#i was struck by inspiration thank you natsuki ddlc sorry ab your dad tho

[psi-spectacular]

I notice when

A repetitive poem by Lizzie Natividad

Cw Implied Child Abuse and Self Harm

I notice when my sister finds passion in something.

I notice when my sister makes something new she wants to share.

I notice when my sister is excited about something.

I notice when my sister has some juicy fandom drama I won't understand.

I notice when my sister is sad.

I notice when my sister wants to rant to someone.

I notice when my sister gets mad at me (but it’s really not a big deal).

I notice when my sister feels guilty and tries to fix it.

I notice when my sister gets lonely and wonders why she can't make friends.

I notice when my sister doesn’t take care of herself the way she should.

I notice when my sister makes mistakes.

I notice when my sister gets rejected.

I notice when my sister cries herself to sleep.

I notice when my sister gets sick and insists on going to school.

I notice when my sister hurts herself and tries to hide it.

I notice when my sister gets so pissed she starts setting things on fire.

I notice when my sister stops talking to everyone because she thinks they're all wrong.

I notice when my sister gets a bad grade.

I notice when my sister is about to have a meltdown.

I notice when my sister is spiraling again.

I notice when my sister starts having panic attacks.

I notice when my sister wants to hide it but knows she can't.

I notice when my sister tenses up as the door unlocks.

I notice when my parents

I notice when my sister doesn't want to speak to anyone for the rest of the night.

I notice a lot of things about my sister.

I really wish I wasn't the only one who did.