#i was watching an anime but realized its so painfully pro cop i cant enjoy it lmao. so im wandering

[mechawolfie]

I was thinking abt the scenario of sharing spicy pics w another person (as u do) which got me thinking abt sharing pics of myself in general & I'm like . well when I was a kid I was unfortunately very fine with it (in spaces I felt comfortable enough in) but I think since like mid teenhood it's always been so terrifying for me..

like on the one hand I hate to be so secretive bc I feel like part of it is my dissociation & trying to have ppl view of me be only my sonas Doesn't help w that (or maybe it does! it certainly makes me feel Less Shitty abt existing so shrug) but also. y'know actually I think it's mostly the dissociation. hm :♡