#i was honest with the group and i regret that now ASKDJDJ
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I don't think I've ever freaked out so badly
#ummm#sent the wrong document on a GROUP project. got a zero. freaked out. because. well. how do i tell them. cried horribly#somehow wrote a decent email. kept crying. im still ill so crying is bad for my lungs. cry so bad i throw up. that snaps me out of it#while cleaning up get an answer. teacher says its alright. grades the right document instantly and we get a 5/5#all that in under narrative in under 30 minutes#fuck#i think that might have been an anxiety attack like. it felt like the world was crashing on me and i was going to die#never felt that strongly before#well. maybe ive had similar reactions before but never to the point of throwing up#i guess. i felt so stupid. thats such a stupid mistake to make. i still dont know how onedrive did this to me but i guess like#how was i going to tell the group haha i got us a 0 because im brain dead or something#thank god the teacher was chill about it. i would be freaking out still then#but um yeah#those were very intense emotions i was not ready to feel after all my plans for the night were reading my silly goodnight fanfic#i was honest with the group and i regret that now ASKDJDJ#fuck me. i wish i hadnt told them about it#but honesty is the best policy? i dunno#im still a little anxious about that. and i wanted to go to sleep early
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