#i was in town for a wedding and didn't want to detract from my friend getting married
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#it's been kind of a rough week for me#one of my oldest and closest friends took their life#we used to live in the same town but more recently were 2 hours apart#but the night it happened i was visiting town#normally i would text her#see if she was free while in town to see if she'd be able to hang out#but i didn't this time#i was in town for a wedding and didn't want to detract from my friend getting married#and while one friend was giving their vows my other friend was bleeding out#im sorry if this is triggering#it's just been a lot to process for me these last few days#this one's hard for me#she was my age#she was my friend#and i let her down#and while i know it wasn't my fault#i can never get back the time i lost#the time i might have saved if id sent that text#and now all im left with are memories of long talks and a funeral procession#tw bleeding#tw suicide#tw self harm#tw depression
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