, your face appearing as you licked some ice cream in a convertible. You had told Vinnie about the song a few weeks prior since it was about him. You could feel his arm tightened around you as he kissed your temple
âIâm so proud of you babyâ he whispered so only you could hear. You smiled feeling the tears well up in your eyes, realizing how far youâve come. It wasnât always easy, but you were doing what you loved with the people who you cherished most. Once the videoclip ended, everyone was clapping making you laugh slightly as tears poured out your eyes.
âOMG! This song is so good (Y/N)â Kouvr said smiling widely as you turned towards her, seeing Alex filming.
âIt is, and the video is greatâ Thomas continued
âThank you, guys! Youâre too kind, youâve been supporting me from the beginning, and I couldnât thank you enough for thatâ you said wiping your tears, looking at them.
âI could never do what you do, youâre so creative, where do you get all your inspiration from? Like for this song, I didnât know you had all these emotions built upâ Mia said, questioning you. You felt yourself tense up as Vinnie rubbed your arms softly.
âIt was from an old relationship, all is good nowâ you shrugged, trying to avoid the question
âWell, this guy seems like he made a big mistake, who would do this to you?â Michael said trying to light up the mood
âActually, it was meâ Vinnie spoke as everyone looked at him with big eyes, including you.
âIâm sorry. What?â Kouvr was the first one to speak
âI was a dick to her two years ago, and I know I broke her hearth. I still regret it to this day and Iâm sorry about everythingâ Vinnie stated now looking at you deeply
âI decided to forgive you and give you another chance and look where that has gotten us. I was scared at first, because of what had happened, but you proved me wrong. You showed me that youâve changed and that you werenât that guy anymore. You make me feel so special and I feel so lucky to have youâ
âI love you baby, and Iâm so proud of youâ he said before kissing you tenderly, his tongue finding your bottom lip, making you smile slightly against his mouth
âOkay guys, get a roomâ Alex said, pushing Vinnie slightly
âWeâll gladly do thatâ he stood up, offering you his hand to help you do the same
âStopâ you said swatting his chest softly, laughing âThank you guys so much for this perfect evening, I couldnât wish for better friendsâ
âWe love you (Y/N)â Mia said bringing you into a tight hug âAnd youâ she said pointing at your boyfriend âIf you break her hearth, Iâll have to kill youâ
âDonât worry, I wonât make this mistake a second timeâ
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Heyhey! May I request a childe x reader where the reader simps for him but he doesnât know? Like what if she was online best friends with the tsaritsa but the reader doesnât know the tsaritsa is the tsaritsa so she constantly simps for childe to her. Like âOMG HEâS SO CUTE.â AND STUFF LIKE THAT. So since sheâs like besties with the tsaritsa the cry archon decides to set her up? Thank you :>>>>
AAAAA NONNIE holds your hands gently this is so cute i love it :,)Â
genshin doesnât have internet/technology but for the sake of this ask shhhhhh weâre gonna pretend they do
i hope i interpreted your ask correctly, if i didnât just lmk <3Â
crack, fluFF- LOTS OF IT???
the tsaritsaâs meddling
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all you wanted were groceries. that was all you wanted. you were standing in line behind the stall as you counted the items you needed to get. salt, milk, sugar, fowl, what else? you were lost in thought as you prayed that you had enough mora to buy everything - god knows how hard eating is as an adventurer. which was why, when you dropped your precious mora, your mind immediately went into panic mode. not now, not now, please donât let the line move, you begged internally. in hindsight maybe if your mora hadnât dropped, maybe if you werenât at your wits end as a broke adventurer, maybe if you had just bought those damn ingredients sooner, you wouldnât be in this position. as you breathed a sigh of relief after collecting your money and returned your gaze back to the stall, the only thing you could do was stare. where...did everyone go? instead of simply turning around and fleeing which shouldâve been your first instinct considering how deserted the place was, you stood there trying to process the information. that was, until you saw a head of auburn hair peak up out of the stall. startled, you almost dropped your mora again. as the tuft of hair gave way to a very tall, handsome, blue eyed man, your brain short circuited.Â
oh god how you wished you had run when you had the chance. you imagined you must have looked quite comical; mouth hanging slightly open, the list of ingredients fisted in your hands while mora was hanging precariously from your fingers. after what seemed like an eternity, the man seemed to finally notice you.Â
âoh hey, you must not have noticed but this stall is sold out for the fatuiâÂ
the sentence accompanied with his signature smile practically brought you to your knees. that smile? aimed at you? you would be surprised if you werenât drooling.Â
determined to not look like an absolute idiot you flashed him a smile of your own before saying, âsorry my bad, i must not have been paying attentionâ while doing what little you can to get some semblance of balance. tuck the mora here, try to balance your list more gracefully, move that piece of hair from your face.Â
his eyes surveyed your undoubtedly disheveled appearance, before making a quick decision.Â
âwhat items do you want, iâm sure i can spare a few ingredients for someone as pretty as youâÂ
one blink. another blink. did he just call you pretty? oh my-Â
âoh no, itâs really ok, i can just get these later - itâs not that important anywayâ you lied through your teeth. you needed those ingredients or you were most likely going to starve on the road but he didnât need to know that.Â
âdonât worry about it, as a harbinger iâm sure my subordinates can overlook a few missing ingredientsâ he smoothly said before gesturing you towards him.Â
âiâm childe by the way, if you didnât knowâ his eyes flicked up to meet yours.
ây/nâ you offered while handing him the list.Â
as he looked over what you needed, you tried your best to keep your breathing steady while your mind raced. if you didnât know? of course you knew who he was, who didnât? you would know better than most considering how often you thirsted about him to your mutual. if anything, you shouldâve been the one saying that line to him. as an adventurer, you tend to not spend much time in liyue harbor, chasing down ruin guards and running errands was how you would rather keep yourself busy. however, ever since you saw childe in liyue, sharing a pot of tea with zhongli of all people, you started swinging by the harbor more often. fascination was what kept you seeking him out wherever you went. you had heard about the infamous eleventh harbinger, supposedly the youngest of them, all while being quite easy on the eyes. you had brushed off all the talk you had heard to just that - talk. international affairs wasnât something you cared for and if anything, seeing the fatui made you wary. however, your curiosity grew after seeing him whenever you were in town. you chalked up your eyes subconsciously seeking out his figure to the fact that he was just an interesting guy. nothing wrong with wondering about a peculiar fellow, right? you went through excuses upon excuses until finally, you had concluded that perhaps, maybe, you had a little crush on him. tiny, you assured yourself. just a tiny crush on a very attractive man.Â
that crush then trickled over to your time spent talking to your mutual. it started off with little hints of âoh thereâs this guy i saw and i thought he was kinda cuteâ to full blown hysteria of âPLS SEND HELP HE LOOKED SO GOOD TODAY.â @cryogoddess definitely had a lot of patience putting up with your thirsts over a man she didnât even have the name of. you felt horrible sometimes since more than half of your conversation was about the newest detail you had noticed about childe - however your protests on boring her were met with reassurances about how no, you werenât boring her, and yes, this is the most lighthearted talk sheâs had her entire day so please keep going. you werenât exactly sure what this woman did, or even how old she was. all you knew was she was someone who was constantly stressed (maybe a fellow adventurer?) and she was quite honest (which you happened to appreciate). despite how busy she was, she seemed to always make time for your texts which made you feel like you could trust her with anything.
âis that all? do you need anything else?â childeâs voice interrupted your mental tirade as you owlishly looked at him.Â
âoh! yes thatâs fine thank youâ you smiled before taking the bag from him. grabbing the mora, you rushed to hand out the correct amount before he stopped you.Â
âdonât worry about it, itâs on the houseâ he laughed slightly before waving your mora away.Â
itâs on the- excuse me? did he just give you all this for free? is this what fatui hospitality is like? Â
rushing to close your mouth, you quickly recovered while slurring out a quick âthank you so muchâ before shouldering your bag. your brain was currently running on fumes and you were very sure that if you stayed there any longer you might just combust.Â
âwell, iâll be off then, thank you againâ you shot him another smile before quickly scurrying away.Â
without turning back to look at his expression, you moved as fast as humanly possible while trying not to seem like you were about to jump out of your skin. you didnât know what was more embarrassing, your thumping heart or the dopey smile on your face. there was no way you were ever going to get over this, not with the way he looked at you the entire time. sighing, you put your bag down near a bench and pulled out your phone. at least you had an update for your friend that consisted of something other than just mindless thirsts.Â
your mind was still reeling over from what happened as you texted her with shaking hands. the reply was immediate: âwow, you finally got up the courage to talk to him huh.â you rolled your eyes playfully at her blunt message. âbY ACCIDENT- IT HAPPENED BY ACCIDENT,,, guess he couldnât keep himself away from this sexiness đŠâ another blunt reply: âright.â smiling softly, you responded: âthanks for hyping me up bestie i really appreciate it <3 ok but maybe childe and i belong together??? is this a sign from the archons???â you stared waiting for her reply, however you were met with a read 8:45 pm. youâre lucky i love you bestie, leaving me on read during my crisis you whispered to yourself as you shouldered your bag once again to head home. at least you wonât be starving tomorrow on your commissions.Â
as soon as you entered your house, your phone lit up. âwait. as in childe, eleventh of the fatui harbingers, also known as tartaglia, feared by many on the battle field, currently stationed in liyue, major pain in the ass, and is currently ignoring some of his paperwork???â - @cryogoddess. your eyebrows furrowed as you read her message, âyes thatâs him but why do you sound so freaked out and how do you know sm abt him?â another notification: âi canât believe youâve been thirsting to me abt CHILDE.â you: âKDJKSFJ YOU DIDNT ANSWER MY QUESTION - also??? i thought i told you his name did i not??? đâ her: âno??? wow this definitely is...interestingâ you: âBESTIE ANSWER MY QUESTION DO YOU KNOW HIM???â her: âiâve gotta go, work is calling.âÂ
you sighed in frustration as you tossed your phone on your bed. why was she so freaked out? you werenât dumb, you knew there was something she wasnât telling you but you trusted her enough to know sheâll let you know if it was important. you wondered as you pulled the covers over your head, if youâll meet childe in your dreams and if you do, hopefully, in a less embarrassing scenario.Â
the next morning, you awoke to a barrage of texts from none other than @cryogoddess. they were all along the lines of you should go to bubu pharmacy and stock up on medication this evening (i heard theyâre having a sale). you responded back with a maybe, if you had time today after your commissions and if xiangling didnât stop by with some food. however, your mutual made you promise you would visit in the evening, even if itâs just for a few minutes. you gave in because a) you never could say no and b) she made it sound like it was urgent so maybe she was obsessed with medicine? hmmm you would have to figure out where she lived so you could send some to her.Â
you walked toward bubu pharmacy while tiredly sheathing your weapon, loosely taking in your surroundings. kids playing near the pond, teenagers chatting at the steps, adults keeping a watchful eye over their kids while laughing about the dayâs events. your eyes studied the sign outside of bubu pharmacy. sale? what sale? there doesnât seem to be anything regarding a sale?
ây/n?â a mildly familiar voice called your name. you whipped around looking for whoever uttered those words before your eyes fell on none other than one blue eyed harbinger. he was holding a few silk flowers in his hand as he stared at you with a sheepish smile.Â
âhiâ you stuttered out. your mind was blank, what was happening?Â
âoh sorry, these are for you. i donât mean to make you uncomfortable but i heard that you might be interested in me? you caught my eye at the stall yesterday, so i was wondering if you would want to grab lunch from the third-round knockout and then go watch the sunset at mt. tianheng? thereâs this really cool trick i can do with my hydro vision where i can make the sunlight dance across the waypoint.âÂ
you stared at him as you wordlessly took the silk flowers from his hands. the golden light of the setting sun cast his face in a beautiful sheen, softly showing off the gentle blush on his cheeks and the brilliant blue of his eyes. his auburn hair seemed to grow alive at the touch of the fiery light and all you could do was stare.Â
childeâs confidence seemed to wane with every passing second that you gazed at him, open mouthed, so he decided to save himself the embarrassment before hesitantly opening his own mouth.Â
âyes, i would love toâ you quickly said. you smiled gently up at him.Â
âi would love to watch the sunset with youâÂ
you felt your cheeks burning up as you looked at him with soft eyes. when he returned your expression with a dazzling smile of your own, you could feel yourself relax. yes, your heart rate was off the chart right now, but you were content. the sunset, childe, and the silk flowers was something you never knew you needed, but were glad you got. you had enough time later to worry about the oncoming mortification of how he found out you liked him.Â
a single notification appeared in your phone as the two of you walked laughing towards the mountain.Â
âyouâre welcome <3âł
BONUS:Â
âi know iâm too sexy for you to not fall in love with meâ childe sighed dramatically as he leaned against you for support as the two of you went up the stairs.Â
you promptly rolled your eyes and pushed him down the steps as you walked ahead with his protests falling on deaf ears.Â
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owning a bakery and being discovered by the ada and the port mafia (part 3)
platonic! yosano akiko x f! reader
type of writing: head canons !!
this is part of my head canon series, flour & fluff !!
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series synopsis: owning a bakery at 20 is tough; even more so when you have to handle members of two opposing organizations! this is your journey to meeting those fools and creating an unlikely bond with each of them. but only at the cost of your peace and sanity.
fandom: bungou stray dogs
content: fluff & platonic stuff but trigger warning!! there may be a sensitive topic for others
*getting grabbed and pulled to an alleyway! alcohol mentioned!*
please remember that yokohama isnât the friendliest place, especially at night.
previous: part 2 :Â their beloved president
authorâs note: same ages as last time!! (so that means everyone is one year younger than canon; that makes yosano 24)
this one is actually pretty long :0
i got info abt her likes on her wiki page (careful! thereâs spoilers!)
and yosano is a queen and no one can tell me otherwise
the doctor is in the house (quite literally)
going grocery shopping was an okay chore in your opinion
it honestly depended on your mood or whatever kind of shit happens when you go shopping
cause like something always, always happens whenever you go do groceries
sometimes itâs good, sometimes itâs bad, and sometimes itâs just plain weird
one time some weirdo proposed to you in the middle of the store asking for a double suicide
he was good looking youâd admit but itâs not like youâd ever see him again
or so you thought
a n y w a y s
every so often, youâd run out of real person food in your apartment
you mostly survive off all of the leftover bakery treats and ingredientsâwhich works out pretty well actuallyâbut bakery supplies unfortunately also run out quite often
and also unfortunately, one time when both fukuzawa & ranpo took a visit to Sakuraâs, fukuzawa argued that âno you canât live off sweets for the rest of your lifeâ
ranpo was scandalized and scrambled to cover your ears
you guys were at it for a while
in the end you sided with fukuzawa causing ranpo to go off about âbetrayal from the people he cared most abtâ or smth like that
you guys were okay again after bribing him with sweets :)
for bakery supplies you usually have them delivered bc you order them in large quantities bc ahaha no way were you gonna carry like 15-20 50 pound bags of flour no way
when days like those happen, you close up the bakery early so you arenât walking home when itâs too dark
you scheduled it to happen every first saturday of the month
on those saturdays, you close at 5 instead of at 8
currently, you were at the grocery store looking for basic cooking ingredients such as proteins, vegetables, fruits, and most importantly, snacks
ranpoâs been rubbing off on you
the sun was starting to set and you were walking home with your two bags of groceries when shit went down
tbh you were kinda expecting it cause your grocery run was peaceful for once
but what you werenât expecting was a wack-a-do to appear out of goddamn nowhere right when you were opening the side door to get to the staircase up to your apartment
like honestly
let a woman do her own thing
the man who grabbed you tried to covered your mouth so you couldnât scream but you didnât exactly make it easy for him
you kicked and thrashed around even using the grocery bagsâthat were somehow still in your handâas a weapon and the man struggled but he was still bigger than you and was able to bring you to a nearby alley
he reeked of alcohol and you spotted a wedding band on his left hand
not that you cared about the detail in the moment
you kicked him in the groin and in response he let you go only to fall on broken glass that was in the alley way
using the wall to help yourself up, you grabbed a nearby wooden stick and struck him right on his back
your attacker fell and you immediately turned on your heels to escape only to fall back down on the hard cold ground once again
you lift your face up and look back to see the man holding onto your ankle
grabbing a shard of glassâcutting yourself in the processâ you begin to swing it at him only for him to easily grip your wrist and stop you
you get ready try and kick him in the groin again but youâre interrupted as your attacker gets sucker punched and flies to wall
you look up to see your savior and youâre blessed to see a beautiful woman, probably not that much older than you areâsheâs probably around ranpoâs ageâ donning a white long sleeve button up, a matching black necktie, knee length skirt, and gloves, along with tights, red heels, and a pretty butterfly clip in her short black hair
but what you really notice is her eyes
ranpoâs eyes were pretty but you like hers just a bit more
youâve always liked the color magenta
the pretty lady holds out her hand and you take it graciously and thank her as she helps you up
as thatâs happening, your attacker gets himself onto his feet and his groan catches both of your attention
he struggles to stand and the pretty lady simples saunters over to him and delivers an uppercut knocking him out cold
youâre stunned and you breathe out a âthank youâ making her turn towards you
she notices the condition youâre in
bleeding scrapes on your hands, arms and legs, small rips in your clothes like your tights, blouse, and skirt, and the ruffled state of your hair and clothing
she asks if you live nearby and you tell her that you own the bakery thatâs one or two buildings away
when you tell her that, it clicks in her mind that you must be the bakery girl ranpoâs been talking about and the friend fukuzawa was cat sitting for
itâs been abt two weeks since ranpo and fukuzawa first met you and since then, theyâve seen lucky in the office plenty and the boxes of your signature sweets even more
if those two trust you, she has no reason not to
she smiles at you, holds out her hand for you to shake, and introduces herself as the doctor of the armed detective agency
your eyes widen and you smile back at her shaking her hand
âah! you must be yosano-sensei then! ranpo-san and fukuzawa-san have talked about you! itâs so nice to meet you! im (l/n) (y/n)!â
âtheyâve talked about you too, itâs a pleasure to finally meet you (y/n)â
after that exchange she insisted on bringing you home to treat you wounds which you told her it wasnât necessary
she gave you a pointed look and that was when you realized what state you were in
you sighed and weakly gave in to which she only grinned at
before leaving the alley she walks over to the unconscious man and pulls out his wallet for some sort of identification and home address as you try to see if thereâs any groceries still salvageable
after texting the details to kunikida, yosano turns to you poking around the now ruined grocery bags
she simply rubs your back and tells you that the both of you could go buy more groceries together as she was meaning to get some anyways; she even said sheâll pay for you
you refused obviously but she, unknowingly, used the same tactic fukuzawa used with you
âso youâre saying you donât need groceries?â
â...â
*cue an eyebrow raise from our resident queen*
â...you agency members donât like making things easy for me huh.â
you gave in reluctantly and at this point you donât even know why you try negotiating with them
and thatâs only three of them
apparently, she was on the other side of the street on the way to buy groceries for the agency when she noticed different produce items on the other sidewalk leading to the alley and she went to check out what happened
ironically, the way to the grocery store from the agency makes you go past Sakuraâs but she didnât realize it until after the two of you had met
before you know it, the two of you are in your apartment kitchen as she cleans and patches up all of your wounds
as she does so the two of you have a little girl talk
you find it quite comforting bc since you opened up Sakuraâs you havenât really had the chance to connect to many people much less other women
you definitely see yosano as your cool, loving, badass older sister
she thinks youâre adorable and agrees with ranpoâs opinion
yupÂ
thatâs right
the opinion that youâre like a little kid </3
you called it a betrayal and all she did was laugh at you <//3
âawhh thatâs really cool yosano-sensei!âMFPH?!?â
*squishing your cheeks the same way ranpo did*Â âranpo-san was right (n/n)-chan, your cheeks are squishy!â
â?!â
after that small fiasco, the two of you talked some more and bonded over your love for flowers, japanese sweets, and much more!!
you even made a date to have a girls day to go shopping and eat out!
youâre internally squealing a bit bc itâs been a while since youâve gone shopping
yosano notices and she giggles behind her hand not saying anything bc she knows youâll only throw a fit
the two of you came around the topic of ranpo when lucky passed by
lucky quickly warmed up to the doctor and cozied up in her lap
âi wish ranpo-san was able to meet lucky when he came by the first time, but then again, heâd probably throw a tantrum if i donât pay attention to him for 5 secondsâ
she snorted at that and like fukuzawa, she shared stories abt the slightly older male
âranpo-san doesnât know how to ride a train?â
âunbelievable right?â
âfor someone so intelligent i expected more from himâ
âiâll be telling that to ranpo-san, (n/n)-chanâ
âwhaâ?! yosano-sensei please donât!â
like ranpo, sheâs also a tease </3
but you love her anyway <3
eventually, she finished patching you up and promised to treat you to a new set of clothes when the two of you go out
âyou donât need to lose a good set of clothes just because of a sleazy man (n/n)-chan! you deserve better!â
you were going to argue that the rips in your clothes were fairly small and could easily be fixedâexcept the tightsâbut you stopped in your tracks when you remembered that it was practically useless to argue against an ada member
the two of you walked to the grocery store and bought both of your needed suppliesâalong with some extra goodiesâand then she walked you back to your place bc it was already a bit dark out
but even if it wasnât, she would walk you anyways
besides, if anything happened to you, sheâs 1000% positive that ranpo and fukuzawa are gonna flip the fuck out not that she wont cause she most definitely will
speaking of which
you were drinking a bottle of water as the two of made your way back to Sakuraâs when all of a sudden
â(y/n) you do realize that i have to tell shachou and ranpo-san about what happened today right?â
you choked on your water
âyosano-sensei you canât! if you do theyâll freak! they wonât leave me alone for at least two weeks! one if im lucky!â
âexactly the pointâ
you just accepted your defeat already knowing that youâd lose
but maybe you can simmer down their anger towards the bastard with sweets and lucky
you arrived at Sakuraâs shortly after and after bringing groceries in, you packaged a bunch of pastries leftover from todayâbc you closed earlyâand bc youâre well aware that ranpo doesnât share any of the sweets you send him with
you even gave yosano her own special box filled with goodies she loves, and a thermos of fukuzawaâs favorite, your special hot honey lemon tea
other than the sweets, you prepared lucky to spend the night at fukuzawaâs
you really really hoped that doing these things would make them calm down
you shivered at the thought of what their responses would be
you felt really bad for giving yosano all these things to carry and that you were keeping her very late
she assured you that she was fine and that if someone tried to mess with her sheâd kick their ass
and after exchanging numbers, the magenta eyed queen bid you a good night and walked back to the agency with lucky walking by her heels
arriving back at the agency, yosano was greeted with some concerns asking if she was alright bc she came back from her grocery run pretty late
(she usually goes in the mornings but today was pretty busy so she left in the late afternoon but now it was already dark)
she waved off the concerns and plopped a couple boxes of your signature bakery boxes at ranpoâs desk, the one for her at her own, the last few boxes in the kitchen for any other agent or clerk to grab, placed the thermos on the desk fukuzawa was by, and picked up lucky and handed him to the president
the two males were pleased with what yosano had brought them, and pleased that another agency member had the chance to meet you
fukuzawa was rubbing lucky and ranpo already snacking on treats as yosano expected
but here comes the hard part
or maybe itâs gonna amusing who knows
âi met (y/n) today.â
âwe could tell.â
in goes another treat in the green eyed manâs mouth
âwould you like to know how?â
âyou bumped into each other, had girl talk, made plans to go out, went grocery shopping, and you brought me and shachou presents.â
âgreat job ranpo-san, youâre almost completely correct.â
this caught the attention of basically everyone bc they knew ranpo was never âalmost completely correctâ
âwe ended up meeting bc she got attacked on her way home from grocery shopping, i treated her wounds, then we had girl talk and did all the other stuffâ
ranpo and fukuzawa froze right in their tracks
âi sent all the info of the bastard to kunikidaâ
âkunikida.â
âyes shachouâ
âfind out everything about that man and bring it to me and ranpoâ
â...yes shachouâ
âand yosanoâ
âyes?â
âtext (y/n) and tell her that her cat, tea, and pastries arenât going to work as a bribeâ
just as you finished taking a shower you sneezed
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Relationships: WayV
MaeKun
if it werent for the the laws of ncity he wouldve asked her to join wayv and stay in their dorms
Since they donât live together or are part of the same unit they donât really spend a lot of time together but heâll be damned if he doesnât want to be with Mae
Large parent/protective older brother energy
not as protective as 127 hyungs but you know
Yeah sheâs a menace when she teams up with other WayV members but she doesnât clown him as much as they do itâs cause she saves that energy for doyoung lmao
mae claims she visits the wayv dorm for him but heâs 50% sure sheâs just there for the animals
the other 50% is because she wants him to cook for her which he does even if she doesnt ask
hes like those parents who insist on giving you leftovers to bring home to your family
he taught her to do magic tricks bc she was insistent on wanting to learn at least one
okay but honestly she thinks he really cool despite all the clowning she does to him
like singing? dancing? cooking? visual? magic? and he can fly a plane????
one of the reasons she has high standards ngl
MaeTen
ten has unofficially adopted her whether people like it or not
he has fought with taeyong and doyoung about it she is his baby
if mark and johnny are his brothers, mae is basically his younger sister
if you look at his photo gallery he has a folder dedicated to mae and mae only
any photo or video of them together is basically ten clinging to her like a koala
he looks at her like she put all the stars in the sky but the same goes for mae
she has admitted in an interview that ten is one of her role models because of his talent and work ethic
whenever she needs help with dancing heâs one of the first people she asks
xiaojun once asked him whoâs his favorite between yangyang and mae and you could see him malfunction for like six seconds before jokingly scolding him
âyah how could you ask me that type of question?â
fun fact! ten was the person she asked to go with her when she got her first tattoo!
he arranged the appointment at the place where he got his and held her hand when she was getting it
Lowkey considered getting matching tattoos but never really took the time to think of what tattoos theyâd get
MaeWin
another top ship among czennies
these two are so soft for each other omg
just one glance at the two and youâre already melting
You can see Yuta screaming about MaeWin whenever the group is together and theyâre interacting
And if you canât see it youâll probably hear it
MaeWin: casually talking
Yuta: is this what heaven looks like
MaeWinMark is just yutaâs weakness and he doesnât even bother to hide it
Okay back to MaeWin before I get ahead of myself and make an entire post about Yuta and MaeWinMark
If theyâre gathered in a large group their interactions arenât really noticeable unless youâre actively looking for it
While the others are talking you can just see Mae playing with his hands or winwin giving her a soft smile while patting her head
They talk more when theyâre either in a small group or just the two of them
MaeWin shippers were devastated when they got separated so when nct 2020 happened they went feral
Every once in a while they go out for hotpot and talk about what has been going on
LuMae
this man right here
they first met when she was visiting NCT U dance practice for BOSS with food and she heard him from the hallway
its one of the reasons why she wasnât intimidated by him even though hes a giant
she was excited to see what kind of energy and personality he would bring to nct
and she was not disappointed at all
personal hype man
whenever theyâre on a variety show together and mae is asked to do something he just yells âFIGHT HAEYADWAEâ
of course the same goes for mae but less loud bc last time she kept yelling she lost her voice and couldnt talk for the rest of the show
He just has this energy where if heâs hyped up about something she feels energized to be hyped up well so you just hear the both of them cheering loudly
its always interesting to see because you just see a gentle giant cheering loudly with this smol girl next to him trying to match his energy
he always makes sure sheâs comfortable when theyâre at a schedule
like we know how heâs really silly on camera but heâs also very observant and caring
one time mae complained about how her feet hurt from the heels she was wearing so he just picked her up bridal style and walked to the van without a word
XiaoMae
Theyâve heard abt each other from Kun and ten and greeted each other when they passed by each other in the halls but they never really had a chance to grow close until nct 2020 happened
Mae wasnât in the Make a Wish unit so there werenât a lot of chances to get to know each other while promoting either but it doesnât mean theyâre not friends
ten also hogs her attention when she visits the wayv dorms but we dont talk about that
these two arent as close as the others but not to the point where they actively avoid each other
whenever theyâre together they just vibe
theres no awkward silence or small talk they just talk about random stuff
âno lucas, i dont hate xiaojun hyung we just dont hang out as often as we doâ
âyes hendery we do have each otherâs numbers we just donât talk oftenâ
WayV is lowkey tempted to lock the two of them in a practice room together and do a vlive to see whatâll happen
prime candidates for âItâs Awkward but Itâs Okayâ
their dynamic is kinda DoRen where they pretend to be awkward around each other as a joke
like they went out together once and everyone as excited bc omg they were interacting
XiaoMae shippers are starved for content and will accept any crumbs that come their way
HenMae
the duo people didnt know they needed until they met
its not like people didnt want them to become friends its just that theyre energies match well
these two are such a vibe
you know how there are ppl who donât see for long periods of times but you still want tackle them in a hug whenever you meet? yeah its like that
kun sometimes wants to separate the two bc of how much chaos they cause together
theyâre the duo where they think something is a good idea at the time but ends up as something bad at the end
kun has banned the two from the kitchen bc of a fire they started
HenMae shippers are thriving because of all the stories of the dumb shit theyâve done
lowkey considered doing a series together on nct daily but then the channel stopped uploading vids so it was never mentioned again
one time he was on call with his sister when she walked in and accidentally mistook her as his gf and now they jokingly have each other as bf and gf in their phone contacts
ten nearly had a heart attack when he saw the contact name pop up and mae picked up the call
 yangyang has the whole thing recorded on his phone and refuses to delete it
MaeYang
(A/N everytime i see this gif i need a moment to pause and try and remember my ideas cause my head goes empty when it comes to yangyang)
okay if HenMae are chaotic, MaeYang are worse
kun doesnt need to dye his hair gray bc of all the stress these two cause him
czennies thought they didnt interact much bc of different schedules and groups but once nct world happened they changed their minds
MaeYang slowly climbing up the ranks of nct ships
during one of his lives yangyang mentioned how he spoke a lot with mae and that she wanted to add him to the 00liner gc
czennies lost it that day bc 1) holy shit theres a 00liners gc and 2) why tf hasnt yangyang been added into it yet
insists that she calls him oppa/hyung even though theres only a one month difference between them
Mae and Yangyang: whispering in the corner of the room
kun: theyre either talking shit about someone or world domination and i cant tell whats worse
he tried teaching her some german once and she now knows like three sentences
âHallo, Ich bin Mae. Was geht ab? Mir gehtâs gut.â (A/N this is the outcome of my three years of german lessons everyone)
and basically all the swear words but we dont need to talk about that
haechan jokes that heâs stealing mae away from the dreamies so he wont be the maknae in wayvÂ
#nct 24th member#24th member of nct#nct female addition#nct female oc#nct au#kpop female addition#nct addition#nct dream female member#nct dream female addition#nct 127 female addition#nct 127 female member
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đ RH POSITIVITYđ
DISCLAIMER: this doesnât exactly have to do with the dolls, the creators, etc. itâs literally just about the web series alone. i figured since i have been feeling quite negative in the doll community, i kinda just wanted to shed some positive light on my current comfort show. also, you donât have to agree or anything! not that these are really opinions... they are more facts with evidence from the show haha.
FEATURING:
Ruby Anderson
Poppy Rowan
Sunny Madison
Jade Hunter
Skyler Bradshaw
Violet Willow
Bella Parker
Amaya Raine
â¤ď¸ RUBY ANDERSON - sheâs a supportive girl. she is always there for her friends when the right time calls for it. we can often see her being supportive of violetâs channel (at least in the earlier episodes), her working hard to complete group projects, her complimenting their friends, her bringing them up from their worst moments and more. some of my favourite scenes of ruby being supportive is definitely in episode three when poppy was showing her music to the aâs. you can see ruby excitedly standing there with her thumbs up for poppy. another great scene is ofc in episodes five and six when she immediately dumps the boy she was interested in just to go comfort skyler, because she knew she needed it. i also love how she was supportive of bellaâs feelings and was quick to defend them. she truly cared for her roommate and was rightfully upset to see her go. the group as a whole is usually supportive of each other and each otherâs decisions, but i have noticed a lot of that hype is channeled through Rubyâs support
đ§ĄPOPPY ROWAN - sheâs a dedicated, passionate artist. poppy definitely has a personality, i just donât think itâs as prominent as the other girls. poppy doesnât usually get the spotlight (other than in her two respective episodes) and she doesnât usually get into drama. i noticed sheâs usually in the background or remains neutral during drama. so we really donât get to see sides of her like we do with violet, ruby, or jade. but sheâs still really sweet! sheâs a total goofball, loves to be silly and is clearly close with sunny. she dedicates her time to her music, a clear fixation. she relies on music for comfort and to express her feelings and emotions. when feeling homesick, she found comfort in the sounds of the waves from her home. when excited, she loves to pay hard attention to her music, and just simply channels all creativity into that. itâs not that âbeing a djâ is her only personality trait, itâs the time, effort, love, creativity and passion that is part of her personality, and part of anyone ever for that matter!
đSUNNY MADISON - sheâs the sweetest friend. sunny is always there for those she loves, no matter what. a perfect example would be w/ violet. she grew up w/ violet! they are best friends! seeing violet attempt to drift away for her was an obvious stab at sunnyâs heart. and while i wish the drama lasted a bit longer and not get resolved off screen, itâs clear that sunny still loves violet & they worked past those problems together. she is seen hyping violet up, supporting her vlog, bringing up past memories, etc. even when violet had wrongfully exploited bella, sunny still remained loyal to violet because of how much she cares for her. another perfect example would be with amaya. amaya was the new girl, and came at the wrong time. she did absolutely nothing wrong and sunny knew this. on the other hand, the other girlsâ heads were clouded with judgment because they had just lost their very best friend. sunny knew she had to be their for amaya. sheâs caring that way! she welcomed amaya, & immediately grabbed her hand when first walking in to introduce her to the girls.
đJADE HUNTER - sheâs a loyal defender. i figured she wouldnât just be some mean girl who had this cold, hard exterior for no reason. luckily, we get to see a soft, goofy, lovable side with jade. sheâs emotional. sheâs dependent on positive energy & comfort. she gets these through doing what she loves & caring for who she loves. her being a loyal defender is clearly seen in episodes 5-9. she was defending ruby & skyler when yelling at colin. when bella was leaving, she was quick to be upset. thatâs her girl & she was no longer going to be there! even though bella didnât fully listen to jade, she didnât waste any time blaming bella. she immediately was filled w/ powerful emotions. she wrongfully took them out on amaya, which had reason, but wasnât right. she ended up apologizing & grew from it/developed. same with the violet situation. violet did something wrong, and it filled jade with powerful emotions. what jade did was wrong, even with good intentions. but in the end, it got resolved and they moved on from it. development!
đSKYLER BRADSHAW - her emotions are powerful. i often hear talk about how emotions and feelings are lame. âget your head out of the clouds & come back to reality.â statements like that are hurtful, and i can 100% imagine them being hurtful to skyler. she takes a lot of things personally. she didnât know how exactly to feel when she found out colin and her were no longer a couple. her thoughts were all over the place, & it took the help of a friend to bring her back to her senses. skyler is more than just âcolinâs girlfriendâ. even though sheâs shy, sheâs got big talent. itâs like ruby and even skyler herself said... she may not talk a lot, but she loves to let her artwork speak for itself. and she clearly channels all of her emotions and feelings into her artwork. so these creations speak a thousand words. sheâs always the mutual one, taking emotions and thoughts into consideration. never picking sides, always being reasonable and rational. sheâs not just the shy girl. she is arguably one of the most mature girls in the group!
đVIOLET WILLOW - she is outspoken, loud & proud. i will confidently say that sheâs been doing better since her dev. arc... she was always looking to record this n that, only ever talk about her vlog, ignore others feelings & just wanted to focus on her channel. focusing on what youâre passionate about isnât wrong! itâs abt how you handle it! she was shown the cold, hard truth in episode 11. she had to experience a similar pain that bella was feeling to understand what she did wrong. and ever since then, she hasnt really started any drama or been involved in any! she definitely is a passionate girl. itâs good to be outspoken! itâs good to put your thoughts to words for the public to hear! she just wants to have fun as an entertainer & share school stories w/ her audience. needing a friend to bring you back to your senses isnt always bad! itâs the development that counts! she just wants to enjoy her time with her friends! i do want to point out that scene in the recent episode (15) where she asked amaya before posting the video of her dancing.
đBELLA PARKER - sheâs an impulsive, hard worker. bella likes to work hard & get the job done. this can be seen in episodes where sheâs trying to complete school tasks or help her friends with their situations. she also clearly puts effort into friends! she stopped everything during the escape room just to have a fun moment to cheer jade & her friends up. when she knows what she wants, she goes for it. even if it takes a little debating, she will go for what she is passionate abt. this is seen in episode 7, and is unfortunately at the expense of her space at RH. yes, she broke a rule. yes, that is technically wrong. but the rule was sort of dumb, and she rightfully applied for that internship with her idol. i, too, would do just about anything to get a chance to work with my favourite celeb! honestly, bella was gone too soon, especially considering how many episodes there are. itâs all just truth anyway. sheâs a supportive, caring, goofy, impulsive, hard worker who honestly means nothing but the best!
đ¤AMAYA RAINE - she isnât afraid to stand out and show some spirit. amaya is definitely a feeler. she feels things at a deep level and just wants to make a significance at her dream school. she unfortunately entered at the wrong time, but was luckily able to work hard to solve the problems. even though she was filled with negative emotions about the drama, she still found ways to be positive, whether it was by trying her best to fit in and work with the girls on their project, she tried her best. and in the end, succeeded! it seems she likes to take the lead during some things, but definitely isnt someone who fully picks sides during conflict, especially when it has nothing to do with her. like skyler, she is someone remains mutual and can see both sides of an argument... sort of in a diplomatic way perhaps? sheâs obviously a strong girl who lets her emotions take full power, and she is definitely a bold character. i really hope we can see more of her personality develop in these final episodes and see how bold she truly is!
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the sun will rise again - mlp fic p2
part one contents: aj and big mac are like. 13 and 15. big mac realizes she is a trans woman, and is guided by applejack, but there is much more to it than just that lol. its also a little hard for her. sappy, feel-good, tough internal conflict but overall happy fic. paragraph one is previewed here, the rest is below the cut! disclaimer: there is no transphobia in this fic lmao im not gonna write abt horse transphobia. this is a feel good. but cw for fear of outing (note: i am aware my blog makes posts a little hard to read bc of a glitch, i am trying to fix it at the moment, i apologize D: i rec reading it on tumblr mobile or highlighting the words as you read, im sorry!) paragraph one: The wind whispered lovingly, cooling little Big Mac and Applejack's drowsy heads. A time like this in a young pony's life can be very confusing, something the two of them had grown to be very familiar with. Applejack rested his backside against the trunk of one of his family's old apple trees, if they had no where else to take solace, at least they had the orchard and each other's company, he thought. It felt nice, having this little secret kept safe by somepony you knew would protect it, and who still cared about you just the same. "If nopony accepts us, at least we have each other. I don't care if it's just you and me, Big Mac, we'll be jus' fine." Applejack stated in a soft voice, breaking the silence. He was accepting of his circumstances, no matter how they turned out. As long as him and his sister ended up okay. And again, he was sure they would. Big Mac smiled and folded her hooves neatly, "Eeyup."
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Applejack worked his fluffy hooves through Big Mac's mane, doing his absolute best to make the fine ginger hair into a braid. He wanted to do something nice for his sister, something to celebrate her bravery and courage in realizing - and telling - Applejack, and he wanted her to feel nice in her own body, even if she couldn't change much right now, or for a while. No matter how small the act, Big Mac was especially grateful. Nobody had ever treated her like this, on purpose at least, like she was a mare. And every chance Applejack could sieze he would do just that, remind her that was what, *who* she was. "So, Big Mac, what do you reckon I call you now?" With that her eyes widened, and her brows furrowed, it caught her off guard. "Like...my name? I didn't know I could change my name..." she let out, slightly confused, a tender hoof raising to her chin as she thought hard. "Yeah!" AJ beamed, not straying from his tedious work. Big Mac, still lying down, started shuffling her hooves again. "Well... I always thought if I were a girl my name would be something pretty, which I mean, I am a girl and all, but I don't feel very pretty ever," she admitted disheartened. "You're plenty pretty! You're an Apple! You wouldn't say Ma or Granny wasn't pretty, would you?" Applejack pointed out, gesturing absentmindedly in the air with his hooves, then promptly returning back to his work, being sure to keep a steady hoof. "Well... Nope." Big Mac blurted awkwardly, pursing her lips. "But-" she began. "No 'but's'!" Applejack interjected, "You're an Apple, and a dang pretty one!" Applejack closed his eyes and lifted his head proudly, putting his non-dominant hoof against his puffed chest, "Look at me, I'm an Apple and I'd say I'm awful handsome, just like Pa!" he said with an endearing foal-like passion and certainty. He chuckled, his cheeks growing slightly cherry as he let out a tiny chuckle, and got back to his work, about a quarter way down the locks. Big Mac grinned slightly, "I suppose," and tapped her hooves together shyly, playing with the grass falling between them. "You know, I always did think my mane was a little long for a stallion," she laughed playfully, diverting from the subject and trying to reassure herself. She went to touch her mane, and was swiftly batted away by Applejack's quick hoof, "Nuh-uh Big Mac, I'm workin' here. Don't go touchin' it now," he said sternly but still non-maliciously. He just wanted it to look perfect for his big sister, he wanted her to be proud, and feel as pretty as she could. Applejack wanted to know how it felt to look pretty, too, but in the way he'd always dreamed of. He wondered often if he'd ever get the blessing of such a wonderful feeling. "Applejack, do you ever wish you were born a colt?" Big mac asked genuinely, still a little unsure of what Applejack was feeling, but knowing there was solidarity in it somewhere, she just had to understand it a little more. "Well - not really," Applejack spat out, his eyes looking away from his busy hooves, and quickly darting back to them before he drifted off in fantasy. He thought about it for a second, and still felt strange. "I wasn't really born a filly or a colt... or anything, I think, I was just born me. And I wouldn't really have it any other way. Sure, I mean, maybe I'd like shorter hair or somethin', or a uh," he struggled to find the words in his young foal vocabulary, "maybe if my nose was a little more colt-ish I'd be happy. But I think I'm pretty happy with me now. I do hope when I'm older my voice is a little better, though. I can't really do much though," he sighed dismissively. He continued, "I don't ever really feel too bad about who I am... I think I just feel happy about who I am. When I see myself as not a colt and not a filly, just a foal, a pony, it makes me real happy-like. But, I don't get too sad unless people are real serious about calling me a filly. I do get sad sometimes though, when I look too much like a filly to other people..." As Applejack placed an orchard blossom in Big Mac's hair, tucked snug and safe behind her ear, a thought went through Big Mac's head. "Applejack!" she jumped up, the rush of movement startling him, who was so concentrated seconds prior. "Let's give you a haircut! It'll be like how you braided my hair for me, we can cut yours!" Applejack nervously rubbed his elbow, then raising his hoof lightly beneath his muzzle, and he began to sweat. "Well, I, what if Ma and Pa don't like it?" Big Mac thought hard as Applejack grimaced, "Well, we can hide it with one of Pa's hats, an' I'm sure they won't mind," she suggested happily. Applejack considered briefly, just for a moment, the downsides of it all. He then immediately turned them all away and smiled so hard his eyes shut, stomping his front hooves against the ground up and down, "Okay, let's do it Big Mac!" As they galloped back to the barn, Applejack had suddenly realized he was so surprised with how much Big Mac had been talking, she never seemed so excited to talk about anything, and he realized how much this all meant to her. It meant a lot to him, too. Especially that his sister was so supportive while still knowing so little, but in her defense, he didn't know much either. It was a very special feeling, he thought to himself, very pleased. They skidded to a halt clumsily as they reached the doors to the barn. Foal-ishly peeking through the front windows, they realized it was only Granny and baby Bloom home, their parents must be out. They looked at each other, grinning, and cantered to the back, sneaking inside through the back door. When they made it to the bathroom, Applejack noted Big Mac looked a little worn out, wearing a tired look on her face. She figured all this chattiness probably made her sister a little exhausted. He shot a reassuring patended Sibling glance at her telling her all she needed to know, not needing words. Big Mac let out a gentle smile. She helped her little brother reach the cabinet above the sink, reaching the scissors that were so high up it took them both working together to reach. Applejack had a slight doubt in his mind, his parents probably didn't want him touching the scissors by himself, did they? But he had his big sister with him, and it had to be done! Nopony else would, and only they understood. Applejack balanced shakily with two hooves on Big Mac's back, warily reaching one back hoof up onto the sink, as he balanced with his two front hooves against the edge of the cabinet. He grasped the scissors between his teeth, and brashly jumped down, just barely missing a potential accident, even though they both knew better than to jump around with scissors, they threw caution to the wind regardless. Applejack happily put his front hooves on the rim of the sink, tapping them and bopping his little head, he looked at his big sister, who began working at his hair. Big Mac chopped with a great lack of care, playfully snipping one strand then the next. Applejack beamed the whole time, simply happy to have it happen, plan or not. Big Mac frequently spun around him, balancing on three hooves and sometimes getting in so close that she held his face with one hoof, his hair with another, and cut with the scissors firm in her mouth. Applejack's body relaxed completely and was kicking and rearing with every cut, wiggling and happily holding his front hooves together and constantly swishing his head from side to side to check how it looked, one side fell to his muzzle, and the other to his chin. He smiled bigger than ever before. With the final snip, Big Mac dropped the scissors carelessly to the tile below. She gently grasped Applejack's chin and turned her sibling's head forward to face the mirror, and his mouth immediately fell agape, his jaw slack, and his eyes slowly widening with the purest joy there ever was. He cupped his hooves to his mouth, removing them, turning his head to the side, and then fixing himself and putting his hooves to his open mouth once again. He felt a soft tug in his throat and his chest, and he couldn't control the watering in his eyes, "Big Mac!!" his voice cracked. "Yes Applejack?" the filly said apprehensively, fearing that she had done something wrong. "Oh Big Mac, oh my gosh I love it so so much!!" He bucked and whinnied, spinning in circles, his once-flowing tail too short to trip over now, and the euphoria of it all was the most overwhelming emotion little Applejack had ever felt. The tugging became so immense he couldn't ignore it, and he acknowledged it by leaping onto Big Mac with a hearty hug, squeezing her tight as his little arms could, and he rubbed his muzzle into her neck. Big Mac politely pushed her hoof between her neck and AJ's hoof, making sure he didn't squeeze too tight, struggling slightly to breathe. This foal was definitely a strong one. "Thank you so much big sis!!! I feel so great!!" he neighed, stepping back, one hoof raised wiping his immense wave of tears. The feeling of euphoria shot through his body in a rush, showing itself in the form of a tiny but powerful hop, as he lifted his legs into the air and threw them around. Applejack rushed back to the mirror, urging Big Mac to come look as well, as she didn't quite see herself yet with her hair "done all proper-like." Big Mac's face became pale, as she felt the rush of a thousand different emotions. The paranoia became astounding again, what if she didn't like how she looked as a filly? What if she still didn't feel right? What if it wasn't - Her thoughts were abruptly cut short by Applejack tugging her over, knowing her sister just sometimes needed a push in the right direction. "Lookie Big Mac!!" he placed his arm cheerfully around her, wrapping it over her back. Big Mac's eyes were glued shut, and she only bashfully peeked one eye open because curiosity would've ate her alive otherwise, and deep down she knew she had to see herself eventually. She uncovered her hoof from her eye, and opened both of them slowly. Her mouth opened ever so slightly, and she wasn't even aware she had stopped breathing, her eyes fluttered up and down the braided locks, along with her heart, and her eyes landed on the blossom in her ear. She couldn't speak, her throat clogged up from such elation. She felt the choking once again, but it wasn't like before, this feeling was quite welcoming actually. It rushed from her throat up to her head, and took her breath away. The sobbing ebbed at her cheeks right away, and she turned to look at her brother. As they spoke with lack of words, they stared with inordinate graditude. As Big Mac smoothly turned back to the mirror, Applejack stomped all his hooves again, one after the other with no apparent order or care, shaking his head in a frenzy as his ears twitched and he smiled a mile wide. He finally felt *pretty.* Big Mac watched herself adoringly, for the first time ever, and felt this acceptance and understanding of herself coursing through her veins with a confidence she'd never had. She blushed, and her ears fell downward, a small smile creeping onto her face. "Applejack," she whispered softly, as if she were too worried the world would hear her secrets. Applejack peered closer with wide, curious eyes, "Yeah Big Mac?" he whispered back. "My name.." she mumbled. Applejack raised his eyebrows, captivated, as Big Mac slowly lifted her hoof to the blossom behind her ear. "Blossom?" Applejack stated inquisitively, before Big Mac could shake her head AJ corrected himself, "Orchard Blossom!" he exlaimed, leaning back and jumping in the air, "Oh big sis, that's so pretty!! I love it so much!!" Orchard Blossom nervously gestured for him to keep it down, as he was prone to being unaware of his volume control. Applejack embarassedly covered his mouth with a shy smile, "Oops, sorry big sis." he cleared his throat, "Orchard Blossom!!" he yell-whispered, the excitement shining through him, he stamped his tiny hooves and clapped them together in celebration. "That's so pretty, Orchard Blossom!" Applejack told her earnestly, loving the new name. "I don't think I want a new name, but I'm really happy ya found one you like!" "Orchard Blossom, Orchard Blossom, Orchard Blossom!" Applejack repeated, playfully prancing in circles, excited by the sight of his short tail, he spun even faster. "What's all that commotion in there? Applejack? Big Mac? Are ya in there?" they heard through the shut door, hoofsteps gradually approaching, painstakingly slow but steady. Both of them felt their hearts drop from their chest as they froze, unable to even fathom moving. How would they explain any of this? Applejack hurried to clean up desperately, brushing the hair together with his hooves, coldly sweating from his brow as he frantically hurried to remove any evidence. He stopped mid-sweep to quickly shove his father's hat on his head, which slumped immediately and blocked his vision. "Oh dangit Blossom, Pa's hat's too big! I can't see!!" Orchard Blossom was still unmoving, sheer panic stopping her very breaths. Applejack felt the tugging in his throat rise up again as he began whimpering.
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tower of mistakes [pt.2] - o. tooru & k. kyotani
summary; i had to use you to make me feel strong.
genre; angst with no happy ending, angst, sad, there is no happy here, regrets were made
word count; 1.3k
warnings; dark themes, mentions of scooter ankle [su*cide], mentions of bullying
Ëâ¡ ÍÍÍÍâłâĽ part 1
a/n; so people actually want a part two of my dumbass lowkey venting with a song? litty, this is gonna be following oikawa more than it will follow y/n and kyotani so yeah. take this sequel that will never top the first part
this one will be based off the song, âmy timeâ by bo en. the translations might not be accurate so forgive me. i know the song isnât abt scooter ankle but it fits well with the story.
Close you eyes, youâll be here soon.
Oikawa didnât think much after you left the team. One less person that could ruin the team right? He thought.
At first.
He saw you in the halls once in a while. You looked so dull...almost dead. It nearly scared him. What had happened after you left? Why did you look like that now?
1, 2, 3, 4, 5 minutes
As time passed by, he watched you from afar as others hurt you with words more than actions. Is this what happened even before you joined? He had wondered. He had noticed how the new manager got too close to his teammates. He can remember how you were too scared to get close to anyone. Yet, you were somewhat close to Kyotani. Why?
I really want to sleep. But I cannot.
But he realized, you saw him as a form of protection from the world. Even with how rough and rude Kyotani was, you found a safe place with him though it wasnât much. It meant a lot to Oikawa when he noticed how you preferred the angry male over him at first but now that he looked back at it, it made sense. Kyotani kept people away, you just wanted a safe place away from others. He was that safe place.
The rumors and everything took that away from you. He took that away from you. Oikawa couldnât imagine the pain you felt after you were forced to quit. He took away something you found safety in. The only safe place you had was taken away from you.
Goodnight.
The new manager seemed rather lazy as the days went by. Oikawa noticed it, Iwazumi noticed it, and even Kyotani noticed it. She did the bare minimum of her manager work. y/n would always do the most. Oikawa thought subconsciously. When the new manager finished the minimum of the work, she would be on her phone.
Goodnight.
y/n wouldnât do that. He thought again. He can remember when you were so generous with helping the others. Iwazumi often had to scold you and tell you to take a break. Kyotani would even urge you to take a break. The new manager took a lot of breaks, it was questionable to the entire team if she really did her job as manager or not.
Goodnight.
Oikawa often used to find the girl snickers with others and pointing at someone. That someone was you but Oikawa never had a chance to find out.
Goodnight.
Oikawa was restless, what more did he take away from you? What more bad did he do before you went up and left without a trace? The rumors.
Goodnight, goodnight. Close your eyes and youâll leave this dream.
He knew how bad rumors could get. He was popular after all. He can think about a few of those rumors that made you and Kyotani uncomfortable. Sometimes you were assumed to be a couple but you knew it was far from being that.Â
Thatâs strike one.
Somebody had framed you for hurting someone. Everyone believed the rumor. Unfortunately, the team did too because all the evidence had pointed to you despite you knowing you never did it (and the mere fact that no one let you defend yourself).
Thatâs strike two.
You paid your way into the team. People had claimed. They thought you werenât worthy enough to be a manager. Oikawa sometimes felt like that when it came to volleyball. He wondered how often you felt that way when you were in the team.
Thatâs strike three.
Goodnight, goodnight. I know that itâs hard to do.
Why couldnât he realize it sooner? Maybe this wouldnât have happened then. The dread that hung along every member of the team everytime your name would be uttered. People would talk about you as if you were an old friend but it was far from the truth. You were a victim. The team realized that. Fellow classmates didnât want to acknowledge the truth. They were the cause of your demise.
Days go by. Oh, well. Moments passed, shattered glass.
The team lived with the guilt, the misery, the suffering of knowing that they couldâve done something but they didnât. Oikawa watched the life get sucked out of the team as news of your death spread. It hit him rather hard but not as hard as it hit Kyotani. While Kyotani didnât talk much to you, he liked your presence.
But his last words to you were, âStop getting in my way!â He yelled at you before you got kicked off the team and that was the last time he talked to you. He regrets it now. He wished he didnât push you away when you were only trying to care for him. His last words to you were burning in his mind. He hated it because he knew he was one of the reasons you were now gone.Â
Hands of time. Whereâs that chime?
He never said anything but he knew that you found a safe place with him. He was your safe place and he managed to mess it up when it was so easy to not mess it up. He knew a lot about your situation back then, he told you to ignore it. That he would take care of it. But he didnât. Thatâs what made it hurt more.Â
He was supposed to keep you safe. But he didnât.Â
In my head. Iâll just...Iâll just...Iâll just...Iâll just...
It was the day. More like the anniversary. It was the day you died. Oikawa swallowed the lump in his throat. It was his last year in Aoba Johsai, it wouldâve been yours too. It was time to pay you a visit. The third years and second years stayed behind as the first years left the gym. Thereâs a dead silence. Everyone knew what was gonna happen.
The walk is short. Or maybe they were too fast. They all stood in front of the gravestone.
y/n l/n
Your name was engraved with the usual stuff that would be on a grave.
Hands of time will wring my neck. Every little moment spells regret.
Oikawaâs hands shake as he places the flowers the ground. He starts to talk as if you were still there. Still there and able to be their manager. Still there and alive. It doesnât take long for the other to join in. They seemed to understand that Oikawa did this to cope easier. Iwazumi knew he did this every time they visited you. Heâd be lying if he said he didnât do it either.
But I donât have to feel this way. As a voice inside my head.
âIâm sorry.â
Goodnight.
âWe hurt you.â
Goodnight.
âYou didnât deserve it at all.â
Goodnight.
âI hope you will live peacefully in another life.â
Goodnight.
Kyotani was the first one to leave. He didnât want to face you even in you were in a grave. He thought he didnât deserve it. To see you. To even face you. That this was his fault. He walked. And walked.
Goodnight, goodnight. Close your eyes and youâll leave this dream.
He stopped by the convenience store, walking right in to grab a drink and a snack. More specifically your favorites. It had become routine for him and you to go here and buy stuff. It was still routine for him. Maybe it was because it left so many memories for him. He didnât wanna leave the memories. He wished he cherished them more.
Goodnight, goodnight. I know that itâs hard to do.
He arrived home, waving off his mother and father and going straight to his room. He was greeted by the corkboard that hung on his room. It was filled with memories. Memories that he wished that he was happier in.Â
Goodnight, goodnight. Close your eyes and youâll leave this dream.
Goodnight, goodnight. I know that itâs hard to do.
He sat on his bed, face buried in his hands. His shoulders trembling and before he knew it, he was crying.Â
Goodnight, goodnight. Close your eyes and youâll leave this dream.
Goodnight, goodnight. I know that itâs hard to do.
âGoodnight y/n. I wish I was there for you more.â
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ጠfor lucky and evie tell us abt your ocs legend
AHHH THANK YOU!! lil note: Lucky's a nonbinary lesbian and uses she/they pronouns interchangeably, but I ended up defaulting to just "they" for all these responses because my brain don't work yet Whoâs the first to wake up in the morning: Evie! Even before the Reaping, she used to get up early to go on morning runs, or do yoga when it was too snowy out. When she first moved to Holland Valley, she used to bump into Lucky sometimes in the wee hours of the morning, when Lucky was dragging themself home from some party the night before. After Evie learned that their home situation was tense, sheâd sometimes invite them over to her place to have post-run breakfast smoothies.
Whoâs the one to make breakfast: They like to cook together. Evieâs idea of breakfast is a single egg and a grapefruit, and Lucky likes big, hearty breakfasts with lots of fried bacon and potatoes. They spend a lot of time moving from outpost to outpost all over Hope County, and there are times when theyâre camping in the woods and have to find their own food. Luckyâs better at hunting and fishing, so Evie helps them prepare the meat and gets the fire going. Neither one of them likes to clean up afterward.
Whoâs the one to serve the other breakfast in bed: Evie did when they found each other after the Reaping, because Lucky was in such bad shape. Lucky thinks a lot about returning the favor and surprising her one day, but Evie gets up too dang early.
Who would suggest a quickie in the morning before work: Evie would - both because sheâs more forward than Lucky is, and because sheâs got enough Peppy Morning Person Energy to be raring to go first thing in the morning.
Who suggests they both ditch work to lay around all day: Lucky, absolutely. âWorkâ has never been part of their vocabulary. And after the quickie, they wouldnât want Evie to leave.
Who chooses the movies: They take turns, because their tastes are so wildly different. Any time they talk about movies it dissolves into the two of them listing movies, the other saying they never saw it, and the first one being like âyou mean youâve NEVER seen [movie]!?â
Who initiates kissing during the movie, thus distracting the other from the movie all together: Neither one does, but Lucky thinks about it. Often. Theyâre shy though.
Who orders lunch: Lucky, but thatâs because the only eatery that exists anymore is Chadâs, and Evie has never been able to understand a word he says.
Who steals food from the otherâs plate without asking: Lucky, because thatâs what theyâd do with their brother and @henbased 's Logan all their life, and their love language is âbeing kind of a dick sometimes.â Evie does the same thing once Lucky starts it, but Lucky likes heavier, greasier food and thereâs a 50/50 chance Evie ends up making herself sick.
Who curls up next to the other and falls asleep due to a full tummy: Evie! She did that back before the Reaping and before they were a couple, too, because Lucky makes her feel safe.
Who distracts the other from trying to work at home: Had they been a couple when Hope County still had working internet and that was possible, itâd probably be Evie. Sheâd get so lonely.
Who asks to go get ice cream like a five year old: There was an ice cream shop in Hope County once, a long time ago. It wasnât anything special, but it was cheap and when they were kids Lucky and their brother would walk all the way across town to get to it. When Evie moved to town in high school, she used to ask Luckyâs brother to bring her there on dates. Now she wishes it was still around and she and Lucky could go.
Who takes pictures of their partner eating ice cream: Evie! She loves taking photos. She was way into social media in her teens, and after the internet stopped being a thing she switched to taking polaroids. She has to document everything.
Who makes a sexual joke about the dripping ice cream on their partnerâs face: Evie, after snapping a cute photo. She snaps another photo of Luckyâs flustered reaction.
Who cooks dinner: Like with breakfast, they cook together. Itâs a nice way to destress after a long day of resistance work.
Who cleans up the kitchen afterwards: No one because theyâre both pigs. But Luckyâs the one who eventually caves and starts washing the giant pile of dishes every few days. That was their âjobâ in their household so theyâre used to taking the initiative and the idea that no oneâs going to do it if they donât. Evie would be more proactive about cleaning if Lucky ever verbalized this to her, but Lucky never does.
Who stays up until 2 reading: Lucky. They were never much of a reader before, but since the Reaping there isnât much else to keep them awake after Evieâs gone to sleep. The two of them spend a lot of time sleeping in cabins and houses that arenât theres, whose owners are nowhere to be found, so Lucky will pick through their things a bit and read whatever they have. It feels like a little glimpse of who may have lived there - what kind of books they liked to read, where they kept them, what condition theyâre in. Lucky never brings the books with them, even if theyâre something engaging, in case their owner ever comes back for them.
Who stares at their partner while their sleeping: Lucky - partly because they donât like to sleep, theyâre afraid that Jacob is still in their head, but also partly because they think Evieâs just so pretty. Theyâre still really surprised that things have ended up the way they did, after having admired Evie from afar for so long.
Who kisses their partner while they sleep: Evie does, very gently. She tries not to disturb Lucky since she knows they have problems sleeping, but she canât help it, they look so calm and nice and she gets a little giddy.
#replies#ask meme#THESE WERE SO FUN THANK U#i def wanna post more abt these 2!!#oc: evie lee#oc: lucky ambrose
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creator tag meme
tagged by the local angel @giuseppearcimboldo thank you so much lizzie!
rules: itâs time to love yourselves! choose your 5 (ish) favorite works you created in the past year (fics, art, edits, etc.) and link them below to reflect on the amazing things you brought into the world in 2020. tag as many writers/artists/etc. as you want (fan or original) so we can spread the love and link each other to awesome works!
VERY happy i can fill this out because iâve been so productive this year lol. also this is all gonna be jb bc ive been RELENTLESS and spamming and i would apologize but i wont lmaoÂ
1. jb eros/psyche au.
i am talking about everything i have done for the au btw, because iâve done quite a handful of things and honestly i really love all of them--even the doodle ones which rarely happens. anyway, i love this au in general. i think the tale is perfect for them, and iâm happy with the works that i managed to put out most esp this one thatâs based on canovaâs sculpture of eros and psyche. translating sculpture into digital art was interesting since it was all about converting the weight and structure of the sculpture into the screen and i think i managed to do it imo! i love how brienne looks heavy in his arms, i love how strong jaime looks holding her up and i especially love the way i shaded her dress to mimic the lines that the statue has. all in all, this au slapped and i actually want to do more of it but i have no inspiration right now.Â
2. jb as classical art series.Â
honestly i never thought that this was going to be a series lol i thought it was just a two time thing, but then i did another one, and then another one, and then another one and now here we are. i love all the pieces that iâve done for it actually. my favourite thing is that theyâre all not direct translations of the original art. there are some aspects that iâve taken and adapted while also putting my own flair into it. i love the reverse colour scheme with klimtâs kiss and my own rendition of it. the gold being the accent highlight in a field of murky brown/black whereas klimt has the black squares present to emphasis the richness of the gold and yellows. i also like the little thing i did where i put the geometric shapes outside of the subject instead of inside (what he did). i put on the tags that i didnt like how it turned out but i actually like it lol i just didnât like how long it took me i get too impatient with my art i think. anyway. i love this whole series sm i think all the pieces have their own character, and tbh i always get nervous adding another piece into this just because all the ones that iâve done has been so well received i donât want to be a disappointment lool. regardless, i love classical art and i love jb and i love being able to put the two together hehe we love to be self indulgent
3. la belle fleur sauvage commission.Â
aka THIS commission that was based from SDâs fic, la belle fleur sauvage. some behind the scenes with that one--that one took me SO long to do, like it was taking longer than i had wanted and i felt very bad and i am forever thankful for sdâs patience đđđ. i really canât be too mad though since i was working on the third year of my degree, but i still wouldâve wanted to finish it sooner than i did. but as for the art itself---i actually love it lol. i always say to zoom in on my stuff to see all the details but i WISH folks would zoom in on that because itâs so big and so intricate. i love how everything turned out; i love how rich the colours are, i love the composition for all three panels, i love how the SKY looked like actually thatâs the first time i sat down and painted clouds with that technique and i am so happy and pleased with how it looked im using it for everything LOL, i love jaimeâs outfit in the 2nd panel---i actually designed a whole outfit for that and he DOES have his pouches and daggers, etc. stuff that he would have with him if he was a mercenary, but because of the cropping, those details were taken out but itâs THERE. i love the colours and the shading on the 3rd panel. it looks so soft and romantic and itâs everything đđ. honestly i didnt know if i was able to finish whole three panels just because of how big the project seemed, but tbqh this piece really pushed me as an artist and im really happy that i had the chance to work on it (-â:Â
4. early morning.
this one is a more recent piece and i was thinking post canon jaime/brienne married and either living in casterly rock or evenfall hall. originally the sheets were gonna be red with the gold brocade but i just made it green to make their location more ambiguous. theyâre in a castle because of the finery, but which castle i have no idea. anyway i love their faces here in particular--jaime because itâs not often that i draw him old (this is the second time i drew old jaime i think?) and i love how he turned out here. i love how he looks like a silver fox and a dilf and we really do love that for brienne. full disclosure, i have no idea how to draw older folks since i donât have a lot of practice in that area so im glad my lack of experience doesnât show lmao. i also love how soft brienne looks here! the little smile on her lips is very sweet, her body language and how relax she seems is very telling abt her confidence in this scene also i think i drew her hands hella well haha. all in all i think itâs a really sweet art! and the full version is not so bad either jaimeâs ass was referenced from marble sculptures so you know im aiming for Quality. but i love this headcanon of a younger brienne tiring jaime out, iâve read a handful fics about it and im happy i can do my own version of it heheÂ
5. unravel.
wow we love domesticity. someone said that if you compile all my ns*w art of them together itâs like they havenât left their bed ever since they got together and you know what? love that for them itâs what they deserve. anyway i chose this one because of how sensual and simple it is. their body language really does all the talking ; jaimeâs hand pulling on the ties on her shift, her hand on his hair, how soft and lazy their kiss looks--itâs enough to tell the story me thinks! i just love how simple this whole thing is but itâs very effective. thereâs really not much to it besides what you see but thatâs really enough.
i am actually very proud of myself with how productive iâve been. itâs really not often that i get as much drive and energy to post so much art. iirc my art tag is nearly 200 content already (i think itâs 180 ish rn?) and honestly thatâs a LOT if you told me ill be making more than 100+ content for jb i wouldâve been like nah im too lazy for that lmao. but im really proud of myself this year! i think i pushed myself as an artist and iâve familiarized myself more with my strengths as well as my weaknesses. i have a clear idea on the areas that i need to work on, and iâve really gotten more comfortable with being happy with my own pieces and iâm trying not to put myself down more if something doesnât go the way i want it to. also, iâve had the opportunity to work with more people this year--so for the people who has commissioned me or IS commissioning me rn--- thank you so much for trusting me with your visions đđ ive never expected to get this kind of reception with my art but i am very grateful for all of it.Â
anyway as for the tagging i tag -- @na-bruma-leve / @dreadwulf / @dilfjaime / @fawnilu BUT i would highly recommend you to come along and snatch this tag meme up like a little raccoon because we all should start being proud of our own works imo !!
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The Truth (4)
Request: Was thinking something angsty with Sebastian Stan & reader. His friend maybe tells him that she's not nice & is behind his fame & money so she's acting all nice. Once when she's talking abt someone else Seb thinks she's actually talking abt him. He acts cold towards her & throws her out on her b'day. He insults her in front of everyone & tells everyone how bad she is. She leaves the country & changes all the contacts. Seb sees her after 2yrs, with his child. Idk a happy ending???Â
This part got inspired by Jamesâs Blunts âThe truthâ
Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Reader, Chris Evans x Reader (platonic), OFC Matteo Christopher
Warnings: angst, arguments, daddy!Sebastian, shared custody, tension, longing, language
You love me not masterlist
Around three months laterâŚ
âPlease let me come with you, Chris. I want to help her move into the new house. I could paint my sonsâ room or help carry heavy stuff.â Shuffling on his feet Sebastian begs his best friend to let him help you move in.
âSebastian, Y/N agreed to let you see your son on a regular base but sheâs not ready to see you more often than she must. Give her more time Seb. I know you want to win her over, but this is the wrong way. If I bring you with me she will get mad or worse.â Chris tries to reason with his friend, hating he always must play the buffer for his best friends.
âChrisâŚâ Sighing Sebastian sits onto the sidewalk, nodding as his friend opens his trunk to toss more movement boxes in. Chris wants to say more but his phone starts ringing, and he raises one finger.
âY/NâŚwait. âWhatâs wrong? OhâŚshit. Yeah, how about I bring Sebastian with me? Heâs at my place to talk about the script andâŚohâŚgood. Great. We are on our way. Do you need anything else?â Hanging up his phone Chris points at his car.Â
âIs something wrong? Does Y/N need help, Chris? Is she okay, is my son okay?â Panicked Sebastian starts panting and Chris needs to calm his friend.
âBreathe, Seb. The movement guys just tossed most of her stuff onto the street and Y/N is all alone with Matteo. She agreed to let you help her now get your shit together and donât jump at her right away.â
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âThank you for coming to my place that fast, Chris. Those idiots just dropped the rest of my belongings onto the sidewalk and drove away. They brought the furniture in but not the rest of my stuff. I couldnât leave my stuff or my son alone.â Sniffling you give Chris as cracked smile as he gently strokes your son's head.
âI was on my way to you, Y/N. No problem at all. Sebastian offered his help after he heard you are all alone.â Chris lies, trying to hide the fact his friend wanted to come here the whole time.
âOhâŚthank you.â Glancing at the cartons on the sidewalk Sebastian nods, giving you a shy smile.
âWe should start with these over there.â Pointing at some cartons close to the street Sebastian nods at Chris who grabs the first one to bring it into your new house. âIâll take these over here and you will wait for her to make sure no one steals anything.â Sebastian is picking two cartons up without any effort and you gasp watching his muscles flex.
It's a long, lonely road
That I've walked on my own
Never thought I'd end up in this place
I went fast, I went slow
Then I gave up all hope
'Cause I know, either way, it's the same
Boxes, suitcases, and cartons get carried into your house while you canât stop watching Sebastian. He took his jacket off, followed by his shirt. Sweat is dripping down his back as he carries another box into your house.
âAlmost done.â Chris points at the last three boxes, smiling as Matteo squeals at the sight of his father carrying a box with his toys into his new home.
âDaddy!â Matteo calls for his father and Sebastian stops in his tracks. Turning around he gently cups his son's head, stroking his hair.Â
âDaddy is here, Baby Boy. Let me carry your toys into the house, okay. Iâll come back on Saturday and weâll go to the zoo as promised.â Sebastian tries to give you space, as Chris suggested but his son starts crying, holding out his tiny hands.
âDaddaâŚâ Sniffling Matteo looks up at Sebastian and you give your former lover a cracked smile.Â
âYou and Chris can stay for dinner if you want to. I didnât cook but we could order pizza or something.â Babbling you glance at Chris who smiles, hoping you and his friend can find a way to raise your child together.
âSorry but I have to meet up with the producer.â Nodding you remember Chris told you about the important meeting for his next project.
âOh, I forgot.â Sebastian sighs, knowing you will send him away now. âOnly the three of us thenâŚâ
âIâŚyeahâŚâ Smiling Sebastian kisses his sonâs forehead before he grabs the boxes to run into your house. Not caring you can hear him sniffle.
âHe tries, Y/N.â Chris tries to explain what his best friend told him this morning, but you stop your friend, shaking your head.
âChris, donât. I need to find a way to accept Seb is part of my sonâs life, but I donât think there is a chance to let him in again. He made his decision over two years ago. Only as he realized it was a mistake doesnât change how deeply he hurt me.â
Sebastian steps out of your house and you fall silent, ignoring the dull ache in your chest as your son holds out his hands to get his fatherâs attention.
âDone, Baby Boy. Now daddy can carry you insideâŚâ Wiping his sweaty face with his shirt Sebastian smiles at you, seeing your blown pupils.Â
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âThatâs a nice house.â Sebastian tries. Nodding you give him a shy smile, not knowing how to give him the necklace he left at your house in Italy back. âI meanâŚuhâŚâ Nervously poking the pasta with his fork Sebastian glances at his son playing with his food.
âMatteo, Baby Boy donât play with your food.â Scolding your son, you laugh as he takes another noodle to put it into your hand. âWatch how your daddy eats his noodles.â
Now your son looks at his father and Sebastian starts eating, smiling as Matteo tries to mimic him. âPerfect, Baby Boy. I bet you will be able to eat like your daddy in no time.â
âDo you go on dates?â Sebastian blurs out and you turn pale, not wanting to discuss such a sensitive theme in front of your son.
âSebâŚâ
âI justâŚpleaseâŚI didnât go out with anyone since I got to know she lied to me. I need to know if someone is holding your heart.â
You want to yell at him, want to tell him this is none of his business, but you canât use swear words when Matteo is around, so you blink a few times before you shake your head.
And I'm not tryna find somebody
'Cause no one else but you will do
Yeah, the real thing is gone
Now I wish I could hold you
âI was busy with work and raising my son, Sebastian. I didnât find the time to go out and get my heart broken once again. Or to be correct I can do without heartbreak and betrayal.âÂ
Voice cold you glare at your former lover. You can see him flinch, but you donât care. âYou broke me beyond repair. I trusted you with my heart and you just walked all over me, or rather tossed me into the dumpster for a lyingâŚâ Now you press your hands to your sonâs ears. âBITCH.â
âY/N, I never wanted to hurt you.â Sebastian tries once again but your snort, lips curved into a cold smile not reaching your eyes.
âSure, Seb. You kicked me out on my birthday without hearing me out. You ignored my calls and you never gave a shit on me till you saw me holding your son in my arms but you never wanted to hurt me.â Laughing you look at your son, watching him play with his food while Sebastian despairs.
âPleaseâŚâ
âPlease what, Stan?â Spatting the words, you toss your fork onto the plate.
âForgive meâŚâ
âForgive you that I meant nothing to you? That you didnât give me a chance, after five years of relationship. That you believed her not me or that you tossed me out onto the street knowing I have no one to turn to?â Scoffing you canât believe he asked you for forgiveness.
âYou hate me, I get itâŚâ Sebastian looks at his son, giving him a cracked smile as he offers his father one of his noodles.
âNo, I do not hate you. The problem is I still love you and thatâs the reason I canât move on. I still can feel you lie next to me at night and thatâs the reason I canât sleep.â Jumping up, you pace around the table, wiping a single tear away.
âI still hear your voice calling my name or telling me that you love me but in the end, it was all one big lie. There was never love on your side or you wouldnât have hurt me that badly.â Sniffling you stroke your son's head, trying to keep the tears away.
I wish that all of these days and nights
Trying to chase all these empty highs
But I had to go through my worse
So I know that I just needed you
âY/NâŚâ Getting up Sebastian moves toward you to take your hand in his, kissing your knuckles softly. âIt was always you to me. Please, believe me, I canât sleep either. I can hear your words echo in the back of my mind and wish I could turn back time and slap my face for letting you go.â
As I look out at the morning sun
There's no escape from the things I've done
And out of everything I've lost
Now I know that I just needed you
âThereâs no way to fix what you broke! You ruined me, our relationship and your son didnât know his father for over two years as you listened to that woman.â With shaking fingers, you try to close your blouse as you can see Sebastian is staring at the necklace.
âYou kept itâŚâ Gasping he touches the necklace with his fingertips. You are frozen to the spot when he tilts his head to capture your lips in a soft kiss. âI love you, Y/NâŚalways haveâŚâ
And darling, that's the truth
I don't lie anymore
 In a heap on the floor
 'Cause I'm clear on the road I must takeÂ
âSebastianâŚâ Pressing your hands weakly against his chest you want to push him away but he cups your face to brush his lips over yours. âI canâtâŚâ
âI knowâŚgod, I know Baby Girl but pleaseâŚâ Stiffen you feel his lips press against your forehead and you close your eyes for a moment.
âIâll give you time, space - anything you need but please donât cut me out of your life. Iâm aware I do not deserve you or my son, I know that for sure butâŚâ Sniffling Seb kisses your neck softly. âI canât stay away from you or imagine loving someone else.â
And I'm not tryna find somebody
'Cause no one else but you will doÂ
I'm getting close, stumbling over
Everything I need to say to you
I wish that all of these days and nights
Trying to chase all these empty highs
But I had to go through my worse
So I know that I just needed you
âKiss, kissâŚâ Squealing your son watches Sebastian kissing your nose, followed by your cheek. âDaddyâŚâ
âYeah, daddy likes to kiss your mommy and only her, champ. Do you want one too?â Laughing Sebastian purses his lips as Matteo shakes his head, giggling as a wet kiss gets pressed to his forehead.Â
âDaddyâŚgonna stay?â Looking up at you with pleading eyes your son holds out his hands for Sebastian. âMommy?â
âStay, Baby Boy?â Gasping Sebastian picks his son up, playing airplane as you try to compose yourself. Legs wobbling, and heart beating way too fast you blink a few times.
âChris droveâŚright?â Voice trembling you look at Sebastian as he realizes that Chris drove to your house this afternoon.
âYeahâŚuhâŚâ Stammering he glances at his son, laughing as he grabs his nose with one tiny hand.
âI got a guest room close to Matteoâs room. You can stay here, but you have to leave in the morning. I could need help with unpacking the most important things.â Not knowing how to handle your emotions you are close to tears.Â
âIâd like thatâŚâ Mumbling the words Sebastian looks at his son, smiling as the little boy giggles the whole time. âIâm sorry for being soâŚdunnoâŚâ
âI needâŚuhâŚplease excuse me for a minuteâŚâ Running out of the room you press one hand to your heart, shaking your head.
You canât give in, canât let Sebastian break your heart once again. Even if he said the truthâŚyou can never trust him againâŚ
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@kacchand (i couldn't tag your main but i wanted to make sure you saw this fdlkjfdlkj)Â
hello dear! iâm sorry it took me so long to respond to this dflskjfdlkfdj i decided to answer your ask in a text post so i can link my thoughts to yours more easily! also, i know i'm going to Ramble, so i wanted to be able to keep it under a cut sdlkfjd
Hi rowan!! I've just finished the final chapter of aot and I just wanted to ask your opinion on it!
(SPOILERS THAT DEPICT MY UNDERSTANDING OF THE STORY'S MEANING AHEAD. READ ONLY IF YOU'VE FINISHED THE CHAPTER)
(FR )
(THERE'S STILL TIME TO BACK OUT)
(DO IT NOW. SPOILER ALERT)
I'd also like to ask a follow up question about it, because it seems that I've come to a different concl. from many of my friends and I'm feeling dumb abt how i feel w it.
first of all (and i say this as sincerely as possible, and if i'm coming off as condesending please let me know hh), please don't feel dumb because you've come to a different conclusion :(
we all read media at different levels (iâve been told itâs ânot that deepâ before fdljkfsdlkj) and identify different aspects in it, so the fact that you've had a different experience to some of your friends is absolutely not a reflection on your intelligence. and if anyone's making you feel that way, drop their @. i just want to talk :) furthermore, youâre not wrong for responding to something emotionally, especially if it really... makes you uncomfortable, you know?Â
i'm from the PH & I've put off determining whether i'm comfy w the manga til the last chap,,,, but is it wrong that I can't shake the feeling that it's a justification of japanese expansionism and genocide? ik this manga has always been in the grey area, and that's what I love abt it! It often shows that no choice they make is absolutely good or bad, and does such a good job at showing you how each complex character came to that understanding (role of environment, etc...) but this last chapter felt too positive abt the rumbling? Like it was justified because paradis was able to advance and there wasn't much choice? idk.
that's totally valid! some of the best think pieces on the show i read mentioned that the concern with the narrative is less "is isayama a nazi sympathiser?" (he most likely isn't), but if he's a imperial japan apologist. and...
well, let's just say that my father is british, and when i was trying to say that colonisation was bad, using british india as an example, he said "well, we gave them railroads." it's... it's uncomfortable and gross and i think it encapsulates how countries with imperial pasts tend to talk about them; even if they don't officially endorse it, there's often a lot of talk about how "well colonialism was good for this country, actually--"
and if the manga felt like it was justifying japanese expansionism, then chances are it had elements that very much did point towards that. i've had a lot of trouble grappling with reiner, annie and bertolt, because they've existed in this grey area of 'victim of oppression' and 'war criminal'; and their existence raises the question of "do people who commit war crimes simply do what needs to be done?" and by victimising them it... it plays into the whole nuremberg defense of "i was just following orders". it's making you feel bad for the people committing said war crimes (and similarly with eren, and all the awful things he's done). but i'll get more into this point later dsfkjfd
i haven't read the last chapter yet (and don't worry about spoilers! i've been approaching aot from a very... specific perspective anyway, so i actually don't mind spoilers -- i read a bunch of analyses of the series before i'd even watched it hh), but... i think if it came off as too positive about, you know... an awful thing that happened, then it absolutely makes sense that you'd feel uncomfortable?
the modernisation narrative in general is one that always skeeves me out. it's one japanese imperialists use to justify the invasion of korea (and even those infamous tweets from the one account purported to be isayama talk about how the population of korea boomed under japanese imperial occupation, which... stop.)
it's also commonly invoked in cases of development. certain members of society (usually the poor), just 'had' to die for the good of the future. who gives a damn if they consent to that? they have to.
similarly, the 'we had no choice' narrative. that's... a concerning one that crops up time and again with history apologists, the argument that "oh if x country hadn't done y, then someone else would've!" or that acts of aggression were done as pre-emptive self-defence, which is so... ugh. i just. i just hate it.
It also feels really weird w the ymir and the whole loving fritz thing. i wish we got to see more of her thought process and what conclusion she came to that led her to destroying the power of the titans.
i... hate this so much. i get that abuse is complicated and victims often have multifaceted feelings towards their abusers, but... most people would focus on that in their story? the story would be about that? but instead, it's just... a thing in the history of the world and that's... icky.
also having the genesis of the titans come from a slave girl in love with her captor... there's many levels of ick to it and i highly doubt it was handled with the appropriate level of grace and sensitivity.
honestly, this might be one of the things that pissed me off the most because of how... contradictory her backstory was with That One Chapter (you know, instead of ymir crying because she wants to be free or because sheâs been trapped she........ wants to see mikasa kiss erenâs decapitated head? i guess? what the fuck?)Â
idk...I just think that context is sometimes everything. and i understand that media can portray incorrect things,,,, and that isayama likely didn't intend for it to become a global sensation, but i guess i'm just uncomfortable w the right wing nazis getting a comfort book ahaha.
i totally get that! even if attack on titan is meant to be anti-fascists, the fact of the matter is... a lot of fascists love it. and relate to it. which is... alarming. especially given just how popular aot is worldwide.
itâs hard because before the ending, attack on titan did feel like it was more grey; i remember saying that i wouldnât know how to feel about it until the ending because the story was either saying âthe military is corrupt and war is hellâ, or it was saying âthe military is corrupt and war is hell, but it is necessary.âÂ
still sorting out my thoughts, but yeah. I think i'm having a hard time understanding what they really accomplished with the rumbling and how they gave eren a sudden lelouch role and a lot of how they made it out to be a happy thing? perhaps I'm too biased to see it fully but to me it gives a "woah. eren was a hero. he saved us from destruction. those people needed to die for us to achieve this temporary peace and new start". i suppose the rumbling gave them a levelled playing ground?
OH MY GOOOOOD okay. i haven't finished code geass. but i really don't like lelouch. i mean... i think i just don't like characters that sacrifice other people for a purported 'greater good' (i could write an Essay about how much i hate erwin smith looking at him is enough to send me into an unhinged rage), but where i'm up to in the anime, i don't like the direction they're going with eren? i mean, i've never liked eren, but... that whole "martyr for the eldians" is just. ew. especially when you see several eldian characters disagree and resist him.Â
why does this one guy get to make choices for everyone else? because heâs sPeCiAL? fuck offÂ
sorry for not being coherent. maybe i'm basing this too much on feelings ahaha. trust aot to finish it's scandalous run with a scandalous end.
no omg you're being perfectly coherent :( also, if anyone's making you feel bad or stupid for how you experience media, theyâre... definitely not as smart as they think they are fdslskjfdlk.Â
i'm of that mind that, while media consumption is in part an intellectual exercise, it is inherently very emotional; narrative media tries to make us feel as much as it makes us think. thatâs what stories are for, you know? intellectual analysis is well and good but whatâs the point of a story if it doesnât make you feel anything?
that's to say, i don't believe there's such thing as basing your opinion too much on feelings :') especially since it's your personal experience with a piece of media; you don't owe anyone 'objectivity' (which is always a farce when it comes to this sort of thing) or 'logical analysis', because nobody's got any right to criticise you for engaging with media the 'wrong way'.
tl;dr I feel like the mood was too celebratory abt the rumbling, and didn't entail enough on the tragedy so much that it felt like a justification for genocide and expansionism. how do you feel abt it's ending and the message it leaves? is isayama responsible to give a morally correct answer to the cycle of hatred? you're not obligated to answer! and sorry for the rambling.
hhh yeah i guess thatâs the thing at the end of the day... is isayama responsible for giving a âmorally correctâ answer? no, but the way the ending plays out is very telling.Â
like armin thanking eren? mikasaâs e n t i r e character boiling down to being in love with a mass murderer no matter how poorly heâs treated her? and one could argue that kind of ending is supposed to be unsettling, supposed to hint that the cycle will just continue, but...
framing is everything. and itâs framed like a Good, Emotional Thing, Arenât We So Grateful Eren Did All Those Awful ThingsÂ
YI think I would've been fine if we got to see more of Eren's or Yif you have a different perspective on how eren is being portrayed please do share! I just felt really yucky watching armin say "thanks for murdering all those people for us" with love,,, I suppose he was trying to make eren feel better. ach maybe I'm just overreacting. idk. im dumb ahaha . i'll send this in anyway cuz I'd love to hear your take!
HHHHHHH i just hate eren and i never got him. i felt bad for him in the beginning, but he's always been too... violent for me. there was a very short period of time in season 2 where i felt bad for him, but otherwise itâs just been... ugh. the main three have always been the weakest part of the series imo, so itâs really not surprising theyâre part of the reason the ending was so. bad.Â
and... well, that one infamous quote pretty much sums up my issue with armin. he's supposed to be the 'intelligent' one, but he's hopelessly devoted to a homicidal maniac with whom he has a very artificial, unbelievable bond with.
at the end of the day, the "thank you for becoming our monster" thing just makes it seem like attack on titan's core message is "war is horrible, but it is necessary." it feels like it's justifying massacre. and while fiction is fiction, and sometimes it's as simple as that, i think something as politically loaded as attack on titan needs to be looked at with a critical lens when discussing what itâs trying to say or what it means.Â
do i think it makes someone a Bad Person for liking aot or being attached to it in some way? no, because thatâs dumb, and what media someone likes =/= their Moral Goodness TM. ofc trends are a thing and certain pieces of media appeal to certain types of people, but itâs a false equivalency that misses the point.Â
but by that same breath, nobody is wrong or stupid or has Less Valid Opinions just because what they took away from it makes them uncomfortable.Â
iâm sorry this is So Long i have so many thoughts about this dskljfslkjÂ
but at the end of the day,Â
levi sexy
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