#i wish i could say it was JUST executive dysfunction and autistic burnout beating my ass but i would be lying

[aromacaque]

Update on my youtube that I'm crossposting from twitter:

My life has been very hectic and busy this year and I apologize for the lack of updates, but I haven't wanted to give out an expected time frame for my next video because I'm unsure if I'll even be able to make the deadline and I don't want to make false promises.

I won't get into it as a lot of it is personal, but I've been barely scraping by for a plethora of reasons and unfortunately haven't been able to prioritize my videos. When I make the time for them, I'm far too tired from everything else to write anything decent and the quality drop is noticeable.

Maybe I'm being a little too hard on myself or too much of a perfectionist. Maybe it's better for me to get a video out, even if it's mediocre to my standards, but I know I can do better if I'm just given the energy and resources.

I'm really really sorry for the wait.

I would LIKE to get it out by November and I would LIKE to upload once every two months, but I can't make any promises right now.