#i will actually leave all fandom immediatly 100% and never ever come back

[sydthefrog]

Im honestly so so nervous for the final episodes of toh because i was so disappointed by amphibia's ending. Still excited, but this is definitely a sign that the fandom phase of my life probably needs to come to a close

[iamfallinforeverything]

Questions for a First Date

So here’s the little Kol fic I was talking about yesterday. I just wrote what fitted best and what I wanted to 😅  and i haven’t proof read it, so please forgive me any mistakes. It’s super late right now and I have to get up early hahah

Fandom: The Originals, The Vampire Diaries (Kol Mikaelson) 

Summery: Y/N decided to get drunk after her fiance left her. Kol joins her. 

Warnings: angst (i’m not sure but anyway), swearing, heavily drinking (alcohol), kol being kind of out of character  

“Oh my god Kol! Do you want to give me a bloody heartattack?”, I asked as he appeared right next to me. 

“That’s my goal sweetheart.”, he smiled his cheeky grin and ordered two more shots. 

We were sitting in one of the many crowed bars in New Orlans. Actually I wanted to get drunk alone today, bathe in pity and then go home alone and feel sorry for myself a little bit more. After all, you’re not going to be abandoned every day by the person with whom you actually wanted to spend the rest of your life. 

“He’s an douchbag Y/N. He’s not worth that you’re getting drunk here by yourself.”, Kol said. As if he had read my mind. 

“Then get drunk with me.”, I smiled at him and took gladly one of the shots that the bartender placed infront of us. 

“That’s why I’m here. I could need some drinks as well.”, he answered and took the other shot. I ordered another round for the two of us. 

“Why do you need something to drink?”, I asked him. 

“Klaus.”, he didn’t needed to say anything else. I knew Klaus. He was exhausting.

I nodded and looked at my fingers that where laying on top of the counter. A few hours ago there was this nice little ring on my finger that promised a happily ever after. Now it was laying somewhere in his flat. Maybe I should have kept it. My hand looks so empty without it. 

“You don’t need him Y/N.”, Kol said and placed his hand on mine. The one where the ring was missing. 

“I’m not so sure about that. I don’t know what I should do. Whenever I was restless and didn’t know what I should do I called him and he always knew what would have been the right thing to do. And I can’t do that anymore.”

The new round of shots was placed infront of us and I just took one of them and I tipped it down my throat. Kol took the other one. 

“So Y/N, we need a topic to talk about.”, Kol said and looked at me and smiled his typical grin. 

“Why? We can just sit here in silence and get drunk. Who needs to talk anyway?”, I asked back and watched Kol who ordered another two shots. 

“That’s boring. How about we talk about… the weather? Isn’t that something everybody does?”, he said. 

“You’re kidding, aren’t you?”

“No! Humans are constanly talking about the weather.” 

“Fuck no Kol. I’m not talking about the weather.” 

“Then maybe why you two broke up?”

I looked at him as if he was the dumbest person on this planet. Maybe he was? Who knows? 

“No.”, I said coldly and Kol sighed. 

“Fine. Then you pick something out.”

“I don’t want to talk. I just want to get drunk.”, I answered and our shots arrived which I immediatly took and drank. Slowly I got a little bit tipsy which was about time. 

“Come on Y/N. There has to be something we could talk about.”, Kol said. 

“There isn’t a single topic in my mind that I want to talk about with you.”, I answered and ordered a cocktail. For now I had enough shots. 

“Ouch. Since when are you such a little bitch?”, asked Kol played shocked and grabbed his chest. Exactly where his heart should be if he had one. 

“Since today.”, I simply answered. 

“You’ll get over it. Trust me. I can speak from experience.”, he laughed. 

“Doesn’t feel like that right now.” 

“I know. But it will get better. I promise.” 

I nodded and took a sip of the cocktail that was placed infront of me. Can’t he just shut up and leave? I wanted to drown in my pity by myself without some dumbass next to me. 

“Okay. I have an idea.”, Kol smiled happily and grabbed his phone out of his pocket. 

“Since when do you have a phone?”, I asked. 

“Oh come on Y/N. I may be old but I don’t have a stick up my ass. Besides, most of the time I was half dead trapped in some coffin. So I just have to adapt to this time here and phones are a pretty nice thing.”, he answered and obviously had problems with his phone. 

“Do you need help old man?”, I asked and and smiled with amusement.

“I don’t need your help.”, he answered annoyed and managed to unlock his phone successfully after all. 

“What the fuck are you even doing Mikaelson?” 

“You’ll see.” 

I rolled with my eyes and took a couple of sips from my cocktail. Please god, make this suffering stop. Haven’t I suffered enough today? 

“Ha, I got it!”, he smiled widely and placed his phone on the counter so I could look at it. 

100 questions for a first date. That’s what I could read on his screen. He was insane. 

“I know, it’s not a date but a good opportunity to get into a conversation.” 

His smile was so kind that I couldn’t reject him once more. I just couldn’t. He was trying his best to make me feel better. And we were talking about Kol Mikaelson. Who never tried to make anyone feel better about anything. 

“Fine.”, I sighed, “go ahead.” 

His smile got even wider before he looked at his screen for a moment. 

“The first one is… peanut butter or nutella?”, he smiled. 

“That’s easy. Peanut butter.”, I answered. 

“What is nutella anyway?”, Kol asked. 

“Oh my god. Have you lived under a rock?”

“No, in a coffin. What the fuck is nutella?”

“I can’t discribe it. You have to try it yourself. I’m sure that you’ll love it.”

Kol just rolled his eyes and looked at his phone again: “What was your best job so far?”

“Babysitting.”, I answered and smiled as I thought about the little girls I took care of in my last year of high school. 

“And your worst one?”

“Babysitting.”, I laugehd with the little devil boys in my mind. 

“And yours Kol?”, I asked back with the smile still resting on my face. 

“Haven’t had one yet.”, he shrugged. 

“You need one. At least one. It’s an experience.”, Kol just nodded and looked at his phone once more. 

“Favorite thing to do by yourself?”, he asked. 

“Singing.”, I answered after I thought about it for a while. 

“I’m sure your great at it.”, Kol smiled. 

“No, I’m not.”, I laughed and took a big sip from my cocktail. 

“Dog or Cat?”, Kol continued. 

“Both. I can’t decide.”

“Really? I would prefer a cat. They are independet and I don’t need to do much.”

“Yeah, but that’s not the point of having a pet. You should spend some time with them. Pet them, fed them, love them, play with them.”

“Well then I don’t want a pet.” 

“You’d eat it anyway.”, I laughed. 

“I may be cruel, but I would never eat my pet. That’s horrific. Not even Klaus would be that cruel.”

“Killing people is fine and eating them but not eating your pet? Where is the difference?”

“You don’t have a relationship with the people you kill. You’re not that emotionally envolved.”, Kol shrugged. 

“But Klaus killed people he loved, haven’t he?”

“Yes, but in a tantrum. It’s complicated. As a vampire it’s easier to understand.”

I just nodded and this time I looked at his phone to look for a good question. 

“Three places you’d like to visit?”, I asked. 

“That’s easy. Italy, Spain and Australia.”, Kol answered. 

“Far away from home.” 

“That’s the goal love.”, he smiled and finally ordered something to drink for himself. My cocktail was almost empty. 

“How about you Y/N?”, he asked. 

“Japan, Australia as well and Finland.”  

“Why Finland?”, Kol asked. 

“Finland has beautiful nature that I want to see.”

Kol nodded and looked for another question. 

“Can you play an instrument?”, Kol asked after a while. 

“No. But I would like to.”, I answered truthfully and drank my cocktail empty. 

“Which one?”, Kol asked. 

Before I gave him an answer I ordered another cocktail. Then I turned a little bit so I could look at Kol. Slowly it was fun to talk to him. He was definitely distracting me. 

“Guitar and piano. I always wanted to be able to play these to. They sound so beautiful.”, I answered and looked at him. 

“I could teach you. I can play both.”, he smiled. 

My eyebrows raised in surprise. Since when could he play an instrument? I tought he was trapped in a coffin most of the time. 

“Don’t look at me like that. You’ll get bored after a few hundred years.”, he shrugged. 

“Alright. Deal. You’ll teach me how to play the guitar and the piano.”, I said and nodded.

“Deal. Next question.”, Kol answered and looked at his phone. 

He looked at the screen in a concentrated manner. From time to time he stretched his jaw as if it were the most difficult task in the world to choose a question. But since when did kol look so good? I have never noticed his beautiful brown eyes or this cheeky grin that he almost always had on the lips. 

“Black or white?”, he asked and tore me from my thoughts. What kind of a question was that? 

“Black.”, I answered and pointed to my black shirt. 

“Same.”, he said and pointed to his own black shirt. I smiled. 

“My turn.”, I said andl held out my hand so Kol would give me his phone. 

He laid his phone in my hand and I stared to look through the questions. I could feel his eyes on me and it made me nervous. I didn’t liked that feeling. 

“Have you ever milked a cow?”, I asked and smiled. 

He looked at me confused and said: “Of course. iIn the past you had to do everything yourself if you wanted something. There were no shops yet.”

“I can hardly imagine such a world. I mean without electricity, running water, cars and so on.” 

I really tried to imagine a world without all of that stuff, but it was impossible. I was just too used to the luxury of today. 

“I’ll show you one day.”, Kol said and I nodded. 

I was curious. I wanted to know what the world looked like before. I knew it was different and way harder than now. But I just couldn’t imagine it. 

“How?”, I asked. 

“Vampires can manipulate thoughts. So you can say that I get into your head and show you my memories.”, Kol explained. 

“You would show me your memories?” Why would he do that? He didn’t knew me at all. 

“Of course I would.”, he smiled and I just smiled back at him. 

I took a few sips of the new cocktail that had been standing in front of me for a few months. Slowly I got really drunk and it didn’t bother me a bit. I was about to reach my goal for today. Only I did not want to bathe in self-pity anymore but I wanted to get to know Kol further. He was not at all as bad as usual.

“Badest movie you ever saw?”, Kol asked. 

I thought about it for a while, but I not one bad movie crossed my mind. 

“I can’t think of any right now. Yours?”, I asked back. 

“Twilight.”, he laughed. 

“You watched Twilight?”, I asked in surprise. 

“Unfortunately. It was one of the first things Rebekah forced me to do.”

“Why?” 

“I don’t know. Maybe she just wanted to torture me.”

 “Probably.”, I laughed and he nodded. 

We kept asking each other questions and got to know each other better. I always thought that Kol would eventually be an even bigger asshole than Klaus, but he wasn’t. KOl was attentive, listened to me and showed real interest in getting to know me. He was friendly, funny and even shared some of his deepest thoughts with me. And I got drunker and drunker. One cocktail after the other was emptied and later Kol and I drank shots again. Which was a mistake. They only made me drunk faster. As the time went on everything turned and words came only hardly over my lips. It was time to go home and so I had only one last question to kol. 

“Can you bring me home Kol?”, I barely managed to bring a meaningful sentence over my lips.  

“Y/N, i live right across the street. It would be smarter if you stayed in one of our guest rooms.”, Kol answered and stood up. 

I just nodded because I was to lazy to argue with him. I was getting tired and wanted to sleep.  Kol helped me to stand up and everything just turned around more. I swayed briefly and Kol immediately put his arms around me so that I would not fall over. 

“Easy Y/N.”, Kol laughed. He wasn’t drunk at all. Fuck vampire metabolism. 

I just smiled widely at Kol. Together we left the bar and crossed the street. We entered the house of the Mikaelsons and Kol took me up to one of the guest rooms. He even helped me lie down and took off my shoes. All the time I had to giggle. Fucking alcohol. 

“Good night sweetheart. Sleep well.”, he said and covered me with the blanket. 

“Thank you Kol.”, I smiled satisfied. 

Kol nodded and started to leave the room. I didn’t wanted him to leave. 

“Kol?”, I asked. 

“Yes?”, he asked back and turned around to look at me. 

“Could you.. maybe.. stay here? I don’t want to be alone.”, I asked shyly. 

“Of course.”, he answered and smiled his cheeky smile. 

I slipped a little to the side in bed and then tapped on the free space. His grin became wider. Kol took off his shoes and lay down next to me. I slipped closer and cuddled up to him. Satisfied I sighed once when I felt him gently stroking my back.

“Good night Ko.”, I said quietly.

“Good night my love.”, he answered and I fell asleep slowly. 

Maybe today wasn’t as shitty as I thought.