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disclaimer // 18+ content. this story includes oral sex, and a lot of spit ;)
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you were bored â thumbs scrolling as you skipped through videos on tiktok. rafe invited you over just to chill in his bed and spend the night together, you loved spending time with rafe but you were fucking bored.
rafe laying down in his bed next to you, mindlessly scrolling through instagram â stopping to watch different reels and like pictures people posted. he stopped â his head snapping over to you and your phone when you gasped.
"oh my god! rafe look at this!" you shoved your phone in his face, showing him a video of a girl laughing with wide eyes â her mouth opened as saliva poured out of her mouth. "ew, what the fuck." he groaned out, his brows furrowing as he looked away.
"no way that shits real!" you laughed, clicking on the link to look at the little mints and reading the description. "we have to try these, that's so funny." you giggled, immediately adding it to your cart and purchasing it.
rafe scoffed and continued scrolling through his phone, "that shits not real â bet it's a scam or some shit."
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a few days passed and your package came in the mail, you excitedly opened it and texted rafe to pick you up. you were going to surprise him and try to get him to try them with you.
rafe had totally forgotten about them, so when you pulled out a little bright package he furrowed his brows at you â asking you what that is.
"it's those mint tablet things i showed you â the ones that make you drool a lot, told you we were trying them." you giggle, opening the package and popping one in your mouth.
"you've gotta be kidding me." rafe scoffed, he looked at the little package and read the strength â not even a minute later you're opening the car door and laughing as saliva starts dripping down your chin and onto the ground.
"rafe! oh my god look!" you step out of his car, holding your hair back with your hands as your mouth drips and pours. rafe shakes his head and gets out of the car, walking over to you as you look up at him with a laugh.
you stick your tongue out and watch your spit pour down onto the ground with wide eyes. his eyes widened and his dick is immediately hardening when your wide eyes meet his.
"how long does that last." he asked, trying to adjust his pants as you looked down at the ground glistening in your spit. you shrug with a laugh, "i dunno â they said people use this for cotton mouth but i bet people use it to suck dick."
he shook his head â watching you close your mouth for a moment before opening it again, spit pouring down your lips and chin. you look up at him with raised eyebrows, his eyebrows raising too as he waits for you to say something.
"wanna try it?"
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you're on your knees in the back of rafe's car â holding all the saliva that's been begging to come out as rafe eagerly pulls his sweatpants and underwear down. you quickly grab his cock with one hand and open your mouth, letting everything drip on him.
he groans at the feeling of your warm spit and the sight of you in front of him. his hands pulling your hair into a makeshift ponytail as you wrap your lips around his cock â your dripping tongue twirling around his pink tip.
"shittt." he groans. you begin bopping your head on his cock, feeling your spit run down and your chin and drip onto the floor of his car. he grabs his phone sitting next to him, pulling the camera app up and turning the flash on while he records you.
your eyes meet the camera lens as you let his cock hit the back of your throat â his groans going straight to your needy pussy. after a few moments of literally slurping on his dick, he guides your head up and down his cock before pulling your head back.
"fuckkk, m'gonna cum â stick your tongue out, doll."
you stick your tongue out, letting the camera watch your saliva and his warm seed drip off your tongue and onto his cock â the seat below him glistening and his thick cock shining.
"mmm, 's your turn rafey." you lean over, grabbing the pack and popping one into his mouth â immediately switching positions with him and pulling your lace panties down, your ass laying flat against the puddle of spit as you wait for him to create an even bigger puddle while he drools over your sopping pussy.
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Hard Launching â°ââĄâ°â
Summary: lando and y/n wanted to hard launch their relationship after dating secretly for a while. lando finds the perfect way to do so.
â ln x reader â§Ë*°àż
â fluff + humour â§Ë*°àż
masterlist âŸâŒ
lando and y/n had been discussing for a while about hard launching their relationship. they had managed to keep it out of the media for an entire season, but the media liked to paint lando as a villain, in more ways than one. not only were they attacking his skills on track, they began collecting pictures of lando with women, no matter how many years ago, and publishing them with articles about him being a womanizer.
the funniest ones were the pictures of lando and her sister out on some bonding time. reading those articles always made y/n laughed, and she would be lying if she said that she didnât have them bookmarked in her browser for a pick me up when she was having a bad day.
at first, they had thought of doing a simple post with a cheesy caption. enough to let the fans knows that he was off the market again. but, it also felt kind of boring, and that was not lando or y/nâs style.
they discussed it for weeks, looking at different social media websites for inspiration, until it struck lando. scrolling through instagram, heâd found the perfect way to hard launch his relationship with his girlfriend.
when y/n asked him, he said, âyouâll just have to wait like the rest of the world, my love. but, i know youâre going to love it.â
y/n waited, just like he had told her to. she waited for two months, until one day, in the middle of her work, she received the instagram notification of lando posting and tagging her. this was the moment, y/n thought.
opening instagram, she found a reel, instead of a post or a story like she assumed. quickly, wearing her airpods, y/n clicked on the reel, increasing the volume in the background.
the reel opened with someone recording lando as he walked, head down and concentrated. the person recording said, âexcuse me, what are you listening to right now?â
lando took out one of his airpods, and said, âmy girlfriend yapping,â and then walked away.
the reel immediately cut to different instances of y/n talking and lando patiently listening. they were all sped up videos, and y/n watched her animated hands as she ranted, and lando listening, changing his position every so often. the music in the background was a lively, jaunty sound, and it fit so well with the reel.
there were a series of videos, from their home, from the paddock, from conference rooms where they were waiting for zak, or even from the gym where lando worked out, and y/n basically followed him, still talking his ear off. there were multiple videos of them on facetime as well, or screenshots of their hour - hour and half long conversations.
y/n laughed. it truly was the perfect way for lando to hard launch their relationship. it described them perfectly, if she did say so herself.
scrolling through the comments, she saw a lot of fans crying that he was a taken man now. she saw some saying things like, âthis is the realest representation of a relationship.â there were some hate comments too, but they were stupid, so she ignored them.
she commented on the post as well, typing, âwait till i send you a 20 minute voice note on my lunch breakâ to which lando immediately responded with, âcanât wait, i got my airpods and my phone fully chargedâ
y/n laughed again, opening her text messaging app, and sending a quick âi love you this was perfectâ to her boyfriend.
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hi! i hope you guys enjoyed this! it came to me while i was driving to college! this is my prompt list, so y'all can select a number, give me a driver and i will write it as soon as possible! i also have a google form for a taglist if anyone's interested! you can sent in your requests here :)
taglist: @maketheshadowsfearyou ; @anamiad00msday
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â MORTGAGE MISCHIEF, joe burrow.
PAIRING: Joe Burrow đ Black!Wife!Reader
GENRE: Husband & Dad Joe
SUMMARY: In which â Y/N caves in and makes a TikTok account, and it doesn't take long for her to try to prank her unserious husband.
NOTE: I love this trend on TikTok so freaking much, bro, I just couldn't help myself. I wish there was more pranks going around TikTok so I could write another one lol! Feel free to send me more ideas and suggestions, enjoy!
UNIVERSE: Tenderhearts & Touchdowns!
Y/N had never been the kind of person to keep up with social media trends. Her Instagram was mostly filled with family snapshots, vacation photos, and the occasional throwback post from her college days. TikTok, though? That was a whole different ballgame.
Sheâd heard the buzz about it, of courseâthe dances, the memes, the endless rabbit hole of videos that could steal hours of your dayâbut it wasnât really her thing.
That is, until some of Joeâs fans started flooding her DMs.
It wasnât unusual for her to get messages from fans, most of them kind and supportive, occasionally sprinkled with the usual social media chaos. But after a family photo Joe posted went viralâa candid shot of the two of them laughing while their kids played in the backgroundâher inbox blew up.
Several people had suggested she start a TikTok account, saying things like, âYour family is so cute, weâd love to see more of you guys!â and âPlease post more videos of Joe being a dad; itâs the content we all need!â
At first, she brushed it off. The idea of putting her family out there in such a public way made her hesitant. Their life was private, cozy, and realâdid she really want to open that up to the internet? But the messages kept coming, and her curiosity eventually got the better of her. One evening, after the kids were asleep and Joe was watching game highlights, she downloaded the app.
It didnât take long for TikTok to reel her in. The first few days, she lurked quietly, scrolling through endless videos of clever pranks, hilarious parenting fails, and, of course, a whole section of TikToks dedicated to football wives and girlfriends. It was the pranks that hooked her.
Women were pulling the funniest, most creative stunts on their unsuspecting husbandsâpretending to be mad over made-up arguments, mispronouncing their favorite athletesâ names, and her personal favorite, casually dropping bombshell âconfessionsâ to see how their partners would react.
She couldnât resist.
âThis would be perfect for Joe,â sheâd said to herself one night, already grinning at the thought. He was so even-keeled most of the time, but his sass came out when he was caught off guard, and she couldnât wait to see what heâd say.
So, Y/N started posting. At first, it was just lighthearted videos of their kids, like Hudson and Elijah racing each other in the backyard or Sawyer trying to crawl after their dog, who always managed to stay just out of reach. The comments poured in, full of love and laughter, and she started to feel less nervous about sharing these little moments. And then came the pranks.
She eased into them, starting smallâthings like pretending to forget what day of the week it was or asking Joe if she could switch his game-day hoodie with one of hers. His reactions were gold, and her videos started gaining traction. She didnât know how many people would find it so funny, but apparently, the internet loved Joe Burrow getting pranked as much as she did.
Which is how she found herself, phone in hand, ready to execute her latest and possibly best trend yet: the âI canât pay the mortgage this monthâ prank.
The living room buzzed with the quiet hum of family life. Hudson and Elijah were seated cross-legged on the rug, their faces scrunched in concentration as they connected Lego pieces, the colorful blocks scattered across the coffee table like a mini construction zone. Sawyer, their youngest, was on the floor nearby, rolling lazily on her playmat while holding her bottle with both hands, occasionally babbling nonsense to herself.
Joe was stretched out on the couch, the epitome of relaxation in his gray hoodie and sweatpants, his wifeâs legs comfortably draped over his thighs. His focus was glued to the MMA fight playing on the TV, and he absently stirred his spoon around a bowl of cereal balanced in his hand.
Every so often, heâd let out a low, âOof,â reacting to a particularly hard punch or takedown, his body slightly tensing with the action on screen.
Y/N sat beside him, phone in hand, scrolling through TikTok. She stumbled across the trend a few hours ago, and decided that now was too good an opportunity to pass up.
Glancing sideways at Joe, she smirked to herself. This will be fun.
She adjusted her phone subtly, angling it to record, and cleared her throat dramatically. âJoe?â
âHmm?â he murmured, not taking his eyes off the screen as he scooped another bite of cereal.
âI need to tell you something,â she said softly, injecting a hint of nervousness into her tone.
Joe didnât look up. âWhatâs up, baby?â
âDonât get mad at me, okay?â she added, biting her bottom lip to suppress a grin.
That got his attention. Joeâs hand froze midair, his spoon hovering over the bowl, and he turned his head toward her, squinting slightly.
âWhat? Why would I get mad?â His sharp gaze shifted to the phone in her lap. âWait⊠whyâre you recording? You pregnant again?â
Y/N burst out laughing at his assumption, unable to keep up her serious facade. âWhat? No!â
âAre you sure? âCause thatâs how you told me about Sawyer,â he replied with a smirk, leaning back on the couch and rubbing his free hand over his face.
âYou just pulled out your phone, started recording, and bamââCongratulations, youâre gonna be a dad again!ââ Y/N rolled her eyes but couldnât help giggling. âIâm serious, Joe. This is important.â
âAlright, alright,â he said, setting his cereal down on the side table and shifting so he was facing her fully. âWhatâs going on? And why are you being all dramatic about it?â
Y/N took a deep breath, steadying herself before delivering her line. âI, uh⊠I wonât be able to pay the mortgage this month.â
Joe blinked at her, his brows knitting together in confusion. âGirl, what are you talking about?â His tone was casual but tinged with disbelief.
She tried to keep her composure, clasping her hands together as if pleading. âThe schoolâs on winter break, so my paycheck isnât going to be enough. I justâugh, I didnât want to disappoint you.â
Joe stared at her for a moment, his expression unreadable. âOkay, wait. How much is the mortgage?â
Y/Nâs mouth opened and closed like a fish out of water. âUh⊠like⊠$2,000?â she guessed, feigning confidence.
Joeâs mouth twitched, and he let out a low chuckle, shaking his head. âBabe. You donât even know how much it is, do you?â
âWellâŠâ she stalled, trying to recover.
âThatâs what I thought,â he said, leaning back against the couch and crossing his arms. âYouâve never paid the mortgage.â
âI know!â Y/N blurted, throwing her hands up dramatically. âI was going to as your Christmas present, but my paycheck wonât be enough now!â
Joeâs brow furrowed again, but this time his lips quirked upward, unable to hide his amusement. âSo let me get this straight. You donât know how much the mortgage is. Youâve never paid it before. And now youâre stressed because your Christmas present was gonna be paying it, but you canât?â
âExactly!â she said, doubling down.
For a moment, Joe just stared at her, then he broke into a deep laugh, leaning forward to rest his elbows on his knees. âYouâre crazy,â he muttered, shaking his head. Grabbing his cereal bowl, he leaned back against the couch.
âDonât worry about it, babe. I got it.â He scooped another spoonful and took a bite like it was the most casual thing in the world.
Y/N couldnât hold it in any longer. She burst into laughter, clutching her stomach as she nearly dropped her phone.
Joe raised an eyebrow at her, still chewing. âWhatâs so funny now?â
âIt was a TikTok prank!â she wheezed, wiping tears of laughter from her eyes.
Joeâs smirk deepened as he shook his head. âYeah, I figured. Thereâs no way you were being serious.â
âYou were so calm about it, though!â she said, still laughing. âI really thought Iâd get a bigger reaction out of you!â
âNah,â Joe replied, reaching over to pinch her ankle playfully. âYouâre too bad at lying, babe. Next time, at least Google how much the mortgage is first.â
From the floor, Hudson looked up from the Lego set with a curious expression. âWhatâs a mortgage?â
Joe snorted, pointing his spoon at his son. âSomething you donât gotta worry about, buddy.â
Elijah chimed in without looking up from his Legos. âMommyâs bad at pranks.â
Sawyer let out a happy babble from her playmat, almost as if she agreed.
Joe laughed, pulling Y/N closer with one arm. âLooks like the juryâs unanimous, babe. Better luck next time.â
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summer sun forever (stray kids comforting their 9th member!reader)
pairing : platonic stray kids x fem!9th member reader
requested : yes
warnings - mentions of blood, description of poor parenting (lmk if i've missed any!)
genre - angst to comfort
jeongin thought it was normal, the way you would sit alone during group discussions giving your input only when asked directly.
seungmin though it was a habit, the way you would immediately pinch yourself if you made a mistake.
felix thought it was out of good nature that you would constantly appreciate his sunshine-like personality and inability to be mad for longer than a few moments.
han thought it was adorable, the way you would cover your smile while laughing at one of his jokes, trying to hold back any laugh that was louder than a giggle.
hyunjin thought it was just your strive for perfection that you would spend hours more than the other boys trying to perfect your choreographies, scared to mess up.
changbin thought it was a personal preference, the way you'd always dress up in lose clothing, rejecting anything that was too fitting.
lee know thought it was impressive, the way you could recognize any member just from his footsteps approaching your room or the way you always left one ear uncovered when using headphones.
but chan knew. or he thought he did, at least. maybe it was brotherly instincts kicking in, but he knew these habits weren't healthy. far from it. it concerned him, but he didn't know how to approach you either.
his concerns were triggered for the first time when you dropped a glass at the dorms, sharp shards scattering everywhere. you didn't notice him rush to help you as he stopped dead in the doorway of the kitchen, watching you pick up the broken pieces with bare hands. he saw the way your hands were trembling and how a particularly tricky piece sliced right through your skin, blood oozing out. you didn't even flinch, sparing the cut a small glance before you went back to cleaning the floor. you didn't bother trying to disinfect it, opting to only run it under the tap and wiping it away with a few tissues. then you crumpled them up, making sure the members wouldn't notice the red on the paper and went about your day as usual. chan waited, patiently, expecting you to bring up the injury to anyone, but you didn't, so he thought maybe it was just a small cut. maybe it was just a small wound, after all.
you would tell them if you were really hurt, right?
the second time chan notices something wrong is when you hit your upper arm at the edge of the table during dinner. it had hurt, that much he knew from the way you yelped and rubbed the sore spot. he had laughed at your clumsiness with the others as you smiled sheepishly, ducking your head and running away to your room to do who knows what. he thought he saw tears in your eyes, but you didn't mention the bruise again, so they all thought you were okay.
but chan's breaking point was when stays themselves noticed something was wrong. he was scrolling through instagram when a particular reel caught his attention. it was of their dance performance, and the fan had zoomed into your figure - specifically your upper arm - and the large reddish blue spot was so strikingly evident it took him three rewatches to make sure it was not an edit. how had any of them missed it? then another reel came up, and it was you wincing slightly as lee know jokingly shook your hand, the same one you had cut while cleaning the glass. and it's like the pieces immediately fall into place.
chan doesn't think twice. before he knows it he's out of his room and walking (more like storming) towards yours, and he doesn't bother knocking. but even then, you had been expecting him, because you're staring at the door with a small smile on your face.
"i heard you coming. is everything ok?"
it's the first time your keen observation skills concern him, but he doesn't answer, instead striding towards you and lifting your arm despite your complaints. when his eyes zero-in on the bruise that you had expertly been concealing, he sees red. he isn't sure why he's angry. it's not your fault. but he is mad, and he couldn't control it.
of course you could see it on his face, and it's like you go into auto pilot mode, snatching your arm back and immediately apologizing, making excuses that fly straight out of his ears. he tries to hold back, he really does, but he can't. and before he can stop, the damage is done.
"don't bother. you clearly don't trust us enough anymore."
in hindsight, that was probably the worst thing chan could have said to you. blaming you would only worsen things, but he's so confused and disappointed in himself. he didn't know what kept you on the edge so often, and it hurt him that you wouldn't open up.
and thus the apparent cold war began.
you weren't mad. no. far from that. you were terrified. you had disappointed chan, the one person who made you feel safe always. the one person you knew you could go to with anything. but you chose not to, and now maybe you never will be able to. and it was like you were a teenager again, crying yourself to sleep every night, cautious of every word you spoke, and jumping at the slightest raised voice.
chan wasn't mad either. he was confused. he was hurt, a little bit. and he regretted the words he had carelessly spat out. it clearly hadn't been the right approach and now it hurt him to see the way you would tense whenever he stepped into the room, not making eye-contact and apologizing profusely to everybody for the smallest mistakes.
he thought giving you space was the best option for now. but in hindsight, that was a terrible decision too. he didn't realize how angry he was coming off as. he didn't know that not just you but all the members thought he was giving you the silent treatment. and for you, that hit too close to home. literally.
"ynnie, do you want some more soup?"
felix is met with a timid yes as he happily pours you another serving. but even his bubbly smile couldn't diffuse the obvious tension in the atmosphere. the other 7 didn't know the details of what had happened. chan knew you would want to tell them yourself if you told them at all, but they knew it was bad. because now you barely smiled and chan always seemed tense.
"and salt?"
again, you only nod, reaching towards the jar he was offering, when it happens. all of a sudden. jeongin's arm brushes yours, and as his elbow pushes into your bruise, you yelp, the lid falling to the floor with a loud shattering sound.
the silence that follows immediately after is loud, and everyone notices the way you go completely still. unnaturally still, as though waiting for someone to yell at you. lee know recovers first, and as he bends down to pick up the fallen object, you flinch, and their hearts collectively shatter.
what was the matter with you lately?
before they know it, you're gulping the steaming hot soup down, hurriedly apologizing and making a bee line for your room. but this time, everyone can see the tears brimming your waterline.
nobody gets up, but nobody eats anymore either. the silence only intensifies until chan groans, burring his face in his hands.
"hey lix, you mind checking up on her? i don't think she's doing very well."
the blonde boy doesn't need to be told twice. he's making his way towards your room and when he enters, the floor slides from beneath him. you're curled up in your bed, trying to muffle your sobs that wrack through your body.
when you see him come in, your first instinct is to hide. to not show. but it's too late, because he's rushing towards you, embracing you in the warmest hug. its comforting, in a way you have never felt before, and that only spirals your break down further.
felix doesn't know what to do or say. he doesn't know what happened. he doesn't know what could make you feel better, but it's so incredibly heart breaking the way you curl up into yourself as though trying to reject any help that it brings tears into his own eyes.
it isn't long before the others come following, and when chan sees you it's like a part of him dies. you look so small, so hurt, so breakable. and deep down, he knows this could have been avoided if he'd thought twice before lashing out at you.
"yn."
his voice is soft, and when you notice him you're scrambling out of felix's grasp, and he almost thinks you're trying to get way from him. but then you're throwing yourself into his arms with apologies tumbling out along with your sobs. he tries to calm you down, running a hand through your hair, but you're inconsolable. they have never seen you cry like this before.
"calm down, angel. please. talk to me."
it's the first time chan has spoken to you in more than a week, and you hadn't realized how much you had missed it. how much his silence had been affecting you.
"please don't be mad at me." you whimper as chan guides you sit on your bed, the other 7 hovering around unsure of what to do but concern reflecting in each of their eyes.
"mad? i'm not mad, ynnie. i'm concerned."
his words come as a shock.
he's concerned?
"but i'm crying."
"that's exactly why i'm concerned."
"oh."
you've never heard these words before. you never thought you would. growing up, showing emotions was a big no. crying was almost a taboo. showing emotions was for the weak, as your parents would say. they didn't wish to raise a weak daughter. nobody ever showed you concern. it was either anger or silence.
you've run out of tears, but dry sobs still shake your body every few seconds as chan holds you closer, motioning for the rest to sit down.
"do you want to talk about it?"
you shake your head. no. you were bad at talking about your feelings. they didn't have to know. it's not that important.
"you have to open up at some point, yn."
"i don't want to burden you guys."
"burden us?"
even seungmin, who usually stays expressionless during conflicts, seems appalled.
"yn, your emotions are not a burden."
"that's not what mum used to say."
you didn't mean to say it out loud, but it slips from your mouth and they all seem to have heard it.
chan's grip on you tightens. none of them knew much about your family. you didn't like talking about it. now it was slowly coming to them exactly why this preference could be.
"you can trust us, you know? we want to be there for you."
"i do trust you."
"then why won't you tell us what's wrong."
"don't want to annoy you any further."
the guilt gnaws at chan as felix pulls you away from his grasp, snuggling you into his side.
"yn, i wasn't mad. i was trying to give you space."
"i thought you were ignoring me." and in a smaller voice you reluctantly add "like my parents used to. everytime they were mad."
even han is somewhat misty eyed as felix runs calming circles against your upper arm.
"we would never give you the silent treatment."
"yeah! we love you way too much for that."
"is that why you're so closed off?"
"changbin! you can't just ask her that."
you giggle tiredly, earning a small smile from chan.
"it's alright. i'm glad you asked binnie. i think i'm ready to tell you guys."
they're all attentively waiting, and you shift uncomfortably. you never thought you would have this conversation.
"growing up, my parents didn't encourage me to express myself very much. i wasn't allowed to make mistakes, and if i did, they would give me the silent treatment for days on end. i hated it."
your voice is so small and fragile it breaks their hearts a little more.
"i've gone weeks trying to get my mother to speak to me normally. to act like she cared. but she'd always be so cold, insistent on punishing me for every little thing."
"and-" your voice broke, making hyunjin join felix in smothering you with cuddles.
"take your time, yn."
you hum, closing your eyes to stop the fresh wave of tears.
"and when chan stopped talking to me, i felt terrible. i thought i disappointed him too."
there was no more place, but chan joins the tangle of you, felix, and hyunjin as well, rubbing a soothing hand on your back.
"i'm so sorry i made you feel that way ynnie. i had no idea."
"it's not your fault," you admit, leaning into his chest.
"are we good now?"
"i hope so."
chan lets out that breathy laugh of his which you've grown to love over the years.
"don't ever hide your feelings from us, ynnie. you're a part of us. we don't want to see you hurting."
felix bops your nose as you smile, and it's all so corny and sweet, but it's also exactly what you need.
"now can we please have a movie night?"
"yah! jeongin. give her some time."
"no no, i'd actually love that. please?"
they're all ready to do whatever you want. it warms your heart and you almost cry again. nobody ever did this for you. you learned to think you didn't deserve it.
but here these 8 boys were, scrambling around trying to a build you a pillow fort and searching the shelves for snacks, yelling at each other across the house.
and as you're sitting there, you think that this could be your favorite site. they could be your favorite people. this could be your favorite memory. this feeling of being at home could be your favorite forever.
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Mesmerizer is a satire of TikTok, YouTube Shorts, and the rest of the modern short-form vertical video format
A brief thematic analysis.
I'm sure there are countless people already interpreting the imagery and details in this wonderful song & MV, like here and here, so I won't spend too much time retreading that ground. Miku and Teto are dancing. Miku gets hypnotized. Teto signals for help, but gets hypnotized at the end as well.
That part is obvious enough, but that's still pretty surface-level. What is this seemingly hyperspatial horror scenario supposed to mean to us?
While checking to see if anyone before me's already come to the same conclusions as I did and if I should bother not writing this text post at all (lol), I came across udin's great analysis video. She comes to the conclusion that the song tackles themes of disillusionment with reality and the ways we indulge in escapism to relieve ourselves of the pains of the world.
I agree with that reading! From practically the very beginning, we have Miku call to us - the viewer - to push away our true feelings. Teto comes in to peddle a solution, inviting us to surrender and empty our minds - in her words, "pretending to know nothing."
You, the viewer, are a critical character in this masquerade. For nearly the entire video, Miku and Teto's eyes are unfailingly trained on you. Or, well... perhaps they can't actually see you, but they can see a camera, or whatever other aperture the point of view is supposed to be from. And they know they're being watched. (Who else would Teto be sending distress signals to?)
Let's put a pin on that for later.
udin notes very early on that Miku and Teto are, conspicuously, kept in vertical frames - very similar to the video formats of TikTok (and Instagram Reels, and YouTube Shorts, and whatever other clones of the format exist.) You know, just like the animator Caststation's Rabbit Hole fan MV that went viral some months ago.
Hey wouldn't it be crazy if the song's producer, 32ki, released Mesmerizer shorts too haha. Wouldn't that be crazy.
Wow, wild.
These short-term vertical videos are captivating & alluring. If you're reading this, it's more likely than not that you've also found yourself caught up in them at least once, scrolling through the infinite algorithmic slurry and forgetting about the real-life issues you have at hand. Would you say, then, that you felt hypnotized? Mesmerized, even?
And so these two invite us to join their world and focus on the... uh... rectangle.
Their dances are repetitive, following the same loop. Their outfits are distinct, but their choreography isn't. They're copying the same formula, repeating it ad nauseam to the best of their ability.
They're doing a fucking TikTok dance.
Back to the pin I told you about earlier, with Miku and Teto looking at a camera.
Miku sways with the camera, eyes looking directly at it like a swinging pocket watch. She's been looking at it the entire time, after all. We've been seeing her via our screen this entire time, but, again, she doesn't necessarily see us. She's beholden to the camera, which she dances for day after day, caught up in its spell. She's hypnotized by it. Eventually, she breaks.
Teto, on the other hand, resists. For a while, anyway.
Despite her being the one jumping to us with the "solution" at the beginning of the MV, there's very quickly good reason to question how much agency she has in this. She dances for the camera as well, but she doesn't want to. She's signalling for help. She wants out.
Many content creators (as much as I personally loathe the non-specificity and soullessness of the term) have struggled with the adaptation to the short-form video format, and the preference the algorithm has had for these captivating, bite-sized videos. They're catchy, and easily drive up metrics. Practically anyone who's publishing their work via video format online needs to learn to adapt or fall behind, even if that means whittling their content down to fit the frame, the time, and people's shortening attention spans. Sometimes, that means compromising on specificity and completeness... or, in other words, the true representation of a full work.
The song's writer, 32ki, has been releasing songs on YouTube for several years. Their first YouTube Short, however, was posted only a year ago: a short, whittled-down segment of their previous song, CIRCUS PANIC!!!, hoping for it to win the ProsekaNEXT song contest. It was their first song to achieve widespread popularity and hit a million views.
The shorts, however, aren't the "true" versions of the song. The full song just won't fit.
We're being mesmerized as consumers of this endless stream of content, rather than appreciators of music and art. However, that relationship isn't completely symmetrical across the plane that is the 4th wall. Miku and Teto are trapped not by their attention spans, but by a compulsion to project their "truthful acting" and peddle that window into a colorful, problem-free world.
We, as the collective audience, need not dwell on any one thing for too long - we need only swipe, and move on to the next video. However, Miku and Teto are trapped behind the screen for eternity, day after day.
They're the only characters we get to see, of course. There's no evil 3rd voice synth character that's plotting to keep them trapped in there. We can't put a face to whatever force is hypnotizing them and trapping them behind the screen. It's faceless - like the inscrutable algorithms of YouTube recommendations or the TikTok For You page, or the impersonal corporations that develop & maintain those aforementioned apps. Miku and Teto's likenesses, on the other hand, are being exploited and extracted from for their entertainment value, being strung along by that metaphorical hypnotizing force like puppets on a string.
Many people, represented by Miku, enjoy their success on such platforms. It's freeing and liberating to throw oneself wholeheartedly into such an endeavor, of course! Others, represented by Teto, harbor their doubts of the emotional veracity of such a medium, but know they have little choice lest they face destruction... perhaps not literally as a person, but as an idea.
Wouldn't it be easier just to let oneself be swept away by it and give in?
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{day one: if i was a wormâ}
ćœĄdrivers lewis hamilton, lando norris, charles leclerc
ćœĄgenre oneshots, multiple drivers x reader, scenarios
ćœĄsummary you ask your boyfriend an odd but very important question
áá||á i know im terrible at keeping up with calendars, kinktober for example (im sorry đ«) but its only 14 days this time and im getting a early start so lets hope weâre consistent nowđââïžáá||á
ćœĄwarnings none!!
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lewis
you were scrolling on your phone when you came across a reel of a girl asking her boyfriend if she would still love her as a worm, so why not ask your boyfriend? you made your way to the living room where lewis was tiredly sprawled out on the soft cushions of the couch, the sight of him half asleep on his phone making you giggle internally.
âlewis..â you called softly, his eyebrow rising as he moved his phone from his face which he held closely like an old man.
âyes babyâ his raspy low voice sent tingles down your spine as you nibbled your lip
âwould-â
âtheres leftovers in the fridge, i put all the dishes away, yes the wifi is working just reset your phone, i found your lost airpod and i put it in the case, and yes, iâll still love you if you were a wormâ he cut you off abruptly before you can interrogate him. lewis is pretty much immune to confrontation since heâd much rather just get everything done right away then just sit around procrastinating.
âi want take outââ
âits doneâ you stood there in silence with your mouth agape. how is he SO good??
âanything else?â you watched him as he stood up and reached his arms to the celling, his bones popping and cracking with each stretch. he mustâve been there on the couch for a while.
âcan i suck your dick?â you mumbled under your breath as lewis stepped towards you.
âhm?â lewis hummed as he slowly leaned to your side and kissed your jaw as snugly rests his hands on your waist
âuhm- w-what should we get?â youd kind of hoped he heard what you said, because gosh did he deserve it
lewis slowly leans to your ear, âif you wanna do that princess, ima need you to speak upâ his breath is warm against your lobe, warmth that travels through your entire body.
lando
you were scrolling through tiktok with one hand and the other entangled in your mans curly hair as he rested peacefully between your thighs. his arms wrapped around your leg as he held his phone and scrolled through his explore page on instagram.
you come across this video of someone asking their significant other the hot question of the month, âwould you love me if i was a wormâ
you glanced down at your unsuspecting boyfriend with a smirk, brilliant way to get back at him for all those pranks.
âhoney,â you called for his attention as you ruffled his hair. his head immediately looked up from his phone and at you âyou werenât sleeping were you?â
âno, i wasnât. what is it darling?â
âi have a question i want you to answer honestlyâ
he adjusted himself and rested on his elbow, with you now having his full attention. âyeah? what is it?â
âwould you still love me if i was a worm?â you asked the golden question, almost allowing a smirk but immediately catching yourself.
his his eyebrows furrowed in confusion, what the hell are you talking about?
âis this a trick questionâ lando raised an eyebrow at you.
âwell if you think it isââ you turned your head and response.
he stared at you for a second before answering âyes..? i dunnoâ
âthat wasnât very honest soundingâ you interrogated
âwell then, you really want to know my honest answer ?â
âyes!â you abruptly responded, curious on his genuine answer
âwell, i wouldnât know it was you and i hhaaaattteeeee bugs..â he looked you up and down before continuing âit would depend where i would find you as a worm though..â he hesitantly finished his sentence
you smacked his shoulder âwhat does that mean you dingus?â you barked,
lando held his shoulder from the pain âowww why did you hit meâ he pouted, his cute sad face stinging your heart
âbecause..â
âwhat did you want me to say? no!?â landos voice cracked as he argued,
âi wouldâve preferred that over âit dependsââ you quoted your fingers and lowered your voice to imitate his.
âdont leave me guessingâ you frowned
âdarlingâ i didnt mean it like thatâ his voice softened, hes so easily weakened by you. one little whine and hes showering you with kisses and love and has already bought you a new game for your wii before you could even tell him whats wrong.
he took your hand and kissed your palm and fingers and down your wrist and forearm.
he adjusted himself again for easy access to your neck brushing his nose on the crook before made his way up to your ear where he gently nibbled on the edge, which earned him a chuckle from you, âheyy that tickles !â
air blew from his nose as a smile cracked through. he moved his lips to your cheek and basically motorboated your face until you were laying on your back dying laughing.
âmmm there it isâ he smiled down at you as your cheeks burned partially from smiling and other part from the attack on your face.
âwhatâ you mustered to say through a series of dying down chuckles
âthat smileâ he caressed your face âpretty girl, i love you as you are, okay?â he confessed quietly, as if he was telling you a secret as he leaned down and finally connected his lips with yours.
charles
you and charles were on one of your routine strolls in the park with leo. charles hand cocooned your smaller one as you were side by side.
leo stopped at a tree to do his business and while the two of you waited for him, you had spotted a butterfly, swallowtail to be specific.
you stood and stared at its wings happily flock around the flowers surrounding the tree, pollinating them. beautiful things like this always put you in a state of pondering.
âmon coeur? what are you thinking about?â charles squeezed your hand, calling for your attention.
âhm? oh! look char, its a butterflyâ you pointed at the colorful bug that has now calmly rested on a blade of grass.
âohh, prettyâ charles was now admiring it with you, its small torso and wide wings as well captivating him. leo also noticed, now trying to catch it by jumping up with his mouth agape.
your thoughts continued though as your eyes stayed fixed on your boyfriend. a random, stupid question ate at you though: would he still love you as a bug?
or not a bug, but something or someone who wasnât you. like what if you were a cute little golden mutt like leo or maybe even a butterfly just flocking around, hide originally meant to fend off predators, now a pinnacle of beauty in nature. what if you werent as fortunate to be born as cute or beautiful, what if you were just a worm? their only survival instinct is to dig in damp mud as a birds preying beak chomped at their tail. a silly concept to think of. how could he love you if you were just a mere bug? the running question of if youd be still deserving of love if you were something as minuscule and overlooked as a worm.
youâre more than greatful to have someone like him in your life, he was your rockâthe love of your life. everyday you could be more convinced that this was it, hes the one. even right now, as your gaze stays locked on him simply admiring another external matter, you could feel your heart beating happily at the feeling of being around him. you love his soul, and your soul can follow you anywhereâso if your soul wasnât in this body, but in one less noticeable than one of a human, would you still be worthy of receiving love?
such a decrepit topic to think of.
your reluctantly averted your gaze from charles, now youre focused back on the butterflyâ or now butterflies since there was two now. Leo obviously was going crazy so youâd let him free so he can frolic around in the grass while youâd found a bench to rest on and charles followed.
âokay, now back to you..â charles started
âyes..â you sighed, youâd hoped he had already forgotten catching you in deep thought
âyour face, somethings on your mind..â his fingers carefully caressed along your cheek âyou can tell me anythingâ his eyes with softened with worry
your heart fluttered and the butterflies that youâd just seen now occupied your stomach, you could honestly kiss him right now.
âwell.. uhmâ you averted your eyes, his gaze currently making you nervous and overwhelmed with emotion.
âhm?â he hummed
âits stupid..â your face flushed
âwhen have i thought anything you have said was stupidâ
âi dunno you think it but you could say something differentâ you shrugged
charles guided your chin to face him
âmon beau cygne, je tâadore. i couldnt think you were anything less than what you areâ his voice sang to you like your favorite song, it is your favorite song. youâd kept eye contact for a couple seconds, the words everlasting their meaning the deeper you looked into his eyes.
âokay, okay fine. iâll tell you for a kissâ without hesitation charles leaned in, his soft lips brushed over yours teasingly before taking yours in his. the kiss was soft and light, quick but not at all rushed. as he pulled away his mouth lingered over yours, his warm breath still shadowing the kiss heâd just left.
ânow tell meâ he whispered and then pulled away, resting his back on the bench.
âuhm.. do you believe our souls are beyond just our bodies?â you asked shyly
âi mean yeah that could be a possibility, but in what way?â charles questioned
âlike even after we die, they still follow us to the next lifeâ
âhmm.. wellâ he paused, pondering the concept âi dont really like to think about what happens after death, if you know what i meanâ he shrugs before continuing
âmakes me queasyâ he let out a half chuckle.
you dont blame charles for his vague response, hes never been very fond of the topic of death because of personal experience with loved ones. you even feel bad now for bringing it up when he was in such a good mood, but also he insisted.
âwhats got you thinking about death on a day like this, mon cĆr?â he tapped your side, gaining your focus once again.
âi wasnât originally thinking about death, i just brought it up so i can get to what i wanna ask youâ you shifted your body so you were now facing him. almost instinctively charles hand rests on whatever body part he can touchâin this case your arm as his thumb caresses your soft skin.
âum do you thinkâ would you..â you tried to collect your words since delivery of the question would be critical to charlesâs understanding of what you wanted from him.
âdo you think youâd still love me if my soul wasnât in this body, like if i wasnât me but i was still.. me?â your face scrunched as you questioned your own delivery, now that its leaving your thoughts you also had a hard time understanding what you wanted to say in the first place.
âare you asking if weâre soulmates?â charles tilted his head with his eyebrows furrowed
ââŠpretty much, yeahâ you nodded
âthen yes, because soulmates are meant to find each other no matter what, and my soul is always looking for you cara miaâ his hand reached up to caress your cheek and you couldnt help but kiss his hand. youâre once again reminded on why you chose him, he couldnât have given you a more satisfying answer than that.
charles gestured for you to get closer and planted a soft kiss on your nose and next to your mouth before slightly pulling away searching for approval in your eyes, lightly touching your lips with his own once he received it.
every kiss youâd received from him felt like there was an atomic bomb going off in your heart. you felt like you could simply grow wings and fly away just from how high you were off your own love for him.
âje t'aime de tout mon cĆurâ he whispered to you between kisses
you pulled away to look in his eyes again, greenish-blue eyes that had always captivated you.
âqu'est-ce que c'est mon amour?â charles asked with his voice still in a soft tone, his fingers now brushing your hair away from your face.
ânothing, i love you too charlieâ you smiled, charles leaned in for another kiss until a familiar bark was heard close by. you and charles looked down to see a fussy leo demanding for love as well.
âi think he wants some love tooâ you picked him up and placing him in your lap, which heâd jumped up to kiss your chin. you and charles giggled at his energy filled antics. charles leaned down to give leo some love too, while you smiled at the both of them. theyâre the exact same.
The blonde and the brunette always competing for your love, little did they know you loved them both the same. you placed one hand on leo and another on charlies head, petting your two boys, now assured the both of them would love you no matter what.
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Not That Kind of Guy
Part Five: Stalker!Anakin Skywalker Ă femme reader series
Warnings: stalking, weirdo behavior, psychotic/delusional behavior, possessive/protective, sexism/misogyny, one-sided relationship, arm/hand kink, sexual content/fantasizing, pervy behavior, suicide/death metaphor[Be sure to pay attention to future warnings in the series]
Info: Anakin is and always will be the most romantic man to exist, that is all. Psycho!Stalker!Ani loves counting idk he just does & I know it.[diary entries from Ani] [texts from Luke] extremely not proofread. MDNI 18+
Diary Entry: July 8th
Youâd better be glad Iâm patient, or else youâd have another dead neighbor.
When I heard the *wwoop* of your phone sending out a text on my computer I didnât check it immediately. Until I heard four *pings* in quick succession.
âLukey, call me.â
âWhy?â
âIâm in class.â
â10 minsâ
âOr emergency?â
Remember how I said I like Luke? I like him a little bit less. Who texts like that⊠just write a sentence like a normal person. One sentence.
âemergency!!â
Emergency? The panic that flooded my veins was icy-hot as I frantically pulled up a the live feed of your home and blasted the volume.
Nothing.
You were just sitting on the couch snacking on those Extra Toasty Cheezits that you love so much. (Cheezits was a marketing genius for that though, profiting off burnt ones because little weirdos like you lived for that one random burnt piece at the bottom of the bag. Goofy girl.)
That doesnât seem very âemergency!!â to me. Unless youâve run out of Cheezits, but you havenât. I would know.
I chewed my nails, paced the floor, and wrung out my hands. I couldnât just walk over there and say âHey! Just wanted to make sure youâre okay cause I cloned your phone and saw a concerning text! How can I help?â.
You seemed fine, you werenât crying, you didnât look upset. You just started scrolling through Instagram reels and rapid-fire sending them to your sister as if sheâd actually watch them all. We all know she wonât, but if you ask sheâll say she did.
âstep out. emergency!!â
âno, give me 4. it can wait.â
Jesus Luke, are you trying to make me dislike you? I canât believe youâd make her wait like that. The girl said itâs an emergency. That means pick up the fucking phone, dial her fucking number and say âIâm on my way, whatâs going on?â
Drop everything and fucking run. Iâd jump from a moving train if I got that text from you. Train station who? I have two legs and I can run pretty fast as long as I have the right motivation.
Pass a kid on a bike? âScuse me Iâm commandeering this vehicle.â Iâd be the fucking flash with pink tassels and purple glow wheels.
âNow!!â
The suspense was literally killing me. I was withering away with worry.
âif itâs the guy again I swear to god.â
Guy? What guy? What had I missed? There was a guy in your life that wasnât me?
âjust fucking call me.â
Yeah, you heard the girl. Fucking call her already.
âNo he did not.â Luke scoffed, as if what youâd told him was the most ridiculous thing heâd heard in ages.
âI swear. I swear he did!â You giggled folding over on the couch.
âThereâs no way a straight man did that for you and didnât try to fuck.â Luke laughed. âI donât believe you. Youâre delusional.â
âI am not!â You defended, not actually hurt by his comment but wanting to prove him wrong anyway.
âI literally donât believe you.â He let out a snort and whispered something to Han on the other end of the line. âHan said heâs still set on Ben for you.â
âI told you I am not interested. Thereâs a reason I never texted him!â You retorted.
âYeah because you lost his number you pea-brain.â He teased.
âNo.â You said with a slightly haughty tone. âI happen to believe it was just the universe telling me it wasnât meant to be.â
âThatâs a really good justification for loosing his number.â Hanâs voice came through the speaker slightly muffled from his distance.
âShut up both of you. Youâre horrible.â You laughed. âIâm sticking to it. The universe said no and Iâm no match for the powers that be, mâkay?â
âSure babes.â Luke said, you could almost hear his stupid little smirk.
âAnyway. Yes, look Iâll send you a picture of the book okay?â You hopped up quickly and snapped a picture to send to Lukeâs phone. âCause I canât exactly send you a picture of him helping me with my groceries.â
âMmhmm I know because it didnât happen.â Luke said flatly. âHard to get a picture of a hallucination.â
You rolled your eyes and huffed, Luke was just being protective. Itâs not like he was wrong, most men wouldnât do something like that out of the kindness of their heart.
âThis would be so much easier if you had an iPhone. You might be hideous but I still miss your face.â You teased, hearing Hanâs booming laugh in the background.
âWhatever.â Luke grumbled, âokay, so what am I looking at here?â
âSee itâs this collection of paper that has typed out wo-â
âSmartass. I mean: whatâs so⊠cool? about it?â He interrupted.
âItâs a special edition. $50. He just gave me a special edition book without a second thought.â You said excitedly. âRemember I lost my copy not too long ago?â
âMmm yeah I think I remember.â He said noncommittally. âYou should really keep up with your shit.â
âHey Iâm doing better!â You retorted. âMy life is so put together right now. Youâd be amazed.â
âDelusional Han Iâm telling you.â He snickered quietly.
âOh my god! Have you no faith in me at all?â You scoffed. âI havenât forgotten to charge my phone or take my medicine. Iâve kept everything tidy. All my important stuff stays in my bag.â
âYouâve been possessed.â Luke gasped.
âFuck. If I have then Iâve got the sweetest demon the 7th circle could provide.â You joked. âIâve even been sleeping better, I think maybe even boogie is happier too. Sheâs started sitting at the living room window to watch the pigeons again.â
âAw, my niece.â He crooned. âMy *favorite* niece.â
âWhat about leiaâs new-â
âI said what I said.â Luke interrupted.
Diary Entry: July 8th
The way you gushed about me on the phone was everything I couldâve asked for and more. Iâve never been so fucking proud of myself. I feel like I could⊠I donât know lift a fucking car or something. I feel good. This is a good feeling, to be appreciated like this.
I want you to know how happy youâve made me today.
To hear your voice, see your face, watch your body language as you spoke about how we met and our little chat today. I could live off purely that for days. Your giggle is nourishment for my soul, your voice is honey to drink with my tea, your beauty is the sugar in the much-to-big spoon Iâd use to stir it with.
Thatâs what life with you would be like. Tea time. Itâs soft, I always think of tea time as being soft; a big blanket of comfort and security. I just feel like itâs the perfect metaphor.
You are the ingredients. The tea leaves, honey, sugar, and water.
I am the the cup and life, fate, whatever it may be, is the spoon.
Can you use all of those things separately? Sure. But would it make much sense to pour hot water on a pile of dry leaves, drizzle some honey and sprinkle sugar into a goopy puddle right on the kitchen counter?
Would it be enjoyable to drink air from a small cup and leave the spoon lonely and unused?
No.
You need me to hold you; you are so many things. All of them are perfect and all of them are uniquely you. But when joined together in a secure little cup youâll have the opportunity to mesh those things into something new.
A cup is just a cup if thereâs nothing in it. Cold and empty ceramic. Sturdy and reliable although delicate when handled irresponsibly.
Fill me with you. All of you.
Youâve already started that you know? Each tea leaf is a tidbit of you.
Your likes and dislikes. Your happiest memories and even your sad ones, your angry moments, your bad days. I love and cherish even the deepest caverns and widest chasms in your beautiful mind. Without them, you wouldnât be you.
Please believe me when I say that even if the leaves are crumpled or incomplete⊠it doesnât mean that they wonât make tea.
Honey, my favorite. Your personality. God youâre so fucking sweet it hurts. Your voice, those lovely lips that speak such well written poetry.
My love, everything you say is a hymn.
I wasnât a religious man before you. My Goddess, I fall to my knees at the altar for you. Speak to me and youâll sing to my very soul. Tell me truth, tell me lies, tell me those things that float through the nether. Iâll take it all as gospel.
Ask of me anything and I will spill blood, even if it is my own, to provide you with whatever you wish.
I never understood why honey was akin to the nectar of the gods until I met you.
Now I understand. To taste you is to taste life. To smell you is to breathe freely. To feel you is to be soothed.
Sugar. Do you know how many grains of sugar are in the average tablespoon? Around 60,000. The human eye processes visuals at the average rate of 13 milliseconds per image. Even faster if presented with an image that invokes emotion. Though for the purposes of math, we will go with 13 milliseconds.
13 milliseconds is about 75 frames per second. 60 seconds in one minute. 4,500 frames.
If the average tablespoon holds 60,000 grains of sugar thatâs 270,000,000 frames per second.
4,500,000 minutes. 75,000 hours. 3,125 days. About 102 months. Alittle over 8 years.
I use 3 tablespoons of sugar per cup of tea.
That means by our 25 anniversary I will have been graced with every grain of your beauty.
By then Iâll probably need a few more spoonfuls if I plan to survive raising children with you. If theyâre as hyperactive as you get sometimes Iâll fucking need it.
Oh well. Just more time for me to bask in your beauty.
All these things have filled me, your cup. All that I need now is water. Your love.
The kind of love that burns so hot that it bubbles up beneath your skin and makes you itch if youâre apart for too long.
Thatâs what happens when water boils, the atoms separate and bounce around until they come back together as the water cools.
Just like us.
Iâm the flame thatâs heating your water, the closer I get the hotter itâll grow until itâs rattling the kettle, screaming to be let out and bring all the pieces together.
Adding that boiling water, your love. It will bring life to me. Youâll warm the cold ceramic shell that Iâve been for so long. Fragile and lonely and horribly handled. I might have a few chips but the foundation is strong and worthy.
A cup is just a cup if thereâs nothing in it.
You give me purpose. You make me useful.
I will let our love steep. Let it steep, because you canât make tea without all the ingredients and a water-worthy cup.
We will stir it and stir it and stir it until the the hand of fate declares us ready, I will be there for you at the *clink* of the spoon against my rim.
I will be there after to hold you until the very last sip.
I will be there until I am broken beyond repair.
If the last sip happens before my ceramic cracks⊠I will be quick to join you after slipping through the hands of fate.
Itâs a long winded way to say that I love you, but if you wanted, I would memorize it and recite it for you every night before drift to sleep.
Diary Entry: July 12th
Youâre so cute.
I donât know how you havenât noticed that your laundry detergent shouldâve run out ages ago. I giggle like a school girl everytime I see you at the laundromat holding it up to measure it out.
Iâve started washing my stuff in the same as you, I love the way your laundry smells.
But I love the way you smell even more.
You just bought some new sheets recently and I took the liberty of ordering the same ones. What luck that we both use a queen size bed huh? The cutesy little strawberry print isnât exactly my style but I donât give a shit. The giddy way you opened up your package was nothing short of adorable.
You know what else is super handy about using the same detergent?
You wonât notice when I switch them out.
Youâre washing them for the first time today since you just received them in the mail yesterday. I know youâre so excited to put them on and make your pretty pink bed up, Iâm amazed you had the patience to wait until today to go to the laundromat. Itâs open 24/7, proud of you baby. Prioritizing that good deep sleep youâve been getting.
Youâre welcome, and thank you.
Watching you sleep from the end of the bed is one of my favorite things. It just⊠I donât know it makes me feel comforted to be there. Itâs the closest thing to sleeping next to you that I can get right now. Then Iâll be getting some good deep sleep.
Itâs hard for me to rest if I canât reach out and make sure youâre safe.
The audio from your room is wonderful ASMR though. Your snores and snuffles and the rustling of blankets while you sprawl out and occupy as much space as your body can manage; itâs soothing to me.
Partially because I know youâre okay, partially because I was able to give you that deep rest.
You wash your sheets once a week because you love the feeling of fresh warm linens. Itâs the simple pleasures of life that bring you the most joy. Thatâs something I adore about you.
So hereâs the plan. Iâm a man of my word and I promised you a reward for all your hard work didnât I? Iâm also a man who enjoys the killing of two birds with one stone.
Life goes so much more smoothly if you take the time to line up the shot.
Thatâs why I immediately ordered my own set as soon as I checked your Amazon account. Mine arrived today too and Iâll be stopping by the laundromat just as youâre leaving. Iâve left them in the box and put it at the bottom of my basket though, I donât want to ruin the surprise you know?
Iâm so glad I was able to hear your little chat with your friends. Not only was it a wonderful reassurance, it also allowed me to plan our encounters more closely together. Iâve made myself known to you, Iâve spaced out our previous meetings well enough to leave you wishing youâd catch me out in the hallway even for a quick hello.
Trust me I have been dying to indulge you. But if this whole relationship has taught me anything itâs: trust the process.
See you soon princess, my timer just went off. Iâll be there just in time to watch you nuzzle your face into the last warm item of clothing from the dryer before tossing it in the basket.
Date:
July 12th
You were tossing the last of your clean laundry into the basket when the bell above the door jingled. Purely out of habit you glanced over, instead of the usual stranger or semi-familiar face, it was Anakin.
He seemed not to notice you straight away, keeping his head down and walking to the washer/dryer set closest to the front window.
It was shameful the way you took this opportunity to stare and soak him up. His whole physique just screamed at the primal parts of your brain. The parts that want you to sprint across the laundromat and l seduce him into ravaging you right up against the glass he stood near. Who cares who sees? Youâd be beyond proud to be spotted in the throes of passion as long as it was him who was behind you.
The way his arms moved should be illegal. How is it possible for someone to be so⊠lean? The veins that and corded tendons that roll beneath his skin become even more visible as his wrist gives way to his hands.
Wide palms that would be perfect for grabbing a handful of your ass. Gripping your hips to guide you down onto what you can only assume is an equally impressive cock.
Long fingers as the most elegantly carved necklace. Fingertips that could trace swirling patterns across the vast expanse of your skin. Those same fingertips caressing the slick and swollen folds that just so happened to be in desperate need of his attention.
How could you not be a puddle of a person when he locks eyes with you like that? Like heâs reading the transcript of your soul, his eyes never stayed in one place too long. He needed to take in as much of you as possible each and everytime he was in your company.
How could you not forget how to speak when he walks over to you with such confidence? His towering frame would be intimidating if he didnât radiate comfort. He seemed like he knew he had that affect on you, or maybe he was just one of those clueless types. That special kind of man who doesnât realize what a catch they are.
âWhatâs up sweet girl?â He asked with that same gritty tone that had you feigning for him in ways heâd find unholy.
âHey Anakin.â You managed to tone down the smile that instantly spread across your face. âI was just about to leaveâŠâ
âWell isnât that a shame.â He chuckled, his eyes darting from your lips to your eyes and back again before he looked up and away. Stretching his arm up behind his head to rub his neck.
âHmm yeah it is.â You murmured, too distracted by the tiny sliver of skin and dark hair the peaked out from beneath the hem of his shirt.
âEyes up baby.â He teased, his finger tapping the underside of your chin before you could even register his hand was coming toward you.
âJesus Christ.â
If he can make your knees this weak from a few words⊠itâs almost concerning to think of the state youâd be in after he rearranges your guts.
The blush on your cheeks couldâve been mistaken for a sunburn, never had you felt so fucking embarrassed and flustered at the same time. You couldnât even be mad.
âLet me help, yeah?â He said, choosing to glaze over your blatant staring and not push it farther with the teasing comments.
Truly a gentleman.
âOh! Yeah, yeah.â You nodded. âThanks.â
You managed a soft smile as your brain attempted to rewire itself into working condition again. He closed the dryer and placed your detergent and fabric softener beads into your basket and carried them over to his washer/dryer combo, expecting you to follow.
He sat it down near one of the many metal folding chairs lining the wall and turned to you again, his expression one of concern? Worry? Apprehension?
âYou okay sweetheart?â He asked gently. âDid I make you uncomfortable?â
âWhat?â You asked, eyebrows furrowing. âUncomfortable? No, no.â You shook your head in realization that he mustâve assumed heâd struck a nerve with his flirtatious comment.
âYou sure?â He asked.
Somehow his hands, those strong hands that you just knew would feel like heaven on your skin, had made their way to your biceps. Slowly traveling the length of your forearm to hold both of your hands in his, your fingers curved over his while his thumb rubbed your knuckles.
âYeah, Iâm sure.â You nodded, shooting him a bashful smile.
His eyes searched your face like he was scanning for even the most minuscule change in expression, any twitch of your lip or shift in your line of sight that might say otherwise. When he was sure you were being truthful he spoke again.
âAlright princess,â he conceded with a warm tone. âyou sticking around or headed out?â
âIâd stay to chat for a bit if I could, but Iâve gotta clock-in, in about⊠45mins.â You said, thankful for the change in subject.
Anakin never failed to both confuse and amaze you. Every fucking time you spoke to him. You were tired of telling yourself he was just too damn good to be true, fuck it, he is that good.
In all your years, youâd never had a man check-in with you like that and in such a caring and considerate way⊠you couldnât have dreamed up a man like this. It was a small detail of his character, but it made a world of a difference.
If you wouldâve said ïżœïżœyes, that made me uncomfortable.â you had no doubt in your mind that he would apologize and mean it. Heâd mean it, apologize with his whole chest and make sure that it never ever happened again.
That was the kind of comfort and security that only a fictional love could provide.
But here he is.
In the flesh.
Maybe hearing about this, Luke might change his mind. Luke was only doing his job as your best friend and protector, shielding you from the dangers of the average Brad that youâd dated in the past. ButâŠ
Anakinâs not that kinda guy.
âYou know, I donât think youâve ever told me where you work.â Anakin pointed out.
âHuh, I guess I havenât.â You realized. âBluebird Diner. Itâs a good place to eat, yummy pie.â
âOh yeah Iâve been there before!â Anakin said happily, âthat butterscotch pie is so good, oh my god.â
âRight?â You agreed excitedly. âThatâs my favorite. Iâll have to tell Rosa that sheâs getting compliments on it. Sheâll be thrilled.â
âMaybe Iâll grab a slice later.â Anakin suggested. âBefore I have to go clock-in.â
âWhere do you work?â You asked, finding it a bit comical that you were drooling over him but didnât even know this basic detail of his life.
âThe Cerulean.â Anakin nodded toward the window. âJust a couple blocks from here.â
âThe Cerulean? What do you do, bartend?â You asked, curious as alittle itch in the back of your mind needed to be scratched.
âMhm, I do.â He smiled.
âI think⊠oh my god. I think Iâve seen you there before!â You laughed. âIt was a while back but I was there with some friends⊠you made my drink!â
âReally?â Anakin laughed. âShit donât make me feel bad baby, I donât remember that.â
âI didnât expect you too.â You giggled. âThe place was packed. I canât imagine how many people you serve a night.â
âYouâve got no idea.â He blew out a puff of air, with a chuckle.
âWell Iâm due for a night out soon,â you said with a grin. âYou come grab some pie later and Iâll come get a drink from you tomorrow night.â
âSounds like a deal princess.â He beamed.
Part Six
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Insta jealousy
Summary; When a flirty influencer's obsession with Kylian Mbappe gets out of hand, his girlfriend (y/n) uses a viral Instagram reel to teach him a lesson
Pairing; Kylian Mbappe x reader
Word count; 1281
Warnings: fluff, jealousy, relationship
The tension had been building for weeks. Every day seemed to bring another post or interview from Brenda, the influencer who couldnât stop talking about how much she adored Kylian Mbappe. Yesterday, sheâd taken it a step further, openly declaring in an interview that she loved Mbappe and wanted him to follow her on Instagram. To your dismay, Kylian had obliged. Now, they followed each other, and Brenda liked and commented cheekily on every one of his photos, completely ignoring the pictures of you two together.
You were trying to stay calm, but it was getting harder every day. Fans were tagging you in Brendaâs videos, filling Kylianâs Instagram with questions about your relationship status. You knew you needed to do something before you exploded.
One evening, as Kylian scrolled through his phone, chuckling at something Brenda had posted, you decided you couldnât take it anymore. "Really, Kylian? You think this is funny?"
He looked up, surprised. "What are you talking about, y/n?"
You crossed your arms, the frustration bubbling up. "Brenda. Sheâs everywhere, always talking about you, and now you're encouraging her by liking and commenting on her posts."
Kylian sighed, putting his phone down. "It's just harmless fun. Sheâs just a fan."
"A fan who wants more than just an autograph," you shot back. "And itâs not just her. Her followers, your followers, they all keep tagging me, asking if weâve broken up. Itâs humiliating."
He frowned, the humor fading from his eyes. "I didnât realize it was bothering you that much."
"Well, it is," you said, the tears of frustration welling up. "I feel like I'm competing for your attention."
Kylian stood, walking over to you. "You donât have to compete for anything. You're the one I love."
"Then show it," you whispered, the fight draining out of you. "Because right now, it doesnât feel that way."
Kylian pulled you into a hug, his arms wrapping around you tightly. "Iâm sorry, y/n. Iâll fix this. I didnât mean to make you feel like this."
You nodded against his chest, but the seed of an idea had already taken root. You would make him see what it felt like. The next day, you called your friends and set your plan in motion.
That afternoon, you and your friends gathered in your living room, ready to film the Instagram reel. Youâd found a filter that showed pictures of footballers, allowing you to rate their hotness on a scale of 1-10.
"Alright, ladies," you said, starting the recording. "Letâs rank the hottest footballers."
The first picture that popped up was Jude Bellingham. "Ooh, Jude is definitely a 9," one of your friends said, her eyes sparkling with mischief.
"Those eyes are killer," another friend agreed, giving Jude a high score.
Next up was Erling Haaland. "Haalandâs got that Viking look. Solid 8," you said, laughing as your friends nodded in agreement.
When a picture of Hugo Lloris appeared, your friends went wild. "a total 10!" one of them shouted.
You smiled, ready for the next photo. "And in second place," you said, glancing at the camera with a smirk as a picture of Marcus Rashford appeared, âis someone Iâve had the biggest crush on forever. Heâs just... perfect. Definite 9.5.â
Your friends gasped and giggled. "Ooh, tell us more!" one of them teased.
"Maybe later," you said, winking at the camera.
That evening, Kylian came home, his face a mix of confusion and irritation. He held up his phone, the reel paused on the screen. "Y/n, what is this?"
You shrugged nonchalantly, though your heart was racing. "Just a fun reel with my friends. Why? Did it bother you?"
Kylian narrowed his eyes, a hint of jealousy flickering in them. "You didnât even put me on the list, and you ranked guys who look like me. And what's this about a long-standing crush on Rashford?"
You crossed your arms, trying to maintain your cool. "Why does it bother you? You find it cute when Brenda fawns over you in every interview, and you even follow her back and like her pictures.â
Before Kylian could respond, his phone buzzed again. He glanced at it, his eyes widening slightly. "Rashford... he commented on your reel."
Your heart skipped a beat. "What did he say?"
Kylian read aloud, "âAlways knew I had a secret admirer! Thanks for the love, y/n.ââ He looked up, his jealousy now unmistakable. âAnd he put a winking emoji.â
You couldnât help but giggle. âWell, can you blame him?â
Kylian didnât seem amused. Instead, he quickly typed a reply, "âBack off, mate. She's taken.ââ
You raised an eyebrow, amused by his protectiveness. "Feeling a bit jealous, are we?"
Kylian sighed, pulling you into a hug. "I didnât mean to make you feel like that. I thought it was just harmless fun. But seeing you talk about other guys... yeah, it made me jealous."
You looked up at him, your resolve wavering. "I just wanted you to see how it feels."
He sighed, pulling you closer. "Iâm sorry. I didn't think about how it would affect you. You know you're the only one I care about, right?"
You melted into his embrace, feeling the tension ease away. "I know. I guess I just needed a little reminder."
Kylian kissed the top of your head, holding you tight. "I promise, I'll be more mindful. And for the record, youâre way hotter than any influencer out there."
You laughed, feeling the last of your jealousy slip away. "And youâre way hotter than Haaland."
Kylian chuckled, lifting your chin to look into your eyes. "Good to know. Now, how about we take a break from social media and spend some quality time together?"
You nodded, smiling up at him. "Sounds perfect."
As the evening wore on, you and Kylian put the drama behind you
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The next morning, as you cuddled with Kylian on the couch, you had an idea. Grabbing your phone, you set it up to record another reel. Kylian watched curiously as you began.
"Hey everyone," you said with a grin. "After yesterday's fun, I realized I missed someone very important. So today, I'm going to rank the hottest footballer, and honestly, there's no competition. The number one spot goes to..."
You turned the camera to Kylian, who smiled sheepishly. "Kylian Mbappe," you said proudly. "No one even comes close."
Kylian laughed, pulling you into his lap. "You're just saying that because you have to."
You shook your head, pressing a kiss to his cheek. "No, I'm saying it because it's true."
As you posted the reel, you couldnât help but feel a sense of satisfaction. Within minutes, comments started pouring in, and fans were tagging Brenda, mocking her obsession and praising your sweet relationship.
Kylian glanced at the screen and then back at you, his expression softening. "Thank you," he said quietly.
You smiled, leaning your head against his. "Always, Kylian. You're the only one for me."
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hello :3 for the "kiss me until my lips fall off" fanfic, can i request that you make a whole oneshot on the zipping dress part? no. 4 of the post. make it fluff and suggestive hehe. take your time and ty in advance!!
SILKY RIBBONS ââââ touya todoroki Ă fem! reader.
about. he's the man you will always find to zip and tie every of your dresses. quirkless! au. very romantic. wc of 700+
notes. for @rueclfer ⥠this is liek one of my fav requests to write ever. apart of kiss me until my lips fall off.
no matter how formal or informal the occasion, you always wear dresses without fail. especially the silken backless ones with hundreds of strings and ribbons to tie.
with those endless loops that needed to be tied behind you, of course your fingers alone aren't enough for the knots. so you will always find one man and one man alone to lend a helping hand.
today was no different than the other times. there's a party hosted by your friends that you must attend. you're all dolled up beautifully, and as usual, you couldn't do everything by yourself.
you came into the living room where your boyfriend touya is sunken in the soft couch, endlessly scrolling through his phone. his eyes left the screen upon hearing your door knob twist and you walked out.
touya could feel the corner of his lips turning into a tiny smirk at the sight of you in your new black dress that serves as a gift for you from touya himself. he knew you fancied dresses of these kind, and he simply felt the need to get you more and more of them just to see them embrace you.
the instagram reel he was watching kept playing softly in the background as he admired you from head to toe. touya is lying if he tells you his gaze wasn't exactly just the gaze of admiration. it had a hint of leering in them. his turquoise eyes just couldn't leave you in that pretty dress he has gotten for you.
âneed help with the ribbons, baby?â the man finally turned his phone off, lightly tossing it aside before he properly sits on the couch as you hummed in response and turned your back to him.
âthis dress is so pretty,â you said as you felt his hands resting on your hips, pulling you closer so you now stand between his legs.
âi knew you'd love it. i have immaculate taste, it seems,â his fingers moved to take hold of the ribbons on each side.
touya already knows how all these ribbons, strings and zips work from the amount of times he has to help you with your finishing touches for each different night.
âtouya, you know i love every dress you buy for me, right?â
âmhm.â
âwhy are they all expensive and backless?â
your question elicited a chuckle from your boyfriend before he tightens the first ribbon of your dress. his fingers wrapped around the second ribbon, playing with it a little bit to feel the luxury that drips along the black silk.
âcanât ever go wrong with spoiling my pretty girl, can i?â he ceases the ribbon grazes before lining them out neatly. his fingers are full of perfected skills as usualâ working so swiftly to tie the straps that ran across your back into perfect ribbons.
âbesides⊠you look absolutely gorgeous in backless dresses. it's a shame you don't wear them only for me.â
as he uttered those words out, you felt touya pressing his lips on your bare back just below the second ribbon which he already finished tying. his palms held your hip in place before he continued to pepper kisses onto your lower back where the last round of straps hang loose, ready to be tied.
âtouya, you're gonna make me late,â you whispered softly, delving in the way his lips were so gentle yet they mean so much more than he portrays.
your words put a pause to his kissing as he pulled away with a sigh, his breath fanned over the skin of your back.
âjust wanna appreciate you in thisâŠâ touya murmured under his breath and finally decided to tie the last ribbon before his hands spun you around to face him.
âall done baby,â his arms moved to wrap your hips, his eyes gazing right into your own. âyouâre so fucking pretty..â
a smile surfaced across your lips as you looked down at him who held onto you like a child. your fingers moved to cup touya's cheeks, thumb immediately moving to caress them in cloud-like touch.
âthank you, my love.â
in response to that, the man simply kissed your stomach, standing up to capture your lips in a kiss. however, he knew you already did your makeup, so he did not indulge in the kiss as much as he wanted to, for touya knew he wouldn't stop the moment he started.
âiâll pick you up once you're done partying, yeah? have fun there. and.. iâll be the one who undresses you tonight since iâm the one who got you this dress.â
every ribbons has to come undone, including your own ribbon that touya just simply knows how to untie.
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NEON LIGHTS
Pairing (Original Characters):
Jameson Lucas (Aaron Pierre) x Imani St. Cirie (Megan thee Stallion) Genie Adesanya (Jayme Lawson) x Ellington âEJâ Dupree (Kelvin Harrison Jr.)
Chapters:
Neon Lights Masterlist
Chapter Synopsis: while imani processes her lingering pain over jamesonâs constant betrayals, jameson reels from her inattention. torn between loyalty to her best friend and processing her own feelings, genie grapples with guilt and anxiety while ej does his best to take care of her. sloane attempts to celebrate the split between jameson and imani but genie intervenes.
Warnings: toxic relationship, them b words! (watch them b words!), explicit terminology, dirty talk (kinda), usage of the n-word (if you white and read it, you owe us $20) -- if we missed anything, let us know!
Word Count:Â 5.6k Divider Template: @cafekitsune
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The following characters are original creations. Their voice claims are Usher / Lucky Daye (Jameson) & Summer Walker / SZA (Imani). We have no affiliation to any of those artists.
1 week after Sloane's party
Jameson leaned against the kitchen counter, his phone clutched in his hand as he stared at the screen in surprise. The image of Christian reflected back at him and he briefly wondered when he even started following that nigga. A quick glance to the left-hand corner told him it was Imani's Instagram account. Imani? With Christian? He couldn't even see that bastard's face but knew he was probably happy as fuck to be with Imani.
Look who came to visit.
The caption made his stomach churn. There was nothing downright explicit or implicated more but the simple fact that she had taken the picture, thought of the caption, and posted it? It made him sick. He knew for a fact she couldn't stand him. After things ended abruptly between Christian and Genie, Imani hadn't seen it for him. Ever. But now they were close enough for him to visit?
Texts left on read. Calls that went straight to voicemail. The silence was deafening.
Jameson immediately left the app and went to his messages, texting her a blitz of...admittedly emotional responses. She still hadn't responded to any of the ones before. He put his phone face down on the counter, trying to rein in his temper. He didnât need to read the comments to know what they said. Fans were undoubtedly cheering it on. Shit talking about how 'cute' he probably was. Wondering if she had finally replaced him.
What if she had? What if the space where he stood was going to belong to another person? Not just Christian -- anybody? That was enough to turn his stomach.
Jameson's hand clenched into a fist and he turned around, hitting the first thing he saw...which so happened to be EJ's fridge. His fist dented the medal but it hurt him a hell of a lot more than it did the inanimate object.
âAy, muhfucka! I got that imported from France. Watch that shit. What's your problem?â Jameson glanced up to see EJ rounding the corner, a cup of coffee in his hand. He couldn't quite blame his best friend for being irritated but he was going through some shit.
âHer Instagram.â Jameson muttered, nodding toward his phone. EJ walked over, picked up the phone, and whistled low when he saw the post. âAin't this a bitch.â He scrolled through the comments briefly before setting the phone down. âThey have a ship name too. Chrismani sound stupid tho.â
Jameson glared at him and EJ quickly put the phone down, shrugging. "My bad, man." âWhat am I supposed to do? Sheâs not answering my calls. Sheâs ignoring my texts. And now sheâs letting himââ Jameson cut himself off, shaking his head. He didn't know what the fuck the two had going on but either way, he didn't like that shit.
âLetting him what? Exist?â EJ raised an eyebrow. âBecause thatâs what it looks like to me. You give this nigga way too much power, man. Genie has a history with him, right? You know Imani. She not going too far with him."
Jameson frowned at EJ. He was right but he also knew..."Please. If you saw the girl you loved posted up with somebody else a week after ignoring your calls, you'd be tripping too." He didn't know what to do when it came to Imani. âShe told me to choose. I could be friends with Sloane or I could be with her.â
EJ set his coffee down and crossed his arms, leaning against the counter as he stared at his best friend. âOkay? So Sloane's out. Now what?" Jameson began to rub his hand over his fist, rolling his eyes in agitation. "It's not that easy!"
EJ cocked his head, leaning against the counter as he stared at Jameson with wide eyes. "Fuck you mean it's not that easy? Lose a friend, gain a girlfriend. Besides, Genie don't like her and Genie likes everybody. That's how you know something is up with her."
Jameson sighed softly, reaching to snatch his phone off the counter again. EJ had a point. Genie and Sloane had fallen out around the time he and Imani had become serious. He never knew what happened but wanted them both to feel like they could count on him. He didn't want to take sides. His friend vs his sister? He didn't want to decide. "Sloane doesn't have anybody."
"She had a house full of people at that party last week." "None of those people give a shit about her." "And you do?" "Of course I do." "You want that girl?" "No! No. I'm so fucking tired of being accused of that shit. I've known her since she was fifteen. I knew her when she could barely look you in the eyes when she was talking to you. She was lonely as fuck. And she's still lonely. I'm sorry I feel guilty abandoning her."
Jameson saw EJ's face change. From confusion to understanding all in an instant and for some reason -- he hated it. "You keep saying you're 'abandoning' her. You're not, man. She's a grown up." Jameson braced himself, knowing what EJ was going to say next. "She's not you and you are not your father."
He shut it down within a second, shaking his head as he quickly moved out of the kitchen. His father was a forbidden subject. Nobody brought the man up. Not his mother, not the press. Nobody. As far as the world was concerned, it was just Anais and James Lucas against the world. "It's not about that, man. I just don't want to abandon my friend."
"Do you want Imani back?" EJ called out to him, following. "Of course I do." "Let Sloane go. You can't let her think Christian is the only muhfucka that cares about how she feels. Let her go."
Jameson stared at him, the words sinking in.
âYouâve got options,â EJ said, approaching him and patting his hand against Jameson's shoulder. âWrite her a song. Send her flowers. Show up at the studio if you have to. You flew to fucking Italy within a minute. Why are you hesitating now? Don't sit there and let this nigga come take what's yours."
Jameson hesitated. âYou think thatâll work?â
EJ shrugged. âI think itâs better than...you know. Punching my shit and stalking her on Instagram. Youâve always been a fighter, J. Donât stop now.â
Jameson nodded slowly, his mind already spinning with ideas. EJ clapped him on the shoulder before heading out of the kitchen, leaving Jameson alone with his thoughts. He unlocked the phone in his hand and went back to Instagram, staring at the picture of Christian on her page. It was bullshit but EJ was right. He couldn't give up on her. He swore he never would.
The texts came through fast, almost as if he didn't have to think about what he was sending. She didn't take any pleasure in his reaction. Not really. But Imani needed something to flip that damn switch in Jameson's mind. He needed to know she wasn't playing. The mention of Genie made her heart hurt though. She texted her before she posted the picture of Christian but there had been no response. There hadn't been a response afterward either and Imani was praying she didn't hold this against her.
She forced herself not to finish reading Jameson's texts. She closed out the messages and went back to Instagram. Cross-legged on her couch, the soft glow of her phone screen illuminating her face in the dim living room, she scrolled through the comments on her post.
The likes were climbing rapidly, as they always did. Thousands of comments flooded in, a mix of excitement, speculation, and blatant nosiness.
"With your bestie ex? Oh, messy Mani." "What about Jameson tho? đ" "Girl, youâre glowing without him. Keep winning!"
Her thumb hovered over that last comment, her heart clenching. Glowing without him. Was she?
She tossed her phone onto the cushion beside her, leaning back against the couch. The praise and speculation didnât fill the hollow ache that had been gnawing at her for days. It wasnât about Christianâhe was nothing. She felt absolutely nothing for the man. She got the vibe that he wanted something with her but Imani couldn't tell if he was delusional or just stupid to really think she'd give him the time of day after he was with her best friend. Then again...People thought that's exactly what she was doing.
The post wasnât about him though. It was about the one person who wasnât tagged, wasnât mentioned, but was still present in every corner of her mind.
Jameson.
He kept letting her down. Choosing other people over her. She wouldn't him do it again. She closed her eyes, and the memories came rushing back like a tidal wave.
It was late, and the city lights outside their hotel room window shimmered like stars. She remembered sitting on the edge of the bed, the air thick with tension. Jameson stood in front of her, his hands trembling as he admitted the unthinkable. The night he ruined their relationship. All their problems went back to that one moment. âI slept with her.â heâd said, his voice raw and cracking. âI'm so sorry. Mani, I...I don't know what the fuck I was thinking. I was drunk. I swear to god.â Her heart had shattered in that moment, the weight of his words crushing her. She remembered the way her chest had tightened, the disbelief that had turned into anger, then grief. They were done, she knew that. He knew that. âWhat the fuck is wrong with you? Huh? It's fuck me, huh?!â sheâd whispered, her voice trembling. Her entire body shaking. âI trusted you. I gave you everything.â âMani, please,â heâd begged, dropping to his knees in front of her, reaching for her hands. She snatched them away, trying to get up from the bed but Jameson grasped her by the waist, keeping her trapped. She pushed against his shoulders, twisting out of his grasp as tears filled her eyes. âI'm going to fix it, baby. I swear to god, I'll fix it. I'm sorry.â "Let me go! You can't fix this shit!" "Yes, I can. I can fix it. I'll be better." "Jameson. You just told me you fucked another bitch and you really think I'm going to give you a chance to fix it? We're done. It's over."
She opened her eyes, the memory dissipating like smoke, but the sting remained. She reached for her phone again, scrolling back to her post. The comments about Jameson were multiplying, each one a reminder of the life theyâd shared and the pain heâd caused.
She couldnât go back to that. She wouldnât.
Her thumb hovered over the delete button for a moment before she pulled her hand away. No, she thought. Let him have to keep seeing it. Let him wonder. Let the tags in the comments be a reminder. âYou won't get to the chance to play me again.â she whispered, her voice steady.
With that, she exited the app, her resolve solidifying. If Jameson wanted her back, heâd have to do more than beg. Heâd have to prove he was worthy of her trustâand she wasnât sure sheâd ever believe that again.
Imani opened her texts, shooting a message to her engineer and manager. She had written so much shit when she was trying to get over the betrayal Jameson had done -- it was enough for albums. Why not use this pain to start a new chapter in her life? She spent so much of her time worrying about him. It was time to worry about herself. Her music. Her career.
Genie had done her best to put it out of her mind. The picture was exploding all over social media. She'd been tagged in it almost as much as Jameson was and each time made her chest tighten. The knot of anxiety sheâd been carrying all day pulling tighter. She promised to meet EJ for lunch and had arrived early, sitting primly and perfectly -- covered in Chanel. Her beautiful dark coils pressed perfectly and swept back in a french curl. She looked much better than she felt.
She had known Imani was going to post it. The text had come hours before, but Genie hadnât responded. Sheâd stared at the message, her thumb hovering over the keyboard, unsure of what to say. What could she say? No one knew the whole story of she and Christian. All she told Imani was that it was over. But shouldn't that have been enough? Of all the men to use to make Jameson jealous, why him?
She had complicated feelings about Imani playing with Jameson's feelings as well -- but it wasn't as if she didn't have good reason. He was her brother but he was an idiot sometimes. The image was out in the world and Genie felt that her silence was almost complicity in hurting Jameson. If the gossip was correct, Sloane was a thorn in their relationship and Genie knew a surefire way to get her out.
EJ finally arrived and Genie glanced up to see him making his way to their table -- led by the hostess. A smile curved her lips as the two maintained eye contact. She had never been so enamored with a man before. Even that crush she had on Christian had been bullshit compared to how EJ made her feel. They kept their relationship fairly casual. After their night at Sloane's party, he had been with her every step of the way, reassuring her and being patient with her. He was more than she deserved.
Before he sat down, he came to her side of the table and kissed her softly. It was a brief touch of his lips but the stiffness in her shoulders relaxed. She felt the tightening of her chest relax and for a minute, she felt like she could breathe. "Hi, baby." He told her softly, moving to take his seat as she poured him a glass of wine. His sharp eyes flicking to the phone on the table. âI guess you've seen it.,â he said, nodding toward it. âJamie isn't too happy either.â
Genie hesitated, then nodded to confirm she saw it. âShe said it was to make Jameson jealous, butâŠâ She trailed off, placing the bottle back on the table. "I don't know. It seems so out of character for her. Mani can be petty but she doesn't waste her time with people she doesn't give a fuck about. I don't think she understands what she's getting into."
EJ nodded, lifting his hand to gesture to a waiter for a glass of water. He was totally different from her. He worried about their friends but Genie took it totally to heart. Probably because she loved them both. EJ loved Jameson -- she was sure he hadn't decided how he felt about Imani yet. "I told him to go get his girl back. But I kind of regret it now."
Genie prepared herself to defend Imani. Jameson was her brother but she wasn't ready to absolve him of his sins. Especially when the reason their relationship was so chaotic was because he cheated a year ago. "They love each other so that wasn't a mistake. They just...they can't seem to get it together.," she said softly. âThis is going to make everything worse. For her. For Jameson. For everyone.â
EJ leaned back, studying her with a mix of concern. âDid you tell her that?â
âI...I couldn't." Genie sighed, then immediately regretted the admission. âI mean, I wanted to. But what was I supposed to say? âDonât post him because heâs a jerk whoâs going to ruin your life?â I didn't want her to think I was jealous.â
EJ raised an eyebrow. âArenât you?â
Genie opened her mouth to deny it, but the words caught in her throat. She had been jealous at the party. It had caused a twinge to her heart to see a man she used to want choosing other women over her. Women she loved deeply and respected. He had already taken Sloane. Now Imani? She had been scared. But as she gazed at EJ, she knew he was one of a kind. There wasn't a man like him in the world. How dare she be jealous over a man who wasn't worth it when one who was sat in front of her. âIâm not jealous. Anymore.,â she said finally, reaching across the table to take his hand. âIâm scared. For her. For Jameson. I donât want to see either of them hurt. Between Sloane and Christian, their relationship could easily snap.â
EJâs expression softened. He reached out and took her hand, brushing his thumb back and forth across her skin, âYou worry too much about other people, Genie. Itâs gonna tear you apart if you let it.â
Genie looked down at his hand, the warmth of his touch grounding her. âI canât help it,â she murmured.
âI know. You got the kind of heart I love. But maybe itâs time you focused on you,â EJ said gently. âLet them figure it out. Youâve got your own life to live, Genie. Your own man to worry about."
"Oh? Are you my man?" "Didn't you cum on my face a few times? I could have sworn last night that you begged me to --"
Genie's eyes went wide as she peered around the restaurant to see if anyone heard him. No one did but her reaction made EJ laugh. She snatched her hand from his, reaching over to slap his wrist.
"Stop it! Don't say that out loud!" "It's true. You did. And you're gonna do it again when we leave here." "Is that all you're going to do?" "For now." "What if I want more?" "I gotta make sure you're ready. So stop babysitting everybody else and let me take care of you for a change." "Yes, sir." "Ooh. Keep that up. I like that."
She smiled faintly, though the knot in her stomach didnât loosen. For the rest of the lunch, she and EJ didn't mention Jameson and Imani but her gaze kept straying to the phone. Thoughts of Christian and Sloane filtered through her mind. For her last act of babysitting -- she was going to make sure they didn't ruin Imani and Jameson's second chance. If they couldn't get it right, it had to be on their own terms. Not anybody else's.
It was nightfall by the time Genie managed to convince EJ to let her out of bed. He asked her to let everyone figure their shit out but she had to get this out. Once she promised him she'd wash her hands of it after talking to Jameson, he gave her a kiss and let her go. Texting Jameson and telling him it was an emergency was probably dramatic but he shared his location with her. When she pulled up to the recording studio, he was waiting outside -- leaning against his Range Rover.
He watched her curiously as she parked and got out, lifting his hand to press to her shoulder as he escorted her inside -- like an annoyed but worried older brother would. When they were settled in a quiet, private studio, finally he leaned in and nudged her arm. "Talk. You kind of scaring me."
They sat in front of the mixing console, a track playing lowly in the background. Genie could tell it was one of his. She knew his voice anywhere but hadn't heard this song before. She understood a few words here and there but couldn't catch the rhythm of the song. Jamie looked tense, his shoulders stiff. She knew he hadn't been able to shake the thoughts of Imani and Christian from his mind.
âWhatâs going on?â
Genie hesitated, the weight of what she was about to say pressing down on her. She took a deep breath and shrugged out of her jacket. "Thereâs a lot you donât know. Things Iâve been keeping to myself because I didnât want to -- Well, I wasn't brave enough to do what Imani did. I didn't want to make you choose. But after everything thatâs happened -- Imani, that post, the way Christian's been acting -- I canât stay quiet anymore.â
Jamesonâs expression darkened, a storm brewing in his eyes as he grasp her hands in his. âWhat did he do?â
Genie exhaled shakily, her voice trembling as she began. âChristian and I -- it was a fluke from the beginning. Maybe I was too presumptive but I...I told Sloane how I felt. She encouraged me to pursue him. So I did. I put myself out there." Tears filled her eyes as she thought of the way she had embarrassed herself. The sting of being rejected had faded but losing Sloane -- knowing what she had done? That would never go away.
"I found them together. At your afterparty for the Grammys. They were...Well, they were fucking. In your pool house. I didn't say a word. I turned around and left but I confronted Sloane afterward." Genie took a breath and forced herself to continue. "She didnât even deny it. Said it was no big deal because...it wasn't like he wanted me anyway. He liked someone else. She knew and didn't tell me. I stopped talking to her that night.â
She felt his grip around her fingers tighten for a moment before they relaxed. The look on his face was...a lot like hers the night Sloane had shown who she was. Devasated. Confused. Disbelief. âShe said that to you?â
Genie nodded, her throat tightening as tears fell. âI told Christian I was sorry. Can you believe it? I apologized for not being who he wanted. It was embarrassing. I'm starting to think who he wanted...was Imani.â
Jameson shook his head but all the pieces were falling into place. âThatâs why youâve been avoiding her.â
âYes,â Genie said, her voice firmer now as she pulled her hands free and wiped her eyes. âAnd itâs why I think you need to let her go, J. Do what Imani said. Choose her. Sloane only cares about herself and sheâs only going to drag you down.â
Jameson leaned back in his seat. âShe was your friend. I wouldn't even know her if it wasn't for you. You loved her before anybody else and she...she did that to you.â
âYes,â Genie said gently. âIf anybody knows what it's like to see the best in Sloane, it's me. I always saw it. Until she showed me something else, Jameson. Don't wait until she shows you.â
He looked up at her then, a spark of anger in his eyes. "And Christian?â
Genieâs lips pressed into a thin line. âI don't know. He may really like Imani but she...she deserves better." She may be there to help Jameson fix things but she couldn't bring herself to tell him that Imani was just trying to make him jealous. Loyalty to both kept her conflicted.
They sat in silence for a while so Jameson could process everything. He was distracted, clearly overwhelmed, but she knew what he would do when he spoke next. "I love you, you know?" he told Genie softly, his voice thick with emotion. "You and your dad...you two gave me and Ma everything we needed to feel like a family. You're my sister, Genie. I wouldn't ever let anybody hurt you."
She gave him a faint smile, tears filling her eyes again. For somebody who could write music, he had never been eloquent with her about his feelings. They irritated each other like siblings but she had never truly said it to him. "I love you too." Genie said softly. âI wouldn't ever let anybody hurt you either. That's why Sloane has to get out of our lives. Now.â
Jameson nodded, agreeing without words. âI threw everything away with Imani to be loyal to somebody who didn't deserve it.â
Genie reached out, squeezing his knee. âIt may not be over. Try it. Let her know you choose her. Over anything. Even if you guys don't work it out, at least youâll know you did everything you could. But you canât move forward if youâre still holding onto people like Sloane.â
He nodded slowly, the weight of her words sinking in. âYouâre right,â he said finally.
Genie smiled faintly, relief washing over her. âGood. Now, go clean up your mess.â
He gave her a small, rueful laugh. âI'm not good at that.â
âGet good at it.,â she said, standing and placing a kiss to his forehead...before slapping him on the back of the neck. Jameson flinched but only stared up at her. âConsider this my retirement from worrying about you and Imani. My man told me to stop.â
His brows furrowed as she turned to leave the studio. "What man?!" he called out after her. Genie ignored him and continued on to her car to get back home to EJ.
God had to have a sense of humor. No sooner had he watched Genie zip off in her car, he'd gotten a text from Sloane. A dinner invitation. He had been seconds from texting a denial but he knew this message was better delivered in person -- so he agreed to show up. He spent the entire drive to her place stewing in anger -- pissed at her and himself. He had spent months bringing this girl around Genie, around Imani. Begging them to give her a shot. He hadn't even asked why she and Genie had fallen apart. He was a shit friend and a shit boyfriend.
The elevator doors slid open, and Jameson stepped into the hallway leading to Sloaneâs penthouse. His jaw tight and he had no idea how to release his tension. He had no idea what he planned to say. There was so much in his head. All he wanted to do was yell at her. Make her give him a valid reason for the shit she'd been doing. The weight of Genieâs confession bore down on him, and the idea of confronting Sloane left a bitter taste in his mouth.
He knocked twice, his knuckles rapping sharply against the wood. Moments later, the door swung open, and Sloane appeared, her face lighting up like the sun.
âJamie! Just in time! Dinner is almost done.â she exclaimed, pulling the door wide for him to enter. When he did so, she immediately wrapped her arms around him. âHi. I missed you.â
Her perfume was light and airy. In another place, another time, he probably would have complimented her on it and told her that he missed her too. And that would have been the wrong thing to do. Becoming disillusioned with Sloane made him notice everything. The way she clung to him, the way she looked up at him with bright eyes, the darkened apartment, the Ella Fitzgerald album -- one of his favorites -- playing softly in the background. He stood stiffly, not hugging her back but it didn't seem to phase her. She took her time hugging him, only pulling back when she deemed it was over.
Jamesonâs expression didnât waver. âWe just saw each other last week at the party, Sloane,â he said, his voice cutting sharper than the edge of a blade.
She blinked, momentarily thrown off by his tone. âI know. It still feels like itâs been a minuteâŠâ
Jameson stepped further away from her, his movements deliberate. He glanced around, noting the intimate setup of the dining tableâa bottle of wine, two glasses, and a single candle flickering softly. The oven lit up with the smell of a dinner that he couldn't quite place. Genie had lit the match but everything was ablaze now. Imani's accusations were crystal clear in his mind. God, she had been right.
âI saw Imani posted Christian on Instagram,â Sloane said, her voice carefully measured. âIâm sorryâŠyou donât deserve that.â
Jamesonâs jaw tightened as he stood with his back with her, trying to get a grasp on his anger. âImani's mine to worry about.â
âI-I know,â Sloane stammered, moving closer to him. Her voice softened, dripping with concern. âI just want you to know that Iâm here for you, Jamie.â She reached out for his hand, her fingers brushing against his. âYou can call me if you need anything.â
Jameson didnât move. His demeanor was rigid, his body language screaming discomfort. He didnât bother to touch her hand, his gaze fixed on hers with an intensity that made her falter.
âIs everything okay?â Sloane asked, her voice uncertain. She tilted her head, her lips curving into a small, confused smile. âYouâre not acting like my Jamie.â
"Did you fuck Christian?" he asked her abruptly, tilting his head to look at her. He saw it for a second. For one second, she looked caught off guard. She looked...exposed. But then the guard went up, her brow furrowed and she gave him a laugh. He could see her about to lie. "Don't. Don't you dare lie to me. I've had enough of that."
She hesitated but then moved away, heading back to the table. She tripped over her own heels and clumsily poured herself a glass of wine. Jameson finally moved, the tension draining from his body the more he confronted her. Sloane lifted the glass to gulp down wine before Jameson continued on. "Genie told me everything." He watched her choke on the liquid, leaning forward as she coughed loudly and took deep breaths. "And I got to thinking -- if she could do that to her best friend...what else could she do?"
She turned wide eyes to him as she continued to try to catch her breath. "Christian was...a mistake." She gasped out, shaking her head. "It was just a night. We were drunk! We got carried away!"
He heard the same mistakes he gave Imani and his stomach churned again, shaking his head. "You destroyed someone who loved you. Better than anyone else. Do you think that excuse works? You hurt the kindest fucking person in the world. And you hurt her because you could. You humiliated her! And you act like nothing happened! You didn't even have the fucking decency to tell her you're sorry!"
Sloaneâs lips parted, but no words came out. She looked at him, searching for some sign of forgiveness, but all she could see was disappointment and anger. It's all he had left for her.
âI believed in you. Imani told me to choose and I...I said I wouldn't but I did. I fucking chose you because I thought you were a good person. I thought you needed me. A friend.â Jameson continued, his voice low and steady.
"I do need you!" "You don't need me! You want me. There's a fucking difference, Sloane!"
He heard his phone notifications go off but he ignored it. Even when it continued, he kept going. His gaze didn't leave Sloane's. Her eyes filled with tears as she reached out for him but he sidestepped her hand. She clenched her fingers tightly and sobbed quietly but he didnât flinch. "Jamie, please. Iâm sorry. I never meantââ
âAre you in love with me?â he interrupted, his tone weary. He didn't need the confession but he asked anyway. âIf you ever cared about me, tell me the truth.â
Sloane froze before she gave the slightest nod. That nod hit him hard in the gut.
"You want to hear what I feel?" He asked her and watched as she closed her eyes tightly, shaking her head. She knew he didn't love her. She couldn't bear to hear the words. But Jameson figured it out now. A hard lesson to learn but...he had to give them to her. "I love Imani. I love everything about her. I love her so much that I don't know how to live without her. She makes me want to be better. I love the way she loves Genie. I love the way she loves me. And I gave that up twice. I keep hurting her and I did it again. This time...for you. And I regret it."
The more he spoke, the more she cried. "I'm sorry I brought us to this. You can blame me for it. Not Imani. Goodbye, Sloane." He moved towards the door and she followed him. Her phone rang out loud and she hesitated, tears blurring her eyes as she turned back to the kitchen. He didn't stop moving.
As he reached for the handle, she called out, her voice breaking. âJamie, waitâPlease! Don't leave me.â
He paused but didnât turn around. Guilt grabbed a hold of him again but he pushed it away, knowing that enabling Sloane would only hurt her further...so he opened the door and walked out. It clicked shut behind him and for a moment, he stood there, trying to catch his breath. He heard her scream, throw things across the room, and yell out for him -- but he pretended he didn't.
Jameson walked towards the elevators, the anger he had carried up with him left behind in her place. He fished his phone out of his pocket, pushing the button for the ground floor as he read each text that came through but one caught his attention: a text from EJ that contained a link to Apple Music and an article.
R&B Sensation Imani releases surprise EP, Diary
As he browsed the article, the elevator doors pinged open and an avalanche of notifications from Instagram came in. Even more than when Imani posted the picture of Christian. To make matters worse, he got a shit ton of texts from friends and acquaintances. Half of them were the fucking eye emoji.
"Shit." He muttered to himself.
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Can you do a part 2 of the bllk boys reacting to their gf doing ballet but with isagi, ness and nagi?
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ISAGI YOICHI
Isagi was coming back to both yours and his apartment after a long day of practice. He was exhausted and just wanted a hot bath, and to cuddle up with you, he did text you that he'd be back home very soon. Oh, how he wished he was already in your arms. After another while of walking, Isagi was at your front door. He got his keys out and began opening the door. As soon as he did, he saw you standing in front of him ballet gear still on. For a minute, he froze up not knowing what to say. You've never told him about this????
"Sweetheart, you do ballet????" He asks as he walks up to you, closing the door behind him.
"Y-yes." You muttered quietly, nodding almost sheepishly, your cheeks becoming red out of embarrassment.
"Oh??? How long have you been doing it for???" Isagi asks, raising an eyebrow curiously.
"Four years, sorry for not telling you, Yoi." You say, still very embarrassed by him catching you in your ballet gear.
"Hmmm, it okay, baby!!! Plus, I can watch my pretty girlfriend do all those beautiful spins and twirls!!!" He says, smiling down at you.
"Yoichi, you don't even know if I'm good." You say, looking up at him as he kept on smiling at you.
"Huh, I don't need to???" He says, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you in for a hug.
ALEXIS NESS
Ness was cleaning around the house while you were sleeping after a long day of studying and working. He wanted to help you out since you were usually the one cleaning most of the time while he was at practice. After ironing one of your dresses, he was about to hang it up in your wardrobe, but that's when he saw a pair of ballet shoes hidden behind some of your clothes.
Why were they there??? Maybe one of your friends left them here??? Do you not trust him to tell him that you do ballet??? Ness mind was racing with different scenarios, most of them just being him overthinking. Ness decided to forget about them and was about to put them back when you came in the room.
"A-ah, angel!!!" He said, his voice filled with uncertainty as he hid the ballet shoes behind him. "How was your sleep???"
"Good." You mumble groggily, stretching your arms. That's when you noticed the ballet shoes that Ness was hiding behind his back. Fuck.
"Baby, where did you find those ballet shoes????" You ask him, slightly surprised that he even found them.
"Uhm, they were in the wardrobe, darling." Ness replies. That's when you remember the last time Ness nearly caught you practing, so you chucked the shoes at the back of your wardrobe. "Do you not trust me enough to tell me that you do ballet???" Ness asks, his lips curling into a frown.
"Baby, no, Iâ I just know you're busy, I don't want you to waste time by watching me perform." You say, wrapping your arms around him to give him a hug.
Ness hugs you back, his frown turing into a smile from your warm embrace. "Darling, I want to see you perform, I want to see how pretty you'd look."
NAGI SEISHIRO
You and Nagi were cuddling together in bed. He was on his phone scrolling through Instagram while you were watching him look at reels and photos that had the humour of a 12 year old teenage boy. When a video of you performing competitively at a competition came, Nagi instantly knew it was you, but the way you moved had Nagi mesmerised, you moved so gracefully.
"Angel, you move beautifully." He murmurs, still staring at his phone. "Why didn't ya tell me???"
"Cause you'd probably find it a hassle to watch me perform, lazyhead." You sigh, rolling your eyes playfully.
"Well, not if you perform like that." The tall white head mumbles lazily, putting his phone down for once and began to look at you.
"Ah, so the lazy genius wouldn't mind going to watch me perform??? Wouldn't it be too much of a hassle for ya???" You ask, smirking slightly to yourself in amusement.
Nagi wraps his arms around you, pulling you into a cosy embrace. "When it comes to you, pretty I don't mind if anythings a hassle." Nagi mumbles as he began to smile slightly at you.
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Summary: When you are force to go to every game with your sister, it turns out to be something you didnât expect to happen.. imagine your going to a game right and you see the quarterback and heâs hot not like you imagine him to be at least you knew he was hot but you didn't think he would extremely hot. But hereâs the twist you get home, and you see that he started following out of nowhere and the next you know youâre texting each other.
A/n: @bengals-barnesbabe for the message
Warning:fluffy ïżŒ
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This one particular game so happened. out of all the games, I have been to. I have never thought to look at all the players while they were coming out of the tunnel until today I did.
I could possibly say I wasnât expecting this to happen, but we just happened to fall in love. Itâs like love at first sight.
âDo I have to go to this stupid game?â I say annoyed looking at my sister Sara, she always loved football, every time football came around she would make me wear this stupid Bengals jersey and go to their silly little game because she was their biggest fan.
On the other hand side me, I was very much not the biggest fan, donât get me wrong I love football but I wouldnât say I liked going out to one because it was too crowded and loud for me. But I didnât mind going because I was going with my sister
âYes, you know this y/n, you always have to go, please stop being a baby and just come on. Before we are lateâ looking at me with her arms folded, sighing
She wore her big orange jersey with the number 1 in the back and front with the word CHASE printed on the back. With camouflage cargo pants, black and white Jordan ones.
While I had on this black baggy t-shirt with Aaliyahâs face on it. With her name written in graffiti letters, ripped jeans, and black and white dunks.
âOkay, âI say â âOh my god, just come on, before we are late,â Sara says, rolling her eyes, then pulling me by my arms, pushing me into the car.
20 minutes later
We were at the game sitting in our chair while they called their names ,each time a football player came out the tunnel.âyour quarterback for the Cincinnati Bengals. Joe burrow âThe announcers announced. He was running slowly, I admired him from afar, watching as he came out of the tunnel
I didnât think he was this hot, I mean I knew he was hot. But I think he was this hot the whole time during the game I couldnât keep my eyes off him. He was too damn hot.
âSara, that Joe Burrow, â I say âYes, â Sara says âWell I knew he was hot but didn't think he was that hot, â I say âWell youâve seen it for yourself, â Sara says. I continued to look at him the whole time of the game.
The game was over. The Cincinnati Bengals had won the game. We were on our way home.
When we got home, I went into my room, took my shoes off, got in my bed, picked up my phone, opened up Instagram, and started to scroll through the reels. Until I saw the big bold letter with the blue check marked saying âjoeyb_9 started following youâ To my surprise, I couldnât help but scream. He just randomly followed me like that. Shocked and confused.
âAhhhhh Joe Burrow just followed me â I screamed my hands over my mouth, I was still shocked and confusedâY/n whatâs wrong, â Sara said âUm, nothing Sara, â I said looking at my phone still In shock.
I wanted to see if it was real, so I pressed the message button, nervous to dm him I began to type out â um hiâ, but my hand slipped hitting the send I started to think to myself. âI canât believe I sent that, what if he doesnât see it.
Until I looked at my phone and saw the three little dots that showed he was typing. The text read âHiâ I began to text him back, and then a conversation between the two of us started. There were giggles, teasing, kicking, smile, and flirting in between each text
After that I couldnât fall asleep I was stuck on the thought that I just talked to the hottest popular quarterback ever and he asked me out. The only thing I could do was smile and hug my pillow. I canât even think straight. âWow, that was somethingâI say, as I constantly think about him, ask me out .still speechless.
Another note: I wasn't planning on writing this it just kinda happened, lol. But the passengers' side will be out l
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Hiii!! So these past few days I've been into playing billiards soo is there any chance you can do female reader teaching minji how to play billiards properly and the other members and maybe staffs just secretly taking a picture/video of the both of themđ„č
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Minji X Reader
Thank you, Unnie
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Warnings: None.
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With a frown on my face, I stared stubbornly at my phone. I had been scrolling through Instagram for hours, probably having seen every single reel by now. I kept refreshing the page, but nothing new appeared. Sighing, I leaned my head against the armrest of our couch.
I was bored...
Normally, Hyein and Danielle were always around, annoying me. Why not now?!
I sighed once again and started humming. My eyes fixed on the ceiling until suddenly, Danielle's frequent song came to mind. "Vanessa Kang, I miss you," I sang in the same beat as Dani, of course. "Vanessa Kang, where are you? Vanessa Kang, why you'd not come?" I chuckled lightly at my own behavior.
"What's up?"
Startled, I jerked and looked with wide eyes at the person who was just staring at me. I sat up abruptly and stared at the younger one with my mouth agape. "Is this your song for appearing now?" I asked, laughing slightly, but the younger one seemed a bit confused by my words. Her head tilted slightly as she approached me with slow and sluggish steps.
Without saying anything, she stretched out on the couch, her head resting on my legs. My hand, as if it were natural, in her hair. My fingers ran through her long black hair. A small smile on her face as she blissfully closed her eyes. "What are you doing here all alone?" Haerin asked after a short silence, during which I continued to stroke her hair and occasionally massaged her scalp.
Haerin hummed blissfully, but opened her eyes when I didn't respond. A laugh escaped my throat as her forehead now furrowed a bit due to the lack of words in this conversation. With a smile on my face, I watched as the younger one slowly sat up and looked at me in disbelief. "Will you answer me?" she asked, now starting to snort a bit.
A laugh escaped me as I shook my head amusedly. "Do you talk like this with older people?" I asked as I playfully placed my hand on my chest, pretending as if it hurt. Haerin automatically rolled her eyes. "I talk like this with my friends," she replied, causing me to nod shortly after.
"I'm bored to death," I replied shortly, making Haerin raise her eyebrows. She hesitated visibly and looked around for a short while. "Why? Are you done already?" she asked as she assessed me from head to toe. "But you don't look like it," she added shortly after, tugging at my blue and plain pajama pants.
"Done with what? Why?" I asked, visibly confused, prompting Haerin to look at me inquisitively. Her eyes widened shortly after, and she covered her mouth with both hands. "Oh," she uttered as she seemed to curse herself. My curiosity grew, and I immediately approached the younger one. "What is it? What?" I asked, already smiling.
"Oh nooo. Haerin. What did you say?" I suddenly heard from another person. My eyes widened, and immediately I felt my heart beat much faster, and my stomach turned. As if on cue, I sat down normally. My gaze lowered a bit, and my fingers started playing with each other as I felt my cheeks visibly blush.
Minji was there. Dressed in jeans and a white tank top, she was drying her wet hair with a towel. Her eyes were on me and Haerin as she started sighing softly. "Did you tell her?" the leader of Newjeans asked, and her eyes shifted to me. A slight smirk appeared on her lips. "Unnie," my head shot up immediately, and I stared at the taller person with my mouth open. "Get ready," the younger one demanded, and almost instantly, I stood up, banging my knee loudly against the coffee table.
I whimpered in pain but quickly disappeared, embarrassed, into the bathroom. My face now even redder, and my heart threatened to leap out of my chest. With deep and slow breaths, I tried to calm my heart down. I must not... I must not fall in love with Minji, but it was already too late...
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"Where are we?" I asked as my eyes widened. The entire hall was empty, and my grin only widened when I saw dartboards on the walls and several billiard to ping pong tables scattered in the room. Happily, I turned to my members, and each of them suddenly started to smile.
"This is a thank you from us," Danielle said, and everyone nodded. Now, my forehead wrinkled in question, "Thank you for what?" I asked as my smile slowly faded. Hyein and Danielle exchanged glances, while Haerin nudged Minji forward. Hanni had her phone in hand.
Minji laughed. Her hand wandered to her hair as she scratched her scalp a bit. After taking a deep breath, she looked straight into my eyes. My breath caught, and a nervous smile formed on my face. I slowly looked up, directly into her eyes, which made Minji smirk a bit.
"Thank you for being there for us. Without you... honestly, I don't know what we would do without you," Minji said, lightly laughing, although it seemed to stem from her nervousness. I smiled as I looked at each of them, "Oh, come on. It works because each of you puts in effort," I replied. "Thanks, guys," I added, now a bit softer.
Hanni clapped her hands, "Let's go. I finally want to beat Y/n in one of the games," Hanni said as her hands landed on my shoulders as if by habit, and she pushed me towards the dartboards. We immediately started playing, with Minji clearly struggling.
She seemed unable to control her strength, repeatedly hitting the wall, causing the dart to bounce off and almost hit one of us. "Take cover! It's Minji's turn," Hyein giggled, and everyone took a few steps back. However, I just shook my head amused as I watched Minji start to pant angrily.
With a smile on my face, I approached the taller woman, "Here," I started as I corrected her hand on the dart. "Don't grip it with your whole hand. Just use your three fingers," I instructed the younger one, noticing her surprised look. I smiled encouragingly, "I always close one of my eyes and then throw only from the elbow," I said as I corrected her throwing arm.
"Now throw. Gently," I said, watching as Minji, the woman who made my heart beat faster, finally hit the dartboard, and the arrow stuck. With wide eyes, we looked at each other, and almost immediately, Danielle squealed. Overjoyed, Minji wrapped her arms around my waist, pulling me into a tight hug. The blush on my face was hard to miss.
My hands on the younger one's back as I let myself fall into this embrace. The scent of the younger one completely enveloped me, numbing my senses. My heart raced a thousand times faster, my skin burned, and my muscles started to twitch. The warmth she radiated made me close my eyes for a few seconds.
"I-"
"Unnie. Unnie. Unnie," Hyein said, prompting me to break the hug. I saw the youngest of us jumping excitedly on the spot, "Now it's my turn. Show me too!"
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"Ha. Loser," Hanni's voice rang out as she provocatively stuck out her tongue at Minji, who once again failed to hit the white ball. More accurately, she did hit it, but with the side of the billiard cue. This was a common sight with beginners. The finger positioning was wrong, the entire stance was wrong, not to mention the strength.
Minji now pursued a laughing Hanni with the cue in hand, while I, quite relaxed since I had my own cue, sank one of the balls. Hyein, who was on my team, jumped up joyfully. However, Danielle, who was on the opposing team with Minji and Hanni, groaned, "Unnie, stop being so good," with a pout.
Hyein quickly nullified Danielle's statement by simply encouraging me further. With a smile on my face, I weighed my options. I was a sore loser... But, if the others wouldn't have fun, I would feel more sorry. Sighing, I focused on the ball, aiming to miss it in a way that no one would notice it was intentional.
The rounds continued until it was Minji's turn again. "You suck. Let me play instead," Hanni said, rolling her eyes. "I just want to beat Y/n-Unnie for once," Hanni added, explaining why she didn't want Minji on her team. I chuckled amused, but stopped when I saw how offended Minji was by this remark.
"If you don't want her on your team, then I'll take her," I said. "You can have Hyein," I added, causing Hyein to complain. Hanni immediately agreed. With a smile on my face, I gestured for Minji to come over to me. "Shall I show you?" I asked as my eyebrows raised.
Minji swallowed and nodded. Her eyes followed every one of my movements, making me nervous. With a smile on my face, I first showed her the grip without touching her, but she couldn't get it right, so I adjusted her grip on the cue myself. I also showed her the different grips. "Either you make a circle with your thumb and forefinger and place the cue in the circle or on the circle," I instructed as I demonstrated one of the grips.
"This grip is also easy," I said as I now tensed my fingers into a claw and placed my fingertips on the billiard table. The cue between the knuckles of my index and middle fingers. Minji nodded in understanding. I smiled amusedly, "But I find my grip the easiest," I started as I now balled my hand into a half-fist and only curled my index and middle fingers. The cue on the index finger.
I handed the cue back to Minji and watched which grip she would use. With a smile on my face, seeing Minji use my favorite grip, I leaned in closely. My chest pressed against her side, while my hand corrected her finger and hand position. Our faces were only inches apart. My breath caught as my mouth opened slightly.
Minji's nose was dangerously close to mine, and the temptation to just kiss her grew with each passing second. I noticed Minji's eyes now drifting to my lips. My breath hitched, and my eyes also briefly wandered down to her. The world around me vanished like blown away.
"Min-"
"Y/-"
I heard a soft giggle and shortly after, someone hissed in pain. Surprised by these sounds, I stumbled back a few steps. My face now completely flushed as I realized that Minji and I were really about to kiss!
Damn it, Danielle!!!
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"That was truly hell," Haerin said, rolling her eyes. Immediately, the others agreed, while Minji and I sat on the couch, holding hands. Hanni laughed as she showed us another photo, "It was like your first date. You were too nervous to really talk to each other, but somehow the tension was there," Hanni said as she showed Minji and me the photo she took back then.
I looked at the photo and chuckled. A slight blush on my cheeks. I remembered that moment well. Minji and I, at the billiard table, as I showed her the grips. We were on the verge of kissing.
"Danielle mostly just disturbed, though," Danielle said, causing Hyein to complain, "Hey... I may have... forgotten the plan a bit, okay?" The youngest complained, prompting everyone to roll their eyes, and I just started laughing. I felt Minji intertwining our fingers, "You liked me even then?" she asked, making me nod.
Annoyed, she groaned, "So, I could have kissed you?" she asked again, making me laugh, as the others, except for Danielle, looked disgusted. I just grinned as I placed a kiss on my girlfriend's cheek, "You can kiss me anytime."
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The Catfish
Catfish! Reader, Depressed! Reader, Dead Inside! Reader, Maladaptive Day Dreamer! Reader, Sad! Reader, Unemployed! Reader, Shy! Reader, Morally Grey! Reader, Yandere! Price, Yandere! John Price, Obsessive, Price, Obsessive! John Price,
A/N: Iâve seen a lot of morally grey Y/N OCs out there, and I thought, why not take it further? Letâs push the limits. Letâs get into the darker side, where the lines blur and nothingâs ever as simple as it seems.
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Your life feels like itâs at a standstillâunemployed, or simply watching opportunities slip through your fingers, to depress, too weak, to down to go for it. Every day blurs into the next, doom-scrolling through social media, drowning in the curated lives of others, trying to ignore the quiet ache of dissatisfaction.
Books are your escape. A mix of romance and dark, Machiavellian stories fills your time, each one offering a temporary reprieve from the monotony and gloom. Instagram reels and TikToks flood your feed, booktok recommendations mixing with relationship advice, until one thought lingersâwhy not try a dating app? Not for love. Not even for a real date. Just for something. Attention, validationâsome small proof that you still exist.
Dating isnât new to you, nor are dating apps. But right now, you donât have the energy to take a new picture, to present yourself in the best possible way. Instead, you pick an older photoâone with just the right lighting, the right angle, something that has an air of mystery. With a few subtle editsâsmoother skin, slightly sharpened featuresâit becomes something almost... unreal. Perfect in a way you arenât. Unrecognisable enough to be safe.
You swipe. Browse. And thenâyou see him.
John Price.
Something about him makes you pause. Maybe itâs the rough-edged charm, the mix of gruff and steady. On impulse, you swipe right. When itâs a match, you hesitate before messaging firstâbut when you do, the conversation flows effortlessly. You pretend to be someone else, someone confident, intriguing. And for the first time in a long time, you feel that way too.
Days turn into weeks. Weeks into months. You talk every night, each message pulling you deeper into something you canât control. You never planned for it to last this long. Never expected to enjoy it. And then he asksâLetâs take this off the app. Letâs talk properly.
Panic coils in your chest. Giving him your number is out of the questionâit would expose too much, make you traceable. Instead, you suggest a messaging app that keeps your identity hidden. He agrees. The illusion remains intact.
And still, it grows. Youâre not just talking anymore. Youâre something. His words make your heart race. His voice, the rare times he sends recordings, leaves you breathless. Itâs intoxicating. Dangerous. Because eventually, he asks the one thing you canât give.
Letâs meet.
Excuses become your shield. Youâre busy. Traveling. Something came up. You deflect, redirect, anything to avoid the inevitable. But you canât do this forever. And deep down, you know it.
So you end it.
A long, heartfelt messageâapologies wrapped in regret, a quiet confession that you just canât. That it was never meant to go this far. That he deserves better. Before you can talk yourself out of it, you block him. On the dating app. On the messenger. Everywhere.
Your heart aches. Not just because you liked him, but because youâll never know what could have been. Because you destroyed something that wasnât even real in the first place.
But what you donât knowâwhat you canât knowâis that John Price isnât the kind of man who lets things go.
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What you didnât knowâwhat you couldnât have knownâwas that John Price wasnât just some âgovernment employee.â
He didnât put specifics on his profile. No mention of his career. You assumed, based on his dry responses and the absence of bragging, that he was just another pencil-pusher, a bureaucrat with a good-looking face, one who maybe dealt with spreadsheets and red tape. Easy to dismiss. He didnât seem like someone who could leave an impact.
But you were wrong.
John Price is SAS. Trained to track. To hunt. His mind, to never let go.
The moment you broke things off, he didnât disappear. He didnât move on. He didnât even give you the satisfaction of feeling like you were in control of the situation.
Johnâs mind doesnât work like yours. He doesnât take ânoâ for an answer.
You thought heâd accept the closure. That youâd get away clean, hidden behind the veil of your catfishing persona. But for him, thatâs just the beginning.
In your mind, you justified it all. Surely, you werenât the only one in line. After all, heâs good-looking, charming, and probably has a queue of women eager to talk to him. Heâs the type of man who can have his pickâyouâre just a small fry in the grand scheme of things. You told yourself heâd forget about you, move on to someone more real, someone better. This was just a pseudo-relationship, something that never had the chance to be anything more. So why wouldnât you end it before it got any deeper? Before you could get attached, before he could hurt you with his inevitable disinterest?
It was easier this way, right? Heâd find someone else, someone who wasnât hiding behind a heavily modified pictureâunrecognizable, almost perfectâand a name no one would ever associate with the real you. You, the woman who couldnât even look herself in the mirror anymore without feeling shame. And youâyou would never have to face the sting of rejection, the disgust in his eyes, the cold way he would scold you for deceiving him.
You convinced yourself it was the safest route, the only way to keep your heart intact.
But in the back of your mind, there was always the nagging thought: What if he doesnât forget about you?
You laugh at the thought, shaking your head as if itâs some absurd notion. As if? You mutter to yourself before closing the app, tossing your phone onto the bed. It bounces once, twice, before settling. You let out a long sigh, then close your eyes, willing yourself to relax. A nap sounds nice, maybe just for a few hoursâlong enough to shake off the weight of the situation.
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When he doesnât hear back from you, when he notices the blocks on the dating app and the messaging app, something in him shifts. He becomes methodical, patientâlike a predator picking up a fresh trail.
And he knows how to find you.
He starts with the smallest things. The little details in your conversationsâthe places you mentioned, the books you read, the music you listened to. Heâs tracking. Not just your words, but your habits. Your likes. Your interests. Each clue that could lead him to you, like a breadcrumb trail you unknowingly left behind.
Heâs not in a rush. This isnât a chase; itâs a hunt.
The longer he watches, the clearer it becomes: Youâre not just a fleeting encounter. Youâre the one. The puzzle he must solve. He knows he has to get close, to get past the walls youâve built.
And heâs willing to do whatever it takes.
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John began his hunt, a quiet, patient pursuit that would leave no stone unturned.
The nickname you had chosen for the dating appâso unique, so personalâwas the first clue. It wasnât just something random, he realized. It was a key to something deeper, something hidden just beneath the surface.
He traced it. The path it led him on was winding, but it was clear and deliberate. Your image, that photo youâd used, caught his eye next. He zoomed in, examining every detail. The way the light hit your face, the angle, the soft texture of the background. It wasnât just a casual snapshot. It was deliberate, curated. There was something about it that felt... polished.
Then, his eyes locked onto it.
The Royal College of Music. The concert hall.
It was a place he recognised immediately, and for a split second, he allowed himself a small, knowing smirk. You had been there, seated in that hall. The way you looked, so poised, so perfect, in the middle of that sea of sound, it was no accident. Your friend mustâve taken the picture. But even in that moment, you seemed so out of reach, so untouchable.
But that wouldnât stop him.
He pushed forward, searching for more. Minutes later, his screen lit up with a new discoveryâa Spotify playlist. The name was the same as your nickname, and when he clicked on it, the songs flooded in. The same songs youâd mentioned in passing. Those little details youâd carelessly slipped into conversation, thinking they were nothing.
It wasnât coincidence.
John leaned back, his pulse steady, as he took it all in. It was a breadcrumb trail, and you had unwittingly left the map for him to follow.
And then, something clicked.
The playlist. The songs. The name.
He typed it into his search bar, just to see. Just to see what else would come up.
Your LinkedIn.
His heart skipped a beat. This was it. The final piece.
John leaned forward, fingers moving rapidly as he clicked through. There you were, full name now revealed, a neat professional profile staring back at him. Every detail lined upâyour job, your education, even your location.
You were closer than he thought.
He smiled to himself, leaning back in his chair, the thrill of the chase finally rushing through him.
You were no longer hiding. No longer just a name behind a pretty picture. You were real.
And now, he knew exactly who you were.
This wasn't over. Far from it.
It was just the beginning.
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You almost didnât go out tonight.
It had been so easy to just sink into routineâdoom-scrolling through your phone, putting off responsibilities, ignoring the world beyond your bedroom. But your friends had insisted. An orchestra performance. You always loved instrumental music. It was one of the few things that could lift your mood, transport you somewhere else.
So, you dragged yourself up and went through the long, tedious process of making yourself presentableâno, more than presentable. Polished. Together. A mask, really, but one you were good at wearing.
The skincare routine, the precise trim of your brows, the careful shaving. Contouring, blending, soft touches of highlight and color to shape the face you wanted the world to see. It was muscle memory now, an exhausting ritual that took time, patience, and just the right amount of self-delusion.
When you finally looked in the mirror, the transformation was complete.
You almost looked like herâthe woman in the picture you had used on the app. The confident, successful version of yourself. Not the girl stuck in limbo, unemployed, wasting time. No one would know the difference.
And for tonight, you could pretend, too.
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The pub near the concert hall was quiet, barely a handful of patrons scattered across the space. You were early, too early, and your friends hadnât arrived yet. No sense in standing outside in the cold, so you slipped inside, ordered a pint, and made your way to one of the empty booths near the back.
The first sip was soothing, grounding. You exhaled, letting yourself settle into the moment, allowing the warm buzz of the pub to wrap around you.
And thenâ
A shadow passed over your table.
Someone slid into the seat across from you, smooth, unhurried. Not a stranger looking for an empty spot. No, this was deliberate.
You barely had time to react before a deep, familiar voice cut through the space between you.
"Hello, Birdie."
Your blood ran cold.
John Price.
He was sitting right there, across from you, arms resting casually on the table, watching you like he had all the time in the world.
Your stomach flipped, your throat tightening. A slow, creeping dread spread through your limbs, pinning you to your seat. This couldnât be happening. It wasnât possible.
He shouldnât be here. He shouldnât know who you are.
But he did.
And from the way his lips curled into something almostâpleasedâas if he had been waiting for this moment.
For you.
A/N: Wooo!! Maybe Iâll write the next part when the inspiration hits? Iâd love to hear what you guys think though! If you have any suggestions, feel free to shareâIâm open to ideas! đ
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This Ainât a Movie I Wanna See
Jack Hughes thought love with you would be foreverâa happily ever after written in the stars, or at least something close. You were supposed to be it, his person, his endgame. But instead, it ended like a film with a plot twist no one saw comingâexcept this one didnât fade to black when it hurt. Heâs stuck living through the aftershocks, the scene replaying in his head on an endless loop.
He scrolls through Instagram aimlessly, only to stop when your face flashes on the screen. Youâre smiling. God, you look good. And you look happyâwithout him. His chest tightens as he stares at the picture longer than he should. Some part of him had always thought you'd circle back, that maybe your story wasnât over yet.
"This ainât a movie that I wanna seeâŠ"
He exhales, setting his phone down with more force than necessary. Nights without you are the worst. When the noise from practice and games fades, and heâs left with just himself and his thoughts, it all creeps in. Youâd carved out space in his life, and now that space is an aching void.
He tried to move on. His teammates told him, "Come on, man, you're Jack Hughesâhow hard can it be?" But they donât get it. They donât know what itâs like to see you in every song that plays, in every couple holding hands at the rink, or every girl with eyes that arenât quite the same shade as yours. You aren't just someone he datedâyouâre the one.
"A tragic story, starring you and meâŠ"
Memories of you filter through his mind like clips from a movie: The night you wore his jersey for the first time and kissed him in the parking lot of the arena. The fight that ended it allâwords you both wish you could take back but canât. The silence that came afterward, more deafening than the loudest cheer from a packed arena.
He rubs a hand over his face, frustrated.
"Yell 'Cut,' we're stuck inside this sceneâŠ"
He wishes someone would yell cut. Wishes he could rewrite your story with a better ending, one where youâre still his. But life doesnât come with do-overs. Instead, itâs like heâs trapped inside a tragic rom-com, except no oneâs laughing, and heâs left playing the role of the guy who never quite gets the girl back.
Even on the ice, his thoughts drift to you. He makes mistakes he never used toâmishandling the puck, missing easy passesâand the media starts to talk. "Whatâs going on with Hughes?" They speculate. He doesnât care enough to set the record straight. Whatâs the point when the only thing on his mind is you?
"This is heartache on the big screenâŠ"
Jack pulls up your contact for the hundredth time, his thumb hovering over the call button. But he canât bring himself to press it. What if you donât pick up? Worse, what if you doâand itâs only to tell him youâve moved on for good? He knows he should let you go, but the thought of someone else getting to love you the way he did guts him.
With a deep sigh, he tosses his phone onto the bed. No matter how hard he tries, youâre the story he canât rewrite. And even though it hurts, part of him clings to the hope that maybeâjust maybeâone day youâll come back, and this heartache will finally have a happy ending.
But for now, itâs just Jack Hughes, alone with his regrets, stuck watching the same painful scenes on a reel that never stops playing.
And God, does it hurt.
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https://www.tumblr.com/overtake/746762194848563200/your-post-about-max-liking-daniels-ig-just-opened could u write something based on this?
I have had this ask for so long, sorry bestie- my brain was doing a thing at the time lol. lol thank you @secretdonderwolk for the unintentional prompt
His phone vibrated in his pocket, three times for three messages. He had an idea about who this was, he hoped it was his sister complaining about something. Or even Sebâ even though he sat across from him at lunch. Seb could be annoying like that, but that was also because Daniel had been annoying like that first.Â
Putting his phone on the table, he saw the screen light up with notification banners from Instagram. There was the broad one about how many thousand likes his post workout selfie had gotten. But then there was the secondary banners about replies and DMs. A familiar user name peaked up at him; 3_MaxV_3.Â
Daniel rolled his eyes then flipped his phone on its screen. That kid, because he was a kid, with his scrawny body posing with a sideways cap in one picture, in a couch with dogs in another. But mostly in a race suit at a karting track. That kid had been messaging him for weeks now. He did the same thing repeatedly; Daniel posted a thirst trap photo (he looks damn good and it shows heâs working out) and then Max would be in the replies sending one thing the đŻemojiâ three times of course.Â
Daniel never responded to him after the first time, which was an accident, but the kid seemed to have taken that interaction as an open door to send Daniel reels of memes he already saw when he scrolled mindlessly through tiktok. He was surprised that a seventeen year old wasnât on tiktok and was instead using instagram, but that also didnât matter to Daniel. One less platform for this kid to find him on.
âYour new boyfriend again?â Seb teased with a snort.
âFirst of all, ew. Heâs like still in diapers, mate.â
âI dunno why you let him annoy you so much. Heâs harmless, still like in junior formula or whatever.â
âDonât they call it like formula 3 now or something?â
âWho the fuck knows anymore. They change the names of this shit every year. Come Iâm not allowing you make me be late for engineering.â Seb stood from his seat while Daniel cackled.
âI was one time!â
âOne time is more than enough I think.â
â - â
Daniel pressed post on the thumbs up selfie. Heâd gotten a podium today and wanted to commemorate after a long day. The first notification came quickly after. đŻđŻđŻ Daniel had become used to the routine by now, he already assumed that the kid had his post notifications on. It was weird but Daniel didnât think too closely of it.
He did notice a difference this time. His username was different; maxverstappen_33. Daniel clicked into his profile, not something he did but there was a change in the routine and he was curious about why.
Lots of karting pictures met his eyes, pictures on podiums and in the garage. There were a lot more sponsor logos than before and Daniel couldnât say he wasnât impressed. He himself knew how difficult it was to even get sponsors to talk to you in karting, much less to invest.Â
While he was scrolling through the rest of the profile, careful not to double tap anything of course, another notification banner from maxverstappen_33 popped up. âYou are so beautiful Daniel.â
And well⊠that was new. Normally heâd get a lion or capybara video by now. MaxV had taken to sending him videos of quokkas recently too. Daniel had never given him the impression that these videos were appreciated or cared forâ though he had watched a couple of themâ so he didnât understand this step up to shooting his shot.
Daniel closed out of the profile and then the app. He needed to get some sleep.
â - â
Theyâd told him to record a video for some kid getting his super license soon. That was new, but maybe Seb had been the one welcome in the new drivers in the program. It was quick with well wishes for some kid named Max.Â
Daniel had wondered initially if it was MaxV, or rather Max Verstappen. But Vicky had told him nothing more and MaxV was supposed to be going to formula 2 now anyways. No way Red Bull would be making such a stir over a kid.
When he got out of the sim he had a bitchload of notifications. Red Bull had tagged him in something and people were congratulating him. Ace. He went to his DMs to see a new message from Maxverstappen_33;
âThank you for the video. It was lovely Daniel.â
Well, shit.
â - â
It happened slower than he thought it would have. But quickly in the grand scheme of things. Daniel stepped out of his motorhome, zipping up his race suit and thanking the handler to his left for his hat. It was shoot day today with the whole team, including the boys from Torro Rosso.
Daniil slotted in beside him and Daniel dapped him up. This would be their second year as teammates and Daniel was excited for the year to come. 2016 felt like the year maybe, to take the championship fight to Mercedes. The car was quick in the sim and Adrian said the wind tunnel tests have been phenomenal. Daniel was ready.
What he wasnât ready for, was the guy who stepped right in front of him. Blonde hair, electric blue eyes. Familiar as fuck face pulled into a smile.Â
âDaniel! It is great to finally meet you after all this time.â
Daniel hadnât ever considered meeting MaxV in person, the kid thatâs been sending him đŻ emoji what felt like weekly for the last maybe two years. If you scrolled through their DM it was very one sided. But here he was, very caught out at the very real and very eager kid waiting for his reply. This would probably be the first time he ever did reply.
âEnchante, Max.â Daniel grinned and glanced over a Daniil when Maxâs face flushed with a blush.
He didnât think about it the rest of the day. Not when Max kept telling jokes and whipping his head around to see his reaction. Not when Max would hold Carlosâ hand and pulling him into close hugs only to turn and look to Danielâs reaction.
Daniil was having a field day and he knew Seb was going to learn about this somehow.
He didnât think about it. Because Max was a kid or whatever and it was weird.
Max sought him out fairly regularly after that, bolstered by being in the same company and paddock. Invigorated at the fact that Daniel responded to him every time.
â - â
Daniel heard the news but he hadnât quite believed it. He knew RedBull did driver swaps, apparently âall the timeâ but he didnât think he ever saw it happen mid season like this.Â
He walked into the garage to see the host of cameras and mics. The identical RB12 no longer sported Daniilâs number but now had a large 33 plastered over it. The garage was also sporting the new 3|33 decals. Daniel knew that marketing was having a field day.
He stepped off to the meeting rooms to wait for the crowd to clear, fiddling on his phone. Heâd never admit it, not even under the pain of a slow as fuck pitstop, that he was interested to see what the hubbub was about. What could possibly be so good about Max that they would do such a public shaming of Daniil.
He didnât know how much time passed, but he tweeted a bit and posted a new picture to instagram during the time. The notification banner popped up; maxverstappen_33âïž đŻđŻđŻ
Daniel grinned to himself, still surprised that Max had kept this up. Still apparently had his post notifications on. The door opened.Â
âDaniel that picture was lovely.â Max sat in the seat across from him in the conference room. His RedBull polo was a little askew, and he was smiling widely.
Well, shit.
#i hope this is what you had in mind bestie and I also hope this is actually good lmao#if it isnt we def can pretend it didn't happen lool#answered#anonymous#maxiel#max/daniel#my fic#I have sooo many other prompts in my ask. i need to like get on that lol
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