#i was gonna make a genderfluid joke to segue into it but like
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number-1-crush · 2 years ago
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god i have got to learn how to talk to people i’m attracted to
#uhh update on pretty girl: i think the feelings are mutual 0//0#i’ve had exactly one other conversation with her. them? idk i still forgot to confirm name and pronouns#i was gonna make a genderfluid joke to segue into it but like#i didn’t want to do that when this was our first actual conversation#(our graduating class had to take a photo and we ended up next to each other bc same height roughly)#(and when they had us do a ‘silly pose’ we complained abt not having much arm room (my school is big so there were like 600 of us)#(but then she was like ���what if we do the heart hands thing’ and !!!! oh my god i could not believe it)#(i was gonna be flabbergasted but i could NOT let her think i was responding negatively and confuse her)#(so i said ‘wait omg that’s so cute let’s do it’)#(and)#(we did)#(and actually i felt like i might collapse i was fully losing my mind(#(i want to find that picture and see us bc i want to see if either of our faces are red)#(maybe i’ll check the school twt. they might have it)#she’s so lovely though. i have to find more ways to talk to her#WITHOUT chickening out bc oh my god pretty girl flirting with me oh my god#turns out i’m kinda skiddish. i mean i learned that freshman year but now i have to actually OVERCOME it#because i don’t want to throw away an awesome opportunity#yayyyyy#anyways. if anyone has pretty girl advice or tips on how to overcome nerves#please give them to me i am already second-guessing about the hand heart thing
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