#i will endeavor to do better by u and the cinna lovers here milk nonnie

[shalomniscient]

the cinnabar's gender confusion must be a universal experience and yet it actually makes me quite sad. the fact that cinnabar usually attracts people only because of the so-called gender intrigue and her story revolves around this fact almost completely, too, is so heartbreaking, to me at least.

i want to know more about her past, want to learn more about her family (serpent eye members basically), about the way she was raised and tutored, about her habits and stuff... and all we get is some stories when numerous girls confessed to her because she was mistaken for a man and stuff. even in her files they say that other sinners find her uninteresting besides the fact she's handsome... it makes me feel so bad for her. i mean her supervision cases provide us with a bit of additional information (for example she eats a lot and doesn't really have any food preferences as long as the meal is well cooked) but still that's not enough (for me personally dunno about others).

i'm probably overreacting or something but you know... that's just what i'm thinking about constantly. she needs more love from both the fandom and the fucking creators, aisno crew should sleep with their eyes open, i'm living in their walls and i'm not paying any rent /hj

– milk nonnie

wait omg i didn't know that wtf cinna that's so sad ?? this is a sign for me to do more interros and read more lore sldhjhldjhfdlh but yeah, lack of lore for a character u rlly like can be very disheartening bcos it takes away ur chance to fully connect w them in a way, but i feel it also presents a unique opportunity for u to take their story and run with it yk? like what's the best direction you feel to take w her story? maybe it could be the most fun direction or the most compelling direction or a secret third option. it's both a deficit but also a special kind of freedom, kinda. i don't know if i'm making sense hsdjfhjhfdjl