#i will put it under my percy tag someday when i rb this but i do not want personals finding this

[xfindingtrouble]

i’m working on a Spicy reply to something & it has me thinking about percy’s relationship with kink. because i think he’s very interested in it, but he’s had limited ability to experiment with it?

 i think he has these bold, romantic moments in passing but when it comes to talking about his interest on the subject he gets flustered. that being said, i recently had a conversation with someone about how kink forces you to open up to your partner & learn how to communicate what it is you want & don’t want to try which i think would be sooo cathartic for percy once the ice is broken.

 i think he would be a switch. in the beginning of any relationship, he would lean more towards a submissive mindset as he’s learning what his partner likes, how they treat him. a lot of his love language involves reflecting his partner’s desires & i think that would apply in kink too. 

he is wildly experimental when it comes to sex, i think but before he opens that door he spends a lot of time & care testing the waters with whoever his partner is. even if they say ‘ i want this, i want you to do this to me ‘ he needs an understanding of how that feels in order to feel comfortable doing it. [ ex: if someone wanted to be spanked,he would want to be spanked first. if someone wanted wax dripped on them, he would need them to do it to him first. he needs a threshold of what something feels like before he is comfortable subjecting someone else to the feeling ] 

alot of the appeal of kink to percy, i think, is the inherent intimacy. there being a pre-defined power dynamic is something he would enjoy, with established limits & an enviornment where he’s sure he or his partner can tap out if something isn’t feeling the way they want it too. as someone who is not always receptive to emotional intimacy, there is something deeply fulfilling about trusting someone with their body like that.

 also percy is an aftercare king when he doms. again, he is someone who adapts to his partner’s needs but if he is given permission he can be pretty merciless, he loves pushing boundaries. but he knows that with walking this line is the trust & understanding that he needs to ease his partner out of the space he puts them in. he makes them snacks, wraps them in soft blankets, will run a nice bath for them if that’s their style. he puts a lot of care into understanding their partner’s needs.

when percy subs he also likes to be treated pretty mercilessly. he gets flustered pretty easily in the beginning of a relationship & isn’t afraid to lean into his internal butterflies when it serves him. it’s easy to make him blush, easy to make him squirm. he loves being overstimulated bcs a) it feels good & b) his body is sensitive & he has a lot of sensory needs so it is nice to utilize that part of himself for something more enjoyable. that being said, he doesn’t like handcuffs. they feel wrong on his wrists. he likes being tied up / bound but with soft testures. some rope is okay, but it really depends on the context.

though i do think percy has had some one night stands over the years, his experience with sex & relationships is limited. it has been an interest, but it has not been his priority. he’s had kinky sex on occasion but it’s been with the guidance of a more experienced partner... everything else he knows is from reading not only about the concept but also reading smut when he thinks no one is watching. anyways bottom line is i think he would just enjoy kink more with a regular partner. like yes, the handful of nights he’s indulged in over the past have been fun but the intimacy wasn’t quite what they were looking for... if this makes sense? i hope this makes sense