#i wasn't even done adding to it aaaaa

[starzdeath]

Heya, sorry for the bit of silence during the week. Also, that last post with the art was scheduled to post so its been about a week for me since I've been on here. (Honestly forgot I even scheduled it in the first place)

Pretty much. I've been busy. Of course, everyone is always busy, but still. I've got a few things going on irl (nothing really negative, but just time consuming y'know) and I've also been caught up in moderating the Club Rouge Magazine. So I've got my hands pretty full. 😅

I assure you I haven't forgotten or abandoned anything, I would make a formal announcement if I was. I'm just prioritizing different things :p

So with that, I will also be going on a trip with my family for the entirety of next week, so I probably won't be online much then as well. But I'll work on things behind the scenes whenever I can.

I aim to have the last two chapters of Supernova posted before that trip. I hope I can post both tomorrow but no promises.

Gonna list things I'm working on roughly by priority and I'll also include completion status for anyone curious. I'm not including any irl stuff tho

1. Club Rouge Magazine

-Can't really state a completion status since it's a long-term ongoing event shrugs. I'm the social media and writing mod.

2. Supernova

-Since it was written for the big bang, it's completely finished. But ao3 gets funky so posting a single chapter can take a pretty long time and my executives sure are dysfunctioning. This is me now realizing that maybe I should post on other sites hmm. As stated earlier, the last two chapters shall be posted tomorrow! (Or the day after by the latest)

3. Art Fight/Mutals PFP

-Art Fight: Several sketches done. In the middle of lining a revenge piece :3

-Mutuals PFP: One out of two requests roughly sketched

4. The Chaos Project

-Issue 1 is partly outlined and I've written about the first four pages of the script

5. Sonic Fankid Showdown propaganda

-Oh I have plans

-Anyways, any propaganda I have is just in the rough sketch phase. I haven't really checked on the polls in a while but I'm rooting for all the kids! (What do you mean I have to pick?)

6. Everything else :D

[luvleyk]

*+:｡It's your turn to be my model ｡:+*

♡𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: Bada Lee x Fem reader

♡𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: you grew some kind of feelings towards her even tho you two just met for a photoshoot and you were her model. But what if she feels the same?

♡𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬: 1.9k

♡𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠: 𝐒𝐌𝐔𝐓 (𝐌𝐃𝐍𝐈), model! Bada, photographer! Reader, top Bada x bottom reader, praise kink, pet names, fingering, strap on sex, you're a sucker for her (me too).

♡𝐀/𝐍: this is my first fic and post, so please bear with me if there are some grammatical errors and stuff (english is not my first language and I'm still learning a lot AAAAA), wasn't proofread so expect that there some typos.. Also I'm open for request!!

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"Hmm? I thought you liked this?" she asked in a low tone as she continues to thrust the strap inside you, chuckling as she watches you becoming a mess, underneath her. "You're the one who asked for this, so, why are trying to pull away, hm?" she added as she lifts your leg and pinned it against your chest, giving her access to go deeper inside you. You whined a moan as you felt her thumb rubbing a circle on your bundle of nerves, giving you a overwhelming stimulation. You're getting sensitive.

You don't even know how you two ended up like this. All you know is that, she's fucking you into oblivion to the point you're starting to see stars and your mind was only filled with her and her only.

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You met Bada as your model client since she was given the opportunity to be a model on a fashion magazine and you're the assigned photographer to take photos of her. But since you're the type who's timid and shy, you're somewhat anxious since you'll be working with her and who knows what's her personality is like or something..

It's your day two of working with her. And during that day with her you've notice that she's nice, kind of intimidating (based on your perspective) but though, she's easily to interact which made you easily get comfortable around her. And which you grew some kind of attachments.

As the day passed and you're already done with your work, just need to edit her photos and give it to the management. You were preparing for yourself to leave when you heard her call your name..

"Hey, Y/N... You know.. This'll be the last time that we will meet.." She started..

"So I was thinking if we could hang out in my house? Just have a bit of dinner, here and there.. If you would like?" she added as she looked at you with a hint of hope that you would accept her offer..

You look up to her as you tilted your head to the side. 𝘊𝘶𝘵𝘦. She thought.

"You're inviting me for a dinner?" You asked as you point yourself, which you receive a quiet chuckle from her.

"Well, of course, love." she answered with a nod..

Of course, you can't say no to an offer. "Sure.. I'll just fix my stuff, real quick" you said softly as you went to a desk where your stuff was.

Once you're done, she helped you carry your bag as you both exited the studio.. You both reach her car, opening the door for you to enter. You smiled as you get inside of her car, she closed the door and walk to the other side to get into the driver seat and start the engine.

"Since it'll took us about 15 minutes to drive through my house. Why don't we have a little bit of chit chat?" She suggest, making sure the whole trip wouldn't awkward for you as her attention was focused on the road.

You nodded slowly. "Sure.. That seems fun.." You said.

She hummed, as if she's thinking on what she would ask or say.. "So.. I was wondering... How long have you been a photographer?" She asked, which made you tilt your head..

"Well.. if you're talking about my job.. Well it's been 2 years.. But if you're talking about my experience, then it's 14 years.." Her eyes slightly went wide in shock after she heard your answer..

"14 years? Wow... Well I guess you really love your passion, no?" she asked, which you nodded in return..

You two fall into silence until you two reach her place. She helps you get off from the car and guided you inside.. "Sorry in advance if my place is kinda messy.. I'm sure you're the type who's neat and stuff.." She said in a joking manner before chuckling..

You laughed softly... "Oh no... it's fine... I don't mind it tho.." You replied with a slight smile.

She hummed before walking towards the door as she grab her keys on her pocket, unlocking the door and gesturing you to come in first.

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She made you dinner, you two share stories together while eating, and laugh together. It's fun. You thought. Your admiration grew wild towards her, to the point it's scary.. You just met her, and you easily get attached to someone you barely knew. You sighed, which Bada quickly noticed.

"Hey, something's wrong?" She ask as she gently holds your hand.

Something sparked within you when she took a hold of your hand in a gentle way. You look at her, seeing her sitting in front of you with a soft and gentle smile on her face.

You slightly shake your head. "It's nothing.." You replied which you earned a frown from her.

"Hmm.. Alright. I'm not gonna force you to say it." She said quietly before letting go of your hand as she finish her meal.

You two became silent again.. It's making you anxious, for some reason.

You were done eating and was about to say something when she suddenly talk. "You know.. I just noticed, within the two days, you suddenly felt comfortable around me?" she started, causing your cheeks to burn...

"H-huh... W... What... I mean" you pauses to regain your composure back.. "I mean... I don't want to be awkward while working with you.. So... I'm trying my best.." you added quietly.

She chuckled. "That's true..." she uttered as she stood up and grab both of your empty plates, putting it on the sink. She turned around, walking towards you. "Are you... Are you gonna leave after this?" she sudden ask, making you look up to her..

"I.. well... If there's nothing else to do... Yes.." You said, though you're hoping for her to make you stay just for a bit.. "I'll have to edit your photos for the fashion magazine..." you added before chuckling awkwardly..

"Oh.." she uttered before nodding..

"I could stay for a bit if you want." You quickly said. At this point you're making yourself look so desperate, but you don't care. You just want to spend your time with her.

A smile crossed her face. "Well. Sure.. That would be lovely.." She said as you stand up from sitting on the chair.. "What do you want to do? We could watch some movies or talk?" she suggests.

You shrugged.. "I'm fine with anything, to be honest." You replied, causing her to nod.

She hold your hand as she guided you to the living room, making you sit on the couch as she stands in front of you. "I don't know what to do, since it's my first time having a guest in my house. Mostly I'm the one who gets invited into this kind of stuff. So bare with me for a bit" She said and you chuckle..

"Ah... It's fine.. Take your time" You said while nodding. She hummed as she nodded back before leaning forward so that you two have same eye level. The same feeling from earlier came back as you leaned back against the couch.

She tilts her head on the side as she reached out to tuck your hair behind your ear. "I just noticed that you're very cute from up close." She suddenly said, causing your cheeks to burn again as you avert your gaze..

"Y.. You're being random.." You uttered before looking back at her.. "How about we watch a movie?" You suggests, trying to shake off this weird feeling inside of you.

"We could do something else, that is fun." she hummed.

"Like what?"

She hummed for a bit. Her fingers that was tucking your hair from earlier, slowly trail down on your neck, causing you to involuntarily flinched by her touch. "Oh?" she uttered as she raised her eyebrow before chuckling, continuing to explore your sensitive skin, earning a muffled noise coming from you.

You hold onto her wrist as she cup your cheeks, forcing you to look up at her. "Do you want me to stop, love?" she asked, her voice was hushed.

"C.. Continue.. Please.." you uttered. She's just mildly touching you and you're already feeling something weird between your legs.

She chuckled quietly.. "So polite.." She praised in a low tone as she plant a kiss on your forehead. "Want to continue this in my bedroom?" she asked, which she earned a quick nod from you.

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And now she's fucking you. She pulled out her strap as she plunge her long slender fingers inside you, causing you to let out a weak moan. "Mhm.. Baby, you feel good, right? Tell Bada if you feel good." She said in a low tone as she thrust her fingers deeper, inside.

"A.. F... Feels good... Please.. Faster..." you plead which she obliged.

She hovers on top of you as she devours your lips, her fingers were moving in a fast pace, causing you to moan loudly between the kiss..

The kiss became sloppy, as if she's getting drunk by your moans and the wet sound while thrusting her fingers inside of you.. She pulled slightly as she looked at you, her eyes filled with admiration, looking at your flushed, drunken face..

She pulled her fingers out, causing you to whine. But quickly moaned when she pushed the tip of her strap back in and start thrusting again, but this time a little bit deeper and rough..

"Fuck... I've been wanting to do this with you.. Fuck.." she uttered as she rest her left hand between on the side of your head as a support as her other hand went to cup your right breast. "So beautiful. Am I fucking you too good, princess?" she groaned. You nodded. At this point, you can't even utter a word anymore.. She's too good.. You feel like you're gonna faint any moment.

You can't even focus on what's happening right now, her whispers of sweet nothings became incoherent in you ears.

You gripped onto the bedsheets as you arched your back, climax starts to build up inside you.

"B... Bada..." You moaned as she hummed..

"You're close, baby?" she asked and you nodded eagerly.

She thrust in a fast pace. The sound of your moan filled the every corner of her room.

After you feel like forever you feel your orgasm hits you in a tidal wave. Trembling underneath her, she rides your orgasm with a few thrust before gently pulling out. She remove the harness and tossed it on the floor as she lay besides you, planting some kisses all over your face.

"How do you feel, love?" She asked as she wipes your sweat by her fingers..

You let out a weak moan as you move closer to her, causing her to wrap her arms around your body... "G.. Good.." You uttered and she nodded as a response.

"You know the moment I met you. I've already taken an interest towards you. But you know. I'm not really sure since we've only know each other for 2 days only..." She admits quietly..

"Me too.." you said.

"Really?" she asked in disbelief before laughing quietly and planting a kiss on your head..

"How about we take a rest for a bit? I'll clean you up later."

[merakiui]

AAA ANGEL/ANGLER.... you always serve with these yandere fics Mera !!! A full course menu at a five star restaurant 🍽️

And speaking of menu, I really like how the food mentioned is a throwback to other works of yours!! The blueberries and fried chicken... I instantly had flashbacks sgjdgabzh (I assume it was intentional, or maybe you just like those and that's why you picked them? I like it anyway ahahaha)

Stalker Azul is so gross and crazy.... But it's also so... it's so endearing to see him be gross and pervy, he's so in love but in the wrong way >^<

AND THE ENDING.... in the tags you added "death (or is it???)" so now I'M SOO!! HEAD IN HANDS! idk much about medical stuff but... a stab in the stomach and calf doesn't have to be lethal right... not so sure about one near the ribs but... aaaaa mera your works are too good you get me gripping my hair in awe and curiosity and disgust (when the character is being gross ofc) and and! /pos

૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა thank you so much!!!!!! AAAAA!!! I love stalker Azul so much... he deserves to be a gross loser sometimes. >:D

Omg I wasn't sure if anyone would catch it, but the mention of blueberry was indeed a reference! I just love Azul's eyes. They're so pretty. orz but I didn't want the fic to become all about his eyes, as that was already done in HBE, so I thought it'd be fun to write a very vague reference with the blueberry (cheesecake) reader always eats. I'm happy it was noticed!!!!

I hope to write more about Azul being a pervert!! Especially since there's a very thin veil of self-awareness. He's aware of his flaws and faults (even if most of them are seen as worse than they actually are due to his own low self-esteem and may not even be all that terrible), but then he also thinks you'd forgive him for being the way he is because "it's love" and "you should love me regardless of that." But then there are things he doesn't seem to recognize about himself, such as his own arrogance whenever he writes in his diary. He has this mindset that he's entitled to have you just because he's so used to getting what he wants. >_< spoiled......

Although I really wanted to write him as a shut-in, I thought it would be more chilling if he was actually someone with a reputation. A businessman who seems so composed and yet here he is writing the most depraved ramblings in his diary. AAAAA he's so gross!!!!

>:) do they both die in the end? Does Azul die and Reader survives? Does Reader die? Maybe they both survive. Many interpretations!!! In the ending I've imagined, they both bleed out and die intertwined with Azul clinging to Reader like the anglerfish he is!!!! It's almost like a merry bad ending. They're together (as Azul had hoped).

But thank you again for such kind words and for enjoying the story!!!! I'm glad it can have you gripping your hair and feeling all sorts of emotions!!! <3

[whoslaurapalmer]

okay so many book of bill thoughts!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ⚠️

-me, earlier: i hope it is as good an experience as journal 3, tasty little tidbits and lots of decoding and sticky notes and everything.......... -AND IT WAS!!!!!!!

-i know the big fear going in was like, we were gonna get too much bill backstory and it would ruin him as a character, and i'm so so so thrilled that THAT WAS NOT WHAT HAPPENED -we got a little more to add to the 'flat minds in a flat world with flat dreams' and a little more about how bill felt about living there and his hand in destroying it and honestly to me it was just. perfect. just some extra little things to think about with nothing really, truly concrete -definitely something to chew on with bill saying 'a monster' destroyed his home and him being 'twisted out of shape after the kill' and that he'd consider changing it.. like there's definitely a way to take it maybe as a tragic backstory but it also doesn't have to be because there's still so much we don't know about how it happened. and bill has........so many multitudes -like, i think, even if he has regrets? bill would do it again. he 'looked at the stars' and wanted to be one and mutilated his home world for it and although it wasn't his intent i really do think he'd do it again. there's probably a version of bill that has done it again -like personally i'm pleased with it, i'm not thinking overly hard about it, i think it's just something else to yeah chew on, and keep chewing

-aaaaa there's just SO MANY THINGS to talk about. so many fucking things!!!

-i love the page setups! i love the like, science book looking pages. the ads. the omnipresent superficial physicality of a non-physical being. -AND -HOLY SHIT -THE GREAT GATSBY -JUST, THERE, FIVE PAGES OF THE GREAT GATSBY -GREAT GATSBY -incredible. absolutely so, i'm still laughing

-THE TROLLEY PROBLEM PAGE. THE TEST. THE 90S 'SQUINT TO SEE A PICTURE' PICTURE. MCKAYLEIGH. THE REFERENCE TO THE FAKE JOURNAL AUTHOR LEAKS. THE 'IT WAS ALIENS' MEME. WOULDST THOU LIKE TO LIVE RIDICULOUSLY. ABE LINCOLN RATATOUILLE. CIPHER, I CHOOSE YOU! THE PRECIOUS MOMENTS PUDGYLILDARLINS TRI ANGELS COLLECTION, BY MARTHA

-no I REALLY thought we were gonna get CONFIRMED SAME COIN. on the chapter cover for bill's origins he's literally coming through the wall of stan and ford's childhood living room. stan's page going 'how is bill even writing this anyway?? where is he??' the stress from the axolotl on 'different form'. I was sooooooooo anxious to turn the page at the end bc I was like oh my god is this it. is this it. IS THIS IT -it was not! -but goddamn. -although. wait. actually really reading the therapy part with my brain in gear compared to seeing it last night -yknow....................i mean...................he's eligible for reincarnation if he "completes" therapy -so -so -SO -HELLO??????????????????????????????????? -WAIT????????????????? -is it. are we considering. this is happening

-I felt the delight and horror and heartbreak that only ford's journal entries can make me feel. godddddddddddddd -GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -i've always stood by, ford loved bill but bill only saw ford as someone easy to manipulate and, yeah, absolutely seduce, but that bill very much never felt the same way -and I still generally stand by it but also. wow yeah ford was very. special and exciting and desirable to bill. his idiot his genius his perfect vessel and partner, better than anyone else bill ever tried to use before him. and bill was very much enamored by how much ford revered him and wanted his company -THE. THE FUCKING KARAOKE PAGE?????????????????? -hand to my mouth, wide-eyed in horror -right up there with the sinking, heart-wrenching experience of the 'my muse lied to me' pages in journal 3

-"but then he'll disappear for weeks, months at a time, and i am left to wonder. has it all been in my head? and if it has...would that be enough?" FORD.........................

-ford: are we still partners? bill: LOOK YOU'RE THE ONE CAVORTING WITH A HILLBILLY me: y'all. i swear to god.

-bill: no i was soooooo totally fine when ford locked me out of his mind and his life and stopped doing what i wanted him to do soooooooooo okay with it ahahahahaha the police report: he was NOT FINE

-"I know sixer secretly loved our 'will-they-won't-they-destroy-the-world' relationship. this was just his way of keeping things spicy!" BILL

-bill: i will NOT talk about the removed henchmaniac (who i swear to god looked like fucking JHESELBRAUM????? it has to be jheselbraum.) but LET ME GIVE YOU ALL THE HOT DEETS ABOUT GETTING BETRAYED AND STABBED IN THE BACK BY A HUMAN. UHHH I MEAN. WOW WHAT AN ASSHOLE, HUH???????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-bill: i'm totally gonna be on the lookout for My Prophesied Enemy. They Will Definitely Not Get Me! No Sir!!! -also bill: WOW WHAT A TASTY HUNK OF HUMAN SURELY PINNING ALL MY DESIRES ON HIM WILL NOT BACKFIRE ON ME IN ANY WAY WHATSOEVER. THIS WAS NOT A PROPHECY OF MY DEMISE BUT SURELY MY SUCCESS!!!!!!

-mabel: BILL SOUNDS LIKE A CREEPY EX BOYFRIEND me: mabel my beloved mabel it's mabel my blorbo i love her so much and she's RIGHT

-dipper and mabel: you tried to kill my sibling and if i ever see you again it's On Sight Murder :) me: i love them :') oh my god :') my babies :')

-mabel in journal 3: i found this note where bill was gonna make dipper kill himself so that's horrifying ford in journal 3's missing pages: he literally could have made me kill myself so that's a thing that's happening -AND THEN BILL TRYING TO CALL STAN AND SAYING IT TOO

-oh my god and mcgucket!!!!!! and ford's crush on him too and their college photograph and fiddleford making him gloves and trying multiple times to make them, and making him a snowglobe and them celebrating the holidays together and just :(

-bill giving ford rats vs mcgucket giving him mittens. and fiddleford DIDN'T EVEN GET HIS WIFE A CHRISTMAS PRESENT

-and ford finding dipper and mabel's footprints from the time traveler's pig outside his door and looking to see if there were any kids lost in the woods my whole fucking heart oh my god :(

-bill: YOU GOT 72 HOURS, I'M GONNA SEND SOMEONE TO STEAL YOUR EYES MAN, NOT KIDDING ford to stan when he arrives: DID YOU COME TO STEAL MY EYES????? me: god nothing does tasty callbacks and everything like gravity falls. i love it so much -like he's so GOOD at revealing the right things about a story at the right time and place but NEVER revealing too much. never saying everything. there's clearly always more but we will never get it all. which is so nice -like i was READY after all this time to get a couple more details but nothing concrete. and i love it so much and it's just -aaaa! -anyway!!!!

-bill: see i went no contact with my home dimension, they were holding me back me: oh bill's the kind of guy who goes to therapy and uses the like, "therapy buzzwords" wrong, you know what i mean? me: and oh god he's not even IN therapy yet

-wendy dreaming about her mom :( -pacifica having nightmares about not breaking her family's cycle of abuse :( -HEY. HEY WHAT ARGUMENT DID DIPPER OVERHEAR. HELLO???????????????? -was that brought up in journal 3????? i do not remember and i gotta go back through bill to do the decoding so i can't reread journal 3 right away but fuck i really want to now -but also HELLO OKAY WHAT WAS THAT ARGUMENT ABOUT?????????????

-so fascinated. intrigued. wide-eyed about the parallel universe dipper and mabel part. universes where the pines family didn't win........all those different versions of them........

-"THEN HEADBUTT THE MIRROR TO SHOW HIM WHO'S BOSS!!!!" -ahahaha.......haha..............ha...........................

-ROBERT RENZOBBERT SR AND "the gentleman's two-handed hooting bird removal scoop" oh my god -and pitt bros!!!!!!!!!

-"in lieu of an answer, stanley submitted a drawing of a possum with a knife." SHANKLIN THE STAB POSSUM!!!!!! SHANKLIN THE STAB POSSUM MY BELOVED IT'S SHANKLIN THE STAB POSSUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-ford: i was whistling a 1960's tune. james and bobby, i believe? me: wait like the boys????? like my boys????? like the dream of james hurley and bobby briggs in their silly boy band???????????? oh nah probably not. me: /googles google: behold! james and bobby purify singing i'll be your puppet me: OH NO. FUCK. OH MY GOD. OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

-the fucking sticky notes oh my god

-okay finally did all the decoding -- was able to get bill's language myself which was so much fucking fun (minus 4 letters that i just think aren't used at all???) and i had to look up the runes. then as i was translating them i realized the alphabet was IN the book which i had never fucking considered and REALLY SHOULD HAVE. thanks hirsch!!

-oh my god the two owl house references in the runes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! awww..........

-okay i think i decoded everything. i think. i THINK i have spent all day doing it and i'm tired. god what a glorious experience

[ruiimellowww]

Okay HI hello 👋👋

I saw ur art about Sun & Moon through a reblog and I am such a simp for those two omg so here's a rant :33

(Also if you're not comfy with this pls ignore this rant then, and I am so sry if that is the case!! Will stop immediately if you tell me to /srs)

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CAN I JUST SAY I am sosososososo in love with your desgin for the dca cuz holy shit I have never seen anything hotter. O.O LIKEEE THE HUMANOID VERSION??!?!!?? UGH soooo goooodd 🥵🥵 I love the designs and the- the little EARRINGS as well?!??! Omg sooooo cutee aaaaaa 💞💞

and-and omigosh UR ART IS SO GOOD AS WELL!?!? I straight up just wanna munch it. I am eating ur art fr. In LOVE with ur artstyle it's so yummy 😍

Anywhoooo I also scrolled through your dca tag aND *GASP* ECLIPSE?????? 😍😍AND I?? WANNA??? BE ENVELOPED????? BY HIMM??? (I feel like mans would give THE BEST cuddles on the planet!!!)

HOLLLYYYY SHITTTT thE SIZEEEEEEE

Big tall omigoshhhhhhHHH M- my brain- my heart my- mY EVERYThIng is mELTING! ! ! ! ! Literally his size just does something to me I cannot comprehend why omigosh

(*lays in a puddle on the floor*)

I can imagine sosososo many different scenarios where that height could be used aaaaa >~< <333 ;P

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Omg if you have any HCs (and *wanna* share, ofc.) about him (Or about Sun & Moon) I'd love to listen to you ramble about them??? <333

So curious about ur HCs & would absolutely love any crumbs about the dca ksskksskkdkdjdks ❤️😂

Uhm uhm first off, thank you so much I can't rlly put into words how sweet this is and I totally don't mind the rambles because me too. And also because its been YEARS since I last used Tumblr or did anything answering Ask is a bit tough for me.. MmMM

Although I don't have many HC at the moment.. I can however give you a little insight I have regarding my Human DCA :]

Moondrop (Moon) and Sundrop

- when I first designed Moon (after the game came out) he had a much wilder look to him, especially the face because I was really into the idea of him being simply insane hence the red.

- later when i got back to his design and adding colours I thought that it would be fun to make it Blue and white themed, which I actually didn't see a lot back then

- he wasn't supposed to look human even as a Humanoid, I liked to think that Sun & Moon simply had a renovated body. They are just as much Animatronics as they had always been, robotic parts and everything but with a bit of twist

- So then onto Sun.. the thing is its sad to say but I never explored much with Sun's design back then as much as I did with Moon, so I can't provide a good reference

- although I had a rough idea of how sun would look like I never quite liked the way I drew him, so he's always somewhat been stuck in this unfinished stage

- Then there was eclipse, who was my absolute FAVORITE at that time, I don't think I loved a character MORE THAN ECLIPSE EVER when I was drawing him out

- yes!! It was very much inspired by the 3D render shown here as the ref, though I did make some changes of my own to the design as well

- I had a lot in my head when I was drawing him, but the one thing that I loved most about this design still to thisq day is rhe face. The way I him to look back then was sort of a mix between my Sun and Moon designs, only leaning more towards Sun in colours and Moon in appearance with the crazed look in his eyes

The height was just a funny little thing I thought of, cuz imagine this giant fkn ahh robot just comes in here and picks you up 💀 god I would piss myself

Cough..

So in regards to the new design, I did kind of get rid of the animatronic feel to him that I had done with the DCA and his old design, all of them now look a whole lot more Human which is what I intended for

Eclipse has a few scars around his body; right forearm, left side of his torso that leads all the way up to his chest. Plus a bit of his face that is burnt which you can't exactly see because of the Black spots

Overall I like my newer designs quite a lot and has also changed a lot, this is probably the most insight you'll get out of me abt my art 😭😭 cuz I don't usually ramble this much otherwise

I might come up with some head canons at a later date, but they'll be fun thats for sure ;)

[demoonlady]

Chapter 215: Fearsome Womb, Part 7

// SPOILER WARNING!!! DO NOT PROCEED IF YOU HAVE NOT READ THE CHAPTER YET.

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Opening words: “Sukuna and Itadori face off. The one approaching is…!”

Aaaaa, beautiful lead color page! 😍 This flying cursed spirit suddenly reminds me of the one that both Nanako and Mimiko travelled on back in Volume 0. Also Suguru's flying manta ray cursed spirit in HI arc, when he rescued Riko :')

》 Meguna/Sukumi: “Nonetheless, a job half-done [will] cause problems.”

Here, Sukuna said, 「やはり何事にも仕上げは必要だな」 (yahari nanigoto ni mo shiage wa hitsuyō da na), which means as translated above. Official translations was weird, so I think it might have been a copy-paste mistake.

》 Yuuji: “This guy... won't die even if you kill him.”

"Even if you kill him" is the accurate translation.

(Left panel)

》 Yuuji: “You... are really boring.”

This one's easy to miss but FYI, this phrase is most likely a callback to chapter 11 (see right panel)! Here, Yuuji uses the same words Sukuna had used on him when he was inside Sukuna's innate domain — 「オマエはつまらんな」 (omae wa... tsumaran na). In this instance, however, Yuuji added in, "really" — 「オマエは本当につまらんな」 (omae wa... hontōni tsumaran na).

(Right panel)

》 Sukuna: “You... are boring.”

Just a note that in this panel in chapter 11, Sukuna was belittling Yuuji and seeing him as inferior to Megumi Fushiguro.

Just wanted to explain that here, Maki (I'm assuming this is her dialogue) is basically meaning that it's weird seeing how good "Megumi" is at fistfights. It sorta implies that Megumi wasn't that good at hand-to-hand combat in her pov, but since right now he's possessed by Sukuna, "Megumi" is much better at it. In addition, the "Megumi's face" isn't a wrong translation but you can also say, "It's weird to see him good at fistfights with (using) Megumi's body."

》 Maki: “Even if he won't die, does that mean he can heal the wound [inflicted] from the "Split Soul Katana" using Reverse Cursed Technique..?”

Officials didn't include the "using RCT" part, which needed to be said.

》 Maki: “Yuuji... At any rate, our goal is to capture that thing even if it means killing (it), right?”

捕まえる (tsukamaeru) means to catch, arrest, grab, capture, or seize. Not stop. And FYI, Maki referred to Meguna/Sukumi as "that," or like Kenjaku once labelled Yuuji - "that thing".

Just wanna say that "Maximum Output" isn't a new type of CT by Uraume; 'cause I saw some people going crazy over it calling it a new Uraume CT. (I bet they're speedreaders lulz.) In this instance, Uraume basically exerts the highest (aka max.) output into their "Frost Calm" CT. Reminder that Gojo also used Maximum Output before, back in Shibuya... if anybody forgets.

》 Meguna/Sukumi: “Spectacular view! Spectacular view!”

Sukuna praised this view and said, 「絶景.. 絶景..」 (zekkei.. zekkei..), which is a flowery Japanese term that means an unsurpassably beautiful scenery. I just chose spectacular because it's another word for "extremely beautiful", so... yall can choose whatever you like I guess. It can be "cool," it can also be "awesome." [I just had a pop quiz on this kanji a week ago so it's still fresh in my memory LMAO.]

(Right panel)

》 Meguna/Sukumi: “It doesn't matter whatever you do with that brat, I'm already done with him.”

(Left panel)

》 Meguna/Sukumi: “But it was the right choice to focus your cursed energy on that woman.”

Sukuna said 「偏らせた」 (katayora seta) which means biased, leaned, prejudiced. I believe in this context, it just means that Uraume had focused their cursed energy on Maki.

》 Meguna/Sukumi: “Let's complete this body.”

Official translation is kinda alright. Meanwhile, what I've offered is just the literal translation and it sounds weird, lol, but it just means that the body is still incomplete - so they gotta do their stuff to achieve the desired, final form.

》 Meguna/Sukumi: “Get the "bath" ready.”

Yes, "bath" was in quotation marks. The raws were 「"浴"の用意をしろ」 (“yoku” no yōi o shiro). Now why am I imagining the "bath" to be with blood instead of water!

》 Meguna/Sukumi: “Just like always... [You're] meticulous.”

FYI, Sukuna used an idiom in this dialogue. He said 「相変わらず洋い所に手が届く」 (aikawarazu yō kayui tokoro ni te ga todoku), which literally translates to: "Just like always, your hand reaches the itchy areas/places."

The idiom here is 「洋い所に手が届く」 (kayui tokoro ni te ga todoku), and it means "to be extremely thorough" or "to focus on the little details." Simply put, this expression can be used for someone who is "meticulous"; one who is able to pay attention to every single detail, no matter how tiny.

Additionally, in the service industry, this phrase implies that one must have precise knowledge of the needs of the person that they want to serve. So the phrase can also be used when one wants to be "attentive to someone's every need/wish."

》 Meguna/Sukumi: “Look!! There was [someone/something]... From Harima!!”

The text in the JP raws was very vague; it was 「ほらいただろ!!! あの播磨の!」 (Hora itadaro! ! ! Ano Harima no!) which translates as above. Meanwhile, TCB translated this particular dialogue to "Told you!! He's like that guy from Harima!!"

In my opinion, I am leaning more to the official Viz translation because I looked up the "Harima statue" on Google and these particular statues (see below) bear a semblance with Yuuji's facial expression in the last page. And I think the statues actually make the most sense, especially with what Uraume said next about Yuuji's mouth, as compared to if they were talking about a Heian-era person whom only the two of them know. I don't think Gege would do us dirty like that for not getting the joke.

— “Never Mind Mind” (2013), by Midori Harima

Closing words: “Even if you're being mocked, never forget that rage.”

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Comments: As always, I never claimed to be a professional translator. My JP understanding is still amateurish but I hope yall will allow me to share my own insights on certain dialogues just so we can learn and understand each other’s interpretations, and also to kindly correct me wherever I had been wrong. Thank you!

[rannadylin]

#I READ THE BIT ABOUT PULLING THE WHOLE YARN THRU A BIG LOOP AND JUST WENT ??????? IN MY HEAD.#thank you#i have too many projects rn but...i so desperately want to knit this#can you make a video of eberything lol ill buy the pattern and tip you...jkjk#ive never done a shawl and ive never done lace and ive never done beading and i KNOW this would be the worst project to learn those things#walk before you run right#but AAAAA look at it#knitting help via @rslashknitting

Oh goodness, that would be...a loooot of video. It's definitely an advanced lace pattern, but if you're looking to make it:

Make sure you are comfortable with reading a lace knitting chart. Although to be fair, this pattern does have both charts (very clear, easy to read ones! Each individual leaf is given a different background color so you can kind of track if you're knitting in the right place) and written instructions, so if you can't read lace charts you could theoretically still do this pattern. I think being able to look at the chart and say "Oh this K2tog is supposed to be the edge of the green leaf, not the middle of the orange one, so I have missed some stitches somewhere" etc. is very, very helpful. (For anyone who wants to learn to knit from a chart, Knitty has some good tutorials.)

Beading is optional - I was planning to do beads on this but then, doing the gauge swatch yarn calculations I wasn't sure if I even had enough yarn for as large a shawl as I want (I have since ordered more. Here's hoping it's the same dye lot when it gets here.) so I finally decided not to try to calculate beads when the number of beads I'd need is a bit unclear and I just started knitting it without them. It takes a LOT of beads though, 5 for each leaf, and you can see from the pictures it's a LOT of leaves.

I would definitely recommend a smaller, less complex lace project before tackling this shawl, just to get the hang of how lace is built. Hm, let's see what I can recommend from patterns I have used before...

I think these socks were my first attempt at lace - pretty simple, just decreases and YOs.

Old Shale/Feather and Fan is always a great first lace pattern!

All the way back to my old LJ for a pattern I wrote up for a zigzag-lace kerchief...or this one with just some simple lace eyelets.

A baby hat (or doll hat :-D) with a lacy brim

A beret with a little lace motif (and this one, unlike the others above, does have a lace chart if you need practice with charted patterns!)

Spring Forward is a slightly more detailed than the above projects sock pattern.

Embossed leaves is not a free pattern - but it might be helpful to try patterns for leaf lace? I've found that familiarity with how lace stitches can make a leaf shape, in general, has been useful to me in figuring out the Mallorn stitch patterns.

Another leaf lace pattern on Duet, which can be worn as a hat or cowl!

Or for something simpler than a lacy sock or hat, this Leaf Lace Washcloth is not a pattern I've tried but it is a good basic leaf lace stitch pattern given both in written instructions and in a chart.

As for beading, I'm not finding many simpler beaded projects in my past knits to recommend - I guess by the time I started adding beads I was already comfortable with pretty complex lace and cables and whatnot. However, if you want to add beads, I recommend using 6/0 seed beads and a size .8mm crochet hook, which is what I used on the Kinross Avenue Wrap.

Oooh, also - the Raupen Wrap pattern has several video tutorials with it that includes one for knitting with beads! (It also features some more advanced lace, with gathered stitches and a butterfly stitch...) The tutorial playlist is here. And actually, the designer's Youtube channel has a ton of technique videos so you might find other things there to help with lace and/or beading!

I hope that's all helpful! I suspect the Mallorn Shawl would be pretty frustrating for a new lace knitter - but even so, it's all essentially just made up of yarn-overs and decreases (and weird "bind off in the middle of the row" techniques as per my video, of course...). It takes a lot of concentration to get it all set up but once you get through the first round or two of leaves, the pattern feels less random and it's very satisfying!

Since yesterday's knit and tea photos I have knit...ah...1 whole row (I'm blaming it on Helm's Deep. Those epic battles take forever and Cerphedis finished them yesterday, sooooo :-D). So in lieu of what would basically be identical photos to yesterday's, have a video of the special stitch that threw me off in the gauge swatch due to my failure to read the instructions thoroughly! In this pattern, the tip of each leaf is actually bound off so that the leaf floats there, surrounded by YO's, without a stitch from its tip feeding into the next leaf at all. This is done by slipping two stitches from the right side of the leaf, knitting together the next two from the left edge of the leaf, slipping the right-edge stitches over that stitch and off the needle, (thus decreasing 4 stitches to 1), and then enlarging the remaining loop to pull the whole yarn ball through it in order to bind it off. Then you just go on and knit the next stitch as if this leaf's stitches were never there. :-D For those who've been following my Mallorn Shawl progress and thinking of knitting one - hopefully this demo video will help you avoid my gauge swatch mistakes!

(Oh, and today's tea was sadly out of view in this video closeup, but it was my all time favorite Adagio tea: Blackberry Sage Oolong!)

[withloveajaxx]

congratulations on 500! tbh u deserve it (more than that), i really love your writings.

So for the event, can u make me a bouquet of red roses with zhongli? it's fine if u don't want to! congrats again! :D

❁ prompt: "i love you for who you are" + zhongli

❁ warnings: mentions of insecurities (being boring/too plain)

❁ summary: you feel a little insecure and zhongli reassures you.

❁ note: AAAAA tysm for this request anon, you're so sweet :(( i hope this one-shot is too your liking <33 zhongli simps here you go, get your food /lh HAHSBDJS.

you were always so grateful to have zhongli as your significant other. he was considerate with his decisions, gentle and patient with his touches, caring for you without so much as a second thought. he was everything you could want and you couldn't be happier. 

although sometimes, you would wonder why he chose someone like you. you were but a normal, standard person living in the city of liyue. there was nothing wrong about you, but everything was too normal in your eyes. too normal to the point where you thought you were boring.

you know about zhongli's past and doings. you were aware he's watched over liyue for thousands of years, seen all kinds of people grow and live their lives. surely he's seen more interesting people with lavish lives and grand happenings. even now, you're sure he knows people who had so much more to them than you. 

when you look at zhongli now as he prepares tea for the two of you, these thoughts start to grow, invading every crevice of your mind. how can someone as amazing as him have picked you? compared to his own background, you were a plain jane, and you endlessly wondered why he had picked you when there was so much better. 

"zhongli," you call out, voice timid and soft. zhongli almost immediately picks up on this almost immediately, tearing his eyes and attention away from the boiling water to look at you. 

"yes, my dearest?" 

"why would you pick me?" at this zhongli's eyebrows furrow. he understands what you're asking but he's clueless as to why you would ask such a thing. wasn't it obvious you were simply incredible in his eyes? 

"i apologize, dear. did i do anything to make you doubt my love for you?" he asks, fearing he might've said or done something to upset you. at his caring nature, you quickly shake your head. 

"no, it isn't anything like that at all, zhongli. it's just," you pause for a minute to try and explain how you felt without sounding so weak. "there are so many other people who are more interesting, who have more to them. aren't i too… boring? there must be other people you know who are better." 

the water finishes boiling just in as you finish your explanation. there's a silence that fills the room as zhongli prepares your usual tea, contemplating on how to reassure you gently. the silence stretches and adds on to the nervous feeling that courses through you, wordlessly watching as zhongli sets both of your tea cups down in front of you. 

"darling," he starts softly, tenderly taking both your hands into his. "no matter how many people there are in the world, none of them would ever compare to you. you are anything but boring and it does not matter to me how other people may act and live their lives." 

at his words, you avert your eyes to your own lap. "do you really mean that?" you ask quietly. zhongli takes your chin in his hands and tilts your head so you peer into the sincere gaze that clouds his amber eyes. 

"of course, dearest. as long as you're in my life, it is interesting enough, and i love it," he declares, sealing his words with a sweet peck to your forehead. "you are all i need and i love you for who you are. try to always keep that in mind, my dear." 

his hands had made its way to cup your face and you can't help but kiss them in gratitude. you really were blessed with such an incredible significant other, huh? 

"i will, zhongli. thank you."

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[fakeloveaskblog]

Aaaaa thank you so much! It really means alot that you like it! Sorry for distracting you on you call jgjtbrjybr- And I did think about how to make it sort of match the aesthetic but unfortunately its hard to put a monocle on a snail)

ive already called a guy rowan, you have a call booked tomorrow for the voice of someone. I just up in a few favours and threats and he was positively thrilled to have you on board :)

And, janus nearly everyone has caught on a little about your crush dear, its ok to be embarrassed ᴬˡᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰ ʳᵉᵐʸ ᵐᵃʸ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ᵗᵃᵏᵉⁿ ᶦᵗ ᵃ ᵗᵃᵈ ᵇᶦᵗ ᵗᵒᵒ ᶠᵃʳ

Anywho, logan! Have you ever... taken a well deserved break without someone asking you to for self care and thought about how maybe you aren't emotionless? Ilyy and feel free not to answer :)

🐌🕸

Rowan shone up into a bright grin while shaking Patty around by the arm "AAAAHHHH!!!"

Her girlfriend smiled just as wide for her "You'll do great sugarcube!"

"Of course I will! I have even done some serious voice acting before!!"

"Pissy the only voice work you've done are ads for the local bike store"

"And those were the most credible bikes I have ever laid eyes on!" She suddenly gasped "I HAve to voice rest! Even if it's just a call about the role! I must sound perfect! I need tea! WIth HONEY!!"

"Can I get one as well?" Patty asked.

"Of course my honeypot" She pressed a quick kiss to her girlfriend's forehead before rushing out to the kitchen.

Janus pressed themself deeper against the couch cushions when they saw your big dark eyes turn to them. You said your comment about them in the sweetest tone a snail could muster.

"My what now? Crush? Deary you're mistaken! I said crash! I intend to crash into Remy....With a car....Several cars! Yes!" They blurted out the lie fully knowing it wasn't convincing in the slightest.

"aww it's okay Janny" Remus reached out and patted their shoulder "Having a crush and wanting to crash cars into people are both valid. But like uhhh Even I have noticed your whole" He gestured to them "Thing with Remy. And I never notice lovey dovey stuff!!!"

"I've known lesbians who have realized their mutual interest in each other quicker than Janus has" Logan said dryly.

Patty nodded to show her husband had a good point and added"You told me you two had kissed! Does it even still count as a crush at that point?"

"Yeah we secretly got married as well" Remy joked.

They had just been casually laying half zoned out on Janus' lap this entire time. They were playing with one of the beads in his hair like a cat toy. He was fine with it since Logan already used his hair like a stim toy all the time.

Either Remy had already zoned back out so much they didn't hear your small comment towards them or they simply ignored it. They let out an annoyed sigh when their phone notif went off again.

Janus rubbed the bridge of his nose "Please can we just talk about this later"

Logan noticed the tone of his partner's voice and quickly said "Of course. We most likely have a large amount of time to spend talking about this. As well as make fun of your buffoonery"

He moved his arm around them and Janus sunk their face against his warm cardigan. He kissed the top of their head and whispered out a quick check if they were okay. A quick sorry if they'd gone too far. They mumbled back that everything was okay. That no one had said anything wrong. That they just wanted some alone discussions with Remy first.

He looked up when he heard the next question was for him. He poked up his glasses to give himself time to think.

"I am aware that I am not emotionless since I have two partners and I very much love both of them, and as we all know love encompasses many different emotions. I am however probably bad at showing my emotions. I also do not have that high of a capability for empathy, which is nothing inherently wrong"

"Aww honey you show emotions well!!!" "Anyone who says you don't show it well hasn't spent more than 5 seconds near you" Patty and Janus replied at almost the exact same time.

Logan nodded before leaning forward to take his shot of wine.

In a quick motion Patty had moved forward to stop him. She literally grabbed the glass of wine and held it while sitting down on the armrest next to him.

"Nuh-uh sweetiepie! It was a double question! And you do not take enough breaks!!"

"I take plenty of breaks. I sleep at least 7 hours per night"

"Sometimes you don't even take lunch breaks at work!" Janus chimed in. "Snaily you would not believe the amount of times I've had to drag him away from his task to the lunch room"

"It is only when I am in the middle of task. I simply can not stop mid categorizing can I"

"Yes??? That's the whole point of a lunch break!"

"My wonderfully stupid lil Logie barely even lets me do the dishes!!"

"You don't like the feeling of soggy food on your hands" Logan argued back "And you already dish so many cups at the daycare"

"Oh don't even get me started on how many times he's forgotten to sleep because of his current hyperfixation. His passion is very cugte and admirable but sleep!!!" "You always tell me to drink water and yet I've never seen you drink anything better than iced coffee!" His two partners continued.

Logan held up his hands as if to say he had been defeated. "Half a shot?"

His wife squinted at him ".....Sure"

He emptied half of the wine and put it down on the table again. Patty moved her arms around him and he leant his head against her chest. She trailed her fingers from his neck down to his back and up again.

"Don't worry though. I've lived with him long enough to know when he needs a break. It is very rare he can say no to taking 15 minutes away from work to hear me out about whatever thing I find important, or say no to some cuddling, or kissing, or a star trek episode"

Logan had closed his eyes and had this rare calm look on his face, a look he usually only ever had when his partners pushed just the right buttons.

"She does know how to turn my brain off in the most wonderful ways" He murmured out to which she smiled. While he still had his eyes closed she took the rest of his wine.

Rowan came back in with two piping cups of tea and sat back down on the couch. She put on a fake pout and made a showing of looking terrible lonely.

"Oh my! I leave for a minute and my wonderful warm cuddly girlfriend is gone! Oh! Oh misery! Now I shall freeze in my lonesome!"

Patty snickered. She kissed her husband before moving back to her girlfriend. Logan kept his arm relaxed around Janus. Remus was trying to build a tower out of popcorn.