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Congrats to everyone who has been working on W2H2! 🎉 If it's alright, I'd like to ask to ask 2 questions:
Is there by chance an official ref of colors for Debbie, or is it still up to interpretation at the moment?
Would you say that your personal, real life experiences within the 10 years moving from W2H to W2H2 shifted the tone/story of the series in some way? Something that I've always been fascinated with when I started looking more into W2H was the shift in Sock's character from the original comic -> first film -> second film, and Jonathan's character from the first film -> second film.
Thank you! ✨
I actually just made some 'official'-ish colors for Debbie! Her voice actor Kaitlyn wanted something to use on a banner for conventions haha... so here you go!
2. I'm not really sure how to answer this one, haha. I mean I've definitely changed as a person over the course of making each iteration of W2H. I started the comic while I was at community college, before I went to art school. I adapted it into an animation for my graduation project. And I started W2H2 a couple years after I graduated college. So there's a good 2-3 years between each attempt at W2H I've done, haha. I think a lot of my original ideas from the comic had to change because it needed to be condensed into a short film. I didn't even GET to Jonathan yet in the comic! Some things just didn't make sense to me anymore, like the idea of Sock already having a human body count. It'd just be absurd for him to be able to hide it for so long! Plus, if I made it so that Sock has only ever entertained the idea of murder, it makes his new job that much more appealing-- it's a chance for him to really lean in to this thing he's always had to hide. Between the first and second films though, I mean... I think there's been some tonal shift, for sure (I don't know about a character shift? We'll get to that haha) But basically, when I was first thinking about W2H2, my idea was "Sock and Jonathan hang out and attempt to figure out touch physics, also there's some drama about a journal Jonathan keeps." All of the hell stuff is something that came from bouncing ideas around with my friends, Michael and Neil. I was worried that sending Jonathan to hell would be too bonkers for a "2nd episode", but we all kinda agreed that enough time had passed that the fans would probably enjoy something higher stakes, so it would be fine. (I'll give everyone a moment to realize this conversation would've been happening in 2015-16... ha.)
We also kind of thought, y'know... I have no idea how many more of these there's even gonna' be, so why not go a little bigger with this one? W2H2 is a higher stakes story than what I set out to make in the beginning, that's for sure. It is interesting to compare all of them.. the employee handbook was actually from the comic and I cut that because it wasn't helpful for W2H... but then it became helpful for W2H2, so it came back! Haha. I'm curious to know in what ways people think the characters have changed though. (And is that a good thing or a bad thing?) Especially a character like Jonathan, no one's really even seen that much of him yet, I think most of the characterization comes from fandom, or like... art I've drawn, I guess? Haha... I'm not sure! I guess Sock's a little more confident and antagonistic in this one (though he'll have his moments of hesitation... we're only at Part 1 right now!), and Jonathan has had to become a more vocal/active character, just by nature of the kind of story it is, I suppose. But yeah, I'm not sure! Happy to hear your guys' thoughts though!
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☕💖 Can I Get Your Number? ☕💖 Ch 25
Jason Todd x (f)Chubby!Reader
written with a female reader in mind, first person pov, no use of Y/N, will probably get NSFW later, let me know if there's anything else I should tag this with!
warnings/labels: it's time for a training montage! minor injury, guns briefly mentioned
wc: 2.1k
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“I can’t believe we’re doing this…” Jason grumbled softly, starting his bike.
“I told you; you don’t have to come if you don’t want to. Bruce said he'd send a car for me.” I wrapped my arms around his waist, gently squeezing.
“Absolutely not. If you’re joining Thursday training sessions, I’m going with you.” We flew down the street, Jason’s voice continuing in the speaker in my helmet; “I just don’t understand why you want to do this at all…”
“Training with more people will give me a more well-rounded experience. And while you are a very good teacher, you’re also my boyfriend. Somehow I feel like Bruce will be a harsher critic of my abilities.”
“And that’s a good thing??” He took a sharp turn toward the wealthy side of town.
“When we’re talking about possible life and death situations, yes. And I don’t really want you to have to be harsh with me, so why don’t we make that Bruce’s responsibility, since that relationship is already tense anyway?”
Jason sighed softly, gently squeezing my hands. “... I guess. … He can be a … tough teacher though. If he’s too hard on you, you don’t have to take it.”
“I know, baby. And he knows I’m not looking to be added to the patrol schedule, so I’m sure it’ll be fine.”
Jason grumbled more, but continued driving to Wayne Manor. We parked in a large garage, and he led me to an elevator. After pressing several buttons we were headed down to the Batcave, where the entire Wayne family met us.
Damian spied us first, walking over. “Sister?”
“Hey kiddo! You gonna help train me?” I grinned, holding my hand out to him. He hesitantly squeezed my hand once, dropping it quickly.
“... I thought Father was attempting to make a joke when he said you were joining our training sessions…” he frowned deeply.
“Nope, no joke. … Is that a problem?” I raised an eyebrow.
“... I suppose not. … You will spar with me.” He gestured for me to follow him toward some mats.
Jason cried after us; “hey! Be gentle, demon brat. She's still new to this stuff.”
“I am not a fool, Todd. I am not expecting her to be a black belt.” Damian nodded; “stretches first.”
I took a seat and pulled my shoes off before stepping onto the mat, doing our usual pre-workout stretches. Eventually Bruce came over, watching us with vague interest on his face. “Alright, let's see what we have to work with.”
I nodded, and Damian and I put on some padding. We bowed to each other, and began. He started out slowly, letting me get in the flow of things. The others watched, periodically calling out instructions and encouragements. After a while I caught a glimpse of Jason in the corner of my eye, chewing on his lip, and Damian took that moment to sweep my leg out from under me.
“Oof!” I grunted softly as I landed on my back, blinking a bit.
“Don't get distracted. Your opponent will use that moment to their advantage.”
I nodded, accepting Damian's offered hand to get back up. “Go again?”
He nodded, and we went again, and again, and again. Every time, I ended up on my back, and he had another note for me. “Don't watch my face, watch my shoulders.” “If you aren't willing to hurt me, you will never win.” “Follow through, or none of this will matter.” “Focus on your footing; you're off balance.” “Breath with your attacks.”
Eventually, Jason stepped forward. “That's enough, take five.”
I nodded, letting him help me up, and bowed to Damian again. “Thanks for training me, Damian.”
He nodded, smiling a little, and bowed back. “You're not entirely hopeless, considering you're a civilian. If you take this seriously, you'll be a proper martial artist in no time.”
I grinned, nodding, and Jason led me to the side, getting me some water. “How do you feel?”
“I feel fine, baby! Damian is an excellent sparring partner.”
He frowned a bit, massaging my shoulders. “I dunno, some of those throws were unnecessarily rough…”
“Jace, do you think the next mugger I run into is going to be more gentle with me than that?”
He sighed, kissing my neck. “... No. … I just don't like watching you get knocked around.”
“I know, you're so protective of me~ it's sweet, but we gotta power through this part so I can get good.”
He sighed, holding me close. We watched the others pair up for more intensive sparring practices, and Bruce came over. “You did well out there. I want you to work on your balance for a while, Jason can walk you through that. And you should do at least an hour a day of simple exercises; stretching, strength training, and balance training.”
I nodded. “Got it. Thanks Bruce…”
He nodded, pointing out the equipment he recommended I use today, and went back to observing the others. Jason eventually led me over to the equipment, and we started working on my balance.
After weeks of gym days with Jason and BatFam training sessions, I really expected to see myself slimming down a bit. But when I looked in the mirror, I was still soft and curvy. My arm and leg muscles were more pronounced, and I was certain my core muscles were getting stronger too, but my tummy was still round and squishy. It didn't bother me, and Jason seemed rather pleased to not be losing my softness; he tended to nuzzle against my chest and stomach at night, like a big cuddly teddy bear.
Seeing my training progress wasn't making him any less protective either; every time I stepped onto the mat with one of his siblings I could hear him growling at them. It didn't deter Damian, or the girls, but Dick and Tim were particularly hesitant to give me a proper training session. They mostly stuck to helping me with warm ups, and shouting suggestions from the sidelines.
All of the bats were master martial artists, but each had their own preferred fighting styles. Damian taught me to fake out my opponent, and had a proclivity for taking out the leg. Stephanie preferred to mix up her fighting style, keeping her opponents off guard. Cass taught me to anticipate an opponent's moves, watching for the slightest movements that might tell me how to take them down. When Dick and I sparred, he mostly stuck to the basics, not wanting to risk injuring me in front of Jason. Tim mostly helped me work on my blocks and defensive strategy. Bruce stuck to observing and instructing, never actually entering the ring with me. And with the lot of them training me in various martial arts, Jason turned our gym days into gym-and-range days; we would do some stretches and basic core-building, and then we went to the shooting range to work on my aim.
One day before training, Damian had me kneel. Once I was on my knees, he held out a yellow sash with little black bats on it, saying something in a language I didn't know.
I took it, smiling softly; “what's this?”
“Your yellow bat-belt. You've leveled up in your training. Put it on.”
I grinned, nodding, and tied it around my waist; “yes, Sensei.”
Damian smiled at that, nodding once. Once he was happy with how the belt was tied, he led me to the mats for our sparring session. Tim snorted softly, watching from the side.
“What's with the belt? You know the mish-mash of martial arts she's learning wouldn't count at a proper school, right?”
Damian glowered at him; “she has leveled up in the School of the Bat. That is what matters here.”
“Well how come the rest of us don't get bat-belts then?” Tim smirked a bit; “you gotta make them for everyone, Damian!”
“You would not like a physical indicator of what level I deem you to be at, Drake.” Damian smirked at his indignant noises, and turned to me. We bowed and started our sparring session.
In our fourth spar of the day, I landed my first ever hit. One second Damian was in front of me, fists up, and the next he was sprawled out on the floor in front of me, looking up at me in shock.
“Oh my god, Damian! Are you ok??” I fell to my knees next to him as he sat up slowly.
“... I'm fine. … Well done, sister.” He smirked a bit; “now do it again.”
I could hear the smirk in Jason's voice as he called out; “way to go, babe! Kick the demon brat's ass!”
“Language.” Bruce frowned at him, and I helped Damian up.
“Sorry, B. Let's try that again,” he cleared his throat, putting on the most happy-go-lucky voice he could manage; “holy guacamole, bat-babe! Gee golly, can ya do it again, pretty girl?”
Dick wrinkled his nose, groaning softly. “Dear god, I forgot you used to talk like that. Never do that again.”
“Agreed.” I laughed softly, sticking my tongue out at him; “that was horrible!”
He chuckled, winking at me. Damian frowned, snapping at us; “Enough! No flirting during training! Sister, let's go again.”
My head was ringing. Hands grabbed me, and I was carefully brought into a seated position. I blinked slowly, touching the back of my head gently. No blood. That was good…
“-idn't mean to! Fuck!”
“Well you did! So back off, Grayson!” Damian spoke sharply next to me. His small hands held the sides of my face, making me look at him; “... No dilation, that's good.”
I blinked slowly, frowning. “Wha- … what happened?”
Jason held me against his chest, frowning deeply. “You don't remember, baby?”
I started to shake my head, but the pounding in my head put a stop to that. “Ohhh fuck … ow…”
“Shit …” Dick whined softly from somewhere behind Damian. “Shit, I … I'm so sorry! I swear, I didn't mean to!”
“Dick, just shut up.” Jason growled, holding me closer. He carefully lifted me, holding me against his chest as he carried me toward a long bench.
“She's probably got a concussion. Don't let her sleep.” Tim frowned, bringing an ice pack.
Jason took it, carefully pressing it to my head. “Yeah, no shit…”
“What happened?”
“Dick threw you off the mat.” Jason growled softly, holding me close. “You're done for the day. Time to rest.”
“Ugh… ok. … Rest sounds good…” I frowned, closing my eyes.
Dick hesitantly mumbled my name; “I'm so sorry!”
“It's all good, Dick. I'm not dying.” I groaned softly, leaning against Jason.
Jay growled softly. “It's not all good. I told you to be careful. I told you not to hurt her!”
I shushed him softly, leaning in more. “No yelling…”
He sighed softly, kissing my forehead. “Sorry, baby girl…”
Bruce checked my eyes, frowning a bit. “... Nothing else she can do today. Take her home, have her take a few days off.”
Jay grunted his agreement and the next thing I knew, I was in his arms again, being carried to the elevator. Damian ran after us, bringing my bag along. I smiled softly, reaching down to stroke his hair. “Thanks, kiddo…”
He leaned in to my touch for a second before pulling back; “I'll come over tomorrow after school to check on you.”
“Sounds good. Thanks, Damian.” He smiled a little at that, setting my bag in the car. Jason got me situated, making sure I was buckled, before getting in and driving me home.
“Fucking Dick…” he grumbled softly.
“Relax, baby. It's just a minor concussion. I'll be fine tomorrow.” I smiled softly, watching the scenery.
“Should never have happened…’’
“It was an accident, they happen. Don't be too harsh with him.”
He sighed, resting a hand on my knee. “... This ok?”
I smiled softly and nodded, turning toward him; “Yeah, that's ok.”
He smiled a little and gently stroked my knee with his thumb; “when we get in, you're gonna rest on the couch. I'll get you some water, and aspirin, and I'll make something light for dinner.”
“Ok. Thanks, Jay~” I sighed softly, closing my eyes for a second.
“Don't sleep, now. You gotta stay awake for a while.”
“Ok, I'll stay awake.” I slowly opened my eyes, blinking a bit. “... So bright though…”
Jason pulled a pair of sunglasses out of his center console and passed them to me. I grinned, kissing his hand, and put them on. “Much better. … Takin' such good care'a me…”
He chuckled softly. “Anything you need, doll. Always.”
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✦ Lost in Limbo Devlog #13 | 11.11.24
Feels good to be back! This is our first post-Kickstarter devlog and I'm so excited to be writing it.
First of all— Lost in Limbo was successfully funded on September 20th, 2024! 🎉🎇
Yep, it has been almost two months, but it's still something to celebrate! Thanks to every single one of you for making this possible! We didn't meet all our stretch goals (there were a lot and taxes are a pain) but that doesn't mean we are giving up on those. More on that another time.
There's a lot of things we want to show y'all, so let's jump into it!
A sneak peak of Envy's postcard!
Raquel has been working hard on getting the "special postcards from your favorite LI" ready to send them to print ASAP! Initially we were going to use art we already had of the LIs, but we thought it was more exciting to offer y'all exclusive art pieces. After this, Raquel will focus exclusively on the rework of the sprites!
We hosted a few polls and got a lot of feedback. If you missed it, you can check it here!
Astro says hello :^)
As you know, the Extended Demo will feature more locations, including a glimpse of the MC's city, Faybourne! Astro is getting the main street ready for you and your bestie as you go on about your day. I've calculated around three / four different and new locations to properly pace the demo as we imagined it in the first place!
The writing deparment (me. i'm the department) has been focusing on the Extended Demo script. I have a lot of things to play with, like the flavor choices, the personality choices, and more. I want to create a proper balance because one of the things y'all asked for was more choices, and the pacing needed a bit of fixing, as we already knew!
The Extended Demo will actually introduce characters you've heard about, like your mom, your ominous grandmother, and your bestie. So no more talking about them, you'll actually get to meet them like we wanted to!
There will also be more time with the LIs, and hopefully the amount of time you spend with each one of them will feel more balanced, too.
Programming has been an adventure! Huge shoutout to Feniks for helping me figure out how to properly make a toggle for the timed choices as well as helping me polish the personality system. What a lifesaver!
So the timed choices toggle now works perfectly. That means you'll be able to turn them off if you'd like to play the game without being jumpscared by a timer—that doesn't mean you won't be able to mess up, though, on purpose or not :^) This is a dark game, after all!
The personality choice system lets you decide how the MC reacts to things including the nature of your romance with the LI. That means dialogue will automatically change in certain parts of the game to reflect the personality of your MC, some options will be locked, some unlocked, etc. There's three different personalities available.
For colorblind folks, the choices will have a different icon when you hover over them for you to know they're different!
Also, I've started coding some extra mini cgs Kayden's been working on! There'll be more in the Extended Demo to enhance the experience, so we hope you enjoy them! :^)
All the packaging stuff has arrived to our provisional headquarters (Raquel's home), and our business cards have been secured! Every backer with physical goodies will receive one for free :^) This month has been all about managing Backerkit, orders and merch, as well as preparing the Extended Demo. We hope we can receive everything very very soon and start shipping packages starting December!
For now, that's it! There's a lot of stuff going behind the scenes, a lot of things that need attention, and a lot of planning happening. Also the catastrophe the DANA has been on our cities is keeping me a bit on edge, but I'm trying to focus on work. This Saturday I'm going on a trip to Greece with my family, so I'll disconnect then! It's our first time traveling to a different country since I was like...seven years old? And we have been saving up and preparing a lot for the trip, so we are excited :^)
I hope everyone has been taking care and doing alright! Have a huge hug from the Ravenstar Team, and see you around!
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GRAPHS AND STUFF (general form stats):
Here are some general summary stats:
Current amount of submissions: 160 (Pretty good!), 142 of which are people taking the form for the first time.
In total, all submissions have contributed to a total of 17 507 responses to questions (including mandatory questions and consent questions, because excluding them was too much work), which seems like an absurd number?? But I guess it makes sense mathematically. Individual submitters answered 118 questions on average.
Most people found this form from reblogs on tumblr, or from me pestering friends in some servers I'm in to take it . I'm impressed though with how many strangers found this form randomly on more serious sites such as surveyswap or surveycircle, or from a friend sending it to them!
In total, all responders have contributed with 124 409 characters written in the more open-ended freeform questions (such as "write anything" or elaborating on trolley vs.surgeon problem or writing own questions, for example), individual submitters averaged on 943 total characters written, and 57 characters per freeform question.
But these stats differed a little bit, depending on where you found the form! (You can also compare the stats from your own response group, to my stats LOL.) Perhaps unsurprisingly, total strangers who found the form on Surveyswap or Surveycircle were more eager to finish it early and get their Survey Credits, but also were more likely to give it a lower rating. Maybe because they are form veterans themselves their standards are a bit higher, or we just have differing senses of humor.
Some other fun stats, during their first run 25% of form-takers acquired the password, 29% of form-takers ended up in a time-loop and only 17% found the secret section at the end. Above is a breakdown of these stats, by where they found the form.
For those who retook the form 61% ended up finding the secret section at the end!
Is there anything else I can say that's fun to put here in summaries? Here's the demographics for each group of responder.
Idk if this one's interesting or if there's any type of meaning you can get out of this one. I guess there's more Americans on Tumblr?
Lastly, histogram of when people submitted their form responses (in my timezone).
Not super surprising results, more people responded when I was promoting it more heavily and not deep in the trenches trying to wrangle said responses into having any semblance of use.
Second one is the same data, but divided up between where people found the form (I suspect I'm the only one in the universe interested in this one). More of a dramatic peak on Discord, also not surprising since there's no "reblog" function on Discord, but also equally unsurprising is that people are finding it on SurveySwap or SurveyCircle randomly at a very regular pace.
Other stuff I haven't gotten around to investigating yet, in terms of overall form stats.
Which questions get skipped the most?
Is there a specific type of question most people skip?
Is there a specific type of responder more keen on skipping questions? (as in, skipped questions they did receive, discounting questions they didn't see because they submitted the form early .)
I'm gonna try to keep this post updated as I get more responses, and manage to milk more information out of this terrible and laggy and bloated Google Sheet I'm stuck working with.
(I also haven't gotten around to spamming it on various survey subreddits yet, mostly because I don't really know how to describe the purpose and "audience" of this form, other than being a Form That Hurts You, and intended audience is anyone who is unlucky enough to stumble across it. But it'd be equally interesting to see if people from Reddit respond to the questions in a different way than say people on Tumblr, right?)
NEXT UP:
Gonna look into the actual questions and share the most fun findings, because there definetly are some fun findings, (both statistically significant and deeeeeeply unsignificant)
Does anyone want to do my new google form
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₊✩‧₊˚౨ Write a letter to Santa ৎ˚₊✩‧₊
🎄Do you remember when you were a kid and you were selecting a toy to put on a letter and ask Santa for it.
Because I never did 🤣.
🎄I mean, I never did the '' write a letter to the Santa '' stuff but I set the intention and decided what I wanted for Christmas.
🎀Setting an intention is 🎀
-deciding
-deciding it's yours and you have it now
-deciding that you have it in the 4d while assuming the 3d will change.
-Deciding by talking in your favor and having(or pretending to have because for the subconscious is the same) a strong mindset.
When you truly want something like a toy, a doll, a plush you automatically assume you have it or what you will do when you will have it.
⛄ You can make it by talking in the future tense. It's okay. I did this many time and it worked.
🍪 Don't write a letter to Santa, send an intention to your subconscious mind.
🎀Like you breathe in and out and say to yourself '' Dear subconscious, for Christmas I want to find myself pretty, and I want to have my perfect like for 2025. ''
(I know that I can say for tomorrow instead of 2025 but anyway.. Do what's more easy for you)
Always ask with the feeling that it's already achieved. The same way you imagined you having the toys you wanted for Christmas. You were impatient and happy.
Be the same, be happy in advance because you will have your manifestation for Christmas!
Everything is an assumption :
For example, let's say that yesterday you ate a pizza and drank some soda with it. You remember it.. There is no different feeling from true or false it's the same.
You are just assuming that it's true.
And you can come at me saying that '' Yeah but I feel like lying to myself. '' Then lie. Lie to yourself, but keep lying to yourself. Keep lying. What's the matter? I mean, who said that it's a lie? You. Not the 3d. You are visualizing the '' future '' which your mind see it as the present the now, and you are comming here telling yourself '' It's not true ''.
It's not a lie because there is a reality when you have it. But there is a fog called '' Limiting belief and circonstances '' that unable you to see it.
But it you walk into that fog, with a lamp torch called '' persistance and détermination '' You will be able to see through.
You are here to define your reality, because there is a reality were you choosed. The you from reality A and B is the same but with different level of consciousness.
I told myself '' I might have 70 followers now but I will have 100 followers soon. ''
You feel bad? Cry, shout in your 4d, take a break. But then see your desired you, patting your shoulder and telling you '' You can't give up and you won't. You will get up, wipe your tears and fight for what your heart desires. ''
It's winter arc people. We won't keep doing this until tumblr will be deleted. Your Sp is waiting for you, your happiness, your life. You can't give up. So get up, grab that lamp and walk in that fog.
With determination and a sereine heart you'll do it. Because you will have the promise of you, already making it. It's a prophecy, you got a vision of your desired reality from another of your reality. It's a promise from the universe, it's a promise from God itself. Who are you to contradict Godself?
Trust it, assume it's real and persist. Don't let the fog of doubts makes you believe that you can't do it. Because you can and you saw it. You did it.
#loa tumblr#loassumption#law of assumption#robotic affirming#manifestation#loa assumptions#loa blog#affirming loa#affirm and manifest 🫧 🎀✨ ִִֶָ ٠˟#affirm and persist
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having thoughts and feelings abt sodapop curtis and his knee injury from his rodeo days :):
- guys he was SO scared when it happened :((
- it happened when he got bucked off a horse and when you fall you’re supposed to get the hell out of there so you don’t,, yanno,, die. and he tried to push himself up and run but his knee just gave out under him and he was just curled up on the ground genuinely so scared that he was gonna die
- he was pretty much a crying mess on the ground with his parents and pony and darry crowding around him and he’s just apologizing bc he knows that he’s hurt really bad and that they don’t really have the money for what he’s gonna need
- he tore his acl, not badly enough to need surgery, but they know he can’t safely compete in a rodeo probably ever again
- and golly that’s a gut punch for him bc i don’t think he’d figured out that he liked cars yet, and rodeos were the one thing he was really good at, he hadn’t realistically thought of it as a career, but working with horses was the only thing he’d ever wanted to do
- he’s in the hospital for a while that day, like i’m gonna say it was probably like 7-8 hours in the emergency room before they gave him some crutches and a splint and sent them home
- he is very okay with his mama babying him while he’s there tho lol he’s got mama helping him drink his juice box and fluffing up his pillows every two seconds. she doesn’t mind ofc bc she just feels so bad that she won’t be able to give him the best care (they really couldn’t afford surgery even if he needed it, and they def can’t send him to physical therapy)
- bro was NOT cut out to be on bedrest while his knee is healing he literally can not sit still for more than 5 minutes and he just gets bored with all the stuff they do to keep him occupied (cartoons, board games, mama even tries to teach him to crochet, which goes abt as well as you’d expect)
- unfortunately all this means his knee never really heals right, and even if it did it’s pretty normal to have residual pain after an injury like that
- he has a little limp when it gets cold (heavy on this one- dry, cold, air is not good for bad joints)
- he also 100% does that thing where he’ll be on the couch complaining abt his knee hurting and darry will ask if he’s okay and soda will just say something like, “yeah, it’s gonna rain tomorrow, though.” (side note: that’s a real thing !!! it has to do with moisture changes in the air)
- i also think that if he’s super emotional (which happens a lot lol) his knee will act up (ik it doesn’t make a whole lot of sense but i’ve had this happen, i *think* it has something to do with muscle tension),, he could barely walk after their parents died and he was wincing the whole week pony was missing
- whenever there was a rumble before soda was healed, darry literally had to find someone to babysit him and make sure he didn’t try to sneak out and fight with them
- heat works wonders on bad joints so they have like four of those microwaveable heating packs
i might cook up a fic about this tbh i’m having a pain flare w my knees and hips rn and i can’t do anything lol
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I think a good historical example to analyze would be the Finders / Marion Pettie.
You have all sorts of anecdotal and circumstantial evidence that there's this group who worked with the cia and trained up these guys and they send their members have 20 false identities etc etc. They would go to japan on a two hours notice to collect information about companies there or whatever. Police would interact but then let them go. That sort of thing.
But when you take a look, it turns out that the thing they were teaching was computer use because this was the 70s and 80s. The police stopped them and let them go because they were behaving abnormally but not criminally.
The internal dynamics of the group revealed a culture which justified putting people into strange situations in order to like, reveal their true self or something along those lines. And the mystique and intrigue of the intelligence world made that all the more appealing.
You can't actually trace any apparent effects to their "operations" ( well, aside from the child abuse ) because they weren't specifically up to anything besides being a weird cult. They were called games specifically because they were play acting.
But if you take a look at something like the tenet media controversy, say with Tim Pool, you can pretty well analyze the operation here. Russia wants to propagandize, they pay for famous people with sympathetic politics, then they have plausible deniability about knowing it was from a foreign nation.
But what exactly would the extreme travel youtubers be doing? I can see a country using them for tourism points, but that's not exactly an intelligence operation. If a foreign country wanted a spy inside, they'd want someone who was local to the area so they wouldn't arise suspicion, could speak the local language, and stay there for a while
If you wanted to use them to like, publicly post video of some trespassing in an important facility, they'd probably have to have experience overnighting or doing such stuff. Which is a red flag at the border and surrounding area. If anything, publicly getting away with crime means the law system is going to want to make an example of them. South Korea is threatening 10 years to such a creator whose name escapes me.
If they were getting invited into strangers homes and chatting up locals, then I don't think you're going to get state secrets. And what is gleaned from that isn't going to need much interaction since its publicly posted.
The closest you may see is an agent paying for their patreon because I'm having trouble seeing the utility.
You think anyone is cultivating "extreme travel" youtubers as espionage assets? It's a great cover identity. "I'm not a western spy mister kgb officer I'm just a terminally stupid online microcelebrity who will do anything for the views :3"
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A Short story of Boo buying Alphonse a “just because “gift, after noticing how hard he’s been working in his store🩷
Just because I can.
So I did more than one gift bc I wanna spoil him.
Boo saw how Alphonse was working hard for the last few days. The pastel punk was actually working a good reputation with the new people coming into town. And because of this Alphonse has been working more to keep the store in stock.
It was nice seeing how happy their boyfriend was about the new money income but a bit worried seeing how tired he was now. So to help give him a bit more of a kick in his step they decided to buy a few things. Well...By a few they kinda went over board and bought a handful of things.
"Good thing I have his wish list from his favorite shop. But also bad thing because now how am I going to hide five gifts?" Mumbling to themselves, Boo looked at the shipping order. There was a new headset for Alphonse since his last one broke, it was kinda funny when it happened. But Al got sad because they were his only and expensive pair.
A cute candy bag for shopping since their boyfriend always sees to forget one thing before leaving. Some body jewelry he told them about that he wanted because he missed having cute stuff. The last two gifts were more of a sexy time thing so those will be easy to hide from him.
Ordering all that a week ago and now since the packages were here now Boo had to quickly get to the front door. Luckily Alphonse went to go hang out with Seth for the morning. The baker sent a text to the brunette to keep Al busy while they get the gifts all set up.
A quick trip to the store for some tissue paper, cute little candy cut outs, and spraying a perfume Alphonse liked. Putting the bag together was really nice as Boo got excited for how their boyfriend was going to react. Texting Seth that they were ready now Boo was buzzed with excitement as they waited in the living room for him.
"Hey Boo, I'm baaacckk did my sugar pie honey bun miss me-" Speaking in a squeaky voice Alphonse cut himself off. Blinking as he sees the gift bad on the coffee table and look back to Boo.
"Suprise!" Giggling, Boo walked to their boyfriend and kissed his lips. Chuckling Alphonse leaned down giving them kisses back and then gestured to the bag.
"What you spoiling me?" Chuckling, the pastel punk let his partner guide him to the couch. Sitting him down and hanging him the bag.
"Duh! You've been working hard and I wanted to spoil you anyways." Waving him off Boo smiled as Alphonse cooed over the bag.
Slowly the pink haired man brought out the gifts and started tearing up. Holding the bag, headphones, jewelry, and snorted at the two sexy gifts.
"Awe Boo, come here spoiling me and makin' me cry and shit." Chuckling with tears he pulled Boo into a hug. The baker cooed at their boyfriend as he held them closely. Burying his head into their shoulder.
"Do you like them?" Asking with a soft smile. Boo snorted as Alphonse gave them a stare.
"No duh I like 'em. Thank you loverboo." Whispering Alphonse then grabbed his phone. "Time to send these to Seth and remind him he's single."
Cackling slightly maniacally, Boo laughed as they watched Alphonse pose with the gifts. Leaning against him the baker thought how happy they were spoiling their boyfriend. Kissing his cheek one last time Boo watched as Alphonse went to put the new jewelry on.
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Calling High Fives Something Else
Summary: Relativity/Reunion Falls AU, Hijinks occur during a trip to Gravity Falls' pool.
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Ford blames Bud Gleeful. Mostly because it’s entirely his fault.
He totally understands Stan and Grauntie Mabel’s desire to go to the pool. It’s too hot to think today. But his whole “spend the entire summer wearing big gloves with two fingers shoved in the pinkie finger part” plan doesn’t really work if said gloves get wet.
So, Ford puts on the lightest clothes he brought with him, plus the gloves, and plans on finding a chair as firmly in the shade as he can get and drinking a bottle and a half of water every twenty minutes.
It’s fine. He lives right next to a beach. It’s not like he’s starving for swimming experiences.
Stan and Grauntie Mabel seem to think it’s a little weird, but they let it slide, and Ford spends the morning over on a chair with his notebook. The ones firmly in the shade were taken, but he’s managed to find one partially in the shade, and he’s going over all the entries he’s made so far.
He’s been taking notes on the weird stuff he’s seen so far in Gravity Falls, but he doesn’t really feel like he has a good baseline. He wishes he’d grown up here like Stanley. Maybe he could ask him for a guide of some kind.
“Why hello, Stanley. I thought we’ve established this is my chair.”
Ford looks up, because the voice is close enough that the person is clearly talking to him.
The kid in front of him narrows his eyes. “You’re not Stanley.”
“Uh, no,” Ford says. “Who are you?”
“I’m Bud,” the boy says, crossing his arms. “The rightful owner of this chair.”
Ford blinks at him. “But I got here first. I’ve been here a while, actually.”
“That doesn’t matter. The point is, Stanley and I have an agreement that I get this chair always.”
Ford looks around to see if there’s any other chairs that are more in the shade. There aren’t. “Well, I’m not Stanley,” he says slowly. “You don’t have any kind of deal with me.”
Bud doesn’t seem to like that response. Instead, he grabs at some necklace wrapped around his neck, and suddenly Ford feels himself climb out of the chair against his will.
“What the—” he starts, but before he can figure out what the heck is going on, he walks three feet forward and jumps into the deep end of the pool.
Ford swims quickly for the surface, and comes face-to-face with Bud, who’s looking over the side of the pool, while staying far enough back that Ford can’t pull him in.
“I told you, that’s my chair,” Bud says, and he walks back across the concrete and sits down in the chair.
Ford stares at him for another second, half stunned at the audacity, and half still trying to figure out how in the world he just made Ford walk over and jump in the pool. He reaches for the wall to pull himself out, only for his gloves to slip right off the slick surface and send him tumbling back under the water.
When he surfaces again, Ford can hear Bud’s laughter, and his cheeks warm in embarrassment. He gets his arms over the wall this time and pulls himself out using those instead, though his gloves are wet enough that they almost fall off, and wouldn’t that just be the icing on this cake.
“Can’t swim very well, can you?” Bud calls.
Ford grits his teeth and marches back over to stand right next to Bud. “I can swim fine,” he snaps. “Get out of my chair.”
“You’d swim a lot better without those stupid things on,” Bud says with a mocking smile. He reaches for his necklace again, and wait— no—
But it’s too late, Ford’s moving against his own volition again, and before he can think to try something else, he feels himself pull the gloves off and hurl them back into the pool.
Bud starts laughing behind him, and Ford does the only thing he can think of— he grabs his shirt, bunches it up over his hands, and runs for the locker room.
He finds an empty shower stall, ducks inside it and yanks the curtain closed, and presses his stupid, freakish, six-fingered hands to the side of his head.
Why does he have to be like this?
“Uh, Ford?” comes a now-familiar voice. “You in here? I saw you run towards the locker rooms.”
“Go away,” Ford says weakly.
“Hey, what’s goin’ on?” asks Stanley, and Ford hears him come to a stop outside the stall he’s in. “You looked kinda freaked when you ran, are you okay?”
“Who’s Bud?” Ford asks instead of answering. “And why did you make a deal with him about a public pool deck chair?”
Stan groans, loud and irritated. “I didn’t,” he says. “Was he being a jerk to you?”
Ford opens his mouth, but before he can answer, Stan pulls aside the shower curtain, and Ford shoves his hands down into his lap.
“Ford,” Stan says, confused. “You’re all wet.”
“He uh—”
“He pushed you into the pool?” Stan asks, obvious anger entering his eyes.
“No! Well, kinda? He had this necklace thing, it was like— I don’t know,” Ford says. He drops his head onto his knees. “He made me throw my gloves in the pool,” he says miserably.
“He what?” Stan says, sounding even more angry. “Those are like, your favorite thing!”
Ford pulls his head up again, looking at Stan in confusion. “Huh?”
“Dude, I never see you take them off!” Stan exclaims.
Ford looks down again. “I uh,” he says. “That’s not—”
“Hang on, I’m going to get them back,” Stan says, and before Ford can protest, he stomps out of the locker room and back towards the pool.
Ford doesn’t know quite what Stan does, but it includes a loud scream from Bud followed by a loud splash, so he has something of an idea. Regardless, a couple minutes later, Stan shows back up in the stall, sopping wet gloves in hand.
“Here,” he says, and he hands them to Ford. Ford doesn’t move his hands to take them, though, and after a second Stan just shrugs and sets them on the ground next to him.
“We should probably wash them before you wear them again anyway,” he says.
Ford buries his head in his knees again.
“Sorry dude,” Stan says, patting him on the shoulder. “Bud’s always like that.”
Ford doesn’t move, and Stan must not know what to do, because after a second he picks up the gloves from the floor and starts ringing them out. “I think they’ll be okay, though,” he says. We just gotta wash and dry them again.”
“I don’t care about the stupid gloves, Stanley,” Ford grumbles. “I— what if he saw?”
“Saw?” Stan asks, sounding confused.
And wow, is Ford not ready for this. He hadn’t planned on ever needing to be ready for this. He hadn’t planned on Stan ever learning.
But if Bud did see something, Ford wants to tell Stan himself, before he learns how much of a freak he is from someone else entirely.
So, Ford sniffs, does his best to ignore the panic in his chest, and pulls his hands out from his shirt. He can’t quite manage to display them to Stanley, instead gripping his shirt’s hem and keeping his gaze firmly on the floor.
“Hey, what’s…” Stan trails off. Ford waits with dread for the weirded out “um,” the “what’s wrong with your hands”, for Stanley to realize that maybe he actually doesn’t want a weird freak for a brother after all.
Instead, Stan says, “Wait. There aren’t even enough fingers on these gloves.”
Ford turns to him in bafflement. “What?”
“Why are they your favorite?” Stan asks, looking back at the gloves like they’re the strange thing about this situation. “They don’t have enough fingers.”
“You are really stuck on the gloves,” Ford says weakly.
“Well why do you wear them all the time if they’re not—” Stan stops, and gives Ford a look. “Were you… trying to hide them?”
Ford feels his cheeks warm again, and stuffs his hands back inside his shirt.
“Why?” Stan asks, sounding deeply confused.
“What do you mean why?” Ford asks, probably a bit too much irritation in his tone. “They’re— they’re weird.”
“Well, yeah,” Stan says, and Ford ducks his head down further. But then he adds, “What’s wrong with that?”
Ford lifts his head and stares at him.
“Weird things are the coolest,” Stan says, starting to grin. “Or did you miss the… I don’t know, entire town?”
Ford looks down again and starts fidgeting with his extra fingers. “That’s different.”
“Uh, no it’s not. Dude, you’re telling me you’ve got two whole extra fingers and you’ve never told me before because you’re embarrassed? That’s the dumbest thing I’ve ever heard! I mean, come on, you gotta tell me if you’re this cool!”
“I— what?” Ford asks, feeling thoroughly lost in regards to how this conversation has gone.
“Wait wait wait,” Stan says, his eyes getting big. “Do you call high fives high sixes?”
“Uh, no?”
Stan gives a little gasp that almost sounds betrayed. “Why not?” he asks. “The opportunity is right there!”
“I— I don’t—”
“Well we’re definitely gonna have to fix that right away. Come on, high six!” He holds his hand up to Ford, a bright expectant grin on his face.
Ford stares at him for another second, then slowly raises his hand and smacks it against Stan’s own. “High… six?” he says hesitantly.
“That’s what I’m talking about!” Stan says, jumping to his feet. “Man, it’s a good thing you met me, or you’d just go on never taking advantage of the greatest opportunity ever.”
“Calling high fives something else?”
“Exactly! I’m so glad we see eye-to-eye on this,” Stan says, nodding in approval. He looks down at the gloves on the ground again, and something sparks in his eyes.
“Hey, can I actually hang onto these for a bit?” he asks. “I have an idea.”
And, well, the thought of going without his gloves for longer than absolutely necessary isn’t a fun one. But Stan’s smiling so big at him, and somehow this hasn’t ended with him being weirded out or disturbed, so maybe going without them for just a little bit longer wouldn’t be the worst thing in the world.
So hesitantly, Ford nods. And when Stan lights up even more, it makes Ford start to smile too.
…
He does keep his hands tucked inside his sleeves for most of the rest of the day, but Stan must have said something to Grauntie Mabel, because she doesn’t comment at all on them during dinner.
Stan is in the craft shop for most of the evening, and he gives Ford strict instructions not to come in, so Ford spends the evening with Grauntie Mabel, who’s knitting something in her armchair while Ford writes down everything he remembers about Bud’s necklace in his notebook.
Eventually, he moves up to the attic, and it’s here where Stan finally shows up again.
“Okay!” he says, coming to a stop right in front of Ford with his hands behind his back. “Can I see your hands please?”
Ford still feels a little uncomfortable about holding his hands out in the open, but if earlier was any indication, he doesn’t have to be worried about Stan seeing them. So he puts them in front of him, and then Stan pulls something out from behind his back. He’s holding the gloves from earlier, but when he slips one onto Ford’s hand, all six of his fingers find a spot to fit into.
Ford blinks as Stan slips the other one on too, and then steps back with a bright grin. “Ta da!” he says. “Custom made gloves! Now you don’t have to stick two fingers in the pinky spot anymore!”
Ford flexes his fingers slightly, enjoying the way his last two don’t tense up against each other. He shakes his head, looking back up at Stan. “How did you do that?”
“Please, you think I can grow up with Grauntie Mabel and not know how to sew? You’ll probably know some yourself by the time you go home,” Stan says, putting his hands on his hips.
Ford laughs a little. “I won’t be telling that to Pa,” he says, but he’s smiling. “I— thanks, Stanley.”
Stan beams at him. And as he heads back over to his bed, Ford looks down at the gloves.
Maybe Stanley was on to something about them being his favorite.
#gravity falls#ford pines#stan pines#mabel pines#bud gleeful#relativity falls au#reunion falls au#my fic
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She owes about $30k in tuition fees too.
That’s part of the issue. She’s unwilling (it seems to me) to believe homelessness could really happen to someone like her, so she repeatedly tells me that she just needs me to place her in housing and it’ll be fine.
What I keep telling her is that given her massive, crippling debts, what she most likely will have to do (and might not even work then, debt is A Problem) is get on a waiting list for a voucher, which will take BARE MINIMUM a year and likely two or three.
So she’s sending angry emails to the government saying I don’t work hard, because I’ve said I don’t think anything else will work out.
In the meantime, she demands that the shelter hold her bed when she leaves to study or for class. This *would* be fine, but when someone requests a bed hold they need to provide some proof in writing that they have a scheduled event and usually also that it’s related to working or work prospects.
She says she wants to be out until 11pm studying as her classes are important for eventually finding a job. But nothing she gives me shows evidence she cannot study during the day.
So something is up. I want to work with her and not against her if she’s legitimately going to class. The debt isn’t to ME.
But there’s something she’s not getting about how stuff works, and it’s making me want to make sure her desires to leave make sense.
She just told me for example that she blanket denies me permission to communicate with anyone at the university for any reason, which she explains as “you’ll tell them I’m homeless” which NO I WON’T.
Anyone who knows how college works: is it possible for a student to be kicked out from campus housing and still be a student?
I do not want to further make someone’s life bad if it is indeed possible, but I am beginning to think this person isn’t enrolled and is lurking around under the false premise that she’s still a student. Potentially, if that’s the case, creeping some people out.
(Not saying she doesn’t think she is one. Just that I have really begun to wonder if her problem is actually that NotTelling University disagrees.)
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Dude why are you so pressed about my ask? My point is that you’re manipulating your photos even if just angles and lighting and yes you see results from push ups everyday but those results don’t outweigh the long-term damage it does to your body. You don’t see it now because you’re still in your 20’s. But the advice you give is dangerous and is going to hurt people. Those people on youtube get the same criticism because they’re giving terrible advice with inflated results.
i’m not pressed over your ask, however i think you clearly are if you’re still sending me long angry messages on anonymous instead of coming out of hiding and having a civilized conversation with me.
my main frustration with your original message was the false accusation that my photos were edited, as if i have the time to literally import my iphone camera selfies into photoshop and alter my physical appearance to look more muscular than i really am.
anyway, doing pushups is a great exercise that requires no equipment or gym. to anyone reading this, if you want to start your fitness journey and develop a chest, i think it’s a great start. i don’t know why this anonymous person in particular is so pressed and vehemently against simple & effective home workouts (some people can’t afford gym memberships so i think this is a great solution) but i hope they find peace. LOL
#btw always do your research and don’t listen to random people online. especially on anonymous#the fact that this person is anonymous gives them 0 credentials i’m sorry LOL#like unless this person comes out of hiding and fully gives us proof that they’re some paid fitness guru…#idk why people wanna get on their soap box when they’re sending anonymous asks to people on tumblr like 😭#and i forgot to mention yes working out in general tires your body out#pretty much everything in life you do has risks#like idk what their point is#try looking up stuff about pushups being bad for you online because i can’t find anything#like yeah working out will make you sore…that’s the whole point 😭
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Apparently my job incorrectly changed my state on my W4 without my knowledge or consent last year and now I owe a LOT of money in unpaid state taxes since they weren't withholding them from my paycheck like they were supposed to 😭
#i hadnt filed my 2023 taxes yet bc there was some stuff i had to figure out with my old college#(they didnt send me a 1098-t and they werent responding to my emails and they changed systems after i graduated#so i wasnt in their new systems and when i called the treasurers office they couldnt figure out how to find me#so they sent it to their manager but the manager never responded and etc etc)#but i wasnt too worried bc i knew with the withholdings that i put on my w4 that i should be receiving a refund#and theres no penalties to filing late if youre receiving a refund (you just. dont get your money until its filed)#but now ive got that figured out (turns out they actually didnt need to send me a 1098-t bc i dont have any exceptions to claim from them#bc something about how my expenses were handled? idk. which i didnt even learn from them btw. bc they never got back to me 🙃#i had to consult a tax expert. but anyway)#so i was trying to finally file them. and uh. it turns out i owed like $1000 to my state. and i was like. that. cant be right. what?#checked my w2 and for some reason on one line it had my state listed with like a small portion of my earnings#and then on the next line there was the rest of my earnings under a different state name#a state that doesnt fucking have state taxes 🙃 so nothing was withheld from that portion of my income#so apparently i did NOT pay the majority of my state taxes last year. and now im 6 months late filing. and im worried im fucked#and we are also 11 MONTHS into 2024 with my w4 incorrect and no state taxes withheld all year 🙃 fuck. fuck fuck fuck#they cant even change it back until my manager proves i live in this state apparently 😭 what the hell man#i live in this state i work in this state my companys fucking headquarters is in this state#WHY would they change it to a different fucking state. WITHOUT my knowledge or consent#i didnt even realize they had stopped withholding my state taxes until now bc it happened at the same time i got promoted#so the increase on my paycheck just blended in with my raise 😭#i just submitted it but of course theyre going to take what i owe for my state taxes weeks before they refund me for my federal taxes#payments process within 48 hours but refunds take up to 21 days#rambling#so. im gonna have to figure out how to make rent and bills next week#and then im ALSO gonna have to pay however much it costs to be 6 months behind on a payment of nearly $1000#FUCK
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Oc 2 electric boogaloo
Moved to procreate so I wouldn’t break goodnotes but I tried my best to recreate the brushes and am not using color picker :p surprised to say I kind of enjoy goodnotes more now that I’m used to the constraints of the program- the per-stroke selection and erasing is kind of really nice for color correction
#more about the ocs since I’m thinking about them#yeah they’re twins#the pink haired is the older and the blue haired is the younger but you probably wouldn’t be able to tell I think#trying to come up with names for them hmmm#I don’t think their relationship is quite as bad as sanemi and genya but similar principle#they both worked really hard to get stronger to a point where they could protect each other#and hate the fact that the other is also doing the same dangerous stuff as them#I think pink is stronger by a tiny bit but thinks that this is only because they work harder than blue#blue has more natural talent as a fighter and both of them know that I think#pink dislikes that blue is effortlessly strong#and thinks that because of this blue doesn’t take things as seriously#but blue does a lot of work#they just do it when people aren’t looking#blue has some pride in that sense— they don’t want to be seen as weak so they never train in front of others#in any case mostly they just have communication issues#they love each other and banter a lot#y’all should send me some character sheets to fill out for them#I think it’d be fun
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I don't know if this is a hot take but halsin is hands down the worst companion and that could be easily solved by having him join you at the beginning of act 2 and giving him literally anything to do in act 3 except hit on you
#his pacing is all fucked up. why does he only join your party once you're basically done with his quest#like when he didn't join my party once he joined my camp I was like okay makes sense I guess#like I still went and met the hag and to the gith creche and fucked around in the underdark and stuff#he had no reason to join me#then we went to the shadow cursed lands so I went to camp to talk to him and still nothing. okay whatever let's keep going#then at last light inn I talked to the fist guy and then talked to halsin and he was like oh I'll meet you there#and I was like that's it. the moment he joins the party to try and solve this thing#no!!! still just sending me out to di his errands#like by the time he joins you the only thing left from his plotline is the oliver thing#after that he just hangs ariynd and talks abt nature like butch I'm a druid too get a goddamn personality#also doesn't help that you recruit him around the same time a jaheira who's also an old wise druid#but has a much more interesting and fun personality and an actual fun plotline and quest in act 3#like having her really just makes it more obvious halsin has nothing going on#and like his romance would also work way better and not feels so out of nowhere if he joined you earlier#cause the way it is now it feels so out of the blue like you joined my party yesterday why are you already trynna fuck#have some couth
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............................................. I'm regretfully writing a fanfic.
It's not gonna be big, but dialogue has been running in my head 24/7 and if I don't write it down I'll explode. Writing is a fun break from drawing besides and I genuinely feel like slowly dissecting other characters is helping me revisit my original stories, and dissect my own characters and bring more continuity and subtlety into them.
#FUCK ALL OF YOU YOU ENABLED ME#i'm kidding i genuinely love you all#but GOD FUCKING DAMNIT#these two just have far too much fun dialogue and since i've been casually watching while i draw its given me more of a character basis to#work off of#and this is like junk food for my soul#the more I write garbage the better I get at writing my own stuff#but the fandom still scares the shit out of me#given I also have a younger brother its fun to examine their relationship and see some parrallels to my own experience#and how family differs from friendships in the dynamic#you get way more baggage from their shared experience growing up#and where they diverge from each other's mindset and approach and how its shaped from the difference in their Older sibling Younger sibling#experiences which is a critical component when they have fights#anyway Dean being the huge “I'M COOL FUCK THE SYSTEM I DO MY OWN THING” then immediately shifting to “yessir three bags full sir”#in 0.5 secconds never gets old#and Sam's perpetual frustration at this hypocrasy sends me#given Sam's entire existense is based around him genuinely wanting to do his own Thing VS Dean tricking himself into going down his own pat#but they both still have that childhood need to be fullfilled by their parents and IF THAT AINT RELATABLE#but they both tackle it so differently due to circumstance#anyway tldr: sibling dynamics fun as hell you go from seamlessly working with each other#to having a massive squabble so fast its very entertaining
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GUY WHO FUCKING LOVES ROBOTS AND MACHINES AND YET HAS NEVER LAERNED TO DRAW ONE IN HIS ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE
found weeping and sobbing on the floor
#i need to get into that shit#i need to draw some fucking machines#I WANNA MAKE ULTRAKILL FANART I WANNA MAKE COOL MAHINE OCS#BUT THE HORRORS#THE HORRORS OF LEARNING TO DRAW STUFF YOU DON'T FUCKING UDERSTAND HOW IT WORKS#HOW DOES MACHINE WORK#do i have to bullshit it#i'm gonna have to bullshit it aren't i#if anyone happens to have a cool handy guide on like#basic stuff about how machines work and are constructed or stuff to look out for when designing them or whatever#or just some good visual refs that are easy to understand idk#anything#just send them my way i will reward you with my undying love and a little sketch of anything you want#kinda just thowing this into the void we'll see what happens i guess
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