#i was kinda beating my avpd and actually interacting w moots but now every time im back to just burning embarrassment at the back ofmy head
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my mom keeps saying she has a question for me later all serious but then not asking it and i am in such anguish... i m so Scared
#my anxiety was already pumped but then she woke me up saying that nd am. only fear#only more overthinking#i was already so overwhelmed w so much of that o(-<#i was getting better at talking more but my anxiety has been getting worse . its like i get random slightly better days n then it Drops#i just replay moments that should b ok over n over in my head#that Were okay. for over a year now ive been fine w that type of stuff#and find every issue in myself#in what i did in what people are thinking in what theyve said#i was kinda beating my avpd and actually interacting w moots but now every time im back to just burning embarrassment at the back ofmy head#the second i speak and constantly feeling humiliated and like i should delete what i said#even now i cant remember what i said a few days ago but i can feel it in my stomach#but im gonna get real high n listen 2 music n play racing game#fortnite did successfully infect me w karol g i listen 2 her in my own time now apparently#but shes good 4 racing. ..#upbeat.. .#and im not familiar with any of her music so it doesnt harm me like most#i can just vibe
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