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101-blueberry-101 · 3 months ago
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𝐀𝐭𝐬𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢 𝐒𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐨 (𝐀𝐤𝐤𝐮𝐧)
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𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Atsushi Sendo (Akkun) x fem! shy reader
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Swearing
𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭: with the help of your bestie, Hinata Tachibana, you find a way to confess to your crush.
Set in 2005 during the time when the Miso Middle Five are forced to fight in Kiyomasa’s fight club.
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“H-Hinata-chan! wait!” Hinata Tachibana has been your best friend since primary school. You were shy and so it was difficult to make friends, but she just waltzed up to you and declared that you two were friends.
From that day forward she told you everything and you the same, which just so happened to lead to this one horrible moment.
“Hinata-chan please leave it! I’ll just stay lonely forever” you said in a somewhat hushed voice as you tried yet failed to pull her back.
“Oh, come on y/n, Takemichy-kun is friends with him so I’ll just go ask him” Hinata said, a smile plastered on her face as she marched her way over to the Mizo Middle Five.
y/n have a little squeak seeing that they were just a few feet away. She quickly let go of Hinata and went to hide close by, scared of what Hinata was gonna ask and Embarrassed by his answer.
“Hello!” Hinata jumped in front of them, causing Takemichy to burst out all happy and flustered stumbling over his words.
“Sorry Takemichi-kun but I’m not here for you right now” Hinata said holding a hand up towards him, crushing his soul. “I’m here on strict girl business” Takemichi’s friends laughed at him.
“You” the boys stopped laughing as Hinata pointed to their leader. “You’re Sendo Atsushi right?”
“Uh yeah?” Akkun, as everyone called him, looked at her confused.
Hinata stared at him for a bit, “what’s your dream girl?” the boys stopped, and y/n visibly cringed peeking to look at the boys from where she was hiding.
“What! Hina Noooo!”Takemichi cried, “please don’t leave meee!”
Hinata giggled at him, “it’s ok silly, I told you I’m here on strict girl business remember?” Takemichi whipped his tears. “Now you!” She looked back at Akkun waiting for an answer.
“Uhm, well I guess I really like a girl with long hair and a nice personality” Hinata nodded listening.
“oh and don’t forget big boobs” Makoto said making weird gestures.
“you perverts!” Hinata yelled before Slapping Akkun hard.
“Man, why did I get slapped?” He said rubbing his cheek as he stared and watched as Hinata walked away grabbing someone who was hiding behind a wall.
“Haha” The group laughed, “You got a feisty one there Takemitchy” Said man grumbled saying not to say that.
“c’mon y/n” Hinata grabbed the girl dragging her away, “hmph! all those boys, except for Takemitchy, are all perverts!”
“h-huh! but no, Sendo isn’t like that” she said. “but what did he say?” y/n asked curiously.
Hinata stayed quiet for a moment, before sighing and telling her what he said. “I don’t know what you see in them”
“I only like Akkun, the others kinda scare me and make me nervous. Actually they all make me nervous” y/n gave a little chuckle.
‘so he likes long hair?’ y/n thought to herself, her hands absentmindedly going to her hair running her fingers through it.
*ring*
“Ah, guess we better get going to class now” y/n said quietly as Hinata nodded her head.
“I’ll see you after class! bye bye!” the two skied before parting ways.
𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘
“Now that I’m thinking about it, is there anyone you guys got the hots for? I know I’d totally hit that girl in math, uhh what’s her name?” Yamagishi said as the rest of them laughed.
“You’re totally not a ladies man, can’t even remember a girls name?” Akkun said shaking his head.
“Yeah well what about you huh? it was Tachibana who asked you the question” the others agreed with him.
“I dunno. Never really thought about it” He said leaning back in his chair.
“well if you had to pick one?” Makoto said, joining Yamagishi in his questioning towards Akkun.
“why’s it so important huh?” he said, “But, I guess if I had to pick one, it’d be y/n”.
“Hmmm, y/n- oh! she’s the one in history with the big boobs right?” (sorry if you don’t) Yamagishi said earning a slap over the back of his head.
“Don’t say it like that man!” Akkun looked at him sternly as Yamagishi rubbed the back of his head.
“right, my bad” he said sheepishly.
A silence fell over the group, “also I’ll be the one fighting today” the boys stayed silent looking down slightly.
“heh, you guys doubting my skills” Akkun said trying to lighten their spirits.
“yeah right! you’re totally gonna win today” one of them said
“that’s why you’re our leader”
𖤣.𖥧.𖡼.⚘
It was now late in the night and cram school had finally ended. y/n was walking down the long road, hoping to be in the comforts of her home soon.
“Damn, that son of bitch really did a number on me” y/n stopped in her tracks hearing an all to familiar voice. She came to the top of a said of stairs leading down towards the voice.
“Sendo?” She said quietly, seeing his plum hair.
“oh, L/N hey” He said turning to look at her with a smile on his face. His face that was bloodied and bruised.
“Ah! oh my! are you ok” she quickly hurried down the stairs, to come face to face with him. Her shyness going away for a second as she grabbed his face checking over him.
“what happened?” she asked worriedly as he stared at her with wide eyes. She paused before taking her hands back, “I’m sorry i didn’t mean to!” she quickly bowed as he gave a light hearted laugh.
“it’s fine, and I’m ok.” he said flashing her a smile.
“But you’re covered in blood and your face is all bruised” she looked at him sadly.
‘Hm, I want to help but I don’t know how. what would Hinata do’ y/n thought to herself.
“Hmph!” Akkun looked at her confused, before he felt a harsh tug on his wrist.
y/n feeling a burst of confidence had grabbed his hand and began dragging the boy away.
“ah? I’m ok really L/N” he said sheepishly.
“well- e-even if you are, I’m still going to help you” she said. “My house isnt to far from here so I’ll take you there and wash that blood off you”
“thanks” He smiled at her, “oh Also you don’t have to call me Sendo” she turned back to him confused.“earlier you called me Sendo”
“oh. well ok, then you can call me y/n to make it fair” she said turning away from him her face flushed red as she continued to tug him along.
Akkun smiled looking up to the sky as he shoved his other hand into his pocket.
“I really like you” y/n paused.
“h-huh?!” y/n let go of his hand turning to look at him. “y-you like me?!”
“hah sorry-” “-why?” the two stared at each other.
“what do you mean why-” “-why are you sorry” the two stopped and laughed.
“Of course I like you” Akkun turned away and scratched the back of his neck, “you’re really sweet and kind” Akkun smiled at her. “sorry guess it’s kind of out of the blue”
y/n once again grabbed his hand and began dragging him back in their path. “I-I like you to!” y/n said not daring to look at him as she felt her shyness come back making her all nervous.
Akkun stared at her wide eyed, “so if I like you and you like me, does that mean you maybe wanna be my girlfriend?” he asked making y/n’s face flushed red as a darker shade of red.
She nodded unable to speak. Akkun chuckled “sweet”
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Hey! sorry if there not a lot of like romance and stuff but I tried my best! hope you guys liked it!!
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firstdivisiongirl · 10 months ago
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Hello! Can I get a Tokyo Revengers match please?
No Baiji, kazutora or Takemitchi please ^^'. I don't mind any other character, even from the manga or from antagonists if there are any real one in that fandom lol.
She/her, Gemini, Intp, 5w4
Asexual/heteromantic
Chaotic Good
Appearance: 164cm. Brown wavy hair, dark Brown eyes. Curvy body I guess? I'm pale with visible beauty marks like on my lips. I wear glasses/sunglasses. I've been described as cute and a tease because I always bite my lips out of habit lol. I often have a tired/annoyed expression or a smile. I wear comfy clothes and even pj outside. Or cliché villain clothes, no in between. I try to wear gloves to stop myself from bitting my nails.
I appear as cold and very sarcastic. But I can be charismatic when I want. I'm always polite unless I dislike you (you'll know it because I become passive agressive). How I act depends on how you act with me, unless I'm in a bad mood. In that case I isolate to not break hearts too much. I act flirty around my friends and is known for sometimes playing with hearts (I'm oblivious to it). I'm petty and can go very far out of spite or vengeance. I curse a lot and will call you out on your bullshit with no issue no matter who you are.
I'm moody and not a morning person AT ALL. I'm brutally honest and it affected some friendships because people sometimes won't dare to approach me. I'm also socially obvious to a lot of things. I'm very curious and have a short attention spawn.
Getting along with me is easy peasy. As long as you're not whiny or a hypocrite we will get along. Now getting to know me is....nearly impossible. No friend of mine has managed to make me spill my problems even thought they share theirs and I help them out. My trust issues and daddy issues are too important for that lol. I don't open up and bottle my feelings all the time till I shut down or explode. I isolate a lot when I have problems or I'm just thinking (I love daydreaming). I'm rebellious but also a smooth talker. My friends know I have good intentions and would never wrong an innocent person. I'm the smart but reckless friend cuz I'll always hype up bad ideas for fun. I can be a bit naive. Even thought I have morbid curiosity and shared dubious experimental ideas....morals ain't my Forte. I'm more logical than emotional. I'm ambitious and can't stand my own failure. But I'm also lazy and a procrastinator which is a terrible combo. I'm always willing to debate and learn new things because knowledge is very important to me. I'm creative and innovative, I know when to get to business. I'm very competitive and try to hide it. Yeah I have an ego, so what? if you don't have a solid argument with me, I'll destroy you.
Despite that, I joke a lot and never take anything seriously. It happens that I underestimate people (I beat them later sooo). I'm a big tease and love to rile up people and see them get angry. I subtly insult people when they piss me off.
Because of that, I get very lonely and I'm misunderstood. I don't recognize my own feelings and mask that pretty well as it fools everyone. i don't consider myself to be a good person for some reasons. I envy easily and get annoyed easily because I want to succeed above all lol. Oh and I love money. I like gifting my friends and receiving gifts.
Hobbies: Reading (mystery, thriller, fantasy), true crime, video games, manga, drawing, baking, fighting sports (sparing and shooting), learning, daydreaming. I love space and mad scientists stories. My aesthetic is definitely related to those subjects as well as the sea and stars.
I'm insecure about my weight despite not being overweight.
In a relationship, I'm the most chill person. I don't get jealous or clingy. You can do whatever you want. I'm always here to give you advices because helping you out, giving you my time and giving you gifts is my love langage. It bothered my last boyfriend because he thought I wasn't emotionally present and isolated a lot (which I did. I warned him that I accepted out of boredroom and didn't love him but he still went ahead. Then he emotionally cheated on my bd and everyone noticed but me lol. I separated from those friends cuz none told me and I value honesty a lot). I love cuddles but I'll take time to accept physical touch. I enjoy a partner that can keep up with me. I also love receiving gifts because uh...I grew up with them validating love. I hate whiny and cowardly people. I don't fall first and don't make the first move. I guess a possessive partner would be nice (the red flag in me is talking don't mind)
I speak Arabic, French and English. I'm an only child. I study electronics and want to work in space related studies.
Thank you! You can just tag me instead of answering the ask ^^
Thanks for the request @imjustabeanie. For matchups, it’s all about personality, hobbies, etc, so all characters are eligible. I understand you don’t want certain characters, however I still had to consider them in this decision because they might be the perfect match. Thankfully for you, they were not. So, let’s get into it!
You Got…
Rindou Haitani!!!
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Boy is related to Ran. So having someone in his life who can he lazy is no big deal!
He’s love your mischievous side. It would excite him
I picture star gazing dates! That’s so romantic I can’t!!!
I feel like he’d be really good at gift giving. He’s really good in a team and knowing what a person’s strength and weaknesses are, so I feel like that would be the same with what people like.
Doesn’t seem to be needy and I feel like he wouldn’t be upset if you are super chill.
would support you and your ambition
I hope you like it!
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shelly-ya · 2 years ago
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Freedom
This is a kazutora one shot. Yeah you know me gotta get the old distractions out before I can move on with the series. Bare with me.
"Chifuyuuuuuu" you whined on the phone.
"Yes name Chan" the said man sounded amused by your behaviour right now.
"He's getting released in the morning. What do i do?" You said taking some of your stray locks and curling it around your index finger.
"You know you're older than me right? I should be asking you advice on relationships." His voice came through the speaker as Though he was fed up.
"What are you doing right now?" You asked concerned with how tired he sounded.
"Hmm I just got home. Takemitchy has me going over time these days."
"Aw man it's 11 pm. Go rest you little pest." Glancing at the wall clock.
"Hey you called me. Btw what time are we gonna pick up in the morning?"
"Am they said his release was scheduled for midday. Because the process was going to take long."
"Great we will have time to go get some essentials for him. Listen I'm gonna give you the car and one of my credit cards." He said seriously
"Chifuyu we need to make our ends meet" you whisper hugging your pillow
"Listen to me it's not gonna hurt my account if I take care of you and him. I'll always help you both. Besides what would baji say if i just left you both out in a dump. No way the lease is in your name as well so if anything happens to me no one can throw you out ok?"
"Baji? I miss baji every day fuyu"
"I know me to. But you have a boyfriend who is alive and getting released tomorrow."
"If baji saw me now what would he say? I'm engaged to his murderer" sighing you dropped yourself on your bed. It felt lonely being by yourself
"He would be happy for you. He loved you both so much. Remember what takemitchy said he called you all his treasures." He started yawning.
"Go to sleep fuyu don't forget to pick me up."
"Good night name Chan. I won't forget I promise."
"Good night" hanging up the call you threw your phone next to you on the bed. And pulled your blankets over your head. Sleep enveloping you completely you dreamt of the past.
" BAJI SAN" you heard chifuyu screamed out hugging the limp body of your boyfriend.
"I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate" was a mantra on replay with a thump thump thump in repeat. You found yourself in a room with his murderer. You kept hitting him over and over on his chest as he stayed silent. "Give him back to me give him back" you tears not stopping." Some one held your hands from behind. The warmth making you feel safe.
"Stop you will hurt yourself. Please stop"
"Oh chifuyu!!!!" You turned around and held onto his shirt screaming into his chest. "He has to bring him back"
"He can't come back. We have to move on"
"Welcome back here to see him again" the familiar officer asked knowing you were only there for one person. This time you were alone. "You know I'm gonna have to start asking your relationship with him since you both will 17 soon why don't I put you both down as lovers" he joked laughing it out you continued to the usual routine of checking into the visitors booth.
"You won't believe the joke the attending officer said"
"What"
"He was gonna start calling us lovers" you both giggled
"Hmm would that be bad if we were" he stop giggling and looked as though he was in deep thought
"No I guess not if you would have me"
"Then we're lovers now" he smiled.
"Oh..." You continued with an irrelevant story of outside.
*beep beep beep beep* groaning you looked to your phone on the bed. Picking it up you turned off the phone. Getting up you trotted for the kitchen and set up your coffee maker and started a fresh pot of coffee. The rich fragrance filled the kitchen. Searching the refrigerator for some left overs you had. Taking the container and setting it in the microwave and setting the timer to reheat the food. Throwing out a cup of coffee and waiting for the beep of the microwave you began to sip on the hot liquid gold.
"Ah yes my sustenance" you whispered. Hearing the buzzer to your front door you padded your way to see who it was. Looking through the peep hole. It was the short haired brunette you were talking to last night. Opening the door you opened your arms to him and he stepped into The embrace.
"I missed you name chan" he said Burying his head into the crook of you neck.
"I missed you to." Rubbing soothing circles of his tense back.
"After today I won't be able to hug you. He's coming home" chifuyu said still not letting you go.
"We forgive but can't forget huh" you whispered
"Yeah" he said sniffling a little as Though he was trying to hide his tears.
"Come on I just made coffee" you said letting go of your junior and walking into the apartment he bought for you even though you said you could get your own with your job. You still remember him arguing with you saying baji won't forgive him if his living girlfriend would be living in some corrupted pary of town when chifuyu could have put her in a better and safer apartment. You only played your bills water, electrical and every other convenience you needed. No need for rent because he bought the place for you.
"I haven't been here since I got this place for you." He said looking around like it brought back some memories for him. You poured out another cup of coffee and handed him the fresh cup. Your food already heated you toon it out pulling two sets of chopsticks out handing him the extra to eat along side you. He pulled two dishes from the dish rack on the sink and placed them on the island in the kitchen. Both of you shared the take out and drank your coffees in silence. Once finished he said he would do the dishes for you while you bathe and changed your clothing to go on your trip with him. You took your shower and changed into the clothing you out. You didn't hear a sound in the kitchen assuming chifuyu finished the dishes you walked out of the bedroom and into the living room. You saw him with a dish towel in hand drying off his wet hands as he stared at the framed photos.
"Ready?" You asked shocking him slightly.
"Yeah" he looked to you and then back at the photo he was looking at before throwing the dish towel on the nearest surface. "Sorry we gotta go. You don't mind getting that do you" he said pointing at the dish cloth.
"Gee chifuyu thanks for the lesson in I will be picking up after him everyday." Chifuyu chuckled.
"I came with the car I'm leaving you. I'll call one of the guys to pick me up later" he said pulling out an alarm remote alone from his pocket.
"Where's the keys?" You said stopping to pull your shoes on and grab your purse as he did the same with his shoes.
"It's keyless." He said.
"Really?"
"Can you stop being skeptical about advancement in technology" he said offering you his arm. Accepting the small gesture he led you to the car he said he wanted to leave to you. It was definitely imported and looked very expensive.
"Chifuyu why are you giving me this very expensive car. I know nothing about head kinds of cars." Started panicking a little he gave your hand on his arm a gentle squeeze with his free hand to calm you a little.
"It's ok I'll take care of you and him" he said with a small sad smile. Disarming the car he made sure you were seated first in the passenger seat and strapping the seat belt around you closing the door and then running to the driver side. He strapped himself in and pressed the start ignition button next to the steering. Checking the time it was now 9 am.
"Just enough time to get some essentials alone" you mumbled. He mumbled his yeah and the journey began. He helped with getting things a man would need and loaded the car trunk. Then continued to the prison. It was 12 pm on the dot.
"You think he left already?" You asked looking nervously at the prison door.
"I met him last week he said he would wait for us" at the same time the big gates swung open slightly and the said man walking out with his small bundle. Chifuyu pressed the horn and said man looked up with his sandy brown eyes. Leaning over to look out the window with chifuyu. "Kazutora!" He called his name.
"I'm nervous fuyu" you whisper to the young man.
"Don't be" you climbed into the back seat and twiddled your thumbs together.
"Hey guys" kazutora said climbing in and strapping the seat belt on.
"Hi" you and chifuyu said together. You in the back seat an embarrassed mess. Not expecting him to be there so close in the flesh. Chifuyu drove off again and the both of them having casual conversations as you stayed quiet. Looking at the side view mirror outside you noticed he was looking at your reflection secretly. When your eyes made contact he gave a small smile and continued to speak to chifuyu. Covering your face with both hands you smiled like a little girl. Working up the courage now you stuck your hand between the seat and car frame itself to touch him. You felt his shirt first then moved a little further more and made contact with his flesh he jumped a little but regained composure. He pushed his hand between the seat and car frame as well to wrap his index finger with yours as he and chifuyu still talked about toman and taking it back. Chifuyu glanced in the rear view mirror to see that you were now leaning on the passenger seat figuring out what was happening he just smiled a little at you and focused on the road again.
"Kazutora."
"Yes chifuyu."
"I'm leaving name Chan to you. Please protect her. Please love her. Please be at her side till death do you guys apart." Looking at chifuyu surprised
"I promise to be everything to her. Please leave her to me" kazutora said. "I love her I love her with all my heart. Thank you for taking care of her up till now."
"Yeah let's get you something to eat" chifuyu said pulling into a drive in. And placing an order for the three of you giving kazutora his credit card to pay at the window. When he returned the card to chifuyu he shook his head no. "We got you some essentials but you still need clothes and stuff. Take that card and go shopping for clothes and stuff with name Chan tomorrow for yourself." Chifuyu said digging in the fast food bag for a packet of fries as he drove and packet between his legs.
I can totally seeing a part two in this.
@angelsdevils @stxrmylxve
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revengesworn · 1 year ago
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Mikey can't forget what he's seen. The sight of Takemitchy's body, bloodied and broken, is burned into his mind as if it had really happened right before his eyes. Honestly, the memories - are they memories? Visions of the future? - he's received are vague and inconsistent, but it's not hard to put the pieces together - Mikey killed all his friends in the future. He tried to push them away, to protect them, but even that failed, too...
...Just what the hell is he supposed to do? Even with that despairing thought, all Mikey feels is a horrible, lonely emptiness. He lies there, looking lifeless, and stares up at the sky as if the stars might hold the answers. It's almost comforting, just letting everything pass him by...
Of course, there is one way. One way to protect everyone. Even thinking of it makes Mikey's gut twist with what he doesn't want to admit is fear. Is he selfish for wanting to live?
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"Maybe I should just die..." He tests the words aloud. While they're frightening, it doesn't feel as bad as he thought it would to say them. If he just ignores the nausea in his stomach, and the thoughts that slip into his mind - I don't want to die, isn't there another way? They almost feel normal. ...Maybe he'd always known this day was coming...
But then, hearing a sound behind him, Mikey suddenly sits up, turning to come face-to-face with a very familiar figure.
"Baji...?"
@prxenuntius ( plotted starter for baji! )
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kisasan · 2 years ago
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“…Oh, how powerless the words “I love you” are,
When even now, I don’t want anything but you…
There was no “Goodbye” – without saying a thing, you just disappeared.
After fulfilling me this much, you didn’t even leave me your last words…”
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celabi · 3 years ago
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𝐺𝐴𝑀𝐸𝑅 𝐵𝑂𝑌 🎮
# Synopsis - Getting needy while your lover boy ignores you for his gaming session.
# Featuring - Chifuyu, Hanma, Takemitchi, Mitsuya x f!reader.
# Warnings - nsfw + oral(M) + dirtytalk + dry humping + spanking + fingering + hair pulling + exhibition (?) + daddy and slut naming.
# Note - supporting gamer boys from under the desk [moans]
✰ 𝗠𝗜𝗡𝗢𝗥𝗦 𝗗𝗢 𝗡𝗢𝗧 𝗜𝗡𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗔𝗖𝗧 — 𝟭𝟴+ 𝗢𝗡𝗟𝗬 ✰
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# CHIFUYU MATSUNO
“Baby,” he cooed out, slightly turning his head to face yours and giving you a small, loopy smile. “Not now.” His voice was too quite for your liking, almost like as if his friends heard him from through the headset he would get embarrassed. And you could already hear his teammates questioning ‘What’re you doing Matsuno? Where in a game’ and ‘pay attention to the level.’ Hakkai and Nahoya’s voice you heard.
“But— you said only an hour… three hours ago.” You mumbled, tugging on his shirt before dipping your head in the crook of his neck. “I miss you.” He let out a breathless chuckle and quickly pressed his lips to your hair, giving you a small kiss before averting the half of his attention you had back to the screen. ‘Give your wifey what she wants dude.’ You heard Draken laugh through the mic.
Another ten minutes went by and you had still not gotten what you wanted, and he could feel your hard stare from the back of his head— since you moved away and sat near the headboard while leaving him to sit on the front edge. He did feel guilty, seeing as he invited you over to hang out and have some along time but instead got invited to play a new game with his friends.
But he knew he fucked up when you got up and walked out of the room, closing the door gently behind you to not alert his gameplay. He let out a small ‘shit’ and was tempted to follow after you as he heard your small footsteps pad down the hallway but he had just got to the final stage and didn’t want his hard word to be lost.
‘Sorry [Name]’ he though and continued to play— so focused on winning that he didn’t hear the door creek open again— or see you slowly waddle over to him, no until you got down on your knees and crawled in between his legs, ducking down so you don’t get in the way on the tv. “Fuyu’ don’t you miss me too?”
He let out a shaky sigh and move the mic away from his mouth, “Course’ I do pretty girl, give me ten more minutes and I’ll give you what you want, is that okay?”
No it wasn’t, and you showed him that. Softly shaking you head, you put on a pout and slowly trailing your hands up his legs, stopping only when you reached his crotch area. “S’not okay.” You mumbled and put on your best sad face, resisting the urge to smirk when he squeezed his legs together.
His fingers slowed down its movements on the joysticks and you fingers circled around the outline of his clothed cock that peeked though, and he ever so slightly bucked his hips forward when you pulled away. ‘What’s going’ on over there bro?’ ‘Why you breathin’ so heavy?’ He heard from the other side on the line, and he slowly pulled the mic back to his lips. “Sorry, it’s really h-hot in my room.”
He could hardly sit still and watched with half lidded eyes when you slowly started tugging on the zipper to his jeans. But only doing just that— not attempting to pull his pants off anytime soon, showing him just how you felt.
“P-please baby, want you to touch me.” He whimpered out, hand wrapped around the mic so his friends couldn’t hear the needy state he was in, he was sure that they would tease him to the day he drops.
You let out a laugh, making sure to lean closer and fluttering your eyelashes while you looked up at him. “And why should I? When you left me all lonely before.”
“M’so so sorry baby, won’t do it again, please touch me.” He was whining at this point, with his sweating hands barely hanging onto the controller and his chest heaving up and down rapidly.
“Take your pants off by yourself, Fuyu’ I’m not gonna help you when you were ignoring me.” And you let out an amused chuckle when he chucked the controller next to him and abruptly shooting up, trying to tug his pants off as fast as he could.
You came face to face with his boxers and you shook your head, “Those too baby, I can’t do everything for you now can I?” You chuckled.
He swiftly pulled down his underwear and let out a hiss when his cock sprung up and hit his abdomen, pre cum dribbling out from the slit. You watched in amusement as he started pumping himself in front of your face, bucking his hips into his hand and letting out small mewls.
With one hand wrapped around his base, he used the other grab the back of your head and pulled you into him, pressing his dick against you nose. “Suck me off baby, please… Need it so bad.” He grunted.
Though his words got suck in his throat when you flopped out your tongue and glided the wet muscle up his length, making sure to lather it up with your saliva. “Mhm— like that?” You hummed out, it sending vibrations onto Chifuyu as he left out a loud, and drawn whine.
“Y-yeah! Fuck— just like that, so good.”
You brought you hands up and pressed onto his bare thighs, pushing him back onto the bed and climbing on top of him, cock rubbing against your clothed cunt as you sat on his lap.
The sight below you was gorgeous, black hair all dishevelled while his shirt rolled up his stomach, exposing the abs he worked so hard for. His teeth were biting down into his bottom lip while he gazed up at you with lust filled eyes.
“Gonna let me play with you? Pretty boy.” He nodded, too quickly but In to deep to feel embarrassed about it, and reached out to grip your thighs and pull you closer.
But just as he brought his hand up, he accidentally knocked the controller that was next to him while it fell to the floor, pulling the headset cable out along with it.
It disconnected and aloud the sound come from the speakers on the TV.
“Aye! Way to go Chifuyu!”
“Dude we’re in call and you’re getting head?”
“Really Matsuno? You lucky bastard.”
“Oi! Plug that mic back in.”
“Shut the hell up Pah!”
Chifuyu’s whole face was red, and he was sweating nervously, and although you knew he wasn’t one to flaunt his sex life, you could feel as his dick twitched from under you.
You gave him a small— sly smile and pointed to the headphones that were on the floor. “Naughty boy, you like when your friends hear you moan?” You teased and ran your hands up his chest, stopping at his neck and slowly tracing his Adam’s apple with your thumb. “Come on baby… they’re waiting.”
He slowly nodded and leaned over to grab the headphones, plugging them back in and putting them over his ears. “Mhm— fuck, s-sorry boys.” He mumbled, biting back a whine when you rolled your hips against his.
“S’all good man! Sounds like you’re getting put in your place though…”
You boyfriend let out a small whine, before slowly nodding to himself and watched you let out a small amused chuckle. “Y-yeah, she is. I don’t— I don’t mind though.”
You leaned down towards his red face and grazed your lips against his trembling ones, he felt your breath fan his face and he gulped. “Gonna let me play with you, Pretty boy.” And he could only nod, because he knew.
Knew you were more than just that little innocent girl his friends saw you as, and he was at the end of said present.
Hanma was never really one to play video games, and he was always out side and about. But today the weather was terrible, and was stuck inside, playing his console to waste time.
Hanma was never really one to play video games, and he was always out side and about. But today the weather was terrible, and was stuck inside, playing his console to waste time.
Hanma was never really one to play video games, and he was always out side and about. But today the weather was terrible, and was stuck inside, playing his console to waste time.
“Babe, this Kisaki guy sucks ass at this game.” Your boyfriend laughed, planting a kiss to your shoulder while his eyes were glued to the screen.
You sat in between his legs while he rested his back against the head board, you own back flushed against his chest. His arms were wrapped around your frame while his fingers moved around with the controller, leaning his chin on your head.
‘Shut up, you ask me to play and then insult me.’ You heard Kisaki’s voice through the headset, and you let out a laugh. You haven’t met him yet, but what Hanma has told you is that he’s absolutely nuts, and it’s not like he let you get involved in his gang stuff anyways.
He leaned his head down and rested his chin on your bare shoulder— it being bare due to him saying it would be more comfortable. In reality, he just wanted you naked.
“Oh? Getting needy are we now?” He cooed when he felt you shift around in his lap, but you only shook you head with a small chuckle.
“No way, just getting comfortable.” Rubbing your hands up his arms, they tailed down to his hands that gripped the controller before stopping— tracing your fingers around the ink of his infamous tattoo.
“You always fiddle with that one—” he noted, not understanding why you don’t acknowledge his hand that held the kanji with sin. “Any reason?”
“Not really, just—” you stopped and lifted his arms with yours, and pressed kisses along his roughed up knuckles. “Like punishment s’all.”
He smirked, moving the switch and holding it in his left hand, while the other rubbed along your stomach. “Oh? Is that a new guilty pleasure I sense?”
‘Don’t start that shit here.’ He heard Kisaki growl on the other end, and he only laughed.
“Sorry boss.”
“What’d he say?” You questioned, craning your neck to face his shit eating grin, suspicious.
“Oh nothing— just how he wants to hear us go at it like rabb-”
‘I didn’t fucking say that you shit!!’
You heard that one, your boyfriend more then you as you watched him since and pull the headphones off his ears, with a small ow before you both fell into a small pot of laughter.
“He’s a good dude— trust, sweet cheeks.” Shuji grinned, rubbing your hips before turning back to the game. “Cant say the same about his gaming experience though.”
‘Oh fuck off, I’m leaving.’
[H1nA.l0ver has left the game]
“And then there were two.”
You nodded, closing your eyes and resting your head on his chest, his hand leaving your leg before going back to the device.
It was getting pretty boring— your boyfriend was a fun guy, always being involved in stuff that wasn’t at all entertaining— but when you just sat there and did nothing except stare at a screen, you did get a bit restless.
“Baby,” you whined, looking up to meet his eyes— watching as he flopped out his tongue. “Wanna play with you.”
“Hm? I only have one controller, babe.” He laughed, but you only fluttered your eyes lashes at him.
“I know…” he gave you a confused face before it converted into realisation, before a large— sly smile broke out.
“Oh, I see,” placing the controller to his side, he gripped your hips and flipped you around so you were facing him— his hands trailing on your thighs and to the circle of your back. “So you were getting needy, huh?” He cooed.
Rolling your eyes, your hands made quick work and reached behind you to unclasp your bra— and he watched with piercing eyes as his favourite pair of tits flopped out. “Mhm— atta girl.”
His hand latched onto your boob, while his thumb circled around your hard nipple, pinching when you let out a whine.
“Stand up and get rid of those pants.” He ordered, slapping your ass when you crawled off and pulled down your bottoms— along with him who started unbuttoning his own pants.
“Here,” he patted his lap, cock now leaning out and open as he waited for you to crawl back in. “Pop a squat.”
He let out a grunt when your cunt grazed over his hard cock before gripping you hair tightly in his fist and pulled your head back— making your back arch while your looked to the roof. “Ah!— Shu’!”
“What is it angel face, like gettin’ tossed around like a doll?” He huffed, slowly aligning his cock at your hole before— without warning, sinking into your.
“O-oh yeah! Like it so much daddy!” You cried, hands trying to grab onto his arms but couldn’t as he grabbed them and pulled them away behind your back.
“Ah ah ah— no touching, slut.” he hissed as your walls clenched around him, pulling him deeper in your tight hole. “Oh? Liked that huh? Being called a slut, didn’t know my baby was such a whore.”
He bucked his hips up, staring intently as your breasts bounced around. “Looking good.” He mumbled to himself, chuckling.
Reaching over to the night stand, you rummaged around the draw to pull out a cigarette, along with a lighter before turning back towards you.
“Hold this baby,” he said and before you found react— the cancer stick was placed in between your patted lips. He laughed when you let out a hum, before slowly flicking his thumb over the spring of the flame. “Sit still now okay? Don’t want my pretty girl to get burned.”
You nodded, and watched with lidded eyes as he lit the end of the cigarette before chucking the lighter aside. You tried not to suck in the smoke— but failed when a harsh slap was sent to your ass.
He watched you hack at your lungs before taking it away from you lips with a small ‘oops, my hand slipped.’
He brought the cigarette to his lips before taking a long drag, leaning up and exhaling the smoke onto your belly button.
“S-Shuji.. please— more.” Begging for him while you humped up and down his thick cock was definitely a sight, watching your eyes roll to the back of your head.
“That good huh?” He knew it was, with the experience he had, he could confidently say he knew how to make a women cum in just mere minutes.
“Gonna let daddy cum in this pretty pussy? Yeah?” He asked, biting down on the cig to keep it in his mouth before swiftly flipping you up and over so you were now arching down, your ass right in front of his face.
It was kinda embarrassing when he whistled behind you, but it washed away when you felt his dick slap against your ass cheek, before being slammed back onto his cock.
“M’gonna fill you up so full, you’ll be dripping chin for weeks.”
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# TAKEMITCHI HANAGAKI
“[Name], I-I cant see the screen.” Your boyfriend whispered, craning his head around your neck so he could continue playing. ‘[Name]! Stop interrupting the crybaby and let us playyy.’ You heard Makoto from the other side of the mic, along with Yamagishi agreeing.
“But Mitchi’ I wanna cuddle with you.” You mumbled into his neck, pressing soft kissed along his skin. You heard him let out a gasp, before one of his sweaty hands made its way and rested on your hip.
“B-but we can cuddle later, I told you I w-was going to play with my friends.” He stuttered, ears twitching when your hot breath fanned his neck. “C’mon pretty, I’ll spend time with y-you a bit later, okay?” He gave you a small, wobbly smile, hoping you’d back down.
And you did, surprisingly.
“Akkun.. this game is kind of violent, can we play like— animal crossing or something else?” Takemitchi sweat dropped when his friends were screaming, yelling crazy things like ‘Murder that bitch! She just bumped into me.’ Or ‘let’s go to the strip club, I wanna see boobies!’
They were talking so loud that even you could hear them, who moved away from your boyfriend and sat in the corner of your room— scrolling away on your phone.
“UHM— let’s not!” You laughed at the embarrassment evident in Takemitchi’s voice, as if you would yell at him for visiting a virtual strip club, in a video game, grand theft auto at that.
You shook your head, before your eyes went back to your phone, only to pause when a certain video game up on your tiktok FYP.
A video of a girl— sending her nude photos to her boyfriend while they were in the same room. You watched as the boy in the video snapped his head to the girl before smirking, and walking over before picking her up and slumping her over his shoulder, then the video ended.
It popped in your head, and knew the outcome wouldn’t be the same— Takemitchi could barely hold onto the shopping bags, as if he could chuck you on his shoulder like a sack of potato’s.
You shook your head, exiting the app and opening messages, clicking on your boyfriends contact— doing what you needed to do before putting your phone away and standing up.
You heard a ding, and took that as your sign to leave. “Gonna get a drink, want anything?” You watched him pick up his phone and shake his head, getting a ‘no thanks.’ In response.
Just as you closed the door— he clicked the notification and almost screamed when your nude body popped up.
You your camera angled to the mirror, you were on your knees and elbows while your back arched— propping your ass up in the air and on display.
He could see your bare tits being pushed up in between your arms, with your hard nipples out in the open.
The phone cover most of your face, yet he could see a small— sly smile peeking out from the side.
He let out a shaky breath, eyes still glued to the screen while he shifted uncomfortably in his seat. “T-thats not fair baby.” He whispered, jumping when he got a response.
‘Did you call me Baby?! Are you cheating on [Name]… with me?’ He heard Makoto gag, with his friends joining in and he let out a scream. His head shot up.“What the—?! Ew no! What the fuck.” He fought back, his face pale as a ghost.
His eyes found their way back to his phone, eyes glued to the curve of your hips and all over you body. He soon felt uncomfortable in his pants, and looked down to see his boner poking through the fabric of his sweats. Letting out a shit before throwing his head back.
But then— Two more notifications dinged on his phone, and he saw that you had sent two more attachments.
Hesitantly clicking on them, his breath hitched as you once again— were naked on the screen.
This time though, the photos you took were with the clothes you were wearing only minutes ago. His oversized jumper rolled up in one of your hands while letting your bar be in the whole frame. The same red lacy bra that he had brought you two days ago.
The other photo though, was with your bottom half, sitting on the ground while your legs spread to show off your glistening cunt— one hand pinching your clit while you took the photo.
He didn’t realise, but his hand was gripping his thigh so tight that his knuckles had turned white, and his tongue being bit in between his set of teeth.
He must of been so out of it that he didn’t hear you open the door, or make you way over to him, leaning you hands on his tense shoulders. “Like them? Took them just for you.” You whispered in his ear after you removed the earphones from his head.
“[Name]… why’d— why’d you do that?” He staggered out, not trusting his facial expressions to turn around and face you, but he didn’t have to try— as you already gripped his chin and craned his head in your direction.
“Why not?” You giggled, slowly trailing your hand down his bicep and towards his hand— that still held his phone. “I wanted a reaction out of you, and I got it, go on— continue playing.”
He shook his head and let out an embarrassing chuckled before pointing down at his crotch. “H-how am I supposed to with that.” That bring his aching cock that pulsed in his pants.
You let out a fake, surprised gasp before tutting, making him even more embarrassed then he was before.
“Such a naughty boy, getting a boner with just a lewd photo? I’m disappointed, Takemitchy.” You joked, and not back a hysteric laugh when he opened his mouth like a fish— trying to say anything in his defence. “But—”
You hands stopped at the hem of his pants before you slipped one in and played with his dick trough his underwear. “I guess it can’t be helped.”
You pulled away, and he let out a loud whine— being so needed that he replaced your hand with his own, and started stroking his length.
He felt his chair being slightly pulled away from the desk before the warmth of your hand leaving his arm. And with lidded eyes, he watched you get down on your knees and crawl under the desk, popping your head out and spreading his legs with your hands.
“Buck your hips up baby, gonna’ take off your pants.” You said, and helped tug them down to his ankles, along with his briefs.
You both watched as his cock sprung out and hit his abdomen, tip red and sticky— leaking with pre cum. He hissed, throwing his head back into the chair.
“So hard baby… all for me?” you teased, watching as his cock twitched in excitement at your words. He nodded vigorously, humming in agreement.
“Yes babe! So— mhm, so hard for you, only you!” He cried out, bucking his hips up to try and gain tension. “Fuck! [Name], please please touch me.” Letting out a small curse when you finally did.
You wrapped your hands— both of them— around his dick and slowly started to pump him, he was more large then people would think, normally assuming his dick was small with the way he acted but no, he was around seven inches, having enough width to stuff you real nice.
“Oh god! Love your soft hands, m’wanna cum so ha-” he was cut off when his cock was taken into your mouth, moaning out when you lapped your tongue around him. “Oh Jesus!”
“What was that?” You hummed around him, and he jerked his hips with the vibration sent around his shaft. “Gonna cum already?”
He nodded, his arms gripping the handle of the chair to keep him stable.
He was always one to not be able to sit still while you touched him, always jolting and twitching around, and his hands were never able to keep to themselves.
He released one hand from the arm and tangled in into your hair, gripping your head and pushing you down onto him, he heard you gag, but too deep in pleasure to stop. “Fuck! I’m cumming!”
He filled up your mouth with his hot cum, his cock head being pushed passed your uvula and allow his load to drop down your throat. “Please swallow it baby! Please please please!” He chanted, and peered down at you, watching as you harshly gulped.
His dick left your lips with a pop and he watched in daze as it sprung up and slapped against your cheek, your saliva running down your chin.
“Fuckkkk—” he slurred, and his eyes fluttered open out of exhaustion.
You crawled out from under the table and went to comfortably sit on his knee, using your foot to rub up his leg. “Came so much, pretty boy.” You murmured into his neck, nuzzling your nose onto his skin.
He only hummed in response, too tired to say actual words— and was about to hold onto your waist until a voice interrupted him, or three voices.
“T-takemitchi… you didn’t u-unplug y-your microphone.” Akkun whispered, his face was red and controller left unintended on the floor, it being dropped from his hands the moment he heard you gag.
“Holy fuck! That was so hot! How’d it feel man?!” Makoto yelling, and he was flush against his Tv— hoping that he could hear more.
“Not fair, not fair, not fair!” Yamagishi cried, slamming his fists on the table in front of him, hearing you tease takemitchi though the call only excited him— yet angered him at the same time. “When will it be my turn…”
Takuya left the moment he heard his friend gasp, and he knew you were the reason. He didn’t want to hear that shit, and he was sure Takemitchi didn’t know he was still on call.
Your boyfriends eyes shot open, and he looked at the screen to see he was in fact still connected and online, it must of slipped his mind as his dick slipped in your mouth. “G-guys?! you didn’t t-think to leave so we could have privacy!?” He cried and rushed to hang up, not even waiting for them to respond.
With your laugh only fuelling his embarrassment, “c’mon pretty boy, don’t feel shy.” You pressed a kiss to his cheek before sliding off his lap. “Besides— sounds like they enjoyed it.”
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# MITSUYA TAKASHI
You watched as he sat at his desk, tapping away on his keyboard and clicking the mouse. It was unusual for Takashi to be sat there, and more weird for him to be playing video games, especially since he was a very busy man, seeing as he was a famous fashion designer.
“Hakkai, you’re going the wrong way.” You heard him chuckle, and you peeked around his chair to see him playing minecraft.
You couldn’t hear from the line of the call, but he must of said something insulting as your husband let out an offended gasp. “Rude, you’re just jealous you play this game everyday— yet still aren’t good.”
It went on like that for the next hour, and you did whatever you could to try and find some entertainment. From reading to listening to music to even braiding Takashi’s long hair, which he pulled you down to press a chaste kiss on your cheek only to pull away and put his attention back on the screen. Rude
“Baby—” You whined out, leaning over the chair and dipping your head into the crook of his neck, and he shifted in his seat when your hot breath fanned his skin. “I’m bored.”
‘Oh? Is that [Name]?! Hey [Name]! Sorry for taking your precious husbands time but I thought we could catch up over a game.’ You we’re closer now so you could hear Hakki in the background, along with Yuzuya who also screamed in the back hoping you could hear her. ‘[Name]’s there?! Her girl! When ar—‘ she was cut off when here and Hakkai started play fighting.
Takashi let out a small laugh, turning his head up to face you, who was snuggling into his neck. “Those two— always ask about you a work.”
“Hm? That’s nice…” You mumbled back, letting out a sigh which vibrated onto his neck. He swivelled his chair away from the desk and faced you before softly grabbing your hips— pulling you onto his lap and teasing his hands on you waist.
“Something wrong, love?” He asked, and gave you a smile when you lifted you heard to face him— only for it to drop when you turned away. “Baby? What the matter?”
“Nothing…” You huffed, slowly going to hop of his lap but his hands held you still in place, “let go Takashi.” He only carefully grabbed the back of your head and pulled you to his chest— rubbing your back with his other hand.
“No pet names? What happened to pretty boy? Or babe?” He joked, and he knew you weren’t mad— seeing as you were placing small kisses along his jaw and towards his cheek.
“Pay attention to me, you’ve been playing this game for too long.” He moved his hand to the mouse and muted his microphone, before turning back to you.
“Oh I see, you’re jealous.” He winked at you, and laughed when you playfully rolled your eyes. “There’s that gorgeous smile I love to see.”
“M’not jealous, just miss you s’all.”
“Miss me? But I’m right here.” He licked his lips and leaned in to capture yours, humming in content when you returned the kiss.
“I know,” You said when you both pulled away, looking into his eyes. “Just want to be close to you.”
He smirked— one you didn’t see as you were looking at Hakkai’s block character hit Takashi’s on the screen. “Oh? Be quite then.”
You snapped your neck to him, “Excuse m-” you didn’t finish as you watched him adjust the headphones on his ears and turn back to the game.
“Sorry man, just had to use the bathroom.” He unmuted his mic and you could only watch in confusion as he used his left hand on the keyboard while leaving his mouse unattended— instead putting his free hand and sliding it under your shirt and rubbing your back.
‘Yeah? Took you long enough! I died multiple times cause you didn’t protect me.’
You felt his hand glide up your spine and towards the strap if your bra— fiddling around with it for a moment before it finally unclasped. How he could undo a bra with one hand still amazed you, since you still struggled to put it on with both of your hands.
You said his name is a small whisper, yet he didn’t respond— instead using two fingered to tap the hem of your back. “Arms up, okay?”
You did as told with no complaints, and he brought his hands up to take your shirt up and over your head. He let out a content sigh at the sight, your bra barely hanging on your shoulders while your perky nipples threatened to peek out.
“Mmm— always so pretty for me.” He teased, leaning forward and pressing kisses on your stomach and making his way up— before his nose was rubbing against bar of your bra. He looked up at you with expecting eyes and wiggling his eyebrows.
You knew what he wanted, shrugging your shoulders and allowing the only layer that separated your tits from his view— to fall off.
Using his feet to pull the chair closer to the desk, his hand left your hips and rested on one of your breasts, letting out a smirk when your breath hitched.
“Nipples hard for me already, baby?” He made sure to push his microphone away and talk in a small voice all so Hakkai couldn’t hear as he teased you, he didn’t want you to feel embarrassed after all.
‘Hey! Taka! Stop spinning in circles and help me finish building our house.’
“Hop of for a second.” He mumbled into your hair and softly pulled your legs off him and helped you stand up, with unamused eyes— you watched him go back to playing his game, while you stood there topless.
He didn’t turn his head, but looked towards you and smiled, muting his microphone one more time. “I’ll let you sit on my again— when you’re stripped down to nothing, okay?”
He held back a chuckle when you rushed yo remove your pants, along with your underwear and leaving you standing there with your whole body on display. “Good girl,” he patted his lap. “Take a seat.”
You crawled onto his lap, putting your calves on either side of his thighs with your back facing the computer screen. Your bare cunt was rutting against clothed cock, with his hard on growing each time you humped onto him. “I can feel you dripping onto me baby, wet already?”
You nodded, looking away in embarrassment when you did in fact— feel a wet patch start to form on the crotch.
You heard a laugh, before a hand landed on your leg, slowly making its way towards your inner thigh before cupping your pussy in his large hand. You gasped, leaning onto him when his finger started playing around with you clit. “Shh, I’m still on a call with Hakkai… you don’t want him to hear us, do you?”
You clenched your legs together, and slowly shook your head no. “Mhm, didn’t think so, you break the poor boy and he wouldn’t be able to look at you for weeks.”
“Touch me more please baby…”
He hummed— and didn’t waste any more time before slowly sinking his middle finger into your inviting hole, loving how you squeezed your eyes tight and let your head lull into his neck.
He added another finger, using them to scissor inside. “So tight, m’kinda jealous you’re not sucking my cock in instead.” He laughed, and he could feel your nipples rub against his shirt while his chest vibrated.
“Gonna’ have to lean to the side sweetheart, I can’t see the screen.”
You did as told, putting both your arms to the left and arching you back so he could see over you, it was slightly uncomfortable, but with your count being finger fucked, it didn’t really bother you.
You stared rubbing your hips into his hand— hoping to grab more tension between the two of you, but let out a whine when he stopped and pulled out his now, slick costed fingers.
“Such a naughty girl,” he tutted, shaking his head in false disappointment before slowly standing up— taking you with him.
He hoisted you over his shoulder and placed his hand firmly on your bare ass, keeping you secure so you didn’t fall off.
Leaning down to the desk, and hovering his hand over the mouse. “Sorry dudeee—” he drew out, squeezing the flesh of your bum before continuing. “Iv gotta go, one of my models is being difficult and begging for my assistance at the studio.”
You heard Hakkai on the other side— saying not to worry and that they should play again soon. Your husband agreed, before shutting down his PC and walking over towards the bed— chucking you onto it.
You laid on your back and watch him strut over towards you, eyes glued onto your naked body while his hands worked away with the fly of his jeans, tugging them down and leaving him in only his briefs.
“You’ve been kinda broad today [Name], don’t you think? What I think, is that you should be punished for your bad behaviour, yeah?”
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mulletmitsuya · 3 years ago
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Toman groupchat ft. the girls!
Warnings: swearing, suggestive, mentions of alcohol, mentions of underage drinking, also my headcanon that senju is a lesbian
Desc: Toman's plans a movie night with some visitors, chaos ensues
Baji: Mikey i've been knocking for ages now
Baji: open the fucking door
Mitsuya: you guys said 6pm right?
Baji: yeah but i came early and i need to take a shit
Mikey: sorry, i was jerking off
Mikey: and why would you wait to shit specifically at my house?? why didn't you shit at your own?
Baji: i didn't fucking need to then asshole
Mitsuya: dm each other, god
Mitsuya: we don't need to know this shit
Draken: i'm fucking nervous
Baji: why?
Draken: what if this guy figures out i'm not 18
Mitsuya: are you still at the convenience store???
Mitsuya: Draken it's been 30 minutes
Baji: you look grown as hell
Baji: and we're 17 so we're basically 18
Mitsuya: no, we're 17
Baji: mmmm basically 18
Kazutora: if you don't bring the alcohol i'm gonna stick a fucking cactus up your ass
Mikey: so, Emma wants to join
Kazutora: NO
Kazutora: ITS BOYS NIGHT
Mitsuya: it's movie night? anyone can watch the movie
Baji: but what about all the manly stuff we were gonna do 😐
Baji: Emma can't take a tackle and a knee to the ribs
Baji: but you know who can?
Kazutora: the boys 😎
Baji: the boys😎
Draken: ??
Mikey: ok so Emma has now told Hina, who's told Yuzuha
Mikey: ig the girls are coming over
Draken: I THINK THE GUY IS GETTING SUSPICIOUS
Draken: I'VE GOT THE BEERS
Draken: HOWEVER THEY ARE STOLEN
Draken: BECAUSE I STOLE THEM
Kazutora: dumb bitch
Draken: i've never shoplifted before i feel so bad
Draken: anyway
Draken: can i bring a friend?
Mitsuya: who
Kazutora: why are you letting trespassers in our circle
Mikey: wait y'all i'ma add the girls cause they keep asking me questions individually
*Mikey added Emma, Yuzuha and Hina*
Draken: she's kinda lonely and has no friends her age. Takemitchy knows her. they kinda went on a date idk. she's cool and her brother basically begged me to find her friends
Hina: Takemitchy went on a date with someone?😊
Draken: when did Hina get here?????
Draken: hi Hina
Draken: it was a friend date don't worry
Baji: haven't you caught Takemitchy lacking twice now
Emma: Hi Draken😊
Draken: Hi Emma 👍
Draken: how are you today
Emma: i'm fine! and you
Draken: i'm great. happy that you will be watching the movie with us. looking forward to your company
Mikey: 💀
Baji: that was so hard to read
Draken: maybe because you're fucking stupid
Baji: maybe so
Chifuyu: am i bringing the snacks?
Chifuyu: oh
Chifuyu: hello ladies
Hina: hi Chifuyu ☺
Chifuyu: hi Hina😚
Baji: ayo why the puckered lips
Baji: fucking cheater
Baji: all bisexuals are whores
Baji: can't keep it in your fucking pants
Baji: i hate men
Chifuyu: I JUST SAID HI????
Hina: Baji-kun! Chifuyu is not attracted to me! i have a boyfriend!
Mikey: I don't think he's good for you Hina, break up with him. you deserve better tbh
Emma: 🤨
Hina: i appreciate it Mikey-kun, but me and Takemitchy are very happy :)
Mikey: that's great 😐
Mikey: *☺
Mikey: sorry, i used the wrong emoji
Hina: i'm sure you did🤗
Mikey: yeah haha😁
Hina: yeah..🙂
Draken: i'm gonna add her btw
*Draken has added *** *** *** *
Draken: this is Akashi Senju btw
Baji: SENJU???????????
Baji: AKASHI SENJU???
Draken: that's what i said, yes
Senju: huh
Senju: hello
Senju: are you my new friends?
Senju: great!
Senju: are any of you single?
Senju: if so!
Senju: are any of you looking for a cute, 5'1, extremely strong, extremely attractive, girlboss girlfriend?
Senju: that is me!
Senju: my dm's are open
Emma: the entrance
Emma: i love her already
Emma: hello Senju!! i'm Sano Emma!
Hina: Tachibana Hinata here!
Mitsuya: Yuzuha are you not gonna speak at all💀
Yuzuha: ...
Yuzuha: hello
Yuzuha: i'm Shiba Yuzuha
Yuzuha: nice to meet you, ig
Yuzuha: where's my brother
Mitsuya: sorry, Hakkai can't be on his phone rn, i'm measuring something. we'll be done just now
Senju: woah there buddy
Senju: sounds kinda gay to me
Yuzuha: lol
Yuzuha: wait ew
Yuzuha: he's a fashion designer
Senju: my bad
Draken: she'll fit right in, i think
Baji: SENJU
Senju: bestie why do you keep saying my name idk who you are
Baji: IT'S ME, KEISUKE
Baji: THE ONE WITH THE FANG
Baji: WELL 2 NOW
Senju: ???????
Senju: DIDN'T YOU DIE??
Baji: THAT WAS LIKE 2 YEARS AGO, THINGS CHANGE
Senju: IESHHSKSKS
Senju: IT IS YOU
Draken: you know each other??
Senju: mhm!
Senju: joint Trauma 😊
Senju: now you reminded me of Mikey☹️
Baji: ....uhm💀
Draken: you know Mikey?
Senju: yes yes. Sano Manjiro
Senju: worse person to ever exist
Emma: 💀
Senju: WAIT
Senju: SANO EMMA
Senju: ARE YOU MIKEY'S SISTER
Senju: DIDN'T YOU DIE???
Senju: NAUR WHAT'S GOING ON
Emma: no i just have a bald spot now :((
Senju: GLAD TO SEE YOU'RE ALIVE BESTIE
Senju: you're too hot to die :(
Senju: the girls here are so cute!
Hakkai: ...
Hakkai: ....
Hina: oh no :(
Hina: there are too many women here
Hina: Hakkai will not be functioning
Hina: Senju-chan, please don't take it personally
Yuzuha: yeah he's womanphobic if that's a thing
Emma: even through text? :(
Yuzuha: he can only talk to Hina and that took years
Senju: it's cause he's gay innit❓
Yuzuha: no, mommy issues
Yuzuha: but that could be a the reason idk
Senju: oh
Senju: doesn't that mean you have mommy issues?
Yuzuha: ig
Senju: i do too :)
Senju: we have a lot in common ;)
Yuzuha: uh
Kazutora: the women have taken over the chat
Kazutora: this is what i was afraid of
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s-hera · 3 years ago
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Tokyo Revengers Character As A Male Wife/ House husband. [Mdni]
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Tw: Mention of impregnation, strap on. bratty sub, Degrading, anal fucking (male receive), pegging, p*rn link, Face humping. dom/sub! Reader.
A/n: All characters are aged up. if the link doesn't work right, not my problem :)
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Perfect obedient male wife. The one that knows how to cook your favorite food, yes that. You're very busy to have a baby so you two decided to be a fur parents, which isn't a bad idea, he won't feel lonely when you aren't around. You would always see them on the couch sleeping, waiting for you, which is very heartwarming. Good wife doesn't get punishments instead they get gifts.
To be honest they're not sub in bed, especially if you have switch energy. It's more like give and take in bed. There are sometimes they want to be pegged (especially those names with Bold Letters.)
➤ Inui Seishu, Mitsuya Takashi, Ken Ryuguji, Hakkai Shiba, Kakucho Hitto, Shinichiro Sano, Keizou Arashi, Souya kawata.
Almost perfect unlike the first one, this male wife makes mistake like a lot but he doesn't mean to make mistakes though, so please don't hurt him. doesn't know how to cook meals but would learn it just for you, when i said meal something that needs effort not noodles or something unhealthy. You let him be, not everybody is fitted to be a wife after all some of them fits to be a fucker.
X — X — X
He likes you to dominate his dick and dry the shit out of it, he wants your wet cunt in his dick, wants you to control the speed cause he also wants to suck on your nipples while you make his cock dry.( man love your tiddies very much, it help them copes with their problem, name with bold characters again.)
➤ Chifuyu Matsuno, Hanagaki Takemitchi, Rindou Haitani, Kazutora Hanemiya, Kisaki Tetta, Izana Kurokawa, Manjiro Sano.
X — X — X
When i said the "fucker" i meant the one who would make you squirt non stop, he doesn't want you to dry his cock because he wants to dry yours, he would try to impregnate you to be honest, the baby fucker.
➤ Wakasa Imaushi, Takeomi Akashi, Hajime Kokonoi, Baji Keisuke, Nahoya Kawata.
X — X — X
is bratty, spoiled male wife and it's your fucking problem for spoiling him rotten, he can do his job but would mess it up purposely so you would toy him and he doesn't care. he has the chance to be a good male wife but he doesn't want to.
he won't stop being bratty if you don't give him a good dicking down, he wants you to put strap on his butthole, degrade him please, tame your brat and hump his face too. Or it's the other way round
➤ Ran haitani, Sanzu Haruchiyo, Shuji Hanma, Shion Madarame,
X — X — X
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keisukibaji · 3 years ago
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A letter from Sano Manjiro <3
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˚๑꒰﹕Hey everyone! This is my first post in 'A letter from....' series! The reader is gender neutral and all the letters are platonic! I hope you like it!!
Hey there Reader,
This is Sano Manjiro but you can call me Mikey! You may also know me as the Invincible Mikey, the leader of the once famous, Tokyo Manji gang! Let us know if you ever need a strong and powerful gang to protect you wink wink!
Anyways in all honesty, I have no idea as to why I am writing this….
Ken-chin used to tell me that this was a good way to get my feelings straight when I wish to talk to my friends… 
Feelings hmmmm….
Ok back to the point! What was the point again…..
Anyways I am currently sitting across this river eating from my bag of taiyaki! 
It’s so quiet….Despite the wind blowing, the water seems very still..
Very still…
You wanna know what I see here dear reader?
I can see our entire Toman gang, at least what it used to be, all driving on our bikes.
All of us laughing and talking as we head to the beach.
The beach, which is bustling with people, with waves taller than even Ken chin crashing into the sea line.
I can see all of us talking about our recent fight as we drive on….
I know Baji would talk about which bunch of brats he and Chifuyu would have beaten up recently... I swear those two are such a funny duo… And I still don’t understand Baji… Can’t deny that I love him though…
Our mediator Mitsuya would try to keep them in line with his dedicated vice, Hakkai, inspired by whatever his captain does.
Pah chin and Peh yan following along with them.
The Kawata brothers, Smiley with his reckless punches and reckless jabs and his calmer brother, Angry, making sure he doesn’t get into too much mischief.
My mediator, Ken-chin calling out to me, checking as to where I am.
I don’t know what I would do without him….
You wanna know where I am right? Well I am always either in the front or the back…..
The front or the back…..
Driving ahead or falling behind…..
Well ofc the title Invincible Mikey is a powerful title to bear! No one can live up to it’s name like I can!!
It’s just sometimes a bit too heavy….
Sometimes a bit too lonely….
I still really really love all of my friends though!! To them, I may not be a very pleasant person to spend time with….
To them, I may be someone they need to always look after… A handful….
Someone who is always asleep…. Someone who needs a flag in the kids meal… A dorayaki or taiyaki to eat or a blanket to sleep with….
Someone who has a much darker side underneath which everyone is afraid of…
Who I am afraid of…..
Well regardless of all that, I am always watching them reader!! It might not seem like it but I am always watching…
I know precisely what their dreams are….
What their wishes are….
I can see what they will become…
Mitsuya a fashion designer! I can see him having a fancy office making stylish clothes! Since Hakkai likes Mitsuya a lot, he will work with him!
Pah chin will inherit his dad’s real estate agency. And Peh yan will follow him around since there is no Pah without Peh!
Smiley would do some crazy and reckless shit like the crazy and reckless guy he is!! Well he will be fine as long as Angry is with him!
I know Ken chin better than he knows himself and I know that there is only one choice for him - to own a bike shop! I just wish Emma was around to see that…
And Chifuyu… Baji… He is probably doing something that reminds him of Baji!
I almost forgot Takemitchy!! He should be happy in the happy home he creates with his future wife, Hina! If they don’t get married, I will kill them!!!
Oh you wanna know what I’ll be doing? Good question!
I actually don’t know who I would be in the future….
Probably going down a path that’s only meant for me and me alone….
Me all alone….
Somehow the stillness of the river is oddly comforting…
Ok this letter is getting really long and I am running out of taiyaki so I’ll just leave you with a couple of things dear reader!
Don’t make the same mistakes I did! 
Make sure to appreciate and love everyone in your life every single day!! Never forget this reader!
Because there will be a day when they won’t be there….
Oh and also equally make sure to appreciate and love the people who have passed on! They will always be there inside me, in my heart…
They suppressed the darkness inside me and helped me live with a smile every day whilst they were alive and breathing and I am always grateful for that!
Finally…
At some point in your life dear reader, there will be this one person in your life who keeps barging into your life, no matter how many times you push them out…
This one person who never gives up on you, no matter what kind of a person you were yesterday, no matter what kind of a person you will be tomorrow…
Make sure to treasure them dear reader… Make sure to ask for their help when you need it…
Takemitchy…
Thank you for hearing me out reader! I do hope we get to meet some day!! Oh and feel free to ask me for my help if you need it! I might be a burden but I’ll certainly try my best!
Love,
Mikey
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kokomis-gf · 3 years ago
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❝Kinktober❞ -Genshin Impact & Tokyo Revengers
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Parings ———-o Kazutora Hanemiya, Tohma, Scaramouche Kunikuzushi, Xiao, Albedo, Kaeya Alberich, Izana Kurosawa, Takemitchi Hanagaki, Izana Kurosawa (Time Skips Only For TR Characters)
Some drabbles may come late but it is not likely! Ngl this will be a part of October & September bc I cannot write fast
DISCONTINUED BC I WAS SICK DURING NOV AND IT ALREADY ENDED
WARNING DARK CONTENT
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“Red Means I Love You” -Tohma 🎃
You’re his. Everyone in his home town know and The Raiden Shogun prays to whoever who doesn’t…for they’re gone before you can realize you don’t love him. Release Date: October 10 | 12:00 AM
“Unholy Rose” -Scaramouche Kunikuzushi🎃
You were screwed. You knew it. After betraying the Tsaritsa you knew that you’re dead, so you ran. You ran until you made it into Mondstadt. Many of the Fatui Harbingers that you were once apart of the only one you missed was The Balladear…although he hates your guts now you will now deny that you miss his glare . The quarrels that you had with him. And his burning touch. Release Date: October 15 | 12:00 AM
“Devils Hookup” -Kaeya Alberich 🎃
Gods you hate him. You hated how he was always so cocky around everyone. You liked the fact that he knew you hated him. So it would hurt him when his glances were lingering along with his touches. But…you had to admit that you needed his help with this one problem no man not even his brother can fix. Release Date: October 20 | 12:00 AM
“Under The Moonlight” -Albedo Kreideprinz🎃
Knowing that he couldn’t love you because he wasn’t truly human and because he was unfortunately too busy with his experiments until he came to you wanting help with one of his experiments. He likes to know more about sexual intimacy Release Date: October 25 | 12:00 AM
“Two To Tango” -Xiao 🎃
Being an Adepti means being a hard-working, selfless, and lonely. You had just begun training with Xiao. Who knew this was the training the lifeless yaksha had in mind? Release Date: November 10 | 12:00 AM
“This Is Wrong But…” -Takemitchi Hanagaki 🎃
Being Hinata Tachibachi’s older sister came with its pros and cons. One of those pros include fucking her boyfriend. You knew this was wrong. He knew this was wrong. But you both continues because you both liked the thrill of being caught. Release Date: November 15 12:00 AM
“I Hate You” -Sanzu Haruchiyo 🎃
You knew you couldn’t love him. Not when he’s touching you like this. Not when you’re not his lover but instead a hole for him. You stayed far away from him after a while and he was jealous. Jealous of the Haitani twins getting your lips on their cocks instead. Release Date: November 20 | 12:00 AM
“Carnations Of The Blossom” -Izana Kurosawa 🎃
He knew everything about you. Your favorite flower to your favorite place for him to lick onto. His favorite thing to do with you is going onto dates with you. Including fucking with you inside of the restaurant bathrooms Release Date: November 25 | 12:00 AM
“Happy Halloween” -Kazutora Hanemiya 🎃
God know how touch-staved your sweet, sweet, Kazutora is…and apparently so do you, so you use it to your advantage on his favorite holiday- Halloween Release Date: October 31 | 12:00 AM
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vioxsoo · 3 years ago
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tokyorev boys spending Valentine's Day with their s/o
characters: draken, bonten!mikey, ran, and bonten!sanzu
♡ Ryuguji Ken ♡ To say the day was beautiful was a complete understatement. The day was warm, and the sun shone perfectly through your floral shop’s front windows. At the window, you had set up your red, pink, and white flowers in lieu of the national holiday; Valentine’s Day. Tulips, roses and peonies were the most bought so you made sure to display those closest to the entrance and the register. Being that today was the most romantic day of the year, you were making great sales. It was just unfortunate that you were spending Valentine’s Day at your own floral shop instead of going out with your boyfriend, Draken. But even if you didn’t have the shop to look after, Draken probably would be busy with his own stuff.
He wasn’t the most affectionate boyfriend you’ve had. Last year he had completely forgotten Valentine’s Day all together and had spent it with some old friends at a barbeque restaurant. Draken had only found out about the holiday when he was finally home and catching up with you about each other’s days. At first you’d thought he was going to try and apologize, but all he did was raise his brows in surprise and nod slowly. His exact words after finding out were, “Well, happy valentine’s day, babe.” It was such an underwhelming reaction and then nothing happened. You didn’t bother making a big fuss over it though; it had only been a few months since you started dating so maybe it just slipped his mind.
Thanks to your flower shop though, you lived Valentine’s Day vicariously through all your customers. Watching lovers come in and select lone flowers or whole bouquets for their significant other filled your heart with joy. What specifically brought a spark to your eye was the occasional customer that came in undecided and without a single idea about what they wanted to get their partner. You loved helping them out, some people even went off on tangents talking about their lovers while you chose a few flowers together with their input. So when the shop was finally quiet around noon for a change, you felt empty inside. Usually, you would find relief in this, but now you found yourself bored as you looked down at your phone. All your friends’ stories were littered with romantic getaways and cute gifts they had been given early in the morning. Even Hinata received a teddy bear from Takemitchi! Everyone was just living your dream on this beautiful day.
That very morning you had gotten out of bed excited and in a great mood. You for sure thought Draken wouldn’t miss Valentine’s Day this time around. That was just wishful thinking though. From his side of the bed, Draken was hugging his pillow close to his head and slept peacefully. He looked so comfortable and sweet. When he woke up though, just as you were leaving to open up the shop, he scratched his head and waved goodbye like any other morning. And even now, he hadn’t even sent you a message. Again though, you didn’t want to make a big fuss over it and decided you would treat this day just like any other. When you finally closed up shop late into the evening, you decided to finally call him since he hadn’t sent a word to you all day. The phone rang for a while until he finally answered with a short, “Hey.”
A smile made its way onto your lips as you locked up shop. His voice was like a beautiful tune to you no matter how monotonous it sounded on occasion. “Draken, want to go out to eat? I heard there’s a new restaurant near Shibuya where you used to live,” you commented as you began walking in the direction of your home.
Silence circled between you and Draken on the other end for a few seconds before he said, “Nah, I have plans tonight. Get home safe.”
To say the least, your heart dropped to the pit of your stomach after hearing those words. “Oh,” you mumbled in a strained voice. “I…see then. Have fun, Ken,” you said before hanging up on the call. Your hand balled into a fist around your sleeve as you walked home and quietly muttered to yourself. “It’s okay. It’s okay. He’s never been romantic. I was just getting my hopes up. He doesn’t care…”
He doesn’t care.
That one thought rolled over in your head and you alone caused tears to pool at your eyes. At your front door, you clumsily unlocked the door with shaky hands and a blurry vision. When you finally did manage, you dropped your things at the entrance before walking into the kitchen and seeing the lights out like alway. You didn’t expect anything, so when Draken turned on the lights and said, “Happy Valentine's, [Name].” Behind him was the kitchen table, set up with roses, a gift and dinner. “Were you crying?” he immediately asks when he notices your red eyes.
“You’re an idiot, Draken!” you shout, tears rolling down your cheeks faster tha they ever had before. “I hate you!” you say as he quickly walks to you and pulls your small frame into his chest. “I hate you so much! I thought you forgot!”
The blond smiles even though you can’t see and speaks into your hair the words you’ve been dying to hear for a while. “I love you.”
♡ Sano Manjiro ♡ “Happy Valentine’s Day!” shouted another cashier to you yet again as you left a store. That single farewell was driving you up the wall today. This holiday seems to always find a way to crawl into your very heart and eat away at flesh little by little each year. It taunted and teased you for not having a significant other ever since you were a middle schooler. You knew you were acting pitiful and sad, but you didn’t care. All you wanted to do was get some therapy shopping done and then cry yourself to sleep tonight, or maybe even watch some sad flick to get all your emotion out properly.
Somewhere between lunch and dinner though, your brain had decided that visiting a bar would be all the more better. Why let out your pent up emotions when you can drown them with some fruity drinks and tequila shots? Not only did you allow yourself such a treat, but you allowed yourself the luxury to visit a high class bar.
Upon entrance, you could see the large crystal chandeliers hanging from the ceiling and illuminating the entire room. Instead of tables littering the place, there were comfortable, plush booths all around. It looked almost like a restaurant with the concept of a club style mixed together, yet the lighting was low and instead of harsh music playing there was a mellow melody filling the air comfortably.
As much as you want to test out how soft the booths' seats were, you instead take a seat at the bar. Why take up a whole booth when it's just yourself? Before you can even look for a bartender, one miraculously appears before you. A young woman with a bright smile asks you what you want to order. "A cosmopolitan please," you reply with the same smile.
Then before she turns to make it, her eyes shift beside you. "What about for the gentleman?"
Surprised, you turn in your head and sea that a man has taken the seat beside you. He wore a simple black shirt with jeans. His hair was short and dyed strikingly white. "Hi," you greet, unsure of whether you approve of his presence or not.
"Hi," he says, giving a smile that doesn't quite seem to reach his dark and lonesome eyes. "I got your drink," he continues as he reached into his back pocket for his wallet just as the bartender sets both of your drinks in front of you.
Your eyes practically bulge out of their place when you hear those words and are ready to protest, but the stranger is quick to hand over the money. "Thank you, but please let me pay you back," you say, hastily reaching for your own wallet.
With the shake of his head, he brings his drink to his lips and takes a sip. "It's fine. The least I could do for someone so pretty being alone on Valentine’s."
Hearing his reasoning, you practically feel your blood run cold. "In that case, I'll pay you double for what it's worth. I really don't need someone's pity."
The man glances at you from the corner of his eye and gives something akin to a laugh before taking another sip of his drink. "My name's Mikey," he introduces himself and completely ignores your previous response. "Glad to see I'm not the only one without a Valentine for a change." You sigh, but push double what the drink costs in his direction. He eyes the money, but you ignore it and decide to introduce yourself to the stranger as well. The two of you then return to silence as you occasionally sup at your drinks. Minutes seem to pass and you almost forget about him until he speaks up once more. "[Name], you were in my homeroom," he mentions, now turning to look at your profile as you sip away at your drink.
You really wanted to say you remembered him just to be nice, but the truth is: you didn't. You didn't remember anyone from school in fact. What little friends you had moved away immediately after graduation and the rest of your classmates you never really bothered to care for. "Sorry. Don't remember you."
The confession was taken quite well. You notice this only because he nods and calls out for another drink. "Figured. I was never really at school and when I was I noticed you didn't really talk to anyone."
For a split second, you imagine your classroom and try to remember all the faces that were in it everyday, but draw a blank. "That's right. Didn't really care for anyone."
When he got his drink refilled, Mikey threw it back quickly. "That's too bad." Maybe it was just liquid courage he needed to say his next words. "I always had a crush on you."
This finally gets your attention. You turn fully to the skinny man and raise a brow. Now your brain was really working into overdrive trying to remember a boy named Mikey. "Really?"
"I swear," he chuckles. "My friend then, Draken, told me I shouldn't bother you though. You always looked too diligent and we both agreed that maybe you wouldn't like me then."
Curious now. You play along, "Why would you think that?"
Mikey leaned an elbow against the bar’s counter and gave a weak smile. "Because I was a delinquent kid who ran a motorcycle gang. Nothing much has changed now though."
"Draken sounds familiar," You admit and dismiss the rest of his words. "A few girls liked him."
He laughs and gives a short nod. "He was really unforgettable." Mikey pauses as you call for another drink. "Do you really not have someone to be with today?"
Now you let out a small laugh and nod your head, "I hate Valentine’s Day and that's only because I've never had a Valentine. It's stupid. I know, but it's true."
"Be my Valentine then." He says this without hesitation and a straight look on his face. "I think I still have a crush on you, [Name]. You were always so cool and quiet. I liked that about you."
In the spirit of Valentine's Day, you agree to be his for the night. "I don't really know you though."
That doesn't deter him though. Mikey's dark eyes never leave yours as he says, "You will. Please take care of me." And that was how you had unknowingly gotten wrapped up with Bonten's head.
♡ Haitani Ran ♡ there were times where you were rendered embarrassed by your boyfriend's public display of affection and there were times where you loved it. Usually, there was no in-between, so when he had managed to make you feel that in-between, you wanted to hurl yourself into the moon.
It was Valentine's Day and Ran had brought a bunch of heart shaped balloons, candy and an enormous stuffed bear. This caused you embarrassment. "I love you, [Name]," he had said while he handed you the items in the morning. Thanks to over the top gifts, you became the most noticeable person between classes.
Not only was he giving you material goods though. Between classes, Ran found you and peppered your face with kisses. Most girls would find these cute and flattering, but you? You were practically pushing the Haitani brother away and trying to flee. Ran was a wonderful boyfriend, but he didn't seem to understand personal boundaries. During lunch time, Ran met you right outside your classroom and before you could even properly greet him he kissed you.
This wasn't any kiss though. It was the kiss that caused that in-between feeling. The tall man had pressed you up against the wall and captured your lips with his own. Ran desperately pressed himself against you and raised one of your legs to rest on his hip. Then those sneaky hands of his slowly made their way past the edge of your skirt.
It all happened so quickly, but once that feeling settled in you pushed him away with heavy breaths. "Ran, what's with you? We're at school!"
Ran only laughed at your reaction and ran a thumb over his swollen lips as he looked down at you. "I couldn't help it, babe " he chuckled as he closed in on you once again. "Love's in the air and I have so much to give you."
♡ Haruchiyo Sanzu ♡ He was the prettiest man you have ever had the pleasure of meeting. You first met him when he was quiet and reserved in middle school. During this time he was affiliated with Toman, a renowned motorcycle gang. He wasn't loud and rambunctious like you expected though. Sanzu was quiet and reserved during class and the periods in between. If anything, teacher's would call him a model student, but you knew the truth.
Sanzu was a dangerous person. You only knew this because you stuck to him like glue. All your friends worried about you and found it weird that you were so attracted to the boy who wore a face mask year round. The simple answer was that he intrigued you. Haruchiyo Sanzu always had a mysterious air to him and you wanted to discover why that was, so you followed him around. At first, he was irked that you strayed behind him like a lost puppy, but he eventually found you to be useful. On occasion, Sanzu would send you out to do small errands for him, such as buy snacks or even scope out a rival gang that had beef with Toman. The latter was rare though, he did have a soft spot for you, so even if a gang were to rarely think of a girl as a spy, he often worried. Sanzu didn't want his pup to get hurt after all.
As mentioned, he may have been quiet during his adolescence, but as you two became older you watched him leave that quiet shell of his. The man, along with the gang's, had changed. Toman had turned into Bonten and Sanzu had turned into the head's right hand man. He climbed his way to the top with sheer loyalty. You did too. The pink haired man now saw you as more than a pup. He idolized how your own loyalty to him never wavered even in the darkest of times. So when Valentine’s Day rolled around, Sanzu made sure to prepare a beautiful gift for you.
The man had managed to find a bouquet of lavender with baby's breath and your favorite sweet snack. It was hard, seeing as lavender wasn't the most sought out flower on Valentine's and that sweet snack you loved? He had to order that straight from Paris. Sanzu and you had vacationed there once and since then you hadn't stopped mentioning a certain snack you had tasted at a cafe.
When you walked into Boten's office, he smiled to you with open arms and enveloped you in a bone crushing embrace. "[Name]," he whispered lovingly into your hair. "Happy Valentine’s Day." You muttered a reply into his chest and stepped away from the embrace. Sanzu's smile was contagious as he stepped around you and led you into the large conference room. "I got you some gifts. Hope you like them."
He watched intently as you pushed your hair behind your ear and looked down at the large mahogany table. There sat the bouquet of lavender and baby's breath. You let out a soft "Oh," as you reached for the flowers and inspected them. "That's sweet of you, Sanzu." You said slowly before your eyes roamed to the French delicacy on the table as well. "I'm sure if I was Kaori I would have liked them."
Sanzu's heart stopped and his eyes widened at the response. Kaori was an old lover of his. Recently old. "Shit," he muttered, pushing his pink hair back as he was getting ready to apologize.
You didn't let him though. Despite the gifts being more suited for his ex, it was the thought that mattered. "It's okay. I love it!"
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lssugaluv · 3 years ago
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“Drunkenly in Love With You.”
Draken x Female Reader. 
Draken x female reader.
Draken normally is very conservative and only shows his real feelings towards you when you two are alone. But now, him having alcohol in his system, there was a different side to him. 
Warnings: Smut, alcohol, body praising, f!nger!ng, tongue kisses, dominance, cuddles, reassurance, daddy kink.
18 AND PLUS ONLY! 
Draken is older here! Time skip Draken! 😆
You receive a call at the middle of the night from Chifuyu. “Y/n! You need to come pick Draken up. He’s had a lot to drink tonight.” Even Chifuyu’s voice sounded a bit slurry. “It’s 2 in the morning, can he just stay over at your house?” You respond in a sleepy voice. “He said he wants you to come get him.” All you hear is drunken men yelling, laughing, and arguing in the back ground. You guys hang up and you quickly change and grab your keys.
You were on your way to Chifuyu’s house to pick up your boyfriend Draken. Draken and the guys had planned to hang out since last week. You knew there will be drinks, but you didn’t expect them to get this drunk, especially Draken. You were a bit annoyed but happy at the same time because you were growing lonely not having him sleep by your side.
You arrive to see Mitsuya and Takemitchy holding a tall ass man. You almost felt bad for them having to carry him down the stairs. You can only imagine how much he weighs with dead weight. The boys tried to help him in the car but Draken started to refuse them and wanting only your help. You end up getting out the car and he puts all his weight against your small frame. He almost fell on you that Mitsuya had to pull him back. “Fuck off man! Y/n is going to help me.” Mitsuya giggled and backed off letting you help him in the car. Draken was half ways in the car but decided to stop and give your ass a nice squeeze in front of the guys. “Gotta remind y’all who’s girl she is.” He says in a cocky tone with a grin. “What the hell Ken!” You yell out as your put your hand on your aching butt cheek and your face was completely red. Both Takemitchy and Mitsuya would not stop laughing.
You enter your car and make sure both men enter the home. You then thank them on more time and wave your good byes. As you were driving, Draken’s hands became like octopus tentacles. He scoots his long body to yours, placing his lips by your shoulder. He gently tugged on your hair with his left hand and his right hand was on your thigh. “I missed you baby.” He says as he pecks your shoulder. “Don’t start right now Ken.” He noticed your annoyed tone. “Come on baby, don’t be mad at daddy.” He says as he squeezed your thigh. A small moan escaped from your lips that caught your boyfriend’s attention. “What’s wrong?” He asks as he sneaks a hand under your tank top. You push his had out and tell him how he embarrassed you in front of the guys. He giggled as he said, “gotta show what’s mine.” 
You end up at a stop light and he snakes his hand into your tank top once again. He cupped your left breast and realized you had no bra. “Wow baby, you’re ready.” He says as he whips your breast out of your shirt. You yell a bit and push him away. “Babe! We’re at a stop light!” He laughed, “baby, we have tint plus no one is awake right now.” The light turns green but that did not stop him. He takes out your other breast and connected his mouth to it. He began to suck your right tit as his right hand was gently tugging on your nipple on the other breast. You began to moan a bit as this was one of your many sensitive spots. You make him stop as he actually listened to you for once. You guys arrive home and he was the first one to exit the car.
He instantly opens your car door and pulls you out the car. He then lifts you up and you wrap your legs around his back and your arms on the back of his neck. He carried you like that all the way to your shared home’s door. He opened the door and took you to the kitchen. He sat you on the kitchen counter. “What are you doing?!” You tell him as you sat on the counter. “I am getting my late night snack ready baby.” He says as he takes off his jacket. You saw how rosy his cheeks were and you were loving that look.
You decide to just go along with it at this point. I mean, he already had your cunt completely moist. You spread open both of your legs and once he looked back at you, he couldn’t help but smile. He gets in between your legs, where his growing buldge was right in between your legs. He began to kiss you. He started to tug of your bottom lip and reached down to you neck. He began to take off your cardigan and lifts up your head a bit. He began to kiss your jawline while gently tugging on your hips. You felt him slowly rubbing his hard member against your wet clit.
He reaches a hand by your inner thigh, forming small circles against it. “You’re so pretty baby.” He says as he continues kissing you. “Let me feel you.” He pulls one side of your shorts and underwear and using his index finger, he felt your inside. “Mm. So wet.” He reached to your ear and gently tugged on it. “Let me feel you again baby.” He stands and takes your shorts off. He places one hand on top of your underwear where your wet spot is. “We’re leaving these on for now. He began to kiss your neck and slowly sucking on your bear skin leaving small bruises on your neck. His hand began to rub against your throbbing clit. There were small moans escaping your lips. He inserted his index finger into you and was slowly pumping it in and out. He right away felt you cum and he pulls his finger out to show you. “Someone was wanting this.” He sticks out his tongue to lick his finger. You grab his face towards you and began to kiss him again. “More baby, please.”
You say as he was slowly fingering you. “More what?” He says as he grabs a quick breath. You already knew where this was going. So instead of speaking , you grab his big hand and tried to put another of his fingers inside you. It wasn’t until he grabbed your wrist and stopped you. “I said more what Princess?” He says as he gives you a look of lust. “More fingers please.” You say flustered. “More fingers what?” He continued. “More fingers , please daddy.” And you reach in once again to kiss him. One hand reaches your ass and he gives it a good grab while his other hand has two fingers in you now. He began to pick up the pace when he felt you moving back a forth a bit. “Be patient baby.” He then pulls your shirt down exposing your bear breasts to him. “Look at these beauties. They missed me.” He reaches down to your breasts while pumping his fingers into you. He began to lick your right breast, forming small circles around your nipple with his tongue.
He then proceeded to do the same to the other breast. He pulls his fingers out and began to play with your clit. That was another of your sensitive spots and he loved it. He loved that every time he touches you there, you try to make him stop. He loves when you try to resist your touch. His lips began to suck on your breasts as you continue to make small pants. “D-Draken-“ he stops what he’s doing. “What did I say to call me?!” And he gives you a smack on your thigh. “Daddy.” He smiles and proceeds in kissing you. “What does my baby want?” You smile and say, “I want you.”
He stops what he’s doing and picks you up and takes you straight to your room. You right away take off his shirt and he proceeds to taking off the rest of his clothing. Even tho you guys have done this so many times, you never get tired of seeing his body. You love how hot he is. But something about his drunken state at this very moment, makes him even more attractive. You decided to push him on the bed instead and start kissing him all over his body. You start by kissing his lips, towards his jawline, then his neck. You whisper in his ear, “I love you.”
He grabs you by your hair so you can face him. “I fucking love you y/n.” You then stand up and take the rest of your clothing off until you’re completely naked. He sits up to watch you. “You’re so gorgeous y/n.” He couldn’t resist not touching you. Usually he always asks for permission from you before he ever does anything, but tonight was different. He had to grab his aching boner poking from his boxers. You then go on you knees and take his briefs off. Just to see you member right in front of your eyes. Eyes sparkling with a watering mouth, you give him swift kisses on the tip. “Pleassse baby?” He began to beg. Now again, he never is like this. It’s all the alcohol speaking and you couldn’t let this moment pass. As much as you wanted to suck him up, you decided to make him suffer for embarrassing you in front of the guys.
You deadpanned looked at him in his eyes from your location and nodded your head in a no. He tried to push your head against his boner but you began to resist. You then stand up, but push him against the bed. You body was now hovering over his. Your hand reaches down to his penis and you began to give him a hand. While stroking him, you go back to tongue kiss him. You get closer and put one of your breasts in his mouth. You can feel the small groans vibrating from his mouth. You get next to his ear while small moans were coming from you. “Fuck me baby, please.” He has you stop and stand in front of him. He has you then sit on him while you face him. He had both hands on your waist at first. While your legs were opened, he began to rub his now wet boner against your clit. “Beg for it.” After kisses and begs from you, he slowly begins to insert himself in you. “Ahhh that’s right baby. You feel so nice. You’re fucking wet.” He moans into your ear. You’re face was right next to his head while you couldn’t stop moaning his name. You began to move in an up and down movement that was nice and slow for you two to take in the moment. “Just like that baby.” You felt a small tight knot forming on the bottom of your stomach. “Faster.” You whisper. “Anything my girl wants.”
He tightens his grasp from you with now his arms around your lower back. He grabbed you and now he began the pounding. He started to thrust into you while all you can do was moan and began giving him small bites on his shoulder. “Come for me.” He said in a husky voice. You finished as he kept going and he felt your sweet juices flowing all around his penis. “Don’t stop.” You pant. Without breaking formation, he quickly stands up and has you laying on your back. He grabs both your arms and locks them together using one of his hands. His other hand was tightly on your hip while he had your legs by his shoulders. He began to roughly thrust in you that your eyes began to form tears.
“I love seeing your tities bounce like that.” He reaches in to peck your forehead. He lets go of your hands and puts your right leg on his shoulder, while your left goes around his back. He then began to choke you while the other hand began to rub circles in your clit using his thumb. You cum again and this time you felt yourself becoming sensitive. He puts both of your legs on shoulders while his upper body leans into yours. Both his arms were by your shoulders and he wouldn’t slow down. Not once until he felt his high come and finally was able to rest. He lays his head on your sweaty shoulder and kisses it. “I love you.” He helped you get into bed, not wanting you to put clothes on. “I want you close like this tonight, is that okay?” You face him and kiss him to show that you agree. “I love that, I just got fucked face, that you have right now.” You giggle and give him one more peck. 
“Goodnight, I love you.”
Afterthought: 
I really wanted to write something like this towards an adult Draken. I feel like since he is already very quiet and to himself, that seeing a Draken that was letting loose due to alcohol will be something new. All he wanted was to consume you and you only. Not onlt was he drunk off of shots, he was drunken off from you. ;) 
Please interact, reblog, and support. <3 I hope it is not cringy D: 
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g0kotta · 3 years ago
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Sanzu x gn!reader
Sanzu and Y/N are 17-18 here.
Warning!! Y/N is a drug dealer. So drugs, guns, fights bc it’s a manga about gangs. Weed. Y/N was running away from the cops. MANGA SPOILERS. LIKE LITERALLY THE NEWEST CHAPTERS. DONT READ IF YOU HAVENT CAUGHT UP WITH THE MANGA. Also swear words.
Uhh like 1.3k words
Sanzu’s life never really had peace in it. Even when he was a child. And now all he could ever think about were blood, death, adrenaline, cigarettes and drugs. But there was you. There was always you he could find peace in.
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Wind caresses your face as you look at the tall abandoned building in front of you. Sanzu always called you at the most awkward and worst moments. Just twenty minutes ago you were running away from the police, the cops tailing right behind you. Luckily you knew your way around, spending your time in the streets of Tokyo more than your own home. So it was easy to outsmart the cops and get back to your small and lonely apartment. But before you could close your eyes and calm down from all of the adrenaline, maybe even smoke a blunt, your phone vibrated informing you about a message.
Sighing, you put your car keys into your pocket and enter the building. It was eerily quiet, but Sanzu was never a loud person. He was a trouble maker, that’s for sure, but with you he could chill out and relax for a minute. He never said it out loud, but you were his safe space. You climb the cement stairs and reach the roof. Sanzu was laying on the floor, looking up to the stars. There was a blanket put on the floor and you noticed his hair was all messy and not tied up. Without saying a word you lie down next to him and also take a look at the sky. The stars were shining brightly and it was a full moon.
“Rough day?” You ask and sit up, stretching your arms. Sanzu had a couple of bruises on his face, you noticed. A frown forms on your face as you try to identify what caused them. It didn’t look like they were formed because of a fist.
“Yeah. The battle of the Three Deities happened today.” He takes a puff from the cigarette, laying between two of his long fingers which were littered with little scars.
“Hm..” you nod. “Man, that’s fucked up. Wasn’t it supposed to happen later on?” You shake your head and take out a blunt out of your pocket and put it in your mouth. “How was it?”
“We won.” He smirks. “South is dead. Fucker got killed by Mikey.” A quiet ‘ah’ leaves your mouth and you let out a content sigh after finding the black lighter you carried around in the pocket of your jacket. “Rokuhara Tandai belongs to Mikey now. Brahman lost to South and then disbanded in the end to make Mikey spare Takemitchy.” He stops looking at the stars and glances at your now sitting figure. “How have you been? Haven’t seen you in a while.”
“The usual. Selling drugs, tryin’ to make money.” You take a hit from the blut and look at Sanzu’s eyes. “I like your eyes.” You squint a bit. “They’re a pretty colour. ‘M jealous.”
The first time you met Sanzu was a complete accident. You were walking back home after a “meeting” with a client. He bought a lot of your shit and you were glad. You finally had the money for the car you wanted to buy for a while now. Though your peaceful walk was interrupted soon. Yelling could be heard from around the corner. You were never the one to think too much about the consequences of your actions and lived in the moment. So without even thinking you took a peek at what was happening. A tall guy with pink hair was backed into a wall and there was a knife pressed to his neck. The guy holding the knife looked pretty beat up. The tall dude could easily kick him away,but the knife was too close to his throat and it would leave a serious cut. One thing lead to another and your gun was pressed to the man’s head, making him drop the knife. Sanzu beat up the man and then introduced himself to you. And that was the start of your friendship.
“Whatever.” Sanzu let’s out a quiet noise of dissaproval and looks back at the sky. Though his ears were now a burning red colour. He was glad it was dark, otherwise you would’ve noticed how your comment made him feel. He was beating himself up for letting himself fall for you. Neither of you lived safe lives, putting yourselves in danger every day. And not only that, you were like a distraction for him. Always on his mind. He couldn’t disappoint Mikey by not concentrating on his work. People were also getting curious on why he spent so much time with you. He didn’t want to put you in more danger, the fear of other gangs attacking you clouded his mind. So he used the only excuse he could ever think of. You were a drug dealer and he was a drug addict. He needed you to provide him with drugs and you needed him for money.
“You okay?” You tilt your head to the side, while blowing out pretty white smoke out of your parted lips. And Sanzu swears he never wanted anything more than to grab your face and kiss you. Buy instead he just let’s out a quiet hum and nods. “Can I ask you a personal question, Haru?” His heart starts beating faster when he hears the nickname. He sits up and throws away the butt of the cigarette.
“Sure. What is it?”
“How did you get those scars?” You take another hit from the blunt and move closer to Sanzu. When your shoulders touch, you lower your body slightly and put your head on his shoulder. “You don’t have to answer if you don’t wanna. I respect you and care about you. I don’t wanna be the reason why you’re uncomfortable.”
If it were anybody else, Sanzu would’ve beaten them up until they were unconscious for asking that question. No one, other than the three people that were there with him on that terrible day, knew how or why he had those scars on his face. Sometimes he wondered if taking off the mask Mucho gave him was a mistake. It did hide them and less people stared at him whenever he would try to do normal daily tasks.
“You’re tense. ‘M sorry, Haru. It’s my fault.” With your free hand you start playing with his hair. Sanzu hesitantly raises his own hand and slowly takes the blunt from between your lips and brings it near his mouth. He inhaled the smoke and you couldn’t do anything else other than stare at his pretty face, while he was exhaling it.
“Mikey.” He whispers. You raise a brow and move your head away from his shoulder. Sanzu let’s out a disappointed whine as you do that. “All I can and want to say, is that it was Mikey.” He can see the confusion paint your face. Then shock. Hurt. And lastly anger. Though you understand that it’s not your place to tell Sanzu to leave that son of a bitch named Mikey and run away with you. “I regret a lot of things in life y’know?” He slightly changes the topic of the conversation.
“Yeah?” You look back at the stars. “Like what?” You hear a sigh leave his lips.
“A lot of things I can’t even talk about. My family. Mikey. Mucho. You.” He let’s out a shaky breath and looks at you. He was looking at you like he was trying to remember every single detail about you and your body.
“Mucho?” You let out a surprised squeal. “Man I don’t remember the last time I heard his name.. It’s sad. He was a great guy. I wonder who did that to him.” You tilt your head to the side and look back at Sanzu. “Also me? What do you regret about me?”
“Meeting you.” His answer made your heart hurt. “You.. Shit. You do things to me. I hate it.” He throws the blunt he was holding to the side and grabs your face. “Fuck you, (Y/N).” He brings your face closer to him and his lips meet yours.
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annie-sae · 3 years ago
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Pairing: Kazutora x fem!reader, past Baji x fem!reader
Hurt/comfort
Author note: This is my way of dealing with Baji’s death finally being animated, this is me comforting myself so I don’t keep crying.
Also, I posted this on AO3 as well:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/33561445
Part of the reason you decided to get close to him was kind of the same reason why you decided to help out Chifuyu and the remaining founding Toman members in any way you could; even if that meant putting yourself in various fights. It was a way to honor his memory.
You met Baji Keisuke; your Kei; as nothing more than a child because you were neighbors and your mom happened to be friends with his mother which ended in them arranging lots of playdates for you both ever since you could remember.
Your mothers always said you were meant to be and they were right, so yeah, they were delighted once you two finally stopped denying yourselves and started to date.
You two got together after one time in which Baji got into a particularly bad fight and you found him on your way home; his hands all bruised but despite how much they must have been hurting he was smiling in that unique way of his that always told you that no matter the pain he won and enjoyed himself.
To be honest you didn’t like that he always got into fights nor how reckless he could be but you had to admit that there was always something about the way his eyes glinted that drew you in.
You dragged him inside your home, knowing that his mother would flip out if she saw him and taking advantage of the fact that your mother was to get home late, you pushed him to the couch, went to the kitchen for a bag of frozen vegetables, grabbed his hand after cleaning the blood off and held the bag to his knuckles hoping that it would bring down the swelling.
There was no way of knowing who made the first move but next thing you knew after that was that you two were kissing; the frozen bag laying on the floor long forgotten. After that you finally acknowledged your feelings and started dating. There was no grand gesture, it was just one of many moments that you shared daily yet it was perfect.
Baji liked to keep you away from Toman businesses so for the most part you didn’t actually know the rest of the members except for Chifuyu; whom you met on various occasions while going to visit your boyfriend; and Mikey that you met as a child since you were always following around Baji and in a way became your friend too; but that was it. He kept that apart from the side of his life that involved you because he was well aware of how messy it could get and he didn’t want to drag you into any trouble.
Yet his gang life caught up to him, crashing into your world and pushing you into a lonely abyss that still to this day left a hole in your chest.
You’d always remember that dreaded day when your mother came home later than usual without letting you know anything, eyes teary and red rimmed. The moment she looked at you, she pulled you into a strong hug and sobbed as she caressed your hair murmuring a string of words you couldn’t really make out.
She was the one to deliver the news of his passing, how she was late because she was at the Baji household and had to accompany his mother to claim her son’s body after the woman received a call from the police station telling her that the boy had been stabbed and bled to death.
The day would never come when you’d forget the pain that shot through your body as you learned that he was gone. It hurt unlike anything else you have ever experienced, as if someone was crushing your chest like it was made out of paper, air knocked out of your lungs and the only thing you could do was scream helplessly his name as you held for dear life onto your mother’s frame. You felt bile rise up your throat so fast that it was a miracle that you didn’t throw up.
His funeral wasn’t any easier. Not when you arrived and his mom pulled you to his casket saying just how handsome he looked, inviting you to see him in a way that you couldn’t refuse.
Around an hour after yourself, arrived Chifuyu who went to you after giving his condolences to his best friend’s mother that held him the way she used to hold her boy but now she’d never get the chance to do anymore.
If you were being completely honest, you couldn’t remember much more of that day, your mind was hazy, too many gaps in the memory of all that transpired.
Only two things were clear as day in your mind. First was the way that Kei had looked inside that coffin smiling peacefully and for a moment you almost fooled yourself into thinking that he was just sleeping, but he was pale, his canines weren’t showing and his eyes were slightly sunken but you had to agree with his mom because he looked handsome indeed. The second was that Chifuyu stayed by your side throughout the whole thing, in fact he was the one who told you what actually happened and you were thankful for it all.
He told you what Baji did and why he did it and you believed it the second the words left his mouth because you knew him well and if there was anything that defined your beloved boyfriend was his heart, how willing he was to give anything for those that he cared about; his unwavering loyalty; you just wished he hadn’t put himself on the line for that.
Twelve years have passed and a lot of things changed since his parting, for starters you became a member of Toman.
One night; around a month after everything happened; you went to the Musashi temple fully aware that it was the place that the boys used as their base and in front of everyone gathered there; bracing yourself; you walked towards Mikey, bowed deeply and begged for him to accept you as a member.
At first most of the guys there laughed at you while others frowned and called you names shooing you away but you stayed still, that was until a big hand grabbed you by the arm and that was when you pulled away from it and punched the guy square in the nose remembering the time Baji taught you how to pack a punch. The guy tried to send a blow towards you but was stopped by Chifuyu yet the whole commotion came to a halt with Mikey’s commanding voice.
“Y/N, you know this is a guys-only gang”
“I’m aware, Mikey, but” you clenched your fists “but Keisuke cared about this gang so I feel like I must join, to protect everything he fought for” you raised your head “he also taught me how to fight so you don’t have to worry about me being a burden on you and I know a few things about first aid, I can carry my own weight” you were thankful for your mother being a nurse and having taught you a bit.
He stared at you, his eyes giving away nothing.
“The first division can take her in” Chifuyu supplied.
Mikey raised a brow and looked at another blonde guy.
“Takemitchy, you are the first division’s captain, do you agree to take her?” the guy straightened up and after sharing one look with Chifuyu he nodded.
An uproar started as a lot of guys started to complain about how bad of an idea it was to admit a girl in the gang but Draken stopped them with one word.
Mikey looked at you once more, then he sighed and nodded.
“Then welcome, Y/N L/N, from now on you are a member of the Tokyo Manji Gang under the first division”.
Later that day you gave your thanks to Chifuyu and Takemichi, for getting behind you and promised to help them in any way possible but Chifuyu made you promise to be safe and only join them as a last resource because he couldn’t allow Baji’s girlfriend to get hurt since he promised him he’d take care of you.
You knew that your parents wouldn’t be happy with you being a part of a gang but you had to do it, it was a way to stay close to Kei and you needed that or else you would have gone crazy, you were also thankful because life had it that you were assigned to the division that used to be his.
Shit happened but you always took things head on and you had to admit that Chifuyu and Takemichi played a crucial part in you surviving all the crappy things that happened until the gang disbanded. While still a member you were extremely grateful for makeup since it helped you hide from your parents a good amount of nasty bruises that came from the fights.
The second thing that changed was that you moved out of your parents’ house from the moment you started college and although at first it was hard and you were living in a tiny apartment that resembled more to a matchbox yet it was the only thing you could afford at the moment with the part time job you had but you were decided to not return home, not because you weren’t comfortable with them but because they were already doing too much for you by paying for your studies so you didn’t want them to be spending any more money on you.
You managed and after a while you got a better job that meant a higher pay grade and you moved out of your tiny place to your current one that was bigger and just a couple of minutes away from the cemetery where the Baji family grave was.
Even when you had exams due the next day, even when you were way too busy, you still made it a habit to go visit him daily, it didn’t matter if you had to walk for long or that you were so tired you could have fallen asleep while standing, you still went to see him.
Your mother told you once that maybe you should let go, that he wouldn’t like to have you clinging to him this much and to appease her you went to a couple of dates once every three months but you never made it past the first date but funnily enough that landed you a few long lasting friendships with some of the guys you tried to date.
One time his mom talked to you and told you just how grateful she was with you for loving her son the way you did but that you didn’t owe him anything, that you could move on because she was sure that was what he would have wanted and maybe she was right; to hell you knew that she was; but it wasn’t a matter of you feeling like you owed devotion to him but more like no one ever compared to him, not a single person awoke in you the same feelings he did, not with the same intensity it was kind of like a beautiful curse because you grieved daily his absence but you wouldn’t want it other way, even if you went back and told yourself that by loving him you’d end up in pain, you’d still go through it all because the time spent with him was worth it and you told her that so she smiled and even talked with your mother making her stop begging you to date and leave you to your own devices.
Another thing that changed was you because you cut your hair really short; yet without needing it you still wore a hair tie on your wrist daily as if it was some sort of amulet because it reminded you of him.
Also, with the bigger place you adopted three beautiful cats that you loved dearly, first there was Blue; whose black hair shone blue under certain light hence his name; then there was Leo; an orange tabby cat you found one day and adopted instantly; and Jin; a maine coon that was your appointed guardian and didn’t like anyone around you nor him.
The three always slept with you; which made you thankful for getting a big bed when you first moved; and in a way they made your life less lonely because in their presence you felt as if Keisuke was right there with you which made sense because you two had made plans about living together once highschool was over and then adopt a ton of cats, all the cats your parents never allowed in the house when you were younger.
Of course things don’t always end up the way we plan them, you knew that better than most although to be completely honest you never expected Kazutora to come into the picture.
You new who he was, on one occasion Kei told you that him speaking on his behalf and taking the full blame for what happened with Mikey’s older brother was a big factor on him staying out of juvie so in a way you were thankful to him but you also knew; through Chifuyu’s retelling; what happened on that horrible halloween when you lost your whole world.
Even when you knew that everything had been planned out by Kisaki, for the longest time you were resentful towards Kazutora, even going as far as to curse his sole existence because hadn’t it been for him then your Keisuke would surely still be with you. It took you years for you to come to terms with everything and accept that Baji chose to leave all because he cared about that boy way too much.
You came to realize that by hating Kazutora, by wishing him the worst and spending so much energy in resenting him you were betraying Kei’s wishes.
His final will was to keep Toman’s funding members; Kazutora included; safe, he chose death, going down as a villain to his friends, all just to protect them, to save him so the least you could do was carry on his wishes and look after them, not only after Chifuyu and the others but you also felt the moral obligation towards Keisuke, to welcome Kazutora and help him back into his life.
Now, you went to help around Chifuyu and Kazutora’s shop, fully aware that it was their way of honoring his memory, by living out the dream he never had the chance for.
You could understand them because everyday you did the same, hell, you even went to study veterinary because that had been the plan all those years back; he was supposed to open his pet shop and you were supposed to be the one to tend to the animals, he always said that you had the best shot because you usually did rather good at school.
You met Kazutora the day after Chifuyu picked him up from prison. You already knew that he would be joining you two for lunch the following day because he told you in advance in case you weren’t ready to meet the man that had played a big part in your old boyfriend’s death.
Chifuyu by that point had become your best friend in the world, your constant support. What started as a way to cope with Baji’s loss, as both of you searching in the other for any vestiges of his existence with the passing of the years turned into something more, a fraternal bond forged through shared grief.
Chifuyu was like a brother to you and you knew that he saw you as a sister, you cared about him deeply.
If you were being completely honest, you were a bit torn when a month prior to the release, he announced to you that he’d be picking up the guy and was planning on welcoming him as a roommate and as an extra hand at the shop; that is if the other accepted. I mean, you’d have to be crazy to just accept it as it was, no questions asked because whether manipulated and messed up in the head, it didn’t change the fact that he was the one to stab him.
Of course you knew it hadn’t been easy for him to reach that, it was obvious that he had thought it through, you could see in his eyes just how much went into making that decision but that he was sure that that was Baji would have liked and you knew that as well because that was the type of person Keisuke used to be, a bit rough on the edges but so caring and willing to give for those he loved, and he sure as hell had proven how much he cared about the guy.
You had never talked to him, what little you knew about him was what Baji had mentioned all those years back when he almost went to prison and what Chifuyu told you, how he was getting the help he needed and seemed to be making progress but that was it.
To say it was awkward at first was a big understatement. He was extremely quiet and even after you greeted him he refused to make eye contact while you kept fidgeting in place trying to come up with something to say. Thank god for Chifuyu since he was the one to introduce you although he could have been a bit more careful when he introduced you as Baji’s old girlfriend, although you couldn’t blame him because there was no way around it, that was what you were.
The moment he understood who you were he froze, eyes focusing on his hands under the table. You noticed how uneasy he became and with a look you asked Chifuyu to give you a minute, thankfully he understood and trusting you excused himself from the table.
You reached out, stilling your hand in the middle of the space between you when you saw him flinch, something that reminded you of the time when you encountered Leo for the first time; hurt and scared. Kazutora in a way resembled him, something lonely and broken about him that gave you the final push to get close.
Just like you did way back for Leo you extended your open hand towards him, facing upwards to show him that you had no ill intentions and you rested your hand on the table just a few centimeters away from his arm, not wanting to startle him but wanting to show him that you were trying to get close.
“I don’t hate you, Hanemiya-kun”
His gaze zeroed on your hand and then eyes of the color of the lightest brown you’ve ever seen; almost the same shade as amber; met yours wary and trembling but you simply nodded confirming that you were being completely honest.
“Why?” his voice came out broken.
“Because Keisuke cared about you” you smiled, feeling your eyes get watery and Kazutora’s face became blurry due to the tears.
“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I- I wish I could take it all back, I really do, I...” you heard the words come out cracked and you shook your head and reached for his arm.
“I know...it’s fine. Like I said, I don’t hate you, it’s been a while since that happened and I’ve made up my mind, I’ve already accepted it as part of life” that’s a lie and you know, you miss him every day so much that you still cling to the little things he left behind, that’s the reason why you haven’t been in a relationship after him.
You quickly wiped the tears out of your eyes and looked at him once more. “I’d like to be there for you, maybe be friends even, that is if you’d like that”
Kazutora’s mind was running laps. Was he hearing you correctly? Did you actually say that you wanted to be friends with him? Be friends with the guy that killed your boyfriend nonetheless. He couldn’t wrap his head around that thought, it was simply impossible, he was a villain, a rotten fruit that nobody had ever liked and that poisoned the only good things he had in his life, why would anyone want to be near him?
First there was Chifuyu; who for all he could gather used to consider Baji as his best friend; welcoming him into his apartment, offering him a place to stay and even a job no questions asked, that was already hard to understand, but now having you willing to welcome him? That was almost ridiculous because you surely knew, he saw the way you interacted with Chifuyu, there was no way in hell he didn’t tell you, so why?
Why were you being kind to him? So gentle? Why couldn’t you just scream and curse him? Heaven knows for how long he has been cursing himself, regretting everything he did, from Shinichiro to Baji. He deserved to be yelled at, to be shunned away from society, he was deserving of pain and should be tossed to the abyss of loneliness, forever in the dark, far away from the sun.
He couldn’t fathom why on God's name was Baji’s girlfriend in front of him extending her delicate hand towards him. But even when he couldn’t understand he wanted to accept it. He knew he deserved nothing given how he had taken two lives but he wanted the embrace so badly.
He wanted company, friends, he didn’t want to be forever an outcast due to his bad decisions but instead he wanted to belong, to feel some sort of comfort, he wanted to bask in the sun’s warmth and for once in a very long time feel a bit of peace, he wanted saving, someone to tell him he was worthy even when he knew he wasn’t.
He looked at you once more, and something felt warm inside his chest; even his throat tightening; when he saw that you were still smiling gently at him despite the rebel tears that had escaped from your eyes.
“I’d like that” he smiled wobbly. “Also, Kazutora is fine”
“Then let’s be friends, Kazutora-kun” your smile grew broader and that was the start.
Surprisingly after that, it didn’t take long for you to grow comfortable with each other. He was quiet and would often be found spacing off but he was considerate towards you, actually he returned the same kindness you gave him, although it was evident that he was still wary and a bit rough on the edges he tried hard and you could see, so whenever he was having a bad mood you tried not to take it personally.
Through gentle words and patience, you won him over, even those around you were surprised at how quickly he warmed up to you but there was just something in him that pulled you, maybe that same thing that pushed you to adopt Leo when you found him malnourished and hurt on your way home from the cemetery or maybe it was something else.
Just as he warmed up to you, you warmed up to him. It was easy to talk to him, he was always willing to lend you an attentive ear, listening to your ramblings about the monotonous things that happened at the clinic, it didn’t matter that he knew nothing about the people you mentioned, he always listened like it was the most important thing in the world.
At first your interactions were always in company of Chifuyu, mostly at the shop while you went to visit which actually ended in you helping around to organize the merchandise or on the usual checkups on the animals to ensure that they were in the utmost condition for the moment someone decided to welcome them into their home.
Then, Kazutora started to walk you to the station but slowly that turned into him accompanying you all the way home and since he was taking the time to go with you you started offering him a cup of tea at your house before he’d leave again to get back to his and Chifuyu’s place.
That wasn’t the end of it because one cup of tea turned into two, then three and finally what started as a thanks for the inconvenience turned into hours-long talks about the most menial things just because.
Your cats loved him; Blue was always rubbing himself against his legs while Leo wasted no time to go lay on his legs and with a meow demand to be petted at the moment; but the most amazing thing of all was that Jin didn’t hate him, in fact he got way too comfortable with him which was a thing that you’d never seen, the only other person besides yourself that he liked was Hina, hell, not even Chifuyu had been able to charm the bigger cat and now apparently he didn’t mind Kazutora trailing behind you when even up to that day whenever he was visiting Chifuyu would get a growl from Jin but not Kazutora.
He was nice to your babies, he liked them and you could see that he didn’t change his demeanour towards them even when he thought you weren’t looking, in fact his voice got softer when directed at them and you were also the kind of person that trusted animal’s perception so the fact that your beloved cats liked him really told you that he had changed from what little you knew about his ways before being sent to prison after Baji’s death.
Kazutora started noticing the little things about you, for starters the way you’d always be singing a random thing off tune but with such energy that it was amusing but when asked he’d swear on his life that he wasn’t bothered that he actually liked it even though you knew very well that you weren’t a good singer but the opposite yet there was something powerful about having him joining in the middle of your singing, even when he didn’t know the lyrics he’d be humming along.
You were a sight to behold for him because in all the mess of his life he had never encountered someone as lively as yourself. Even after losing Baji you tried your best, you were determined and hardworking and so kind, not only to him but to every living thing no matter if they were animals, people or even plants, you amazed him because you were always so willing to be gentle to anyone.
You were a soothing presence.
That was not to say you didn’t have your bad days, after all you were only human and it was simply impossible to be at one hundred percent everyday the whole day, but you pushed through and you were always quick to ask for forgiveness if you had an outburst towards someone, you were the kind to not withhold apologies even when you weren’t at fault. He could remember a handful of times in which you apologized when he was the one to step on your toes.
You, of all people apologized to him, a social reject, a vermin, you apologized to him as if he was worthy, as if that was the logical thing to do but he knew that no matter what you did he knew that he was the one that still owed you a lifetime of apologies.
He wasn’t an idiot, he knew how much Baji meant to you even to that day, he noticed the little pieces of him lingering in your everyday, like how you always wore a hair tie around your wrist even when your hair was way too short for you to ever need it and whenever you had to get your bangs out of your face you used hair clips, never the tie on your wrist, the way you always cracked your knuckles as if getting ready for a fight even if you were only checking the animals and the way you carried yourself in a way resembled the way Baji used to.
He never told you but a few times he found you at the cemetery by coincidence while visiting Baji and there was something heartbreaking about seeing you kneeling on the ground with trembling shoulders despite it being a hot day. He regretted what he did, not only because he felt guilty or ‘cause he missed his friend but also for your sake because he wanted to see your happy smile, he never wanted to hear your cries ever again.
Just like him, you started seeking his company more and more, not only were you inviting him to stay and talk after walking you home but you made plans with him and just him, to go window shopping, for a cup of coffee, lunch dates, movie premieres; because you liked going to the movies so much and discovered that he was an enthusiast as much as you; movies on the couch, even just lazy sundays at your house playing the entire day with your cats.
Of course reaching this state was quick yet slow, it was hard to explain, like you were close to him and enjoyed his company, but it was different than it was with Hina or even Chifuyu yet you wouldn’t call it romantic, not at first.
Sure, there was something to Kazutora, you weren’t blind so you could see clear as day that he was rather handsome, probably one of the prettiest guys you’d ever met but there was something more, something that pulled you, something broken and lonely that tugged at your heart and told you to care for him.
At such a young age he had been to prison on two occasions and you could actually see that that was simply the tip of the iceberg. He had to mature too soon, he mentioned vaguely that his relation with his parents wasn’t the best and his eyes at times looked older than he actually was, plus it took a long time for him to get used to your affectionate ways because your love-language was physical touch. You had a special fascination with hair and all of your friends were used to that but Kazutora was like a kicked puppy that was only learning to trust in people once more.
You were a new breeze of air into his life, with your caring ways and funny nature he fell. For the first time in his life he had someone like you, at first it was difficult for him to realize that the fuzzy feeling inside his gut whenever he looked at you or even heard your voice meant what people called love but it was a given because he had never felt that way before.
For the longest time he felt like love was a lie, he remembered how bad his home life was, how strained and full of pain the things between his parents were, even now from time to time he had nightmares of his mother crying as his father hit her and then her begging him; only a child; to pick sides.
He wanted to hold you close, to keep you away from harm and to listen to your laugh for days on end, for once his heartbeat quickened for someone, he found a safe place in your presence, you were an oasis after years roaming the desert. You were such an unusual kind of certainty in his life that he never had but that he had searched for so long.
While Kazutora realized rather quickly; in comparison to you; that you had wormed your way into his heart making a home for you it took you around three years and others pointing it out for you to actually realize that he meant to you more than a friend.
The first one was your mother although not as subtly but rather by saying that she was happy that you were now with Kazutora which took you by surprise because you weren’t.
That wasn’t the end of it, but only the beginning.
The next one was Hina one day you were sleeping over at her house, but the cherry on top was Chifuyu.
“Hey, I know it’s not really my business, but when are you going to get together?” he asked one time when you went out for coffee.
“What?” you asked mindlessly, stirring some sugar into your beverage.
“Yeah, you’re kind of driving me crazy, it’s kind of annoying feeling like a third-wheel without actually being one, just get it over with” he spoke before taking a sip from his own cup.
“What?” you snapped your head back to him.
“Is that the only thing you’re gonna say?” he looked at you through half-lidded eyes.
“Yes, because I honestly don’t understand a single thing of what you’re saying” you shook your head and took a sip from your coffee.
“What I’m saying is that it’s obvious that you like Kazutora” he said matter-of-factly.
“Of course I like him, he’s my friend, I like you too”.
“No, you don’t, you like me as your friend but you like Kazutora in a different way, a lovey-dovey way” he deadpanned.
“No, Kei-” you began just like you did whenever your mother used to bring up your love life or thereof lack of it.
“Baji-san has been gone for years already” he cut you, wincing as he said that and to you his words felt like a slap across your face.
“Look, I know, trust me, I do, but it’s been long enough and if there is someone that makes you feel good you should go for it, he wouldn’t want you being unhappy for him” he sighed and with a hand pushed his hair back.
“He asked me to take care of you because he wanted you to be alright, he wanted you to be happy and he’d probably punch me if I simply stood by and watched you being miserable” he pushed his cup to the side, leaned over the table to grab you by the shoulders and looked into your eyes seriously.
“I know you like him, don’t be an idiot, it’s painfully obvious with how you look at him and spend almost all of your free time with him, Baji-san won’t be mad at you for finding someone new and I believe that he’d be happy that it is Kazutora of all people”.
Before you could respond to that, the sound of a new message cut you off and when you looked sideways to your phone on the table, a soft smile graced your lips when Kazutora’s name appeared on the screen. Without thinking you opened it and it was some random video of a kitten; somewhere along the way it became a thing between you and it reminded you of how Keisuke used to send you daily pictures of the cats that went to his house.
“It’s Kazutora, right?” Your face grew hot once you came back to reality, remembering suddenly with whom you were and what you were talking about.
“I’ll let you be, but don’t be an idiot and let yourself be happy” and just like that Chifuyu ended that conversation and quickly changed topics.
You knew you liked him, you felt warm whenever he was around you, his voice soothed you even on the worst of days and you looked forward to his messages. You had learned to find comfort in his eyes but they were a wrong shade; not brown enough.
He wasn’t Keisuke. He’d never be.
A few days later you found yourself in the shop, helping around but constantly sending glances in his direction, his back facing towards you, looking painfully similar to Kei’s even down to the hair length, although the color wasn’t the right match with it’s blonde streaks you could still fool yourself into thinking it was him.
But then he’d turn to look at you and send a smile your way and there would be a beauty mark under golden eyes and a tiger tattoo where it shouldn’t have been and that smile was lacking a pair of prominent incisives peeking through.
You knew it was wrong to look at him searching for Keisuke, searching for your lost love in another, clinging to the remnants of his passing through the world but you missed him so much.
At times you felt like you couldn’t even breathe, you had even fallen asleep in front of his family grave after a long day if you went to visit at dawn after not being able to make it at morning but you had to visit him daily in order to feel in his company because if you ever thought of skipping a lump appeared in your chest crushing your heart.
Yet, even then, even when you realized it wasn’t Baji your heart would skip a bit and your stomach would twist.
Later that night you found yourself walking home with Kazutora by your side in complete but comfortable silence, feeling the warmth oozing from his arm that was left hanging at his side lightly brushing against yours, rising even the tiniest hair of your arm.
Kazutora had been going at it over and over for months. At first, when he realized what he felt for you he decided to bury it deep and forever carry it in silence but as time went on he craved your presence.
He started wishing for more, more smiles, those smiles to be only for him, he even found himself looking forward to getting hurt while playing with your cats because it meant that you would be cleaning up his hands and putting on a band-aid with the utmost care and attention even if they were the most insignificant scratches ever.
He liked having your attention, he liked that you replied to any message from him almost immediately; unless you were attending to a patient then you’d reply as soon as possible; he also liked how your eyes would get bigger whenever something amazed you or if you found something even remotely cute.
Your constant ramblings plagued his mind at every hour no matter if he was asleep. Hell, he even went to Baji’s grave to ask for permission to love you, even if he did so in silence he felt like he owed that much to his old friend because you were his girl after all.
Why did it have to be you? Why Baji’s? Why did you have to come into his life and be like the sun? You were too much for him, too perfect, too good while he was nothing but a mess, too fucked up, too far away from repair. For fuck’s sake, he was the one that took your boyfriend away, he would have been better off handling your hate but instead you were there giving him so much it almost pained him, only adding up to his guilt.
This had to be some sick game of the universe. God must have been having the time of his life laughing at how the killer fell in love with the victim’s old love.
Before any of you knew, you had already gotten home and like it became custom you invited him inside for a cup of tea.
As soon as you opened the door, your three babies rushed to the entryway to greet you, Jin being the very first, you hadn’t taken two steps inside when he was already brushing himself against your legs. The other two weren’t too far but to your disappointment Leo approached Kazutora before even looking at you.
“I’ll stop bringing you here, you’re stealing them away from me” you pouted while kneeling down to hug Jin who looked at Kazutora with no distaste, then you picked up Blue and let him nuzzle your neck, after that still holding him you went to rub Leo with your free hand once he finally took notice of you and remembered who bought him food and toys.
Kazutora’s hearty laugh filled your ears pulling your mouth from the pout into a smile.
“Leo knows who’s the cool one” he winked your way. “I’m kidding, he likes you more” he looked down at said cat “right pal? Isn’t your mom the absolute best?”
“Oh, shut up, flattery won’t take you anywhere” You felt blood rushing to your face so you stood up hiding your reddening face into Blue’s fur.
You hurried to the kitchen and then, out of his sight was when you put Blue down and started to boil some water, hearing over it as the door closed and seconds later Kazutora appeared with the other two trailing behind.
You ended up splayed on the bigger couch in your living room, your back leaning against his side while Jin laid on top of your legs while in Kazutora’s rested the other two cats. At that moment you were with your eyes closed, mindlessly caressing Jin while you listened to Kazutora talk to your cats in a baby voice that you wouldn’t have expected from him the first time you met.
For him it wasn’t easy to keep his cool, he had to school his face even if you weren’t looking at him and oh, his heart was so loud it was about to jump out of his chest and he wouldn’t mind but he didn’t want you to listen.
I’m sorry Baji.
A  meow of protest fell on deaf ears since he had stopped caressing Leo and Blue, instead turning his full attention towards you.
You turned your head and suddenly you found yourself way too close to his face; so much you could’ve counted every single of his lashes; staring up at a pair of golden eyes that were looking at you and only you as if you had been the one to hang up the stars in the sky.
His features were delicate, so beautiful it was heartstopping, he looked almost otherworldly; and not only because the ghost of Baji’s face lingered in his in a particular way; but there was a certain glimmer in his eyes that you had been noticing from a few days leading to that one, only that then it shined brighter than ever.
Unbeknownst to you, your eyes were reflecting Kazutora’s shine and your heart was beating to the same tempo as his starting up a melody of their own with your breathing getting caught up in your lungs making up the rhythm accompanying your song.
You were being drawn into each other like opposite poles of a magnet, barely any resistance was there and soon enough you met in the middle. At first it was the softest brush; like when you first dip your toe before jumping into the water; but it started a whole revolution inside both.
The brush became a second and then your lips were pressing against each other, basking in the warmth that radiated off that single contact that sparked a bunch of reactions at the same time. Your heart went off, your lungs closed; forgetting for that moment that they needed air and not that man to keep kissing you; and for the briefest moment your mind stopped thinking about Baji.
Kazutora was ready to die, if he was sent to hell at that very moment he’d be glad because at least he got a taste of heaven and it was more than enough. He decided then and there that he was bound to be cursed because how did a monster like him manage to get a kiss from an angel such as yourself? It must have been a sin for something so tainted to even look your way.
He didn’t know when your hand placed itself on the side of his neck but he knew that he was yours, if there was any doubt of that up until that point, it vanished with the way you were gently caressing his tattoo as if you were tracing it by memory, as if you had paid close attention to him, as if he mattered, as if he was something more than a broken thing.
Something inside you moved when a whimper escaped his lips the first time you pulled away for a mere second in order to get air before going in once more, this time ready to open your mouth and let him take while you explored. It felt nice, new; which was to be expected since the last time you had kissed someone this way had been with Baji.
Keisuke.
You opened your eyes and suddenly pulled away, almost as if his touch burned you; and in a way it could be said to be true; and your violent movement startled the three cats that you had ignored moments before, making them leave for your room.
The image of your beloved; death; boyfriend took Kazutora’s place, brown replaced gold and the beauty mark vanished, the yellow strands that framed his face turned jet black and the smile you’d been missing like crazy; that particularly his that showed his teeth was there.
You blinked a few times and his image left, allowing you to see Kazutora for who he was and not the ghost of him.
“I’m sorry, I don’t know what came to me” he looked at you with tears gathering in his eyes almost pleading and you realized how it must have looked to him.
“No, Tora, I-”
I’m an idiot, I blew this up. Again I’ve just gone and ruined what good I had.
“I’m going now” he stood up and left for the door, leaving you alone and cold on the couch.
I’m sorry Keisuke.
You stood up and went after, finding him in the doorway hastily putting on his shoes but you grasped his arm to stop him.
“I will leave right now, it’ll be like nothing happened” you caught a glimpse of a tear trailing down his cheek and that sight prompted you to speak.
“No” your other hand reached for the fabric of his shirt, securing him.
“Y/N”
“I don’t want you to leave, I-” the words choked you, there was too much you had to say and your mouth wasn’t responding as fast as you would’ve liked.
“Don’t ask me to stay because if you do it’ll only hurt more when you tell me it was a mistake”
“But it wasn’t a mistake, I want you, okay? Kazutora, I like you” you at least managed to say the one thing that was clear in your mind, that had been clear for a long time but only got accepted after that one conversation with Chifuyu.
That certainly stopped him, for he turned around to fully face you and you saw his eyes filled to the brim in tears that he refused to let run freely.
You reached for his face as slowly as the first time you two met, giving him enough space to retreat, but how could he when the thing he wanted most was to be with you and bask in the calm that your presence brought into his messy life? When he didn’t give any signs of pulling away you smiled and cupped his cheeks as if you were holding a piece of glass; and in a way Kazutora was just as fragile as that material when it came to you.
He leaned into your touch, and you were bold enough to pull him in and rest your foreheads together, looking with all seriousness into his eyes, having deja vu of the first day.
“Why? Why? I- what I did to Baji, you know what I’ve done, I don’t”
“I really can’t say, I just do, it’s, it’s hard, okay?” you closed your eyes for a brief second before continuing.
“I swore that there wouldn’t be anyone else and now, now you are here and I like being with you but I know that is way different from how it is with anyone else, it’s something more, something I never thought I’d be able to feel again”
He smiled through his tears because after all he’s done, every mistake in his life said that he didn’t deserve you and yet there you were.
“But I also have to be honest with you” he braced himself for what would be your next words.
“I still love Keisuke, I will probably still be loving him even fifty years from now and that is something that will never change, he was my first friend, first time holding hands, my first love, first kiss, many firsts, he took most of them” you gave out a wobbly smile.
“He’s forever imprinted in my skin and I’ll always be his” he lowered his gaze at that. “But if you can accept that I’m willing to try this, I never dated; not really, not an actual relationship; after him but I wouldn’t mind it being you, I think we deserve a chance”.
His heart was thumping inside his chest making it harder to process everything so you waited while his mind raced. Kazutora looked into your eyes and knew he had to take the chance because you were what he needed and even if he was undeserving you thought him worthy.
A selfish part of him, the bad side said that he should be glad because if Baji was there he knew you would have chosen him, a thousand times you’d have chosen Baji over Kazutora and that pained him but what pained him the most was the fact that a tiny part of him was happy because now he had the chance to be with you.
He was taking the life Baji should’ve had, but he’d take good care of you.
He could live being second best if that meant he got to have you.
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sanzu-sanzu-sanzu · 3 years ago
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thinking about kazutora
just more personal musings / tr spoilers
i might be wrong because i never really gave this much thought back when i was first reading tokrev but now that i think about it i sort of felt like kazutora only really had baji, probably the only one and true friend he had (at least at that time; now, idk) who made real efforts to understand him and stuck with him when no one else did. sure, manjiro had let him know he’d always belong in toman but that might also be partly in honor of baji’s wishes to not put any blame on kazutora. and, well, cus mikey has a big heart (for better or for worse), and i don’t necessarily mean in the kind sense but it’s just the way mikey is; he values these connections/his friends above all else. kazutora, more than anything, only wanted a place where he can belong, be seen, be cared about, and mikey and toman were sort of an assurance that it’s something he can have.
which is why i think it’s very telling of kazutora’s character how, in the bonten timeline, when everyone else seems to have moved on from manjiro, kazutora’s the only one (along with hanagaki) who actively tried to take steps in bringing mikey back. the sad irony of kazutora’s evolution as a character is that even though he’s matured and reformed well enough so he could go back to his friends, he’s now once again stuck in a place where he doesn’t quite ‘belong.’ sure, we can see him being integrated back within his old circle, but what sets him apart from his friends is his clearer perspective on just how things have changed, his refusal to simply let things be, to just let go of old ideals and promises and simply move on. i love how he compares his situation to that old tale about the fisherman who’s gone to sea for a few days only to come home and find out he’s been gone for many, many, many years; in a way, kazutora is just like takemitchy who’d quite literally just gotten out of a 10-year time capsule, enabling him to very clearly see the stark difference between the then and now and how messed up things really had gotten.
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this story fucked me up as a kid and well it’s not the saddest, most tragic story out there but even then i knew there was something very lonely about being left behind: by time, by friends and connections and everyone else you’ve known. it’s very apt then that kazutora would be the one to want to actively pursue after manjiro because, i think, more than anyone else, kazutora’s the one person who understands mikey vis-à-vis the loneliness that comes with breaking ties with the people you care about. i’ve always seen kazutora’s character as sad, tragic even, but now also a hopeful one, and i’m inclined to think that if we’re ever getting a happy ending he’s more likely gonna be a key figure in it.
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kisasan · 2 years ago
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I made maitake playlist with the last chapter in mind, so if you’re in the mood for some angst, or you just looking for a playlist to listen to while you reading or writing/drawing angst, here you go! <3
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