#i was suprised my mom told my dad. because she doesn't always tell him that kind of stuff. i felt bad about it.

[squirmydonnie]

TW: SH, denial?,

Sorry if anything is wrong or off here. I don't usually share like this. But I'm willing to fix any of it:

My mom turned to my dad and asked him if she should talk about it

And I was a little confused. But I already kind of knew what she was talking about.

She asked if any of the way that I've been feeling. Or the mistrust was because I'm bisexual.

So I had to start over and say yes. But that not even what I was trying to say when I said it.

My parents had told my brother things. They've told him i am naive, and am easily influenced. And i definitely can be.

It happens sometimes that I absorb what's around me a lot. Even if I don't end up doing an action. I'll do an in-action. So. It becomes in action instead. I haven't been doing much out of fear. Other than other bad stuff??..

But these are things they don't tell me. But do tell my brother which is weird

They had also told my brother that they assumed I was attracted to no one.

Which is fine.

But it does mean. That they have not been listening to me. And just decided what i am in there heads. Or something else like that

But when I first told my mom I was bisexual. I didn't. I was pretty naive at the time. Specifically with that. I didn't even know if my parents knew what bisexual was. It took me a very long time to tell my mom.

I followed her around and outside of the house. And then back on the couch. I only asked if she knew what bisexual was. And then she brought me upstairs and started talking to me for a long time.

I don't they understand. That it may hurt my feelings if I share my view on something, and then I am shut down. Even if it's done more lightly. It still hurts.

And when I told them I was transgender. It was the same things. Telling me that's not who I am.

In the conversation they explained further on their views. Which would have been helpful from the beginning. Instead of keeping this too themselves. I hate when they do that. And expect me to come to them. Because I am so bad at it. Its probably a bad excuse.

I've gotten better at coming to them. Especially last week. But it was still painful.

My dad told me we have wasted a lot of years. And we have.

I don't disagree with everything they say. But I don't feel that they understand that they things they say can sometimes hurt. Or hurt me badly.

And like they say, should use context clues.

We had been conversating since my dad came home.

Me and my mom had watched I movie and just came home about 4 minutes before.

We talked on the couch. I hurt myself and decided to go outside

I noticed it. But didn't tell them until we talked last in their room.

I went back inside.

Then my dad took me back outside so we could take a walk

It started to rain so we went back

Then we painted the door.

I was drawing something before that. I put some barbecue sauce on it and wiped it off. But it didn't look very good. So I used more wipes and added a powder juice packet.

It looks fine. I didn't need to add any of that stuff. But I guess you could say it was part of the process. I may have just been bored.

Or trying to snap myself out of whatever

I don't really know. But it was fun

I hadn't had much fun like that recently. So it was nice.

After painting the door. I can't really remember. I assume it doesnt matter.

I think I was just on my phone or computer.

I felt I had kind of ruined our last day together

I went to see my mom and told her I got hurt.

She took it seriously. Which was good. But I felt odd. I was smiling because I didn't want her to think about it. And just wanted her to see it as a mistake.

Because it kind of was.

I meant to do it but I didn't at the same time.

I feel that's hard to understand. But that's how it feels most of the time.

I do not know my identity

I'm not really trying to focus on it. Because that won't really help me.

I'm trying to look to be happy more.

Because I know my parents want that now.

But I wasn't fully sure of it before.

I couldn't stop thinking of what they wanted of me.

I assumed I would make sure I wouldn't be myself at all for a few years until I could get myself away.

I've been trying to know more about them without letting myself get attached to them anymore.

I don't think I was able to convey that to them.

I get very easily so ready to let myself be destroyed for someone else. Even if it may not even matter to them at all.

Even when someone tells me I've done something positive for them. It's not enough for me. I feel like it's all wrong. And I still don't matter

I'm not really fit to be trying to do the things I do. I know I've done some good things.

But I've also let myself be destroyed

Either by someone else or myself. I think because I've gotten used to it

I know its not okay.

But it will feel like. What's the point

This have to be my life

I have to be a punching bag basically

And stop trying

Hurting myself comes naturally now

I feel like it's someone else hitting me now

I barely address it as myself now

If it's someone else it's not as bad

I don't even have to care

A lot of times during a heated discussion with them I will end up hurting myself and they will just yell/tell me to stop it, but won't comfort me or anything. They won't ask me if I'm okay, then. They will just tell me to stop.

I wouldn't say I can just stop. It's like an immediate reaction now. If I could cut it out I would. Especially at this point.

Its becoming more embarrassing.

It sounds weird but I has always hoped that if anything happened it would just be big moments.

These small build ups really suck.

And its weird.

It's hard to face NBB after having a big break down. I've cried in front of her so much. And it feels like it's gotten worse.

I ended up hurting myself in front of a girl at school. And I was so lucky

Shes pretty nice. And has problems with it herself.

I had previously been intimidated by her. And assumed she saw me as stupid or incompetent like other people treat me in class.

But it's the exact opposite. And she actually saw me.

I have gotten incredibly lucky so much.

It's very easy for me to treat myself badly.

But I don't need to do that

[valentinbelleyh505]

can you make Hoppy x Kickin Headcanons

here you go

Cool ADHD Boy x Cool Autistic Girl

Rivals to Lovers

Hoppy Hopscotch it's better than KichinChicken in everything

they both loves alot to play Sports (ex. Football, Basketball, Bowling and Tennis)

their favorite comics are DC and any FNAF Graphic Novel Trilogy, they always read these comics together

they are both 16 years old and their orientations are Pansexual and both also are Demi's

they're Rapunzel/Flynn, Chicken Little/Abby, Rainbow Dash/AppleJack, Judy/Nick, LadyBug/ChatNoir, Bonnie/Chica and SPECIALLY Bunga/Binga

their first meeting was in the skate place when they was 13 y/o and pratict on there, in first time Kickin saw Hoppy he started having a romantic feeling and a rivaly at same time so in same day Kickin planned a challenge to her on the skate place, but Hoppy won, so in a day Kickin planned more challenges to see who is better than who, and Hoppy was the winner in all of the sports, one of the sports they getting their face on each-other closing and Hoppy started having a romantic feeling too.

They do that skate challenge, and Hoppy win the challenge, then Kickin, wanted the revanch but Hoppy was upset then later Kickin planned more challenge with skate and the others sports that he thinked he will win, but these challenge Hoppy always winned.

Both are competitive and had a friendly-rivaly with each-other but from the inside it looks like they are in love with each other but they are TOO flustered to confess their feelings on each-other

when Hoppy said to a friend that her favorite season is autumn, Kickin listed and walks up blushing and said that is also his favorite season, and Hoppy was suprised. Hm...

Hoppy have Arachibutyrophobia (fear of peanut butter), so in a day when Picky or her dad asks her if she wants any food with peanut butter, Kickin says that she doesn't like any food with peanut butter

in the 1st of February, DogDay and Bubba knew that Kickin have a crush on Hoppy

so after this, DogDay tell to CatNap that Kickin have a crush on Hoppy

and later, Bobby was the second critter who knew that Kickin have a crush on Hoppy, so she tell to Crafty and Picky

also Bobby started to make every fanfiction about Hoppy/Kickin love story omg- and Crafty make every fanarts of HopKick

they both always tries to help each other, and also Kickin always tries to help Hoppy to go in the Moon

they both are good on babysitting, when Picky and her parents are out she requests they to babysitter her youngest brother, JuniPiggy, when heis sleeping, they play some games, watch a movie or any series/TV shows and/or also sleeps. This is same thing with Bobby and her youngest sister

Kickin's Mom gives a gift for Kickin that is a sketchbook that he keeps under his mattress, that is just COVERED in doodles of Hoppy with tiny pink and red hearts all over the pages

in Valentine's Day, Kickin was going to ask to Hoppy want to be his gf, but he was too nervous to ask her, so DogDay, CatNap and Bubba helped Kickin on this and they turned his WingMen, Bubba teaches Kickin how to flirt and DogDay & CatNap got some gifts for he gives to Hoppy, so after he going to ask her with courage, and he did it!

DogDay told to the rest of the Smiling Critters that Kickin and Hoppy are Dating

During molting season Kickin gets insecure about his looks and thinks he looks ugly due to his lack of feathers and thinks that Hoppy won't like him anymore because he's "less attractive" but then Hoppy comforts him and promises him that she still loves him no matter what he looks like while cuddling him and getting soft kisses all over his face while reassures him, that she thinks that he still looks cute to her

their songs are Who is Better Than Who, ToyBox's Best Friend, and ToyBox's SuperStar

when is winter, Kickin sees that Hoppy is don't with jacket, so he gives his jacket to her don't feel cold (this is based on a cute video from tiktok that i found on Twitter/X)

my Smiling Critters OC, PlattyWally likes Kickin's romantic relationship with Hoppy, and she was so happy when knew that they are Dating

they also loves horror movies and stories, they didn't scares of this tip of movies or stories

DogDay, CraftyCorn and Bobby BearHug are #1 HopKick Fans

Kickin always have a dream that Hoppy said that he is the best and he confess that she is the best, and when he wake up he sees that his mom and dad or his friends looking at him, and he gives they a good morning (i think my the lion guard followers know the reference lol)

when they had any nightmares, they always comfort each-other, and ofc Bobby found it cute

in the future, should be a cool parents, when their child make 5 months later they'll teach their child how to walk, when their child make 2 or 5 years they will teaches their child to play with sports but they abit are very worried if their child will have something that hurts, and also in the future i'll make a fanchild for they based on a silkie, they also will put him on a really cool School to their child training with.

some of the headcanons @dollieguts1010 also gives to me and inspired by

more of my KickinChicken x Hoppy Hopscotch headcanons ↓

[the-fandomgremlin]

Relationship: Jamie Winton x reader

Summary: Jamie is a single father you have been dating for a while now. But because you are his daughter's, Frankie, teacher you didn't tell her.

Warning: None, just fluff

Notes: Fic inspired by a discussion I had in the Bayton Babes server with @jamiewintons

"Goodbye miss!" One of your student waved goodbye to you as she ran toward her mom.

It was the end of the school day and usually you would be looking at your watch every two seconds, hoping the parents who are late to pick up their children hurry up so you could go home.

But today you were looking at your for another reason. This time the only kid that was still here was Frankie Winton, a little 7 years old whose father you were very close to.

Her father, Jamie Winton, was one of the kindest man you ever knew. You had started to date not long after the two met.

Jamie was generally on time but with him being a single dad, he often had to juggle multiple things at the same time.

"Miss?" You heard Frankie call you.

"Yes Frankie?"

"You make my daddy happy. And it makes me happy."

You stared at Frankie for a few seconds, registering what she just said. Did Jamie told her? No, that wasn't possible. Because you were Frankie's teacher the two of you had been worried it would confuse Frankie. And for that reason you had decided not to tell Frankie before you weren't her teacher anymore.

"What are you talking about Frankie?" You said, trying to keep your voice steady and calm. Maybe if you pretended you had no idea what she was talking about, she would stop talking about it. Or you would realise she was talking about something else.

"I wanted you to know that he loves you a lot!" She told you, the biggest grin on her face.

"I... Thank you Frankie." What were you even supposed to say? You agreed with Jamie not to tell her about your relationship yet but maybe he wouldn't be the best idea to lie to her and tell she was wrong.

Fortunately, before you started to dig yourself into a hole, you saw from the corner of your eye, Jamie running toward the school.

"I'm so sorry for being late. I hope I didn't let you wait for too long." Jamie told you as he hugged Frankie who'd ran toward him as soon as she saw him.

"Don't worry about it, it's alright." You gave Jamie a discreet smile which he returned.

You looked at Jamie walking away, Frankie holding his hand and telling everything that happened today at school. You couldn't wait for this weekend.

Jamie was coming to pass time at your place on Saturday as Frankie was going to see a movie with Dave, or uncle Dave as she called him.

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A few days later, Jamie and you were sitting on your couch, playing video games.

"Did you tell her?"

"What?" Jamie asked, looking away from the screen.

"Did you tell Frankie about us?"

"No. Of course, I didn't." He answered, his eyebrows frowned. "Would you like to tell her?"

"Not now? I mean I don't know. But it's not about that. Frankie told me a few days ago that she was happy that I make you happy. And that ummmm, you loved me."

Hearing you telling you this, Jamie had turned a dark red.

"She isn't wrong, but I promise you I didn't tell her anything. It doesn't suprise me that she figured out though." Jamie sighed.

"What do you mean?"

"She often seems to know everything. She always guessed what gifts or suprise I had for her. She even flat out told me I was lying to her when I mentioned Santa Claus." He chuckled. "When I..." Jamie paused for a second. "When I tried to tell her about her mom, she already knew. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make it sad."

"It's okay, sweetheart." You rubbed his shoulder, trying to reassure him. "Should we have a talk with her? If she already knows, it would be pointless to pretend we're not together."

Jamie nodded before leaning in and kissing you.

"Wait, did you say you love me?" You asked him, stopping the kiss for a second.

"I did." Jamie chuckled. "I love you Y/N, I really do."

"I love you too." You said before throwing yourself back into kissing Jamie.

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"So? How did it go?" You asked Jamie. You had decided that Jamie would first talk to her alone. A few seconds ago, your phone had rang, Jamie's name flashing on your screen.

"It went surprisingly well. She already knew that we were together and she didn't seem to mind."

"That's amazing sweetheart!"

"I thought we could go out one day with Frankie, since we don't have to it from her anymore. Maybe we could go to the restaurant? Or maybe for a walk? Or just at home?"

"All of those sounds great. I'll be happy either way. And I'm sure Frankie will be too."

And you weren't lying. From here your future with Jamie, and Frankie, seemed happy and radious.

[btsqualityy]

I'm getting ideas for Hayun and Kai. So if this is long, forgive me😭 you absolutely can delete it cause I don't wanna bother.

But you know, Hayun has divorced parents and divorce is trauma for children. Even the most peaceful ones still bring bad memories, and Eli and his ex wife didn't really end up in good terms since she was salty about him ending up with the "friend she didn't have to worry about", you know? Hayun is their only girl too, and it's also hard for her to see her father being with another woman. Aria is amazing, she has always treated her like her own daughter and doesn't want to replace her own mom, that's why Hayun loves her. But there's a small tiny part of her that broke the day her parents divorced. That's why I see her as a very quiet girl growing up. She minds her own business, she does her own, she has her small group of friends, she reads books and likes to do longs walks alone while she listens to her favorite music, but nothing more. She doesn't want a boyfriend or something like that because she doesn't believe in love anymore. Yes, her dad is very happy with Aria now but it's always possible to them splitting again right? She doesn't want that for herself and doesn't want to catch feelings for someone because if that happened, she'd feel so vulnerable.

And then we have Kai. He doesn’t even know what divorce is since has seen his parents loving each other to death since he was a baby. Never caught one of them talking behind the others' back. Never once. Kai is a basic guy honestly🤣. He likes having fun. He likes doing sport, he's good at school but not too much. He likes girls and partying and he loves his fam.

And Hayun in all of this? Well, she likes him, of course! He's nice, funny, and he's handsome of course. But only Aria knows. Aria suggested to finally telling him and stop this stupid beating around the bush. "If you keep hiding things from the world, no one can see how amazing and beautiful you are, Yun-ah" Aria tells her, but she doesn't listen.

However, it's obvious that she likes him. Kai knows and wants to confront her about it

"If you had told me beforehand that you liked me, I would have told you that I liked you too and asked you to be my girlfriend"

"Yeah, but I didn't so go away Kai"

"But why? I just told you, I like you too!"

"Because I don't want to end up like my mom!" She shouts and Kai is suprised because Hayun has always been calm and collected "My dad has another life now but she doesn't! She's miserable, she dates men just because she doesn't want to be alone and never misses a chance to criticize my father for ending up with Aria! I like you so much Kai but I don't want to have a broken heart like her!" She's sobbing uncontrollably and Kai immediately hugs her tight as she cries

"I promise you I won't break your heart"

"All guys say that"

"You're a friend to me before being the girl I like so I promise I won't. I do stupid things too but I'll try so hard to be the boyfriend you deserve. Please??"

"You'd be disappointed when I tell you I didn't even had my first kiss yet"

"Hey, I don't give a fuck about this, I just want to see you smiling more, and know you more. Please, please allow me to make you happy"

Shay I hurt my own feelings but I couldn't help it🥺🥺

I actually love this 🥹the whole back story and Kai being the same amazing man his father and grandfather are 😭🥰

[roxytheimmortal]

Eric x Reader

Eric p.o.v.

This year of recruits look wimpy except for one boy with h/c hair and blue eyes. He was rather buff but not extremely his name is Ace, he was the first to jump and he's candor. We'll just see how he does then. First we'll do is try there endurance, work them all to the breaking point. We did exactly that mostly all the initiates were exhausted even dauntless born except for Ace and a few others I can count by hand. The boy doesn't even look like he broke a sweat. "How........ are you........ not......... tired?" One of the initiates asked Ace who just shrugged "this is child's play if you have a mom like mine she made me hold myself up by my pinky" he said ". Then we tested accuracy and instead of throwing it by the handle Ace threw it by holding the edge of the knife. "You initiate go get your knives" I told him, he just looked at me then walked towards it yanking them out while the other initiates were throwing knives with no sense in accuracy at all like nothing. I grabbed a knife and aimed it to his enough to hurt him a bit; it was inches away but he grabbed it mid flight walked over and handed back. He reminds me so much of.......

~~flashback~~

I was looking over the new recruits to see their throwing skills. Even though they were all doing miserably except one. Even though she is extraordinary but she holds it by the edge instead

His fighting skills were extrodinary no wonder he's number one just like she was. That night I decided to take a walk since I couldn't sleep; while walking I saw Ace and another dauntless talking she hugged and kissed his forehead then sent him back to the initiates dorm. She started to walk away till I called her. "Hey dauntless you know having relationships with initiates are forbidden" I told her to which after a few minutes of silence made her giggle "yet that never seemed to stop us" she said turning around to only revealed she was the person I tried to keep out my head for so long. Y/N and she hasn't aged a day.

"Hello Eric nice to see you again" she said smiling at me "w-what are you doing here?" I asked her getting closer "I came to check on my son and see where he ranking" she said which made me stop walking and my heart to hurt. "Son? Since when do you have a son?" She walked over to me and rested her hand on my cheek "damn you haven't aged a day you still look the same except your buffer and your eyes are colder than before" she said but I still couldn't fathom how she has a son. "How do you have a son?" I asked pulling away roughly. She sighed annoyed while putting her hands on her hips "when two people like each other very very much they do this thing called-" but I knew where she was going with this "I know exactly how their made" I growled out. I would have continue if I didn't hear foot steps heading our way and I sure as hell not done with conversation so I grabbed her by her forearm and dragged her back to my apartment I pushed her in a locked the door behind us. "This reminds me of old times except we are usually half naked at this point" she said "who's the father?" I asked angry, she's mine and only mine. "You haven't figured it out yet?" She questioned me leaning against the bed. I pushed her on and straddling her while holding her hands above her head "your mine do you understand and I refuse to believe that you had someone else's kid so I'll ask you one more time who's the father?" I said looking at her straight in the eyes. "You are" she said

Y/n p.o.v.

"You are" I finally told him and the look on his face was adorable it was between in awe, suprised, proud and disbelief. "Mine?" He asked "I wouldn't lie darling I'm still candor" I told him as I sat up cause now he was pacing and let me tell you I have NEVER seen him seen him pace. "Does he know I'm his father?" He asked "I never denied you ever of being his dad" I told him "then why hasn't he confronted me about it?" He said finally sitting down "he knows you didn't know so he wanted to become a dauntless with the best rankings first before telling you who he was so you can be proud of him and those were his exact words" I told him taking off my beanie and jacket. "I was both scared and happy when he told me he got dauntless" I told him looking out the window "scared I wouldn't see him again, scared he wouldn't make it even with my training because I know how training with you is and scared you wouldn't accept him but happy cause I know how much he wanted to meet you and make you proud he's a smart boy like you" I said without looking. I felt warm arms sliding around my waist. He turned me around and his blue eyes held so much love towards me like it did so many years ago. "How can I not accept him?" He said looking at me "because I heard you say you would never have children" I said as I whimpered a little with tears in my eyes. "I said that before falling for you completely" he said gripping me tighter and pulling me closer. "Will you continue to treat him the same so he doesn't suspect you know he might get angry with me he has your temper" I whispered the last part which made him chuckle. "What else does he have from me?" He asked as he picked me up and threw me on the bed "your looks, your brains, obviously your gorgeous eyes, your scary demeanor do you know how much girls come to me asking if our son likes them or if I can hand him the gifts they got him and it wasn't just Candor girls he attracted them all and each and everyone one came to me with gifts or asking for advice after like three weeks I started to just carry a suit case it was worse when he got his piercing" I told him while he took his shirt off which got him to laugh. I wanted to look at his face but his abs were staring me down.

Eric p.o.v.

My son sounds like a heartthrob which makes me sorta proud. "Did he date any of them?" I asked looking up at her to see she was on her knees on the bed biting her lip shaking her head. She use to do that back then to, it's like nothing change. I climbed on a kissed her fiercely which she returned.

~time skip by Rihanna cause Eric made you feel like the only girl last night 😉~

When I woke up I can no longer feel her warmth beside me. I sat up to see her stuff is gone and a note on the pillow beside me.

Dear Eric,

If you read this letter and woke up when I think you did, I'm probably just about half way out. I had fun last night (like always) and I hope you know you'll be seeing more of me cause now I have another reason to come here. I'm so getting yelled at when I get home, I guess it happens when your father is head of Candor. Ugh fuck my life!!! But I don't regret it. Take care and rain hell like you usually do.

Yours truly,

Y/n

I reread it over then hid it. She came three times a week just so she doesn't get caught. Three months later Ace came to me. "My mom said she knows you and wanted me two give you this" he said handing me a note while looking at me curiously "you got something else to say initiate?" I asked him coldly, not because I want but because I promised Y/n I'd be till he becomes full dauntless which is tomorrow and honestly I can't wait. He's been doing excellent still number 1 know matter what he's doing. "No sir" he said before walking away. I looked at the cryptid letter that we used to send each other back then. It only as three words. 'It's a girl'

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If your wondering you got kicked out of dauntless because you and Eric had a thing going on while you were an initiative and that was forbidden but you two didn't let that stop you, but you got caught and kicked out. You were also adopted by the head of Candor as a baby so he let you back in, but you found out your were pregnant and raised the child in both Candor ways at day and dauntless ways at night for his protection.