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Mcsm| Toxic leaders, friendships, coworkers & peers

(The ol Or der)

1. Soren Is shown to be a reasonable leader that cares about his crew a reasonable amount, helped by the fact that he shown to be about excessive age, unlike Jesse who’s age is ambiguous possibly committing tox to Soren from what could be a adventuring - young adult age to excess - see below, for how tha t affects the story,)

How eve r is hampered by a unfortunate history of tox That left it’s mar k o n h i m,

- Jesse

Soren does not remove Jesse from his property despite it causing seemingly distress to him

- if Jesse acts kind (or if hearing anyone (particularly the order) responds kindly to him), Soren will react with disbelief, If tox, he will excuse it beyond any healthy measures ‘ha a joke…as what friends do,’

Whe n n o jok e s are n’t pain f u l ,

Then there’s this line,

“I’ve found when you give people what they want they turn on you, they become resentful,” - Soren

And Scene,

Soren cower ing from his team mates

Eligard & Magnus Fake smiles impl ing there is something that’s actually wrong and we quickly find out why

(I’ll go over the particulars about why Soren might not be excited to see Eligard & Magnus on site in their sections )

Point being,

It doesn’t take long before it goes tox at the cave,

- Eligard (or whoever is left of the Eligard or/ Magnus pai ring) takes a pot shot at Soren , Gabriel, “is he always like this, “

Eligard/Magnus; you have no idea,

(When Soren goes out for a break due to distress & after the death of a friend,) ,

- Ivor immediately tries to take the reins after makin g the main problem (And his main fail safe back fired)

You can clearly see things going tox quic k ly

(Then there’s the in famous Ivor scapegoat scene showing that even back then he was tox, )

And the rest is just Ivor bein tox,

(Until Soren event gets away good for him)

- Eligard

- Largely non-tox but is a victim and an ena bler of Magnus

- Small pre- men tion ed bit of tox

- Magnus

- abs. ball of tox

- causes argu ments

- never contributes any thing positive to the group

- Small bit of tox a s mentioned above

- Explicit abuse o f Eligard, Implied abuse of Soren

- Gabriel-

- Little is known abou t hi m, That he seems pretty unaware of the toxic dynamic,

Apart from Magnus‘s tendency to insti gate And Eligard’s ten dency to ar gue,

- Ivor

- with Magnus at least you could argue he could’ve originally intend to fill some role if you squint, with some routes But with Ivor you can’t He was tox from the beginning, Continued to be tox, Not a redeemable quality in sight ,

Overall the group is a gosh darn mess

New Order ~

- Jesse - Despite being a leader, Jesse seems resentful of his leadership and constantly makes up things - ideas on the spot that no leader would leave to the last minute and would’ve already planned in advance/have a general idea of, showing how the game mechanic damages a actual good story

- His first mission is a find the person mission, not unheard of for a supportive subordinate character. However as a leader, it can come off as unnecessarily authority assuming, if not handled correctly, which unfortunately it wasn’t 1) By having this occur after a ‘break up’ in which several members isolated, placing this around excessive age 2) most of the members are reluctant to get together

Resulting in Jesse coming up as nagging or irritatingly intrusive.

As a leader,

There are two main goals,

(To be

considered

good

one)

1. Attention to

mis

ion,

- With the psychological benefits teammates receiving prop stimuli

Jesse constantly waffles,

resulting in reasonably irritated

sponses

fro

team

mates

2. Tending to your Team mates, Self-explanatory

Jesse doesn’t seem to care about his team mate s Until it reaches the mandatory spots, or (is believed) to go past critical (see Lukas “crying” and they refuse to move until he does,

The correct pro to co l,

Bein g constant availability, to thei r lei sur e

Care kept satisfactory and short without dragging the mission to a stand still

Despite, Jessie’s showing only the barest minimum of retention wit h hi s pe t pig,

How about he still has plenty of time micromanaging

the one thing you don’t want to do,

An argument can’t break out without Jesse interject

Showing that he has no trust in his team mates to be able to resolve their own conflict

Then again it comes from the person who is the worst role model/sets the worst example

Gettin into a squibble Wi th hi s subordinates/ (temporary) co-leader Lukas

Fi gh t in g over a de tect ion uni t,

Note , Well confrontations over a stolen role might get phys that I am not den y in g,

(The above mentioned things leads it to (lean in Luk as‘ s favor

Tha t Jesse is the one that stole the role

(Not helpful for the fact that Lukus acts like a spited leader Al l through out, And has characterized the he doesn’t stand up for himself

(Even if wrong, Jesse is still reprimands a sub ordinate, ) - Lukas

Likely the victim of Axle’s Tox,

Lukas falls into most of the pitfalls that Soren does, not standing up for himself and possibly leaving (even for a short time) when the tox gets too much - Olivia

Pretty non tox Some implied self-esteem issues with her place in the group constantly asking questions to validify it ,

- Axel

- Openly scares his friends and takes pleasure from distress

- Humor doesn’t come from sad/ Despair it comes from happi ness,

- Almost literally cannot go five seconds without starting an argument or being tox (Specifically towards Lukas) ,

Following the unfortunate theme of green being tox despite it being grow t h,

- Petra

(Season 1)

Tox

- Expecting them to find her despite not vibin’ the loc at ion,

demeaning

- Threats of violence

“Not getting punched in the face for saying that right now,” - Petra

Coercion

General authority assumption

Separation Jesse from his friends, friends separating/or hanging out with other friends on their own will is non-tox

Authority assumption- entitlement to excess

Promises an lies are pret ty useless

(Season 2)

- Petra

- Tox

- General Tox

- demeaning

- Guilt tripping

- Friend ship

- Adventures

- Lack o. Adventures - End goal - Jesse helps her find the llama and threaten/coerce Stella, who she also has a toxic manipulator/manipulated relation ship with (through likely intimidation as Petra knows that Stella has a thing w/th Jesse and two on one num er ical, ,

After all

- when it’s discovered that Petra is retiring to champion city

- gas light ed, (-claiming things to happen that didn’t really happen,)

- Petra’s guilt trip of the treehouse;

“ we used to hang out in the treehouse all the time,” - Petra

Show it or it didn’t happen

- to our knowledge never happened,

- Emotional Abuse/

- “Friends,”

- Jack

- Bit non-tox except for some snips at Nurm

- The general having to ‘one Up’ everyone,

- Nurm

(Od. d take on senti e nce

nar rat ive

tox,

Pretty clear except for (apparent) put down on Jack’s naming convention

- Romeo,

Pretty similar to Petra,

General Tox

General Authority Assumption

- Emotional Abuse

- Guilt tripping

- Logical abuse

- Gaslighting

- Physical abuse

- Acts of violence

- Destruction of un Account able pro. per ty, (Dif ferent from ac countable) ,

All of above;

demeaning

coercion

- Threats of violence

- Apparent murde r

- Abuse of sub ordin ates Should not be redeemed

Xara

- Straight up kills a person

Radar-

Refusal to read the vibes aka Several misdemeanors worth of tox for general obsessive behavior unbefitting, unhealthy and unnatural of a sentient,

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fallencomrade-a · 7 years ago

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Do you truly believe cryostasis was the best answer after Siberia?

✗ ✗┆T E L L T H E T R U T H ☛ 𝒶 𝒸 𝒸 𝑒 𝓅 𝓉 𝒾 𝓃 𝑔 ( 1 of 5 )

in the event that Hydra’s asset begins to display signs of DISCORDANCE, immediate efforts need to be carried forth in order to regulate the rate / severity of DEGENERATION. proper actions ( dependent upon the severity ) need to be taken to correct unwarranted conduct. the asset should be immediately placed in cryostasis, which will negate disruptive behavior…

MAINTAINING HYDRA’S ASSET. SUBSECTION : EMERGENCY PROCEDURESFILE : #05.42

HERR DOKTOR ,

— these disruptions are becoming more and more frequent. it is disheartening considering the price we paid to fashion him.

YOU ARE A SHADOW. never to be seen. never to be heard. П о н и м а ю ?

The Soldier is a work in progress, Commander. Upkeep is CRITICAL. He must be maintained.

[ du wirst es lernen… entsprechen, schmutziger hund. ]

еще раз. еще раз.

you’ll KILL him if you keep this up. he will learn to be SILENT.

еще раз.

All that effort && research… ( his screaming is very distracting, nein? shut him up or i’ll remove his vocal cords, mein Gott. ) He is far from perfect.

H E I S A N A B O M I N A T I O N . what a fucking mess. get him out my sight. this is your doing ;; your FAULT. COMPLIANCEWILLBEREWARDED. FAILUREWILLBEREBUKED.

does it hurt? describe it, sergeant. the PAIN. tell me …

there is nothing worse than the heat of the WIPE.

… does it hurt?

еще раз.

more. increase the VOLTAGE.

does it? Y E S . Good.

MISBEHAVIOR will not be tolerated, soldat. DISRUPTIONS are unacceptable. DISOBEDIENCE is an affliction. — or have you already FORGOTTEN?

DEFECTIVE ;; FLAWED ;; DAMAGED a disappointment compared to…

ERSKINE’S ABERRANT SUCCESS ( a poor, pathetic imitation . )

ZOLA’S GREAT VISION ” the fist of hydra ? “ he’s NOTHING but a puppet.

THE RED SKULL’S PASSION so empty, aren’t you mal’chik? zola turned him inside-out && the russians bled him empty. secretary pierce, how shall we handle him?

THE CAPTAIN’S “ GLORY “ your work has been a GIFT to mankind. hydra’s DOG ;; zola’s plaything. karpov’s good soldat ;; pierce’s PUPPET.

A S O L D I E R

СТОП! HÖR AUF! STOP! ＮＯＭＯＲＥ

say the words! shut him down! REPORT! is anyone still there!? what the hell happened out there?

asset, report! answer! don’t! he’s hydra’s PROPERTY, you idiot. he just went crazy, sir. completely beyond control. he’s M A L F U N C T I O N I N G . he’s a RISK and a DANGER to himself && hydra.

BRAIN-FRIED && more trouble than he’s worth. should just put a bullet into your empty skull and be done with it. keep your opinions to yourself, rumlow. he isn’t your mutt to control.

he’s acting out. AGITATED. resisting. what should we do?

PUT HIM ON ICE.

sir, he’s unstable ;; ERRATIC. i need you to do it one more time.

he’s D E T E R I O R A T I N G . your entire existence is PROBLEMATIC. his continued use would be I L L - A D V I S E D . he’s all we have right now . WIPE HIM && START OVER.

despite his grand ESCAPE from the binds hydra has used to control him, he is still not FREE. the tortured man turned WEAPON is a victim of deep-rooted conditioning. there is no way to bleed the poison completely from his body. their toxins will forever live inside of him, dormant ( on good days ), FESTERING ( on most days ), and FATAL ( at his worst ). overtime && allowed the chance ( the decency ) to grow, he may HEAL. he might even remember how to LIVE again, the idea of a normal, quiet life piquing the weathered man’s interest. — but this body of his, even with the bastardized serum, can only mend so much && time can only extend so far. the SCARS, physical, mental && emotional will eventually fade into less grotesque blemishes, but they will ALWAYS be a part of him. there is no escaping that truth. hydra lives, a PARASITE which breathes inside of him, a looming shadow which oftentimes ECLIPSES the man, awakening the machine. in everything he does ;; in everything he is - a PRODUCT OF DESIGN. implemented so that if their solider ever was to REBEL, he would unconsciously follow latent protocol ( instinct ) that would unwittingly leave him vulnerable and susceptible to RECAPTURE.

he’s unstable ;; ERRATIC. he’s been out of cryofreeze for too long… PREP HIM. WIPE HIM. FREEZE HIM. PREP HIM. WIPE HIM. FREEZE HIM. xорошая работа, солдат. AGAIN. S T A R T O V E R

noise. movement. choice ;; every action generates a ripple across the timeline. cause && effect. his presence lives in INFAMY ( your work has been a GIFT ). even without a NAME or an IDENTITY, his actions are felt throughout history. silent, except when ordered to create CHAOS. for seventy years, they used him to blow craters in the timeline, ripples surging into violent waves that nearly engulfed this world. his very PURPOSE as their asset was to incite chaos. hydra’s chaos had always been unique, however - SYSTEMATIC ;; every action, decision and hit serving a greater goal. he made noise, but only when they deemed it acceptable. unscheduled DISTURBANCES were not tolerated && had always been handled accordingly.

W I P E H I M . D E A C T I V A T E! s t e p i n s o l d i e r… A G O N Y ( ithurts.ithurts.ithurts ) ORDER only comes with PAIN. ARE YOU READY FOR YOURS?

a BRUTALIZED mind will eventually adapt ;; SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST. it is against human instinct to welcome death. he had evolved in order to stay alive remain FUNCTIONAL. the wipes burned away memories, yes - but instinct survived and had been carried over. MUSCLE MEMORY ;; PROTOCOLS not to break or suffer. ( you know better, soldier. ) compliance will be rewarded. certain actions warranted CORRECTIVE IMPLEMENTATIONS. he learned if he was SILENT, if he complied, he need only experience the pain of activation. there is SAFETY in ambiguity. silence ( mostly ) went unnoticed && unpunished. — but DISOBEY, attract their attention and you FORCE their hand. disruptions were reprimanded with either the sting of a wipe or the vicious bite of cold sleep. the PRICE to pay for causing them such discourteous disturbances. these beliefs shaped him into the BEAST hydra demanded ;; conditioning that will follow ( HAUNT ) the poor man even after he shakes free from their shackles. hydra is a dying monolith, but their shadow still looms. their influence, their corruption - the results of their EXPLOITATION - continue to devastate.

his life ( what semblance he had managed to scrounge together ) in bucharest had been quiet ( SILENT ), mundane ( ACCEPTABLE ). another face in a crowd of many, invisible. some NAMELESS civilian, nothing more - without an IDENTITY, free to discover, to learn. he was neither the winter soldier nor was he james buchanan barnes. he is something different, someone in between. in the beginning he had struggled to stay alive ;; to stay afloat ;; to drift unnoticed, just another overlooked body. he had been LONELY ( is lonely ), tormented and confused, but he had been SAFE in his solitude, as were the people around him. there were no lingering impulses to kill ;; no BURNING demand for revenge. all the asset wanted, all he wants, is to feel SAFE. to watch, observe, learn && grow. he found his oppressed mind to be CURIOUS, a danger and risk he grew more comfortable admitting once he had a chance to stretch his wings. it was a SILENT confession. FOOLISHLY, he believed it might keep him safe.

i know you’re scared… && you have every right to be. ＷＩＮＴＥＲＳＯＬＤＩＥＲＣＡＵＴＡＴＰＥＮＴＲＵＢＯＭＢＡＲＤＭＥＮＴＵＬＤＩＮＶＩＥＮＮＡ i wasn’t in vienna. I DON’T DO THAT ANYMORE.

someone had used his face to kill a lot of people. ( as if he doesn’t have enough blood on his hands already. ) he had no explanation to offer steve - THE CAPTAIN - when he arrived at his doorstep, suited up as if anticipating a fight. ( that’s good. good strategy ). it wasn’t him though. he wasn’t in vienna. ( it wasn’t me. it wasn’t me. it CAN’T be me. ) but his voice had sounded weak ( DEFEATED ) even in his own ears. because he knew the TRUTH, and steve did too. IT DOESN’T MATTER. he was NAIVE to believe he could be anything else. his fate had already been sealed ;; the decision made - and suddenly he was thrown back into the world, the HEARTLESS terrorist capable of so much BRUTALITY. it was a LIE though. ( IS IT? )

i didn’t kill your father. THEN WHY DID YOU RUN?

the entire world was looking for him. hell, he had even managed to attract the attention of the avengers. suddenly every decision he made spiraled a chain of events he had no control over. his choices had been limited, each one COSTLY && not a single one promising and in that moment, standing across from a SOLEMN captain america in a breached, rundown apartment complex, freedom suddenly felt oppressive, like a CAGE.

buck, stop! you’re gonna kill somebody! i’m not going to kill anybody.

he didn’t RESIST when cruel hands pushed him down onto the gravel. he didn’t fight when they pressed their knees hard against his back, secured their magnetized metal cuffs around his wrists or pointed their deadly weapons at his chest ;; when they secured him in their CELL. it wouldn’t be long now… capturing him was the most DANGEROUS thing they could have done. hydra was still hunting him && his arrest had been broadcast. it would only be a matter of time before they would come to collect their property. they were everywhere and they wouldn’t leave him in a cage to RUST. his old friend was trying to help, james soon realized, vouching for him ( the MEMORY of him ) despite the damning evidence. what about a lawyer? steve had missed the soldier’s cynical, disbelieving frown, too busy staring down his CIA captor. surely, the captain wasn’t naive enough to actually believe — and like a light bulb flickering on, buck realized he recognized that tone. biting sarcasm. rogers hadn’t been asking a question. no, the mouthy punk had been making a STATEMENT. —some things never change. SENTIMENT had flooded his hollow chest. a single parting glance and james knew steve would do everything in his power to help his old friend. ( — startling - this sudden swell of CONCERN. )

— but he is not JAMES BARNES. steve was only setting himself up to be D I S A P P O I N T E D

the INESCAPABLE TRUTH lies dormant, just beneath the surface, waiting to be released, UNLEASHED. this face is nothing but a MASK, pulled tightly over the decay && old bones hiding underneath. the face of a GHOST, whose memory he TARNISHES by simply existing. he saw the memorial in washington, the plaque made in HONOR of james barnes, with his face && history etched in the glass. he also watched as that memorial was vandalized after hydra’s files became public. people used what they could - cracking, scuffing and denting the memorial. TERRORIST spray painted across his name. the last time he visited the smithsonian, there had been yellow tape blocking his section, a sign which read UNDER RENOVATION convincing him it was time to disappear. steve wants to help him because he has the same face as a man he once knew, but he is not james buchanan barnes…

why don’t we discuss your home? - - - not romania. certainly not BROOKLYN, no. Y O U R R E A L H O M E . HAIL HYDRA.

к т о т ы ?

you are NOTHING. you are a WEAPON. you are a GHOST. you are —— WHATEVER WE TELL YOU TO BE.

Я ГОТОВ К ОТВЕТУ.

— && helmut zemo PROVES this cruel TRUTH. in the worst way imaginable.

желание живой –no. семнадцать рассвет –stop печь девять – STOP! добросердечный возвращение на родину please. о д и н грузовой вагон

freedom is a LIE. he will always be SHACKLED to the BEAST hydra birthed from james barnes’ TORMENT.

which bucky am i talking to? WHO ( WHAT ) ARE YOU? SOLIDER. WEAPON. VICTIM. HUMAN. MACHINE. SOLIDER. WEAPON. VICTIM. HUMAN. MACHINE. — the left over SCRAPS of too many SHATTERED souls. — the nuclear SHADOW of a life BURNED away. — the gutted, hollowed out SHELL of a man turned MACHINE. A T R A V E S T Y A T R A G E D Y DANGEROUS ;; DEADLY. oh god. i knew this would happen. everything hydra put inside me is still there.

he thought … he could have ( choose ) a NAME ( my name is bucky ), a face, his own voice, his own life — away from the violence && constant, endless fighting. he thought if he tried, he could be something different. his own self, even if he had no idea who that person was. if he could only separate himself from all of it - but the winter soldier lives inside of him, fused && entwined, tangled together with the shredded remains of his TATTERED soul. there is no escaping it ;; he is UNDESERVING of such MERCY. not when he denied it to so many others…

what did i do? E N O U G H. your old war buddy killed innocent people. people are DEAD. i need you to do better…

it was in that filthy auto-shop, rubbing the blood off his hands that he made the decision. he recognized the tremors of war, could sense it in the rigidity of steve’s shoulders ;; the hardened look on wilson’s fixed stare. hushed whispers and weary glances. his presence here had created a RIFT between friends && teammates, strained even heavier by the politics trying to police them. he sat there in silence, wondering if steve REGRETTED his choice, but still too much of a COWARD to ask. i’m not sure i’m WORTH all this… zemo had to be stopped. he focused instead on trying to RIGHT that wrong, minimizing the DAMAGE in the only way he knew how. more people would die if they didn’t stop him from activating those soldiers.

they all turn out like you? — W O R S E

the scathing comment was not lost on him. wilson didn’t trust him && he couldn’t blame him for it. he didn’t trust himself either. i can’t trust my own mind. two years, a silent shadow and now he had a TARGET on his back. && it wasn’t just ross who had him in his sights. vienna, bucharest, berlin, his entire existence was screaming, BLARING - his movements tracked. he could feel the heat of their eyes, BURNING blisters into his skin ;; their HATRED and HORROR and DISGUST condemning him. ( it wasn’t me. it wasn’t me. i’m trying to make this RIGHT. ) he need not say a word. his actions had created enough NOISE. steve seemed to be his only ally, but his DEVOTION to the sergeant created tension between his new comrades. animosity that soon bled into all out HOSTILITY.

you’re gonna turn barnes over && you’re gonna come with us NOW because it’s US.

US. sam was busy locating the quinjet, but buck was listening. there was a TIMEWORN connection he shared with the captain. undeniable no matter how hard he tried to BURY it. ( you’re steve. i read about you in a museum. YOU’RE LYING. ) james barnes found himself CURIOUS. he had learned that steve spent the better part of the last seventy years encased in ice, not so different from the soldier’s grim fate but unlike james, steve had developed relationships with these people. connections ;; alliances ;; friendships. a new TEAM. a FAMILY, one he was not a part of. the AVENGERS. bonds forged. bonds that were being tested. bonds that would eventually SHATTER ( thanks in part to him ). if only they had known that all of it was just some elaborate plan for the avengers own SELF-DESTRUCTION, maybe some of those bonds could have been saved. he, the WEAPON used to foster this FISSURE, used to irritate ;; used to rip open old wounds…

i don’t know if i’m worth all this, steve. it wasn’t your fault. you didn’t have a choice. i know. — but i still did it.

MISSION REPORT.

December 16th, 1991. — please. no. i’m sorry.

HOWARD STARK. male target. level four. MARIA STARK. female target. civilian. non-combative.

Sergeant Barnes?

— did you know? don’t bullshit me rogers. DID YOU KNOW?

YES.

SIBERIA… god, what a mess. siberia had been a DISASTER. prepared for one fight only to get caught in another. every last one of them had played into zemo’s ruse, like rats clamoring through a maze. a turning point that would go down in the history books. any laughable thoughts of REDEMPTION ( heroism doesn’t suit you, barnes ) were quickly shattered, blasted into dust. ( did you honestly believe you could be anything else than what you are? )

DO YOU EVEN REMEMBER THEM? monster. murderer. abomination. terrorist. monstrosity. savage. villain. beast. pariah. — it wasn’t your fault. i still did it.

the situation had HEMORRHAGED, spiraling quickly into violent CHAOS. stark wasn’t stopping and no matter what steve tried to do or say, nothing was getting through to him. the BETRAYAL that twisted his features bled into RAGE, and he ignited like a BOMB, determined to disperse the same SORROW && ANGUISH killing him onto everyone else. Go! Get out of here! …something OLD bristled inside of him. the weak voice of a dying man echoed inside the pulse of his heartbeat, making him pause and hesitate. not without you. — but he is not james barnes and surely steve rogers has realized this by now.

stark had attempted to separate them and buck likes to think it was because tony didn’t want the captain interfering and getting caught up in the blast. he was indeed angry with steve, but barnes was the TARGET, the catalyst, the PROBLEM. if he could just REMOVE himself from the equation ;; if he could d i s a p p e a r , fade away like black smoke against a dark sky, maybe this CATASTROPHE could still be salvaged. maybe things, bonds && friendships, could still be FIXED. r u n … why did you run? he didn’t blame stark, nor fault him for his RAGE, but when the man backhanded steve, something burst, like a dam breaking inside of him. james barnes ROARED to life with a vengeance. zemo had proven that despite his separation from hydra, the winter soldier still lived inside of him. steve rogers however revealed that pieces of james buchanan barnes SURVIVED as well.

it doesn’t matter though. it isn’t enough. he is a chemical compound of unstable minds - volatile, erratic, COMBUSTIBLE. he knows he is dangerous. unless they figure out a way to PURGE these triggers from his mind, he will always be a THREAT. — && honestly, after everything… all the violence, death and NOISE… would it not be better? would it not be easier?

stark had lost half his team, friends ;; his parents. these were CRIMES james could never fix, but if he was to disappear, never to be heard of again… maybe they could pretend… the avengers, steve’s team ( a FAMILY ) had fragmented, and despite steve’s attempts to conceal the hole this battle had blasted through him, the pain of it was clear in those sad eyes. his part in all this - it had provoked such devastating DISTURBANCES. he had breached into steve’s new life like a speeding bullet, destroying so many different pieces of the life the other man had created in his absence. ripping his team apart, turning him CRIMINAL, abandoning the shield. he’d been forced to leave his home. his friend’s were captured && detained. steve had lied to stark in an attempt to save him. he is a WANTED man, everything he stood for lost.

— && all barnes can hear in his head are their voices…

your entire existence is P R O B L E M A T I C. PUT HIM ON ICE. DISRUPTIONS ARE UNACCEPTABLE. PUT HIM ON ICE.

he’s unstable, volatile. a RISK ;; a DANGER PUT HIM ON ICE.

B R A I N F R I E D , && more trouble than you’re WORTH. PUT HIM ON ICE.

he’s been out of cryofreeze for too long… F I X H I M W I P E H I M еще раз. еще раз. PUT HIM ON ICE.

he’s acting out. what a fucking mess. R E M O V E h i m . what should we do? it’s better this way… how shall we handle him? …for everyone.

( do you honestly believe cryostasis was the best option? )

P U T H I M O N I C E .

❛ —— yes. ❜ what other CHOICE did he have?

——HERR DOKTOR? i believe we are finally getting somewhere…

#✪ ❮ A N S W E R E D ．❯ // ❛ 𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚗𝚢𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚜.#✪ ❮ A N S W E R E D ．❯ // ❛ 𝚖𝚎𝚖𝚎.#✪ ❮ CHARACTER STUDY．❯ // ❛ 𝚓𝚊𝚖𝚎𝚜 𝚋𝚞𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚊𝚛𝚗𝚎𝚜.#✪ ❮ O U T O F C H A R A C T E R ．❯ // ❛ god i've only been working on this #for like the passed two weeks #this was emotionally exhausting #someone hold me?#better yet someone hold buck-buck #long post ts

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