#i watched his podcast p epi + melo while Researching. which was such a mixed success of a project. that man Will just go quiet
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I don't know how I'm feeling inside I don't know how I'm—
But I gotta go get it But I gotta go get it, I guess But I gotta go feel it But I gotta go get it
#brooklyn bridges#i kid ! unless—#idk mikal is such an interesting creature to me ... so awkward ... so sweet and exuberant ...#so deeply and obviously bothered by how The Nets Situation went down which u can tell from how he keeps saying it ...#i watched his podcast p epi + melo while Researching. which was such a mixed success of a project. that man Will just go quiet#but g o d the way he talks about trying to be a leader and being so aware of how he fell short ...#and melo who is such a compulsive dad it's genuinely so sweet just being like You Can't Blame Yourself ... It's Not All On You ...#I Will Figure You Out Mikal You Can't Hide From Me. There's No😭ing Your Way Out Of This.#anyway#toonage#okay i lied secondary yap sesh it's my post on my blog i'm allowed#1) it's like such a fatherless tiktok meme at this point but seriously the whole who and what the fuck is that older man hanging around#just being ?? supportive ?? affectionate ?? invested in your wellbeing and development ?? what the FUCK is THAT ????#2) 👁️👁️ about mikal's whole yeah blessed to have a father in the picture anyway my mom who did so much to me and is such an inspiration#and who i take so much pride in becoming more alike as i get older--#anyway our moms had us at the same age and it's like#‼️ personal projection moment ‼️ feel so 🥴 abt a reminder that my parents like. made a lot of choices. on top of The Circumstances#but i guess that's the difference between An Inspirational Public Figure vs a flop artiste who's allowed to just spend all their time cryin#but the ACTUAL note i'm trying to make here is like#idk running as hard as i did from where i'm from makes sense objectively to this day. when my only goal was Not This Please God Not This#but looking up and realizing that that has meant running into white middle class homogeneity ? eww also very bad ewwwww#which leaves me in a current state of like paradoxical overexcitement at reminders that we're like. out here. normal. lmao.#with a simultaneous awareness of the separation between self and media and perception and subject and yada yada#AND FINALLY. wild that he says defense isn’t sexy. couldn’t disagree more. love ruining a motherfucker’s day.
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